#the replies please. ESPECIALLY if they're not stereotypical

[sunkern-plus]

non-exhaustive list of characters who i think should be fat but aren’t in canon under the cut:

note: there is a lot of characters who i think should be fat but aren’t, and i WILL get the street fighter characters out of the way first. note: some characters WILL be obscure. let’s goooo

-dan hibiki, street fighter

-poison, street fighter/final fight

-lucia morgan, street fighter/final fight (also she shouldn’t be a cop)

-marisa, street fighter

-kolin, street fighter

-seth, street fighter

-yuriko hibiki, street fighter

-peri, fire emblem fates

-mikuru asahina, the melancholy of haruhi suzumiya

-barbara gordon (post the killing joke)/oracle, dc comics’ batman and birds of prey

-jennifer walters/she-hulk, the savage she-hulk/marvel comics

-velma dinkley, scooby-doo (obviously)

-rin and len kagamine (THEY ARE A SET), vocaloid

-nami (post time skip), one piece

-phakchi farang/pat farahn, megaman battle network

-mei-ling zhou/mei, overwatch (I MEAN. OBVIOUS)

-charlotte, fire emblem fates

-shermie, king of fighters

-daichi misawa, yugioh gx

-atsushi nakajima, bungo stray dogs

-lan hikari, megaman battle network

-nagi rokuya, idolish7

-anzu hoshino, romantic killer

-camilla, fire emblem fates

-aleksandra zaryanova/zarya, overwatch

-claire francois, i’m in love with the villainess

-katarina claes, my next life as a villainess: all roads lead to doom!

-rae taylor, i’m in love with the villainess

-usopp (post timeskip), one piece (yes he should’ve stayed at least a little chubby after the timeskip. oda is ridiculously fatphobic)

-yuri sakazaki, king of fighters

-kyouka izumi, bungo stray dogs

-sophie, the city in the middle of the night

-marion wheeler, there is so antimemetics division

-dingo, megaman battle network

-judai yuki, yugioh gx

-brigitte lindholm, overwatch

-sayo yasuda, especially in her beatrice incarnation, umineko

-rena ryuugu, higurashi

-june egbert, homestuck

-eirika, fire emblem: the sacred stones

-jade harley, homestuck

-tsumugi takanashi, idolish7

-satoshi houjou, higurashi

-juno steel, the penumbra podcast

-magnus burnsides, the adventure zone

-thor odinson, marvel comics

-kate godwin/coagula, doom patrol

-jessica drew, marvel’s spider-man

-loki laufeysbur, marvel comics

-junker queen, overwatch

-usagi tsukino, sailor moon

-meiling hong, touhou

-ritsu namine, utauloid/deepvocal (i am taking her away from her creator as we speak. she is NOT a six year old ok*ma she is a 20 something year old agender trans womanthing who’s queer and fat, i hate vipperloid and the 2chan culture surrounding it)

-meiko, vocaloid

-abigail, stardew valley

-cirno, touhou

-mai shiranui, king of fighters

-ami mizuno, sailor moon

-vriska serket, homestuck

-l’arachel, fire emblem: the sacred stones

-carol danvers/captain marvel, marvel comics

-gakupo kamui, vocaloid

-lynn reinweiss, the case book of arne

-emily, stardew valley

-linda lash, double dragon

-gaku yaotome, idolish7

-karen starr/power girl, dc comics

-maru, stardew valley

-chie satonaka, persona 4

-cassie cage, mortal kombat

-naoto shirogane, persona 4

-johnny cage, mortal kombat

-baiken, guilty gear (FAT BAIKEN TRUTHER)

-colonel.exe, megaman battle network

-jack-o valentine, guilty gear

-bianca, pokemon black and white

-i-no, guilty gear

[ilminnestrone]

This was originally meant as a reply to @rottenpumpkin13, but I didn't want to drown her in an endless rant, so I'll continue here.

A lot of fanwork that depicts homosexuality has its roots in mysogyny. I said what I said. That doesn't mean I don't enjoy it myself, I wasn't brought up in a magical bubble and everyone is entitled to their kinks, including me. I'm an AFAB masochist sub with a humiliation kink, so believe me when I say it's perfectly fine to enjoy things that could be considered mysoginistic in the safety of our bedrooms.

Let's start with the obvious here: the seme/uke stereotype has obvious homophobic roots, especially when it is culturally appropriated and taken out of its original context (a context in which it is mainly aimed at young women who want to identify with the uke character). The sterotype being:

the top is always the dominant one, he's tough and strong, sometimes even sadistic and brutal and quite abusive;

the bottom is always submissive and breedable, feminine, frail and small, and he looks like he's not really enjoying himself.

Let me stress the homophobia in case it's not clear: you have to be feminine to enjoy dick. And let me stress the mysogyny: you have to be frail and not really into sex to be feminine.

So here we are: bottom-shaming (yes, it's a real thing!) was a thing even in ancient Greece and Rome. "To be fucked in the ass" still means "to have it bad" in Italian. The point is that being penetrated is humiliating because it's something women do, and being a woman is inherently bad. And if it's humiliating it must be painful too. Both the giver and the receiver orgasms are always depicted as some sort of debasing punishment.

There is no such thing as top and bottom stereotypes we portray in our fanwork in real homosexual relationships. Bulky hairy men can be submissive bottoms. Small twinks can be relentless tops. Most gay people switch. The younger partner can top the older. People with the same body type have sex (and it's actually easier that way, this comes from someone who's 5' and can't do certain things because of size difference!).

You know how much I love @birdblacksocialclub. One of the reasons being the fact she depicts achillean men in a realistic way: her Genesis and Sephiroth are both slender and muscular, roughly the same size and they want to have sex with each other because they're both young and hot. Who's the top? Probably Sephiroth, but it's actually unclear most of the time. Who's the dominant one? Ah, it depends, it's a battle of wits. Who's mainly? Both, because they're fucking men in their twenties. Who enjoy himself most? BOTH. They're smug and hedonistic about it. They're having sex for God's sake, it's one of the most pleasurable things in life alongside with pizza and punching a nazi.

This isn't really going anywhere. It's just my desire to see more variety and realness in gay fiction. I want to be able to find a Bottom!Sephiroth fic and not be overwhelmed because it's the first one I've ever read. I want people not to see a soft-spoken and queer coded character and immediately assume he wants to be pegged. I don't want people depict oral sex as submissive (it could be but it realy depends on how you do it). I don't want people to portray a character as small and feminine just to get him fucked.

And fucking please, let bottoms enjoy sex. We do. A lot. I swear to God, we're not suffering (even if we whine).

(And yeah, this is basically why I can't really stomach Omegaverse stuff).

[inquebrar]

sighing deeply and here we go again... i didn't think i would talk about this but this time it happened in one of my posts so i'll try to explain something from the point of view of someone who is aspec myself.

from the moment q!Cellbit got into a relationship with q!Roier before the wedding, there was a lot of talk about the honeymoon and q!Cellbit always made it clear by replying "i don't feel interested in that" "i don't like" "i don't do these things" and then this gave us a beautiful scene (which could easily not have happened if it wasn't important to the character) where q!Roier listens to q!Cellbit explaining that he would like them to sleep together but that he will not have sex and asked if there was any problem with that, then we had a moment of understanding and acceptance that only strengthened their marriage.

after that moment there were several other situations where it's clear that q!Cellbit's asexuality is not something superficial and used only as a meaningless label, but since then many people have started to make disrespectful comments, with misinformation and even contradictory to what was being said. no one ever said that q!Cellbit is the definition of asexuality as a whole, but to say that he is a character that brings us asexual representativity is no harm at all, being queer embraces many things and within the lgbtqia+ community there are various spectrums of sexuality and gender identity. there are people who are asexuals who also identify as aromantic but there are people who are only aromantic, they're two different things that can sometimes be together or not, in the same way that there are asexuals who experiences sexual attraction under specific conditions, some are strict asexuals, some experiences sexual attraction more or less, others are sex-repulsed others can have sex even without feeling sexually attracted and there are still many other variations and spectrums, and they are all valid and real.

to have a character who is canonically married and talks about not being interested in sex, is far from being something stereotypical. i have literally never had any representativity like that, especially because it's a big issue "not having sex is a sign of a failed marriage/relationship" now imagine that in a gay relationship. a character doesn't need to constantly remind people "hello! i'm asexual" and carry the flag for people to take it seriously, also many scenes that involve a better understanding of q!Cellbit being on the asexual spectrum he's speaking in portuguese so to people who don't speak this language lose a lot of context and subtle moments because that's how it really happens. and in general, if you want to have a headcanon that he's not asexual or you just don't think he is, i just ask, please be more respectful, it's great to receive asexual representativity in different ways, through different characters on different spectrums! let people feel joy and show appreciation, celebrate and just be happy.

your sexuality is valid and having a character that makes you feel happy and gives you a representativity that you've never had before and to have moments where you can relate is incredible! so please, if you are going to make negative comments or complaints that may make people uncomfortable, please use "neg" or "discourse" tags and don't do that on reblogs that have nothing related to negativity or stuff like that, always keep in mind to be respectful, please, it's not too much to ask 🙂

[oreharuuu]

To be One (2)

Summary: Continuing to play even after creepy events was worth meeting the boys...right?

Warnings: creepy description

A/N: yooo pt. 2, if y'all want to be in the tag list for this series only leave a comment yeahh

Tag: @atinytinaa @hoeranghae1117

Waking up to the sound of your alarm was not a good thing. Especially to hear on a Saturday. Kicking your covers away, you turned off your phone before flopping back to your bed, sighing happily as you stretched your arms and legs.

It was a sunny day outside, weirdly enough there's not much car honking out the road. Your apartment seemingly in quiet bliss as you decided to have breakfast.

Glancing back at the computer, you didn't have any time to actually open and play the game because of work. Your boss assigned you to a project with potential big clients that could boost the company, sadly enough the team you're working with has only five members including you. So you all had to work your ass off to make deadlines meet.

Thankfully you finished the project yesterday, so the team decided to go out and have some drinks till midnight. You declined wanting to sleep early and stay on your bed since there's no work tomorrow, but of course you had to forgot to turn off your alarm.

Humming as you eat your cereal, you decided to play the game again before doing some chores. You and Yeri texted back and forth about the game, her explaining some of the system while you gave her feedbacks about the game.

"How long has it been?" You hummed as you turned on the computer, swirling around your chair as you stare at the blank wall in your room. "Almost a week, huh? Didn't feel like it honestly," You huffed as you finally clicked on the game, the familiar cutesy theme song starting to play. You hum along with the tune, starting where you left off.

Day two.

It's morning and the game tells you to hurry up to class, making you play little mini games again as you collect more coins and items to boost your relationship. Yeri told you the coins didn't really work as of right now, but the items did! So you debated on who you should try it on.

Seeing the many areas of the school from the little map, you noticed a grey area. When you clicked on it, nothing happened. So you brush it off as an unfinished area of the school.

A cutscene started to play, reading through the bottom text tells you that you're meeting another potential love interest. Two boys appeared, making you hum in appreciation as you look at them. One of the boy has silver hair, being significantly taller than the other one. But the shorter one did have a more powerful aura, making you more interested as to who they are.

"What do we have here? You must be the new student, (name)?"

The shorter one asked, making you smile before you picked a reply.

"Ah, how do I know? I'm Hongjoong, this is Seonghwa. We're both in the student council so it's given we know who the new student is."

You snorted. "Of course you're both in the student council." They're basically the walking stereotypes of the uptight and tough students, with perfect uniforms and the way they're confidently speaking to you. Or well, your character.

"Now, now, Hongjoong. Don't scare the new student away with your words. We should be welcoming towards them."

Seonghwa chided the other boy, making you smile in amusement before replying.

"It's nice to meet you, (name). We hope your stay here so far has been well. We don't want to seem very strict, but please remember to wear your name badge."

You clicked through, reading the text and enjoying how their voice sounds. You didn't skip any dialogue, wanting to hear their voices play through the speaker.

"If you have any problems, please don't hesitate to talk to me or Seonghwa. Or you could find any of our friends here."

A tutorial popped up, showing you where to find the boys if you want to meet them on the small map. Usually these are for increasing your bonds with the boy so you could encounter secret routes and endings.

Hongjoong — Student Council room and garden

Seonghwa — Student Council room and library

Yunho — Art room and garden

Yeosang — Music room and library

San — Gym and dance room

Mingi — Art room and Music room

Wooyoung — Dance room and garden

Jongho — Music room and gym

"Some of them I haven't really met," You mumbled. You're hoping today you could see all of them, so you could devise a plan on who you should increase your relationship with. Almost all of them are short interactions, so you're still holding on to the items in your inventory.

"Please, don't be a stranger. We'll always welcome you with open arms."

You swooned at Seonghwa's words, noticing how soft he looks with his smile as both of the characters said goodbye to you. Before they left, you notice two hearts popped up at the top of their heads.

8%

You tilted your head at the numbers. Surely that must be a glitch, right? You've never met any of them, why did the numbers go so high? Even Yeosang only had 2% when you first met him. Wait, did San even had this thing popping up?

"Must be another glitch, I'll tell Yeri later."

After that, you're just minding your own business, playing mini games and talking with other characters to learn more of the lore and before you knew it another cutscene started to play. You squint your eyes in confusion before it widens as Hwayoung, you're so called enemy appears with her gang. You giggle a little at how cliche Hwayoung is acting as the typical bully, mocking you only from your physical appearance and not actually doing anything.

You clicked through the interaction whilst not focusing, wanting to pass through the interaction as fast as possible. You notice how red Hwayoung face has gone, making you giggle a little. But what she said next made your heart stop for a second as your finger hovered above your mouse.

"I know you're not paying attention to me! And—And I know you've missed classes for the past few days now! You're the new student and you're already setting a bad example for our academy!"

You slowly inched away from your computer. "Wha—what the actual fuck?"

Past few days? Did you not playing the game actually counts as a day in the game? The game literally started where you left off, how did Hwayoung know about you not playing it?

The game glitches out again making you groan in frustration, but you soon turned quiet as suddenly a figure appeared right next to Hwayoung. It's the boy with red hair, you remembered when he appeared with San from the first day. You glanced back at Hwayoung, flinching at how pale she was. Eyes wide as sweat appeared on her forehead. You gasped when you notice how she's staring right at you.

"Hwayoung, that's not very nice is it?"

You brushed your arms as goosebumps started to rise, not liking how...unnerving his tone was.

"Get away from her. Go back to wherever you came from before I—I call the teacher on you."

The red hair boy threatened, but you notice how Hwayoung's character changed from scared to relieved. Soon she's gone in an instant and the boy with red hair take center stage as he smiled at you.

"I'm sorry this is how our first meeting actually goes. I was hoping for a more romantic setting like in the gardens."

His words supposed to make you swoon at how romantic it sounded, but you're only confused as to what he said. First time? You've met him before! He appeared suddenly and went missing in an instant with San. Does that not count as meeting them? Well a glitch appeared and made them disappear so you guess it's not counted in the game.

You slowly relaxed when nothing bad happened, actually enjoying your interaction with the now named boy, called Wooyoung. From his voice and dialogue alone you know he likes to make trouble, but you found yourself endeared by his personality.

"Sorry, I have dance class in a few minutes. Will—Uh, do you want to meet up with me later? Hangout maybe or just walk around?"

You held back a giggle at how shy he suddenly sounds, picking the option to agree with him. His face lights up instantly, promising that you'll both have a good time when you meet up. You notice the heart popping up again and you sighed at the percentage shown.

17%

"How is that even possible? That's more than the ones I've meet!" You groaned but you didn't mind it no more, already making a mental note to tell Yeri about the heart glitch later. It's weird how high the percentage is, you wonder what possible routes or secret endings you'll have when you reach 100%.

Thinking back, you hum as you tried to remember who you've met before. "I haven't met Mingi, Jongho, and...Yunho." Well you kinda did, with the whole eye situation. But you guess it's probably not counted just like your encounter with Wooyoung. You sighed before checking your phone, noticing that a few hours has passed and you haven't taken a shower nor do chores.

You left the game still playing, your screen showing you the empty classroom where Wooyoung has already left. You stretched before making your way out of the room, already making a list on what chores to start first after showering.

Cleaning your fridge, doing the laundry, and doing many more things made you forget about the game in the meantime; too focused on working while you're watching your favorite TV series. Pausing every now and then to watch the TV, you laughed softly at what's happening with the main character.

A small static noise made you pause, glancing back at your room and staying silent to hear what's going on. Soon the static noise turned loud enough to make your ears hurt, wincing in pain as you run back to your room. When you're there, oddly enough the static was gone. You quickly checked your computer to see if anything is wrong but everything's fine. You glanced towards your computer screen and jumped in shock when you saw two boys standing there silently.

You squinted your eyes when you noticed no text appearing on the bottom, letting out a noise of confusion when a deep voice spoke through your speaker.

"Hi! We noticed you staying alone at this classroom. Are you okay? You've been staying here for quite a while."

Your body tensed as the tall boy asked you something so innocent, yet it's making you cower in fear about what he just asked. You waited for an option to show up, but none appeared. You waited for a few seconds before it finally showed up, sighing in relief before picking an option. Well what you assume the safe option.

You didn't want any weird glitches to happen.

"Well, you must be the new student. My name is Mingi, this is Jongho."

Mingi, the taller boy introduced himself and the boy besides him, smiling widely making his eyes disappear. You notice the height difference quickly, but you know the shorter one, Jongho, has more muscles beneath his uniform.

You thought Jongho would speak or introduce himself, but the bottom text only displayed nothing before Mingi talked again.

"Aish, don't be so shy! Don't worry about Jongho here, he's just shy about meeting new people."

You let out a small smile as you noticed Jongho's character blushed a flaming red, before Jongho promptly denied what Mingi said.

"I'm not shy. I was just...you know what? Nevermind. I'm Jongho, it's nice to finally put a face on the girl who's being talked all around school."

You hum, settling down on your chair before playing the game for a few minutes. You've cleaned enough for the past few hours, you'll play just a little bit more. Maybe after you finished day two then you'll eat lunch.

You cooed at how cute Jongho is, Mingi making you giggle at how enthusiastic he is; almost like Wooyoung. You really can't choose only one boy, you liked all of them! And even though you haven't met Yunho properly, you already know he's also going to be your favorite.

"Anyway, have you met everyone? Almost all of my friends already talked about meeting you in person."

"Ah, Mingi, I think Yunho hasn't properly met her."

"Oh yeah! Yunho told us that—"

You frowned when Mingi went silent, noticing the game froze with glitches showing every now and then. The seemingly cheery tune also stopped, making you sit in tense silence as you waited for any of them to talk again.

"—He's been pouty ever since! You should meet him, (name)! Maybe that'll cheer him up."

Seems like his dialogue has been cut. You pursed your lips before picking an option, weirdly enough there's an option appearing on the last second. You looked closely and noticed its different from the other ones, this one with a pink color themed.

"Oh! Is this a special encounter?" You smile before picking the option, noticing how Mingi and Jongho smiled widely.

"Great! Just go to the art room on the third floor, I think he's finishing a project there. Don't say me or Jongho set you up, okay? He'll whine about it to us."

"Before we leave, do you want to have lunch with us tomorrow? We're busy helping San with...a problem around our school."

You quickly agree, wanting to boost your relationship with both of the boys. Once again, two hearts popped up at the top of their heads.

13%

It didn't even faze you about the weird percentage, already thinking it's the weird glitch of the game. Both of the boys said goodbye, making the scene change from the classroom to a door in front of you. Not even a second later, Yunho opened the door, his shocked face making you laugh out loud.

"Huh? Uh—(name)! Hi? Um, what are you doing here?"

You smiled at how flustered Yunho was, looking for an option. But none appeared, only a small blank box. You gasped when you realized you're actually able to type out your response to him.

"Holy shit? This so cool!"

Because of this new system, you've already forgotten about the glitches and weird interactions you had. You didn't even think about how the characters can actually respond to whatever you say, too busy thinking about what reply you should say.

You leaned back to think about what to type to Yunho, remembering what Mingi said earlier.

I have no classes right now, so I wanted to use the art room. You're Yunho, right? |

"Oh! Yeah, I'm Yunho. Sorry, come inside. I'm actually working on a project too."

Soon you're inside the art room, noticing a canvas propped up near the window but you can't really see what he's drawing.

"Sorry, it's a bit messy here. But there's an empty space there if you want. Not a lot of people actually use this room, so it's been my private area for a while."

That's alright! I've been wanting to meet you actually. I noticed we haven't met properly yet |

"There. Not too suspicious, right?" You mumbled.

Yunho's face blushed more, smiling softly before he replied back.

"Ah, yeah. Sorry I've been avoiding you. I've actually wanted to introduce myself to you after Yeosang told me about the new student. But...let's just say I got nervous."

You continued to have a conversation with Yunho, like actually have a conversation because you can actually type out what you wanted to say. It's really fascinating how fast Yunho replied to what you say, because usually even AI would take a few seconds to reply back. Yeri must be a genius in the making for this game.

You didn't even notice how long you've talked to Yunho, only stopping when your stomach grumbled loudly. You pause your typing, debating on how you should stop this interaction.

Sorry, Yunho. But I have something to do. I really had a great time with you, even though we both didn't really get any work done |

Yunho didn't reply to you at first, his face blank of emotions and only his default face shown on the screen. You anxiously bite your lip as a another sound came from your stomach, and as if Yunho heard it; he went back to his usual smile.

"Ah, no worries! I had a great time with you too, so please come whenever you want to this room to work or hangout with me."

Yeah, that would be awesome! Thanks for today, Yunho |

With that, you left the art room with a warm feeling on your chest. You didn't even notice your smiling widely as you're clicking to the dorm icon, humming happily to yourself as the game loads.

Your happiness soon disappeared when you notice a lurking figure in front of you at the dark corridor. "Oh come on! Another scary scene in this place, again?!" You whined as you tried to hide between your hands before clicking away.

You sighed when Hwayoung appeared, but it didn't appease your worry when you notice the look on her face.

She looks fine, nothing weird happened. But her face looks deathly pale, eyes wide with her pupils shrunken as if she's going crazy.

Maybe she is going crazy.

"You—"

"Don't—dangerous—them."

You listened closely to what she's saying, hearing how her words are always cut off at specific times.

"P̶l̶e̵a̶s̸e̴—̵a̵w̵a̸y̵—̶n̸o̶ ̵m̴o̵r̴e̷"

"What the fuck? What the actual fuck!" You hissed when the text are becoming more disoriented. Not only that her voice was becoming more scary, gasping out the words as she sounds breathless.

Almost like she's choking.

"N̶̘̊ő̵̞ẗ̴̮—̶͖̃t̵͌ͅh̸̬̋è̷͉y̷͇̔—̸̘͛ẁ̵͙i̵̮͂l̸̜̎l̷̜͝—̵̠̽g̴̳̿o̶̖̾n̸̯̎e̶͎̚"

"T̶̢̛̼̮̪̙͉̫͚͛͐̏̂̔̋͂̋͝ḩ̸̻͚͇̞͚̜̲̘͈̎̄͐̒̂̈͛͋̃͜͜͝e̵͎͔̮͕̠̯͍̙͖̤͍̎̽̐̌̔̿̐͛̂̕ÿ̵̠́͋͐̓—̴̡̢̱͙̠̗̯̠͕͂͊̽́͗́̉̆͜͜͝͝à̶̢͈̬̺̻̦̜̯̔͆̿̈́̐͝͝l̴̢̝̟̘͔̮̜̦͒̑̊i̶̹̭͇̙̹̠̝͍͈̤̺͈͒͌͂̒͂͌v̶̨̬̙̤͔̤̗̮̹͕̤̅̇ͅé̷̤̮̮̰̰͙̏͌—̸̺̺̦͈͉̙̭̗̮̑̑̓̋̈̏̄̐̂̕c̷̨͚̭̯̥̉ą̸̯̯̝͔̰̖͍̃͛̇̀̄̏u̵̹͗̊͂̎̽̾͋̑g̷̡̨̣̮͖̰͇̠̓̎̚ͅͅḩ̸͍̣̳̮̭̼̯͖̎̉͒͜t̵̯͈́͆̌͊̈́̉̇͝—̵̮͖̍m̸̩̥̻̘̑a̶͈̟̣̽́͌́̂̓̏̿̑n̸̦̤̋̃͘"

"Ỉ̸̧͖̹͇͈͕̥̀̂̈́̾̔̓̋̎͝—̵̛̲̪̲̬̻̃̍͂̑̋̿̄̋̇͛̓̽͂͋̒͐̅͝n̷̡̛̰̯̠͈̦͚̣͋́͂̋͐̄͐̅̈̽̌̊̉͑͆̒͘͝o̶̥͆̑͌̔̑̆̌̇̐̈́͐́̂̅͒͒̈́͝͝͝—̴̛̪͈͎͎̣̳̳̮̺̪̪̰͚̔̑̇̚ͅd̴̡̛̛͚̭̯̺̟͉̥̯͍͍͑͋̋̂͛̈́̆̋̒͋̇̊͌̏̏̚͝͝ͅͅĩ̵̲͓̤̣͊͋̑ȩ̷̧̢̘̰̮̻̻̰̞̪͚͉̦͚̖̳̀̈́͆̏́̿̏͆̓̈́̇̍̀̚̕͜͠͝ͅ!̵̢͇̖̻̖̼̠̘͚̠̬̭̂̓̉̏̽͊͜͠ ̶̦̳̂͗̆̿́"

"H̸̡̧̨̡̧̨͖͉̪͚͓̬̲͙͉̩̟̼͍̩̬̗̤͇̪̘̝̩̠̘͕͙͙͕͎̪̓͌͑̅̔́̄͐̌̿͐̃͌̔̅̎̃̅͊̆͋̋̕̕̚͜͝E̷̢̥͖͖͙̱̹̩̙̲̭̳̟͍̮̞̖̭̮̺̠̪͙̮̮͔̗̹̯̪̯̪̽̀̉̆͊̈́́̒͛̀̄̀̅̈̉̍͒̐͝͝Ļ̴̧̛̮̬̮̲̬͕̗͇͙̰͓̘͍͚̻̹͖̱̯̯́̓̂̅͌͛̇͛̀͑̎͗͑͊͒̀͋̿̌̉̽̾̒͐̽̈́͐̀͒̀͘̕̕̚͝͝͝ͅṔ̸̢̡͓̙͖̼̦̣͚̦̙͔̠͎̳̬͓̤̳̮̱̬̜̤̦̥̫̭̗̜̓́̀͐͜ͅ ̴̛̗̣͌̓̓̎͌͑̒́̑͌͒͘͝M̷̞̗͙̬͚̠̤͖̝̫̩̎̿͐́́̌̓̈́̄͂̕̕͝E̸̢̢̜̼̲̞̜̺̞̲̖͓̞̱̥̘͍̝̲͚̱̞͍̣̯̰̗̙̥̅͗̓̀͛͐͊̀̐́̽̋͒̀͊́́͗͊̂̔̋̈́̾͌̀́̾̃̌̇͊̎͘͘͜͠͝ͅͅ!̶̡̨͚̲͕̞̹̘̗͇͔̣̓͋̃̒̇̊͑̐̋̆͋ ̷̖͈̫̞̯̖̱̱̐̒̉͐̊̀͋̋̾̈̈́͂͘͝͠͝"

P̸̡̡͓͎̥͍̝̻͙̙̞̥̤͓̠̗̭͎̺͕͍̗͙̭̗̱̫͔͙̬̤͕̥̜̯̈̒͂̇̃̃̄̃́͐͌̎͂͊̓͊̒́̉́̐̓̈́̑͌̎͑́̚̚͜͝͝L̸̢̧͖̯͉̣͎̗̰̩̙̙̖̯͓̻͈̣̜̞̲̭̻͕̤͙̯̱̩̈́͗̉̀̿̈́̓̇͊͐̓͒͗̅͜͝͝͝ͅė̸̢̨̨̨̛̛͈̥̣̗̼̳̺̝̯̲̼̥̲̮̠̥̥̩̙͇̣͚̮̺̤̝̪̈́̂́̆̎̓̈́̇̀̆̑́̊͛͆̊̈́̈̿͠ͅȀ̵͔͓S̶͈͍̤͊̂́̀̂̂͊̍̈́͋͝͠͠ȩ̷̨̢͕̼̪̺̪̼̪̞̖̦̪̘̣̤̝̭̘͋̎̂̍̈́̔̒̽̈̍͗̂͒̽̽̌͘̕͜!̵̨̬͎̝̪̮̟̬͇̯̇̽̈́̃̚ ̴͔̳͔̜̼̦͙̙̘̰͕̤͔͚̹̩̥͙̲̯͚̺̭͉̭̄̏̃̇͑̉͋̍̉̔̕͜͝

You covered your ears as the yelling grew louder, your ears ringing in pain as you scream when you notice Hwayoung's face contorted into something not human. Her face stretched out, eyes white as blood slowly drips from her mouth. You held back tears as Hwayoung turned into something more demonic, not an ounce of herself left as her pained screams made way through your speaker. The sounds of screaming and the still playing theme music was something out of your worst nightmare at how fucked up it was.

After what it felt like forever, the room turned silent as only your breathing was heard. You opened your eyes, slowly dropping your hands from your ears before glancing up. Hwayoung was still there but she's smiling. Not a threatening smile, a soft one.

"Hey, (name). Sorry to interrupt you this late at night. But I wanted to apologize for my actions, I know—"

"Nope, nope. Fuck you and fuck this game," You hissed as you pressed the shortcut on your keyboard to quickly exit the game, not caring if the game already saved your progress or not. When the game's starting screen appeared, you quickly exited the game and stared at the game icon for a long time, debating on what you should do next.

That's not some fucking glitch, well you thought it wasn't. It's too out of place for it to be programmed into an otome game, the glitches from previous encounters were not as extreme, yet they still unnerved you.

This one....was your last straw.

Grabbing your phone, you quickly texted Yeri to meet up. You didn't try to sound suspicious or letting the tense atmosphere bleed through the text. You hope Yeri would reply soon, glancing bact at your computers with wary eyes before shutting it down.

[sutimetravelau]

So, about Strawberry...

so i've been working on writing again, and im starting to get in my head about strawberry. Im just gonna throw this out there: i really do not want to offend anyone or play into any stereotypes, so should i keep strawberry nonverbal/mute? (im also finding conflicting opinions on if the term "mute" is offensive or not)

ive been doing a lot of research, and im coming across resources that make me think i should not keep this aspect of his character because i dont believe i would be able to portray it correctly/the reasoning is not good.

Strawberry is nonverbal because of his PTSD. I do not remember how his character developed into having this trait, but regardless I want his character to represent/show that Steven is affected by what's happening around him and the affects can be permanent. Since Steven usually just heals his bones the minute they're broken, and always pushes down his feelings, having a physical sign that he's affected by what's happening around him is the goal. (all Stevens have purposes and what they represent in the story- not just SB) It's not meant to be a bad thing, but the more I think about it, the more it seems that way. I do not want his nonverbalness to be seen as a warning, something bad that happened to him that should be avoided, etc. Especially since he's the only nonverbal character. But the more I look at it, the more it seems to shape up that way and that I should not keep this aspect of his character.

considering this, i've been thinking of alternatives:

He shows a physical sign of trauma in a separate way- much like Volleyball in SUF. Something shown on his form, in his gem, etc. It's separate from depictions of real people as it's more of a gem thing/fantasy thing.

He has a permanent physical injury, such as a limp leg/broken leg/arm/bodily injury etc. However, this has the same issue as above of being seen as 'this is proof bad things can happen = his disability is something bad'. So i'm really not confident on this one.

The permanence is shown more in behavior, like being avoidant of missions and such- but he still goes nonverbal after a flashback/being triggered. However, that's most likely going to be rare. In addition he is not nonverbal, but is just generally more quiet and soft spoken.

I'm hesitant to remove this aspect of his character because I don't want to just "give up" and make him verbal, etc. that seems wrong. However, this is why im throwing this question out: what do you all think? I'm not sure how many nonverbal people/friends of nonverbal people follow me, but I'd love to have some second opinions on this before I make any big changes to Strawberry's character.

only replies are enabled, please send me an ask or reply if you have feedback. thank you!

[holywizardheart]

hello! I read your thoughts and observations and found myself really intrigued by what lens you may see me through based on my chart, I'm really anticipating your reply if you can/want of course :)

1st house; Saturn, Lilith, ASC (all in leo)

4th house; Mercury, Jupiter (both in scorpio)

5th house; Sun, Pluto (both in sagittarius)

6th house; Venus (capricorn) chiron

7th house; Moon, Neptune (both in aquarius)

8th house; Uranus (pieces)

10th house: Mars in taurus

Wow, what a chart that looks interesting. Let's start with Saturn in the 1st house are you insecure with your body or personality? Do you like yourself? Do you have problems expressing yourself in the public? Saturn means restriction and issues so the house it sits in is 1st house. Issues with YOURSELF. Honestly, I have this Saturn in the 1st house and this thing is really annoying in my opinion. People who are good at astrology said that after Saturn's return the situation will become better and finally you'll find yourself pretty.

Jupiter in the 4th house I heard people who have this placement have a big family. There are also possibilities that in the future you may change your home a lot like traveling and visiting new places.

Lilith in the 1st house can mean that your appearance and beauty are very seductive and captivating. But people can be scared of you because you look intimidating and scary in their opinion.

Moon and Neptune in the 7th house. Honestly, I don't like this Neptune in the 7th house it means that you attract people who are mentally ill and drug addicts. Also, you may idealize your partner and view them through pink glasses. So be careful especially with this placement.

CAPRICORN VENUSES I don't know why but I like it. Such a materialistic and picky placement. The stereotype about loving ONLY money and nothing else. I think their love language is gift-giving and physical touch. Very serious when it comes to your love life and choosing a partner. They seem unemotional and cold when it comes to love but let's don't think like that. In my opinion, they're very caring like cancer venuses. Moreover, your style can be kinda classic and simple. And Venus in the 6th house you can find love or romance in your workplace. So please keep this in your mind.

Mars in the 10th house is a perfect placement when it comes to your career. It means that you're very hard-working and determined. To achieve the goal, you will do everything possible. You're very serious when it comes to your goals and purpose. You'll definitely finish the project that you recently started. And then satisfaction comes later. Unfortunately, It also has a bad side, people in your career or at work may hate you. Jealousy and envy from your colleagues are also possible.

So that's what I know about these placements. Thank you for your reading. I think this will help you to understand yourself better. Bye love you guys 💕

[hiraya-rawr]

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[longlivethereaper]

💜Hello! My name is Reaper, 26 NB, EST. I work overnights but have the freedom to be available to talk pretty much my entire shift and am also awake in the afternoons. I almost always respond as soon as I see the message unless I'm playing a video game, driving or something else important has my attention. I write typically 1-4 paragraphs, maybe more depending on the situation but I will always give you enough to work with for a response. I only roleplay via discord!

What I require from my roleplay partner:

1. At least one response a day, though I very much prefer more. I find it frustrating to have to pick up and try to remember what's going on every day, especially if I like the plot but it's moving too slowly for anything to actually happen. I understand life happens but please let me know if you're going to be unavailable for an extended period of time or if you just don't reply a lot, then don't respond.

2. Literacy. I dont require a certain amount of paragraphs to be written but I do require basic grammar. Punctuation, quotation marks, new paragraphs for new situations. This is a hobby about writing and I don't want to have to decipher each and every post you make. Spelling errors happen, I do it all the time but as long as I have contextual clues, it's fine!

3. No real life face claims and no stolen art. I know not everyone can draw but there is picrew and other means to make a character. Even if they're just described, that's perfectly fine. I don't mind to draw your ocs!

4. Must be 18+ as there will be NSFW themes involved! This is for my comfort.

Things that I'm comfortable with:

-Obviously the LGBTQ community as I'm apart of it! I only roleplay MLM at this moment as it's what I'm most comfortably. I prefer writing the bottom however I will write all sorts of dynamics if I'm into a certain idea.

-Omegaverse. I don't do A/A or O/O and I don't have much experience with betas but I'd be willing to hear out ideas for it. I like stereotypical omega and alpha personalities and am down for some of the darker sides of this Fandom if that's what you would call it but that can be discussed privately.

-Fantasy. In fact, it's what I prefer! Modern/strictly humans can be incredibly boring and stagnant to me and I have mostly nonhuman characters anyways.

Roleplay Ideas:

Sugar daddy/sugar baby

(ABO)deity impregnates omega and sticks around in secret to make sure they're taken care of

Childhood friends now adults who have been pining for each other for ever

Two mafia family's sons get together, one knows who the other is but the other has no idea.

Open to others!

Best way to contact me is to either like this post or dm me directly!

[findroleplay]

Hello! My name is Reaper, 25 NB, EST. I work overnights but have the freedom to be available to talk pretty much my entire shift and am also awake in the afternoons. I almost always respond as soon as I see the message unless I'm playing a video game, driving or something else important has my attention. I write typically 1-4 paragraphs, maybe more depending on the situation but I will always give you enough to work with for a response. I only roleplay via discord!

What I require from my roleplay partner:

At least one response a day, though I very much prefer more. I find it frustrating to have to pick up and try to remember what's going on every day, especially if I like the plot but it's moving too slowly for anything to actually happen. I understand life happens but please let me know if you're going to be unavailable for an extended period of time or if you just don't reply a lot, then don't respond.

Literacy. I dont require a certain amount of paragraphs to be written but I do require basic grammar. Punctuation, quotation marks, new paragraphs for new situations. This is a hobby about writing and I don't want to have to decipher each and every post you make. Spelling errors happen, I do it all the time but as long as I have contextual clues, it's fine!

No real life face claims and no stolen art. I know not everyone can draw but there is picrew and other means to make a character. Even if they're just described, that's perfectly fine. I don't mind to draw your ocs!

Must be 18+ as there will be NSFW themes involved! This is for my comfort.

Things that I'm comfortable with: -Obviously the LGBTQ community as I'm apart of it! I only roleplay MLM at this moment as it's what I'm most comfortably. I prefer writing the bottom however I will write all sorts of dynamics if I'm into a certain idea. -Omegaverse. I don't do A/A or O/O and I don't have much experience with betas but I'd be willing to hear out ideas for it. I like stereotypical omega and alpha personalities and am down for some of the darker sides of this Fandom if that's what you would call it but that can be discussed privately. -Fantasy. In fact, it's what I prefer! Modern/strictly humans can be incredibly boring and stagnant to me and I have mostly nonhuman characters anyways.

I have many ideas for roleplays! Some were old ones that didn't get fleshed out like I wanted before the roleplay disbanded and some are completely new. I love hearing about your ocs and molding ideas to how they might better work with your characters and your comfort levels. If there's anything ever bothering you, I'd rather you let me know rather than ghost me but I understand if you can't handle that and simply leave the server.

Best way to contact me is to either like this post or dm me directly!

-

[findyourrp]

💜Hello! My name is Reaper, 26 NB, EST. I work overnights but have the freedom to be available to talk pretty much my entire shift and am also awake in the afternoons. I almost always respond as soon as I see the message unless I'm playing a video game, driving or something else important has my attention. I write typically 1-4 paragraphs, maybe more depending on the situation but I will always give you enough to work with for a response. I only roleplay via discord!

What I require from my roleplay partner:

1. At least one response a day, though I very much prefer more. I find it frustrating to have to pick up and try to remember what's going on every day, especially if I like the plot but it's moving too slowly for anything to actually happen. I understand life happens but please let me know if you're going to be unavailable for an extended period of time or if you just don't reply a lot, then don't respond.

2. Literacy. I dont require a certain amount of paragraphs to be written but I do require basic grammar. Punctuation, quotation marks, new paragraphs for new situations. This is a hobby about writing and I don't want to have to decipher each and every post you make. Spelling errors happen, I do it all the time but as long as I have contextual clues, it's fine!

3. No real life face claims and no stolen art. I know not everyone can draw but there is picrew and other means to make a character. Even if they're just described, that's perfectly fine. I don't mind to draw your ocs!

4. Must be 18+ as there will be NSFW themes involved! This is for my comfort.

Things that I'm comfortable with:

-Obviously the LGBTQ community as I'm apart of it! I only roleplay MLM at this moment as it's what I'm most comfortably. I prefer writing the bottom however I will write all sorts of dynamics if I'm into a certain idea.

-Omegaverse. I don't do A/A or O/O and I don't have much experience with betas but I'd be willing to hear out ideas for it. I like stereotypical omega and alpha personalities and am down for some of the darker sides of this Fandom if that's what you would call it but that can be discussed privately.

-Fantasy. In fact, it's what I prefer! Modern/strictly humans can be incredibly boring and stagnant to me and I have mostly nonhuman characters anyways.

Roleplay Ideas:

Sugar daddy/sugar baby

(ABO)deity impregnates omega and sticks around in secret to make sure they're taken care of

Childhood friends now adults who have been pining for each other for ever

Two mafia family's sons get together, one knows who the other is but the other has no idea.

Open to others!

Best way to contact me is to either like this post or dm me directly!

like & asker will find you!

[oneofthesirens]

do you have any personal favourite jily/marauders headcanons 🌻

My thoughts and feelings on the Marauders & Jily???? THEYRE ENDLESS (I apologise for how long it took me to reply, I was just so excited to write everything down!)

So a few subcategories to truly express my infinite amount of thoughts in one post:

James

James is the GLUE that holds that friendship together. He's the kind of person that everyone wants to be around. But I don't imagine him being stereotypically cool (like Sirius) rather he is just a 💫BEAM OF LIGHT💫 that everyone adores. He would be the kind of person to walk up to someone in a bar and know they're life story five seconds later - Remus, Lily and Sirius are in the corner like... wtf ??? please can we not talk to these strangers rn?????

James and Lily bicker a lot - but in a funny, teasing sort of way. I can’t imagine that they would have a sickly sweet romance, instead they would just tease the ever loving shit out of each other as their love language

Speaking of love languages, James’ is physical touch. He is just AFFECTION overload. Just resting his arm casually over Lily’s shoulders, or twirling a strand of her hair. With his friends he’s exactly the same (basically I just imagine a Marauders cuddle pile but they’d be like no we’re not cuddling we’re all just lying in Sirius’ bed…. What??? That’s cuddling????)

He has an extremely dry and witty sense of humour (I cannot write this in my fics because dry humour…confuses me at the best of time)

Lily

I think Lily at her core is a very forgiving and optimistic person. She is always looking to see the best in people and is genuinely happy to be there if anyone needs help. That’s what drove her crazy about James - he managed to throw all of that out the window and send her barmy, which made her even more annoyed (and the cycle repeats.)

Lily and Sirius become best friends. No more said. But she’ll always have a soft spot for Remus, because she can sit with him & talk about Muggle books (side note: James tries to read Jane Austen because it’s Lily’s favourite author but he’s like WHAT IS THIS!?! WHO TALKS LIKE THIS!?)

Where James & Sirius are naturally talented, Lily is naturally a hard working and dedicated personality. She will work herself to the bone to get what she needs - on that note, I do think Lily would have struggled having her only job being the Order. I think she would have been quite regretful of what the war had taken from her youth, but especially regarding her career

Lily’s love language is quality time. Her ideal day is lounging around at home with James (and okay yes, the Marauders will probably pop in too…) She’s one of those introverted extroverts - she is bubbly and lovely to everyone but she LOVES her alone time as well.

[yetanotherrpfinder]

Hello! My name is Reaper, 25 NB, EST. I work overnights but have the freedom to be available to talk pretty much my entire shift and am also awake in the afternoons. I almost always respond as soon as I see the message unless I'm playing a video game, driving or something else important has my attention. I write typically 1-4 paragraphs, maybe more depending on the situation but I will always give you enough to work with for a response. I only roleplay via discord!

What I require from my roleplay partner:

1. At least one response a day, though I very much prefer more. I find it frustrating to have to pick up and try to remember what's going on every day, especially if I like the plot but it's moving too slowly for anything to actually happen. I understand life happens but please let me know if you're going to be unavailable for an extended period of time or if you just don't reply a lot, then don't respond.

2. Literacy. I dont require a certain amount of paragraphs to be written but I do require basic grammar. Punctuation, quotation marks, new paragraphs for new situations. This is a hobby about writing and I don't want to have to decipher each and every post you make. Spelling errors happen, I do it all the time but as long as I have contextual clues, it's fine!

3. No real life face claims and no stolen art. I know not everyone can draw but there is picrew and other means to make a character. Even if they're just described, that's perfectly fine. I don't mind to draw your ocs!

4. Must be 18+ as there will be NSFW themes involved! This is for my comfort.

Things that I'm comfortable with:

-Obviously the LGBTQ community as I'm apart of it! I only roleplay MLM at this moment as it's what I'm most comfortably. I prefer writing the bottom however I will write all sorts of dynamics if I'm into a certain idea.

-Omegaverse. I don't do A/A or O/O and I don't have much experience with betas but I'd be willing to hear out ideas for it. I like stereotypical omega and alpha personalities and am down for some of the darker sides of this Fandom if that's what you would call it but that can be discussed privately.

-Fantasy. In fact, it's what I prefer! Modern/strictly humans can be incredibly boring and stagnant to me and I have mostly nonhuman characters anyways.

Roleplay Ideas:

Sugar daddy/sugar baby

(ABO)deity impregnates omega and sticks around in secret to make sure they're taken care of

Childhood friends now adults who have been pining for each other for ever

Open to others! Best way to contact me is to either like this post or dm me directly!

Like if interested!

[tarotwitchy]

Hey, what placements can make me super jealous, possesive and wanting revenge when someone is unfaithful or even comes around my crush? I know my Scorpio placements can be a reason but sometimes my thought are really dark. Like tying up person, saying they're mine etc. Sometimes I think ,,geez, girl chill out'' but I was always super possessive, even over friends. IS there a way to balance heavy placements?

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• PLACEMENTS THAT MAKE YOU JEALOUS & POSSESSIVE •

I apologize for the late reply. I was prioritizing my queued posts when I received this. Hope this answers your questions, and to whoever this post will apply to.

🪓 Personal Planets in Scorpio

This may be very stereotypical to say but Scorpio does rule over dark, unsavory thoughts. Things that make society recoil in distaste because these thoughts are taboos. But you have to remember that this is under Scorpio's domain.

🪓 Personal Planets in the 8th House

In which this one is similar to the description above; the 8th House gives any planet a Scorpionic finish. The energies of this house gets carried over and combined with the planet. Especially if the planets are Mercury and Venus.

🪓 Personal Planets with Virgo and Scorpio Degrees

Scorpio degrees are already a given in this context but you may be confused as to why Virgo is included. It's because Virgo abhors having their plans ruined. The thrive in controlling their environment. And if that environment is threatened, they may entertain dark and morbid thoughts.

🪓 Sun, Venus, Mars, or Pluto in the 22nd Degree

This is an extreme take on the question that's being asked here but I'd rather include this as well.

The 22nd Degree is known for the saying, "kill, or be killed." If you have this degree in any planet mentioned above, you may be getting too comfortable in those morbid thoughts. It would not do you any good to think that any person is your possession, and that you are entitled to their obedience. Please remember that partners/crushes are also human, and not properties.

🪓 Venus opposition/square Mars

There's a theme of "not getting what you want" in this aspect. Regardless of your gender identity/sexual orientation, if you see your partner not complying to what you have in mind for the both of you, this aspect can manifest in nasty ways that affect the native more than their partner. It festers in their mind and affects their behavior — thus, damaging the relationship.

🪓 Mars aspecting Pluto (any aspect)

If your partner has this aspect in their natal chart, and you plan to screw around, just don't.

This aspect screams big ⛓🔨🔪🗡🧨⚰️ energy if you push their buttons the wrong way. They have the tendency to snap in a way that even the native becomes taken aback from. (I know this too well because I have this aspect). If left unchecked, this is the breeding ground for anger management and violent behavior issues. Tread with caution.

🪓 Mars square/opposition/inconjunct Ascendant

With this aspect, the native has the habit of smiling on the outside but plotting on killing you in 100 different ways on the inside. Has a very Yandere feeling to it if left unchecked as well. If you have both Mars-Pluto and Mars-Ascendant aspects in your chart... 😀💀!

I just feel like I should say it: If you are dealing with dark, intrusive thoughts that hinder you from having quality relationships (or are affecting the ones you have), please talk to someone about these. There's no shame in confiding to a professional about thoughts that fester in your mind. Our psyche also needs healing and maintenance, after all.

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Noona, Do You Not Like Younger Men? (Choi San+Jung Wooyoung)

Pairing: Choi San× Milf! Reader (Female)× Jung Wooyoung

Genre: Smut, Fluff, Idol AU.

Summary: Maybe going over to pester their favorite manager during her vacation wasn't such a bad idea, especially if it ends up with them getting what they always fantasized about every night.

Word Count: 4.2+K

Warnings: Age differences (still within legal boundaries), breast play including titty fucking (yeah I'm aware some of us don't have huge tits, I'm part of that squad but we can dream ok?) fingering, m+f+m threesome, ass grinding, spanking, degradation.

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Y/N's eyes squinted at the two younger males who casually showed up at her home, uninvited and already letting themselves in as if they owned the place.

"Hi Noona. Did you miss us?" The older one of the two squished her cheeks together, earning him a slap on his wrist, which he did not appreciate.

"Aww Noona, now look what you've done. You made him sad." The other male pointed to the other's pout.

"Choi San and Jung Wooyoung, just what the hell do you think you're doing here?" She crossed her arms over her chest.

"Isn't it obvious? We came to keep you company!" San cheerfully exclaimed.

"We know you missed us so we decided to come over and spend time with our favorite manager." Wooyoung added as he went over to try and cling an arm around the older woman, but she brushed his hand away.

"Ok, in case you guys didn't know, I'm on vacation, a well needed vacation from my manager duties. Specifically from you two! You little brats who constantly give me migraines and high blood pressure. I got this vacation to get away from you both!"

The boys were taken aback by her outburst, looking back and forth between each other and then returned their faces back to her. Their somber and disappointed expressionism soon bursted out in laughter, confusing the woman in front of them.

"Oh Noona! You're so funny." San giggled.

"We know you love and adore us so much. And you're happy that we came to keep you company!" Against her will, and more since she was outnumbered, she let Wooyoung and San each take one of her arm and drag her over to the living room where they sat her down and started arranging the space so they could have a small movie day. Y/N let out slow and deep breaths as she tried not to lose her patience and just let the boys run around her house as they started putting the snacks they brought with them into bowls. She could hear them muttering angrily to each other from the kitchen, no doubt telling each other to be careful less they accidentally broke one of her plates. In less than 10 minutes, they had about  7 or 8 different bowls full of different snacks, ranging from crispy chips, to sour gummy worms and even different types of sweet chocolates.

"We even got mochi ice cream! Would you like some?" Wooyoung enthusiastically shoved the case that contained assorted flavors of the icy dessert.

Knowing she might as well enjoy the gluttonous snacks while she could, Y/N skimmed her hand over them and picked out one of the mint chocolate mochis and stuffed it in her mouth. Unbeknownst to her, the man on her right was staring at her with a wide smile as she ate the ice cream. When she noticed, she gave him a puzzled look and scooted further away from him.

"You chose the mint chocolate flavor." He giddily stated.

"Yes....any problem with that?" She questioned.

San emitted happy squeals at that.

"I love mint chocolate flavor too! Don't you see Noona? This further proves that were soulmates and destined to be together!"

Without even asking or warning, he snuggled himself against her, an arm around her waist as he used her chest as a makeshift pillow. Coming back from the kitchen, Wooyoung glared at San when he saw how close he was with their manager.

"Hey! No fair. Don't hog Noona up for yourself. We promised to share!" He quickly jumped on the other side and tried to tangle himself around her, proving to be difficult when San was pushing him away. Y/N ended up being pulled and tugged from both sides as the boys fought amongst themselves for her. Fed up with their antics, she reached her hands over and smacked both of their thighs sharply, making them retreat away from her less they suffered more physical pain from her.

"I want both of you to stay at least an arm's length away from me if you're planning to stay here and watch a movie. And absolutely under no circumstances do I want either of your mouths opening to sputter nonsense and annoy me further...Got it?!"

Both of the idols scooted to either ends of the couch, each grabbing a nearby cushion to keep them company and to protect them in case they furthered irritated their off duty manager. Y/N took a deep breath as she rubbed the side of her temples, letting the boys pick out which movie they wanted to watch. She probably wouldn't even enjoy the movie with the two rascals nearby, she thought to herself. Wooyoung and San settled for a cute looking movie, both of them hoping that the fluffy contents would soften up Y/N so they could cuddle up next to her once more. The woman however cringed when she saw the title.

"Ugh. Wake me up when whatever chick flick you chose is over." She settled back onto the couch, her eyes already closing.

"Aww come on Noona, give it a try. You might even like it." San suggested.

"Romantic movies have never been my type." She mumbled out, her hand reaching out to take some of the popcorn on the table to stuff in her mouth.

The movie played out exactly as she expected it to. Nothing short of all the typical cliches and stereotypes portrayed on every single romantic comedy made in existence. The boys would often look back at her every few minutes, their faces getting more and more discouraged when their manager didn't seem to be enjoying their company. It seemed that their plan to get close to her backfired as she was currently resting her chin on her palms, dozing off slowly while not paying one bit of attention on the screen in front of her.

"Told you to pick a scary movie." San complained to his friend.

"Your chicken ass can't even handle them." Wooyoung side eyed him.

"Yeah, but jump scares serve as an excuse to hug the person next to you." He tilted his head over to Y/N.

"Nice move, saying your plan out loud for her to hear. You dumbass."

Taking the pillow he had, San chucked it at Wooyoung, knocking the snacks he was currently eating onto the floor. Grabbing the pillow, he made move to throw it once more, but Y/N held a hand up.

"Throw that cushion and I will choke you Jung Wooyoung."

The warned boy immediately sat the cushion back down, setting his hands down on his lap.

"Please do...."

Y/N's half lidded eyes sprung wide open when she heard his whisper. Slowly she turned her head at him, of course Wooyoung noticed out of the corner of his eye and swallowed harshly. He didn't think she was paying attention enough to hear him, but she was. Wooyoung soon felt flushed as she eyed him with an indiscernible stare, trying desperately to focus his attention on the movie in front of him but the heavy weight of her stare kept burning through him. Seeing as he wasn't going to say or do anything else, Y/N decided it would be fun to tease him like he'd often tease her. Sliding on top of him, to the surprise of not only Wooyoung but his friend on the other side, Y/N hummed softly as her fingers ran up his chest.

"Please do what Wooyoung? Choke you? Is that what you want? Want my hand wrapped around that pretty of neck of yours?"

The flustered male shuddered when her fingers encapsulated over the front of his neck, lightly applying pressure against his Adam's apple with her palm.

"Oh someone likes this a little too much." She chuckled as she subtly rolled her hips on his tent that formed as soon as she touched him.

"Please Noona.." Wooyoung squirmed underneath her body, hips trying to grind up against hers.

"I barely did anything and you're already begging for me. You're an even bigger whore than I thought you were." She let out an annoyed 'tsk' as she slowly began to get off his lap.

When Wooyoung felt her detaching herself, his hands came out to clasp her waist, keeping her firmly planted on his lap.

"Yes I am, I'm such a whore for you Noona. But please don't leave me here like this." He whined at her, looking completely pitiful as his hands desperately tried to keep her from moving. Y/N reached a hand out to toss some of the hair away from his forehead, her mind already working on ways to play around with the young male. Noticing that his eyes kept falling towards her chest, she suddenly got an idea.

"You like my breasts Wooyoungie?"

Her question caught him off guard, eyes widening, looking like a deer caught in headlights, especially after she called him by his nickname. He was beyond flustered, unable to look up at his manager anymore.

"I asked you a question Wooyoungie and I expect an answer or else I'll leave you hanging there and make you watch as I play with Sannie instead."

The forgotten male beside them became excited at hearing her words, his hand rubbing against his inner thigh, slowly creeping up to the bulge in his pants. Tilting his chin up to look at her, Y/N repeated her question once more, expecting him to reply as it was his last chance.

"Y-yes. I like your breasts very much Noona." He finally admitted.

Satisfied at getting an answer, Y/N pulled away from Wooyoung so she could start removing her shirt, both boys watching her without batting an eyelash. When her bra dropped on the floor, they both stared in awe at her voluptuous chest, mouths agape and nearly drooling at the sight.

"Fuck, they're just-wow." San chimed in, tongue wetting the center of his lips.

"You like them too Sannie? I always thought you were more of an ass guy." She commented with a knowing smile, recalling all the times he'd come up behind her and greet her with a pat on her bum.

"Oh hell yeah I am, but I'd never say no to an opportunity to suck on a pretty pair of tits." He acknowledged with no hesitation.

"Is that so? Well then."

Prying Wooyoung's hands off her, Y/N sat herself back in between the boys, hands cupping both of her breasts to gently massage them in her palms, fingers tweaking at her nipples which were slowly getting fully erect. The two men at her sides watched with hungry eyes, only imagining how soft and tender her breasts must feel, both wanting to replace her hands with their own. Unbeknownst to them, they were about to get a better offer.

"There's one for each of you my loves, so go ahead. Put your pretty mouths on them and suck on them. And maybe if you do good enough, I'll play more with you guys."

Wooyoung and San simultaneously looked at one another, both wondering if they heard her correctly or it was another perverted thought their mind played on them. Realizing it was not, San was the first one to be bold as he cupped the breast nearest to him and brought it up to his lips, where he proceeded to coat the areola with spit before he latching onto it.

"So you're more of a dirty boy, aren't you Sannie?" She mused at him, fingers brushing some of the bangs on his face.

San only responded by lifting his eyes momentarily to shoot a wink her way before indulging back in his task of suckling on her tit. Y/N turned her attention to Wooyoung, who was still nervously sitting there in a pliant manner. She beckoned for him to come closer.

"Wooyoungie, my other breast feels lonely."

Getting the hint, Wooyoung lowered himself and practically squished his face into her fleshy mound. As expected, he was very vocal, spewing out lewd sounds as he harshly sucked on her nipple, bringing in as much of her as he could possibly put in his mouth. Y/N laid her head back on the top of the couch, mouth drawing out heavy breaths and pants as she relaxed and enjoyed the sensation of the the younger male's mouths on her breasts, their tongues and teeth eagerly swirling and nibbling on her sensitive flesh. She noticed how both of them had completely different patterns. Whereas San's suckling was less intense, it was definitely more sloppy, spit dribbling down his chin and down her chest from all the insane movements his tongue worked on her nipple, each of them clearly focused on bringing her as much pleasure as possible. Wooyoung was definitely more intense and full of eagerness, but each swirl of his tongue or nibbling on her skin was less meditated and more like he was simply enjoying to taste the older woman, playing around with her breast as if it was a toy for him to fondle and tease as he pleased. Not that she minded, she loved being used as a toy by them both.

She became so lost in the feeling of their mouths on her body that she didn't notice the hands that had traveled in between her thighs until she felt them prying them open in an effort to slide her shorts and underwear down. She became somewhat self conscious when they managed to tear the rest of her clothing off, her legs closing tightly. Tapping a finger on her knee, San pulled off her nipple to say:

"Spread your legs for us and let us see that soaking cunt of yours."

Wooyoung was just as shocked as she was at his informal and vulgar words, but it certainly served to arouse her even more. Getting talked down to by someone younger than her..... it was definitely something. Giving him what he, and probably also his friend, wanted, she opened up her legs. Putting aside her gorgeous breasts for the meantime, the 2 pairs of eyes peered down at the sight below them, their Noona's folds glistening just for them and because of them, her tiny bud aching to be touched by their fingers. Signaling to his friend, San dipped his fingers down, swirling them around her clit before pressing down on it.

"Oh she's needy Wooyoung, I can feel it throbbing against my finger." San smirked as he lightly rubbed against her clit.

"Is our pretty Noona in need of our fingers? Does she want to get stuffed with them?" Wooyoung muttered against her ear, lips quick to muffle the moan that responded to his question. It was a sweet and tender kiss that was interrupted by San who tilted her chin towards him so that he could kiss her as well.

"Don't worry Noona. We'll make sure you're full and satisfied."

Y/N gasped as she felt both of their fingers slowly insert themselves into her slick and wet walls. Nudging to each other, their fingers started moving to and fro, eyes watching closely each facial expression that took over her features, reveling in the blissful sighs that were spilling out of her lips. Y/N couldn't keep herself from clenching tightly around their fingers, mesmerized by the sight of both of them fingering her tight little hole.

"Are you enjoying this Noona? Like having your tight pussy fucked by Sannie's finger and mine?" Wooyoung giggled, pushing his finger deeper into her, knuckles pressing against her mound which had her shuddering.

"Yes she is Wooyoungie, look at how much tighter she's becoming."

With a mischievous twinkle in his eye, he looked at Wooyoung.

"Maybe we should stretch her out even further. Don't you think?" He suggested, to which Wooyoung agreed to with a grin.

With a sharp inhale, Y/N released a whimper when 2 extra fingers intruded into her intimate region, stretching her further. The pace with which they were thrusting their fingers into her increased, each of the boys jamming their fingers at different timings, making sure that their tips touched the hood of her sex, grazing that sweet spot of hers. Y/N was a whining and moaning mess. The boys were not giving her any chance to relax, when one set of fingers was pulling out of her, the other set was pushing back in, continuing its abuse on her g-spot. She felt her thighs starting to trembling, her lower stomach building up her climax by the second. Even with the 4 fingers parting her wide open, she was starting to squeeze around them, wrapping them up in a blanket of heat that would soon coat them with her release.

"Are you gonna cum Noona? Cum on Sannie's and my fingers?" Wooyoung cooed as he drove his fingers faster into her to help her reach her orgasm faster.

Y/N could only manage to nod slightly, eyes shutting tight, unable to register anything else save for the slippery and squealching sounds that came from between her thighs. She didn't feel San press his lips against her ear until his low voice spoke in that sexy satoori accent of his.

"Cum for us Noona. Cum all over us."

With his encouragement, she tipped over the edge, crying out loudly as her release started streaming down her body and onto their hands, dripping even down to their wrists. The boys were kind enough to continue filling her hole with their fingers, helping her ride out her orgasm until she came down from her high.

"Shit. Look at all the mess you made on us. Such a dirty dirty Noona." San taunted as he forced her to look down at their cum covered hands, which they both brought up to lick clean right in front of her.

"And you taste so delicious." Wooyoung added with star struck eyes.

Cupping both of their chins, she placed a peck on each of their lips.

"Thank you for that my darling boys, you made Noona feel amazing. It's only right Noona makes you both feel just as good."

Not forgetting about the throbbing needs in their pants, she ordered them to strip in front of her, an order they were eager to comply with. Through clumsy fumbling, a pile of clothes was added to the previously discarded garments from the woman in front of them. Y/N couldn't hide the satisfaction on her face as she gazed at their erect cocks, standing proudly, waiting to be touched and played with.

"Well I suspected my boys were big, but even the reality is nothing like what I imagined." The men flushed at her words, flattered by the knowledge that she had indeed thought about them in that way before.

"Wooyoungie, lie down right here." She patted the space next to her.

Following her instructions, Wooyoung placed himself where she wanted him, displaying himself out to her. Hovering above him, Y/N kissed along his defined abs, getting dangerously close to the tip of his cock, exciting him while the member behind them envied their close proximity. Y/N pulled her face away right before her lips could touch his head.

"As much as I'd love to suck your pretty little cock, I think there's something you'll enjoy even more babyboy."

The pet name followed by the image of her breasts enveloping his shaft between them was enough to drive Wooyoung wild as he realized what she had in mind.

"Oh fuck Noona- yes please." He was anxious about having her warm tits hug around his length and fuck him until they were coated in his cum.

"I knew you'd love the idea."

Glancing back at the neglected male, Y/N motioned for him to come over.

"And I have an idea for you too my precious Sannie. Since you seem to like my ass so much, how about you stuff that cock of yours in my cheeks and fuck yourself on them?"

San's eyes bulged out, his dick twitching when he heard those words. It was such an erotic, kinky and naughty idea and he was all up for it.

"Shit- fuck yeah." He wasted no time as he straddled Y/N's behind, slapping his cock on each of her asscheeks before prying them apart and laying his shaft in between them.

"Fuck yourself as you want Sannie and try to keep up with Wooyoung and I." She challenged him, which he was more than willing to take up.

Spitting down on Wooyoung's cock and her tits to properly lubricate them, she sandwiched his shaft in her pillowy and soft flesh before rubbing her tits up and down on him. Wooyoung was releasing gasp after gasp the more he felt and saw his member disappear and reappear from his Noona's glorious valley. Meanwhile behind her, San busied himself as he started rutting his cock against the firm but tender skin of her ass, groaning and grunting as he took advantage of the green light she gave him to go as hard as he wanted. Each time he slammed his hips up into her, he basked in the visual of her plump ass cheeks rippling with each of his thrusts.

"Oh God." San exclaimed, one hand coming down to strike one of Y/N's cheeks, causing her to jolt forward in surprise, her stiff nipples rubbing against Wooyoung's shaft.

"Shit! San- be gentle with Noona." He whined, his eyes still focused on the silky sensation of Y/N's boobs hugging him.

"It's ok Wooyoung. I know Noona liked it. She likes it rough. Watch."

Raising his hand once more, it came back down to spank the same spot he had previously hit, a light pink hue starting to appear on her skin. Y/N tried and failed to contain a whimpered moan from her lips, spit dripping out and falling on Wooyoung's tip.

"Shit Noona, are you really into freaky shit?" He asked in astonishment.

"She's literally letting two younger guys fuck her tits and ass, how much more reassurance do you need?" San pointed out as he squeezed at her ass, riding her backside with more intensity.

"She's just a dirty kinky whore, allowing us to use her body this way. And then she's gonna let us cover her in our cum cause she's that slutty."

Y/N groaned at his words, her tongue poking out to lick at Wooyoung's slit each time it peeked out through the valley of her enormous tits.

"Fuck to paint Noona's tits with my cum-" Wooyoung hissed, teeth tugging at his bottom lip.

"You wanna do that for me? Cum on my big boobs baby boy?" She chuckled when she felt Wooyoung's cock twitch against her skin.

He couldn't answer her as another one of San's slaps along with his frenzied grinding thrusted her forward, making her and the boy below her exclaim in surprise.

"You're not cumming without me. You better hold it." San warned through gritted teeth, nails digging into her flesh as he violently rammed his cock between her fleshy and plump folds.

Y/N looked down at poor Wooyoung's face, looking so distraught as he fought hard not to cum right then and there. Leaning down, Y/N gave his tip a few kitten licks before resuming to squish her breasts on his length.

"It's ok Wooyoungie. San forgets his not in charge here. I am. So cum for me baby boy. Cum all over your Noona's tits." She softly said to him.

With shuddering whines and whimpers, Wooyoung threw his head back, eyebrows furrowed as thick streams of cum erupt from his tip, his orgasmic bliss so overwhelming, lasting longer due to Y/N continuing to rapidly push up and down his cock, milking him out of the last drop of cum he had left in his body.

"That's it. That's my good little boy, keep cumming just like that." She praised him, watching with excitement as his seed plastered itself on the top of her cleavage, some of it even splashing onto her cheeks and chin.

"That's so fucking hot- Oh my God-"

After watching the scene play out in front of him, San felt a familiar tightness in his balls, his tip starting to swell up. Before he could even register it, he was already pumping his own cum all over Y/N's ass and lower back, sputtering out incoherent words as he did so. He ended up collapsing on the couch, energy completed drained after all that, same as his friend who was still laying still on the other side. Meanwhile Y/N grabbed the box of tissues that was on the coffee table and pulled a few of them out so she could clean herself and the boys up. Starting with Wooyoung, she wiped in between his thighs, picking up the remainder of whatever was left of his cum before turning to San and cleaning up his body as well. Once both of the boys were cleaned up, she grabbed a couple more tissues to use on herself. She was distracted when she heard both of them start giggling out of nowhere.

"What's so funny?" She asked them, looking at San and then at Wooyoung, both of them donning a suspicious smile.

"So Noona does like younger men..."

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Hi Pia! I'm really loving ffs and I have a question about ADHD because it's something I'm really struggling with at the moment.

I see a lot of the symptoms of ADHD in my behaviour and I've been trying to be diagnosed and get help for it. However, I'm an asian woman at university and my propensity for taking on too many commitments and overworking myself seems to continuously be swept away by therapists saying that's just the way a lot of asian women are and that it isn't ADHD.

Do you have any thoughts on how I might be able to have a conversation with them so that I can possibly get some help. It's just becoming quite frustrating and I feel incredibly lost.

However, I'm an asian woman at university and my propensity for taking on too many commitments and overworking myself seems to continuously be swept away by therapists saying that's just the way a lot of asian women are and that it isn't ADHD.

...That just sounds horribly racist, tbh. Like, that's pigeonholing people into stereotypes that are harmful and stop you from getting assessed and treated properly. That's not even a microaggression, that's just straight up racism. Like, I also take on too many commitments and overwork myself, but a therapist won't blame that on my ethnicity. That's a shitty thing to have happen more than once anon, and I'm so so sorry. Asian women can and have definitely been diagnosed with ADHD!

You absolutely have a right to get assessed. You also have a right to call out - if you feel safe enough - your therapists when they say things like that. Sometimes saying something like: 'What would you say to someone who wasn't Asian then' or 'I understand you're using ethnic stereotypes right now, but can you not use those to bar me from actual assessments?' or 'how would you treat me if you weren't seeing me as an ethnic stereotype?' or 'you dismissing my concerns based on me being Asian is not actually helpful, can I talk to your manager about this?' depending on how bold you feel. But all of this stuff can be extremely hard to say (even if you're saying it only in writing).

Sometimes just a straight up: 'Could you still do the assessments please' or 'can you please refer me to a specialist in this area' can go a long way. Honestly, sometimes calling someone out on being a bigot can also make them realise they're not helping and/or make you realise you deserve a better therapist. I haven't had to do it for ethnicity, but I have had to do it for ableism and queerphobia, and it sucks. At the very least, if I didn't feel like I could be honest with my therapist and they were being bigoted, it let me know that I needed a different therapist.

It might also be worth finding a psychiatrist or actual specialist in ADHD (i.e. not a university therapist, many of them are not good, and also categorically not equipped to diagnose people like this), who not only specialises in subjective self-reporting (i.e. you answering questions) but also objective metrics (i.e. computer programs and tests designed to measure your visual / audio concentration and working memory and executive function).

Unfortunately that can be expensive depending on your circumstances :( Idk what kind of insurance or healthcare you have access to, but it's definitely worth looking for a specialist in adult ADHD, especially adult ADHD in women (which can present differently than it does in men).

Also if anyone here has any suggestions from personal experience - especially on matters of not being allowed to access assessments specifically due to a therapist using ethnic stereotypes against them like this, please feel free to speak up in the replies / reblogs! This obviously isn't something I've had personal experience with, and I know some of my suggestions might be completely off base. <3

Anon, what you have gone through on this so far is really unfair, and really bigoted, I'm not surprised you feel lost and frustrated. You 100% deserve to be assessed purely on your behaviours and attention and executive function, just like everyone else. But I also think it's really awesome that you're persisting on this, and are determined to help yourself as best as you can. The fact that you recognise these people are failing you (and they are) means hopefully you will eventually find someone who doesn't. I really wish you luck with this stuff, and I'm so sorry for the crap you've already had to put up with.

[ihopesocomic]

I am writing a story with many characters with NPD. One of them is mindful of it and is trying to be kind to his friends and family, apologizing for any arrogance he may have shown. Most of the others, though, are antagonists. I'm worried about this, because I don't want anyone with NPD to think they're incapable of change. Do you have any tips?

Neither of us have NPD so we're really not in a position to tell you how to portray it correctly unfortunately. Our suggestion is that you reach out and speak to people who have it and what their take is on your plans for it. Watching YT videos also helps.

I'm also going to use this to reply to some similar questions we've also gotten, so this is just a generalised answer to anyone who wishes to write about serious topics like abuse, ableism, mental health, disabilities and so on:

Our advice regarding these questions is going to be pretty much the same: speak to people you wish to relate to and do research. Do NOT cut corners on this, otherwise your writing and your intentions can and will come across as insensitive and misinformed.

It's pretty much all we did while making the MP analysis video and this comic. Research, research, research. I can't express this enough. And we still ended up making some errors here and there (i.e. mistaking Kyoga for a goddess, but that was mostly because I - who handled a lot of the script - simply wasn't interested in the lore of MP and didn't pay close attention to it - prime example of what happens when you're lazy. Small nitpick but people get mad at us for it for some reason lol).

Speaking to other authors is all fine and good but, ultimately, they cannot construct your storyline for you. Especially when it is something outside of their experiences. Sorry about that. :<

For reference, however: I (RJ) have autism, schizophrenia and dyspraxia.

I'm open to questions about those conditions but anything else? You're better off researching yourself, folks. Especially if you're going down the antagonist route like anon is here. tbh I find portraying antagonists with NPD and APD (antisocial personality disorder) to be a bit dicey, so please be careful. It's something that's been done time and time again and it's often fuelled stereotypes that people with these conditions have found less than flattering. And for good reason, because the attributes taken from them often stem from outdated sources.