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ningningkittie · 10 months ago

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i want a girl bestie so bad but i have no idea how to create and keep connections

#the *two* times it has happened these past years #wasnt bc of anything special #1 time it was bc she was persistent in messaging me and interacting w me. and eventually i started feeling safe w her #then we had that for years bc it was easy for me to talk to her plus she just kept being there #the second time it was on accident #i just messaged him randomlg out of nowhere #and immediately i felt like we operated on the same wavelengths bc he was easier for me to talk to #i guess also they were both my 'safe persons' (since i have avpd)#so yeah. i just immediately felt that it was simple(er) to talk w them #and that is not smth that can be forced or even built up #it has nothing to do w how much i try or how kind or patient they are #it's just chemistry i think #so yeahhhh #i dont know how to actually make friends #and i want a girl friend rlly bad :((((#i mean i just want friends in general. guys nonbinary etc etc etc #but i rllyyyy want that specific kind of friendship u can have when you're two girls

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ask-the-pioneer · 4 months ago

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Out of curiosity why do you bow before eating?

"It's a sign of respect."

"When I kill to eat, I know I am taking a life. I do it out of necessity. The creature's life moves to me so that I can survive and prosper. With this gesture, I pay tribute to its sacrifice."

"The bow is also to acknowledge the work of a person who brought the food, to feed me and the others. You're not pressured to do that, but even if the meal isn't to your liking, you would still recognize the effort. Our colony was small, with Hunter as the only adult, so any food brought back was celebrated."

"In my later cycles, the ability to craft explosive spears became incredibly useful for hunting and self-defense. I had a natural advantage, but it was to be exercised with caution."

"Truth is, I can do a lot of damage with my «powers». It's a big, alienating responsibility. And it was an issue in my younger cycles when I couldn't control it well - sometimes people around me would get hurt, but despite that, I was shown kindness and given guidance by my mentor. My adoptive family did not treat me like a freak, and it mattered a lot to me. It still does."

"I feel no need for bloodlust. I am content with my life… for the most part. Whatever grievances I may have, I know it's bad to take it out on others. For the temporary relief it gives, you realize it really is not worth it. To kill for sport, it makes my stomach turn - a sad waste of life. Just because I can, doesn't mean I should. Cruel thoughts are the domain of a scared animal. I don't want to live in suffering because of such fear, and most of all I don't want my family to think less of me. Does that make sense? I wouldn’t want to disappoint them, or lose their trust…"

"When I hunt for food, I often think of what my mentor would say. Those thoughts guide my spears, the memories remind me to be kind in the face of the vast, indifferent world. Most of the creatures out there have it considerably worse than me, trying to survive nature day by day. I've been blessed with a mark, I know things that a typical slugcat would never need in their life. I don't think I can ever go back - knowledge, like my «powers», are both a blessing and a curse. And, dare I say, I think it is better that I have those powers… for I know, at the very least, that I trust myself to use them wisely."

"The bow is a sign of respect, and a gentle reminder of the things that I stand for."

#rain world #rain world oc #rain world au #rw pioneer #rw hunter #slugcat #slugpup #artificer's pups #ask blog #au lore #tagging it as lore cuz this post is kinda important #it was meant to be three times shorter but i got carried away lol #the left half of the second image was meant to show “Marbles as a menace without the guidance of Hunter”#cuz yknow... she wouldn't have known right from wrong #but i think people will read it as lil shit blowing up stuff for fun #which may be true in some way #tbf she was a fairly calm child that needed friends so bad #that whevener she hurt other kids by accident she would bawl her eyes out out of shame #shout-out to opashoo for assistance 👍

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bulbabutt · 4 months ago

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Raphaella Meets His Match

getting on the same page

#rottmnt #tmnt #tmnt mona lisa #rise mona lisa #rise of the tmnt #tmnt ramona #raphmona #rise ramona #rise raphmona #rottmnt ramona #tmnt fancomic #rottmnt raphmona #teenage mutant ninja turtles #rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles #rise raphael #rise raph #tmnt raphael #art #my art #rmhm #BWAHHHHHHHHHH UPDATE BE UPON YE #i have the next part sketched out i promise it wont be six months hiatus FOR THE SECOND TIME......#tbh the things that take me the longest are the stupidest things like oh noooo what should the bg be omg how do lighting #you just gotta go FUCK IT theyre in a cage but i dont wanna draw bars so now we get abstract about it #my bubble text zap looks weird but i really dont care it was a last minute thing YOU GET IT. ZAP. SHOCK. whatever #also tfw its been so long that you end up drawing almost the same couple panels in a row by accident rip me

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fatedroses · 3 months ago

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And some days, I just wish you wouldn't look at me at all.

#ffxiv #sketch #wol #meteor survivor #zenos yae galvus #adventurer zenos #oh no #its the consequences of his actions #everything is fine until the only man on the star you care about looks at you with the same contempt your father did #(Meteor's not doing it intentionally- its a reflex after he comes back for quite a bit)#and zenos is getting bodied because its been a while since... you know... him being able to really feel anything at all #and no- its not him regretting anything that had to do with varis- just him regretting the thought meteor could look at him like that #little does Meteor know he's emotionally bodying the man he's trying to be cordial with #its a little okay because in how I write adventurer zenos this serves as one of his main wake-up calls to make some changes #and realizing both the mistakes he's made with meteor and that meteor hating him in any way is actually -not at all- what he wants #but not okay on the end that every time meteor does this he has to watch zenos actively dissociate right in front of him #until zenos just kinda autopilots and walks away #the second time (or perhaps third) in the last 11 years that zenos has felt regret to any major capacity-#on meteor's end I just enjoy seeing the progression of the WoL through subtext #and why meteor is willing to even entertain the idea despite how much he hates zenos- his decisions and the path he's walked #is the realization that there is high chance that he could actually be a direct catalyst for zenos' growth #and the realization the wol has that they were the only one zenos has ever genuinely reached out to #besides- i just like the idea of having your equal other half fighting back to back with you- or being able to handle threats you cant #and i find their dynamic neat- of meteor not forgiving zenos but giving him his last chance- and growing to enjoy being around him #and zenos being able to work on moving past being the weapon or the monster- finding the connections he's longed for #and giving himself purpose to finally truly just live- for him to learn to experience and have the freedom to find what he enjoys #(and curiously him having estinien's brand of accidently helping people even in StB gives me ideas...)#but enough tag ranting- ill get to zenos' actual adventuring in another post lol

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slavhew · 1 month ago

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this wasnt on my 2024 bingo

#vbros #the venture brothers #venture bros #hank venture #brock samson #rusty venture #thaddeus venture #self #admin draws #fanart #done with season 4 i would kill and die for this kid. rusty youre on my shitlist #also i read surrogate parenthood by tsv and i got a little emotional abt the boys fianlly getting to grow up #and snowball the little accidents. in my mind hank got that chipped tooth running into a wall in a poorly fitted batman mask #he got the second one. the same way. except dermott was involved and the eye obscuring was intentional this time.#the more things change the more they stay the same #anways brock adn rusty would be more touched by this sentiment if it didnt bring up some less than pleasant memories with it #brock so harrrd to draw. rusty is abreeze however

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starry-bi-sky · 2 months ago

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'Late At Night, When The Nightingale Sings' doodles, because Pathetic Wet Cat Danny is the best Danny to practice drawing young faces with (and expressions).

#danny fenton is not the ghost king #dpxdc #dpxdc crossover #dpxdc fanart #dpxdc art #dpxdc batdad #dpxdc fanfic #blood blossom au #my art #in that third one the intent was that he's being held up by bruce like a cat. hence the hands. but i didnt wanna draw hands again so thats #why they disappeared. coincidentally the third one is also one of my favorites bc of how the everything came out.#danny can't force a convincing smile to save his life <33 especially now after 4 months of isolation #also!! duos practice! i wanted to draw danny with bruce because they are. everything to me. danny is wearing one of bruce's hoodies in that #second one. they are soft and comfy. he has frequent nightmares since his accident that only got worse after his family died #so he doesn't sleep that well unless he's around other people.#i need to buy an anatomy book and like. soon. i neeEEEd to figure out arms and legs when they're not in standard posing.#im coasting on reference photos and a dream here.#that second to last one is a(n attempted) drawing of Danny at the end of the prequel oneshot 'before the nightingale sings' that explains #how his family died. it was january. he was 13 and a month shy of turning 14. his hair is somewhat shaggy bc its a 4 month time difference #between family death and meeting battinson and hair doesn't typically grow that fast unless some kind of serum is being used and yall know #🫵 ballad of lucy gray baird mention!!! thats a blood blossom behind danny in that drawing. its eye is staring at danny. altho it too big #that one is another favorite but its docked points bc i dont like how his head shape turned out. his expression turned out great tho

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add-a-mint · 9 months ago

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pyro is such a silly creature. silly silly guy. full of arson.

@ace-of-rabbits for you <3

#this is the second time i've posted this because the first time i posted it from my drafts by accident #and SOMEONE managed to find it immediately and reblogged it 5 times before i could delete it #yeah you know who you are #tf2 #tf2 fanart #tf2 pyro #art-of-mint

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daily-xisuma · 4 months ago

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[047] Applied my version of Doom's partial invisibility fuzz effect and an accidental offshoot I created in the process, heehee :-)

#047 #xisuma #xisumavoid #daily xisuma #hermitcraft #flashing #pretty sure...better safe than sorry #hey I have so many words about this actually!!!#if you wanna learn what the doom fuzz effect is/how it works I recommend decino's video on partial invisibility. somewhere past the halfway #mark he explains it!#it's basically like...for each pixel you either take the pixel on top of it darken it and use it; or you take the pixel below darken it and #use it. and the way you determine whether you do top or bottom is through a list of “top bottom bottom top bottom” that never changes and #you cycle through. so it's a sort of repeating pattern that you make look random by starting at different places in the list #second gif is created when you apply the effect over an image that has already had the effect applied to it. I coded it on accident and #scared myself HAHAHA #really neat though! first time I actually did image processing because I am a little silly but it went quite well once I figured out #how the frick bufferedimages work #I wanna make this work for non pixel art now mmm. will have to do some un-doomy modifications for that unfortunately. oh well? mmm.#already it's not perfectly in the spirit of doom because I math.random() my problems away when choosing the fuzz table start index for each #new image. if I cared enough I'd carry over the index that I ended on but alas. I do NOT care that much! (shockingly)#all it really changes is that every time you generate the fuzz it's different versus in doom spirit it would always be the same

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discordiansamba · 1 month ago

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the suki zuko bodyswap AU is really funny because the only two times the Gaang has actually met Zuko when he's himself were:

a.) when they first met him at the South Pole, and he was hamming it up pretending to be a bad guy

b.) the period of time between Suki going her separate way at Ba Sing Se to stay with the other Kyoshi Warriors and when Sokka and Zuko broke her out of Boiling Rock

which is not an insignificant period of time, but they've still spent more time around Zuko pretending to be Suki than they actually have Zuko just being himself. Zuko keeps accidentally bringing up stuff that he experienced while he was Suki, and just hastily saying that she told him about it when they question him.

in hindsight... they're kind of surprised they didn't catch on sooner. zuko's great at pretending, but he's a terrible liar.

#suki zuko bodyswap au #of course technically the one who separated from the group at Ba Sing Se *was* also Zuko #until they got far enough away from each other and pingponged back into their own bodies #(when they go their separate ways at ba sing se a second time it's *suki* who leaves with katara on appa)#(katara: i'll handle appa's reins. i don't want us to plummet to earth by accident if you two switch back at the wrong time)#(appa makes an offended rumble)

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hongtonie · 6 months ago

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