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Pilot To Instructor Pipeline
Look, I’m not ungrateful. I’d be dead by now if I hadn’t enlisted. There’s nowhere else in Sol I’d have been able to take this shape. But the UGS isn’t a fucking charity; we wouldn’t get to exist if we weren’t useful, and only for as long as we’re useful. There’s a reason every single one of us…sorry, every one of them is terrified to ETS out.
What’s waiting out in the world for them? Best case scenario, their Handler takes them - if they want to, if they can, and if they’re actually at the end of their own contract. Otherwise? The Pilot Transition Program has always been a bad fucking joke. You get hacked up even worse to go work, I don’t know, at some hydrotherm farm down at crush depths or some flash-freeze deep space rig. Most are just too fried in the head to keep a "real person job" for more than six months. And that's being charitable.
Then comes the Instructor program. Finally - a path to a normal life for Pilots who qualify. Just agree to another minimum 4 year contract with “voluntary” renewal, then get ready for Reflash. It’ll be like you never let them put holes in your brain! Just sign right here on the dotted line.
Your average Pilot is too desperate and scared to want to look at the fine print. Yeah, I’m…y’know, I’m okay, right? I get by. I pass for something kinda like a normal human person, whatever that means. How many people didn’t make it? They won’t publish the fucking data, it’s all classified to the gills. I’d say maybe two-thirds of my cadre came out the other side, one way or another, to varying levels of functionality. The other third? Basically fucking vegetables, catatonic in some care home.
Even the best adjusted of us are…y’know, kinda buggy? We’re really cooked, neurologically speaking. Higher rates of psych issues, seizure disorders, acute onset dementia. I'm pretty lucky as far as that goes, for now, but sometimes I’ll be doing something and…just lose time. Minutes, sometimes hours. It’s weird.
The hardest thing, I think, is just that it’s…lonely, I guess. We have a lot more freedom, sure, but we don’t belong anywhere. We’re something separate. Apart. I miss belonging sometimes. Clear orders, no ambiguity, our only responsibility is to the mission, our siblings, and our Handlers. Things were simpler back then.
Moreover, like, I’ve never actually met a former Instructor. We’re all lifers. What the hell would I do after this? Go get a normal job? Get knocked up by some baseliner, raise some kids? Whatever. It’s bullshit. At least the Pilots get a chance to be something else, the ones brave enough to try. We’re more scared than any of them.
But hey. Thanks for the taxpayer funded tits and pussy. That’s pretty cool.
Interview with an Instructor, speaking on the condition of anonymity.
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Genuinely can't tell when I'm being flirted with. I've also been told that I flirt accidentally. Please just make it easy for me by taking hold of my wrist and bringing my hand exactly where you want me to touch you. Tell me point blank that you want me and steal a kiss.
#autistic nsft#spicy rambles#subtext is hard just give it to me in the plain text so I know#spicy rambles in tags#trans nsft#t4t nsft#transmasc nsft#enby nsft#nb nsft#queer nsft
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Me, previous to reading Kicho's route: ooo, this guy's got major trans vibes. Kicho: [has that backstory] Kicho: [stands in front of trans flag colors in Dramatic Route] Me: oh, he's TRANS trans
#like I don't even have to squint#it's just there#I love it#ikesen#ikesen kicho#to be clear the word 'trans' doesn't appear#but major trans storytelling going on#could argue it's text#could argue it's subtext#text post
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I don’t have the words to articulate this more fully without getting way too into the contextual plot and subsequently giving away so many spoilers, but I think José Tyler in The Rift by Peter David just saw their future post-transition self as an out and proud trans woman?! good for her honestly ♡
source: this convo José has with Pike on pages 36-37 (in this edition at least) (convo begins w/ “there was a chime at his door..” ends w/ “come on. let’s greet our guests”)
#like even though the words on the page say one thing. the inherent subtext due to what we know of onscreen canon and this convo added 2 that#actually indicates the opposite of the straight text on the page and seems to imply this IS in fact the case!!!#trans josé tyler ily#star trek#book quotes#sorta#the rift#peter david#and this book was published in 1991 btw!! how cool is that#I do have to mention it has had some sexism in the first 40 odd pages already but I get the feeling based on how it’s written that it’s like#actually being written in a self-aware. critiquing the sexism. head-nod about the cage sexism. we are aware this isn’t great kind of way#which is a totally vastly wildly different tone than just actual sexist writing yknow?#again like the words on the page say one thing but HOW it’s written makes me think Peter David is like critiquing it#idk I’m not always great at subtext but to ME this is how it’s reading and doing so very well I might add#so I’m gonna go with that 🥰#enjoying this book a lot so far! for many reasons! but HAD to share about the implied trans character ♡
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Fry and Leela are t4t you cannot change my mind
#theres enough evidence#zoidberg calling Fry young lady in the first episode#i cannot even COUNT how many times different characters through the entire show say that leela has a masculine form#ik thats like. supposed to be a joke and all but it just MAKES SENSE it FITS her being an orphan cyclops is trans subtext#whens fry gonna get pregnant like kif#text
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sometimes i remember murderbot names its humansonas after sanctuary moon characters. naming-yourself-dave-in-2010 mothefucker.
#the murderbot diaries#this is a joke#i have nothing but affection for names taken from fiction#im just saying its the True trans experience and it amuses me#how can an explicitly genderfucky character ALSO have trans subtext#like youd think itd just be text but no we get both
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Imai kinda horrible at the start of the fic fr. Bitter, vindictive, selfish, abrasive, insensitive, obnoxious know-it-all that can't take a hint to save her life. She gets better after befriending Daisy and learning how to care for others without being suspicious of their motives. But damn, it's a rough start.
#Bleach oc#Rereading fics I wrote in middle school#The trans subtext is just going to be text this time
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why is bokuseki so good, send help.
#a shadow's rambles#i'm holding myself from incoherently rambling because it's so hard to explain what makes it such a good story#beyond saying that it never takes the easy way out#the characters all have noticeable (and variable in intensity and manifestation) identity crisis#they struggle with conflicting moral codes#they feel surprisingly real#and this is a 20+ people cast with few characters that are 100% minor and truly remain unexplored#and a lot of the originally minor characters will sneak on you and turn out critical#the quieter they are the most likely they Know Shit#Information is the one true resource in this story and those who hold the most valuable bits want to keep a low profile#bonus canonical trans MC#still shook they just went and made the subtext text in the last few volumes#i'm getting over it
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I'm rewatching psych for the first time in ten years or so and trans!Shawn is my new little conspiracy theory
im sorry but you're saying this guy? he is cis? what?
#also he's bi#that's not a conspiracy but just my headcanon#like it's subtext so up high that it's basically text#the bi stuff I mean#shawn spencer#trans shawn spencer#fandom conspiracy#I'm obsessed with this character#psych
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Big bold letters in my WIP that just says
MORE TRANS SUBTEXT
#it’s text I just like using metaphors to convey that lol#there’s something so sexy about themes that resonate with the trans experience#even if they aren’t explicitly about that I just have to stop and nod along#I will never feel as seen as I do with like. nonhuman characters who are weird and off putting and above gender#they’re nonspecific enough that you can get a lot of mileage#but like. actually explicitly writing a trans character is too raw for me I think. a sore spot.#tldr MORE TRANS SUBTEXT
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after my final art project has been graded I’m probably gonna compile all of (or at least some of) my batshit writing on obsession and shit into one singular page or post or whatever and I’ll post it to the tumblr masses because tbh I think a lot of you would have a higher likelihood of Getting It in the intended way and if someone doesn’t eventually Get It i’m gonna start biting.
#cant post it until after grading obviously but it wont be too much longer now#i’d say i’d do the same thing for my last project on haunted houses but like#half of that ended up being repurposed into a fic already lmao. i may be cringe but i am free /hj#ghost chatter#i think one of the parts of this project which is gonna go a bit over the markers heads is the transness#cause i do bring it up in-text but if i don’t reference something with absolutely directness. well. i wont name names but there are some who#will suddenly forget how to extrapolate from context which was dropped a paragraph ago? i guess? and if i spent the whole project linking#back to the trans and queer subtext i would run out of time SO fast and i literally just cannot afford to do that. which is a shame because#it would have been sooo cool and sexy of me i think to have some of the project dedicated to my feelings of being trans/queer in relation to#the grotesque and obsessional abstract art in general#it IS THERE in subtext it is. i just can’t afford the time to focus on it directly. sadge
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Vivian finally being out as trans in the new Paper Mario remake hit me like a truck and it took me a while to fully understand why (light spoilers for chapter 2)
it's like.. I don't know how to describe it. I play a lot of indie games and I've gotten used to many of them having the full array of LGBTQ+ representation, and at this point I look at it and smile and then move on
with a huge corporation who has everything to lose like Nintendo, it feels like an entirely different world. here, I step back into this game I've owned on disc since I was a kid, and everything's the same if not slightly better... and then I start noticing the changes, one by one. picking up all the little clues, when suddenly I get to this line
I had already been spoiled on her full confession by Twitter, but... when I saw even this much with my own two eyes, it felt like something that had been hiding in my mind for 12 years just leapt out. the subtext is now text. the characters of this world that I've thought about all this time, that I would doodle in my notebooks, that I used to read so much fanfiction about... are canonically going through the same real struggles as me and so many others I know
and I just felt... seen. like, as if I'm finally allowed to be a real person, like I'm not crazy for telling people to use gender neutral terms around me, like I'm truly nonbinary and not just in writing
I never really talk about my gender identity in public because I've never had that validation telling me that it's not just in my head. my friends will reassure me, my mom won't hate me for it... but at the end of it all, Nintendo raised me since I was three years old, and that was a pillar of my life whose approval I never expected to have
so when I saw this, I just... sat there, staring, for a full minute. processing these emotions I never even realized I had. it's just one little sentence in a 30 hour long video game, it shouldn't mean that much, but... it did to me. the writers actually cared. they stuck their faces out the window that is the trans experience and they came back and rewrote the script to match. they left the Fire Emblem toad the same, not even changing "GBA" to "Switch" or "3DS", but they knew to change this
thank you, Vivian. I understand how you feel now
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Ok for those of you voting pick up the vn and read, do ya mean from the beginning or is there a specific way to start at EP 6 since I've been watching the streams? Also i am doing another watch through from the beginning with my dad, so if I were to start a full read-through from the beginning it'll be like the 3rd one I've experienced it, and I don't think I want to do that until I've seen everything at least once.
Any ideas or suggestion? Please do reply, dm me, send asks, etc. (also I could use info about using Umineko Project since id like to read using it but I don't have the money to get the PS3 version)
Hlep, been watching NezumiVA's Umineko read-through and then when looking for Beato fanart I believe I saw spoilers. Saw a specific name so I filtered it, but now that means I just see it every time I go to look for fanart still bkdbkd. I need help figuring out what I should do now, since my brain is just like craving to fully open the box, but also wanting to keep following along for my first watch/read through without killing the mystery.
Currently up to date (ep5 finished) and I'm itching to get more but also not sure if it's even possible to start on a later episode if I want to start the vn myself or something else or more aaaaaaaa.
Advice?
#umineko#NezumiVA#umineko spoilers#beatrice umineko#beatrice the golden witch#beato#beato umineko#episode 6 is continuing to further my hatred for the rat while also really piling on the trans coding for Beato#like gurl this aint subtext anymore. it kinda just reads like text bkfbkfkb#i fuckin love the beato fragments/sisters so far
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Just stating for the record that there's a lot of confusion about what asexuality is and isn't, and whether ace people can participate in sex, and if sex has to be penetrative.
Like not that it's my job to be your sex educator lmao but
Yes asexual people can have sex; this is about a lack of attraction, not a lack of libido or sexual dysfunction.
Of course sex does not have to be penetrative.
Being celibate is not the same as being asexual.
Asexuals can be attracted to people without wanting to fuck them, they can still experience romantic attraction or desire intimacy that is not sex.
If you want to dismantle ace themes/reads in your fandom of choice, please use textual points that are, in fact, truthful about what asexuality is and isn't. A book isn't less queer if the characters don't fuck. Queer people can still experience love and romance without sex. This need to insist that a piece of media isn't ace because it's queer is saying that asexuals aren't queer, and we're not here for exclusionary radfem bullshit okay?
If we're going to preach this in the larger conversation of queer politics when it comes to, for example: trans rights, queer content in children's' libraries, existing in public--we have to be consistent. Don't tell the larger world that every facet of a queer person's life isn't about SEX but then tell ace people that they're not queer because they don't want sex, or dismiss a queer piece of media because the characters didn't fuck. Asexuality is not queer subtext, it is queer text. It is already queer.
If you're thinking about dunking on ace people in your fandom, like, listen! We know that tumblr has a radfem & conservative problem lol so like if you're just a radfem/terf/conservative/whatever I can't stop you, but if you don't associate with those folks and still want to be exlusionary, please check some resources to see if your understanding of asexuality is up to date before you make a bunch of points that don't matter. I really recommend AVEN - The Asexuality Visibility & Education Network and The Trevor Project's page about Asexuality as a starting point!
Just ask, before you post:
Does the asexual read hurt anybody?
Am I invalidating someone's experience by telling them that they're wrong?
Does my point balance strictly on concepts of sex, and not concepts of attraction?
Am I sure I understand what asexuality is before I start dunking on it and being exclusionary to the ace people in my fandom?
Am I regurgitating points about what sex is and isn't without remembering that asexuality is about sexual attraction, and not about whether or not someone participates in sex acts? (ie: "They do have sex, someone got a handjob" isn't really building your case the way you think it is.)
What exactly is the purpose of my post if it's not to be exclusionary and fucking rude? Do I need to examine my own biases towards ace people?
#asexuality#asexual vc#behave lol#we need a side essay about what is a headcanon and what is canon#and what are reads that are supported by text vs what are silly ideas i made up for myself about the blorbo#bc i feel this is getting lost in the conversation maybe#PLEASE BEHAVE
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having feelings about trans Gwen,,, like there's the 'superhero leading a double life' allegory for being closeted, which ppl have noted, but there's plenty I haven't seen anyone mention yet! like, the fact her dad has a trans patch in support of her means she's out.
She's a young trans *girl* (as opposed to a trans woman) living as her authentic gender in a loving home. she went to her school dance in a dress. she did ballet! which of course boys can do too, but often times when people are assigned male they don't get the chance to explore feminine hobbies. It's really lovely that someone, likely Gwen's dad, supported her enough to let her have those girly experiences and memories, whether she was living as a girl when she took dance up or as a gnc boy.
While it's subtle rep, I still think it's awesome to imply a character like Gwen is trans. Trans girls don't always get to have a childhood. Transmisogyny fetishizes transfems and presents them as always victimisers, never victims. They're barred from girlhood and it's connotations of innocence, vulnerability, lovableness.
Not that Gwen isn't a hashtag strong female character! And not that she hasn't had to grow up fast in other ways. She Is Literally Spiderwoman and she plays the drums and has agency and expresses negative emotions. But she's also a teenager, and she gets to be hugged and comforted, and to be set up for a soft friends to lovers relationship with another teenager, a cis boy who respects her and only knows her as a girl and thinks she's amazing and draws her in his sketchbook. That is not a role the media often lets trans girls have!!! It's lovely to think young transfems might be able to see themselves in a character consistently shown as worthy of affection.
Of course, the fact that Gwen is in the closet about being spider-woman is even sadder knowing this is her second rodeo. Lots of us have hesitated to come out a second time because our parents were supportive about the first thing and well, putting something else on them feels like taking the piss or hoping for too much.
Something else I wanted to talk about is how Gwen being trans effects a reading of her Peter's death, especially taking into account the new information this film gave us about this. There's this gendered switch happening, where Peter passes on his usual role to a woman. What's more, he has to die for her story to happen. She loves him, and never wanted him to die, but she's blamed for it anyway. Her father talks affectionately about the dead Peter, calling him his daughter's best friend. He talks about him like a son. He vows revenge on Gwen for killing him. It's a fantastic allegory for how some transphobic parents hate their out trans children for 'killing' the kid they had before.
I think with the above in mind, maybe we can see the subtext of Gwen's arc with her dad in this film as that of a supportive parent who's nevertheless got some biases left that hurt his trans daughter, who doesn't speak up for fear his acceptance is conditional.
I don't think it's a stretch to suggest that protecting a trans daughter is this Captain Stacy's motivation while he's working as a cop. Obviously there's the text that he wants to be a 'good cop' to work against the institution's bigotry, and he displays the trans flag on his work jacket. His quitting the police is a fantastic story beat because it makes a point about the real world while also serving a lot of the analogies going on.
Good cops quit. They realise you can't be a well intentioned cog in a bigoted machine. It doesn't matter if you're a bigot or just taking actions a bigot might because you're working within parameters set by bigots. It's an important message. Within a trans reading of the film, I'd also see this plot moment as Stacy realising he can't protect his trans daughter if he's still playing by the rules of a society that see her as threatening and duplicitous. He's then able to stop seeing her on some level as having killed his son.
They're able to be close again because he has completely rejected the cis culture he was a part of, rather than just decrying the worst parts and slotting Gwen in. She no longer has to worry that he'll rescind his acceptance if she's too trans, and so he gets to know all of her because she can let him into her world without self-editing.
Anyway, those are my thoughts on Gwen after watching Across The Spiderverse two hours ago lmao.
#atsv#atsv spoilers#across the spiderverse spoilers#spiderverse spoilers#spiderverse#spiderverse gwen
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Nimona is Queer
“Queer Coded”
“Trans Coded”
My friend...
WHAT
is “coded”
about THIS?????
Do they need to make the character get their identity tattooed on their forehead?? We are so far out of the realm of “subtext” and into the TEXT it may as well be a neon sign Nimona has around their neck!!!
Literally just a queer character, like not implied, just openly and clearly queer
It’s beautiful, and I get that it’s hard to believe you silly goose <3
#nimona#nimona movie#i can hardly believe it either but goddamn is it not coding lol#lgbtq#non binary#transgender#trans
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