#the strugge is real

[cucarachaisgay07]

Another school scibble

More Saiki!

Cuz I'm addicted to drawing him (mainly because he's really easy to draw and doesn't have a very complicated character design)

I'm not sure if I like this Saiki drawing much though, I prefer the other one because of its vibrant colors! So I thought if I made this drawing more vibrant I'd like it more... But idk y'all tell me if it looks better or worse

Oh god.. I'm addicted to trying to make it look better oh Lord have mercy I've made so many different variations of this one drawing 😨

SEND HELP I CAN'T STOP 😨

ALRIGHT ESTEBAN STOP IT. THAT'S ENOUGH. THE DRAWING IS FINE. JUST LET YOUR LOVELY FOLLOWERS DECIDE IF IT'S GUD OR NOT! GODDDDAAAMMNN. 😨😨⁉️

[jzanaae]

As a black woman,

I’m tired of having to explain or express my trauma to people just for them to say i’m lying about it or to make me feel like it’s my fault that it happened.

I’m tired of having to make my personality smaller or water myself down outta fear of being labeled as ghetto, loud, extra, etc.

I’m tired of having to be the bigger person even when people disrespect me or treat me in a way that I feel is unfair because then if I express anger or disdain with someone/something, then I immediately become a stereotype.

I’m tired of being abused or assaulted mentally, verbally, sexually, financially and spiritually by men, especially black men.

I’m tired of being thrown aside as a last choice but then being expected to step to the front lines and fight for everyone else when they don’t give a damn about me.

I’m tired of having to work 10x harder than my non black counterparts just to get less than half of the same benefits/pay.

I’m tired of always having to be strong and have my guard up when I just want to be able to relax, be stress free and be taken care of for a change.

honestly, i could go on and on but I’d be here for days.

[aroaceqoutes]

At some point the amatonormativity just gets to you yk

[spectre-rumi]

This is unfinished but whatever im tired

I really like the designs of @marsipain and their Ninjago cyberpunk au/Ninjaglow au and decided to draw Lloyd in it. it may look a bit wonky but i did this like last year summer and has been sitting in my gallery for almost a year so why not post it unfinished lol

[cinnamondoebambi]

[tsuru-yasunaga]

Loveplague platonic bridal carrying✨

Nara kept getting called a porcelain doll guess I’m going for that vibe now. Here comes the bride

LB!Black @blackkatdraws hehe thank you for the gorgeous design:3 He’s so slayful

[deesi-academia]

struggling and suffering when I asked for snuggling and sleeping

[twd28sblog]

My memes are iconic, but my depression is chronic.

[mcroutfits]

not finding many ugly mcr outfits anymore what should i do how im gonna eat now

[attiliosadamantos]

Alright I got an update on pirate Jiaoqiu, I do not think this is going well TvT

[margaret-the-duck]

writing is 80% doubting your vocabulary and looking up every second word

[drachenengel]

[thereadmind]

Your gonna be ok soon ❤️

[just-a-girl-whos-a-nerd]

when the rarepair is so rare you have resort to watching shitty edits/amv from 4+ years ago with a ugly tint and unwatchable video quality 😣

[taylormarieee]

hey guys, i uhm may take a break for a little while. I will still completely interact with whoever I can but i need a break.

I've gone 3 years without self harming, i've gone to therapy every. single. day! just to stop myself from doing it again but sometimes I get these episodes and I just feel the need to revert back to my old ways.

revert back to the fact that I need to feel pain. I don't like feeling like this. I did it again. I cut myself again. no i'm not doing this for attention, I genuinely have a problem. I don't know what's wrong with me and I hate myself.

anyone who knows how it feels to overthink everything you've done. everybit of progress you've made to fuck it all up and revert back knows how I feel.

I am suffering inside with my own thoughts. I feel like i'm fucking going crazy. I feel the need to k!ll myself everyday. it's not a good feeling. I hate my life, I hate myself and I hate how I feel.

I hate not being able to express myself properly. I hate having to document every time I revert back to this. I hate looking at my scars but I just can't help but want to feel pain. to make myself feel pain because I feel like I deserve it.

I love each and every one of you but I feel like I can't do it anymore at times.

This isn't goodbye forever. Just a farewell for now...

@r3starttt @bambiwrites @ribbonprincess @liliesdiary @versatilehater @raynesbandaids @watchoutforthefanfics @willyoubemycherryy @writella @xowritella @catt-leya @carlsdarling @rafescokewhore @cherryredstars @cherryredstarsreblogs @chaotic-iguana @dustbunniess @justjasminne @sinsandsweetness @angelicdanvers @nuemanfilms @b1mb0slvt @quiet-villian @lazyjellyfish300

I love you all my lovely moots and my lovely wives, the special ones in my heart...

[cysticnotes]

My revenge bedtime procrastination was ruining it for me . Staying up till 4 satisfying my maladaptive daydreamer self and then telling myself I will wake up in 1.5 hours and study was getting too repetitive to be true . I tried finding purpose, they said it would be easier that way , that it wouldn't feel like a battle but rotten sides of mine speak louder . However now I have purpose , I remind myself of my mom's tears and friend's seemingly successful lives to stop myself momentarily from slipping away off my grip . I asked myself the other day -" why am I a typical maladaptive daydreamer ?" The answer was right in front of me - because I am terribly unhappy and dissatisfied with my present so I must live life in my head . And then I came across another thing on pinterest which told me my reality is literally in my hands which I realise to be true but I am ashamed as if I am given too much power and liberty, too much left upon me to decide and I wonder if I would have not been crying if someone else was there to take half of the decisions while my destination will lie in between us and my mate will run half the mile for me . I am oddly sure that she wouldn't be happy there too which again proves happiness is within yourself, find it inside of you , you are the source of everything u need .

And it takes around five minutes to go on a vent rampage out here and it feels worth it .