#the sillies get tramatized :))))

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Inside Out 2:Happyshift Au -Fear!

This one is for @scn-thedog who commented all the way back on June 12 (like dawg i am so sorry )

I'd imagine they'd be like trauma buddies

Fear takes the general place of Envy’s role in the movie witch was basically anxiety’s right hand man egging her on and stuff. Joy appreciates fear for doing the things that she can’t, giving riley that extra push. Like, their combination created a dangerous habit making Riley's symptoms worse overtime.

The Disorder isn't just mania, at least that’s what Riley needs to learn to coexist with., it's this entire situationship with the other emotions in headquarters.

Think of when Joy and saddness were stranded outside of headquarters and the Jar incident from inside out 2. The general mistreatment of saddness in the first movie. That stuff build up. Workplace “Incedents” Like these or in geral trashy treatment leads to the distress of the human and other unwanted symtoms. Like Repression of feelings.

I’d say the key to good health in the inside out universe includes a couple of theses things

Healthy Workplace Environment Without the Mistreatment of fellow employee or bad working conditions. 

( Riley manages allows release of her emotions and feelings in a healthy way, such as going to therapy, journaling, In general the self-awareness for it all. and other healthy, emotional Outlets :)

External stressors are dealt with appropriately 

Among the emotions teamwork is key!

Coping with trauma and other mental health conditions adequately. 

We’re not going to delve into how trauma functions in headquarters and in Inside Out in general but if you are wondering all my head canons come from the work Wounds Beneath the Surface by CrazySnakeLover on Ao3 It gave me a good idea of how i should design that kind of stuff

Tw- read the warning that the creator listed of course ;) It is about trauma after all.

. Sure, joy Will always be in her monstrous form against her will but what adds too it is decreasing mental health. Witch I would like to depict as an unhealthy relationship and dynamics between the emotions, this is the basis for gained conditions such as temporary depression and other things that may be affected by internal and external factors. An Inspo for my au is Inside Out Neurodiversity a fic made by Transformersfan123 on ao3. its a series consisting of one shots exploring these kinds of ideas.

Back to Fear!

Fear would help the other emotions get riley on her feet and moving, although Riley's main motivators in this are joy and sadness. fear would probably catch on the the questionability of joy's plan, but he's gonna try to go along with it anyway.

 

And as always never hesitate to correct me or inquire about anything, it's all apart of the fun of au building.

[stickynotelovers-art]

Rottmnt Masterpost

Here's a list of all my different things. I've realized I have a lot of stuff that kind of gets lost in the shuffle of everything.

#non turtle art and #reblogging myself are where you can find my other art.

Also, I do have a RedBubble shop in case you're interested!

Family Connection AU

This my own au of what happens after the events of the movie. It's only been a few days following the invasion and everyone still has a ways to go to recovery. During this time Mikey starts being able to see and communicate with the Hamato ghosts of Casey Jr's future timeline versions of themselves.

Flares

Flares Bonus

Eventually

Chapter 1

Chapter 2: Part 1

Chapter 2: Part 2

Chapter 2: Part 3

Extra

Future Leo and other sillies

Future Donnie Design

Future Donnie Updated Design (2024)

Mikey's initial response to the ghosts

Future Donnie finds out about the Present Donnie becoming a spaceship

Baby Casey Jr Things

(I feel all my bad future stuff belongs with my au)

Get Dadded Leo

Get Dadded Leo Bonus

Baby and Uncles 1, 2, 3

Redraw of Baby and Uncles

He Tiny

Death of Cassandra Jones

Mama Casey

Future Donnie (Uncle Tello) doodles 1, 2

Squish the (face) Baby Cheeks

April Fool's Day

Chaotic Uncle Donnie

The future kiddies

Asks involving future versions

Donnie has been given Uranium

Donnie was given Uranium: The Sequel

Donnie being bribed for a hug

Donnie possibly stealing nuclear launch codes

Meow meow meow

Other People's AU

Cass' Apocalyptic Series

Baby Mutant Casey

Between the Raindrops Animatic

Emotional Damage Crit Shot

Peepaw Multiverse

Freshly Tramatized

Peepaws Get Wrecked

Other

thegunnsara's future Mikey design

burgersaucee's adventuring in babysitting, but it's the apocalypse

Mutant Mayhem x Rise

Donnie

Leo

Mikey

Raph

The whole fam meeting their Rise counterparts

One Shot Comics

Who's Older (Disaster Twins)

Watch Your Language (Brains and Brawn Duo)

Donnie's Social Tolerance (Brains and Brawn Duo)

What If Mikey Just Picked Raph Up? (Sunset Duo)

Raise Your Standards, Leo! (Baja Blast Duo)

Don't Mess With Mikey(Smarts and Crafts Duo)

Raph Knows (Raph Centric featuring Draxum)

Raph Meets Princess Peach

That's Not How Food Allergies Work (Raph Leo Duo)

Everything Else (I think)

#color palette challenge

Baby Raph AU

Local turtle Dad and his teenage self

Memes

In your fit art challenge

First sketchbook doodles

They share a voice actor

Find the Keyblade

Shadows tutorial

Yoshi/Lou/Splinter "I was today years old when I became a father" Jitsu/Hamato: 1, 2

Volatile Raph

[quitealotofsodapop]

Monkey King: Hero is Back Au/Sequel details:

Old post of ideas and theories - made before I experienced the game.

May name the au and/or fic "Hero Rebound" as a ref to the ship nam eof Dasheng and his LEM.

Mixing some elements found in the video game as the added lore is cool af but a bit messy. Also the old man that raised Liuer deserves recognition.

Putting characters under Read More:

Major Characters:

Dasheng/Sun Wukong/"The Great Sage Equal to Heaven":

Going by the prequel concept poster; Was born/hatched looking like a coconut macaroon.

Secretly a herbalism/medical nerd. In the games he keeps a little guide of the medicinal plants and materials he finds.

Babysat a lot on Huaguo. In the english dub he even seems to default to asking if Liuer needs a babysitter.

Instincts take over a lot. Will pull the kids towards him and groom fur thats not even there.

Is tramatized by his experience in the Trigram Furnace.

Desperately wishes to find Erlang Shen so he can kick his ass.

Tries to play it cool; but Liuer's death actually tramatized him. He fears losing him again.

Don't touch Liuer or Silly Girl. Those are his babies now. He will kill you.

Zhanshi/Six Earred Macaque/Liu er Mihou/"Great Sage Informing Wind":

An oc/JTTW character variation; Was a member of the Brotherhood of Sages during her and Dasheng's youth. The LMK OC Picrew was used to create a rough image of her.

Sweetest ray of bustling sunshine compared to her gloomier mate. Will still kill any being that dares touch one of her subjects.

Severely injured during the Burning on Mount Huaguo - permanetly damaging her right eye and ears. Dasheng had assumed she'd died during the battle after he was tossed into the Furnace.

Honorary grandma to the little monkeys of Mount Huaguo. Helped raise many of them after the Burning while their parents foraged and worked the land.

Finds a weird Stone Egg that crashed down after the solar eclipse. Now everyone seems to want the dang thing. Realised what the egg truly was when she heard the flutters of a heartbeat from within.

First time Liuer accidentally called her "Mama", Zhanshi cried for two hours.

Pls do not touch the baby monkeys. She will bite. And crush.

Jiang Liuer/"Tripitaka"/Current Incarnation of Golden Cicada:

Died during the battle with Hundun - but Dasheng basically smashed down the doors of the Celestial Realm and begged the gods/bodhisattvas to bring his biy back.

Is bedbound and near comatose for 49 days as his body and soul heals.

Dasheng sacrificed his powers, freedom, and some of his dao/life energy for Liuer's revival. Liuer may or may not be part-stone monkey now.

Liuer doesn't know what happened to his parents. He assumed he was abandoned. His time in Diyu-Limbo clears this assumption up - learning that his parents died protecting him from mountain trolls/yao that wanted him for his delicious holy soul.

Can be a feral little guy at times. He was raised by a hermit after all.

Calls Fa Ming "granddad" in the english dub, so it's possible he just assumes Fa Ming is his granddad.

Is desperate for a mother figure.

Sha Ya Tou/"Silly Girl"/"A-nan":

A very cheerful baby despite her situation.

Is not 100% human.

Hundun specifically needed her for the ritual.

First word ends up being "Bima!" (horse) after someone mentioned "Bimawen".

Zhu Bajie/"Uncle Pigsy"/Marshal Canopy:

Lies that he's the reincarnated Pagoda King to scare demons. And because nobody outside of Heaven knows who Marshal Canopy is.

Gets real quiet when people bring up the story of Chang'e for some reason...

Amazing uncle figure. Notices that Liuer is sad during the movie's song sequence and uses his transformation ability to let the little guy experience flying.

Most of the time on the road he lets the kids use his stomach as a pillow.

Sha Wujing/"Sandy":

Another oc/JTTW character variation since no Sandy-equivalent appears in Hero is Back. Also made in the LMK OC Picrew.

She/they

Dresses very masculine but loves accessorising with flowers, shells, bones, pretty rock etcs.

Zhu Bajie shot her a wink and Sha Wujing had to politely explain that she wasn't interested in men in general. The two then bonded over their shared love for women.

Encounters the Seven Spider Sisters and... ohhh mama.

Sifu Fa Ming/"Grandpa":

Just some really cool old human dude.

Has a Diogenes-esque view of life, and does not care for monks and religious officials living in luxury. Self-exiled himself from his Vihara so that he could persue a simpler life.

Raised the baby he found (named "Little River Float/Jiang Liuer" cus thats what the baby was) with whatever he could find. Pretty much all alms he gained were used for food and clothes for his adopted grandchild. And from what the opening credits show, Fa Ming travelled with Liuer on his back through rain, snow, and shine.

Considers finding Liuer a blessing from the Buddha. Something he's somewhat correct on.

Was the first one to introduce Liuer to the legend of the Monkey King - as a cautionary tale to not be covetous. He did not anticipate Liuer thinking the monkey demon was the coolest person in all of Buddhist mythos. Fa Ming sighs, maybe that doll of his influenced that too.

His english va is James Hong, aka Mr Ping from Kung Fu Panda and he gives the best english performance imo. James Hong just be playing ancient chinese men who find and adopt a random baby they find.

Canglong/"The Dragon":

Isn't Ao Lie/Bai Longma... but is one of his dads. Canglong and Ao Run are a thing. Ganglong was once a regular rain dragon who saw that the newly-appointed King Ao Run of the "Western Sea" (in the mythos the older three called dibs on the actual seas around China) trying to build a canal from the Yellow River. Canglong called down a great rain to help make the in-land sea/lake that would become Qinghai Lake. The two dragon bonded over their effort and well... dragon pups occured.

I hc that the Western Sea kingdom is a lot more chill than it's empire-like brothers, so these guys are flying and swimming freely all around the place.

In the film the dragon and Dasheng just sorta team-up off screen. In the game they have Guanyin bring the boys straight to the Western Sea Palace (in the sky) to ask for a dragon assist. Canglong fought Hundun and the other three Perils before alongside "Shunwang" - a human with a sword. "Shunwang" is likely a reference to Emperor Shun of the "Three Soverigns and Five Emperors"-era of Chinese mythos (same era as Nuwa, Fuxi, and Shennong) and predecesor of Yu the Great; who ultimately tamed the waters with Ruyi Jingu Bang (Sun Wukong's future staff). Emperor Shun in mythos beat the stuffing out of the Four Perils - though not the same ones that include Hundun - rather Gonggong who broke the Heavenly Pillar.

Adding on to the lore from the HiB game: Canglong teamed up with humanity during the Great Flood to help curb the flood waters. Here he met Shunwang, who's goal was to kill the Four Perils and God that helped cause the Flood. Canglong thought that was cool af and got all the dragons involved to help. The Four Perils are sadly all concepts and you really can't 100% kill them, so they all ended up sealed away instead. By the time of Dasheng's release; Hundun (blind chaos) got out. Canglong was in the same area as the gang looking for Hundun to apprehend him - when Sun Wukong ran up to him with info on what Hundun had planned, Canglong agreed to help no questions asked.

As in game canon: Helps the gang return the stolen children. I hc through amazing sense of smell. Canglong doesn't hang around for long though, as Ao Run immediately flies over, worried out of his mind for his injured mate, and brings him home. Canglong and Ao Run do however have a cheeky white-scaled dragon pup that likes to pretend to be horse and is obsessed with the legendary Bimawen...

Hundun and the Great Perils:

A squad of four primordial concepts set loose when the destructive water god Gonggong destroyed the Heavenly Pillar. Their goal? Take out the newly-formed humanity.

Among them was (as taken from Chinese mythos):

‣Qiongqi/窮奇/"poor and strange": Deviousness. Said to devour the innocent/noble people, and serve evil ones. Said to either possess the body of a flying tiger or a carnivorous ox. Killed at the hands of Emperor Shun.

‣Taotie/餮/"greedy glutton": Gluttony. Said to have the head of a ding/bronze vessel that consumes all. Has the body of an ungulate, and the voice of a baby. Some believe it to be the reincarnated form of Chi You - the decapitated enemy of the Yellow Emperor.

‣ Taowu/檮杌/"stupid stump": Ignorance. Personifies the stubborness of man, and the refusal to learn. Resembles a sabre-toothed tiger.

‣ Hundun/混沌/"chaotic torrent: Chaos. Like chaos it's true form is blind and directionless. Mythology says that attempts were made to give it holes in which to see, breath, and eat, but it immediately died and reincarnated into "an evil creature".

Nuwa, alongside Shunwang and the dragons, and a bunch of other allies, kicked the Perils butts but couldn't 100% kill them. The compromise was exile/sealing them away indefinitely. Hundun in his original form was attemtped to be rehabitilated, but upon gaining sight and the ability to breathe - died and reincarnated into the human-reptilian avatar we see in the film.

"Hundun" is an extenstion of primordial chaos itself - a thing that isn't inherently evil and was born alongside Pangu when the World Egg hatched. The demon king however, has merely a chunk of the power held by his original life.

Hundun in his current form may have died... but the soul within has move on into something else. Child-like chaos cannot be contained.

[dross-the-fish]

OH TO BE IN A DROSS ROLEPLAY AND SEE SILLY GANG SHENANIGANS AND TO GET TRAMATIZED…

it's been fun, I am taking the new players different places I didn't get to explore last time, they've been to Avalon and Oz and Alice and Dorothy also feature more heavily. I didn't realize how much I missed it until I was doing it again. I may take on more players in the future or run other campaigns if I feel up to it.

[crownedcrowrow]

Some sketches and mild description of the turtle tots for my Overload ua.

Mieky: Very playful and silly little fella. Endless amounts of energy in this little guy. He likes to run around with whatever long cloth he can find to pretend he is flying like a superhero. You ever seen those videos of turtles on a little skate board while their ownes clean their tank? Thats how Mikey started to learn how to use is board. He eats like the little menace he is.

Donnie: He is a dino child, he really likes talking about them, for hours. Donnie would be satisfied with a good educational book and some quiet. He "accidentally" takes older Donnies coffee, usually regrets it later. If he wants a toy, hes just going to make it, he has to ask for help with the tools though. If he finds something in a book he thinks you'll like, hes going to run up and tell you all about it. He ask a lot of queations, as a learning child does, but tends to ask some unhinged questions with a straigh face.

Raph: He really likes motorcycles. He has tried to take older Raphs bike for joy rides, he has failed every attempt. He is a very stuborn. A bit of a pyromaniac. Little Raph has has good intentions for most of his actions, he just doesnt know the right way to carry them out, hes working on it. He strives to do his beast and looks up to his older bros.

Leo: He keeps to himself most of the time. The older Leo wants his little self to enjoy being a kid so their trying to find new hobbies aside from training. Little Leo ( at the time the portal opened) hasent gotten over his fear of heights, its being worked on in a healthy, non tramatizing way. A pretty easy kid to took after, most of the time. He gets pulled into his siblings shenanigans. On rare occasians leads the silly little adventures.

[daydark4k]

Going on a bit of a rant here about some problems ive noticed about bootwt.

I feel like it's become increasingly exhausting to be in this community, and ill explain why because i have left it behind.

A lot amazing work has been done by the community to make it a safer space for minorities, but in a way this has put the community on a pedestal. It feel like everyone is expected to be an activist or they are a bad person nobody wants around. 

There's a huge difference in being an ally, and an activist. An ally is someone that will speak against shit when they come across it, do their best to educate themself, stand behind people in every way they can.

An activist goes a step further and seeks out ways to make change. Organizing charity events, going out of their way to educate others, uplift voices and being constantly posting about issues as they come out. Taking on the problems of others is not an easy thing mentally especially if you have your own issues.

Are you a bad person for not making a twitter post when some shitty cc says a stupid thing again? Bigotry is constantly happening and will continue, no matter what the community is like. But, if you were to watch the news, get overwhelmed and have to turn it off instead of tweeting about it, you wouldnt be a bad person right? The victim on the news could have their entire life changed by a tramatic event and you cant even have the decency to watch and give your empathy?

There's this overwhelming crushing expectation in this community of being an activist or else you dont belong. If you dont post wishing a happy holiday, happy heritage month, your deep supportfor the people that were discriminated against, then you dont care. People do it like its a checklist. it's not enough to simply care silently. It feels very performative as an outsider. It's always makes me feel so awful for watching ranboo and wanting to be a part of the community. The guilt is horrible. But if im not kept up with all the bad parts of it, im not doing it right.

There is also ableism. If you are uneducated or make a mistake speaking over minorities because of social issues you might experience, even if you try to be better it's held against you forever. These mistakes are valid and wrong. It's very important to have the attitude to improve yourself and see your mistake. As long as you are trying, why do people feel the need to kick you out of your safe space? I am not active on social media but i have seen this happen to many in the community.

I just hope for a space away from the hell i deal with. I just want to see and share silly art.

It's absolutely amazing the efforts of bootwt to make a good place for everyone. People work so hard and im grateful and amazed at what they have done. Racists should be bullied away. Ignorant people who do microaggressions but are willing to be educated and be better should be educated. Jumping people does not help anyone, help people realize their mistakes.

I hope the community continues the amazing work they have been doing. But lessen up on the expectations of others to also be activists like them. Communities are made up of all kinds of people. Everyone wants different things, some people need an escape from constant negativity. We should try to get along, point out each others mistakes and become better. Not put the community on the highest pedestal expecting everyone to be the same.

I hope this doesn’t come across like im a bigot trying to justify myself. I was really scared to post this but if I’m the only one who feels this is a problem just ignore me

i originally wasn't going to respond to this, but i want to break down some of this and explain it because i feel like i know what you're trying to say, but there's a lot of stuff in here that is misconstrued.

"It feel like everyone is expected to be an activist or they are a bad person nobody wants around"

you are not a bad person if you aren't an activist! i hope no one feels obligated to always be on the front lines fighting with people to make change. ranboo's community in the recent months has been one of the most active communities i've been in when it comes to rooting out bad people and making sure they know they're not welcome. if you feel unwelcome, why? you say it's because you don't want to be an activist. you don't have to be! but sending support and love to people who need it isn't activism. being educated and constantly evaluating yourself and your biases isn't activism. that's a part of living in the world we were born into that's entrenched in horrible bigotry that's been taught and ingrained since birth. ignoring these things doesn't make them go away, and the least you can do is acknowledge it and work to not continue the cycle of pain that so many minorities are subjected to. You say the community is supposed to be a safe place. how is it supposed to be safe if there are people who get away with saying and doing horrible things? its not enough to not be racist, ableist, antisemitic, sexist, homo/transphobic etc. you have to be anti- all of these things, and have a genuine love for the people who are affected.

if you feel like these things are too much emotionally for you, you are more than welcome to step away. no one expects anyone to be on the internet 24/7 or to always engage in the negative topics. hell, i've stopped talking about certain ccs and stopped constantly criticizing their actions because i know they wont change. i recognized it isn't healthy for me and there's no point to it. but when it comes to support, to making sure that everyone knows that bigotry isn't welcome, that is a very important aspect of a community. that's the DEFINITION of what a community is! and, if those of us who have followings and have thousands of people who look to us as a reflection of ranboo, don't do these things? how does that look from the outside? at this point it doesn't even correlate to ranboo anymore. me wanting people in bootwt to be educated and respectful people doesn't exist only in the online community, it exists in real life too. i want others to be aware of the impact they have on others. I would think that any fan of ranboo's would want that too, considering its one of the biggest things ranboo advocates for his fans. to be good people.

you correlated being an ally and being an activist, and you said that "An ally is someone that will speak against shit when they come across it, do their best to educate themself, stand behind people in every way they can." is that not what the community has constantly asked for? that's all minorities are asking for. you just described the community! then you say "There's this overwhelming crushing expectation in this community of being an activist or else you dont belong. If you dont post wishing a happy holiday, happy heritage month, your deep support for the people that were discriminated against, then you dont care." isnt that just being an ally, by your definition???? wishing people happy holidays to respect their culture and important days, and standing behind people who have experienced discrimination so they know they are loved and those hurtful things aren't welcome here? if you miss something or are late, that's normal! even if you after the fact say "hey, sorry i missed it but happy x hope your day was well" maybe one person will see it and will feel seen.

"it's not enough to simply care silently." im going to be completely honest. no. no its not. its not enough because being silent ALLOWS bigotry to exist. im going to link this article i researched specifically for this post, because it explains how silent racism works and is ingrained in our society

"It feels very performative as an outsider. It's always makes me feel so awful for watching ranboo and wanting to be a part of the community. The guilt is horrible. But if im not kept up with all the bad parts of it, im not doing it right."

no one expects anyone to always be caught up on which new cc was racist. we want people to be able to recognize bigotry and uplift the people who are hurt. to say, both online and in real life, when its safe: "hey, that wasnt cool, that hurts people." you shouldnt feel bad for wanting to be apart of the community. people are allowed to want to be apart of it. its a fun place to be sometimes! but also, people are allowed to distance themselves and not forgive some of the bad things they experienced.

"There is also ableism. If you are uneducated or make a mistake speaking over minorities because of social issues you might experience, even if you try to be better it's held against you forever. These mistakes are valid and wrong. It's very important to have the attitude to improve yourself and see your mistake. As long as you are trying, why do people feel the need to kick you out of your safe space? I am not active on social media but i have seen this happen to many in the community."

i do agree with you on this one. I don't like how the internet holds grudges. people aren't allowed to change and things they did are always held against them. BUT. on the other hand, if you have hurt people, those victims are not obligated to forgive you. this is a balance that isn't easily achieved in a large community, much less so on the internet. these are things that happen in all communities and its not fair sometimes.

at the end of the day. if you don't want to be an activist, then don't be. if you only want to see art and funny bits, mute terms. the more that these things are discussed and called out however, the easier its going to make it for the future. i don't think its fair to blame hurt people for making you feel bad about yourself. that's something you need to reflect on yourself and recognize why you feel that way, whether it be guilt or ignorance.

im not gonna be responding on this any further, go ham in the comments with thoughts if you want

have a nice day!

[twst-drabbles]

Imagine Lilia getting ahold of that info it would be a grandpa fight. He would never shut up

Like, ope its 4 pm, time to tramatized Sebek and Baul

General Lilia holds himself up to a specific standard and that really shows when he's around humans, so it'll take a while for him to be this mischievous around the Janitor openly. That being said, after Baul making a show of trying to undermine the Janitor, when there's even a hint of Baul showing softness, he'd poke fun at it when they're alone.

And then he would turn off the silliness and remind Baul with no soft words that he shouldn't get attached. The Janitor has made it clear time and again that they're not staying here permanently, so it's best to put those feelings to rest lest you risk your heart breaking.

And then Baul would remark on the hypocrisy of that statement as Lilia allowed himself to grow attached to the Janitor.

[strebcr]

wait, now i'm curious as to what these two 'fanon' interpretations are. i know one of them has to be the 'soft uwu boy, done nothing wrong' type of thing 😂

You're right on the first one, but it's much worse then you think. 😔 it's sad uwu soft boy who can't do anything beacuse of a missing arm, and constantly needs someone to hold his hand! Fuck that he canonly has engineering degree and he's smart enough to invent things, and has a clear passion for acting and horror, nope! He's just a sad soft boy with no emotions outside of sad and horny.

The second however pisses me off a tad bit more then the first one :^). Streber is just a silly goofy guy with no other emotions outside of that, and his arm getting yeeted and eated didn't effect him at all!!

MY BROTHER IN CHRIST STREBER GOT THIS ARM RIPPED CLEAN OFF AND EATEN! ONE OF THE THINGS HE SAW THAT NIGHT WAS HIS OWN FUCKING FEMER BONE GETTING THROWN TO THE GROUND, OF COURSE THAT’S GONNA BE TRAMATIC FOR ANYONE! AT LEAST THE UWU SOFT BOY PEOPLE ACKNOWLEDGE THERE'S A PROBLEM!!! 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

Both takes are shitty and ableist in my opinion, just in two different ways. You can have Streber still be a funny little guy while going through the steps of dealing and coping with trauma! It's important to show the struggles and the process of working with a sudden disability. It's also important to show the steps of dealing with PTSD both the good and the bad! Streber's story can still be hopeful. The process of working through trauma/and a disability realistically and respectfully is very important to show!

[maiuoart]

I’m getting a lot of positivity on Nutty, my intepertation on Swapfell Purple(KH), in FF! (Fuzzy Feelings) Excuse me while I gush~ ♥

I just wanna say; I’m so glad people have been loving him!! I’ve seen so many different personalities, but from the original creator and the way they drew him, it felt like they were aiming for a far crazier personality that’s so much hyper, perhaps boarderlined insane with touch of friendliness? Brain went wild and ham though, since it’s apparently and sad they won’t be coming back ;; 

He’s suppose to be odd, goofy, silly, and though he himself suffers from a lot of tramatic experiences like the rest of the skeletons; He ironically deals with it all much better... Perhaps it helps his skull can either skip situations, block/forget things, or the likes due to how eccentric he is! (Maybe due to his past?? Who knows! He’s such a mystery!)

Either way; I have come to absolutely ADORE this skeleton to the point of my own insanity, despite always drawing/writing about Swapfell Red(Mutt&Black).

Will I ever make a story of just Nutty by himself and his brother, Slick? I’ll sure try to, but it’s not a promise! 

[predoom]

ohoneohone

Thursday, February 2nd, 2006 1:16 pm this city helps me forget love doesn't bore me. it disappoints me.

there is a pile of lamps and clocks stuck on 11:11. cause i wish i could fucking believe you. Saturday, January 21st, 2006 12:17 pm i hate you and i hope you die. yes. i realize that you will make fun of me/take stabs at me/post ridiculous pictures of me. i realize that because of this band i have given up some of my privacy and personal life. i accept that. i can laugh at myself. i realize i will get called a douchbag. i get what i get.

i have begun reading things about my friends and family.

that i will not accept.

i read things written by people who kiss my ass to my face. i remember who you are.

fuck you.

bring it on me. please leave my friends and family alone. it is extremely hurtful to me.

if anyone is a friend of mine out there please tell your friends.

i on the otherhand am open game. i have a good laugh at all of the stuff written about me. i am silly, i realize that.

thank you.

peter Thursday, January 19th, 2006 1:55 am wahahahahaha. i laughed for like a million hours at the shittalking over at: www.friendsorenemies.com

its way fun to see your friends make fun of you. it keeps you levelheaded.

it has gone live. Sunday, January 15th, 2006 3:23 pm its too hard living where we don't belong i fear this may all have been a mistake.

love,

little Saturday, January 14th, 2006 4:14 pm "noones ever been this good for this long" this is everything i am thinking right now with out transition. i apologize for my brains lack of linear thought processing: i hate the way it gets dark so early here this time of year. i guess "seasonal depression" kind of falls under "ADD" and "post tramatic whatever disorder" for me. i feel like its science from the madhatter down the rabbit hole. not too real. but lately i just wake up blue - my only thought is- how soon will the day be over so i can get back into bed. i open my eyes just a tiny bit and blur the numbers on the clock with my eyelashes. every word you say rolls off of my back - the praises and the barbs. i don't hear either, ever. sometimes the tips of my fingers itch from the back of my head- just to get the chance to tear someone to pieces and just barely let them off the hook. i swear to god, i was asleep alone. quick text me an alibi and oh god please don't dust the keyboard for prints. sometimes i stare out of the frosted window and make up stories as people walk by. the bottled blonde, park ave. princess walking whichever dog matches her coat. you know how i could turn your world upsidedown. its not love if a day goes by when you don't think about dropping it. its not the world keeping you on the outside, its you not wanting to be on the inside. everyone wants to be the first. buts its okay to be the second if you understand it better, if you make it look prettier. worn down doesn't even touch this. and theres nothing worse than when someone acts like they have you figured out, when you haven't even figured yourself out. nice boys don't write good stories or sing good songs. and his songs are boring. and his stories are just personal ads set to background music. i found the skeleton key for wedlock but i am holding off on telling her. on telling anyone for that matter. consistent inconsistency. thats all you ever have to remember and you'll do okay with me. dancers are always strippers. and paying their way through college is the BE VE. oh and hey pete do you remember the way the world used to trick you with fifty degrees in january and orange leaves in june? button your jacket tight, don't believe everything you read... don't even believe everything you wrote. i'm tired of always leaving. i'm tired of the way things always/never change. swim upstream until your gills bleed just because thats what genetic encoding commands. there aren't any trophies that are really worth it in the end. they can put you in a box when you are very young, so you'll be a pretty corpse but there are too many pages filled with too many words to lie beside you forever. intelligent design is the last great joke i heard. but honestly, no one will ever stay where i tell them, least of all the years. they keep moving. worlds greatest liar and how do you know i'm not lying when i tell you this right now? and thats coming from the king of one-liners. copy and pasted - long live the away message. kiss the monitor. fast asleep baby. Friday, January 6th, 2006 8:11 pm i am just a hot mess. i woke up to the feeling of myself throwing up today. pretty much put a damper on the entire day. i ate about 50 stomach pills and then threw them all up- it was a pretty color in the toilet. my toungue is black on the top right now. i am pretty sure thats a bad thing. i watched way too much gastinaeu (however you spell it) girls today. i think it made me sicker. it took me awhile to realize that they were mother and daughter and not sisters- but the mom is kinda hot in pissy kind of way. my mom is out of town so there was noone here to take care of me- my brother was around but hes pretty much always bongzilla'd. so i waited for back-up caretakers to arrive- one of them was busy cutting hair and the other has like a "real" job besides being dad.

the best part about vomitting alone in the morning is the way the bathroom tiles feel kinda cool in a pleasant way so i took a nap there for a bit. i want to see hostel tonight but the problem is all the vomitting- see its not that i mind so much its just what if i run into someone in my sicky gear and puke on them?

wow. i am glad i did this update. arent you?

im gonna leave the comments open cause i never do- just write down the first thing that comes into your mind when you see that reply button- heres mine:

i am just a hot mess. (1330 Comments |Comment on this) Saturday, December 24th, 2005 9:57 pm blue christmas so i was sitting around this christmas. just kinda getting bummed out looking at the lights outside of shiny houses in my neighborhood and decided that it was time fall out boy gave somethng back. we decided to pick a cause that we feel is often overlooked- education of poor people in africa (specifically ethiopia). we feel like education is one of the most important building blocks in change- so after doing some research we found and organization that we felt really was doing it right: www.a-cet.org - this isn't some glossy amazing press piece it is doing something quietly to make a change- and we loved that. so we decided to put a couple of old and rare FOB and clandestine items up on ebay. here's the deal- if you dont see the link off of a fall out boy site than don't trust that it is us doing it- part two- keep bidding the more we can help the better. and three we will keep adding more items up here for a bit so keep checking back. they are all legitimate and endorsed by FOB and all items will come signed. happy bidding:

a clandestine shirt sample that was never made: http://cgi.ebay.com/never-produced-clandestine-shirt-sample-fall-out-boy_W0QQitemZ4812617551QQcategoryZ52473QQrdZ1QQcmdZViewItem

breakdance not hearts shirt worn on big in 05 awards: http://cgi.ebay.com/clandestine-breakdance-not-hearts-shirt-fall-out-boy_W0QQitemZ4812615104QQcategoryZ52473QQrdZ1QQcmdZViewItem

giant moonman pez dispenser given to nominees at the VMAs http://cgi.ebay.com/giant-VMA-moonman-pez-dispenser_W0QQitemZ4812612435QQcategoryZ52473QQssPageNameZWDVWQQrdZ1QQcmdZViewItem

complete set of take this to your grave trading cards. including rare card: http://cgi.ebay.com/fall-out-boy-trading-card-lot-takethistoyourgrave_W0QQitemZ4812607828QQcategoryZ52473QQssPageNameZWDVWQQrdZ1QQcmdZViewItem

new:

original bleach "i am the dream" shirt clandestine: http://cgi.ebay.com/original-bleach-clandestine-shirt-i-am-the-dream_W0QQitemZ4812798220QQcategoryZ52473QQrdZ1QQcmdZViewItem

original secret order shirt http://cgi.ebay.com/secret-order-of-FOB-shirt-hyper-limited_W0QQitemZ4812800208QQcategoryZ52473QQssPageNameZWDVWQQrdZ1QQcmdZViewItem

alternative press poster signed by entire band http://cgi.ebay.com/alternative-press-poster-fall-out-boy-limited_W0QQitemZ4812796786QQcategoryZ52473QQssPageNameZWDVWQQrdZ1QQcmdZViewItem

spend your xmas cash... Thursday, December 8th, 2005 3:34 am last week i got to hold a baby orangatan (spelled completely wrong).

that was the best moment of my life.

ill try to find a picture.

try to imagine a regular baby, mixed with a puppy, mixed with the song "dont stop believin" by journey. Tuesday, November 22nd, 2005 12:59 am sometimes my own words dont suffice. "i hope that our few remaining friends give up on trying to save us i hope we come up witha fail-safe plot to piss off the dumb few that forgave us i hope the fences we mended fall down beneath their own weight and i hope we hang on past the last exit, i hope its already too late and i hope that the junkyard a few blocks from here someday burns down and i hope the rising black smoke carries me far away and i never come back to this town again. in my life i hope i lie and tell everyone you were a good wife and i hope you die. i hope we both die" Sunday, November 20th, 2005 1:36 pm sometimes its like never started sometimes it like its never gonna end Friday, November 11th, 2005 12:35 pm i won't tell a soul if you dont want me to. hearts between our knees sticking to summer sheets. Saturday, November 5th, 2005 4:59 pm keep me fast the way he runs his mouth its a wonder that i havent caught a flight home just for a second alone the way he runs my mouth makes me hate you just as much as him thank god i spend most of the daylight dreaming in wine colored beads the sun never caught me right when i was little i splash water on my face in sinks in green rooms like pinching yourself or trying to wash the miles off down a dark hotel hallway the finger prints in pink and blue like skin and veins i try to jump from the doorway to the bed so i dont leave footprints so i dont disturb the carpet like sand you want shyer eyes you want bigger "im sorry"s and regrets for things that i.Yo.u. did you want survivors in the wreckage you want flashlights in the cave you want second chances for second chances i loved everything about you that hurts your scars, your flaws, your not so subtle attempts at wit and irony that always fell a bit short and felt forced your insincerity, your imitation that you passed off as exploration your morning smile 3 year stand (off) her breathing is shallow she shakes whenever i get near- i guess its an occupational hazard its okay we dont have to talk. youre just a body. heaven sent and percoset. even though we're fading fast.... im sorry "pretty"- you were just a canary in a coal mine. Tuesday, November 1st, 2005 7:57 pm there are many things that i would like to say to you but i don't know how im not even too sure what goes on, especially in my own head. one second its one way and the next its another. i have a funny way of showing i care. but i do. i have to say it- halloween wasn't the same this year with out you. i i had the best time ever in southern california. but it wasn't really halloween with out you. and new years won't either. my calls go out today but they'renot picked up. i get what i get. i got some friends who are wearing their egos on their sleeves. its ok. i'll play dumb. you are a shadow of who you once were. "can we start agains" ive had my share. for the past month my mood has been however our phone calls ended. it felt like i was dying inside when i hung up the phone on you. but i have to make a point. you can only act like dirt for so long before you become it. but theres nobody like me and you. i feel like veins and ligatures when you aren't around. and breathing in isnt the same when you're not breathing out. percoset revolutionary. "look mom, no breathing". fucking fading. fucked up, but not cool fucked up. maybe we rip the map in half and someday we meet up in the middle. by accident or just because. everything and everyone ends up faced down on the floor in the end.

you are my wonderwall. Wednesday, October 26th, 2005 6:51 pm my mom said 'make sure you go to sleep smiling tonight baby cause you'll wake up feeling better" i just re-read everything you wrote over the past two months.

i miss my friends.

there is life after this. i promise myself. Tuesday, October 25th, 2005 10:51 pm everything they say about us is true im watching scary movies like every afternoon. i got some new slipper and pants. i look ridiculous. dreamboat. the inside of my head is always changing. even right this second. when i go back over all the details it makes me so glad im not in that town anymore. all of a sudden we're always in the crosshairs. it kinda feels normal now. we used to goof around about killing ourselves off. but sometimes it wasn't a joke. i can't sleep when the bus isn't moving. went to the fender offices today, they are gonna make me some basses. pretty exciting. the only thing ive ever learned is that its pretty easy to say "i love you" its alot harder to mean it. my friends are dropping like flies. everyone looks good when they are the one with their fingers on the keyboards. history is written by the conquerer. we're headlining an amphitheater tommorrow. thats retarded. fistfightking. makeoutqueen. past midnights. get amazed.

Current Music: 2sweet

[thespiritbee]

OMG THAT'S MY OC!! :DD

Some facts about them because I'm so Normal after seeing this drawing-

His name is End and he's just a silly Deity of Shapeshifting and they also go by he/they/it

They're Omniromantic and Demisexual because yes, and hes just a silly nonbinary fella

Its 10ft tall!

They are so so tramatized silly

It has fangs!!

They are the type to tackle people into blankets

His purple eye's pupil changes depending on their emotion :]

They are, in fact, immortal but they get attached to people too easily (They've been around since the Sumerians time period-)

Its tears are golden, like pure liquid gold (People took advantage of this when he was just a young fella :(()

His four moods are a lot like The Theme From The Amazing Digital Circus, La Da Dee, Wrecking Ball (But in a sad way yknow), and Hidden in The Sand

More facts in the tags!!

A bit ago I drew an OC for a friend and I still sit here questioning how I was able to create it. I just.. THE COLORSSSSSSSSSS

[parachutingkitten]

Okay, I feel like I'm losing my mind here.

So in season 5 Kai has his little hydrophobic plot, and I posted a video like, hey, in season 2 he willingly just walks into the ocean in an attempt to get back to ninjago. Haha, funny continuity error. Ninjago's such a mess, lol.

But then I get a bunch of comments like "Yeah, Kai was so brave in that moment, overcoming his greatest fear, he’s such a strong character." And like... no? That's not at all how that moment reads? And if they wanted that to be the impact, they would have to introduce the hydrophobic thing BEFORE this moment happened. It takes him a solid minute to work up the nerve to save Lloyd, but he just walks into the ocean unprompted? NO! This doesn't make sense! You can't convince me this makes sense!

And some people are trying to tell me that this moment may have been the one which CAUSED his water anxiety, and like... no. What do you think happened in this scene? Plus, we don't have any other events in the series that could have caused it, and it’s like a REALLY severe fear in season 5, so it 100% comes out of nowhere.

In all fairness, they do try to justify it. He says he's scared because he can't make a fire dragon anymore. But like... he's only been able to make one for a few episodes at this point. So that's kind of a non sequitur. He also says it's because he doesn't have his powers. But Kai's been without his powers before. And at what point would you feel more powerless than the literal end of the world?! Sensei Wu says flat out that evil has won. He's scared cuz Lloyd is possessed? Same exact situation with Nya in season 2!

But, even if Kai had a tramatic water related event off screen that was never mentioned, his plan is to swim back to ninjago, and we learn in season 5 that he CAN'T SWIM, so like... what? He unlearned how to swim between seasons 2 and 5? I posted a second video pointing this out, and people still seem insistent that Kai was just SO brave he was willing try even though he knew he couldn't swim.

...I'm sorry. WHAT?!

Even if he's ridiculously hyped up by Lloyd’s speech, why would anyone that can't swim volunteer and immediately act on (and I can't stress this enough) WITHOUT PROMPTING the idea to swim across the ENTIRE OCEAN. If anything, Jay’s 'floaties' line implies that HE can't swim more than ANYTHING Kai is doing!

Idk. It just really bothers me that everyone seems so insistent this doesn't confuse his character at all. Like, I know we all joke about Kai being dumb, but like... running into the ocean to drown dumb? Really? That's what you're going with?!

*sigh* I just wanted to make fun of the silly continuity error.

[rocorambles]

Roco you have corrupted my mind! Now all of my internal horny daydreams are about depressed infantalized me trying to get away from daddy dom oikawa!

I am TRAMATIZED

And what’s wrong with that???? Yandere Daddy Dom Oikawa just wants to take care of his little one~

Warnings: Yandere, Controlling and Infantilizing Behavior, Daddy x Crybaby Dynamics, Non-Con/Dub-Con Spanking, Gaslighting, Manipulation

Sometimes Oikawa just doesn’t listen. Oh he’s there physically, constantly clinging on to you, never letting you do anything more than sit there and look pretty. And he’ll distractedly nod his head when you do manage to sneak in a few words. But he’s always quick to talk over you, shushing you, rambling on and on about his day, his plans for both of you, him, him, him. 

You remember a time when you didn’t mind that so much, when you loved just listening to Oikawa talk. Back then you swore you could die happy just watching how animatedly your lover spoke, how you could hear, taste, and feel the passion in his voice as he regaled you with stories of practice and matches. Back then you had felt loved, felt like you must be special to him if he’s bringing you into this world and life he had kept closed off from everyone else. 

You’re not wrong per se. He does love you. You are special to him. But just like volleyball, Oikawa never could do anything halfheartedly and before you even knew what was happening, you were drowning in his attention, suffocating under his rules and delusional ideals. Your skincare is completely switched out and changed, luxury brands and products you’ve never heard of now lining your bathroom cabinet. Your clothes are trashed and replaced with beautiful feminine pieces, nothing remotely practical or casual left. Your diet is carefully monitored, everything that meets your lips noted. 

What an idiot you had been and frustrated tears threaten to slide down your face when you remember how you had just taken everything in stride, only realizing something was wrong when he began to take over your motor functions as well, changing you, bathing you, feeding you. And even then, when you had dared to speak up for yourself, all it had taken was a firm round of spanking and a little scolding to put you back in your place, your heart and soul too tightly wrapped around Oikawa’s finger to create more friction. 

Then had come the strange title he forced you to call him in and out of bed. Daddy. Daddy. Daddy. Every use of his actual name punished with another harsh smack to your ass. It had felt awkward at first, the word feeling strange in your mouth in broad daylight, when you’re heading out to work or at the dinner table and not in the throes of pleasure. But Daddy always looked so happy, so handsome, so radiant, beaming at you with sparkling eyes every time you referred to him as such that you shrugged your shoulders and let it be. 

It wasn’t until you found out Daddy had called to tell your job you quit that you really tried to fight back. Not that it did much except prove his point about what a helpless, useless crybaby you are. And the tears bubbling at the surface of your doey eyes finally stream down your face when you remember Daddy’s harsh words spoken so sweetly to you. 

“No one wants a baby who can’t even brush her own teeth or cut her own food working for them.” 

“They only let you keep on working there because they’re too nice to fire you, so I did all of you a favor.” 

“Be honest. Do you even like working? Wouldn’t it be nice to just stay home and spend time with Daddy? Doesn’t Daddy always take good care of you?”

In your defense and to Oikawa’s disappointment, there had been more fight left in you than he had thought there would be and he remembers how he had clenched his nails into his fists to keep his composure, to not let you see just how aggravating he found your rebellious nature as you talked back, blaming him for how he’s made you so reliant on him, telling him that maybe you need to end things, that you need to re-find your independence apart from him. 

But he had trained your body and mind well, pride soaring within him at how you forget your silly arguments, babbling and sobbing Daddy, Daddy, Daddy over and over again as he rains heavy smacks on your now throbbing ass that’s laid across his lap. 

He affectionately smiles at your exhausted form, remnants of little wet drops in your lashes that he carefully wipes away, forgiving you for your transgressions. 

After all, babies can be fussy little things and children have temper tantrums. It’s just the way they are and you’ll always be his cry baby, a sweet thing that he needs to treasure and who needs his love and care.

[quitealotofsodapop]

[Also for HeroIsBack... don't give me ideas >:3]

Oh, you mean something, like the HiB Fam waiting for the stone egg to hatch the monkey and SWK picking up the child he saw, so small and fragile, oh, why are his eyes suddenly so misty, turning to look at LEM and blinking when he sees the other holding TWO more cubs?! What?!

Then Liuer jumps into view, and he's holding a different cub?!

ZBJ, holding THREE more cubs up, laughs: Well, these guys look almost cute enough to eat them! Miracle with the parentage!

SWJ, holding up FOUR: Ooh! Look how adorable you guys are!

BLM, running around in horse form with FIVE cubs on his back: Look at you lot, naturals!

SWK has never felt so confused and off balanced than at that moment and looking down he sees SIX cubs staring at him from where the stone sits in pieces-

-SWKs eyes shoot open, the dark ceiling of their home and the quiet breaths of LEM in their shared nest finally break through the war drum that was his heart.

HiB!LEM will later wake up and wonder why there is a small pond of sweat on SWKs side of the nest and will wonder where the other has disappeared to.

...

HiB!SWK, ripping open the shower curtains: WHAT-Stop screaming, it's just me-DO I DO IF THERE'S MULTIPLES?!

LMK!SWK: DUDE, KNOCK FIRST!

Hehehehe~!

HiB!SWK has a Shrek 3-nightmare and has to go across dimensions to get advice.

Fun fact; since the HiB story takes place way before the canon pilgrimage, characters like Jin and Yin (aka the gold-silver twins) are likely just kids or babies. The gang runs into Nine-Tailed Vixen/Jiuweihuli and they have to either be eaten (Liuer's got that golden cicada soul) or babysit the twins for a day. HiB!SWK walks away from the ordeal tramatized and worrying if the Stone Egg will be a multiple. XD

HiB!LEM thinks the idea is adorably silly.

HiB!LEM, gently mocking tone: "The great sage, defeated by an army of infant monkeys." HiB!SWK: "You didn't see what I saw! They were... fluffy, bug-eyed, crawling all over our friends! HiBLEM, Liuer, and the rest of the Pilgrims: "Aww~!" HiB!SWK: "Don't you aww me! They were vicious!"

Poor monkey is worried that his life is gonna be like Oswald the Lucky Rabbit, but with more eye lazers.

[thekraziesreside]

A Potential Solution where Emzawa can be the Endgame we deserve

(if it’s nonsensical and full is mistakes, forgive me, it’s 4am and I tried to compile all the info about bnha em that i could find)

ALT TITLE: Let Em Be Loved, I Want Her to Feel Wanted

Aizawa doesn’t like recklessness in other people, I won’t contest that. I might suggest that he’s especially harsh on Em because he’s fond of her - a complicated relationship for him as a mentor (feeling personally responsible for her growth and safety) and potential love interest (admiring her independence and aware that she’s an adult). She isn’t something he’s had to deal with before, so he is cautious, but given the way he lets some of the kids (Midoriya et al) get away with easy punishments for what are usually very serious and life threatening situations, I can’t imagine him being too upset that in emergency situations (like the USJ attack) Em uses her quirk in the harsh near suicidal way that she must. He himself took outrageous damage to save the kids. 

I asked my hubby about his interpretation of Aizawa’s character and how he might react to a situation like that, just to make sure I wasn’t getting too off base, and he thinks that Aizawa, as a prohero, married to his two careers, if he didn’t feel responsible for Em, would probably have a sense of pride that she did her job as a hero and put herself in grave danger to save someone else. That’s their job, after all. He would do it. All Might would do it. Mic and Midnight and Thirteen would do it. So he might be scared for her well being, and wish that she could have fought more safely with her quirk(s), but at the end of the day (and perhaps with some sitdown prompting from the other teachers and/or Nedzu) he has to realize that not only was he doing the same thing, rewarding the same behavior in the other students, and might have died a painful death without the assist, that it was a brave, heroic call to make, and was the right thing for a hero to do.

I think it’s just as likely that he might double down his efforts to help Em learn to fight without mutilation because he would shoulder some responsibility himself that she had to resort to those old tools. If he’s disappointed in her for reverting to old ways, he is disappointed in himself for not making sure she had better alternatives. I think this dynamic would leave their future relationship more open to the eventuality that she will “rejoin” the villains to protect Bakugo, but I’ll get to that in a minute. 

With Em’s true identity now revealed to the LoV and staff at UA, there’s no way someone (Nedzu) wouldn’t find out everything about her past, if he didn’t already know. Along this vein, Aizawa might be suspicious of her for hiding her identity, but like you said before, had seen her intentions and motivations laid bare in a moment of desperation. He knows she’s not evil. Anything about her abusive family and tenuous relationship with AFO that he’s briefed on would only fix that further in his mind, that she was a troubled child in a troubled world, trying to make herself into the hero she wants to be. He knows it takes a lot of work and sacrifice, and while he may doubt that she has the guts to put in the hard work to turn over a new leaf, even when she abandons them, he would know, through any betrayal that he felt, that she still wasn’t evil. 

Perhaps he’ll think evil is the easier choice for her. Or, more harshly, that she isn’t cut out for hero work, too weak to face her own evil and keep pushing on (not when her first instinct is to martyr herself, die, and escape the immediate consequences of whatever killed her, pain or not).

This is all assuming they have minimal contact during this time, banking on Aizawa’s observational skills and his connections within UA. If, as I’m sure both of us want, their relationship has changed with the revelation that Em is an entire adult lady, with a complex story and lifetime career in the industry. He isn’t  responsible for her. She isn’t a child. He helps her continue learning and working at first because it’s his job, and he’s as fond of her as he is any other student, but moving forward things are allowed to change. He’s allowed to be charmed by her good graces and laughs. He’s allowed to share his lunch, take her out for coffee, and have the kind of friendship among colleagues that can develop a flutter in his stomach, and pretty blue eyes filling his daydreams. 

With that, maybe Em explains her plan before she runs off. Maybe they’re both heartbroken for each other and worried as she sits with the League, watching over Bakugo, as it aches Aizawa’s heart to denounce her publicly. If that jives with your ideas for both of them, it replaces Em’s imposter syndrome with Aizawa at her bedside when she wakes up in the ICU. AFO’s gaslighting of her (and All Might), while harsh and painful, has the opportunity to be soothed by scratchy beards and calloused hands, as Em puts in the work to be the kind of hero she wants to be. 

*falls to my knees and cries in gay* 

TBH Em is the definition of dumb bitch with her quirk sometimes because she’ll just do it by instinct, and then realize “Oh fuck I know how to fight  🙃 “  She’s not doing it to make people feel bad for her, in fact she often forgets that “hey you know when you get hurt like that- you get blood all over your team mates? Right? It’s kinda tramatic Em.”  Em is dummy, maybe dummy thicc, but mostly dummy. 

tbh she’s real good at hand to hand combat, like my other Em’s but like- I had to give her a flaw, and that flaw being she forgets to think and just acts, and that usually involves her running infront of danger to human sheild the attack from hitting whoever it was originally intended for. Though if she does get appathetic- she stops caring, and then if you fight state with a sword or something  you’re fucked. She’s going to let you stab her and she’s going to hold the blade there so you can’t pull away and attack again, but also now you’re stuck and she’s going to round house kick your skull into the groud so hard you better hope your skull doesn’t shatter. (But that’s OP so I don’t usually talk about how she can actually kick asshahahaha OOF) 

Also I would love for Aizawa to be the one who tries to help her learn to use her head and not her heart in battle. Like- she knows how to fight, she just needs to over ride her instincts, it’s silly because one simple counter attack to block harm from someone is a lot smarter than her just standing there and taking the initial attack.  I feel like she couldn’t bring herself to actually battle with Aizawa, she just dodges and blocks his hits, and will only use a small amount of force when she counter attacks him because she doesn’t want to hurt him. (Not cause he’s fragile but because she doesn’t want to hurt someone she cares about. She won’t even really hit Tomura, in battle, unless he’s risking someone else. But her main way to fight people she cares about is to tackle hug them, they can’t fight if they can’t move. She also can use acupressure like Ty Lee from Avatar, but that is kinda painful so she wouldn’t use it on Aizawa in training either.  😔

But you’re super right with that analysis, it might be easier for Em to be a villain. >:3 //slaps self  But if she had a reason to be good she would, like Aizawa, but tbh in the back of her mind she wonders if the heroes are keeping her around to keep her at bay. And that hurts, but she’s not good talking about her feelings. Hell if anyone brought up her childhood she’d be like “ahahik haihd whha- noo.  No it’s not as bad as it seems.” Just totally blowing it off, she doesn’t like talking about it to anyone. 

BUT HGGOD THAT SOUNDS SO NICE. Em waking up in ICU but she’s there and WDHIHWDIEH COMFORT STUFF KILLS ME *knees buckle, and cries into the ground*  Like- jebus- y e s.  God between you and Darthsuki yall have helped me develop a story line much more plausable with Em. Like maybe I can make use of that Overhaul Em drawing  😏 maybe after the redemption Fanfic Suki wrote, maybe Em learns to discuss her plans and she goes undercover for the Overhaul case, that way it’s not a part 2 (part 3?) betrayl to the heroes. 

EHIhiwhfdi All in all, THanK  YOU ??!! FDheiFFEJH I’m sorry I can’t shut up about Em stuff. 

[starry-clown]

2, 8, 13, 23, 36, 52, 72, 84, 86, 97, 100? (sorry for so many!)

(haha it’s fine! but holysh*t)2: do you like the feeling of cold air on your cheeks on a wintery day?hell yes it’s one of the best feelings… it’s like i feel serenity8: what artistic medium do you use to express your feelings?i draw or i use photography to express my feelings13: what’s something that made you smile today?it’s silly but i got a cute message from a cute person and cute ppl always make me smile no matter what kinda mood i’m in haha23: what’s your favorite thing to do on lazy days where you have 0 obligations?(you mean everyday haha) I just draw, go outside and try to take aesthetic shots of myself but end up crying about how non photogenic i am :’}i play dragon age,  skyrim or animal crossing too. sometimes i just lay in my bed while watching random vids on youtube36: which band’s sound would fit your mood right now?cigarettes after sex is a whole mood they’re my favorite band 💜52: what are your favorite memes of the year so far?i fuckin love that pikachu ‘oh’ meme and the LET ME IN LET ME IIIIIN meme so much rn72: are you a person who needs to note everything down or else you’ll forget it?my memory is so good actually but just in case, I write down passwords and extremely important info84: are you planning on getting tattoos? which ones?i wanna be covered in tattoos I’ll just name the important ones cuz the rest is just ones that i think will look cool haha1. a gasmask underwater surrounded by jellyfish2. a poem that someone dear to me wrote about me3. a panda under the stars4. my cat toby5. the words “in time you will be fine.”6. something from the manga oyasumi punpun86: do you like concept albums? which ones?i love them! mostly ones from twenty one pilots97: myer briggs type, zodiac sign, and hogwarts house?myer briggs type: MEDIATOR PERSONALITY (INFP -T)Mediator personalities are true idealists, always looking for the hint of good in even the worst of people and events, searching for ways to make things better. While they may be perceived as calm, reserved, or even shy, Mediators have an inner flame and passion that can truly shine. Comprising just 4% of the population, the risk of feeling misunderstood is unfortunately high for the Mediator personality type – but when they find like-minded people to spend their time with, the harmony they feel will be a fountain of joy and inspiration.zodiac sign: Cancer ♋hogwarts house: Ravenclaw100: if you were presented with two buttons, one that allows you to go 5 years into the past, the other 5 years into the future, which one would you press? why?i choose 5 years into the feature… because going into the past would fuck up my learning experiences of being human. such as break ups, toxic people, tramatic experiences… IMO we all have to learn from these things in order to move on and try not make the same mistakes againHOLY SHIT I DID IT  :’}