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It’s never fun when you have to throw a project in the bin for things out with your control… here’s the tooled pieces before the accident (yes that round headed knife is sharp- it cuts leather like butter… and will take fingers too.)
Tried a new tool (not the knife), that’s supposed to have been a step up from my previous, cause you know leather tools are EXPENSIVE and instead of making my holes for stitching, it got stuck in my project and Actually tore my 6-7 oz thick tooling leather in the process and it completely shredded the 3-4 oz it was stuck to.
My cheap beginner Tandy ones do not do this. I’ve hand sewn 13 oz leather after using them to make my holes, and NEVER have I had to actually torque and twist my leather to get those punches out. A light pull is all it takes.
I then tried them on 3-4oz only and they also got stuck and refused to let go of the leather.
Like???
So yeah- bought a more expensive tool ages back, finally had the gumption to try it and it screwed me over.
Whomp whomp.
Will revisit this one later, but I’m working on a different project now.
#artists on tumblr#leather tooling#art#leather carving#this was a pouch/wristlet#I am ticked#the wasted leather and time#and the wasted money#leather is EXPENSIVE
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hmmm base outfit, warmage robe or pockets look? 🤔
#hablaty#I'm going to make an attempt at drawing Sylamér I just don't know what look I should give him#honestly avowed has so many outfits that I liked in it it's ridiculous tho I do wish we could change their colors#but yeah currently those three are my favorite which is funny bc i only had Sylamér in the pocketed jacket look for... A minute lmao#I found it after I bought the warmage robe the first time around now I beelined to grab it bc I didn't want to waste resources#and ngl Sylamér in black-ish leather was weird at first bc he looks better in bright colors but it grew on me quick#...probably bc I play him as more of a gunslinger wizard now and the pocketed jacket screams ''gunslinger wizard''
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What’s your most unpopular DN opinion? (It can be about canon, fanon the fandom)
hello! thank you for this question!! i am feeling mildly spicy tonight so i will say:
matt's oversized presence in fanon specifically when compared to near's presence in fanon is at best insanely confusing and at worst fairly irritating.
now. before i am misunderstood. notice that what i said here was not "i don't like matt." it was not "i don't think people should make fan content or talk about matt." i do like matt!! i write matt!! he is very fun to write and i am very fond of him!! however near is my favorite little guy in the world and i am selfish so i would like for him to get more attention. sorry.
also — and this is where i'm going to perhaps lose some of you — if you discuss mello without discussing near's significance in his character and his arc in the story, that is fundamentally an incomplete character analysis. if you discuss mello without discussing matt... i do think that's less complete than it could be — mello's interactions with matt do add texture to his character — but you can do a pretty passable job.
i would like for this to Not be misinterpreted as me telling people what to do. i am not telling anyone what to do. i am not even saying "your headcanon / story / idea is worthless unless you do x, y, z." not everything has to be a character study, for one — i write a whole lot of really lighthearted things that do not engage with the character arcs seen in canon at all — and it is also just not that deep.
#asks#spicier phrasing: neglecting to address the near question in mello's character renders him an OC in leather pants and a crucifix#which is fine btw! do literally whatever you want! but that's not mello baby#if this upsets you deeply i invite you to just block me instead of trying to talk to me about it#because we will both be wasting our time#okay i wasn't going to but to hell w it#mello death note#<- kicking the hornet's nest#:-)
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i have and still do think its extremely weird how many people have an immediate negative gut reaction to fur and to hunting in general, especially occurring even more negatively the less they know about it. like.
even just disregarding the fact that an animal being hunted is one of the most sustainable things available to most people nowadays, with the animal being killed as fast as possible in a way that utilizes as much of their body as possible, in a way that produces very little waste, when basically every hunter i know are some of the most ecologically conscientious and green-minded people you can find — the fur and leather and bone itself is one of the few things you can actually feel Connected to anymore.
like i look at the other stuff they promote and so many "green products" and i still can't tell where they're from or how they were produced or even entirely what went into making them. none of my furs are like that. i often talked to the person who hunted and skinned and tanned the hide, who sewed the hat or the bag or the coat, i can identify and pick out the exact animal who gave its life for it and know them very intimately, and for an incredibly long amount of time, long enough that most of what i have was passed down to me from my family. like these are the opposites of fast fashion in every respect, im usually excited to be able to break out my otter or raccoon hat when winter comes around, i come back to my buffalo bags over and over.
i'm often very uncomfortable when they're described as "luxury items" as well for that reason - they're often just priced accordingly to the time and effort that goes into them and will last just as long as the price tag implies. animal fur and leather are the very first materials humans had available to them. it's not any different than going to a craft show and buying a knitted hat from a grandma for me, except that i know the full history of how all that material was acquired in the first place and that it won't be sat aside or forgotten under anything else. it's very hard, even when you just have one fur hat, to not make the full use out of it, that you want to and it occupies a position of respect. hell, fur isn't even "in" for rich people anymore, it's increasingly gone out of fashion for them and has shown up less and less over time.
i don't know. it's very weird to see everyone has a weird gut reaction to seeing fur or discussing hunting, in a way that has never correlated to anything i've actually experienced.
#all the care guide says is 'biomass'#its like. idk. is a good shovel a luxury item?#sure the poorest people wont be able to afford it and will be forced to buy shittier shovels#but certainly its not the rich people buying shovels#and you wouldnt call someone who has a good shovel that has served them very well for a long time. a rich person.#also like. yeah. in certain poor communities it IS very common to have fur and leather#because hunting is necessary for people to eat. you are too poor to buy from the grocery store.#and then the products of that get passed down because they Keep and Keep Well#but even moreso the psychological experience of having fur is different#in a way thats harder to explain to someone who doesnt have that experience#you just. dont let it go to waste.#you feel much more beholden to it and to treat it well#and to use it and not let it go to waste#in a way that you dont get with the mass produced shit they act like is neutral#i think if i had to be philosophical about it id tie it into individualism#that if you get something mass produced then you arent beholden to it and dont feel responsible to it#it means whatever and it cant force you to do anything so you end up as the defining factor#its easier to pretend it has no one elses fingerprints on it#but this is impossible with fur. you look at it and youll always be reminded a life was given for it#and immense effort had to be given to turn that life into something for you#and you are beholden to that. you are connected to it. you cannot pretend that youre separate.#and i like that. it freaks me out to think of how many things i have that i dont fully know where they came from or who made them#in a sense greater than what a tag says it came from or what company made it#it was a singular animal. it was a specific person. you can talk to them. you know them. you can see it.
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hellooooo!!!
#preview of my latest leather project ^_^#rly rly rrlllly feeling this outfit. i feel epic and like myself#yay! ok i have to go ive wasted SO much time already#face#blowing a kiss to you all my lovely beautiful mutuals my bestest friends
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i think it'd be hilarious if bi.lly's entire wardrobe was built by gifts . like , wtf does he even like ? idek man , black shirts & denim ?
#he works the Hell out of those basics though . i'll give him that#unvendaval ♡ ooc.#something something the Edge on his wardrobe making him standoff ish ...#but also basic enough to be Easy to Digest ... bc he prefers to make the provocative in him Smaller instead of confronting it#he does have an AMAZING selection of leather jackets & boots though . the boy's smart#TALKING ABOUT SMART : things that last and endure time > things that could go out of style in any minute or be a waste of money#he comes from that pittsburgh steel mill life u kno
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yah gimme the real leather op
*faux leather no animals were harmed! :)
#and the demand for leather is lower than the demand for beef rn (in a per-cow manner of speaking)#so really it's not all that possible to unethically use leather#the cow is dead either way might as well reduce waste and use the whole carcass#much more ethical than leaving a desecrated skin to rot#in addition#the real leather jacket can easily last multiple lifetimes#so the 'harm' (there is practically none imo - the cow was dead either way) is only done once#whereas a pleather jacket has to be replaced many times#do not call it faux leather do not call it vegan leather#those are just marketing terms from fucked up plastic companies
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love when half of the stuff at the thirft store is just shein garbage
#like some of them dont even look bad i would buy it if ididnt know they would get torn after 2 wears#like i get it at least they dont go to waste but#it is kinda sad#anyways i finally managed to buy a coat for spring weather#its really time to say goodbye to my beloved leather jacket :(
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an article was suggested to me a few days ago about a fashion company that has decided to move away from leather and some types of wool, obviously in exchange for even more polyester and other plastic materials because of the horrible standards animals are held and killed in that are the source for those. instead of trying to work on the problems, we'll just add even more plastic to this planet. that will surely solve it
#we should start at the source and stop keeping animals in horrible conditions and brutally killing them#but leather will exist as long as people eat meat#and it's insane that they'd rather let that go to waste even though it's extremely durable and long lasting#and use even more fucking plastic instead to flood the planet with#did all that micro plastic we're already ingesting take over their brains#the fashion industry is horrible and unsustainable either way#but it irks me so fucking much that we move away from natural materials in favor of plastic#instead of trying to improve literally fucking anything for once#already 70% of clothes i come across are made at least partially from polyester#it's probably even more#even what is around that's still made from linen or cotton or wool is horrible in quality#dire times we live in
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learning a lot more about leather as an overarching culture and its current state is! not ideal! idk if it ever has been, at least for people like me.
ik there are obviously pockets and niches to be made and found and tons of room for variance on a smaller scale but like……… as an organization IML is really strangely regressive
#IML is a lot of fun and also they treat their trans winners so poorly#and don’t get me started about the bootblack competition#i do think i will continue to go in the future bc attendees /= organizers and there’s not a ton of IML events (panels demos etc)#but it’s such a wasted opportunity. we are all Freaks. why don’t you want to get with the times. more is more and it won’t take away from#traditional leather machismo#talking#excited to check out MIR later this year bc their culture makes so much more sense even if rubber as a material ain’t my thing
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⭒˚‧ ⭒ཐིཋྀ "Only nice girls get treats." ཐིཋྀ⭒ ‧˚⭒
♡ warnings: caleb x fem!reader, (18+ mdni), reader is insecure, fingering, dirty talk, pussy eating, begging, crying, dumbification, heavy praise, denial, spit, finger sucking, hair pulling, pussy slapping, mirror
♡ a/n: little treat for the middle of the week. been working on this one for a while so it got a little long,, so sorry. finished this instead of writing my research paper,, butttttt i love writing for caleb so i hope u enjoy xx
You're taking a lot longer than usual to get ready. Nothing seems to be fitting right, every outfit looking worse than the last. Maybe you should just stay home tonight, or maybe, you Caleb needs to remind you just how beautiful his girl is.
“Hey, did you need me to iron something for you? I was gonna’ do my shirt, so—” You listened, turning towards the bathroom door as the honeyed voice came to a halt. There he was, leaning against the wooden door frame, muscled torso on full display, dog tag draped around his neck and glistening in the dim lighting, a white collared dress shirt draped over his shoulder. His pants were held up by a fine leather belt that hung loosely around his hips, the buckle undone. The smell of his cologne wrapped around you, notes of cedarwood and lavender softly calming your otherwise hectic state. The bathroom was a mess, makeup brushes strewn about on the marble countertop, clothes and bras and panties thrown in the corner, heels that didn't match were all over the floor, making for a minefield of a space that you'd been moving around for the last two hours.
“No, I’m good. Thanks.” His brow furrowed at the abnormally dry response, violet eyes studying you as you frantically hurried around the small space, makeup and hair both half done. The dress that he’d seen you in only five minutes earlier was balled up near a pile of purses on the tiled floor now, your skin only covered by a matching black lace set. He was almost drooling at the sight, opting to bite his full bottom lip to keep himself from doing so.
“Everything okay, baby?” His tone was cautious, testing the temperature of the water. You didn’t bother to meet his gaze, too busy wracking your brain to put together a different outfit—or maybe you needed to change your hair? Should you even bother going at all? Maybe you should suddenly pretend to have a stomachache.
“I’m fine, just rushed.” Another short answer.
“There’s no rush, sugar. They can’t start without us after all.” You gave him a soft laugh, brushing off the comment, but he was right. This night was about him after all—a ceremony awarding him for his accomplishments with the fleet this past year. He’d been going over his speech with you tirelessly every day for the last week, picking apart every line one by one until it was perfect. This was Caleb’s night, so why were you the one feeling so much pressure?
“Hey, look at me for a second.” You did, eyes meeting his in the mirror as you ran another coat of red lipstick over your bottom lip, suddenly questioning the color.
“You can tell me if something's wrong ya’ know. We don’t have to go.” You shook your head in dismissal, breaking the eye contact that was quickly making something well up in your chest, tears stinging in the corner of your eyes against your will.
“Of course we have to go, Caleb. I’m going—I want to go, I’m just trying to hurry up.”
“What was wrong with the last dress? Or the four before that?” He wasn’t teasing but genuinely asking you as he searched for your attention in the mirror again, to no avail. A single tear fell from your eye, effortlessly ruining your makeup, a line of foundation erased as you tried not to let anymore escape.
“They just weren’t right. Nothing is fitting right for some reason.” He wasted no time moving over to you, shirt falling to the floor in the process, but he didn’t care. His eyes were locked on you, noticing the way your face slowly crumpled, head hanging as if there was a thousand-pound weight holding you down.
“Don’t cry, baby. Hey, hey, shh…” His arms wrapped around you, toned chest pressing into your back, the warmth of his skin inescapable as he held you as tightly as he could. Your body gently shook against him as you let the tears fall freely now, the thought of ruining Caleb’s night making your heart even heavier.
“You could wear a burlap sack and you’d still be the most beautiful thing in any room, you know that, right? Why are you being so mean to my pretty girl, hm?” His soft palm snaked it’s way across your chest and neck, cupping your wet cheek, sticking your skin to his. He gently guiding your chin up, your reflection staring back at his now.
“Tell me what you didn’t like about the pink dress.” You subconsciously shrunk against him at the question, the visual of your bare skin against him, only covered by the thin pieces of fabric sending shivers down your spine. The little hairs on the back of your neck stood up, ears growing hot—you were so vulnerable like this.
“Be honest with me this time. Please,” he said, voice thick and syrupy like molasses, almost like he was begging as he craned his head down, resting his chin in the crook of your neck and pressing a feather-light kiss to your face.
“My- my shoulders…they looked too wide in it.” His eyes grew big at the confession before they shifted down in the mirror, locking onto your shoulders. He left another kiss on your cheek, then your jaw, next your neck, trailing them across your collar bone before his full lips finally lingered against the back of your shoulder. Your head slowly fell again, before you heard his voice,
“Don’t look away, sugar.” You watched his slender fingers graze across your skin, faintly dancing over your shoulder blades along with his lips which were still peppering kissing over your frame. Your breath hitched at the sight of his body against yours, his tall and muscular physique towering over you, making you look so fragile in his grasp.
“What was wrong with the red outfit, hm? I think I liked that one the best.” Your eyes rolled at the question which Caleb caught in the mirror. You hated the way you looked in the red dress. The outfit accentuating every curve, the short length hugging your thighs just a little too tightly. You felt so… naked in that dress—every flaw you’d seen in the mirror on full display in that gown.
“My body just doesn’t look good in it.”
“Your body looks amazing in anything. If I didn’t think I’d want to break the bones of any man that looked, I’d suggest you go just like this.” His eyes were not the same when they met yours this time. They were dark, pupils enlarged, darkening his irises. He looked hungry at the sight of you, like a vampire that hadn’t fed in weeks. His lips watered at the thought of devouring you, getting to see sweat glistening on your bare chest, nipples hardened under his rough fingertips, back arched as he pressed himself into you. The thing he loved the most though was your faces, your bottom lip almost bleeding from how hard your teeth grinded against it as you tried to silence your moans, tears welling up at the corners of your eyes that were desperate to escape once he hit just the right spot inside of your soft walls. Your face and body were the things he dreamed about in his sleep, but they were also what would keep him up at night while you were away. They were the things that made him fist his cock, eyes shut tight as he pictured the artwork known as his girl. He was ravenous for you—always, so why couldn’t you see what he did? Why didn’t the lamb understand what made the lion so hungry for it; what made him hunt day and night just for a taste.
You couldn’t help but notice the way his clothed cock hardened against you. He didn’t grind into you like you wanted, his focus instead on getting his fingers on every inch of you. Your gaze fell again, embarrassment heating your cheeks at the sight of his digits languidly sliding underneath the cups of your bra.
“I won’t tell you again. Look up.” You did. You core grew wetter, dampening the fabric of your panties at the contact.
“You know…” His free hand ghosted over your spine, causing you to shiver at his touch as he unclasped your bra, freeing your flesh. A small moan escaped his lips at the reveal, his fingers quickly found your breasts, large hands cupping them, much to his enjoyment.
“I’d kill anyone who talked bad about you. I would never let anyone speak about my girl the way that you do.” A harsh pinch to your nipple forced your chest to push out towards the mirror, your perfect French manicure gripping the edge of the marble countertop. The sight was absolutely sinful.
“So why do you think that you should be the exception, huh? Do you think you’re above the rules?” Caleb rolled your sensitive nipples between his fingers, reveling in the way you writhed beneath his touch.
“No…” You whined, head slowly falling forward at the sensation, you body going limp against his.
“No? Apologize then.” His voice was harsh suddenly, as you felt your muscles give way, gaze being forced back to the mirror against your will as he used his evol against you. He did say he wouldn’t ask again, instead, he would make you look.
“I-I’m sorry,” It was barely audible, strained out between your soft moans as you pushed your ass against the man behind you, unabashedly wanted to feel some sort of friction between your thighs.
“No no no, not to me. Apologize to my baby, hm? Look at her and say you’re sorry for being mean.” You tried to turn your head away at the humiliating request, but it was no use, you were practically immobilized between his arms. You looked at yourself in the mirror, body laid bare, chest heaving, ass grinding against Caleb like a bitch in heat.
“I’m sorry for being mean.”
“Aww how nice. See I knew you could be sweet. You always listen so well, my obedient pretty girl.” His right hand left your chest feeling cold as his middle and index fingers found themselves pressed against your lips.
“Get 'em wet for me, baby. Go ahead, it’s okay.” So you listen—you let your lips part, sucking his fingers between them, running your tongue in circles around his knuckles as he slides them in and out of your mouth. “Fuck… you look so good.”
“You want my fingers somewhere else? Been grinding this pussy against me like you need something. Do you want me to make you feel good, hm? Will that make my pretty girl stop crying?” He was mocking you, reveling in the way you squirmed against him as he pressed your hips into the counter.
“Caleb… please,” You said, words muffled by his thick fingers pushing down against your tongue, your saliva dripping halfway down his arm at this point.
“But you’re so mean, baby. Only nice girls get treats. Are you gonna be nice from now on? Gonna' treat my pretty girl better?” He watched as your reflection nodded up and down, pretty little eyes closed tightly, nose scrunched up like a bunny. He was in awe at this sight—he almost wanted to give you your reward without making you work for it...almost.
“Answer me, baby. C’mon, be good for me… please,” His words were strained, like he was getting off just as much as you were without him even being touched. It made your knees buckle a little beneath you, forcing your limp fingers to grip around his forearm, desperately searching for some stability.
“Yes yes I’ll be nice. I promise. Just touch me please.” With that, he pulled his fingers out of your mouth, your spit glistening around his digits as they traveled slowly down your body, leaving you painted in your own wetness.
“You have the most beautiful body I’ve ever seen, you know that?” He pressed a soft kiss to your neck as his wet fingers slid beneath the waistband of your panties.
“Fuck this pussy’s so wet already. I can feel your little clit’s already excited, she’s so swollen. Aw, does it hurt, baby?” His muscled thigh forced its way between your legs, spreading them wider as his fingers lightly toyed with your most sensitive spot, soaked fingers rubbing on each side of your clit. Your hole clenched around nothing, juices spilling out against the fabric, desperately wanting to be filled—hungry.
“Look so pretty when you don’t get what you want though. Maybe this is all you should get, huh? After all, mean girls shouldn’t be rewarded, should they?” You squirmed even more at his words, trying to force his fingers to move faster or press against you harder—something. Caleb was having none of it though, his big hand gripping your waist, pinning you still. Whines fell from between your lips at the denial.
“Didn’t you just say you would be good? Were you lying to me again or does this messy hole between your legs make it so you can’t think straight? Don’t tell me my fingers barely touching you makes you this dumb, sugar. That’s cute… but a little pathetic, don’t you think?” He sloppily kissed your skin between words, teeth nipping against the flesh, tongue lapping at your wounds only to bite into you again.
“I guess you can’t think. Is that it? You need me to tell you what to do, hm?” You nodded uncontrollably, that heavy weight moving your muscles against your will once again.
“My pretty girl with the sloppy cunt. Say it.” His thumb found your clit now, hovering over it, just barely touching the aching button… but it wasn’t enough. It wouldn’t be enough until you did what he told you to.
“Caleb please…”
“No more whining. If you’re not saying what I told you to then you shouldn’t be speaking at all. Say you’re my pretty girl.” He freed your waist, certain that you wouldn’t disobey when he had you like this—so pliable. His hand made it’s way to your half-undone hair now, gripping it, as he pushed your face closer to the mirror, your body bent over the sink, reflection painfully close.
You said it… but not the way he wanted you to. Your eyes were on him, words barely audible, attitude palpable through the statement. Without warning the warmth of his fingers on your cunt was quickly gone as he slipped his fingers out of your panties to deliver a swift slap to your clit over the fabric. You screamed out at the painful sensation, which only resulted in another smack against your cunt.
“Do it the right way. Look at my girl while you tell her she’s pretty and mean it.” You looked at your reflection, chest bare, sweat staining your skin, hair messy from the way Caleb’s fingers gripped it forcing you not to look away. Your eyes were glazed over, lipstick smudged onto your chin—you were a mess, but you said it.
“I- I’m your pretty girl.” Not even a second passed after the words left your lips before Caleb slid the crotch of your panties to the side, fingers pressing all the way against you now. His middle finger, still wet from the impromptu blowjob you’d given it, made it’s way into your tight hole inch by inch.
“See what happens when you’re not a fucking brat? Don’t you know that only good girls get what they want?” You nodded, your head feeling fuzzy as his thick finger forced itself between your walls, its length allowing him to brush against your g-spot with hardly any effort.
“Say it again.” You did, looking yourself in the eyes once more.
“That’s right. You’re my pretty girl who listens so well. My god you are fucking prefect.” You were rewarded with another finger amongst the praise, but he hadn’t touched your clit again. He knew that the second he did, you would fall apart in his arms. He just wasn’t quite done playing with you yet.
“Aw my baby gets so fucking dumb when her holes get filled. How cute… you having trouble with your words again? What is it, sugar? Come on, tell me, you can do it.” His lips were so close to your ear as he spoke, the warmth of his breath sending shivers down your spine. His tone was sweet, slightly higher in pitch, as if he were calling out for a stray dog to come eat a treat out of his palm. The condescending sound made you whine out once again, just like a puppy would.
“Aww am I not giving you what you want? Am I being mean to you?” His fingers quickened as he watched you pant, your palms flattened out against the mirror as he rocked you back and forth against his hand.
“Caleb please touch me.”
“I’m already touching you silly girl? What is it, did you want a kiss?” The thought of getting to feel his lips on yours as his fingers fucked harder into you, his tongue lapping at yours, brought more tears to your eyes.
“Yes. Please ‘wanna kiss so bad.” He pushed your head closer to your reflection, until your lips were only a millimeter from the mirror,
“Go on then. Give her a kiss—such a pretty girl deserves a kiss.” His cock ached in his pants against you as he watched it—the most beautiful girl he’d ever seen so desperate for his fingers that she was kissing herself in the mirror just because he’d said so.
“Goood girl. Good job being so sweet. Tell her you’re sorry again for hurting her feelings.” His thumb finally nudged against your clit again, slowly rubbing small little circles around it. The stimulation made you cry once more as he found just the right rhythm to keep you on the edge as apologies flowed from your lips.
“You must be getting close, beautiful. This little pussy is grippin’ on my fingers so tight. She doesn’t wanna let me go. Do you need to cum, baby?”
“Yes yes wanna cum so bad for you.”
“Aw I know I know. It’s okay. I’ll stop being mean to you since you’ve been so sweet. Tell me where you wanna cum, sugar.” The question only made you squeeze him tighter, your sloppy hole clenching and spasming around his fingers and you pressed your lips to the mirror once more, leaving little red kiss marks all over the reflection of your face. Your hips free now, you pushed into his cock again, grinding against the fabric of his pants, leaving an even bigger wet spot than before.
“No no no, you can’t have my cock. This is about you, just wanna make you feel good, yeah?” You whined louder at the denial, your voice trembling as you shook from your sobs.
“Don’t cry anymore, baby. I’ll do you one better yeah?” He pulled his fingers out of you slowly, despite the fight your hole tried to put up in keeping him inside. His hand’s grip on your hair was gone, but not before he used it to force you to turn towards him for the first time. He lowered himself to his knees, rough hands gently grabbing your thigh as he placed it over his shoulder.
“You are a fucking goddess,” he whispered as he brought his mouth between your legs, placing tiny kisses on the inside of your thighs. “Shouldn’t I pay my respects?” He wasted no more time getting his tongue on your cunt, pushing your lips apart as he savored your juices in his mouth. Your fingers tangled into his hair now, pushing your hips into his face as he gripped your thigh even tighter making you moan out at the mix of pain and pleasure. You were already so close, the feeling of Caleb suckling on your puffy clit, the rhythm just how he knew you liked it, made you beg to cum once more in no time.
“So fucking gorgeous, grinding on my tongue. Go on, say it one more time for me. Say you’re my pretty girl. Say you’ll never be mean to yourself again and I’ll let you cum for me.” He looked up at you as the words spilled out of your mouth just like he said, the look on your face intoxicating as you screamed out his name.
“Gooood girl you can cum for me. C'mon pretty girl, cum in my mouth, it’s okay. You earned it.” He held you still, tongue continuing to harass your poor little clit as you writhed above him. Your legs gave out, quivering as he continued to lick up the mess you’d made.
“Don’t worry, baby. I got you. Keep cumming for me, let it all out,” he said, voice sweet once again as he steadied you with his hands and you rode out the rest of your orgasm.
“You did so good. I’m so proud of you.” He pressed one more kiss to your clit, as you finished coming down, your body finally feeling steady in his arms. He stood up, towering over you once again, face wet with your juices as he held your fingers between his. His other hand cupped your face, thumb softly wiping away your tears.
“I love you more than anything and I want you to know that you have nothing to be insecure about. Even if you’re not feeling your best, you can always talk to me and I’ll remind you of just how beautiful you are. Okay?” You nodded, looking up at him with big eyes, your heart hurting in your chest from how full it felt in that moment.
“I love you, Caleb.”
“I can tell because you let me ruin your makeup when we only have…” He glanced over at my phone on the countertop, “thirty minutes before the car gets here.”
“Thirty minutes?” You shouted out, pushing against Caleb’s chest.
“You’ll be fine. I’ll make them wait,” he said, reaching down to pick up the white dress shirt that had been previously discarded onto the floor.
“And hey, put on that red dress. I’ll need something pretty to look at while everyone else is droning on about how great I am.” You rolled your eyes, letting out a laugh that perfectly harmonized with his as you threw the balled up dress towards him.
“Now you’ll have to iron them both.” He hummed in acceptance, violet irises glimmering at the sight of you.
“Anything for you, gorgeous.”
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SEVEN DAYS
x2!logan howlett x fem!reader
cw: desperate!logan, eating reader out, fingering, squirting?
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the mission was only supposed to last for two days. forty-eight hours and he would return home to you. instead it was dragged out much longer than it needed to be.
logan wanted nothing more than to be home in your arms instead of a motel room alone, painfully hard, trying to tune out scott snore on the other side of the wall.
so, on thursday afternoon when him, scott, and storm returned to the mansion, logan wasted no time hunting you down. he could smell you the second he walked through the front door; you were in charles office. charles, hank, jean, and you were meeting to discuss a new experiment when logan bursts through the door.
"logan! pleasure for you to join us." hank announces.
your head snaps up from your scribbling to see that your lover has returned safely. he looked like a lion ready to pounce on a naivë little lamb.
"just came by to pick something up." logan answers, ignoring everyone else in the room as he made a b-line for you.
"hey, baby–"
within seconds, logan lifts you up over his shoulder and out of the leather seat. you squeal, dropping your notepad and pen. your kitten heels kick his abs as your squirm in his arms.
"logan!" you hiss, swatting his toned back as he turns around to walk out of the room, unphased. "what the hell! put me down!"
he ignores you, pulling down your dress to cover your behind from your co-workers. no one was shocked by logan's actions. the man wasn't a patient person by any means. they all watched as you left over logan's shoulder, face blushing with embarrassment.
when logan finally shut your guys bedroom door, he placed you down on the edge of your bed; yet to say a word to you. instead, he falls straight to his knees in front of you. his big callous hands, rubs the soft skin of your inner thighs, opening your legs.
logan couldn't help but moan when he saw the pretty lacy light blue panties you were wearing. you could see the neediness in his eyes as he licked his lips. before he can remove your underwear, you cradle his face in your much smaller palms.
"you alright, baby?" you ask, looking down at him.
similarly to a cat, logan rubs the scruff of his beard against your thigh, pressing his nose against the thin panties; inhaling the scent of your arousal. you run a hand through his hair, scratching his scalp softly before your fingers tugging on the kitten tuffs, making him whimper against your pussy.
"mhm..." he manages to say. "i missed you."
"aw, i missed you–"
"missed your scent, your lips, your mouth..." his words are muffled as he kisses you messily over the lace. "missed this fuckin' pussy so much."
you gasp when he pulls down the soaked material and moves back for a second to look at you. he spreads you apart with his thumbs, watching you twitch and clench at the cool air hitting your pussy. she was warm, wet, and welcoming to him. logan couldn't imagine a better way to spend the rest of his day.
"there's my favorite girl." logan smiles before spitting right on your button and latching his mouth onto you. you moan loudly as he talks to your pussy, acting as if you weren't even in the room.
"you've missed me too, huh, pretty girl?" he moans incoherently as his tongue runs over core.
it's a struggle to keep your eyes open but it was worth the sight of logan's head in between your legs. the noises he made with your slick were unbelievably lewd.
"must've missed me a lot." you giggle, trying to catch your breath as he wraps your legs around his head.
"you've got not fuckin' idea." he mumbles into your folds. spit and slick pooled onto the sheets that laid under you as logan feasted.
logan looks up at you and fears he might cum just from the image of you with your head thrown back, eyes rolled back and mouth slightly parted as you sing his praise of 'right there, logan!', 'such a good boy for me'.
the 'good boy' comment threw logan's mind into a frenzy. he needed to hear you. he needed to be surrounded by your presence. two of his fingers dip into you, fast and rough. your thighs squeeze his head, threatening to pop it right off his body.
there was no time to warn him before your high hit. logan slurped up every bit of honey you had to offer him. you reach down for the hand that wasn't busy locating your sweet spot and place it on your tit. logan could feel your heartbeat and it only sent him further on his spiral, adding a third finger and repeatedly hitting that spot that made you see fireworks.
"i c-can't, logan" you mewl, wiggling back from logan's tongue. he catches you, latching back onto your button. "it's too m-much!"
"she's takin' me just fine." his voice is muffled against you in the dirtiest way possible.
the pressure builds in your tummy. there were no words in your brain at this point, moaning and babbling about nothing.
"that's the spot, huh?" he groan, smirking up at you. logan's fingers twist up, slamming against that gummy spot deep in your walls.
the motion caused you to let out more slick than you ever had before, gushing on logan's face. you can hear him curse as he licks you clean.
“it’s only been seven days, you know?” you giggle, trying to catch your breath.
he climbs up your body to capture your lips, letting you taste yourself. you moan into his mouth, as logan grinds down on you, needing more.
“seven days too long, sweetheart.”
⭒˚‧ ︵‿⭒ཐིཋྀ ཐིཋྀ⭒‿︵ ‧˚⭒
a/n: just something short n sweet before i post part 2 of dad!logan x teacher!reader <3
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♡ it’s that time of year again, and kook!sweetheart!reader is here and ready to kiss for charity in her annual kissing booth! however, rafe is first in line.. and a peck on the cheek is not the only thing he’s interested in
warnings: s1!rafe, flirty banter, dirty talk, heavy petting, fingering, overstimulation, semi-public sex, unprotected sex, oral (m. receiving), hair pulling, multiple orgasms
a/n: now presenting… ‘KISSING BOOTH’ 🤍 i was so obsessed with this idea, i had came up with it last year but decided i should wait for valentine’s day to write it, so to say it’s been a long time coming is an understatement! i’m so excited for this valentine’s day celebration, i hope you all will love it <3
link: VALENTINE’S DAY CELEBRATION ໒꒰ྀི。- ˕ -。꒱ྀི১
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“wow, it looks like cupid threw up in here.” you smiled at the familiar voice, your best friend rolling her eyes when she saw the way your cheeks heated at rafe’s teasing words. while she thought rafe was annoying and insufferable, you absolutely adored him, always laughing at his lame jokes and letting him hold you close at parties as if to let everyone know that you were off limits. “you don’t like the way i decorated the booth?” you pouted up at him as he leaned over the front counter, a smug grin gracing his features. “yeah, it’s cute..” he trailed off, “but are you really gonna kiss some random assholes for a fuckin’ dollar?”
you sighed, pointing towards the tip jar. “it’s for charity, rafe.. and i’m not really ‘kissing’ anyone, i’m barely grazing their cheek!” rafe scoffed before studying you for a moment. you were such a pretty thing, the idea of some losers waiting in line to get something as little as a peck from you made his blood boil. “how much money do you have to make today?” he was fishing in his pocket for his wallet before you even answered. “i would like to make at least three hundred dollars.” you watched him curiously as he managed to get some crisp bills out of the expensive leather.
“i’ll do you one better, and give you five hundred dollars to ditch this joint right now.” you blinked, a nervous laugh escaping your lips. “are you serious?” he dropped the money in the jar that you decorated with pink heart-shaped stickers and red rhinestones. “yeah, but i don’t just want a kiss..” he leaned down to whisper in your ear, “i’d rather see those pretty, sparkly lips wrapped around my cock instead, yeah?” you felt butterflies flutter in your tummy, your needy gaze meeting his own. “come on, baby.” he took your hand in his, his thumb rubbing into your skin.
swallowing thickly, you glanced over at your bestie. “i can’t leave her to do this all by herself..” just as you were going to apologize and tell him maybe another time, she took the money out of the jar and placed it into an envelope. “i’m gonna go turn this money in to the charity organizers and close up shop, ‘looks like the boys of kildare will have to be kissed by someone else today.” you giggled, motioning for rafe to come inside once your friend left. he wasted no time, locking the wooden door shut as you closed the window, moving the silky red curtain over the glass.
rafe’s hands were palming the soft flesh of your ass in an instant, his large hands shamelessly flipping up your skirt to get a better grip on your skin. despite the small amount of pain he drew from squeezing you so hard, you still moaned blissfully when he took you in a sloppy kiss, his tongue wetting your bottom lip in the process. “you’re so sweet, y’know that? letting me have my way with you like this.” without warning, rafe took ahold of your thighs before hiking you up onto the counter. “i’ve been wanting to know how you taste for so long..” he groaned, both of you moaning as he rubbed you through your panties.
moving your hands to run down his chest, you and rafe shared a look before he slowly peeled back the pink lace. “all i gotta do is chat you up, and you’re already soaked like this?” he laughed incredulously, “fuck, you’re just dying for it.” you couldn’t help but whimper when he gathered the pool of slick between your folds, circling your clit slow and hard before popping his digits into his mouth. “rafe!” you’re shocked but so turned on at the same time, the look of pure disbelief on your face making him smile in amusement. “as much as i’d love to eat this sweet pussy, i need to feel you wrapped around me even more.”
fingertips hooking in the waistband of your panties, rafe slid the material down your legs before placing them in his pocket. “i’m keeping these for later, ‘that alright?” you nodded frantically, spreading your thighs open for him before he stroked your glossy slit. “m’gonna stretch you out just right..” you gasped, your eyebrows knitting together as he slowly inserted his middle finger. “shit, you’re so tight.” he smiled down at you, watching as you struggled to keep your eyes open. “if you think this is a stretch, just wait til’ i have my cock inside of you.”
rafe was knuckle deep at this point, your pretty moans giving him all the encouragement he needed to insert another finger. “oh, god!” your heel clad feet began shaking when his palm met your swollen clit, the pressure making you keen. rafe fisted your ponytail, pulling your head down so you could watch him curl his digits in order to hit that soft, gummy spot inside of you. your top was out of place, your tits threatening to spill out of your bra as rafe used his free hand to keep your chin pointed down. the closer you got to your orgasm, the more you tried to pull away from him, the intensity of your climax already coiling tight in your tummy.
rafe let go of your hair and pinned you down by your hip as he pushed you over the edge, the band in your stomach finally snapping as you came undone. you cried out, your nails raking down his forearm as he hissed at the stinging sensation. “you’re doing so fucking good, holy shit!” he cursed, the sound of your slick juices making your cheeks heat. you shook and writhed beneath him, your heart beating in your ears as you felt the pure unadulterated pleasure wrack through your system. surely, it couldn’t get better than this.. right?
wrong.
rafe wasn’t lying when he said the stretch from his fingers was nothing compared to the stretch of his cock, the tip of his length now kissing your poor cervix with each thrust. “t-too much! rafe, slow down!” he ignored your pleas, instead taking your arms and pinning them to your back so you couldn’t push against his abs anymore. you swore if it wasn’t for him holding your leg up, you would’ve fallen to the ground already. “ah, nah you got it, pretty girl.” he leaned down, pressing kisses to your shoulder. “this is all you, sweetheart, you’re sucking me in like a fucking vice.” he panted.
rafe was close, but he meant what he said earlier— he needed to see you on your knees for him, he needed to see those swollen lips wrapped around his cock just like how he’s imagined for so long. just when rafe felt like he was going to fill up your cunt, he pulled out, quickly pushing you to the floor so he could use your throat instead. you’ve given him complete control, and the power to throw you around as he got you on your knees, kicking your thighs apart so he could see the mess you made between your legs. rafe nearly came when he saw you open your mouth so willingly for him, almost like it was your instinct to take him whole.
taking the hem of his shirt between his teeth, rafe kept the cotton material out of the way as he slid between your lips with ease. you were so warm and so wet, and just so, so, so pretty with your mouth full, he took a breath before tugging at the roots of your hair. “make me fuckin’ cum,” your eyes widened slightly when he whimpered, the sound making you take him even further until your nose was nudging at his base, “oh, what the fuck, what the fuck—” he was done for as soon as you swallowed around him, your eyes watering with tears as you felt the warm ropes of his seed paint your throat.
rafe kept your head in place, his jaw slack as he emptied himself inside of you. it wasn’t until you tapped on his leg that he pulled you off, a strangled gasp leaving your lips as you finally sucked in a breath. he felt dazed, just the same way you did. “damn, sweetheart, should i bribe you more often?” you laughed, accepting the hand he held out for you. standing up on shaky legs, rafe got his shorts on, helping you readjust your clothing shortly after. “you don’t have to bribe me..” despite just doing the most filthiest things you’ve ever done, you still couldn’t help but feel shy underneath the intensity of his stare.
rafe kissed you, taking your hand in his before placing another kiss to your knuckles. “come on,” he poked his head out of the booth to make sure no one was around, “let’s get you back to my place, i need to get my head between those thighs like asap.”
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Ok so to be clear it's ok to get pleather because no ethical consumption under capitalism but not to get leather because no ethical consumption over capitalism?
like the reason people piled onto the previous polls wasn't (just) a sense of superiority because pleather is plastic. it was specifically because the submitted question was 'denim or leather' and in posting that you took the explicit stance 'denim or not leather, I won't give you the option of leather because leather is morally bad, it's denim or pleather'
like you were the one making the original assertion that there's a superior form of consumerism. people in the notes are not actually mad that someone would buy pleather, they're mad about pleather being held up as more ethical and sustainable than leather.
both the original poll and the followup poll heavily implied that people were Bad for wanting leather. you can't now turn around and go 'oh they're both equally bad and you all need to stop attaching moral judgements to this question'.
You said that (and doubled down on) buying pleather is morally superior to buying leather. YOU put the moral judgement there. you can't get on your high horse about it now.
#red said#this might have been a mistake if you'd only posted the first poll. by the time you've posted the second you've committed#to digging your heels in on the belief that an imaginary not-plastic fake leather is the only morally conscionable option#you are of the opinion that there is an ethical red line where it's fine to use plastics and not fine to use animal products#ok. and that's a fine opinion to have. but it is an opinion that your consumerism is morally superior to others#as people in the notes have said. the denim is probably plastic too. pressed leather and Genuine Leather is also plastic.#real whole leather is harder to come by and current industrial production does use some serious pollutants#but people aren't SAYING that their consumerism is better than other people's out of the blue#they're saying that leather isn't WORSE than pleather and giving reasons. like that leather lasts decades so you have to make fewer jackets.#or that leather is a byproduct of another industrial process so reduces waste#but the reason they're doing that. is not an out of the blue desire to assert moral sorority.#it's because your post SAID PLEATHER WAS BETTER THAN LEATHER. (also i mean my objection was that you insisted they were interchangeable but)#and it's also because people often smugly assert that fake leathers are the Only Ethical Solution as if it's a closed question#as if the only reason people would use leather not fake leather is because they're not Ethical Enough to use vegan products#even though they're totally different fabrics with different properties and there are many ethical reasons to prioritise leather#again. nobody would have minded if you'd added a pleather option to the poll. the problem is asserting that leather is Not A Moral Option#so we're taking it off the table#are there ethical and environmental issues with all industrial fabric production? yes. including leather? yes.#but YOU'RE the one who's making the assertion that there's a morally superior consumer option and a morally unacceptable one
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ᰔᩚ motherhood and matrimony I ch 9 ᰔᩚ





ꨄ︎ pairing. au ceo! satoru gojo x single mom secretary fem! reader
ꨄ summary. satoru gojo, the arrogant and irresistible heir to a billion-dollar corporation and the son of your boss, the ceo... but when satoru’s father dies unexpectedly, his inheritance hinges on a stipulation: he must marry and have a child, but the child doesn't necessarily have to be his, right? together, you strike a deal: a fake marriage that promises financial stability for you and corporate control for him. as the lines between business and emotion blur, you must decide if your partnership is purely contractual or if it could evolve into something real.
ꨄ︎ warnings/tags. 18+ MDNI, nsfw, enemies to lovers, opposites attract, fake marriage, slow burn, smut, fluff, bit of angst, reader is single mom who recently broke off her engagement, satoru being a cute step dad, naoya is your crappy ex, some triggers of domestic abuse » 【note, this chapter contains possessiveness, naoya is yandere and not in a hot way, lol. suggestive content and fluff.
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ꨄ a/n. hello darlings, i know it's only been a week but happy early valentines day, here is my gift to you, hehe. it's time to say hi to naoya. this chapter gives you a few different perspectives, but most of it is satoru's! see you at the bottom ♡ (art by @/dmsco1803 on X )
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ch 9 // blood and betrayal

"We have a couple of hours before they come back," Remi murmurs, her manicured nails pressing into the polished wood as she eases the door open, just enough for a figure to slip inside.
And Naoya steps over the threshold without hesitation, the faintest smirk playing on his lips.
Gojo’s estate.
It’s even more extravagant than he imagined—pristine marble stretching out beneath his feet, ceilings so high they seem to loom over him, the decor screaming wealth in a way that makes his teeth clench. Everything here is polished, excessive, a testament to the kind of power Satoru Gojo wields without even trying.
Naoya’s fingers flex at his sides, hidden beneath the sleeves of his jacket.
Tch. Flashy bastard.
Adjusting the brim of his cap, sunglasses shield the sharp glint of his gaze as he sweeps the space. He moves with caution, but not fear.
"Where’s the brat?" he mutters.
“Playing,” Remi replies, flicking a dismissive hand before slinking closer, nails skimming along his arm like she’s entitled to touch him.
Those brown eyes of hers glow with a desperate hunger—wide, hopeful, pathetic. Pressing in, her lips are just shy of Naoya’s ear.
“She won’t bother us…” she murmurs.
Exhaling sharply through his nose, he resists the urge to shove her off.
Lapdog.
She’s eager, too eager—always hanging off him like she’s something more than just a convenient distraction. He indulges her, when it suits him. And when it doesn’t? She’s still useful.
With a slight turn of his head, he allows his lips to almost graze the shell of her ear as he murmurs flatly, “The office.”
Remi shivers, mistaking his cold disinterest for something else.
“Right this way,” she hums, syrupy sweet, pleased with herself. “I’ll keep the kid busy, don’t want her recognizing you.”
Naoya doesn’t respond, doesn’t even look at her as he steps past. Why would he waste breath on something insignificant? No. His mind is elsewhere, locked on a singular purpose.
Leverage. Dirt. Anything he can sink his teeth into.
When he enters the office, it’s eerily still—clean, untouched. It’s clear that Gojo’s staff keep it impeccably tidy. His gaze sweeps over the space and he catalogues every detail—rich mahogany bookshelves, a sleek black leather chair, floor-to-ceiling windows. The space feels open, exposed. Naoya’s lips curl slightly.
Tch. Everything about this room screams control. No paranoia. No signs of disarray. Just an effortless sense of power. Cocky bastard.
As he moves further inside, his eyes zero in on a single framed photograph, placed at the center of Satoru’s desk. With slow, measured steps, he rounds the desk, fingers trailing lightly over its surface before he lifts the frame into his hands. Immediately, his smirk vanishes.
You. Holding that little brat in your arms, smiling like you belong here. Like this life fits you. Like you’re—
Happy.
You should be his.
His jaw tightens as his fingers curl around the frame, the glass creaking under pressure. For a split second, an ugly thought slithers into his mind—he should shatter it. He should put his fist straight through the grinning faces staring back at him.
But instead, he exhales sharply through his nose and flips the frame face down, watching as it lands with a muted thud against the desk.
Out of sight, out of mind.
Moving on, his fingers trail along the desk’s edges before he crouches slightly, pulling open the first drawer without resistance.
Folders. Contracts. Documents marked with Gojo Corp’s insignia.
Naoya’s smirk twitches.
Idiot.
His phone is out in an instant, the soft click of the camera breaking the thick silence of the office.
Click. Click. Click.
He doesn’t bother reading them. No need. He just snaps photos of anything that might be useful—financial records, legal paperwork, contract renewals. Everything is neatly labeled, categorized, almost too easy to find.
Fucking cocky bastard.
And Naoya moves with purpose, each movement fluid, efficient. This isn’t his first time going through someone’s private affairs—but it is the first time he’s had to do it himself. Normally, this would be a job for someone else. A grunt. Someone disposable.
But things have changed.
With Toji rotting in prison, the damn Yakuza have begun distancing themselves ever since he got released, treating the Zenin like liabilities rather than assets. Their once-limitless resources are dwindling, and with every door that closes in his face, Naoya only feels his hatred grow.
His fingers tighten around the handle of another drawer, yanking it open. He can’t wait to bring Satoru Gojo down. But when he reaches for the last drawer, the one at the bottom—his grip stills. It doesn’t budge.
Locked.
His smirk sharpens.
What are you hiding, Satoru Gojo?
Kneeling slightly, his fingers brush along the handle as he pulls a small, thin tool from his pocket. The lock isn’t complicated—nothing particularly advanced, and it takes seconds. The soft click of the latch releasing is almost satisfying, and as he pulls it open, his smirk widens. But the moment its contents are revealed, he immediately looks down to find—
Nothing.
His eyes narrow as his amusement flickers.
Hm... a distraction? Which means whatever matters isn’t here.
Rolling his shoulders, Naoya exhales sharply before straightening to his full height. He’s wasting time. If Gojo was smart enough not to keep anything incriminating here, then whatever he is keeping must be somewhere more personal.
Upstairs.
His gaze drops to his Rolex watch, then to the door. He still has time. He’ll just have to go deeper.
The house remains unnervingly silent as he ascends the staircase, the kind of quiet that isn’t natural. Most of Gojo’s staff have been paid off for their silence, their loyalty nothing more than a transaction.
Money makes everything easier, doesn’t it?
His fingers trail the smooth banister, and once he reaches the top, he pauses—scanning the hallway. Up here, something feels different… strangely satisfying. Because downstairs had been designed to impress—Gojo’s domain, pristine and curated—a place meant to be seen.
But up here? Up here, the walls breathe. This is where you live.
As his gaze sweeps over the doors lining the hall, he can’t help but notice how everything is perfectly symmetrical—expensive, identical. No labels, no indications, no clues. Just a row of polished wood, concealing whatever lies behind them.
Which one is Gojo’s?
Naoya moves methodically, ghosting through the hallway, and each door he opens only fuels his irritation. A guestroom. A bathroom. A library. He exhales sharply through his nose.
This place is a fucking maze.
His hand falls on the next doorknob, twisting it without hesitation, but the moment it swings open, something inside him stills. Because this isn’t Gojo’s room.
It’s yours.
His fingers flex at his sides.
Fuck…
He shouldn’t waste time. Remi said he only has a few hours. He should keep moving, should focus—but something ugly and possessive coils tight in his chest, sinking its claws into something raw and unsatisfied. And suddenly, his feet are moving on their own.
The door clicks shut behind him, and he immediately can tell that this space is different from the others. Warm. Soft. Laced with something distinctly you—a scent he remembers too well, woven into the very air, clinging to the fabrics, the furniture, the walls.
It doesn’t belong in a house like this.
The rest of the estate drowns in wealth, in cold opulence, in a luxury that doesn’t need to announce itself. And this room is expensive too, of course. Everything about your life is different now. But this—
This is yours.
A sweater draped lazily over a chair. A vanity lined with delicate bottles of perfume, small trinkets carefully arranged as if placed by habit rather than thought. Jewelry. Makeup. Some of it familiar. Things that once belonged in his world. Things that were once his to admire. His jaw clenches as he is reminded yet again.
You’re settled here. Comfortable—
Happy.
Pushing a breath through his nose, his eyes drift toward the far end of the room. An open walk-in closet. Of fucking-course Gojo would give you a closet this big. And so, he moves towards it without thinking, but the moment he steps inside, his fingers flex at his sides.
Fucking hell.
Expensive gowns hang neatly along the racks, luxurious fabrics brushing against his fingertips as he trails them over silk, satin, designer labels—clothes that he knows you wouldn’t have worn before. Not when you were with him. But now, it’s not his money dressing you in these delicate, expensive things. It’s Gojo’s.
Gojo has spoiled you.
Lavishing you in luxuries you never had before—never needed. With Naoya, nothing was ever simply given. No matter how much money he had, you were never entitled to it, and you knew better than to ask.
No—with Naoya, you had to earn things. Had to prove you were worthy of them. Had to be grateful for whatever he decided you deserved. And he let you believe in the illusion of security while ensuring you always needed him.
And you did. You always did.
Or at least… you were supposed to.
The realization curdles something deep in his stomach, a slow, simmering heat that coils tight and bitter in his chest. As his fingers linger over a dress, smooth satin, he can envision you in it and his grip tightens.
Money-hungry bitch.
The thought snaps through his mind like a whip, sharp and instinctive, and he exhales slowly through his nose, forcing his fingers to relax before he rips the damn thing. And so, with measured restraint, he releases the fabric and turns away.
But he’s not done.
His gaze flickers toward your dresser now—a slow smirk tugging at the corner of his lips.
What else has Gojo given you?
As he trails his fingers across the glossy surface, tracing idle patterns into the polished wood, he realizes just how untouched it is—pristine, perfectly maintained—like everything in this house. Like you now, perfectly packaged, living in a world of expensive indulgence. A world you should have never been given.
When he reaches for the first drawer, it glides open with ease, and his breath slows. Lace. Satin. Sheer mesh. You always had good taste. His fingers slip between the layers, sinking into the delicate garments—the fragile trim of lace panties, the silken slide of fabric that was made to be touched.
Made to be stripped off you.
He lingers, debating something darker, but he exhales sharply, and with little ceremony, he tosses the garment back, sliding the drawer shut. Still, the fixation doesn’t fade. If anything, it sharpens.
His gaze drifts to your vanity—a curated shrine of excess. Delicate trinkets, expensive perfumes, meticulously placed cosmetics. A testament to the life you’ve built here. A life you have no right to.
God… he barely recognizes you anymore.
Seeing you at that first charity gala, poised and polished as if you had always belonged in this world, had made his stomach churn. Everything about you had been refined, reshaped, rebranded—until you fit. Until you looked the part of someone who belonged here.
And the worst part?
It suited you. Too well. You looked fucking gorgeous.
Something catches his eye on the vanity—a single tube of lipstick. It stands upright among the rest, and without hesitation, he reaches for it, rolling the cool metal between his fingers, feeling its weight settle in his palm. His breath slows as he uncaps it, twisting the base with careful precision.
The stick rises—smooth, untouched.
Deep red.
The kind of red he’s seen on you before, painted over your lips, smudged at the corners, slick and ruined. The kind of red that stains. You had always left your mark.
He wonders if you still do…
Something bitter simmers in his chest, boiling hot, because the thought of you—fucking Satoru Gojo? Oh, he sees red—the same deep red of that pretty little lipstick.
Jaw tightening, he inhales sharply through his nose, forcing himself to shake it off, to think. His gaze shifts, flickering toward your bed, and the tension in his chest loosens just slightly, amusement creeping in.
Separate beds.
His teeth graze his bottom lip as he exhales, slow and controlled. Maybe Toji was fucking with him. Because there was no way you were actually sleeping with Gojo. No. You wouldn’t.
With a quiet click, he shuts the lipstick, placing it back with calculated precision, exactly where he found it. But just as he moves to step away, a subtle glint of silver against the vanity’s surface catches his line of sight.
A heart-shaped locket.
His brow twitches as he reaches for it, fingers brushing over the delicate chain before lifting it into his palm. It’s light. Fragile. But he knows better. Sentimental things like this always carry more weight than they should.
His thumb presses against the tiny clasp, prying it open with careful precision. But the moment it clicks apart, everything inside him stills.
Your smiling face stares back at him—bright, radiant—pressed against Gojo’s side. His lips graze your cheek, your fingers curled around his sleeve, clinging to him.
Something snaps.
A fire ignites in his chest, hot and consuming, scorching every last thread of restraint he has left. His breath pushes through his nose in slow, seething exhales as something bitter coils tight in his throat.
How dare you.
How fucking dare you.
That should be his.
His life.
His claim.
His fingers clench into a fist at his side, nails biting deep into his palm, but the pain barely registers. His grip only tightens—tighter, tighter—until something warm, something wet, slips between his fingers.
He blinks, a dull ache spreading through his palm. Then, the color registers.
Blood.
His own nails have carved into his skin, deep and unrelenting, the slow trickle slipping down his wrist, speckling the plush carpet, staining the floor beneath him.
Tch. Sloppy.
“Fuck…” The curse is low, sharp—a quiet snarl as he forces himself to inhale, prying his fingers open. The sting of torn flesh burns now, but he barely feels it. He wants to shatter the locket. Wants to crush it beneath his boot, grind it into the floor, leave it in ruins.
But no. That would look suspicious.
With measured care, he sets it back onto the vanity, his fingers steady despite the tension locking his jaw. Exhaling through his nose, he shakes his head and steps back, scanning the room—calculating his next move.
Bathroom.
Without another thought, he turns on his heel, striding toward the en-suite. As soon as he enters, he pulls open the nearest cabinet, snatching a neatly folded hand towel. The white cloth darkens instantly, soaking through with red as he wraps it tightly around his injured hand—twisting the fabric to apply pressure. It’ll hold for now.
His gaze shifts toward the opposite end of the bathroom—to the second door—the one leading to Gojo’s room.
Finally.
With quiet, measured steps, he crosses the room, fingers curling around the handle. The door gives with ease, swinging open into a space that grates against his nerves the moment he steps inside.
Everything about this room pisses him off.
It’s too open, too spacious—like Gojo needs the entire goddamn house to accommodate his oversized ego. High ceilings, sprawling windows, furniture arranged with an effortless elegance that speaks of obscene wealth, yet complete indifference toward it.
Naoya moves with purpose, tearing through Gojo’s things with sharp, practiced efficiency. Drawers snap open, their contents rifled through and discarded without care. Watches, expensive cufflinks—all useless.
…Digimon cards? The fuck is this?
He exhales sharply, irritation mounting. None of it matters. He’s looking for something else. Something he can use. Something—
The next drawer slides open—his breath slows.
Fabric. Soft, delicate. Not Gojo’s.
Your panties.
Here.
In his drawer.
As his fingers brush against the lace, his breath sharpens—fully registering what he’s holding. The material is familiar—the color, unmistakable. His favorite pair.
Realization seeps in, cold and ugly. He grips them tighter, lifting them slightly, rubbing the fabric between his fingers again, slower this time. The answer is instant, undeniable.
They’re used.
Recently.
His stomach twists, a sharp, curdling heat spreading through his ribs as he raises them to his face without thinking—closing his eyes to inhale.
The scent is instant.
The reaction is immediate. His head buzzes with static, a roaring white noise as something vile slithers through him, coiling, sinking deep. It spreads through his chest like rot, like poison, acidic and suffocating.
You’re fucking him.
This isn’t speculation. This isn’t a lie he can tell himself, a suspicion he can twist to suit his own reality. This is proof. Right here. In another man’s drawer. Taunting him. Mocking him. Stained with the remnants of whatever the fuck you did this morning.
“Whore,” he spits the word out through clenched teeth as he shoves the lace deep into his pocket.
His fingers twitch, his whole body vibrating with the urge to destroy, to ruin, to rip every trace of Gojo out of your life until you have no choice but to remember who you belong to. He should burn this entire fucking house to the ground. Should leave nothing behind but ash.
But not here.
Not now.
Not yet.
Grinding his molars, he rips his phone from his pocket, pulling up your contact with a punishing force. His vision blurs at the edges, rage surging through him like a live wire as his thumb flies across the screen.
At first, he doesn’t think. Doesn’t hesitate. The words spill out, venomous, ugly, a raw, unfiltered snarl of possession and rage.
You little fucking whore. Did you spread your legs for him? You’re nothing without me. I swear to god I’m going to teach you a fucking lesson.
His chest rises and falls with sharp, seething breaths as he stares at the message. His anger, his unraveling, right there in damning black and white. The message hovers, unsent, his thumb poised—
No.
A sharp exhale flares through his nose, and he begins to tap delete. One by one, the words vanish, swallowed by the empty space they leave behind.
He may be seeing red, but he’s not stupid. No. He’s better than this. Smarter than this. Leaving proof would be careless, would be something Gojo could use against him.
Instead, he reels himself in, inhales through his nose, forces himself to recalibrate. He types again, but this time, it’s different. This time, it’s careful. A reminder—a whisper of something softer.
Something that he knows will send you spiraling.
We need to talk. When can I see you? Just... be good for me.
The second it’s sent, he exhales, forcing his shoulders to roll back, his body still vibrating with barely restrained fury. His eyes track the screen, watching the small confirmation appear.
Delivered.
Sliding the phone back into his pocket, he rolls his neck, stretching out the tension coiled tight in his muscles. He knows you won’t respond right away—you never do. You’ll hesitate, you’ll overthink. But in the end, you always come back. You always give in.
For now, he still has work to do.
His gaze flicks back to the room, scanning once more, searching. Then he sees it.
A safe.
Tucked neatly into the corner of the closet, hidden but not invisible. The kind of thing most people wouldn’t think twice about, but Naoya’s trained eye spots it instantly. A smirk tugs at his lips as he steps forward, crouching slightly. His fingers skim over the dial, testing the resistance. Locked.
Of course it is.
No matter. He’s cracked safes before. It just takes time. He presses his ear close, ready to test the first turn—
But then, a sharp buzz vibrates in his pocket.
His head snaps down, irritation flickering in his expression as he pulls his phone out. And the second he sees the screen, his breath stills for half a second.
Your name. Your response. Faster than he expected.
Okay. You want to talk, so let’s talk. Tomorrow. Noon. Shirogane Park.
His lips press into a thin line. For a split second, he lingers on it, surprised at the speed. At the fact that you agreed so easily. But before he can sit on the thought for too long, his gaze flicks to the time displayed on his phone—
“Shit...”
The safe will have to wait. He doesn’t have time to crack it now.
Shoving his phone back into his pocket, Naoya pushes off his knees and moves, retracing his steps down the hall. He’s wasted time—too much fucking time. He should be gone by now, should have what he came for—whatever’s inside that safe—but instead, he’s leaving empty-handed, bleeding, and pissed the fuck off.
By the time he reaches the foyer, Remi is already waiting near the entrance, shifting from foot to foot. The moment she sees him, her eyes widen, flickering down to his wrapped hand.
"Naoya, what—?" Her hands reach out instinctively, fingers barely grazing his arm before he shrugs her off, stepping past her without a glance.
She hurries after him, undeterred. "You're hurt," she presses, her voice laced with something too close to genuine concern. "What happened?"
"Not your fucking business." His tone is clipped, dismissive. When she flinches, he barely suppresses an irritated sigh.
Her hands hover near his injured one again, hesitant but persistent. “You’re bleeding all over—let me—”
"Who's that?"
Naoya freezes.
A chill spreads through Naoya’s limbs, stiffening his spine as he turns his head, slow and deliberate, toward the source of the voice.
A little girl. His little girl.
Haru stands just beyond the doorway, small fingers curled into the hem of her dress, wide, curious eyes flicking between them.
His stomach knots, breath hitching before he catches himself. His disguise holds—cap pulled low, sunglasses shielding his face—but for a split second, something ugly and panicked churns in his gut.
Does she recognize him? Can she?
His fingers twitch.
Remi recovers first, voice high-pitched, too eager to smooth over the tension. "Oh, sweetheart, he's just my friend," she coos, stepping forward quickly, placing a gentle hand on Haru’s shoulder. "But he’s leaving now.”
Haru tilts her head slightly, staring at him a moment longer. Naoya doesn’t breathe. Then, to his surprise, she nods.
"Okay."
His shoulders relax—just slightly, relief fleeting—until—
“Why are you wearing sunglasses inside?”
He barely has time to process the question before she follows it up with something far worse.
"I like 'toru’s sunglasses more."
A slow, seething heat spreads through his chest, curling around his ribs, tightening like a vice.
Remi laughs, nervous and rushed. "Oh, honey, you’re so silly!" She reaches out, smoothing a hand over Haru’s hair, a little too eager to redirect. "Why don’t you go play, baby? I’ll be right there, okay?"
Haru looks at Naoya once more—just a glance, just long enough to make something curdle inside him—before nodding and skipping back down the hall.
The second she’s out of sight, Naoya rounds on Remi.
"You let the fucking kid see me?" His voice is sharp, cutting, barely above a whisper but full of venom.
Remi flinches. "I—I didn’t know she was still up—"
"Sloppy," he spits, stepping closer, heat radiating off him in waves. "You’re fucking sloppy, Remi. I told you to keep an eye on her. That’s your only fucking job."
"I know, I—"
"You’re fucking useless."
Her lips part, breath hitching as her face crumples, her eyes glistening with unshed tears.
Pathetic. Annoying.
He exhales sharply through his nose, rolling his shoulders, forcing himself to cool down. "Just… be good for me, yeah?" His voice dips lower, smoother, but the bite is still there, lethal beneath the softness. "Go upstairs and clean up the blood before they come back."
Remi swallows, nodding quickly before turning on her heel and hurrying up the stairs, her movements rushed, frantic.
Naoya watches her go, jaw tight, fingers flexing at his sides.
Tomorrow.
Tomorrow, he’ll remind you exactly who you belong to.
ꨄ
The limo glides to a stop, the soft hum of the engine fading as Ichiji shifts into park. You exhale, rolling your shoulders, trying to shake off the weight of the day. The golden hues of the setting sun spill across the Gojo estate, stretching long shadows over the driveway. But even the familiar sight of home does little to ease the tightness in your chest.
Beside you, Satoru lets out a slow sigh, shifting the thick folder of paperwork in his lap. His long legs stretch out in front of him, casual, unbothered—like the weight of today hasn’t been pressing into him, too. His sunglasses still rest on the bridge of his nose, but you can feel his gaze settle on you.
“You okay?”
You nod, reaching for the door handle just as Ichiji steps out to open it for you. “Yeah. Just… tired.”
It’s not a lie—the day has been long, mentally draining in ways you haven’t fully processed yet. Between the looming custody battle, the exhausting legal back-and-forth with Suguru, and the ever-present weight of Naoya’s shadow curling around your mind, your body feels like it’s made of lead.
Satoru hums, shifting the folder under his arm. “Suguru said to bring your documents next time,” he reminds you. “Both for the child support and the ones Naoya served you.”
You nod, stepping out onto the driveway. “Yeah… they should still be in my nightstand.”
Satoru follows after you, stretching his arms above his head before tilting his head with an exaggerated hum. “Your nightstand, huh?” a slow smirk curls on his lips. “Hope I don’t find anything scandalous.”
Rolling your eyes, you nudge him lightly with your elbow as you pass. “Shut up.”
His laughter follows you as you step through the entrance, but before you can say anything else, the sound of little feet pattering against the hardwood echoes from down the hall.
“Mama!”
Haru’s voice rings bright, lifting the heaviness from your chest in an instant. Before you can react, she’s already barreling toward you, small arms wrapping tight around your legs.
Your heart softens, exhaustion momentarily forgotten as you crouch to her level, brushing a hand through her hair. “Hey, baby,” you murmur, pressing a kiss to the top of her head. “Did you have fun today?”
She nods enthusiastically, rocking on her heels. “We watched a movie! I drew a picture—oh! Come look Mama!”
You smile, smoothing back a stray strand of hair. “I’d love to see it.”
Satoru steps past you, shifting the folder under his arm. “I’ll grab your papers,” he says, already making his way toward the stairs.
You nod absentmindedly, barely registering his words as Haru tugs at your hand, leading you eagerly toward the living room.
Taking the stairs at an easy pace, Satoru moves with unhurried strides, letting the faint hum of conversation from downstairs settle in the background. The house is quiet, undisturbed—yet as he nears your room, something feels… off.
A figure kneels in front of your vanity, back turned to him, her posture hunched, the rhythmic sound of fabric scrubbing against the carpet breaking the silence. Satoru slows—steps light, gaze sharpening.
Remi?
She doesn’t notice him at first, too focused on whatever the hell she’s doing, her shoulders rigid as she drags a damp rag over the floor in slow, deliberate strokes. The sharp scent of cleaner lingers in the air, but it does little to mask what she’s trying to erase.
Red.
Satoru leans against the doorframe, arms folding over his chest. “What’s that?”
Remi jolts, her body going stiff before she turns halfway, eyes widening like a cornered animal. But she recovers quickly, straightening as she tucks the rag into a small plastic bucket beside her.
“Oh—just cleaning up,” she says too lightly, too quickly. “I—I spilled something earlier. Cut myself while wiping it up. Nothing serious.”
Satoru quirks a brow, his gaze dropping to her hands.
No cuts. No bandages. No blood on her fingers.
His eyes shift back to the stain, lingering just a second too long. The silence stretches between them.
Then, he exhales through his nose, pushing off the doorframe. “Be more careful next time,” he mutters, brushing past her as he steps inside your room.
She nods quickly, relief flickering across her face as she turns back to her scrubbing.
He should press further. Should ask why the hell there’s blood on your carpet. Should question why she looks like she’s barely holding herself together under his gaze. But he doesn’t
Because he’s exhausted.
Because today has drained him in ways he doesn’t have the energy to unpack.
Because he’s trying—really fucking trying—to make sure you’re at ease.
Safe.
You need to feel safe. That much is non-negotiable.
The way you reacted to Naoya’s text? He’s never seen you like that before. That single message sent you spiraling, and he saw it all—the way the color drained from your face, how your breathing turned uneven, how you couldn’t even look at the screen without your hands shaking.
That wasn’t just fear. That was something deeper. Something lived in. And that pisses him off more than he knows how to put into words.
His jaw clenches as he moves toward your nightstand, pulling the drawer open with ease. Just as expected, the crisp stack of legal documents sits exactly where you left them. His fingers curl around the papers, grip tightening just a little too much.
Naoya… fucking prick.
Satoru already had enough reasons to hate the bastard, but now? Now it’s different. Because this isn’t about old grudges or petty feuds—this is about you.
Shaking off the slow burn simmering under his skin, he takes the papers, shuts the drawer with a quiet thud, and heads back downstairs.
His steps remain unhurried, just as they were before, but his mind isn’t. Irritation lingers at the edges of his composure, gnawing at him, but he shoves it down, forcing it into that familiar compartment where he locks away everything that threatens to throw him off balance.
By the time he reaches the first floor, the hum of conversation between you and Haru filters in from the living room, grounding him just enough. Without a word, he moves past the foyer, pivoting toward his office with the folder tucked securely under his arm.
The door clicks shut behind him, sealing him into the quiet. Everything is just as he left it—pristine, precise. Unlike his office at Gojo Corp, which is more of a curated disaster, this space is controlled. Every document stacked neatly, every file aligned with sharp precision, not a single thing out of order.
And yet… something doesn’t sit right.
His fingers drum against the polished wood of his desk as his gaze sweeps over the room. Nothing is visibly out of place, but there’s a nagging itch at the back of his mind, something subtle but persistent, like an off note in an otherwise perfect melody.
Maybe it’s the exhaustion. Maybe it’s nothing.
Satoru has never needed much sleep. Four hours is a luxury, three is the standard, and anything less? Just another part of his reality. He’s learned to function on exhaustion, to push through it with the same effortless charm that convinces everyone he’s untouchable, unbothered—unaffected by the weight pressing down on him.
It’s just another mask. One he wears so well, even he forgets it’s there sometimes.
And now, ever since he took over Gojo Corp, the days have stretched longer, the nights shorter. The weight of responsibility never really eases. But with Naoya clawing his way back into your life, with the custody battle looming like a goddamn storm cloud, sleep is even more of an afterthought. Especially since he’s been working on something for you.
His jaw tightens slightly as he exhales, rolling his shoulders.
He hasn’t told you yet—not because he’s hiding it, but because he wants it to be a surprise. A fully staffed, fully equipped on-site daycare at Gojo Corp. Something designed with you in mind. Because he never wants any of his employees to go through the same bullshit you did before you married him. He remembers it too well—how you had to balance everything alone, how the world made it so damn difficult for a single mother to simply exist without constantly fighting for scraps.
He never wants you to worry about that again. And if he can make sure no one else has to deal with it either? Then it’s worth every sleepless night.
Still.
His gaze flickers to the folders on his desk. They look untouched—stacked neatly where he left them. But something nags at him. As he slides one open, flipping through the pages, everything is in order. No missing documents. No sign that anything’s been moved.
So why does it feel like they have?
He’s about to dismiss the feeling entirely, chalk it up to exhaustion, but then his eyes land on something else. His photo—one of you and Haru—lying face down on his desk.
His breath stills for half a second. Did he leave it like that?
Frowning, he reaches out, flipping it over with careful precision. His thumb drags along the edge of the frame, his jaw tightening as something uncoils low in his gut—but he pushes it away.
Nah… It’s fine.
It has to be fine.
He’s too fucking tired to dwell on it. Too drained to pick apart another thread when everything else is already unraveling at once. He needs to reset. A shower, maybe? Wash off the weight of the day, let the hot water unknot the tension clinging to his body.
Or maybe… something else. A different kind of relief.
Your panties.
Still tucked away in his dresser, untouched since his last indulgence in you. The thought alone sends a slow, simmering heat curling low in his stomach, exhaustion momentarily pushed aside by something darker, something hungrier.
Yeah. A ‘shower’ sounds good.
Rolling his shoulders, he stands, dragging a hand over his jaw as he steps out of his office. The sound of your voice drifts through the house, light and warm, blending with Haru’s bright giggles. It stops him for a fraction of a second, just long enough to take it in.
That sound—it’s starting to feel like something he craves.
When he steps into the living room, you don’t notice him right away, too focused on Haru as she excitedly waves her latest drawing in front of you. He lingers in the doorway, watching the two of you—so soft, so at ease, so different from how you’d looked earlier when Naoya’s text ripped through you like a slow, suffocating vice.
Good. You should be at ease.
Closing the distance, he leans down, pressing a slow, deliberate kiss to your cheek. You glance up, blinking in mild surprise, but he only smirks.
“Gonna get cleaned up,” he murmurs.
You nod, already distracted again as Haru tugs on your sleeve, eager to keep your focus.
Satoru watches you for a beat longer before turning on his heel, heading upstairs—already anticipating what waits for him in his nightstand—eager to rub one out.
At this point, it’s almost routine—indulging in thoughts of you when the weight of everything gets too fucking heavy. Ever since that first time outside the bathroom, you’ve been stuck in his head, impossible to shake.
His hand is already on the drawer handle the moment he steps into his room, fingers curling around the wood as he pulls it open—
Gone.
Satoru stills.
For a second, he just stares at the empty space where they should be. Blinking once, then twice, before rifling through the contents. Pushing things aside. Checking beneath them.
Nothing.
What the fuck?
He knows he put them here. He’s messy, sure, but he’s not careless. There’s a method to his madness, an order to the chaos. And his memory? Razor-sharp. Too sharp for something like this to slip past him.
So where the fuck are they? Did someone move them?
Then, from the next room, he hears it—the slow, rhythmic drag of fabric against carpet.
Scrubbing.
His gaze flicks toward the en-suite, the door leading to your room cracked open just enough for the scent of cleaner to seep through.
Remi.
Exhaling slowly, he schools his expression, steps forward, and slips through the bathroom. When he leans against the doorway, she’s still kneeling, still scrubbing the same goddamn spot she was working on earlier. Her movements are slow, methodical.
Satoru tilts his head. “You wouldn’t have, by chance, gone through my nightstand, would you?”
Remi freezes. It’s subtle, a small pause, barely a second, but he catches it. Then, she forces a laugh, shaking her head as she resumes scrubbing.
“What? No, of course not.”
Satoru hums, tapping his fingers against the doorframe. But he doesn’t press, doesn’t push—just watches.
Something about Remi is… off. The way she keeps her head ducked, the way her shoulders stay unnaturally stiff as she scrubs. Like if she just focuses hard enough, she can will him away.
Suspicious.
But why the hell would she take your panties? Of all things—that’s a weird fucking thing to steal.
His mind shifts, gears turning, peeling the situation apart and assessing it from a different angle. Maybe it wasn’t her. Maybe… it was you.
His lips twitch.
Now that seems more likely.
Pushing off the doorframe, he exhales slowly through his nose, rolling his shoulders as he turns on his heel. Fine. If it was you, he’ll just confirm it himself.
Descending the stairs, the low hum of conversation meets him before he even steps into the living room. Haru sits on the floor, brow furrowed in focus as she drags a colored pencil across a page. Meanwhile, you’re curled up on the couch, one knee tucked under the other, a throw blanket over you, watching her with a soft, easy smile.
Satoru moves behind you, slow and deliberate, dipping down just enough to thread his fingers through your hair, letting them linger.
“Hey.”
You glance up at him, brow arching at that look on his face. “Hmm?”
He studies you for a moment, letting the silence stretch just enough to make you suspicious. Then, voice smooth, he asks, “Did you take them?”
Your expression scrunches in confusion. “Take what?”
“My souvenir,” a slow smirk tugs at his lips.
Your brows knit. “Souvenir?”
“From this morning.”
You stare at him, unimpressed. “Satoru... what the fuck are you talking about?”
He sighs, dramatic and put-upon, as if this should be obvious. “Your panties.”
And there it is.
He watches, thoroughly entertained, as the realization creeps over your features. Your lips part, then press together, heat crawling up your neck, blooming across your cheeks.
“What—my panties?”
He nods, dead serious. “Gone. Missing. Vanished into thin air. They were in my nightstand.”
You scoff, pulling the throw blanket higher over you, half as a shield, half as an excuse to do something with your hands. “I… didn’t even know you had them.”
Satoru tuts, shaking his head like he’s deeply disappointed. Then, without missing a beat, he dips lower, his lips brushing against the soft curve of your neck before murmuring, “Guess I’ll just have to take a new pair… maybe right off you.”
Your breath hitches—just a fraction, barely noticeable, but he catches it. The way your shoulders stiffen, the flicker of heat that rises to your cheeks before you shove at his chest.
“Go away.”
He chuckles, stepping back with his hands raised in surrender, soaking in the way you glare at him, the way you try—and fail—to play it off. He enjoys this too much, watching you squirm, seeing how easily he can fluster you.
But even as he smirks, his mind is already miles away. Because if it wasn’t you… then who the hell took them?
The panties.
The photo of you and Haru—face down.
The off feeling in his office, the one he ignored.
The bloodstain Remi was scrubbing.
One coincidence is nothing. Two is annoying. But this? This is too many fucking things at once. It makes a slow, icy sensation creep along his spine.
Someone’s been in his house.
He lingers longer than he means to, his body still, the gears turning behind his eyes. And then—
“I thought you were gonna get cleaned up?”
He blinks, drawn back to the present. You’re watching him now—fuck, you’re too damn observant. Why is it that out of everyone, he can never hide this façade from you? Not completely—but he tries.
Because if someone has been in the house—if someone’s been bold enough to fuck around where they shouldn’t—you don’t need to know.
He’ll handle it.
This is your home. You should feel safe here.
That’s his job.
Rolling his shoulders, he schools his expression, slipping back into something effortless, easy. “Actually,” he says, rubbing the back of his neck, “just remembered I gotta call Suguru—something about the case.”
Your eyes narrow slightly, studying him. But you don’t press.
“Oh, okay.”
He grins, tapping his fingers against the couch as he steps back with a wink. “Don’t miss me too much.”
You scoff, shaking your head at his antics, a small grin playing on your lips.
And then, just like that, he’s gone. The door clicks shut behind him as he steps into his office, and his expression shifts the second he’s alone—the playfulness evaporating.
He pulls his phone from his pocket, swiping the screen before bringing it to his ear. The line rings once—twice—before Suguru picks up.
“Didn’t think I’d hear from you again so soon,” Suguru sighs. “What’s up?”
Satoru gets right to the point.
“Someone’s been in my house.”
A pause. Then—
“What do you mean?”
Satoru moves toward his desk, dropping into the leather chair with a bit more force than necessary, his fingers drumming against the armrest. His feet prop up onto the desk, but the usual laziness in his posture isn’t there.
“I mean someone unwelcome,” he mutters, his jaw tightening. “Shit’s been moved in my office.”
Suguru exhales, unimpressed. “Satoru, your office is always a fucking mess. If something’s out of place, that’s probably on you.”
Satoru’s eyes narrow. “Not that office—this one. My study at home. It’s neat. Always.”
Suguru hums, not convinced but not dismissing it. “Alright. Go on.”
Satoru leans forward, elbows braced against the desk, rubbing his knuckles over his temple.
"The files on my desk? They were misaligned, Suguru. Barely, but I know it. My shit was touched."
“Hm.”
“And the picture.”
“What picture?”
Satoru clenches his jaw. “The one of her and Haru. It was face down on my desk.”
Silence. Then, Suguru clicks his tongue. “Could’ve been one of the cleaners. Maybe they knocked it over when dusting.”
Satoru barely acknowledges the suggestion; his thoughts are moving faster than his mouth—his fingers tap against the desk.
“And then, the panties.”
Suguru coughs. “The what?”
“The panties I had of her,” Satoru repeats, irritation bleeding into his tone. “They were in my nightstand. But now, gone. Like they were never fucking there.”
Suguru goes completely silent for half a beat. Then—he bursts into laugher.
“Oh yeah, definitely sounds like a home invasion,” he chokes out between chuckles. “Panty theft is a serious crime, you should probably call the authorities.”
Satoru clicks his tongue, rolling his eyes toward the ceiling."You done?"
"No, no, go on," Suguru snickers. "This is getting good."
Satoru forces a slow breath through his nose, rubbing his temples. "Oh, go fuck yourself. You’re missing the point."
Suguru snorts, the laughter still dying in his throat. "Which is…?"
Satoru grips the phone tighter. His voice dips. “Someone was in my room. And…” his voice lowers, “there’s the last thing.”
Suguru hesitates, exhaling slowly. "What is it?"
Satoru leans back in his chair, tipping his head against the cushion as he stares at the ceiling. His fingers drum once against his thigh before stilling.
"I walked into her room earlier." A slow inhale."The nanny was scrubbing blood out of the carpet."
Suguru doesn’t say a fucking word. No snark. No sharp, witty comment. Nothing.
Just silence.
“…did she say where it came from?”
“She said she cut herself,” Satoru mutters. “But there wasn’t a scratch on her. I don’t trust her.”
The line stays quiet for another long, heavy beat.
Then, Suguru exhales. "Alright, let’s say someone was in your house,” His voice is different now—measured, calculating. “What’s your gut telling you?”
Satoru stares at the ceiling, jaw flexing.
“Nothing good.”
"Check your security feed," Suguru says. "Let’s see if your gut is right."
Satoru’s fingers tighten around his phone. Yeah… good point.
He doesn’t waste time, flicking his laptop open with a sharp movement, the cool glow of the screen casting shadows across his face. The security system interface pops up, and his fingers move with precision, clicking through menus.
“Pulling it up now,” he mutters, voice clipped.
Suguru hums on the other end, waiting as Satoru scrolls through the timestamps, looking for today’s footage. His eyes skim down the list—
Then stop. His cursor hovers over empty space.
Where the fuck are the files?
Suguru notices his pause. “Well?”
Satoru’s expression darkens.
“It’s gone.”
Suguru’s tone sharpens immediately. “What do you mean, gone?”
Satoru clicks through different dates, different times—nothing. The footage from earlier today has been wiped. His jaw locks as a slow, creeping burn curls at the back of his mind.
"Deleted," he grits out.
A slow exhale filters through the speaker. Suguru is quiet for a long moment before finally speaking. “You’re sure?”
Satoru huffs out a humorless laugh, raking a hand through his hair. “You think I’m making this shit up?”
Satoru is pissed. Because this isn’t a glitch—it’s not a fucking accident. The files aren’t corrupted—they’re gone. Which means someone wiped them. Someone inside. Someone with access.
A traitor.
His chair scrapes against the floor as he leans back, drumming his fingers against the armrest, his face eerily calm despite the fire simmering beneath his skin.
“I’m firing them all.”
Suguru doesn’t react immediately.
“…all?”
Satoru’s voice is cold. “Yup. Every last one of them. Only Ichiji stays.”
Suguru hums. “His loyalty’s not in question?”
“Not even a little,” Satoru mutters. “He’d rather fucking die than betray me.”
Another pause. Suguru knows better than to argue when Satoru makes up his mind. But then, his tone shifts—lighter, edged with sarcasm.
“Alright, genius… so who’s gonna watch Haru if you fire everyone?”
Satoru stills. Fuck.
His fingers tighten against the leather armrest. The daycare at Gojo Corp—his solution, his answer—wasn’t ready yet.
Which means…
Remi.
His jaw flexes, the weight of it pressing into his ribs. She can’t stay.
“I don’t fucking trust her, Suguru.”
Suguru doesn’t argue. “Yeah. I don’t either.”
That should be satisfying—should be a confirmation of what Satoru already knew. But it isn’t. Because it doesn’t change a damn thing.
Satoru drags a hand down his face. “Then what’s the move here? Because I’m not keeping her around just to get proof.”
“That proof could help us in court.” Suguru’s says, voice even. “If she’s working with the yakuza, that’s a direct link to Naoya. You get something on her, you might have what you need to—”
“I’m not putting them in danger for that.”
The words are sharp, leaving no room for debate.
Suguru exhales through his nose. “I figured you’d say that.”
“Then why the fuck did you—”
“Because I ran into Nanami the other day.”
Satoru blinks. “Nanami?”
“Yeah,” Suguru says easily. “At that bakery he loves—the fancy-ass one with the overpriced croissants. He’s back in town from Malaysia.”
Satoru leans back in his chair, rubbing his jaw.
Nanami Kento.
They went to high school together. He’s former Japan Special Defense Force. Retired. Precise, calculated, deadly when he needs to be.
And—most importantly—not a fucking traitor.
“If you’re going to wipe your entire staff, you need someone reliable to step in. Someone who can make sure your wife and kid don’t get caught in whatever the fuck this is.”
Satoru exhales slowly, running his tongue over his teeth. Nanami was always the first choice when shit needed to get done.
“You think he’d take the job?” Satoru mutters, “Nanami’s retired…”
“I think you should give him a call.”
ꨄ
By the time the sun dips below the horizon, they are all gone.
Every single one of them—except Ichiji and Remi (for now).
Satoru wasted no time. He never does. The second he ended his call with Suguru, he moved. Immediate terminations. No second chances. No hesitation. A single decision, executed with the same precision he applies to everything in his life.
And still—he isn’t cruel.
They all left with generous severance packages,enough to land on their feet. Because after watching you lose everything—your job, your security, your sense of stability—he decided a long time ago that he wouldn’t do the same to others. Even the ones he no longer trusts.
But that’s where his kindness stops. Because right after that, he made another call.
Nanami.
Now, after the exhaustion of handling this mayhem, Satoru finds himself drawn to the kitchen. The house is eerily quiet—emptier than it’s ever been, the usual hum of staff activity reduced to nothing. But here, in this small corner of warmth, he follows something softer.
Vanilla. Buttercream.
And you.
Standing at the counter, barefoot and at ease, piping delicate swirls of frosting onto freshly baked cupcakes. There’s a faint dusting of sugar on your wrist, the glow of the overhead light catching in your hair, casting a soft halo around you.
God you’re perfect.
It’s a picture of normalcy. And Satoru is starving for it.
It’s too easy to slip behind you—to pull you flush against him. His hands find their place at your waist while his fingers curve against the soft fabric of your shirt. Your warmth is immediate, grounding, and with a soft hum, you let yourself sink into his chest. Taking that as an invitation, Satoru’s chin drops low, brushing his nose against your neck as he inhales the faint traces of vanilla on your skin.
It settles something in him, a quiet part of his mind that’s been restless all day. For a moment, it’s almost enough to let him forget everything.
“Where’s Haru?” he murmurs lazily, lips grazing your pulse.
“In bed,” you sigh, adjusting your grip on the piping bag. “Finally. She fought it, though.”
Satoru smirks, nuzzling into you, savoring the warmth of you against him.
This is good.
She’s asleep. You’re here. And for just a moment, he allows himself to sink into this—this fragile, fleeting sense of normalcy. Until—
“Hey… um. Where is everyone?”
He stills. Just slightly. His face doesn’t change, his hands remain steady against your hips, but his mind clicks, recalibrates.
“Hm? What do you mean?” he asks—light, easy—as if he doesn’t already know exactly where this conversation is going.
You tilt your head slightly but don’t turn to face him, still focused on the cupcakes.
“I dunno.” You swipe a bit of frosting off your knuckle, licking it absently. “Just noticed when I was putting Haru to bed—the house feels kinda… empty.”
A pause.
“No one’s around,” you continue, almost offhandedly. “Didn’t hear anyone in the halls. No one cleaning. It’s weird.”
Satoru exhales through his nose. Then, as if it’s the most casual thing in the world—
“Oh, yeah. I fired them.”
You blink—hands freeze mid-frosting.
“…I’m sorry, you what?”
“I fired them,” he repeats, just as nonchalant as before.
There’s no hesitation. No buildup, no explanation. He just says it like it’s the most obvious thing in the world. Like he didn’t just fire the entire household staff in one fucking day.
You stare at him, deadpan, before a breathless laugh slips out.
“You’re joking.”
“Nope.”
Finally, you turn in his arms, brows raising as you set the piping bag down.
“Wait, wait—” You huff out a disbelieving laugh. “All of them? Just like that?”
Satoru shrugs, completely unbothered. “Well. Not all of them.”
Crossing your arms, your eyes narrow. “Okay… so who’s left?”
Satoru knows where this is going, so he doesn’t answer right away. Instead, his grip on your waist tightens, pulling you in—and then, he starts to sway. It’s gentle, lazy—the kind of motion that isn’t about dancing at all. It’s about grounding you, keeping you close, keeping you from overthinking.
“Just Ichiji,” he murmurs, lips brushing against your temple. “And Remi.”
The shift in you is subtle, but he feels it—the hesitation in your breath, the slight stiffening in your shoulders. And that? That’s not what he wants.
So, before you can dwell on it, before the worry settles too deep, he smooths a hand up your back, voice dipping softer.
“Relax, sweetheart,” he coaxes, pressing another kiss to your skin. “I already took care of it.”
You don’t answer as his swaying continues—his fingers tracing slow, soothing circles along your hips, lulling the information into you.
“I hired someone new.”
You blink, momentarily distracted. “Oh… huh?”
A low hum rumbles from his chest, and he feels your tension ease just a fraction.
“I hired someone,” he repeats, soft, unhurried. “He’ll be stopping by tomorrow while I’m out.”
That catches your attention.
“Out?” Your brows knit together slightly.
“Mhm,” he says, still swaying. “Me and Suguru are meeting Naoya, remember?”
The tension creeps back in—he feels it, but he expected that. So, he counters—pressing his lips to your temple, hands firm against your waist, keeping you right where he wants you.
“Don’t worry,” he murmurs. “You’ll stay right here. And you get to meet our newest hire. He’s a friend of mine.”
Curiosity flickers through the concern, but your hesitation lingers.
“Okay… who?”
“Nanami.”
“Nanami?”
The swaying slows, shifting closer to stillness.
“Mmhm,” he nods. “Kento Nanami. Met him back in high school. Good guy. Very serious.”
Something unreadable flickers across your face as you drag in a breath, turning back to the counter, reaching absently for the piping bag.
“…okay,” you exhale. “So… what exactly does he do?”
“Oh, you know,” he hums smoothly, slipping behind you again, looping his arm around your waist as he presses a lingering kiss to your shoulder. “He’s just… gonna keep an eye on you when I’m not around.”
Your hands move as you resume piping the cupcakes, but your brow lifts just slightly—contemplating. It’s subtle, but Satoru catches it. Your grip tightening, your shoulders tensing, your lashes lowering—flickering with something unspoken.
You’re worried. And that? Yeah, that won’t do.
With a dramatic sigh, he slumps against you, burying his face into your neck, nuzzling into you like a lazy cat demanding attention. His breath fans the gentle curve of your throat as he whines, “Mm, don’t do that.”
Exhaling a quiet laugh, you remain focused on frosting.
“Do what?”
“That thing where you overthink.” His voice is muffled against your skin. “And make that cute little frowny face.”
You hum, amused but unfazed, continuing your work. Satoru, undeterred, nips lightly at your shoulder.
“Hey. Hey.” His voice dips, a touch more petulant. “I’m talking to you, missy.”
He catches the slow grin creep up your lips as you elbow him lightly.
“I’m frosting, Satoru.”
“Well, I’m suffering,” he huffs, tightening his hold and swaying you side to side, slow and lazy, like a child demanding attention. “Neglected. Unloved.”
A soft laugh slips through your lips as you roll your eyes fondly.
“You’re so dramatic…”
Finally setting the piping bag down again, you indulge him for a moment as he keeps swaying you—rocking you back and forth against his chest. When he speaks, his voice dips, softer—laced with a playful fondness.
“C’mon…” he whines quietly, “I need attention.”
Your sigh is utterly exasperated.
“And I need to finish these cupcakes.”
“Hhmp… frosting is not more important than me,” he grumbles, his nose nudging against your jaw, lips brushing just beneath your ear. “I’m your husband. You have obligations.”
That earns a quiet huff of laughter, finally tilting your head to glance at him.
“Oh, my deepest apologies, Mr. Gojo. Please forgive me for my negligence.”
His smirk stretches wider, smug and pleased, before spinning you to face him, hands still firm on your hips, pulling you close.
“I suppose I can forgive you…” he sighs, but there’s something playful in his expression, something scheming. “If…”
Your brows lift, suspicious. “Okay… what’s that look for?”
His grin widens. “Come with me.”
Your eyes narrow. “Where?”
“The living room,” he says, already tugging at your hand like an impatient kid. “C’mon, I set something up for us.”
And there it is—that signature Gojo glint in his eyes, the one that always means he’s up to something. You don’t budge. Instead, you fold your arms, eyeing him knowingly.
“What did you do this time?”
“No questions,” he murmurs, tilting his head. “You’ll have to save those for later.”
You pause, before exhaling, shaking your head with a quiet laugh. Then, turning back to the counter, you grab a plate and stack a few cupcakes onto it.
“Fine, fine.” You nudge his side as you pass him. “Lead the way, Romeo.”
And now, he’s practically dragging you along as you enter the living room, grinning.
As you round the corner, the fireplace crackles low, a gentle heat spreading into the room. There’s a small cluster of candles burning low on the coffee table, a cozy mess of blankets on the couch, a few pillows strewn at the edges. And in the background, the quiet hum of a playlist through the speakers—nothing over the top, nothing extravagant, but thoughtful.
Your steps slow, and he watches the way your gaze flickers over the setup—something unreadable in your expression before you glance at him.
“So… this is for me?” you murmur softly. “You did this?”
Satoru plops on the couch, stretching his legs out as he feigns nonchalance. “Mm.”
You arch a brow.
“I meeean,” he drawls, smirking, “I thought about going all out. Rose petals, violinists, maybe a red carpet… confetti cannons. But then I figured noooo, my wife will say that’s too much.”
Your lips twitch—just a fraction—but he catches it.
“Yeah… that would’ve been ridiculous,” you mutter, shaking your head.
“Exactly.” He pats the space beside him on the couch. “So c’mon, sit. Enjoy the ambience. Indulge me.”
Rolling your eyes, you place the plate on the coffee table before sinking onto the couch beside him, your body settling into the mess of blankets he’d thrown. And then—just for a second—he catches it. The tiny, barely perceptible sigh when you lean back. Like you hadn’t realized how much tension you were holding until now.
His gaze lingers. But he doesn’t say anything.
Instead, he lets his arm drape over the back of the couch, fingers brushing lightly against your sleeve. Then, his eyes flicker toward the plate on the table.
“Sooo,” he hums, tilting his head, “are those for me?”
You glance at the cupcakes, then back at him, brow lifting. “What?”
“The cupcakes,” he clarifies, grinning. “You made them for me, right?”
A slow smirk pulls up your lips as you pluck a cupcake from the plate.
“Mmm… nope. They’re for me.”
Satoru blinks, visibly affronted. “Uh… excuse me?”
You don’t answer. Instead, he watches as your delicate fingers move slowly, peeling back the wrapper of the cupcake. His eyes flick from your hands to your face, following every movement with an intensity he doesn’t bother to hide.
Little brat. You don’t offer him one.
Instead, you tilt your head slightly, lifting the cupcake toward your lips with excruciating patience. And then—
You take the smallest, slowest bite, just barely grazing the frosting with your lips before pulling back, letting out a soft, satisfied hum.
His stomach clenches.
“Mmm…” your lashes flutter as you let the flavor settle on your tongue—exaggerated, taunting.
Satoru stares, pouting as you go in for another bite—this one just as tortuously slow. As your lips wrap around the edge of the cupcake, he doesn’t miss the way your tongue flicks out, catching a stray bit of frosting as you pull away.
His jaw flexes.
Fuck that tongue… he wants it all over his cock.
But you don’t seem to notice the way his fingers twitch against the couch, or maybe you do, and you’re just ignoring it. Either way, it’s infuriating.
“Damn,” you murmur, voice light, completely unbothered. “These are really good, if I do say so myself.”
Satoru exhales through his nose, dragging his tongue over his bottom lip as he watches you, his smirk sharpening. “Oh, yeah?”
“Mhm.” Another bite—smaller this time, more deliberate. Your gaze flickers toward him, half-lidded and knowing.
Little fucking tease.
He shifts beside you, stretching his legs out like he’s just getting comfortable, but there’s nothing relaxed about the way his fingers flex at the back of the couch, or how his free hand curls against his thigh.
“You know I don’t like being teased,” he murmurs, voice dipping lower, quieter, like a warning.
You hum, licking another bit of frosting from your thumb, completely unfazed.
“I don’t know what you’re talking about.”
His smirk twitches, almost a scoff, but his eyes darken.
“Sweetheart…” shifting closer, his knee brushes against yours, “you’re a terrible liar.”
As you blink at him, playing innocent, he doesn’t buy it for a fucking second.
“You did make them for me, didn’t you?” he whispers, his hand moves to your thigh, sliding up slowly. “Be honest.”
When your lips part slightly, Satoru thinks you might actually answer him—but then, just as quickly, you press them together again.
He smirks. You started this, and oh he loves a challenge.
Exhaling slowly, he hums, low and amused, his fingers spreading wider over your thigh, brushing higher, just enough to make you shift under his touch.
“Well,” he sighs, dragging it out like he’s deep in thought, “if they’re just for you, I guess I’ll have to go about my night hungry and unloved…”
Rolling your eyes, you mutter, “God you are so dramatic…”
“And yet…” his fingers wrap gently around your wrist, guiding the cupcake up, just shy of his lips. “You’re still holding out on me.”
As him thumb strokes against your pulse point, slow and lazy, those blue eyes flicker up through his snowy lashes—gleaming with something dangerous, something hungry. He leans in just a fraction more, letting the heat of his breath ghost over you hand.
“C’mon, sweetheart…” his gaze lingers on your lips before trailing back to the cupcake. “Feed me.”
A sharp exhale drags through your nose, and he can practically hear the gears turning in your head. Now you know exactly what he’s doing.
Your lips part, then press together again, before reluctantly, you give in, bringing the cupcake to his lips. And now, Satoru takes his time—brushing his lips against your fingertips, soft, teasing.
His pink tongue flicks out, dragging against the frosting before his teeth sink into the cake, deliberate and unhurried. His snowy lashes lower as he chews, savoring the taste, but more than that—savoring the way you’re watching him now.
Because two can play this game.
Your breath hitches, and for just a fraction of a second, your fingers tremble—barely noticeable, but he catches it. And oh, it does something to him, something dark and satisfied curling deep in his stomach.
Pulling back, he lets his lips brush against your fingertips again—lingering, teasing, savoring. Then, with a slow, deliberate drag of his tongue, he licks away a stray bit of frosting from the corner of his mouth—purposeful, knowing.
“Mmm…” he swallows, sighing in satisfaction. “That frosting is just too good…”
You’re pouting now, and that bottom lip is just too cute. He smirks, running a pad of his thumb through a dollop of frosting. As his eyes drag back to yours, his grin widens.
“I do love buttercream.”
And then, before you can react, his hand moves, his thumb dragging against that pretty bottom lip, smearing the frosting over your soft skin.
You blink, inhaling sharply as a slow smile stretches upward.
“Oops,” he exhales, tilting his head slightly. There is a heat pooling behind those endless blue eyes as he murmurs, “Look at that… you made a mess.”
And he fully intends to clean it up.
Leaning in, his breath warms your skin as his lips barely graze yours—a featherlight touch. His eyes are heavy lidded as his longue flicks out, licking the frosting from your lips—slow deliberate.
He feels your breath shudder, and a quiet hum vibrates in his throat as he savors the taste.
And suddenly he’s kissing you.
It starts soft, coaxing, lips pulling against yours in a way that makes your body react before your mind can catch up. His fingers slide to your jaw, tilting your face up, deepening the kiss, drinking in every pretty sound you make.
You melt into him.
Each drawn-out kiss quickens, moving with purpose now, making him crave more. He groans, sliding his hands to your waist as he shifts, guiding you onto his lap with effortless ease. A quiet gasp escapes you, but he drinks it in, keeping you flush against him.
Your arms loop around his neck, fingers tangling in his hair.
And then—you tug.
A sharp sensation ripples down his spine, a growl catching in his throat. His teeth graze your bottom lip—biting, sucking, soothing. Slow, indulgent, taking his time as he licks away the last traces of sweetness.
Fuck.
You taste like buttercream and heat—dangerously addicting—like something he could get drunk on if he let himself.
When he finally pulls back, his forehead lingers close to yours, breaths mingling. Both of you are unsteady from the weight of it. Your lips are swollen and your gaze is hazy as it meets his.
But as he drags his thumb over that plump lower lip again, his lips curl—savoring the way they are slick, and clean from his kiss.
“Hmm…” his voice is smug, husky. “I dunno… tastes like these cupcakes were for me after all.”
A breathless laugh slips past your lips, your fingers still lightly threading through his hair.
“You are so full of yourself,” you murmur, shaking your head. “When have I ever made something sweet that wasn’t for you?”
His smirk widens, victorious. “Ahh… see? You admit it.”
You roll your eyes, but the moment lingers—comfortable, unhurried. Your fingers weave through his snowy hair, slow and absentminded, while his thumbs trace lazy circles against your hips, grounding and warm.
It’s a comfortable silence, but as your gaze flickers away from his, you take in the soft glow of the candles, the careful arrangement of blankets, the way everything feels so intentional. The way he feels so intentional.
Exhaling, you tilt your head slightly. “So… can I ask what all this is about now?”
Satoru hums, his fingers stilling at your waist for just a beat before his smirk returns—though there’s something else behind it now—something quieter.
“I wanna play a game.”
You arch a brow, clearly skeptical. “A game?”
“Mhm…” His hands skim down your sides slowly, caressing your hips. “It’s simple. We take turns asking each other questions, and we have to answer honestly.”
Your eyes narrow. “Is this just an excuse for you to be dirty?”
Clicking his tongue, Satoru shakes his head with mock disappointment. “Wow. You’re the one with the filthy mind,” he muses, voice dipping lower, teasing. “Naughty girl. It’s just an innocent game of questions.”
You hum, unconvinced. “Innocent, huh?”
“Yup. Cross my heart.” He grins, tracing an ‘X’ over his chest with one finger. “I’d never use underhanded tactics to get you flustered.”
Pulling back slightly, you level him a knowing look.
“You literally just did.”
His smirk grows. “Semantics.”
Shaking your head, you exhale, your fingers still idly playing with his hair. After a beat, you tilt your head and whisper, “…so what kind of questions?”
For just a second, his grin softens, that cocky edge fading—just a little.
“Anything, really.”
His fingers trail absentmindedly along your hip, his gaze flickering over your face, like he’s memorizing something only he can see.
“I just… wanna know more about you.”
“You say that like I’m some kind of mystery…”
His lips curl faintly, a quiet hum slipping from him. “You are.”
You scoff lightly, shaking your head. “Not really… and we had to learn so much about each other for this fake marriage, Satoru. Favorite foods, pet peeves, how we take our coffee—hell, I know your blood type.”
He huffs a laugh. “Yeah… but that’s just surface-level shit. Facts, trivia—stuff you’d put on a dating profile.” His voice drops slightly, something softer curling around the edges. “I don’t just wanna know what you like… I wanna know why. I wanna know you.”
Your breath catches for a moment, something shifting in the air between you. And Satoru—he watches the way your expression flickers, the way you hesitate for half a second like you don’t know what to do with the weight of his words.
So, instead of letting it settle too long, he smirks. Tilts his head against the cushions, easy and lazy.
"Alright. Since I came up with the game, I get the first question."
You shift slightly in his lap, arching a brow.
"Mmm… is that how it works?"
"Obviously," he smirks. "Genius privilege."
You roll your eyes, but he catches the way the corner of your mouth twitches. Cute.
"Fine, go."
He hums in thought, fingers drumming idly against your side, watching the way your lips purse, waiting. Then, a slow grin spreads across his face.
"Alright, sweetheart. What's the dumbest thing you've ever spent money on?"
You scoff, lips pressing together, and Satoru already knows whatever answer you give is going to amuse him.
"Oho… I wanna know what your answer to this question is gonna be."
“Mm-mm.” He clicks his tongue, shaking his head. “You first, princess.”
With an exaggerated sigh, you lean back slightly against his hold, pressing yourself a little closer to him.
"Okay, fine," you tap your fingers against his chest like you’re thinking hard. "Mmm… probably one of those water bottles that track hydration. The kind with reminders that light up."
Satoru stares at you blankly. “Uh… really? That’s it? How is that dumb?”
“Well…” You hesitate, then shrug. “It was pointless to buy, because I ignored it. Like I do with most things I don’t wanna deal with.”
His smirk stretches wider at that, a wicked gleam sparking in his eyes.
“Wow. Even a bottle has to fight for your attention. I almost feel bad for it.”
A laugh bubbles out of you, shaking your head. "Yeah, well... it should’ve tried harder."
Satoru presses a hand to his chest, expression mockingly solemn. "Tragic. A hero, forgotten in the darkness of a cabinet. I’ll tell its story."
Rolling your eyes, you swat lightly at his arm. "Oh, shut up."
"Next time, just give me the money, and I’ll nag you to drink water personally."
You scoff. “Like you need the money, Mr. Money Bags.”
Satoru grins at that, because he walked right into it.
“True, true. But think about it—I’d be way more effective. I could send you little reminders,” he pauses, voice dipping lower, "maybe even offer incentives."
Your brows furrow slightly, catching the shift in his tone. "Incentives?"
His smirk turns downright sinful, fingers tightening at your waist just slightly.
“Mhm.” He drags his thumb in a slow arc along your side, feigning thought. “Positive reinforcement. Every time you drink water, I could… reward you.”
You narrow your eyes, suspicious. “Okay… you definitely just made that dirty.”
He laughs, tilting his head, feigning innocence. "Did I?"
"Yes."
He hums, leaning in close to you. "Or… maybe you just have a filthy mind."
You groan, pressing your palm against his face in a weak attempt to push him away, but he only laughs, fingers tightening at your waist, keeping you right where he wants you.
"Alright, enough about me," you huff, leveling him with a look that only makes him more entertained. "I need to hear your answer to this question."
Satoru hums like he’s really considering it, but then—his lips curl, amusement flashing across his face.
“A castle.”
You blink. Once. Twice. Then, slowly, your hand drops from his face.
“…I'm sorry. You own a castle?”
His grin is all confidence, completely unrepentant. “Mhm.”
Your mouth opens. Closes. You stare at him, baffled, before shaking your head. “Um… okay. Where?”
He shrugs, nonchalant. “Uh, somewhere in the Alps? Or maybe Scotland—" He pauses, squinting. “Wait. No. It’s in France. I think.”
"You think?" you repeat, incredulous.
"Well, I haven't actually been there," he admits, waving a dismissive hand. “Not my fault castles are kinda inconvenient to visit.”
You pinch the bridge of your nose, exhaling. "Then… why did you buy it?"
Satoru tilts his head. “You ever just scroll through luxury listings at 2 AM and think, ‘Yeah, I need that?’”
"Oh my god."
"But," he continues, ignoring you, "apparently castles require a ton of upkeep. Something about centuries-old plumbing and heating? Also, there’s a moat problem."
Your brows knit together. "Moat problem?"
"Yeah. Turns out, maintaining a functional moat is a logistical nightmare. Plus, I dunno, castles just… aren’t that practical."
“You’re ridiculous…” you groan, shoving lightly at his chest, but he only laughs, catching your wrist and pulling your hand back into his.
His fingers play idly with yours, absentminded, like he’s holding onto the moment without even realizing it. When his eyes flick back to yours, there’s a lazy kind of amusement settling there.
“And yet, here you are,” he murmurs, lips curling just slightly.
You shake your head with a wry smile, shifting, settling deeper into his lap—letting yourself relax against him, letting him hold you just a little closer.
“Alright, castle boy,” you mutter, tilting your head at him. “Next question.”
A lazy smirk tugs at his lips. “Hit me.”
Humming thoughtfully, your eyes flicker over him, considering.
“Well, since we’re on the topic of money… what’s one thing you refuse to spend money on?”
Leaning back, Satoru stretches an arm over the couch as if this answer doesn’t require a single brain cell of effort.
“Easy. Economy flights.”
You blink. “Seriously?”
He levels you with a flat stare, completely deadpan. “Have you seen how long my legs are?”
You snort, shaking your head. “Mmkay… that’s fair.”
“And you?”
You consider for a second before shrugging. “Lottery tickets.”
He scoffs, lips curling in amusement. “What, you don’t believe in testing fate?”
“I know better than to test fate,” you say dryly. “I’ve always had terrible luck. And I hate spending money on something where the odds are literally against me.”
Satoru hums, twisting a strand of your hair lazily between his fingers, watching it slip through his grasp.
“Huh,” he muses, thoughtful now. “I dunno. I’d say you hit the jackpot once or twice.”
You roll your eyes. “Oh, please.”
“No, really.” His grin lingers, but there’s something softer beneath it now, something less teasing—more contemplative.
There’s a beat of quiet, the soft crackle of the fire in the background, the rhythmic sound of your breathing against his. His thumbs continue to ghost your sides, tracing slow absentminded circles.
Then—
“Do you think we would’ve still ended up like this if circumstances were different?”
He says it casually, smoothly, like it’s not sitting heavier in his chest than it should. Your breath catches just slightly, the weight of the question settling between you.
Tilting your head, you search his face.
“Well… would you have even given me a second glance if things weren’t the way they are?”
Satoru’s brow lifts, but instead of answering, his smirk tugs at the corner of his lips.
“Uh-uh now. It’s my turn. I asked first.”
Exhaling, you shake your head.
“I… dunno…” your voice dips quieter now. “But the idea of never ending up here at all… that’s kind of a scary thought. So… I try not to think about it.”
His expression softens—just for a second—before he hums, gripping your waist tighter.
“I think…” He tilts his head, pausing, dragging the moment out just enough to make your brows pinch slightly. “Even if everything was different, I still would’ve wanted to know you.”
You blink, like you weren’t expecting that answer.
“…really?”
Satoru scoffs, his grin snapping back into place like it never left.
“Oh, absolutely,” he nudges his nose against yours affectionately. “But can you imagine if I hadn’t? You would’ve lived such a dull, Gojo-free life.”
You scoff, rolling your eyes. “Wow, yes, what a tragedy.”
“It would be,” he insists, feigning offense. “Who else would’ve made it their mission to drive you up the wall every single day?”
You huff through your nose, exasperated but fond.
“You loved annoying me.”
“Still do,” he admits, shameless. “But… you were so serious. Always so focused. I had to try to get a reaction out of you.”
You hum, gaze flickering downward, fingers tracing an idle pattern against his shoulder.
“I… had to be.”
Tilting his head, Satoru watches you, waiting. His fingers still trace lazy, idle shapes at your waist. There’s a beat before you continue, your voice softer now.
“Back then… my life was kind of a mess. So… I didn’t have the luxury of being carefree. I was just… trying to hold everything together.”
Something about the way you say it pulls at Satoru’s chest, sharp and unfamiliar.
He doesn’t like it.
Doesn’t like that he wasn’t there, that he didn’t know you like this—buried under stress, struggling, holding on by the skin of your teeth.
He hates it, actually.
But he doesn’t say that. Doesn’t know how. So instead, he moves.
Exhaling, he leans back, stretching his arms with a lazy groan before tugging you down with him. You let out a small sound of protest, but it’s weak, breathless—because you don’t really fight it. And he grins because, yeah, he knew you wouldn’t.
The couch shifts beneath his weight as he sprawls out, adjusting until you’re right where he wants you—resting against his chest, tucked into him.
His heartbeat is steady beneath your ear, warm, grounding. His fingers skate lazily up and down your spine—slow, unhurried, absentminded.
“…comfy?” he murmurs, lips brushing your temple.
“um… yeah,” you admit softly.
Satoru smirks, eyes slipping closed, his grip settling more firmly around you.
“Alright,” he hums, vibrating against you. “What’s one memory you hold onto when things get tough?”
You still slightly, like you weren’t expecting the question. For a moment, you just lie there, listening to the crackle of the fireplace, the slow, rhythmic rise and fall of his breathing beneath you as his fingers trace lazy circles along your spine.
Then, you exhale, closing your eyes.
“Hmm… that’s a good question.”
As you hesitate, your fingers trace an idle, mindless pattern against his chest, until finally, you find your words.
"There was this one night… after everything with Naoya, when I finally got my own place,” you begin. “It was tiny, barely more than a shoebox… but it was mine. I remember sitting on the floor with a bottle of cheap wine, eating takeout straight from the container, just thinking… I did this. I got myself here. No one handed it to me, no one saved me—I made it happen. That night, I felt like I could breathe again… for the first time in years."
The words linger between you, quiet and honest, and Satoru doesn’t speak right away, but you feel the way his fingers continue to trail up in down your back.
He hates it.
Not the part where you made it on your own—no, that part is impressive as hell, that part makes his chest tighten with admiration. He’s always loved your strength, your resilience.
It’s the other part.
The fact that you were alone when it happened. That no one was there to see it, to celebrate it, to tell you that you fucking did it. That he couldn’t be there.
“You… really went through a lot all on your own, huh?”
You nod subtly against his chest. “…yeah.”
There’s something in his throat—something thick, something he doesn’t know what to do with. So he swallows it down, exhales softly—then presses his lips into your hair.
“I’m proud of you,” he murmurs.
He feels it when you still slightly. When the words settle, sinking deep. You don’t say anything at first, but your fingers tighten against his shirt, just for a second, just enough to let him know you heard him.
“…what about you?” your whisper, head still resting against him. “What’s a memory you hold onto?”
Satoru hums, sorting through the years.
“Hmm… there’s one,” he finally says, voice distant, like he’s pulling it from somewhere deep. “It’s nothing big, but… when I was a kid, my dad would always throw these extravagant birthday parties for me. Like, ridiculously over the top—huge cakes, fireworks, even once had a live tiger.”
You lift your head slightly, blinking. “A tiger?”
He grins. “Yeah, it was cool—until it got loose and almost took out half the catering staff.”
“Oh my god.”
“Yeah.” He snickers at the memory, but then, his expression shifts. The amusement is still there, lingering, but something else creeps in at the edges.
“Anyway…” he continues, “the parties were never really for me. They were more for appearances—big shows for the business partners, other rich families. But there was this one year where Suguru—” He pauses for a beat, then continues, voice softer. “He convinced me to skip my own party. We ran off to this little ramen shop instead, just the two of us.”
Your breath stills slightly, sensing the shift in his tone.
“I… remember sitting there in this tiny hole-in-the-wall place, still in my stupid fancy suit, just eating ramen and laughing about dumb shit. No cameras, no expectations, no pressure. It was just… nice.” He exhales, a small smile tugging at his lips. “Sometimes, when things get overwhelming, I think about that night. Just the simplicity of it.”
There’s another lingering quiet, stretching between the steady crackle of the fire. Your fingers twitch slightly against his chest, and as you speak again, your voice is softer, tinged with a sleepiness.
“Suguru… really sounds like a great friend.”
Satoru hums, his fingers trailing lazy circles against your back. “Yeah… he is.”
Tilting his head slightly, Satoru looks down at you. Your eyes are still open, but only just. Heavy-lidded, hazy, like sleep is already tugging at the edges of your consciousness.
“You tired?” he murmurs.
You hum sleepfully. “Mm-mm. Just… comfortable.”
“Mmkay… well it’s your turn.”
As your lips pull into a drowsy smile, you allow your eyes to slip shut as you think. His chest rises and falls beneath your cheek, warmth lulling you further into the haze of slumber.
“What’s… one thing you’d never change about your life?”
Satoru exhales, tilting his head back against the couch, eyes slipping shut. He could say a million things. His freedom, his wealth, his power—things people assume matter most to him. But none of it feels right. None of it feels true.
Instead, his arms tighten slightly around you, his hand pressing a little firmer at your waist, like he’s anchoring himself to this moment.
“This… right here. You, in my arms.”
“Mmm… yeah?” you hum, voice slipping somewhere between wakefulness and sleep. Shifting slightly, you burrow deeper against him before you whisper, “…why’s that?”
His breath hitches.
You say it so simply, so easily, like you don’t know what you’re asking of him. Like you don’t realize you’ve just cracked open something inside him that he’s never let anyone see.
Because the words are there, sitting right at the edge of his tongue, but he’s never said them before. Not like this. Not to anyone.
He swallows.
And then, for once, he doesn’t overthink it.
“Because… I love you.”
The weight of the words settle, heavy, irreversible, and Satoru holds still, waiting for—something. For you to react, for the moment to shift, for the world to feel different now that he’s let those words exist outside of himself.
But there’s nothing. No reaction.
Your breathing has already evened out, slow and soft against his skin.
He looks down—you’re asleep.
A breath of laughter slips past his lips—quiet, a little incredulous. Of course. Of course the first time he ever says it, the first time he ever means it—you don’t even hear him.
His chest tightens, but there’s no frustration there. Just warmth.
Shaking his head slightly, he tugs you closer, pressing one more lingering kiss to your hair before reaching for the throw blanket resting over the back of the couch. He pulls it over both of you, tucking you in against him, letting himself just exist in this moment.
And as his grip settles at your waist, his body melting into the cushions as the fire crackles low in the background, Satoru exhales slowly, eyes slipping shut.
"Yeah," he murmurs, just for himself. "I really do love you."
And this time, he’s okay with you not hearing it. Because he’ll say it again.
And next time, you will.

a/n. awww... i hope ya'll enjoyed this chapter. i know the first half is mostly setting up plot, but we have a lot to come... hehe. writing this chapter was a big change up from my usual, and i definitely had a lot of fun with it. naoya is a creep, and not in a sexy way 😅 and the panties are an actual plot point?! whaaaa, betcha didn't see that coming 😂 excited to bring nanami in this storyyyy. and i'm excited for suguru and satoru's meet up with naoya. oh man, i can't wait for all the pieces to fall into place 💕 satoru finally said those three words 🤧 my heart. as always, would love to hear your thoughts. thanks for reading 🥹🫶🏻 -aly → you are currently all caught upꨄ
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CLASSIFIED ; spencer reid
synopsis ; a sleepy morning turns into spencer falling over himself to get to work on time, forgetting his badge behind him.
includes ; spencer reid x fem!reader, kissing, getting interrupted by the bau, secret relationship
sunlight flittered through your blinds, heat radiated off your boyfriend who laid beside you, his arm draped over you as he slept peacefully. you card your fingers through his hair, unintentionally stirring him from his sleep.
“oh, i’m sorry baby” you apologise, voice soft in an attempt to keep him from waking up any further “go back to sleep.”
it was a rare day off for spencer, by your second date he’d told you he was in the bau, by your fifth you had gotten used to work tearing him away. but despite the annoyance, you had gotten used to it. you understood his job was important, you understood that evil wouldn’t take a break just so you could keep your boyfriend all to yourself.
when you asked him how personal time worked, he admitted to you that his team didn’t know he had a girlfriend. it stung a little, but when he explained that his job would be putting you at risk it softened the blow.
you’d heard the horror stories, how his boss’s wife was killed just so the unsub could get to him, about another girl who had been shot simply for being an agent.
it sucked, but you understood why, at least for now, spencer didn’t want to broadcast you all over the office.
“don’t wanna,” spencer mumbled, pressing a gentle kiss to your shoulder as he blinked his eyes open “don’t wanna waste my one day off.”
you couldn’t help the small smile that appeared when he said that, days off may be hard to come by but spencer made sure you were the sole focus for every second of them.
he propped himself up on his elbow, his other hand tightening its grip on your waist to pull you closer “c’mere, pretty”
his sleepy voice makes the words sound even better as you lazily wrap your arms around his neck, your fingers toying with the hair at the back of his head.
he presses a lazy kiss to your lips, which quickly spirals into something deeper. his hands grip at your waist, desperate, like he was afraid that if he loosened his grip you’d disappear.
trails of nips and kisses are dragged along your neck as he moves to hover over you, your breathing is shallow, fingers tightening in his hair as his hand slides over the surface of your stomach, fingers tracing along the hem of your underwear.
“fuck,” spencer mumbles, long fingers slipping under the fabric agonisingly slowly “you look so pretty, baby, so pretty under me.”
you let your eyes fall closed, his mouth still attached to your neck as his fingers ghosted across your skin.
until his phone rings, eliciting a frustrated groan from you both. you watch as he reluctantly reaches for it to see who’s calling. you don’t need to ask, his irate expression tells you it’s work.
“yeah?” his tone is blunt, uncharacteristically so but you can’t exactly blame him “what? no, i’m not supposed to be — right. fine.”
he doesn’t need to explain what’s going on, you already know by the way he jumps out of bed and hurriedly starts getting ready to head into work.
it’s immature, you know, but you can’t help but cross your arms in annoyance as you watch him bolt back and forth around the room.
“sorry, baby.” spencer sighs, easily reading the mixture of frustration and disappointment in your expression “i’ll make it up to you, promise.”
you hum in agreement as he presses a kiss to your forehead, promising to call you when he could before disappearing out of the room, and in turn, your apartment. you stay in bed a little longer, feeling sorry for yourself and worrying about your boyfriend at the same time.
the floor is a mess, both yours and spencer’s clothes strewn around as well as decorative pillows and comforters. as you begin picking clothes up from the floor, your eyes fall on a small, rectangular piece of leather hidden under a pair of socks.
spencer’s badge.
you gnaw on your bottom lip, conflicted on what to do. by now spencer would already be at the office, calling him to come back would cut important time from his schedule. but without it he’d be in trouble.
you needed to bring it to him without airing his personal business to the entire building, which is how you ended up signing in as a visitor who was here to meet with agent derek morgan.
the only name you heard from spencer that you could remember confidently.
a serious looking woman showed you the way to the bau office, your fingers nervously drumming on the leather cover of the badge as you headed up the elevator.
all hope was lost once you stepped out, two glass doors showcasing the expanse of the office filled with people shoulder deep in whatever they were working on.
you look around the hallway like a deer in headlights, unsure if you could just walk in or if you could just give the badge to someone else to pass on to spencer.
“you okay!?” a cheerful blonde approaches you, seemingly from nowhere. arms stacked with files and carrying a coffee cup at the same time.
“uh,” you’d feel guilty adding to her workload “do you need a hand?”
mentally you face palm, cursing yourself for your lack of social skills in the simplest of situations.
“please!” the woman gasps, the ceramic mug wobbling in her hand “hotch is going to kill me if i spill coffee all over his case. i already told him ‘mister hotch sir, it would be easier to go digital’ but nooo.”
you laugh softly, taking the mug from her unstable hand and tugging open the door for her.
surely you could enter with someone who was actually allowed in the office.
“follow me!”
she’s speeding ahead, a woman on a mission, up the steps and into what seems like a conference room. you trail behind apprehensively, not wanting to get either of you into trouble by just swanning in.
“if there’s any dismembered bodies or general badness on the screen i swear to god!” she warns, rounding a corner and disappearing into the room.
you hang back awkwardly, partly because you have no business in there but mostly just in case there was any dismembered people on display.
“you’re all good!” her head pops around the corner and she motions for you to come in, so you do.
there’s barely time to register your surroundings, a circular table with a group of people sitting around it. you spot spencer instantly, you don’t even attempt to guess who everyone else is.
his head is buried in a case file, so your presence is unknown to him. which isn’t a surprise considering you’re not meant to be in the building let alone the office.
“garcia, we talked about this.”
a stern voice comes from a tall, serious looking man. you didn’t need to be a genius to work out he was most definitely spencers boss.
“right.” the woman, garcia, presses her mouth into a thin line as she gently takes the mug from your hands “do you know where you’re meant to be, lovely?”
“oh, uh, here actually.”
as you retrieve the badge from your back pocket, spencers head snaps up at the sound of your voice. his eyes widen slightly and a small smile makes its way onto his face.
“hey, what are you doing here?”
his question catches you off guard, even more so when he gets to his feet and moves around the table towards you.
wordlessly, you hand over his id, the perfectly rehearsed excuse of finding it at a cafe stuck in your throat now that spencer had made it known you weren’t a stranger.
“how did i — thank you.” his smile widens slightly, his hand resting on your waist briefly as he pressed a thankful kiss to your temple “i’ll call you on the plane, okay?”
you knew he wasn’t trying to brush you off, but he was evidently busy and you had no actual reason to still be here.
you nod, face warming up when he gives you another quick kiss before you go, sending a tiny smile and a brief wave towards the rest of the team.
as you gently shut the door behind you, you aren’t quick enough to miss the questions thrown in spencers direction. even laughing softly at garcias exclamation of “spencer has a girlfriend!”
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