#the second time i wasn't in the state
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i got an notice of noncompliance from the court cuz i didn't fulfill my jury duty :(
#they're mad at me!!! cuz i didn't go#twice :(#it's cuz uh. the first time i postponed.#the second time i wasn't in the state#and then i forgot#uhhh yea#i didn't know u had to come back in 6 months!!!
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I am once again thinking about how odysseus who witnessed the horrors that the captured women went through (one of his main duties in the iliad was taking the women back home and making sure they were as comfortable as possible and safe because he was the only one trusted not to violate them further due to his devotion to penelope. And in the odyssey part of the reason circe sent him to the underworld was so that he'd have to listen to all these women's stories (before he could talk to the prophet) ). Who was one of the few that saw women as people and respected their space and opinions. And was then put in those exact same situations. I don't have the motivation right now to do a full literary analysis of this (I'll site the sources too) but oh man one day I'm going to write a full essay on this.
#The odyssey#iliad#Odysseus#Tw: rape#Tw: sex slaves#Tw: camp slaves#Tw: That one time Calypso kept odysseus as a sex slave for 7 years#circe#Something about the inherent trauma of witnessing how your friends treat women#Watching them keep sex slaves#Then having to bring these girls home hearing about their stories seeing the aftermath#Then living in a situation where you have to let a powerful witch use you as she pleases half in payment for lives/food/medicine#Half because she has the equivalent of a gun to your best friends head and if you don't keep her happy then youre all dead#And then that witch sends you on a quest to the underworld where granted you'll benefit too but first#You have to listen to every single captured women from the Trojan war that you didn't Shepard home tell you their stories#Tell you that you're a horrible person while you are living in a disturbingly similar situation#And then later finding yourself trapped as a sex slave for seven years to an immortal nymph#And then being labeled as a horrible cheater for the rest of history#And none of this well historically everybody cheated or it's up to interpretation bullshit#Because it fucking isn't and granted a lot of abridged versions skip this shit#But if you read the full original stories and still think odysseus cheated then you just have an issue with men being victims#Or weren't paying attention i guess#Where's that meme where's it like the text was up to interpretation cut to the text where it very bluntly states what's happening#And I'm not saying odysseus was a good person or that he didn't have slaves because he did. And he wasnt#But first off nobody deserves to suffer that violation#Second they weren't sex slaves they were all nurses/maids/spys and I'm not getting into the ancient culture slavery issues rn#Third there's a lot you can pick to hate odysseus for but cheating/disrespecting women wasn't one of them#They literally invented a new word to describe his and penelopes love and it means to be so in love that you think the exact same way#Also forcing this narrative of odysseus cheating and penelope leaving to be a single girl boss is#Just the fake feminist mindset that stay at home moms are weak and wrong and live awful lives
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thinking again about how our first introduction to ryohei was reborn saying "sasagawa ryohei. an impressive one" and being really normal about it. are you normal about it? you should think about it and be normal about it too
#katekyo hitman reborn#khr#khr text post#sasagawa ryohei#khr reborn#criminally underrated scene#especially because ryohei wasn't trying at all#by which i mean of course he was because it's his whole thing#the guy's literally in dying will mode at all time#but that's literally his /default state/and he can try even harder from there#and how impressive is that indeed?#ryohei's so criminally underrated altogether and FOR WHAT!!!!#like just THINK about that line and all its implications#ryohei could literally die at any moment and he wouldn't have any single regret about how he lived#because that's how much he makes damn well sure to give himself fully and wholly and /so/ earnestly to his life and the people he loves#every single second of his life#impressive amazing showstopping no one else does it like him etc etc you get it 💖
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i think it's pretty cool when you think something's just seemingly universally fanon but then you look back at source material and there IS actually a little canon basis. idk
#THIS IS ABOUT SOMETHING HIGHLY SPECIFIC#okay so you know there's like. ig a “theory” that Arata was bitchy to Akito initially cause he was jealous#that he and Toya can sing together while Gurney flap was. dissolved at the time#yeah i thought we made that up cause it wasn't like. canonically stated#BUT i reread SBD for the thousandth time#for a LITERAL SPLIT SECOND you can see Arata's face change to a pissed off one after Akito calls Toya his partner. and hear it in his tone#and Toya pointed it out in his thoughts i believe#so yeah that DID set SOMETHING off in him#fun stuff#attention to detail. great there#Arata is SUCH a character#ace's random thoughts :)
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Barbarian Rage (born out of love)
#ttrpg#dnd#ocs#gambit#habagat#my art#habagat - gambit's dad - got savagely attacked by a werebat during one of our recent sessions#and gambit raged. i make it rage very sparcely#(it's only the second time in fact after playing more than a year)#because it's such a tender being. i technically could make it rage at every fight very easily (and it would make fights easier)#but i prefer using it when it matters. and here it did#first time i let it rage since it turned lvl3 and gave it wild surge#so as it raged surrounded by many blue sparks a small flame-like spirit blew out of its body#and went to explode on one of the foes#lots of energy for its dad. habagat wasn't in too horrible a state but he sure got shook by this encounter#so did the rest... so many things i could draw about this short fight so many things happened#so much character development#i'm still thinking about it#anyway i tried things with this piece and fell short of what i wanted - not entirely satisfied - but it's not too bad#some symbolics here and there#hope yall enjoi ♥
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"are you back???"
YESN'T
#ooc#I'M ALIVE but#since I have more followers here than my main thought I'd use to give visibility to the floods affecting Rio Grande do Sul#about 80% of our southernmost state has been affect so please keep your eyes on them and help if you can#BUT I haven't given up on my blogs nor my ocs yet#my old pc broke about 3 years ago and I lost all my stuff softwares#also been dealing with some IRL issues + chronic pain = my motivation to draw died#it wasn't much time since I've gotten a second hand pc but I haven't set up my drawing stuff yet (busy IRL)#also I have to relearn how to draw again since I barely touched paper and pen in 3 years#BUT STILL I've got a lot of ideas with Lavínia and my other ocs and I hope to get back to them soon#I want to thank everyone who kept on following liking and reblogging my old art#if anyone need me my main is @renah
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I started a literature course at the public library and there was the poshest women I've ever heard in my life there my eyes literally widened in disbelief at the way she was pronouncing some words omg...
#she was so um annoying though LMAOOOOOOO#every time she started talking about 'the first populations' of america i could see the trans girl in the group going like 😐#she was all like 'this story takes place in nature and of course the first population in america are very in touch with nature'#'which suggests to me the author definitely spent time with them' girl he literally is using nature as a source of horror#he explicitly stated that he used the 'hostility of natives' as an inspiration for the horror in his novels? he wasn't learning from them#it just seemed like she was trying to score liberal points or something idek it was so strange#and then this other woman was like 'the narrator just seems like an incel who didn't get his way' girl...#the poor guy teaching us has a PhD in spanish literature and he was trying his best to agree with everyones contributions but lmaoooo#also the people like 'its hard to understand old language' bro this is the teachers second language don't complain about finding it too hard#then half the group didn't even do the reading dkbdkebdkdjdj#anyway. i did really love it though i felt like hearing some other people's thoughts and the historical context was really fun#i love when you feel ambivalent about a text and then after analysing it you start to love it because you notice things you didn't before
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Thinking about Kristen Applebees so hard rn. Might go rewatch literally all of freshman year.
#its my year anniversary of d20 fandom#or like it was a week or two ago#maybe this is how i celebrate it#there was a whole period of time when i wasn't caught up on all the intrepid heroes seasons where i would like#whenever i started a new one i would literally not stop fucking watching it until it was over#like i had school and i did not care it was just wake up start watching be in school watching as much as physically possible get home#keep watching stay up til 3am watching and then repeat at 7 the next morning#i internally referred to it as a d20 bender and it was honestly the best#i also did it with acofaf the second time and techinally ive done it with starstruck and sophomore year twice#Shoutout to the time i was watching the fhsy finale during art and had to leave to sit in a bathroom stall to cry#wild times#honestly the best part of school i just destroy my mental state if i do that shit any other time#whoopsie tag essay#d20#dimension 20#fantasy high#d20 fantasy high#fantasy high freshman year#fhfy#kristen applebees#d20 kristen#fantasy high kristen#kristen fantasy high
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Oh yeah, btw, I did definitely get the one temporary part-time job. It's not much, but it's something.
And the timeline for the other thing got a bit more urgent, so I'm gonna call about that later today or tomorrow to see if me doing part time around the other gig is something workable. (Especially since the first one's only until the end of the school year)
#queen rambles#the second thing's a lady my sister used to nanny for#wasn't a good career fit for her but was a nice family so she passed me the mom's contact info#this lady's asked about me three or four times over the past couple years but i was employed. :)#at least--HUGE HELP--i barely owe anything for taxes this year#actually got a federal refund but i owe for state so the refund's just gonna help cover that#that's a massive stressor gone
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I am currently not going to delete this because it gives me a weird sort of amusement, but it should probably be obvious by now that this kind of "joke" is more or less just a fancy way to say "fuck this I want to be asleep but instead I have to be awake"
At best, what it achieves is "so I have these stupid problems that could be fixed in like 5 minutes if I just had a few more hours before I have to be awake, but these problems are actually very boring so I might as well just do something else for a little while"
At worst, it gets me to stop and think about all the awful and pointless things I've done for a little while, all of which are less than 5 minutes if I only had like 5 minutes more before I had to do them. And this is all in the service of being awake, something which is really not even slightly interesting, it is such a relief to be asleep, so there is no reason whatsoever to go through any of the hassle of getting back to sleep when you could just do something else while awake
And if all the annoying stuff was interesting, if it was at least mildly interesting, it would not be that much easier for me to stop doing it for a while -- I can't just switch over to a completely different sort of interesting thing I could be doing without, oh, 5 minutes of procrastination, and now I have 5 more minutes wasted even if I had been doing something else before the start of that procrastination
#blah blah blah#that is to say: this is a bad way to spend my time and the kind of thoughts that lead to 'this is a bad way to spend my time' would be more#in a hypothetical non-idle state of mind where I wasn't going over every second of my own life like it was an episode of black mirror#computer generated image#guidance scale 4
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Once again, my favorite part of my job is pissing off my medic and ruining their day lmao
#not snz#i love being the world's worst partner lmaoooo#i was actually vibing this time bc i didn't feel like ass#which is worse for everyone around me tbh bc I'm very annoying and i know this#and I've had the jardiance commercial song stucj in my head for months now#so you can imagine what i was humming to myself all day#that's my jam like i think I'm the only person who actually likes that commercial lmao#but my partner wasn't having any of it lmaoooo#i don't hum loud and it's usually at least somewhat loud but we sit right next to each other#so after the first few times it clicked and he looked at me and goes 'that better not be fucking jardiance'#and i confirmed it was and he groaned so loud like bro it ain't that deep lmao#but then he started tapping along with it so he couldn't have hated it that much#also i absentmindedly wiggle a little when I'm vibing with a song whether it's out loud or in my head#and i don't realize half the time but sometimes my partner starts doing some stupid little dance with me or attempts to make fun of me#most of my coworkers do that actually and i think that's iconic of all of us tbh#anyway i also always come prepped with stupid questions to pass the time#you know probably a red flag that i was doing none of this last time LMAO but oh well#today i asked if cheese is a loaf of milk which i asked out of nowhere when things were dead#and he was quiet for a few seconds before saying 'wtf is wrong with you' bc he couldn't think of an answer lmaoooo#i love the bullshit i get up to ahdkaksjak#also i am once again on call bc the entire state is On Fucking Fire so that's fun
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Where in the world were Mulder and Scully?
I'm sure someone else has already made this list, but I've decided to keep track of how many U.S. states (and DC) (and Puerto Rico) Mulder and Scully investigate an incident in. Not counting other locations where part of the incident happens but Mulder and Scully never go to (like England in 1:12). (edited 3/27/24 after watching 2:19) This started as a list of US states and I continue to be interested in counting US states and territories, but the time has come to set up the list for other locations as well. This list includes places that Mulder and/or Scully go to during the episode to investigate a case. Action in DC that is not related to a case in DC does not count. If the action is in DC and spills over to Maryland and/or Virginia, I just count DC, but if the thing starts in VA and then things also happen in DC, I count both. I don't know, it's not an exact science, and the DC area is fluid to me. So far we have...
US States & Territories:
Oregon (1:1)
Idaho (1:2, 2:18)
Maryland (1:3, 1:15, 1:21, 1:24, 2:16, 2:17, 3:7, 3:16, 3:23, 4:8, 4:9, 4:16, 4:21, 5:3, FtF, 6:6, 6:12)
Iowa (1:4)
New Jersey (1:5, 2:2)
Pennsylvania (1:6, 2:3, 2:16, 3:9, 4:2, 4:3, 4:12, 4:13, 4:14, 5:13, 5:14, 5:18)
Virginia (1:7, 2:5, 2:6, 2:21, 2:22, 2:23, 3:7, 3:17, 3:24, 4:8, 4:10, 4:16, 4:21, 4:24, 5:1, 5:11, 5:13, 5:17, FtF, 6:7, 6:11)
Alaska (1:8, 2:17)
Texas (1:9, 5:12, FtF)
Wisconsin (1:10, 2:10)
Connecticut (1:11, 2:4)
California (1:11, 2:7, 3:15, 3:19, 4:11, 5:6, 5:7, 6:2, 6:15, 6:16)
Massachusetts (1:12, 1:14, 2:11, 2:16, 3:12, 3:18, 4:10, 4:19)
North Carolina (1:13, 2:15)
Washington, DC (1:16, 2:8, 2:21, 3:14, 3:16, 3:21, 4:16, 4:22, 4:24, 5:1, 5:2, 5:11, 5:18, 6:14)
Tennessee (1:17, 1:18, 4:5)
Washington State (1:17, 1:20, 1:23, 2:9, 3:8, 3:20)
Montana (1:19)
New York (1:22, 2:4, 2:16, 3:16, 4:3, 4:8, 4:9, 4:15, 4:17, 4:18, 6:10)
Puerto Rico (2:1)
Missouri (2:12)
Nebraska (2:12)
Minnesota (2:13, 3:4)
New Hampshire (2:14, 3:13)
Florida (2:20, 3:5, 4:9, 5:4, 6:13)
Arkansas (2:24)
New Mexico (2:25, 3:1)
West Virginia (3:2, 3:9, 3:10, 4:20)
Oklahoma (3:3)
Ohio (3:6, 3:11, 5:18)
North Dakota (3:16)
Georgia (3:22)
Rhode Island (3:24, 4:1, 4:23)
Michigan (4:4, 5:9)
Illinois (4:6, 4:19)
South Carolina (only Skinner 4:21)
Indiana (5:5)
Maine (5:10)
Delaware (5:16, 5:18)
Arizona (6:1)
Nevada (6:2, 6:4, 6:5)
Kansas (6:8)
Places Outside the US:
Norway (2:19)
Hong Kong (3:15)
Canada (Alberta - 4:1, 4:9; Yukon - 4:24)
Russia (4:8; 4:9)
Antarctica (FtF)
Sargasso Sea (6:3)
#beesarthur hasn't watched the x-files#some of these that are in the DC area i am trying to not overthink and just assign the state or DC that they seem to most take place#cause for exampel 1:15 i think parts of it might technically be in VA or DC but the action starts in maryland#and of course DC sort of doesn't count not because it's not a state but because it's the home base#i write those tags after 1:15 and then of course in 1:16 the action really is mostly in DC so now we've got DC properly on the list#scully WAS the case in 2:8 and it appears to take place in DC or at least in the DMV so I'm calling it DC#2:16 was a doozy but i included everywhere that mulder and scully physically were except for DC because the case wasn't happening in DC#(probably)#so massachussetts ny pennsylvania and maryland#2:25 went everywhere man but i counted it as New Mexico#also considering how many times Mulder has talked about Roswell 1947 it's wild it took this long to get to New Mexico#i certainly haven't counted new York everything the 46th street group shows up but i counted it this time because Mulder went there#this time being 3:16#in 3:18 again we only count massachusetts and not ecuador because mulder and scully didn't go to ecuador#4:7 isn't on this list because mulder and scully don't go anywhere!!#4:9 is a doozy#4:16 is another DoD episode and another True DMV episode - we get the District Maryland and Virginia!!#i didn't want to count south carolina for 4:21 since Mulder and Scully don't go there but i've marked it since Skinner went there#and this case is clearly happening anywhere the bees can be sent through the mail#5:3 counts because it meets my threshold of either mulder or scully being there#undecided about how to count 5:15#I DO NOT think it is a coincidence that they go to 'Arizona' for the first time in 6:1 aka the first regular episode that was filmed in LA#instead of Vancouver!!#and in another shocker the second episode they filmed in California is the first time an episode is set in Nevada!#maryland in 6:12 according to the idea that 'fort marlene' is fictional fort dietrick#el rico air force base could be anywhere in the dmv and honestly i'm not going to make a guess
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1, 3, and 8 for the fun things to be asked
001. what are 3 things you’d say shaped you into who you are? rather than just link you to my other answer, i will provide more (non-trauamtic) defining facets of my life: 1) my parents being almost 40 by the time they had me (38 and 39 respectively); 2) not getting my drivers license until i was 23 (follow this experience through the tag #kat learns to drive); and 3) my school in germany only having a mixed gender soccer team when i moved there in 4th grade
003. 3 films you could watch for the rest of your life and not get bored of? i feel like this is more difficult to just limit myself to 3. here's 3 random ones off the top of my head: eternal sunshine of the spotless mind, apollo 13, and the cutting edge.
008. any reacquiring dreams? unfortunately i don't, so i WILL be linking to my original answer here :)
ask fun questions!
#ask#alienmythologist#bc i didn't get my license until i was 23#after college when i moved home i was v limited in the part time jobs i was looking at#which is how i ended up submitting so many applications to the university my parents lived within walking distance of#which is how i first got started working in international admissions#which is the career i am still in now 11 years later#so#also the soccer thing:#when i was in the states as a kid i was on the local girls soccer team every fall and spring#and being an active sports kid was v much a part of my identity#but when we moved to germany my school only had a mixed gender soccer team#and the little german boys took soccer WAY MORE SERIOUSLY than i did#and they were all much better players than me#so i was only the second girl on the team and the other one was another german girl who'd known them all for years and spoke fluid german#so i felt super self-conscious and intimidated by my teammates#and also that fall was when my grandmother was dying so my mom was back in the states and my dad was busy most weekends#so i missed a lot of games#and after that one fall season i stopped playing soccer for years and kind of turned away from sports in general#i still played jv basketball and softball but it wasn't the same#and sometimes i wonder who i would have been if i had been so intimidated by that team
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those past few days are really testing my patience with some of the takes and opinions i've seen on the internet and i'm so fucking done with all of this i just want to delete all my accounts from everywhere and live somewhere in the woods (as far away from russia as i can) and to never come in contact with another human being again
#i'm so exhausted i just have to rant even tho nobody will care#i have some trouble sleeping because i'm either waiting for another attack to happen#or reading the news about dozens of missiles flying at my country#or hiding in the bathroom while listening to explosions because it's supposed to be the safest place in our appartment#and then i open social media and see all the destruction and casualties and deaths that happened overnight#and at the same time i see people adoring and praising and defending russians and their culture and language#and creaming themselves because of their “mysterious russian soul”#and telling ukrainians that they are stupid and toxic and that what they feel about their killers and occupiers is wrong#well newsflash y'all#russian culture is nothing but blood and death#russian language is nothing but blood and death#it's not just fucking putin doing all of this shit#he wasn't there when ukrainian nation and culture and language were oppressed for literal fucking centuries#did russia invent human cloning for putin to be all those soldiers at the frontline and all those people building drones and missiles?#open your fucking eyes and think for a fucking second#i go to sleep every night fearing that i may not wake up#and then in the morning i see people admiring russians and foaming at the mouths defending them#and then also fucking michael sheen of all people sending his love to them#and i become so insanely pissed#get a fucking reality check#i'm so sick of people excusing russia and its actions#once again guess i'm a walking big bad angry ukrainian stereotype#well that's what war does to you#i won't wish for anyone to experience this but also it may be the only thing that makes some people aware of what a rotten thing russia is#i'm so done and i don't want to feel all of this and i don't want to be a human and i don't want to have thoughts#maybe it's for the best if a missile flies into my room so i won't have to be here any longer and witness all of this shit#(it's a thought i've been having lately and ngl it kinda scares me)#ukraine#russia is a terrorist state#btw i've just discovered there's a limit of 30 tags
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Remembering how I had an allergic reaction one summer. Complete with hundreds of hives all over my back and my throat swelling. And I had to go to the ER and get an IV of antihistamines.
And then I went to the allergist and they didn't see any new allergies on the test so the allergist said THAT I MUST HAVE BEEN BITTEN BY BUGS AND DIDN'T NOTICE. THAT I WAS BITTEN MY HUNDREDS OF BUGS THAT GAVE ME HIVES. NOT BITES. AND I DIDN'T NOTICE. AND YES HE WAS A MAN
#puffer talks#the hate i have for male doctors is out of this world#same as the time a doctor saw the lateral stretch marks on my back#and said that 'teenage boys get those in a big growth spurt#when i first of all am not a boy and second of all have not grown since the 7th grade#i hate men#or when i had what we can only assume now was a hemiplegic migraine and the TOP OF YHE STATE neurologist ruled out stroke#and then immediately brought it in a psychiatrist#because surely i lost feeling in my left side from being a silly anxious woman#or when i was in the er because i was stuck having multiple seizures and i was still unable to communicate and my mom wasn't being let in#and the doctor saw my med list i alwaus have with me#and said about my POTS medication that it 'must be for anxiety'#which that medication has no usage for anxiety#slay#sorry i needed to yell#also the allergic reaction was because i have HATS
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*chants* F*CK HIM UP F*CK HIM UP F*CK HIM UP F*CK HIM UP—
#tv: oasis (2023)#kbs oasis#kbs2 oasis#oasis#jang dong yoon#choo young woo#kdrama#local gay watches k-dramas.txt#it is ep 15 everything is about to go to sh*t and Doo Hak's claws are finally out#bitch said i'm done with being second place i'm not going to lose to you intentionally anymore and that for me personally?#that's hot. Jung Shin knew and that's why she picked him#Cheol Woong is a sad mf*cker who is still delusional up to this point. it looks like there will be no redemption arc for this man#and i have never been happier to have skipped the SLS this time around in my life#i need all of y'all to choke. literally just go off somewhere i do not give a f*ck#not Team Leader Oh tho. he's my precious meow meow and the lack of him in the latter half of this ep so far is scaring me#i know you're evil but where have you gone :(#edit: ok no tell me that Oh is not in the state i think he is#either way this is f*cking with me bc uh. remember how Cheol Woong asked him how long he thought the Deputy Director#was going to be his umbrella. remember how he asked him that in return. Oh literally told the Director that Cheol Woong#wasn't his biological son and after all of that he still chose the latter over him. he chose to be his umbrella i am unwell
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