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foldingfittedsheets · 2 months ago

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Oh my god, poverty brain makes big purchases so freakin scary. I know I need a laptop. I will have tons of downtime at work and I can't cart my three monitor gaming PC into work on slow days. So I need a laptop. I had some help picking a really good one and it's gonna do the stuff I need. But it's still such a big chunk of money. *Sweats* I have done it. But it was hard.

Luckily it sounds like my accommodation is getting reviewed for real this time and I should have more freetime at the small store and on my days off to take commissions again! I can also resume working on my comics as I've got a tablet going spare that I can take with, so all that is very exciting.

#the prospect of having spoons to create and time to do so is alleviating some of the Big Purchase feelings #the last time I was making big money I still really struggled to buy stuff even when I needed it #and one time my beloved took me shopping for clothes and I racked up like a $500 bill because it was all way nicer than I've ever considere #and I literally couldn't pay. I was like I want these clothes and I have the money but it's so painful so my beloved took my wallet #and shooed me away and the worker was kinda laughing cause I know it was ridiculous but I was so anxious #ramblies

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