#the title is Your Heart Is a Muscle the Size of Your Fist by Ramshackle Glory

[hoicacti]

YOUR HEART IS A MUSCLE THE SIZE OF YOUR FIST

KEEP ON LOVING, KEEP ON FIGHTING

AND HOLD ON, AND HOLD ON

HOLD ON FOR YOUR LIFE

[another-punk-trans-woman]

Is your blog title from the song "Your Heart is a Muscle the Size of Your Fist" by Ramshackle Glory?

And follow up question: what are your favorite bands?

It is!! One of my favorite lyrics of all time, but notably it was a quote from a wood carving by Dalia Sapon

My fav bands are constantly in Flux but in no particular order

Against Me!

RENT STRIKE

Sister Wife Sex Strike

Left at London

The Pretty Reckless

Pidgeon Pit

The Crane Wives

[there-must-be-a-lock]

did a lil tag thingy yesterday: tag a writer if you’d like them to share a never-before-seen playlist/moodboard/bit of background lore from one of their fics

and @drgrlfriend requested some background on A Muscle The Size Of Your Fist! I am very very happy to oblige, I could talk about that fic for days. 

the songs I had on repeat while writing this (but didn’t include in the in-story playlists because they were anachronistic) were “Your Heart Is A Muscle The Size Of Your Fist” aka the title track, by Ramshackle Glory; “I Was A Teenage Anarchist” by Against Me!; and “Normal” by the Homeless Gospel Choir. 

Bucky eventually gets a biomech-style partial sleeve tattoo of the Winter Soldier arm, which Steve designs to incorporate his scars. (for anybody who hasn’t read the fic: in it, Captain America & the Winter Soldier is a comic book that Steve and Bucky have been writing/drawing together since they were kids. Cap’s story is an allegory for Steve’s coming out as transgender, and the fall/brainwashing/metal arm is Bucky’s way of writing about his depression/suicide attempt.) 

Frank’s story is that he was the original singer of a legendary punk band - think Henry Rollins/Black Flag - until Russo screwed him over and kicked him out. he is in fact dating both Matt and Karen. 

the first time I talked about this fic “out loud” was with @noxnthea in November 2021, a full year before I posted it, but before that, I was fiddling with the basic idea of “new kid in town processes anger issues through punk” as a Sam Winchester gen ficlet; it didn’t really work in that form, so I shelved it. then I went through like three different overall setups, starting with everybody being in high school, before it took its final shape.

the relationship between Clint and Steve was by far the hardest part of the fic for me to write. 

there is the start of a deleted scene somewhere in which Steve makes Clint his very own battle vest as a belated birthday present. it’s purple. I should go find that scene and finish it. 

thanks for playing along! 

[if anybody else is curious: I am always open to questions, headcanon requests, etc about any of my fics. ask away.]

[riotofmyownpod]

Third episode of A RIOT OF MY OWN, A free monthly podcast where Garret Schuelke showcases some of his favorite Folk Punk tunes, along with Anti-Folk, Indie Folk, and related genres (along with some surprises). Episodes available for free streaming and download from Archive.org. Uploaded December 29th, 2023.

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Featured Tracks:

Block 1

1) “NYC Like A Graveyard” – The Moldy Peaches (self-titled album) 2) “Fuck Scabs” – Neobeatglory (I Hate Living in the Future) 3) “The Whiskey Shakes” – Native American Walker and the Dutches (Bandcamp single) 4) “Song II” – JOE (Pass With Care) 5) “A Casual Communist Christmas” – Nascar Noir (Bandcamp single)

Block 2

6) “In The Woods” – Jeremy Ruggles (A Hole is to Dig) 7) “When the Frayed Wind Blows” – Matt Pless (Catch Me If You Can) 8) “NOT ASHAMED” – Homeless Gospel Choir (You Work So Hard Just To Be Like Everyone Else) 9) “Eat Shit and Die” – Harley Poe (Have A Great Life) 10) “Slippin' on the Ice” – Sam Kenny (See The Storm Through)

Block 3

11) “Sinker” – Almanac Shouters (A Long Road Home) 12) “Your Heart is a Muscle the Size of Your Fist” – Ramshackle Glory (Live The Dream) 13) “Grandma's Song” – Defiance, Ohio (The Great Depression) 14) “I Don't Want to be Sad” – Human Kitten (self-titled album) 15) “No Home for Christmas” – Jonas Selander (Songs that never made it)

Block 4

16) “Fuck You, it's Christmas” – Tedd Hazard (Epilogue) 17) “A Late Christmas Card” – Jonas Selander (Songs that never made it) 18) “Winter's Tale” – Louis Rive (Bandcamp single) 19) “Merry Christmas?” – Phil Awful and the Experiments (Christmas is Awful) 20) “Communist Christmas” – Rathergood (Spongs in the Key of Life)

[aztralsea]

Thanks for the tag! I have a lot of favourite songs so these are just a random selection

- Your Heart is a Muscle the Size of Your Fist - Ramshackle Glory

- Girls and Boys - underscores (that’s where my blog title comes from :3)

- well, better than the alternative… - Will Wood

- Famous Last Words - My Chemical Romance

- Paralytic States - Against Me!

I invite everyone to join in but I’ll tag some

@dysphoria-things @pikertwoelectricboogaloo @elize-is-fucking-terrible @noreatriplea @toppo-da-foxxo @a-nywherebut-here

Chain Ask! Share 5 of your favorite songs, publish this ask, then share it with 10 of your favorite followers.

thank u for the ask <3 uhm. songs making me crazy right now:

i. it's only heaven // hurricane

ii. people // freak of nature

iii. lithium // nirvana

iv. good mourning/black friday // megadeth

v. tied to the bells // tuff

uhm. people i see in my activity a lot/blogs that i adore: @videomessiah @nenynra @awesomerockwarrior @road-2nowhere @born-to-lose @loadedmutha @ride-the-hammett @anaalnathrakhs + err my mind's blanking rn i can't think of more but obvs anybody who wants to, consider urself tagged :)

[not-that-debonair]

@pendragyn tagged me for this neat game. Spell out your url in song titles, and then tag as many people as there are letters in your url.

Now how much of my music taste am I gonna have to expose for this one…

Y - Your Heart is a Muscle the Size of Your Fist by Ramshackle Glory

E - Everything I Own by The Front Bottoms

A - A Complete List of Fears Ages 5-28 (approx) by The Yellow Dress

H- Hex by Corporate Hearts

W - …well, better than the alternative by Will Wood

E - !Edd buys Houses! by Sidney Gish

L- Little Talks by Of Monsters and Men

L - Lost by Amanda Palmer

I - I Thought You Liked to Rock by Corporate Hearts

M - Means Nothing by Henry The Archer

T - The Soccer Journals by Everybody’s Worried About Owen

H - Holland, 1945 by Neutral Milk Hotel

E - I can’t think of another E song so I’m calling it a freebie and saying Spaceship by Art Sorority cause it’s my current favourite.

L - Lonely Eyes by The Front Bottoms

O - Once A Loser, Always A Loser by HappyHappy

R - Runs in the Family by Amanda Palmer

D - Deathwishers by Corporate Hearts

O - Oh No! by Marina

F - Father by The Front Bottoms (or Father by HappyHappy, they’re both good songs)

T - Take Out by Pigeon Pit

I - I’ll die anyway. by Girl in Red

M - Monet Issues by Chase Petra

E - I really need to listen to more songs beginning with E but anyway freebie number two with First and Second Law by Flanders and Swann, because Flanders and Swann

Why is my url so long…

Okay so tagging: @lemonlimeimprobabilitydrive @v0gons @an-actual-fan @honeycoatedsunshine @rabid-catboy @z0nie @nureyev-steel-institute @wheelybard @shiggyhands777 @9lightbulbs @momo-blade @st6nbones @space--ace @eli-371 @orc-hestral @join-me-in-the-bog @kindlingofsorts @king-minyard @chaoskiro @niamhous @xx-grumpy-gummie-bare-xx @bluer-than-the-tardis @wild-flower-0101

Woo that’s a lot of people hehe

Thank you so much for the tag!

[radiatedsavant]

fine how about ugly ass y (i KNOW one of the songs youre gonna put on here)

DUDE THATS A LYRIC NOT THE TITLE.

1. Yellow Hearts - Ant Saunders

2. Your New Boyfriend - Wilbur Soot

3. Your Heart is A Muscle the Size of Your Fist - Ramshackle Glory

4. You're Gonna Be Okay - iwamizu

5.

[wordofrecall]

character playlists: ori

so. let’s do this. my playlists are long and scattered, but they make me happy, so i might as well share them and the thoughts behind song choices. so. here’s some songs for runaway knights & wannabe witches, and what have you.

something holy - childhood & riches & wonders

pearl diver - mitski - oh hunter, if you didn’t want the beautiful so badly, perhaps you would’ve found it in your spirit singing softly - look. it's on the nose, considering that her title is "the pearl hunter," but also, like, that rules. this is a song for wren, i think; ori in the present reflecting on her mother and the similarities between them.

icicles - the scary jokes - i can only be forgiven if i’m giving myself up to you on a silver serving tray / must i bare myself to the stabbing of your knife & gnashing teeth while our lovely company appears so entertained? - aaand a song for childhood. 99% of ori's socialization came from her parents having important guests over, so. uh. yeah. show off your reclusive child prodigy like a pageant whenever you have the opportunity. she probably won't grow to loathe you.

life: the cruel interlude (on god) - kilo kish - why do i dare believe in me when i bleed? - questioning was. always a big thing for ori. i don't think she ever believed that the mirzha was god, and i known that she never truster her father's patron, but. in her studies, in her passions, there's always this tiny sense of desperation for something to have faith in something. not herself.

bluejays & cardinals - the mountain goats - the stars come out of hiding for you, & i would too - there is. a lot, in ori's relationship with her brother. she was the favorite child, yeah, the one destined for great things in spite of her... troubles. but he never had those troubles! she didn't, doesn't understand how he went through life so unafraid. there's envy there. i also think that the line i quoted is terribly true, like, canonically. because. she sure did do that stupid shit.

be calm - fun. - take it from me, i’ve been there a thousand times--you hate your pulse because it thinks you’re still alive! - sometimes you have intense social phobia. and that's okay!

country death song - violent femmes - kiss your mother goodnight & remember that God saves, kiss your mother goodnight & remember that God saves - i think andrei is a much less pitiable or even sympathetic man than the narrator of this song, but. like. it's a country song about a father killing his daughter while preaching godliness. i had to.

i’m all bloody inside - liam lynch - inside me, well, it’s dark & gross as hell, i’m not a pretty sight - the family business!

the hazards of love 3 (revenge!) - the decemberists - but father, don’t you fear, your children are all here - fantasies. part of the fantasy is imagining a world where she doesn't feel terrible about the thought.

shankill butchers - sarah jarosz - they used to be just like me & you, they used to be sweet little boys - "blood hunters are ghost stories." "and also, they're fucking terrible. violent, cruel, zealous. the worst."

sparrow - st. vincent - & no eyes are on the sparrow, eyes are on the sparrow, how could that be the case? the lark keeps whistling his number, silly little number, as if he isn't prey - pity for the boy. sort of retrospective, but it's a thought that's been there since she was a child.

something burning - rituals & fire & running

starchild - ghost quartet - but i will transcend & vomit this loser out of me; i will become the next big thing, i will light myself on fire - maybe she is some kind of angel? bursting with radiance and terrifying to look upon.

arsonist’s lullabye - hozier - don’t you ever tame your demons, always keep them on a leash / when i was sixteen, my senses fooled me - oooor maybe she is a sixteen year-old who is having a panic attack and setting everything in sight on fire by accident.

blood - my chemical romance - i’m the kind of human wreckage that you love! - so she's broken.

girl anachronism - the dresden dolls - it’s not the way i’m meant to be, it’s just the way the operation made me - so she's failed and she's broken and she's sick, and there's no time to fucking think.

when the chips are down - anais mitchell - cast your eyes to heaven, you’ll get a knife in the back. - so she does what her mother did before her, and she runs from that which she has always known.

body terror song - ajj - i’m so sorry that you have to have a body / one that will hurt you, & be the subject of so much of your fear - feelings on being built Wrong; feelings on your mind's undue control upon your body.

in corolla - the mountain goats - & no one was gonna come & get me, there wasn't anybody gonna know, even though i leave a trail of burnt things in my wake every single place i go - very good as an ori song in general but this is her justification to herself in the water. under the docks, she says this to herself.

the harrowed & the haunted - the decemberists - will i be so brave? - just to get that oceanic vibe up.

luna - the mountain goats - rise through the flames & end again in flames at last - an inexplicable feeling.

unwhere - reeder - a song for leaving what you've always known.

something lonely - years & woods & dreaming

runs in the family - amanda palmer - run from their pity, from responsibility, run from the country & run from the city, i can run from the law, i can run from myself, i can run for my life, i can run into debt, i can run from it all, i can run 'till I'm gone - she is broken and all she can think to do is get as far away as possible

panic attack - liza anne - i hate that i can be seen like this

black eyes - david wirsig - my hammering heart hears the voices of spirits that tempt us, the scorn that they’ve spoken

for the departed - shayfer james - they will bury me alive, but i’m not inclined to care; i am too far gone now

hurt - johnny cash - everyone i know goes away in the end; you can have it all, my empire of dirt

my body’s made of crushed little stars - mitski - i work better under a deadline! i work better under a deadline!

blood in the cut - k. flay - guess i’m contagious; it’d be safest if you ran--fuck, that’s what they all just end up doing in the end

little pistol - mother mother - i think i might be scared of the world & the way it makes you feel afraid & how it gets in the way

villains pt. 1 - emma blackery - built to create, designed to destroy

the beer - kimya dawson - & the christians gave me comic books as if i would be scared of burning in hell while i was already there [...] i tried to scream fuck you but blood was pouring out my mouth

something safe - family & finding it & fighting together

haunted house - sir babygirl - i’m running just to hide & i’m hiding just to breathe & around every corner is the same night on repeat

your heart is a muscle the size of your fist - ramshackle glory - i love you & you make me glad to be alive; i promise that i’m gonna pay you back / you always know how funny everything is, even when i’m so serious that it’s gonna be the death of me

medicines - the taxpayers - o, but our rotting corpses lying there soon began to leak & grow these lesions that all smelled just like a rose / & all the blood & guts inside us germinated into timeless pages stained with lines of lovely prose

autoclave - the mountain goats - i am this great unstable mass of blood & foam

alligator skin boots - mccafferty - i’m cool to the touch, leap to my death, i’ll die for you all, i’ll die for my friends, it goes like this

100 years - florence + the machine - lord, don’t let me break this, let me hold it lightly, give me arms to pray with instead of ones that hold too tightly

tomorrow will be kinder - the secret sisters - but i feel warmth on my skin, the stars have all aligned

armour - rae spoon - you know i placed was to build a life for you

amy aka spent gladiator 1 - the mountain goats - play with matches if you think you need to play with matches; seek out the hidden places where the fire burns hot & bright / find where the heat’s unbearable & stay there if you have to--don’t hurt anybody on your way up to the light, and stay alive

curses - the crane wives - won’t you stay with me, my darling, when my walls start burning down?

something daring - islands & visions & loss

jane’s dream - janelle monáe

beekeeper - keaton henson - hear me, o woman that has gone astray, gone astray

fire - kimya dawson - i’m reading books about how they’re corrupt [...] as long as i’m burning, i’ll keep on yearning to save the world, not sure how, but i’m learning

cosmic hero - car seat headrest - i love you, but i can’t stand the touch, & of course i’m alright with death

turn the lights off - tally hall - everbody likes to get taken for turns to see how bright the fire inside of us burns [...] should be stronger, books abandoned

eat you alive - the oh hellos - child, i’m afraid for your soul; these things that you’re after, they can’t be controlled

cry for judas - the mountain goats - hallucinate a shady grove where judas went to die

o death - monica martin - no wealth, no land, no silver, no gold, nothing satisfies me but your soul

blood of angels - brown bird - and i would wage my soul to bet that there ain’t no one throwing lightning anyhow

the universe is going to catch you - the antlers - the arms of the universe kept you from falling [...] those arms did not come back

a burning hill - mitski - i am the fire & i am the forest & i am the witness watching it / i stand in the valley watching it

something terrifying - conversations & selfhood & divination

the lamb - dessa - but blood is blood, & what’s done is done; blood is blood, & its burden is a beast

going invisible 2 - the mountain goats - i’m gonna burn it all down today & sweep all the ashes away

the lion’s roar - first aid kit - she plays a tune for those who wish to overlook the fact that they’ve been blindly deceived by those who preach & pray & teach, but she falls short & the night explodes in laughter

the villain i appear to be - connor spiotto - even if you can’t see the good inside me, i don’t have the time to tell you why i do the things that i do, just please hold on & soon you’ll seem

up the wolves - the mountain goats - there’s bound to be a ghost at the back of closet, no matter where you live; there’ll be a few things, maybe several things that you’re gonna find really difficult to forgive

thursday girl - mitski - glory, glory, glory to the night that shows me what i am

at the bottom of everything - bright eyes - we must take all of the medicines to expensive now to sel; set fire to the preacher who is promising us hell

everybody does - julien baker - i know i’m a pile of filthy wreckage you will wish you’d never touched, but you’re gonna run when you find out who i am

tongues & teeth - the crane wives - i know that you mean so well, but i am not a vessel for your good intent 

a pearl - mitski - you’re growing tired of me and all the things i don’t talk about / sorry, i don’t want your touch--it’s not that i don’t want you

[thecorvidrotation]

I present to you my art for the @ravencyclebigbang – a playlist! 🎶

I teamed up with @blueseyforthesoul to make a playlist to go with their fic "We seek someone to sew sutures in the places where we're torn," a bluesey soulmates AU where Gansey and Blue meet because she’s the bassist in his friends’ punk band. This playlist was a journey – I pulled the initial songs together way back in March, and I ended up romping through a range of artists/genres to find what I wanted – but the result is a queer, punk, folk-leaning soundtrack that weaves between band vibes, friendship shenanigans, and bluesey feelings. I hope you enjoy it!

Thank you to kirani and @sheillagh-tries-life for being awesome to work with, and to the mods for putting the big bang together! I had a lot of fun. :D

Listen on: Spotify • YouTube

(i’ll add a version on my 8tracks as well when they sort out the licensing issues.)

tracklist, notes, and warnings below:

I wanna be the one you love

Raise the Youth – The Orphans

The Tide – RVIVR

Lord, Beer Me Strength – ONSIND

Calling Old Friends – Defiance, Ohio (this is the song that inspired the fic title btw!)

Lookin’ for a Love – AJJ

Ten Things – Paul Baribeau

308 – Signals Midwest

True Trans Soul Rebel – Against Me!

My Heart Aches for You – Pansy Division

The One You Love – Porch Cat (title track! on Spotify but not YT, click the link to listen on Bandcamp)

They / Them / Theirs – Worriers

Rotten Apple – Screaming Females

Test on My Patience – Dead Sara

Vampires Are Poseurs – Pat The Bunny

Party Queen – RVIVR

Big Feelings – Worriers

We Never Tell – Garbage

Your Heart Is a Muscle the Size of Your Fist – Ramshackle Glory*

Everyone’s A Little Bit Weird – Great Cynics

The Sound – RVIVR

It’s Love – The Softies

Heavy Cross – Gossip

Garden – Meet Me @ The Altar

Jenny – The Mountain Goats

You Are Loved – Defiance, Ohio

*Warning for reference to a friend’s suicide in the final verse (song overall is about relying on community in difficult times instead of struggling alone)

Let me know if I missed any warnings. Happy listening! c:

[creepyjirachi]

spell out your url using song titles

tagged by @pleaseburger !!

C: cabinet man- lemon demon

R: rain is falling- elo

E: every planet we reach is dead- gorillaz

E: ed is a portal- akron/family

P: pick & choose- stepdad

Y: your heart is a muscle the size of your fist- ramshackle glory

J: jeannie... you’re a tragedy- the scary jokes

I: imitosis- andrew bird

R: reflections- misterwives

A: all that- carly rae jepsen

C: concerning the ufo sighting near highland illinois- sufjan stevens

H: hungry ghost- strfkr

I: in the room where you sleep- dead man’s bones

[altarboysalteredboys]

@lotshusband said "mutuals do this <3" on a tag game so here goes! my url in song titles

G - going to georgia, the mountain goats

E - everything has changed, taylor swift

N - nuburbatize!, a verbal equinox

D - dead!, my chemical romance

E - everybody wants somebody, patrick stump

R - raise no fool, set it off

E - everything stays, adventure time

N - nelson's blood, traditional sea shanty

V - (vampire) culture, will wood and the tapeworms

Y - your heart is a muscle the size of your fist, ramshackle glory

C - candescent, beverage

A - allies or enemies, the crane wives

S - sedated, hozier

[pyloncats]

Content warning for implications of suicide, death, and self harm

From the first comic: 

Adina and Evan are two transgender teenagers that meet each other in their church’s youth group. From that point on they’re never alone in their struggles with transition, family, mental illness, and spirituality, as long as they have each other. 

Here, they discuss liminal spaces. 

Part 1

Part 3

[impcleda]

PLAYLIST META.

i’m cumming out of the closet with a drop of a jasper playlist that gets me going moodwise.    less of a playless and just a whole cd but i’m going to highlight some songs in this meta because i’m STONED.     youtube link here

ramshackle glory’s die the nightmare.   it’s really less ramshackle and just pat the bunny doing an acoustic cd of his own band ramshackle glory.  the full cd live the dream ( get it live the dream/die the nightmare is good too but the acoustic sound is just jasper on the ground to me fam.      yelling in the woods.)

track listing

First Song

More About Alcoholism

We Are All Compost In Training

From Here 'Til Utopia (Song For The Desperate)

Never Coming Home (Song For The Guilty)

Vampires Are Poseurs (Song For The Living)

On Ballots And Barricades

Bitter Old Man

Your Heart Is A Muscle The Size Of Your Fist

First Song, Part 2

the first song is literally called first song and all i can think is jasper u limey bitch. and we hit the first line.  (  No one needs to tell me how to get get get down, But won’t somebody show me how to get back up? )  tell me that shouldn’t be a tag on my fucking blog i don’t even have to continue next song

more about alcoholism?? more about jasper jordan. IF YOU IGNORE THE REST OF MY POST CLICK THE LINK TO THIS ONE THEY ARE LYRIC LINKS JUST READ THEM FAM GOD BLESS.

we are all compost in training??? i almost changed the lyrics on my blog to just this title. important lyrics  besides THE WHOLE SONG (  And if freedom is doing what I want, well that means I gotta know what that is, not just what it isn’t. )

the fourth song? too damn long of a title BUT READ IT.    READ THE LYRICS PLEASE I JUST CAN’T. it’s so jasper. i’ll post a whole verse i don’t give  afuck. i’m losing my buzz already i’m smoking again. 

Because I’m afraid to look the world in the eye. If nothing’s gonna change, well, then I’d rather die. And I’m too unemployed to organize a union. I’m too intoxicated to tear down a building. I’m too hopeless to look for a solution, I’m afraid that if I found one, I’d be out of excuses for the way I waste away in the gutters that I chose, Like fashion accessories to go with my dirty clothes. I haven’t bathed in months, but you know it’s not because I’ve been fighting bourgeois morals, I’m just lazy and I’m young.

the NEXT SONG FUCK this is my modern jasper aus where he loves someone but has to leave for a bit to get himself together and get clean. 

VAMPIRISM IS FOR POSERS IN JR HIGH IS THE ENTIRE REASON I WROTE THIS META I LISTEND TO IT TEN TIMES (  I don’t know how to live, but I’m sick of learning how to die.) fucking came righ thtne

this next game is more modern but still has a verse that’s lit ( And since there have been laws, there have been criminals. There have been thieves since there’s been property. And the day will come again when none of those things are around, I just hope it’s before people go extinct.) <--- season 4

bitter old man is jasper af. he was born a bitter old man.     and he always wanted to die young.    and he just hopes he dies younger than HE IS. like maybe when the fucking spear HIT HIS CHEST. and then the break down to the rap verse.   THIS WHOLE SONG IS JASPER. 

But now living’s a struggle, Except when it isn’t, yeah. I woke up this morning and I wasn’t in prison. But I can’t promise that I’m far from it. I’d still kill a man for cigarette, But with friends like you, who needs homicide? So this song goes out to all our homies locked down. Come on back now, we need you around. That judge, he doesn’t know what he’s done. No, judges never know the things they do. How could they?

your hear is a muscle is jasper’s songs for his friends.    but the break down on bitter old man is playing rn and i’m distractedly lit. if kai is reading this its the rafa/theo/graham brotp jam too bitter old man the previous song i’m distraced. that judge doesn’t know what he’s done BECAUSE WE WILL MURDER HIM AND ANYONE HE EVER LOVED. your heart is a muscle started playing so we’re back on board.   this song gets to me because it has my name it in bless. 

the last song is called first song part 2 because it’s jasper’s cd alright thank you pat the bunny for giving me and my son music to relate to.   chuck’s song is from here ‘til utopia and first song part 2.     i’m cleanish now so that’s good.    jasper will be okay someday and so will we all fam.    that’s what my momma always says that even know sometimes things aren’t okay someday they will be and even if it’s for second that’s what makes life worth living.   that moment when things are okay.    bless fam.

[soft--and--sweet]

1,6,18,19,25,32,37,39,54?

1. A Song you’re ashamed of liking: Probably Are You Serious by Pink Guy, haha!6. An overrated band: I can think of several, but I know I can’t go ANYWHERE without seeing either Korn, or The 1975.18. You’re forced to listen to only one album for the rest of your life, what album is it?: That’s really tough! I’d probably have to say All Eternals Deck by The Mountain Goats. 19. A song that gets you through shit: Lately, it’s been I Don’t Want To Be An Asshole Anymore, by The Menzingers.25. A song that makes you feel alive: Punk Rock Girl by Dead Milkmen, Estate Sale Sign by The Mountain Goats, and Reservoir by PUP.32. What are some song titles that you love: I really love anything snarky as a song title, so The Michael Jordan of Drunk Driving by AJJ, We’re All Compost In Training by Ramshackle Glory, and Misanthropic Drunken Loner by Days N’ Daze! (just noticed these are all folk punk bands, haha!37. A song that has a lot of meaning to you: Your Heart Is A Muscle The Size of Your Fist by Ramshackle Glory, Renee by Laura Stevenson, and This Party Sucks by The Wonder Years.39. A song not sung in your native language: Somos lo Que Fue by Jesse y Joy!54. Favourite Disney song: The Nightmare Before Christmas theme song is technically Disney? Haha!!Thanks for asking!!! ^^

[suck-my-vibes]

tag meme #832098295

(Am I supposed to keep the same title??)

I was tagged by @thepianodoesntknowshit 

Rules: Answer the questions and tag 9 people you want to get to know better. (i’m probs gonna tag like 3 tbh)

How old are you? 19 

Current Job? the family disappointment 

What are you talented at? i can make weird art 

What is a big goal you are working towards (or have already achieved)? to be a good artist tbh

What’s your aesthetic? dark, gritty, blood and glitter 

Do you collect anything? weird shit (like skulls, rocks, trinkets) and cds

A topic you always talk about irl?

literally all i talk about is art 

Pet peeve?

idk really i guess it’s when plans get made and cancelled last minute  

Good advice? fuck what anyone else thinks of you, don’t think about tomorrow and it’s all about you

Recommend 3 songs: - misery - green day 

- Blame it on the bible - pansy division

- your heart is a muscle the size of your fist - Ramshackle Glory

I tag @bloodsweatandfears @thehoodratprince @bonemaw (don’t have to do it if you don’t want to)

[youngninelifer]

"kill my boyfriend" by natalia kills, "songs against sex" by neutral milk hotel, "your heart is a muscle the size of your fist" by ramshackle glory

Hmm nothing really stuck out lyric wise in the first one, I guess I like the titular phrase hehe!The second one had some cool lines!! I really like "I took out my tongue twice removed from my face" mmMm for the last one I think I'll have to go w the title again!! Thanks!!!!!!