#the problem is that i am so fkn in love with him

[solarwynd]

I personally think JK is naive and sorta clueless in a way about the whole Scooter thing. I don’t think he gets the Zionist ties and the industry plant treatment. It appears that he believes this is the order of things. But here’s my BIG FUCKING problem with it: why the f are you so fkn obtuse and ignorant? You have been in the industry for over a decade now. You have seen the growth and rise of HYBE, you have heard your teammates talk about not taking short cuts, easy routes and more, or doing music for artistry. Why did he delude himself into thinking he can do anything he wants and suck up to anyone he wants? You have global exposure. You have translators. You have the internet. You see the trucks (everyone saw the trucks, someone form Scooters team made fun of it too), you see the naver article and you are just gonna act like this is all completely normal and in alignment with everything you preached? As a former ARMY who found them in 2015 and been around for so long, I am so pissed. He tarnished the band’s legacy with the help of BangPD, but I guess he thinks it’s a minor setback on his path to be a Global Pop Star. He’s my age man, ugh! He doesn’t need to be coddled.

Jk didn’t “preach” anything though. Those were other members who have talked about integrity. His only mantra is that he loves armys. lol. This is what I mean about the members being individuals. You can’t take what other members have said themselves and attribute it to the entire group cause there’s a good chance they never really agreed or never cared to uphold it. Like yea at first it did take me by surprise because I wasn’t anticipating a BTS member to go the route JK chose, but given how readily he did, obviously it wasn’t a difficult decision for him to make.

You also can’t say that he’s too grown to be coddled and then call him clueless cause that would be coddling him. He’s not clueless, he knows what he wanted and he went after it. He just didn’t care about what potential damage was left in the wake. That’s how he’s always been.

[catchmeonyourceiling]

how i got augusted in august - part 2 𓂃⋆.˚

@mysummerchild i'm so so sorry i forgot to post thiss 😭 it's the last part tho, it's gonna be so long but i don't wanna do more parts lol

part 1 in case you don't remember lmao

well, so basically that day he started to take a long time to respond to my texts and in the end i asked him if everything was okay and why he was ignoring me. he answered that he had problems at home and that he had gotten angry with his parents. he said he knew that was no excuse but that when he got angry with someone he reacted badly to everyone and he told me he loved me. the problem is that yeah everything was very nice but he continued with that attitude for the rest of the week.

so, we had agreed that the day after i returned home we were going to hang out cause he had to go to my town to do smth. ok, two days before i went home he told me (at 01:30 am, darling wtf) that in the end he had to change plans and that he couldn't go out with me that day. i felt so bad but i asked him if he could at least stop by my house to see him for five minutes and he said yes.

(i'm writing this and fighting the urge of going to his house to kill him arghh)

ok, now it starts getting interesting. the day i was returning home he didn't write to me all day so i sent him a message around four thirty or so asking if he could tell me what time would his bus arrive the next day so that i could go see him at the station. surprise, he didn't answer. when about three hours had passed i got so fkn angry and i messaged him again and said "can we please talk?" indeed, he didn't answer either. (when i got home that night i saw that he had left me in seen lol)

the next day i messaged one of my friends and told her that we had to meet to tell her everything and she asked me if i wanted her to pick me up or if i was going to her house, so i told her that i was going because i was so stressed that i think if i had spent a minute more at home i would've gone crazy. well, i'm SO lucky that as soon as i left my house, who did i find myself in front of? james. as soon as i saw him my inconscious reaction was to roll my eyes and continue walking without looking at him, but he stood still in the middle of the sidewalk looking at me with a hurt expression, as if i had been the one who had ghosted him (locate urself, sweetheart).

so it turns out that that day he had gone to my town to the hairdresser that is practically in front of my house so my friend and i sat on a bench in front to bother him, basically. when he came out he tried to walk past us as if he didn't care, but at the last moment he regretted it and turned around (it was quite pathetic lol)

and well this is getting very long so long story short, i discovered that the day he started to be rude to me was because the night before he had hooked up with a girl (betty) and now he had supposedly started dating her. the funny thing (funny to not cry because wtf) is that a girl i met shortly after who lives in the same town as him told me that she knew james, and that betty and he were not together as a couple but that they had been hooking up for ONE YEAR. she litterally said "oh, i know her, they've been hooking up for like a year". EXCUSE ME??? FOR A YEAR??? you're telling me he was talking to me AND telling me i was his gf while seeing her and probably even kissing her?? so yeah, that's how i found out i was tecnically the augustine of the surreal love triangle :)

and finally, it is worth clarifying that: their "relationship" did not last even a week, betty started to say that he was an asshole and shit like that, james messaged me from the account of a friend of his (cause he had unfollowed me everywhere), i told him to go to hell, he saw me one day on the beach with another boy and started talking shit about me, then at a party i approached him and told him what i thought about him, he apologized (i laughed in his face, i'm sorry love, it's no use to me now), we started talking to each other again "as friends" and we even met up one day, but in the end i got angry with him again and since halloween i haven't talked to him (i ghosted him back lmao)

ok this is everything, i think it's so surreal tho 😭 conclusion, fuck james, we hate him. my friend and i have the theory that he's actually gay lmao

so what do you thinkkk, i wanna knoww 🤗

[silent-raven13]

P FKN R!!! 🇵🇷 (Warning Harsh Language!)

Miles is always proud of his Puerto Rican side. Hell, he's the first one in Spider Society to burst out his Boricua music out loud. He wears his flag on his back when there's any Puerto Rican holidays or parades. Hell, he made a special suit with the Puerto Rican flag on it when he felt like showing off his culture, his Pride!

Yet today a racist asshole test him! Miles flew in the air using his venom strike, absorbing energy to give him a boost to do a flip before launching his webs to swing! The 19 year old wore his black, and red suit with the Puerto Rican flag on his chest to his torso.

Miles blasting Bad Bunny song "P FKN R" as he sings out loud as he swings from building to building: Si no sabes de dónde soy, no me ronquen, no -getting pump as he fight a rodder trying to steal from an elderly woman- Si no sabes de dónde soy, eh-eh, (ey) eh-eh, (ey, ey, ey)! -he beats up the robber as he give the purse back to the older woman before going up in the air to look for more crimes-

He sings along to his music: Yo soy de P fuckin' R (hoo)! -bangs his head as he swings- WHOA! Bad Bunny, you know me so well! -he chuckles as he went on a building keeping watch on the City's mainstream. The roads were closed off for Puerto Rican Day parade, he knew he needs to be home early to celebrate with his family. His mom took the day off for this occasion. Little Billie is probably wearing a cute dress with the Puerto Rican flag and her hair with ribbons matching the flag's colors- I should get a closer look to see if everything is good! -he saw the parade is about to start, so he should make sure no hate crimes were gonna be committed-

A familiar voice: Luv, what are you wearing? -Miles turns around to find Hobie standing behind him-

Miles happily smiles underneath his mask to find his boyfriend: OH hey, bae! -he went to hold his partner's hand- I'm glad you came! I thought you would miss today!

Hobie arched his eyebrow being masked: I never missed anything you invited me to. Now, what is this? -he eyes on the flag- A bit too Patriotic?

Miles chuckles giving him a kiss on the cheek with his mask on: Mi amor, it's my Puerto Rican pride.

Hobie: Isn't it a bit much?

Miles pouts: No! I think it's cool! -sounding a bit upset- You don't like it?

Hobie quickly change his statement: I meant, to be devoted to a country... the government, I meant. You know, how I feel about it. -he looks down at the parade seeing massive crowds- Isn't America's way to manipulate Puerto Ricans to appreciate being part of America? When they colonize your country and set up a military base! -he did a quick research on his partner's country and it's history-

Miles understood what he meant: Well, that may be true, but! -he hugs his partner's arm- Look, mi amor! You see how everyone is excited to celebrate being Puerto Rican! It runs in our blood, our pride, our culture is who we are! We may lost too much, hell Puerto Rico never had independence, but we're still here. Still Boricua! Still proud of our flag! It's who we are, and we throw the craziest parties, baby.

Hobie hears the loud music and many families gathering around to celebrate: I guess so.. you know how I am.

Miles: Hey, you're here so you're gonna get the full effect! Come on, let's check around. I know, you may judge America for their crazy ass colonization, but remember, you love protecting POC! There might be racists trying to commit hate crime!

Hobie became alert: Oh! I have no problem beating up a racist! -he grins under his mask, he follows his partner. As they got lower to the parade. The crowds cheers as they saw their Spiderman swinging by-

A random woman: Look! Mira! Mira! Es Spiderman! Boricua Spiderman!

The crowd in the parade cheers playing louder music and getting hype: Spiderman! Spiderman! Te amo!

One guy shouted: He's Puerto Rican?

Miles laughs: Por supuesto que soy puertorriqueño! -as he got low taking a balloon to give a little boy being carried by his mother-

Hobie saw the crowd wearing their flags in outfits, makeup, all sorts to show their pride. He follows Miles through the parade seeing no crime, yet. The music plays outlaid from the parade: Yo soy de P fuckin' R (P fuckin' R) Eh-eh-eh-eh-eh (ah)!

Miles turns around swinging backwards to look at his partner while singing along: Los maliante' con la' R! Prr-prr-prr-prr-prr -he chuckles- Come on, bae! Mejor que la boca cierre, ey Ah-ah-ah-ah

Some of the crowd started to sing or dance getting hype for their parade: Antes que los mío' te entierren (oye) Uh-uh-uh-uh-uh (yeh)

Hobie chuckles: You know what, I get it.

Miles smiles under his mask: I'm glad. You know, my mom made a lot of food so you can try.

Hobie: Yum, I didn't eat just to be prepare. -The two swing side by side-

Miles laughs: She made a lot of food! So you better eat like five plates! Also everyone is coming by for the roof top party! Isn't it exciting! -The loud Bomba music plays as they watch the parade starting having the female dancers following the rhythm of the music. Everyone enjoying the large floats, organizations, and other groups walking as they wave their flags.- Wow, it's bigger than last time!

Hobie saw a small group of men looking a bit suspicious: Aye, luv. Looks like we found a couple of muppets...

Miles looks over seeing them holding up microphones: Huh oh! Let's check it out! -being quick to get over the group-

The hate group had a leader preaching out about God and shouting at the Puerto Ricans: GO back to your countries! This a hate on America! You don't belong here -causing the crowd around to get upset-

A woman speaking in Spanish: No tienes derecho a estar aquí! ¡Estás arruinando el desfile! Déjanos en paz, Puñetas! Pendejos! Mama a tu culos! -some of the other crowd tried to held her back seeing they didn't want the cops to come in or worst stop the parade-

Miles flew down seeing the group of men: Hey fellas, what's going on here?

The hate group scowls at Spiderman's outfit with disgust. The leader had his microphone on: You are an American! You are disrespecting our country's belief! USA! USA!

Miles could only scowl under his mask: Hey man, people are allowed to celebrate where they come from!

The leader kept over talking Spiderman: Your just Spiderman 2! You're not even the real Spiderman! WE WANT SPIDERMAN!

Hobie crosses his arms getting super pissed off. Miles stops him: I got this. -he turns to the group- I kinda suggest you all to leave! Your ruining-

The leader of the hate group: FUCK YOU! GO BACK TO MEXICO! -the crowd behind Miles started to get super mad, almost riling up with anger. The racist insult was enough to cause them to shout back. MEXICO? Miles got mad too. This group is testing him- You and all your Mexican, pals should go back to your country! USA! USA! -the hate group chanted wearing their American flags-

Miles: I'm giving you one chance to apologize to me and my people! Before-

The leader over talks him: Or WHAT? You're gonna hit me? I'm using my first amendment! FREEDOM OF SPEECH, BUDDY! YOUR NOT EVEN A REAL SPIDERMAN WITH THAT TACKY FLAG YOU HAVE ON! -The older leader grins widely to pissed off Spiderman-

Hobie took out his guitar: That's it. I'ma beat this bloke! -the crowd behind him agrees-

Miles push him back: NO! We are better than them! -He turns to the group- you left me no choice!

The leader said: Oh yeah! You're nothing but a dirty sp- -Miles quickly uses his webs to shut up the leader then quickly uses his webs to tied the group, then he swing them high on the building-

Miles smiling happily: Ah-ah-Ah! Tsk. Tsk. I give you a chance to apologize and to go home, but since you want to harass me and everyone here. I think I have the right to shut you up! -the crowd cheers out loud as they saw the hate group being web against the building up high. Some took photos and laugh out loud-

Hobie grins widely seeing one of the dumbass racist pissing himself crying about his fear of heights: Wonderful, luv! -He slouches on Miles being a bit handsy with him-

The leader of the group shouted spotting the two Spidermen being a bit too close for his liking: UGH! YOUR NOTHING BUT A FUCKING FAGGOT! UGH, DISGUSTING! YOUR GOING TO HELL TOO!

Miles arched his eyebrow under his mask: Oh yeah? Well -He lift Hobie's mask to reveal his lips, then he lift his own mask to show his lips. A bit of his nose showing his pierced Septum. Then his lips pressed against Hobie's without a care who was watching. When he pulled his lips away then to hide his lower mouth- I RATHER BE A FAGGOT THAN A FUCKING RACIST!

Hobie froze being too in shock by his partner's action, he felt Miles' hand pulling down his mask to hide his mouth. He could've never love any more than he already did- No, he's falling in love with Miles all over again! Miles grab the Pride flag from one of the civilians having to tie it around his neck, flaunting it. Hobie could only awe at his boyfriend.

The crowd cheers having mix reactions from being shock to joy about the scene. Hell, most of their reactions were positive. The hate group were making loud taunts, until Hobie shut their mouths up with his webbing. Then he got close to the leader: Aye, mate. You're lucky if it wasn't me! I would've throw you in the Hudson River and let you all drown! -his voice low and menacing- I'll left you off with a warning, mate. Start another racist shit, and I will fucking kill you myself, huh? -the men looked horrified.- So you will stop this crap and not bother my darling, do you hear? -they all nodded- Good! -he harshly patted the leader's cheek almost slapping him-

Miles shouted: Come on, we gotta patrol some more, bae! -he launched his web shooter causing the to swing as he wave at the crowd-

Hobie follows him seeing the crowd being so happy, they can have a peaceful parade. The hate group being stuck on the building to be made an example of. As they made their rounds, the two got up on a building to watch one last time. Miles being happy by the parade, then he heard Hobie being breathless: I love you, Miles.

Miles being surprised: Huh, what made you say that? -he giggles being so bashful-

Hobie pulls Miles close to him for a close hug: You were amazing! No Spiderman would've done what you did!

Miles: Hahaha are you implying not even you would've stop them racist assholes?

Hobie shook his head: You know, what I mean. You kissing me in front of the crowd? Heh, New York City is gonna go crazy for you being bisexual, Sunflower.

Miles snorted: Pfft, good! Let them know that this bisexual boy issuing their asses! AND HE'S PUERTO RICAN! DOUBLE PUNCHES! -he chuckles- I love you, too Hobie.

Hobie: Can I get another kiss, Brooklyn?

Miles chuckles: Do you have to ask?

Hobie holding his love: Consent is important, luv.

Miles smiles widely: Sure, baby! -The two lift their mask to reveal their lips to kiss again. This time Hobie holds Miles like his special gem, being oh so gentle. The parade being loud and proud as the crowd celebrates their Puerto Rican Day while Yo Soy Boricua, Pa'Que Tu Lo Sepas by Taino plays in the background.-

(Sorry for the harsh language! Was listening to Bad Bunny and saw a post that made me inspired @babyhellboy post and comic photo also another comic post of Hobie Brown saying he rather be a F-word than a Fascist. Hehe, you know his Sunflower is heavily inspired by him😉.)

[hislittleraincloud]

Fandom fic thoughts no one asked for:

I am highly, highly against Wednesday having any dialogue in which she speaks like her parents to her loved ones, i.e. all of that "Mon cher!" garbage towards Enid. It's cringey:

1. It's traditionally romantic and excessively cheesy, and [Ortega's] Wednesday is not. She just isn't, and y'all should know better. ETA: In regards to love, her parents are like Pepe Le Pew and a willing/enamored skunk (I forget if Pepe ever found his equal, but I do remember the girl cat got 🧠 'ed into behaving like Pepe usually does, which gave him a taste of his own psycho stalker medicine...ah, we had some fkd up cartoons back in the day). Wednesday would be like Michigan J. Frog...animated with only one person, in private...and that's still not a guarantee that she would ever want to emulate her mother, with whom we know that there are severe issues between them. Ridiculous, exaggerated displays of affection define Gomez and Morticia. To have Wednesday behave like that would be sacrificing the one thing that keeps her from turning into a total clone of them.

She can end up wanting to have love and a partner, and even a family, but that does not change the public mask [of a narcissist], and the notion that she would be perceived exactly like her mother upsets her. Direct reasons aren't given by the show, but by how they interact, we can see that Wednesday believes that 'everything is a competition'...but it's not [Morticia's] accomplishments that she rattles off that are the problem; it's somewhere, Wednesday picked up some terrible, terrible "I'm not good enough, I will never be as good as she is" blows to her psyche. From Wednesday's POV, she believes her mother is a narcissist (her self-awareness of her own narcissism is for its own post); only a narcissist would purposefully break someone else's chances of either being equal to or surpassing their greatness, and they get envious (and ego hurt) when it happens.

(...God, now I wanna program Ortega's voice to sing the fkn frog's song 🤣💀)

2. She doesn't want to be like her parents, and that would just...make her be more like her parents. This is the most major personal growth theme in the whole of the show, and it can't be ignored, otherwise it just turns Ortega's Wednesday into a generic iteration of a 'Wednesday character'. If it were one drabble or fic, alright, that's AU, but I see it in nine out of ten Wenclair 'drabbles' (if you can call straight-on dialogue shorts drabbles...we did not, back in the day) that clog up my fyp.

3. Her parents are extremely cultured and speak those love languages/romance languages as a whole together, to each other. Enid is not that kind of cultured at all (she can't spell, has bad grammar, and is just not interested in the same things Wednesday is). Enid would think it was cute, too, and Wednesday doesn't do cute, either (ever! EVER.**).

4. Again, Wednesday doesn't want to be like her parents, and it would be unfunnily mortifying to her to speak like that in public and in front of other people, even if she were fucking Enid. In private? See #1 and 2.

5. In Afterburn: It pained me to have her let slip the Spanish to Donovan on her birthday, but I did it because it was an unintentional slip, it was in private, and it wasn't a pet name, it was a command. She is very much like her mother in bed, but she also knows that Donovan isn't as cultured as her parents, and thus, she will refrain from that "mon cher/mon amour/whatever non-English pet names" crap.

6. There are so many other things Wednesday could call Enid (or Tyler, or Xavier, or whoever the Hell's she's paired with) without becoming a clone of her mother. Resorting to Gomez and Morticia's horribly cloying phrases is not charming, it's laziness. *channeling my inner Bianca here*

7. Now this goes back to #2 and #4, but on that note: There are obvious issues between Wednesday and her mother, and sounding like her disturbs the Hell out of her (or behaving like her, which is why Wednesday's eyes just about shit themselves in different directions when Fester said that her "death stare of disapproval reminded him of her mother").

It's almost like she has a glass eye.👀 It's there bc the AI picked it up hard I guess & it affected my outputs.

There is no way in Hell, no matter how juicy-tasty Enid's furry twat is, that Wednesday would suddenly decide that she should mimic Morticia.

I know all of this is gonna piss off a whole lot of people, but I don't care. It's not Wednesdaying right to have her call anyone by the same pet names her parents use, no matter how fluffy the relationship is. She just doesn't do relationships the same way her parents do. It's far more OOC to do that than even my pairing her up with Donovan is (which needs its own reasoning, probably in a different rant).

Rant over, and y'all can keep goin', but that's not gonna make the dialogue sound any less terrible and embarrassing.

**Afterburn Wednesday does do 'cute' with Donovan in private, but it's because of the fundamental differences from N/Canon attached to her core personality, i.e. she's hypersexual and has some regression issues here and there. Even still, she has a very hard time calling him any pet names because once again for those in the back: She does not want to be like her parents or associate her love with her parents' love, even as she recognizes that she is a lot like her mother. 🤷🏽‍♂️

(Also, I just read an incorrect assumption. Morgues have blood samples. They don't keep whole ass blood bags like blood banks/hospitals do. Get that right before you write me some Yoko & Wednesday.)

[bookofmirth]

*HOFAS spoilers* so I read Randall and Ember bonus chapter and I have thoughts hehe

What I notice from that whole scene is that Nesta doesn't know Rhys at all. And doesn't even try.

HOFAS chapter 9:

“And Rhysand is … your king?”Nesta snorted. “He’d like to be. But no. He’s the High Lord of the Night Court.”

In the BC:

"I don't answer to my sister or to you," Nesta retorted. "I am not your subject to punish as you please."

"You have jeopardized this entire world,” Rhysand shouted. "You might not answer directly to me, but you will answer to every being here for what you did."

"You might not answer directly to me" this just shows how Rhys never saw her as his subject but she definitely does for some reasons. He also said in acosf that he doesn't want to be a high king whatsoever but she said confidently that he wouldn't mind! It's almost like she doesn't want to know anything about him and change her mindset about him at all! At least this is what I'm getting from her. Bc she also was hellbent to badmouth him in the beginning of the book as well that also both Cassian and Az told her she doesn't know anything about him.

All the while when Rhys was nothing but respectful toward her since he met her. He gave her a position in his court even tho she didn't have any experience for it. But he started to change attitude after acofas bc also Nesta became harsher to Feyre & Cassian AND Elain so he also treated her the way she treated others bc he doesn't care how she behave toward him but he cares about others. (I feel like I have to say it this is my opinion so I might be wrong)

So I find it strange on how she tried to amend thing with others but she's not trying with Rhys. And she also knows how it might take long for them to forgive her (the end of the BC and not just for what she did but for other things she has done in the past)

It almost feels like both Nesta and Rhysand are avoiding each other to get to know the other one. This is the vibe I'm getting. They both don't want to acknowledge each other and in this case the other one's trauma!

I understand both characters (might be surprising but I love both of so fkn much haha) and I understand why both did what they did (even if I think Rhys was unnecessarily harsh the next morning and I think it's bc it's Nesta...) but honestly Rhys is rattled by meeting two outsiders one Bryce and one Aelin and he don't even know what Aelin is so he's super anxious about what will happen and I reckon he also saw everything that happened with Bryce in the Prison from Azriel so imagine his fear that Bryce woke an Asteri that intend to destroy her world and she so casual woke one in his world as well so yeah I get it.

And I get Nesta as well but it was a risk that she chose to take and it was Reckless but I understand nonetheless.

So yeah I wonder why these two are avoiding each other so hard lol

ps: English isn't my first language so forgive me for any mistakes

I wonder if Nesta and Rhys are just too similar to one another, in a way that means they will never truly get along!

Because if you think about it, they are both viciously protective of the people they care about, and will do things to protect them even without asking if that's wanted. Neither of them told Feyre about the pregnancy, remember. Rhys wanted to fix it before it became a problem, and Nesta didn't see a problem with that rationale. Nesta also prevents Elain from trying to help the IC, and Rhys had that bubble around Feyre all of acosf. Rhys will NOT stop being mad at Nesta on Feyre's behalf, and Nesta will NOT entertain the idea of Elain doing anything that might put her in harm's way.

They come across to me as two leaders who are unwilling to be told what to do unless they respect the person doing the telling, and they don't respect one another.

I wouldn't agree that Rhys has been respectful to Nesta. He was always wary, and I think that he did try a bit, like you mentioned with giving her a title. But that title felt like a pretty hollow gesture because it never went anywhere, and now they both acknowledge that she's not his subject which makes her being part of the IC fall flat. I don't entirely blame him for being wary of her, and her of him. He only knows what Feyre told him about their upbringing, and Nesta only knows that he's this pretty guy who thinks he's the most powerful ever and his shit doesn't stink. Their relationship really took a dive in acofas and... I don't blame either of them for it, because Nesta was in pain and not handling it well, and Rhys was trying to heal at the same time. There's no specific way that either of them could have acted that would have made them besties. It was going to be rough no matter what.

Rhys and Nesta's relationship is one of the most interesting in the series because neither of them will compromise! So even in situations where their interests are aligned, they're both going to think they know best.

I wouldn't have known English isn't your first language, fwiw!

[darlenicy]

Okay, so I watched Winx season 4...

....and I am not okay with it!

These are my full notes & thoughts.... aka one big rant👀

Okay so a quick reminder that I watched the German dub of season 4 so if I mention voice actors it's always the German ones. Oh, and I don't consider anything post movie #1 canon. Okay that's it, thank you. Now let's start the rant.

Episode 1:

the opening cringed right in 🙄

all of a sudden Faragonda comes to mind, that there is another stage of transformation - all of a sudden

the Trix picture in the Hall of Enchantments saved my day

Of course, Bloom has to touch everything again (the curtain in front of the wizards' picture was there on purpose, bloom!)

Winxologie doesn't sound arrogant at all, Tecna

Layla thinks dancing is also a class

"The winx are all totally in love with themselves" Clarice yes, you so right

Amaryl is still with the freshmen 🤣

if Bloom had said she hadn't done it, Faragonda would have believed her - poor Alice isn't extra enough yet to be the teacher's pet. Maybe if she is also the princess of a lost kingdom she eventually has the chance to become Faragonda's new favorite

he (Ogron) talks (has the same voice actor as) like cool cake (Codatorta don't ask why I call him cool cake I just do)

Episode 3:

how ruthless the Winx are (again I forgot what they did. probably them totally failing every fkn job)

zombie stuffed animals wtf girls

these animals are so UGLY and not cute

Episode 4:

why are you so shitty with the boyz? They just want to help you??!! Another hint, that skloom is dammed

no seriously the boys are just there being nice, ready to help and the Winx (mainly Bloom) are UGHHHHH YOU DON'T TRUST US

>:((((((((((

Episode 5

why don't you use fairy dust to turn the ass ugly fairy animals back? Rainbow be like: FCK CONTINUITY!

the Winx are the problem, not the specialists (they treat the boys like shit 😭)

Roxy's dad is lol. how can you have such a bad memory? best thing is calling HELIA -> TOBIAS xD

Why is Musa's bear called Pepe? Wasn't there another name? The name is already taken, Rainbow! :(

Episode 6

why this new hairstyle boys? helia looks so stupid. he was the cute, mysterious cool boy and now he is the freak with the bangs

Episode 8

it's no wonder, that Stella wasn't allowed to drive a car on Solaria. i mean it's stella and i don't want to know how high radius' bill was for all the crashed cars 😂

of course everyone can ride a horse now! Didn't bloom say she can't ride a horse in the 2nd movie? fck continuity

at least Musa is allowed to sing alone in this ep! give musa the musical attention she deserves and fck bloom. give the fire girl an instrument and let musa sing, she's the goddamn fairy of music!

nabu and timmy are the only non toxic bfs lmao i love them

Episode 9

Erendor suuuper inconspicuous

you were on Sparx? Sparx? Not Domino? U sure?

i love Erendor's rant. still why can't he rule? does this man need vacation so badly? why is sky even king? sense come out where u hiding

the bed is minimally exaggerated

Episode 10

Roxy be like: I'm not like you, Bloom. I don't want to be special. lemme be a normal earth girl and chill. no need to make me a PRINCESS IN THE FUTURE *cough*

you're listening to the police radio, Tecna? ok how criminal of you lmao

not Musa being a toxic bitch again. that's why i ship driven

Stella x Musa (even though musa is wrong but this cute. i love when they are sweet with each other. in s1 and s2 they had their problems but since s3 they're such besties)

Episode 11

musa, jason is your producer, not your boyfriend

➡ nothing against age gaps but he is clearly interested in her because she has talent, not because she has boobs

➡ and wTf you HAVE a boyfriend, musa! poor riven, my boi 😭

nabu x layla!!!!! (i will say it again and again, they built them up to destroy them and that is unnecessary drama! 😭

Episode 14

yes musa, short hair does suit you better

➡ also stella saying that long hair is the best thing ever is pretty rude against tecna? but hey, she's cool with it: stella: hair is the most effective weapon of seduction a girl has - Tecna: oh really, i though it was the brain - burrrrrn (in the German dub it's even meaner of stella because she explicitly says LONG hair is the most effective weapon a girl has)

Bloom didn't want to be a fairy at first like Roxy?? gurl, you were totally into it! it was you stupid dream after all

if stella had seen brandon being nice to a girl she's be mad? Ehm, they used to make a game out of who flirts with more people. real stella would chill, s4 stella would explode

yes riven, you just don't have a relationship base this season makes it more obvious than ever

and the animals just stay free in the city? ok...

Episode 15

YOU BROKE UP WITH HIM, MUSA! don't act as if HE was the problem🤯

Also do we see Mitzi as a fairy ever again? no? ok

Episode 16

oh brilliant Faragonda can't solve the mystery of the white circle? loser

who said that Bloom is the one singing? who is the music fairy? i think it's not her for sure!?

WHY DOES BLOOM SING?!

Poor Riven bb

yes Riven, change yourself completely, then everything will be fine. i mean rivusa shipping aside, it's never good to change yourself for another person. musa fcks up just as much as he does. maybe they just have to face that they don't work together? never ever try to become someone you are not. if a person wants YOU to change, better question the relationship with that person

➡ ngl rainbow could have written them better. it's a mystery why they don't make them break up before s7. it's simply not working

bloom has to address twice that she is a clever fairy to sky in case he forgets

➡ WHO HAS TO CALL ONESELF CLEVER AGAIN AND AGAIN MIGHT BE NOT SO CLEVER IRL I DON'T MAKE THE RULES

Episode 17

 Tir Nan Og is near Ireland BUT it's a tropical island. makes sense

ehm is it just me or does Morgana looks exactly like the mermaid queen of andros' whose name i forgot?

hm not even that much. maybe it's the shape of their faces

Episode 18

Roxy is veeeeery emotional

brandon, don't say "you act like ex-lovers", that's very mean

you have been arguing a lot lately, musa? You argue ALL THE TIME!

Episode 19

essential oils or essential fairies? 🤣 why? i can't take them serious with that name. it sounds like "This is eucalyptus, this is peppermint, and this is lavender"🤣

do they build up nabu x layla so lovely, so that the end is even more tragic?? fck you rainbow

not stella patting the snake 🐍🤣 i love how she is not AHHHHH :0 but t AWWWWWW >.<

Episode 21

not musa kissing andy in fkn front of riven!!!

since when has it been the winx's dream to become musicians? since yesterday? ok

ogron, you serious? Don't give them the black circle

not musa worrying they'll be late for their show. i mean girls, it's the world that has to be saved again. fck your damn gig

not the German dub putting the cherry on top again with giving us some extra lines when in the original is just a "huh" when the winx discover sybilla's pan fairy minions:

➡ bloom: cute *v* - stella: ..you really think so? (same girl)

bloom: we have the gIfT oF hEaRt!! Stella: the power of prudence would be a more suiteable one - omg stella slay

riven sings.. he really sings. that proves again which's bf he is

no but seriously it's so nice that the boys want to play out time to make sure the winx will have their performance too later

➡ musa: YOU WANT TO STEAL US OUR SUCCESS!!!! >:(((((( JKLDFHIDHFSFHK they made it to guarantee that YOU can still perform!

Episode preview: The Winx….and Roxy

➡ as much as you try Roxy, you'll never be a Winx 😂

Episode 22

Tecna...

....who put you in that dress???

the wizards are all 4 my boyz and i love them

Episode 23

bloom isn't thinking at all again EWEWEW I WilL fIgHt YoU! Yes, go on. Fight against the fairy of WAR. you sure got good chances. and why she alone? why of all things HER?

nebula: you will pay for your arrogance ➡️ Yes girl

Aurora be like: worried…but for my ice tower!

➡️ love it how she gives no fcks about nebula but is only worried about her home

is it that simple? Roxy just gotta say please please and Morgana is aw okay I won't go on with the war against the humans

black gift: ah good, you can prevent a death, well you certainly won't act in haste i'm sure (spoiler: in the end it's not their fault at all and that is really a plot twist. i already saw bloom saving some stranger just to waste the gift so that nabu has to die. but it's not that case. idk how to feel about it. yaay fairies you did your best?)

Episode 24

Totally normal that a rabbit pays for pizza. wtf Gardenia you all high there?

layla speculating about the future 😭

nebula that ol' bitch was always the fairy of peace - now of war WAHAHA i think that's kinda neat. also nebula is a queen

until he (nabu) awakens?? Isn't he quite dead?

ok he is completely dead. then don't spoil us with little hints of hope that he might open his eyes again ok?

bloom: too baaaaad......not that i could use my dragon flame healing bring ppl bak to live powers on him nooo *whistle*

Episode 25

Layla is now eViL

do these tragic flashbacks have to be???😭😭

Red Fountain?? wtf German dub, it was always Rote Fontäne!, duuuh

another tragic flashback 😭

hard cut and at the end enchantix again? which animator was sloppy here?

nebula is such a queen

layla badass

secret revealed: morgana is roxy's mom - yes come on we ALL saw that coming

we give a fck about continuity again and act as if it wasn't centuries ago that the fairies were defeated at earth WTF. how is it even possibible that morgana was with claus?? sense, wherever you are, COME OUT

Episode 26

to name an episode without ice & fire without having ICY in it, is mean tho

one could have made nebula's and layla's change of mind more exciting

➡️ it was like: Oh, OH we're GOOD again! <3

nebula the real queen and she got what she deserved, i love that

Overall:

yeh this season is so cringe, okay? i watched 26 episodes and i feel like nothing really happened? the plot was so lame and slow. i mean, look what happens in s1-s3 in all the episodes. there was so much more going on. it was just relationship drama and unncecessary i gotta say. if they have to write rivusa so toxic then why don't they simply break them up and give them a harmonic ending? maybe being friends is better for them? also no fan of musa becoming a girly bitch with long hair. give me back my tomboy. i have to say too: a season without the trix is no real season even though the wizards are cool. also faragona is so useless let's don't talk about that. and the winx were teachers for ONE episode and after that they are like: meh no we live now our ugly love and pet life in gardenia. the pets, the PETS. i HATE them. they are so ugly. I mean the pixies had a plot they had to fulfill. they had a SENSE in the winx universe. the pets are just ...ugh. not cute. Then Roxy: my opinion on her: she's a bit over dramatic but fine i guess? still wonder why her wings are so big if she is no believix fairy. nebula, diana and aurora were really cool but come on, we did not really need this season. then the criticism that everyone has: wtf with the second movie. where does it take place? why is nabu alive? why do they have their beliviex? it's just that this season was rushed and the plot was meh. and i know it gets worse so let's face it. winx ended after the first movie and this is an ass ugly boring and lame written ff au.

And yes, I will go on with the detailed comments on s1. these notes here were just randomly taken on my phone and i felt the need to share them.

[k-kizkhalifa]

s2ep11 --

alright guys.. here it is, the continuance that NO ONE ASKED FOR BUT IM IN INVESTED IN MYSELF SO I AM DOING THIS. im curled up, phone ready, computer ready, sweater on. lettttttttts ggooooooooo

i love the beginning already. misaki if you don't pick the right choice ill destroy you. but also, why are brother usami and papa usami sending shit to misaki. boy. im through WITH THEM. AND NOT MISAKI ACTUALLY CONSIDERING ONE OF THERES. oh you hopeless idiot.

Akihiko stomping on it! HAHAHAHAHAAH (i love a good ole toxic man, fk.) Akihiko so happpy. Awe my baby.

I love how chill they are together, now. I hope that everything that happened last episode was for the good. But also, lmfao, I am not getting my hopes up. This anime fucking destroys me left and right doesn't it????

i feel the butler is such a good person. he deserves some love. (i just mean in general.)

lol Misaki saying he'd go on the trip "alone" LMFAO. AWE USAGI SAYING IT WAS IMPORTANT. AWE AWEAWEAWE AWE

OH HERE WE GO. I love Misaki's travel attire. LOL

OH GREAT PAPA USAMI AGAIN. bro if papa usami shows up imma flip a switch. i feel like you all are thinking: get ready to flip a switch.

oh great usagi SPRINTING to the car. LOL HE DIDN'T FINISH HIS WRITNG.alsdkjfalskjdf

ok i will admit this scene is adorable. the way usagi is GRINNING at misaki being so happy about the ocean view. giving me hope for a future, my guys.

lol petty cash of 1.3 billion. not usagi saying: i can make it myself.

ok i love usagi in his glasses. i can't help it.

the rubber ducks are giving me a fee-- I FKN KNEW IT. PAPA USAMI. THIS MFR. lol but can we just realize this is where usagi gets his childish love for toys from? hahah.

oh great papa usami here to talk. smh. oh man the way misaki gets nervous about this convo. time to man up, misaki. you gotta have these conversations sometimes. i just think it is really sad how everyone talks about akihiko, these ppl just don't understand him at all. it makes me angry.

damn papa usami giving misaki a fkn lesson in life and love right now. man the doubts misaki gets himself into. ugh.

I LAUGHED SO HARD, bro usagi just acting like he didn't expect anything less than this from misaki.

Usagi: what fkn idiot floats in the bath that long? this fkn idiot.

alskjdfalskjf HAHAHAH

lol the BL Manag. BRO JUST BRINGS THIEM WITH HIM EVERYWHERE.

no usagi being so fkn sweet. broooooo. misaki he is BEGGING YOU TO TLAK TO HIM. TALK TO HIM. oh okay, i'll stop yelling. they're talking finally.

oh no not misaki talking about leaving. and being so worried about usagi. ugh. i just wish i could take these two and push them together and say, "now kiss and be happy and fk the other ppl!"

oh great i beat usagi is with his father. YEP. HERE WE GO, ISN'T IT? LOL AT MISAKI EAVESDROPPING.

ugh these usami ppl dragging misaki all the time, except for brother usami bc he "loves him" SMH. i mean, hot take i guess, but i don't think papa usami is necessarily bad hes just shit at being good.

oh man i feel like misaki is about to SNAP. OH HERE WE GO! HE IS ABOUT TO SAY SOMETHING ISN'T HE?! HE'S ALWAYS LIKE THIS. Angry dude and snapping on these idiot usami's alsdjflf

Misaki: I AM NOT TOYING WITH USAGI. I LOVE HIM. Papa Usami: And how do you plan to be good enough for my son? Misaki: I DON'T KNOW MFR BUT I AM WORKING ON IT. DAMN.

adlibbing, but that is the jist of the problem, right there.

oh goodness not usagi saying his love with misaki and from misaki changed how he saw the world.

OH I REMEMBER THIS SCENE. THE HOT SPRINGS. CUE THE MUSIC. CUE THE KISS. CUE THE SOFT WORDS.

oh yeah this scene is really just so sweet guys. like. okay, we get a look into misaki and seeing how is opening up to akihiko. he's all, in his thoughts: these conversations happen, we're together, we are intimate more, we spend out time togehter, i feel okay when usagi says to feel okay (implying that he has opened up to usagi in ways he hadn't been doing. that misaki is truly falling for usagi. like it's not the whole: "i love you/i don't love you" take anymore.) but then it's like reality does hit him (and maybe it should) that he and akihiko are so different, they're from two different worlds and after he thinks all those things he says: i am almost tricked into believing him.

I think what we can take away from this is that Misaki has very real concerns about the reality of their relationship. In a way that, maybe because Usagi is older, he doesn't... It really seems, a lot of the time, that the world is very black and white to Usagi. It's a "i want it, i get it" type of world, because it's always been that way and maybe that is why he fell so hard for misaki because misaki gave him a different look at the way the world really is.

And here we see Usagi, ONCE AGAIN, begging and pleading and praying with Misaki.

Usagi: Fall in love with me, love me 10x and 20x more than you love me now and become unable to part with me. That's all you have to do. I'll protect you from everyone else in this world, without fail.

It's just... I feel bad for Usagi, and I hate to be this person but I understand where Papa Usami is coming from. We want our children to have everything and love and happiness and all the world can have but we also don't want to hold them back from whatever they want as well. It's a fine line. I think there is just a lot at play in the whole thing.

okay okay im done. hot take over.

[auntie-momma]

I need some advice/input if you wouldn’t mind…a guy I’ve been talking to long distance for awhile now and stopped when I found there was another girl involved now we’re talking again he’s been continually impatient with me and unwilling to wait until I’m able to come or when there’s a less expensive flight ending it and saying “forget it, bye” but then is always coming back…why does he do this? He expects me to come the same day or the next day and this last time I told him the flight was a thousand so it would be better to plan in advance…he says “I’m just not waiting anymore sorry” and I was like “what do you want me to do? I wanted to come and make it work for you I’m seeing it’s less expensive if I plan and book in advance. I would do it and come today if it was less. There’s one that’s $200 next week that’s better if I can come then? Sorry I don’t want you to have to wait it’s just a lot for just a day :( I really want to come it’s just a lot for just a day” and he goes “forget it” and I was like “I do really want to come, I’ll see if there are any other flights. It’s just a lot for only one day” when he was just saving a couple days prior how I could move there and we could get married and have a kid and now this…am I being unreasonable? I don’t know how to rectify this with him…he tells me “you never listened”

Hey pookie,

I am a woman who moves like this:

You vent, I listen - than we problem solve. N I dont sugar coat shit babe. Not my style.

Firstly thank you Anon, for sharing this with me. I am honoured you were comfortable with me enough to pour your heart out to me Like this.

Love makes us do magnificent and magical things. On the way to that sometimes we lose ourselves.

I do not know you or this….. flatulent entity

What I see on your end is a devoted, loving, honest and giving being. I see you have a beautiful spirit and I hope this helps you to see that.

This guy fuckin sucks!!! From the looks of it you cannot be more communicative and real with him.

Shine your light where it will accent someone else’s not damper your own.

Talking to ppl online is always easier. Especially when they’re not from your ends.

It’s easier to be you, unapologetically when you feel like there’s no outside interference. Having someone understand who you without anyone else chiming in if you know what I mean.

That’s the thing with life. There is always going to be an outside influence. Whether that’s circumstance, trauma, an asshole on the train that morning. It’s always going to be there.

It is not your responsibility to fix that or make them understand. It is theirs!

You are beautiful, you are capable and you are worthy,

Of the realest and truest love there is. No matter where it is.

You are not being unreasonable.

You are fkn awesome & There is only so much anyone can take. No matter how great you are. My advice - trust yours self. Trust your gut. You asked me for advice bc there’s a little voice that’s telling you exactly what you need do 2 be the happiest version of yourself.

Build on that. Build urself. True love is never far no matter any distance.

Love you dearly bye

[gracilicorpus]

It’s so funny to me that you can go through years of TRAUMA , but as soon as you gain the weight back people never ask you how you feel again or how your days been or like care for you? I understand why people get sickly thin like that’s the only way you get attention and people caring for you.

I’m living alone and I’m going to start my weight lost journey , I’m not even fat or anything, I’m very strong actually cuz I have been hitting the gym for a while and I look very good ngl, like I look “womengly” lol

But I really really badly want to model like realllly bad , that’s been my dream for the longest and I’m really striving for it this time, if I want to model I have to lose like 20 pounds, I have curves so they gotta go, I’m calling it now(yea I know I’m delusional) but my goal is that next winter I will be modeling for diesel( yes yes I know I’m delusional lool, let me be), but that is my goal!!

Living alone has caused me to purge a lot, I binge and purge but that’s to expensive and I have to stop doing that. I’m literally so fkn broke lool #yeycollagelife, but I’m gonna aim to eat 1000 kcal and do as minimum exercise as possible, if I want to eat more I’ll have to walk 10 000 steps, so yeah that my goal and I will make it by may!

I was thinking to seek therapy because living alone has really showed me how fkn fkd in the head I am, like I’m sooo weird man💀 living alone is so scary because I can just do the bad things I have always been wanting to do at home, like I can just openly purge and stuff without locking the wc door or turning the shower on, but I’m so lonely man, I genuinely hate myself and I just want to like me okey and normal, I really thought my problems would go away after I moved but they just in my head, it’s even worse now because I can’t even get my sadness or madness out anywhere, I’m constantly waking around with a lump in my throat, I miss living with my friend because then my eating became so natural, now it’s just rly bad again and I’m either eating to little or binging, it’s just a rlly big problem and I feel so disgusting and ugly and I JUST DONT UNDERSTAND ANYTHING ! Like what am I even doing like I’m FKN TRYING why can’t I just be fkn better when I’m actually fkn trying

No one will obv read this but this is me just ranting if someone did lol, this embarrassing af lol, no but ehmmm the only guy I ever liked I decided to push away ! Yeeey like he made me better , I wanted to be better for him and then I was like “nah he ain’t all that” and now I miss him and regret it:) Yey love my decisions

Literally want to just end it all, like I’m such a bad bad bad person. I was thinking maybe overdosing , but it just so mean to my parents, I don’t know what my dad would do like would he be mad at me or like would he become depressed again ? My mom would she like cry everyday forever or would she be strong for her other children. My sister? Would she be happier without me? It feels like she would, by brother they are still young they would probably forget me ina couple years, but like my best friend maaaan I miss living with her , I do think I love her more than she loves me but I’m okey with that because she’s my safe person, when thing were shit home I had her always and she had me, like what would she do? Would she maybe have a picture of me as her lock screen ? Or maybe listen to a song on repeat that she knows I liked ? Honestly I’m really trying for my family and my best friend but I’m just wondering if it’s normal to be this miserable so long, like I’m grown soon and I’m still so out of it, never been in a relationship, never have I done anything out of my comfort zone, I’m just so like I’m just filling up space for no reason, did God make a mistake putting me here, it feels like that,

But yeah mm I’ll update this page, I have no one to talk to so I’ll just post my thought here sometimes :) yeah

[kusaka6e]

BOYS IN THE BAND

(mha ver) | aot ver | fairy tail ver

band!au

various mha x fem!reader

headcannons about mha characters as hot band member boyfriends <3

sfw

————

bakugou, the drummer

we all know this mf is a menace with a pair of drumsticks in his hand

i think people were so surprised that he got a gf and he hates it LMAOOOO

so many ‘bakugou’s angry ass isn’t single but i am??’ tweets

you were the first person he met that didn’t complain about his abrasive personality and instead you just matched his sarcasm

and just like that he was in love

he is the only person allowed to bully you, if anyone else so much as tries he’s ready to go to jail for what he’d do to them (like the night you had to bail him out because he knocked a reporter out cold during a press conference for speaking negatively about you)

has your initials on his drumsticks for good luck <3

he keeps a separate section on the tour bus for your clothes/supplies for when you’re able to travel with him (he threw kaminari across the bus when denki accidentally used your blanket and now they’re all too scared to touch the drawer)

the boys always joke and say they need you around 24/7 so bakugou will stop yelling

he’s still sarcastic and mean as hell when you’re around but he almost never raises his voice or gets physical, he’s too busy keeping both his hands all over you

he’s super protective of you and has no problem showing anyone and everyone that you’re all his; normally keeps a hand in your back pocket or an arm around you when you two are out in public

he doesn’t sleep too well without you, so when the rest of the band walked onto the tour bus and saw you two cuddled up and KNOCKED out, the pictures they took circulated the internet for months

he’s the epitome of scary dog privilege <33

i like to think he hired kirishima to be security for you when he can’t be with you in person

izuku, the guitarist

he makes you watch shows from backstage so he can’t see you, if he can see you watching him perform he gets the worst stage fright LMFAOOO

sometimes he doesn’t play with a guitar pick on purpose so he can ask you to bandage up the little cuts on his hands from his guitar strings

everyone always knows what color your nails are at any given moment because he always paints his pinkies to match

i think he’d be good at a lot of instruments but guitar is just what he plays for the band; sometimes he’ll come on stage before the actual set with a fkn clarinet or some shit and everyone is like ??? bc he’s still SO GOOD at it

around your birthday, he’ll bring a couple empty cards with him to shows and have fans sign them for you to make sure you get lots of love and appreciation on your special day <3

he gets exhausted staying so positive and upbeat for the sake of his fan base, so ranting/shit talking with you is absolutely one of his favorite pastimes

and it’s SO FUNNY every time oh my god

he has the smartest mouth on the planet like sir where are you keeping all this sass ???

i think it’s easy to forget just how unhinged izuku is so hearing some of the stuff he says about people that get on his nerves never gets old LMFAOOO

bakugou is definitely you two’s gremlin child

he’s typically very nice and personable when you two are out in public and get approached by fans/paparazzi, but he is SO quick to snap on anybody who so much as looks at you the wrong way

todoroki, the bassist

this dense mf

it took him FOREVER to realize that he had feelings for you, and even LONGER to realize you reciprocated those feelings

he was getting so many tweets every day of people telling him to confess to you and he accidentally aired his feelings out for all his fans to see LMFAOOO

you literally had to facetime him like “shoto ??? did your phone get hacked or is this you??”

90% of the fan base stopped trying to hit on him and they all started yelling at him to confess his very obvious crush (and bakugou’s nosy ass was definitely in all their mentions encouraging the chaos)

he really enjoys teaching you how to play the bass, gets so giddy and proud seeing you play :(

his favorite is to sit with you between his legs so he can wrap his arms around you while he shows you which strings to play

100% uses his status to take you on super exclusive dates (shoto is a material girl)

but not in a way that’s like condescending to anyone especially the staff for the places you guys visit

sometimes you’re like “shoto how much did it cost for all this??” or soemthing and he’s like “i’ll get the money back, i just want you to enjoy yourself” <33

sometimes you and the rest of the boys have to practice interviews with him because his blunt ass mouth has gotten him bad press a few times LMFAOOOO

kaminari, the lead singer

he acts like YOU’RE the celebrity in you two’s relationship and it’s the cutest thing

like one time someone interviewing him asked how he felt about all the female attention he was getting and he goes “im getting attention from the hottest girl on the planet, that’s all i care about. have you seen (y/n)?” literally so adorable

he brings you up in every conversation without even realizing it

if you can’t make it to a show he’s talking to all the camera’s on him knowing you’ll see them after the show

“(y/n), baby, when you see this i want you to know this one’s for you, i love you!!”

he’ll jokingly fuss at the boys between songs and be all “can you guys get your shit together? my girl is watching, don’t embarrass me in front of her.”

forces the rest of his band mates to learn your favorite songs so they can surprise you by covering them

has definitely name dropped you in a song named a song after you

you are the only person he’ll let pick out the mics he uses on stage

if you’re artistic he’ll ask you to paint/decorate his mic stand <33

definitely has worn some goofy ass onesie on stage and then brought you out on stage in a matching one to serenade you

bought you a switch so you two can build a minecraft world together even when he’s on the road

[jaegonsmoon]

Saw an anon ask about angsty Jaegon idea and wanted to share mine. I hope i didn't ruin you.

<a href="https://archiveofourown.org/works/43155051"><strong>Foolish love</strong></a> (639 words) by Anonymous<br />Chapters: 1/1<br />Fandom: <a href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/House%20of%20the%20Dragon%20(TV)">House of the Dragon (TV)</a><br />Rating: Mature<br />Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings<br />Relationships: Aegon II Targaryen/Jacaerys Velaryon<br />Characters: Aegon II Targaryen, Jacaerys Velaryon, Aemond "One-Eye" Targaryen, Lucerys Velaryon (Son of Rhaenyra), Rhaenyra Targaryen, Alicent Hightower, Helaena Targaryen<br />Additional Tags: Implied/Referenced Character Death, I'm Bad At Titles, I'm Bad At Tagging, I'm Angsty little shit/ I'm not kind to Aegon in this<br />Summary: <p>The Angsty Jaegon fic idea that just won't leave me alone. </p><p>Jace is taken as a hostage by the greens but are we sure he is the one in danger?</p>

I assure you it isn't that bad. He can survive because it's an open ending 😬

⚠️TW: Miscarriage/Blood/Death

omg

OMG—

I am CRUSHED. I was like “ohhhh fix it baby!!!” and then I READ FKN POISON AND GASPED SO LOUDLY WTFFF!! Nooo😭😭😭

I’m thinking about what ending I’d pick out of the open endings, and idk… maybe Aegon does survive. Or maybe not. But losing the babe absolutely destroyed him. Because he didn’t only lose Jace, but the purest thing they’ve made together. I do want Jacaerys to live off guilt and bitterness for the rest of his days. I can picture a scene where Aegon is muttering “the baby. Not my baby, please.”

He is feverish, and he is going through the miscarriage. He was probably three to four months, it hurts so so much. Jace can only stand there watching in absolute horror, because Aegon is pacing and clutching his stomach just like his mother did when she was trying to birth Visenya.

Jace remembers how painful his mother’s scream were, they are engraved into his memory and it’s been one of the things that have driven him into the madness he’s been putting up with this whole time. And he’s reliving it. But this is different. This is so much worst than his only sister being born dead. This was his child—and it was dying, because of him. He’d poisoned his own baby—

On the distance, Sunfyre can be heard screeching and revolting in the Dragon pit. Aegon is bloodied and on his knees, begging the maester for something that they know can’t be.

When it’s all over, Aegon has been given a high dose of milk of the poppy. He was bathed and placed on his bed. He didn’t have anyone. Aemond was away fighting his war. Heleana was dead, as were his other children. His mother was sent away for safety. He was all alone, and the one person he thought he did have, was the same one to destroy what little else he had in his life. He never wanted a crown, a throne, or even a wife. He had been fed the three against his wishes. He had only wanted two things: love and Jacaerys Velaryon. And for a minute he had them, or so he foolishly thought. And then he had none. No baby, no love, no Jace.

Before Aegon fell into the deep slumbers of the milk of the poppy, Jace had come to see him. He sat next to him on the bed, and Aegon blinked at him slowly, eyes wet with endless tears. “W-Why didn’t you ever tell me?” Jace had ask with undeserving right.

Aegon’s throat was raw and dry with the exertion of his wails and screams, but he still took a deep breath, swallowing hard. “I was… afraid you would think me a freak,” he paused, then huffed a wet, broken laugh. “Ironically, I didn’t think that to be the least of my problems.”

“Aegon…”

“I’m sorry— I tried, or I was trying, to come up with a way to stop… stop it all. Ever since I-I f-found out about the babe. I wanted it to be over. This senseless war that has no true meaning,” Aegon sobbed, his chest hurt and his abdomen was still cramping even when there was nothing to push out anymore. “I never wanted any of this. But did want this one thing… for us. I w-wanted our baby to have a good life. To be loved.”

Traitorous, silent tears streamed down Jacaerys’ face as he watched what he’d made out of King Aegon Targaryen. A broken man with nothing left to him. Just like he’d wanted to see him as.

But it was never supposed to hurt like this.

“I really wanted our baby to live. I’m so sorry, for everything. I’m sorry it was me the one to have carried it, m-maybe if it wasn’t me they would’ve stood a chance. I should have known… I’m sorry, I should have known.”

“Aegon, please, I’m so—”

“P-Please, don’t. Please don’t say it.” Aegon begged, grabbing his arm weekly. “You’re free to go. Please, Jacaerys, go.”

Jacaerys’ plan had concluded successfully, however, he’d never known heartbreak like this, not even after everything that had happened.

“I’m sorry it was me. I love you.” They were Aegon’s last words to him, quickly after that he’d finally passed out from the effects of the medicines and exhaustion, and pain.

When morning came, commotion ran through the kigndom, and news travelled quicker than dragons.

King Aegon, second of his name, had died under the dragon fire of his Sunfyre by his own command.

Prince Jacaerys never knew happiness, for a kinslayer he was, and he never forgave himself.

[chigusaeyes]

was tagged back by @altairring for the fandom character meme

you know how to choose them 😘

putting things under a cut~

I'll go in Reverse Order & start with Clavis ~!

I haven't paid any attention to the cesspool of self-righteous idiocacy that makes up the majority of Otoge Fandoms on Tunglr dot com, only my dear moots & the few gems I have found along the way, but I am slamming my hand down right now & declaring with confidence that the fandom at large is Probably Most Definitely wrong about him.

About what exactly? Idk I just came out swinging bc Have you met him? Yeah. I mean, I did choose 'no.' for a reason and that reason is that I clocked him as someone who is going to give me Problems & I won't be able to stop myself from loving him anyways.

Clavis, Clavis, Clavis...we have a salad spinner that we call "Nikos's Boyfriend" bc Nikos is very attached to it? He likes to try laying atop it. Idk, cats, yanno? But were I able, I would throw Clavis into Nikos's Boyfriend and spin him in there with all the love in the world.

He's a poster child for Local Clown Actually Broken Inside. P clear him & all his brothers are traumatized on some level, it comes with the...everything. Refined for each of them.

Anyways, he's the most refined mess out there and I love him. And his beauty marks. Plus his color is purple and BINCH ME TOO.

And onto Saizo.

Saizo's a fuckin' binch and I love him, I do, but oh my god do I want to SQUEAK him. Playing his route is half me going AHHHH & half me going GDI Saizo Why Can't I Quit You (This is Why I Can't Quit You ).

The Cold Asshole trope isn't my preferrence honestly, as I'm not usually into beating my head against a wall. Talk about a man loaded with trauma. But the glimpses behind The Wall that Saizo has up before he finally opens up a bit to the MC always keep me hanging on. And then the side stories etc that are post-opening up etc make me forget how much of an ass he's been. Which is the point, I think.

I say this with wry affection bc imo, Saizo is like...the fave that doesn't need to be mentioned as your fave unless you gun for Saizo and Saizo alone. Bc just abt everyone has a soft spot for him, in my experience. Not always, but it's a thing yanno?

Also him & Yukkins will never not be one of my fave combos of all time. I deeply enjoy Saizo's commentary on any+everyone else. ESPECIALLY Nobuyuki.

And speaking of Nobuyuki...

Nobuyuki is probably definitely one of my favorite Genuinely Dangerous romance/love interests of all times in a game. The Gentle Yandere is probably definitely the most sinister & dangerous of the yandere archetype.

( Not to be mistaken for the yangire, who is the "if I can't have you, I will kill you" ( vs the Classique yandere tactic of imprisonment and/or isolation ), who is arguably the most dangerous any of the Obsessive (yan-) archetypes, if only bc you're Way more likely to just fuckin' die. )

Boy I really know how to choose them huh.

( In fairness to myself - tho this Really Needn't Be Said - Nobuyuki is my favorite LI who I would Never actually want to be with irl. )

Anyways.

The psychological power of the gentle yan is so dangerous bc it gives the illusion of free will & choice, without realizing your stage has been effectively set up around you. It takes an enormous amount of interpersonal skill via manipulation & tactics, etc, to do as such too. Especially without revealing his hand. He doesn't need to lock the one he decides he wants to be with up, bc she willingly walks into the cage and locks herself in there of her own fkn volition. Brilliant, I love him So Much, he's terrible and wonderful all at the same time.

There's always going to be a power differential between Buyan and his wife & it's not for everyone's fictional preference, but it certainly is for mine. Or at least my MC-OC, gdi. Plus there are ways in which the MC proves herself to be a capable wife that Buyan respects & actively adores.

Honestly, it's those positive feelings that make him so dangerous, bc this is a man used to sacrificing aspects of himself & his own desires for the sake of his clan. And the fact that he meets someone he actually develops feelings for & gets to keep her? Oh boy. She ends up being a cage for him to put his heart into while she locks herself into a cage of his making.

Ahhh, Nobuyuki let me count the ways...between the Gentle Yan aspects, his tender smile, willingness to sacrifice his personal honor & morals for the greater good of the family ( and skill in never revealing this ), and weight upon his heart in trying to keep Yukimura safe in whatever few ways he can...seriously I love him so much.

Is Nobuyuki good? Well, he's a dutiful son & a doting maternal brother figure & a very wise leader who values his people and hearing their input. And he'll use people as he needs in order to ensure the safety and longevity of his family and their land + the people under their rule. So like. Good by what definition? WHOSE definition?

If you asked Nobuyuki if he was "good", he'd probably laugh in that soft way of his and ask what makes someone Good, before likely saying that Yukkins is the pinnacle of Goodness by the Sanada standards or something. Just rip my heart out and stomp on it, huh?

All of this is to say that while thankfully many ppl have already spoken on Buyan & how wonderfully complex he is & helped spread recognition of that...I'm, as always, very confident that there are plenty of Wrong People out there - be it due to comprehensive or critical thinking issues.

I want to put him in a salad spinner until he finally lets some goddamn tears out. I've humored ( read: hurt ) myself thinking about Nobuyuki & his Wifey MC during Yukkins's funerary process etc and the sheer grief of it all for EVERYONE involved and I hate it SO MUCH. Hate hate hate HATE. But it's also an inevitably, so fuck it, have THAT be a part of a 2nd Season for Nobuyuki, Voltage, don't be cowards---

🥲

No seriously, Nobuyuki makes me think SO MUCH, too much really, and I just. Wanna eat my whole fist. When I think abt him. I haven't opened the app in literal ages ( on one hand, it's practical, on the other hand, I missed his bday stuff Again so fuck me right? ), but I still---I mean! *waves hands at my url* I still!!!

Also that sexy scene of his where he instructs MC to meet his eyes before he will Initiate Physical Consummation of their Relationship & then having her keep her eyes locked with his during, etc? Boy that still gets me a-flustered if only bc like. Just looking AT someone during sex can be difficult at times, but maintaining eye contact?

Actually did u kno that apparently, accordingly, staring your partner in the eyes while kissing them helps to build + strengthen intimacy? I'll fuckin' say. Buyan seems like the type who would enjoy that too, what a Gigacha--- 🤣

I could keep going but seriously I love Nobuyuki and people can pull him from my cold, dead hands.

[k-kizkhalifa]

s2ep12--

UGH THIS IS IT. THIS IS THE END (of the season)!!!!!!!!!!!!! HeRE WE GO. I AM NERVOUS AS HELL.

oh usagi is so helpless with his work. how did he manage without misaki taking care of him?! if i remember correctly trouble happens in this episode. ugh.

oh great this meddlesome fker.

the FLOWERS AROUND MISAKI. <3

LMFAO MISAKI WITH HIS CRUSH ON THIS GUY. Oh great, Misaki going off again. This man has no fkn stop.

OH MY GOD. MISAKI TOLD THIS SHIT HEAD HE LOVED HIM. USAGI HEARD. OH SHIT OH SHIT OH SHIT. aslkdjfalsjflskaj

oh goodness jealous usagi. (kinda hot my guys, knida hot.)

lol misaki shut up darling. your boyfriend is going to go kill him. he's gonna ask me to get nowaki out.

oh great, brother usami is HERE AND PRESENT.

lol a haruhiko throwing shade. and then misaki promising usagi he'd go "straight home!" lmfao.

i kinda remember this scene. ugh. but also good? i cant remember all of it.

lmfao not misaki trying to converse with this guy, and NOT HARUHIKO SMILING BC HE REALLY IS IN LOVE WITH MISAKI. (okay kiz we're not feeling bad for haruhiko. hes a pushy toxic dude.)

i am so happy he is doing what he wants, because misaki gave him the motivation to. and misaki is genuinely happy. (misaki is a good guy, he really cares for ppl.) oh great -- here we go.

Haruhiko: I need you. I love you.

USAGI IS GOING TO HEAR THIS!?!?!??!?!!

why are all these ppl SO FKN CONCERENED ABOUT THIS RELATIONSHIP?!?!?!?

Misaki: dude i am not gay. Haruhiko: but you are for Akihiko?? Only??

(i mean fair question my guy)

LMFAO

Misaki: nah man YOURE not the problem. Usagi is a FKN mess but well, he's my mess. I lvoe him.

BRO THIS IS A BIG MOVE! Misaki telling someone besides Usagi that he is love with him.

Oh great, Haruhiko is going to be cold as hell to him now.

AWE AT THEM BEING SO DAMN CUTE WITH EACH OTHER.

LOL AT USAMI PAPA HERE NOW. FKN FANTASTIC! Papa Usami being so damn blunt.

Ah man, no misaki in his feelings again. lol misaki get him some chocolates! you sad sap. usagi will love them, just like the small flowers you got him. he loves things from you, anything from you.

welp here we go! these ppl. LOL PAPA USAGI CUDDLING THE BEAR. alsjflkasjf OH NO NOT MATCH MAKING. Also, I just wanna say is it weird that... Misaki has his own room, and then WEIRDER that Usagi just dismissed him to his room like a damn child. BRO. USAGI. HE IS NOT A CHILD.

oh the music. SOMETHING ABOUT TO HAPPEN.

welp there it is, isn't? i know this is the last episode of this season but hot damn they really going for the break up.

Papa Usami: oh hey misaki thanks for being a sport and turning down haruhiko, now go ahead and turn down akihiko so i can go back to ignoring my children. tahnks man.

i feel like Usagi is about to LOSE HIS EVER LOVING MIND. lmfao not usagi RUNNING out of the hosue. this is the build up! i forgot what happens here.

OH MY GO-- okay misaki saved him.

LMFAO AT MISAKI HITTING HIM IN THE HEAD.

Misaki: USAGI YOU FKN IDIOT, LEARN TO CROSS THE STREET. AND YOUUUUUUUUUU PAPA USAMI TEACH YOUR CHILD HOW TO CROSS THE STREET!

this boy sure does know how to GO off.

ohhhhhhh it was good. papa usami finally understanding. idk why ppl are so scared of the usami family, but misaki isn't. MISAKI WON THE APPROVAL! THANK GOD!

awe the usagi smile over the chocolates from misaki. i told you he would love them misaki! he loves everything you give him.

awe that was it. i saw that JR3 was on, i've never watched it so it'll be a new experience for me! but i am excited.

[padfootastic]

you have some interesting thoughts. What is your critical analyses of Lily , Remus and Jily.

oh wow, critical analyses. i must warn u, anon, i’m not objective enough for that label, like at all. but, i do have opinions. strong ones.

i—am gonna put them under a cut, though, because this will get rambly and i don’t want people who actually like these characters to be unnecessarily exposed to me (possibly) bitching about them

(no. seriously, if you like remus, you either know and/or don’t care about this. there’s no point reading ahead)

alright, so. lily: i have to admit, i have absolutely zero opinions on her canon self. we don’t know enough about her, and i didn’t get attached to her from what we did. in all my hcs and fics, she exists as a vehicle to move the plot forward. But i will say, i’m trying to figure out a consistent characterisation for her (esp now that i’ve started liking jilypad) so i keep experimenting with how i see her.

however, you will see me often admitting i don’t like her, and that’s *purely* because fanon lily evans is,,,,one of the most terrible things i’ve seen. she’s a mixture of the worst traits of the canon women we do have (hermione, lily, molly), she was girlbossified before we had a term for it and just,,,generally exists as a prop for james? ( and i say this as a james stan, mind) like she’s so boring and screechy and irrelevant in most characterisations that i started disliking her because of how prevalent that was.

and this segues really well into my feelings re jily. again, canon jily, i didn’t have any specific thoughts (mostly because i tend to care about characters more than romantic attachments. like, i will read ships and stuff, but that’s only because it’s the most direct route for me to get my fix for a particular character, if that makes sense?) but then, i started seeing fanon jily and honestly, it made me want to fkn throw up.

one of my most specific pet peeves, for example, is when fics will write lily as this overprotective, irrational mother who gets mad at james/sirius for getting baby harry a broomstick (this is something i’ve seen multiple times either in hcs or fics) and it just. makes me so annoyed. because do we not have a whole ass letter where she’s happily thanking sirius for his baby broomstick gift?? where she attached a photo of a flying harry and a *worried james running after him?* clearly, she’s not molly weasley pt. 2, but because that’s the only way we can supposedly picture women, she gets that end of the stick. like, i know this is kind of petty and very ridiculous, but imo it’s indicative of a larger problem with how she’s written and it bugs the fk out of me.

jily is just is one of the most terribly conceptualised ships i’ve ever seen in fandom. the latent misogyny in the fun-sponge-female-therapist + goofball-class-clown-manchild trope is overdone and objectively horrible, but it’s the most common dynamic for james/lily. (and it’s offensive towards both characters. like it’s a disservice on either end, ykno? from what little we do know about them, none of that is true??)

and the way james is written as this cute stalker who found the love of his life at the age of 11 (which,,,have any of these people ever *met* an eleven year old boy??) and constantly asks her out despite her not wanting to go out with him, and the way harassment is rewritten to be the backbone of their relationship is so,,,,,fuck. i hate it. that’s so messed up. and i feel offended on behalf of james (also, lowkey, lily)

i can go on and on about this but you don’t want that, so i’ll stop and move onto the next minefield.

remus. oh boy do i have some strong feeling about him so buckle up.

there’s two parts to this, because unlike the other two, i actually do have Thoughts about his canon self.

so, in canon, remus was a cowardly little *shit* and i absolutely hate joanne for a lot of things re her writing but one of them is how she never acknowledged any of his shortcomings, ever. (except, perhaps that one line about how his inaction came from cowardice post poa)

and i don’t just mean in relation to sirius (though that’s a whole can of worms) but his behaviour with harry? i can give you a whole list, if you want, starting with how he never even tried to contact him (that we know of. and what i mean by it never being brought up, even once) to keeping him at arms’ length all the time, to never contacting him again after poa, or sirius’ death, or showing up at the first task during the tournament when he didn’t have any family. he used james and lily to guilt harry (but funnily, it is never once brought up—unlike poor sirius, who’s always, unfairly, accused of doing something like that), tried to physically attack him in dh, and was basically an ass all around (like listen i love teddy but dropping the godfather thing on a kid who’s basically leading a war and might die anyday and whom you never bothered to give a single fuck about? yeah. messed up.)

i just cannot—understand his behaviour. like you can use the werewolf excuse all day long for everything he did, but he wasn’t outed as one until poa (afaik) and you’re telling me he couldn’t take time out to send a measly letter? make a visit to the dursleys? (sirius knew/found out where harry was after a dozen years of imprisonment. remus couldn’t even try?) and again, we have no canon acknowledgment of this fact like it was totally okay and he didn’t do anything wrong.

like this is james’ kid. the boy who literally risked permanent disfigurement and expulsion and imprisonment for remus. he couldn’t be bothered to even check up on his kid? not once in those 12 years, and not once after that as well?

literally makes my blood boil.

and that’s the thing with remus lupin in fanon, right. he’s turned into this whitewashed uwu softboi who’s the moral fibre of the marauders, and who has all this hidden courage and backbone, and he’s worshipped as this deity and i’m just here like ????? where tf did that come from

this is *not* tweaking a character to fit your hcs. this is creating a completely different oc and slapping a canonical name onto him. and my issue with that is i don’t see him that way, he’s not that way in canon, and if i want to read something that’s closer to source material, then i can’t find anything because for some reason, everyone subscribes to this view. and that’s what truly annoys me about remus these days.

*everything* he does is forgiven, he’s given all the best traits of others around him, and then this perfect stranger is used to shit on other characters (like james, sirius, and harry) and i just cannot deal with that.

(and what makes it worse is that others, like james and sirius, who also canonically have faults always get ragged on and bashed and those couple incidents are hyper scrutinised to show them in the worst light possible all the time whereas remus, who pulls all this shit, just gets off scot free. every single time. despite being right beside them in most of these antics)

(again, i can keep going about remus, even longer than jily probably but i’ll shut up)

i will fully admit that a lot of this is my sirius + james bias coming into play, but even then, the way i see these characters is just fundamentally so different that i had to take a step back. like i couldn’t interact with marauders content without getting pissed off. it was like the same hive mind churning out content that was virtually indistinguishable except in how fkn ooc it was.

it’s also like,,,i haven’t read the books in years. i’ve existed solely in fanfiction territory. and i’m not particularly fussed on holding canon as the end all, be all. especially not joanne’s canon, ykno? but i would atleast like people to acknowledge canon characterisation before moving away from it if you dont like it.

(like i’ve seen some people say that ok yeah, remus messed up, but i don’t like it so *im changing it* and that makes such a huge difference than someone coming up like ‘uhh yeah no he was actually the saintliest figure in the entire series, fuck u’)

(i fully do this with james tbh like i hate the swm scene, so i pretend it did not happen, and i will always put that on top. like listen i am wilfully ignoring canon bc i want to. and then i don’t engage with others about it because i know i’m the one straying here)

but anyway, yeah. i am—super sorry for how insanely long this is (and that is after i cut out some chunks for, uh, brevity lol) but you hit on the one topic i’m super opinionated about so uh *jazz hands* i guess?

(if you stayed til the end, phew, massive respect)

[tutuandscoot]

Despite all the accolades, I think the magnitude of what VM achieved is underrated. Probs bc they were GOATs for so long and achieved so much, people got used to their excellence and that diminished the shock- awe that their success might have generated. Also: too much BS about their relationship (the story of their comeback is so much more interesting to me). Which is why I loved your post about why their achievements are unlikely to be repeated. I’ve just listened to the Rodcast (which, btw, was gorgeous - how relaxed and sweet and just them were they? Also damn they looked good. Also Scott’s hair. Mmmm). His comment about being more open to discussing their love now that they both have a SO was quite telling (but not for the reason some of the VM crazies might think). A major part of their success and longevity, along with their work ethic and sporting ability, was their partnership. So a big downside to the VM madness post PYC is the fact we haven’t been able to delve into the psychology of that + why it was so powerful. Maybe it is just a one off - an alignment of the stars that can never be repeated. Or maybe there are other partnerships like that - and I’d like to learn about them too. My point is, imagine if everyone had a someone like S + T to spur them on to great things. Wouldn’t the world be a better place? And I don’t just mean sport, I mean across disciplines and inter-personal. That’s why I want to know more about them. And if the tinfoil hat VM brigade could shut the fuck up and chase some other conspiracy, maybe we could find out more? Sorry about the rant but I am deep in the feels on this and your post has really set me off!

I won’t share a pic of me currently crying but this made me cry.

Big same mate, when are we NOT deep in our feels over these precious dorks. (Prepping a ‘comeback story’ post coz big big same).

I too even more than their phenomenal athletic and artistic… amazingness… is the psychological side.. it’s just so damn fascinating because as you said that’s what facilitated their greatness along side their athletic talent and that is so damn underrated and the more I think about it not just being clever or strategic of them to deflect the ‘relationship’ question every time with ‘but our business partnership’ and ‘we care so much about each other’ is because it was THE GOD DAMN TRUTH and every tin hat or white coat with a problem with that can as you say find an actual bullshit conspiracy to obsess over. Their partnership legit needs to be studied properly coz everytime I come back too, well what makes them different, both in the sport but just as *PARTNERS* it’s that. I neeeed to know more it’s what I’m obsessed with them I need to get inside their heads.

*needs to catch my breathe* 🥵

And YES I wasn’t gonna post about it coz I cbf with cringy anons but the ‘we can talk about our real genuine love now coz we have other people’ was so telling and more than anything it’s sad it took that for them to feel they can speak freely about their love because it was right there in front of us how much they love each other and they just couldn’t say it publicly just has me throwing a thousand middle fingers to everyone who made them feel like they had to suppress their feelings about each other- but as I said they found ways to by gushing about the amazingness of each other in every facet of life, and that’s clearly what they are still doing, how much they love working together (AND STILL PLAN TO) I kid you not the amount of times a squealed listening to the RODcast- him calling her ‘kiddo’ or her LITERALLY OPENINLY SAYING SHE WOULD NOT HAVE SKATED IF NOT FOR SCOTT SHE OWES EVERYTHING IN HER LIFE TO HIM/TO EACH OTHER 😭😭😭😭 is the real fkn love story we should be talking about..

[sshewolfiona]

I really need some support right now!!

#follow me if you are willing to accept me for me and please tell me I'm not the only one that's confused about their gender identity these days ?

⛈️✨I'm at a low place in my life and I'm very much letting my depression get the best of me!🪐⛈️🪐⛈️🦕💕

I almost feel like I have no good reason to carry on anymore and that I should do everyone a fkn favor and off myself😓😥😟😖. I'm just gonna come out of the closet on here to basically whole world but I know not many will see my story; they will scroll by ... I know, I get it😢nobody ever had the time for me before in this life time so why now would I actually have even one person that is willing to listen and actually help me through my silent struggle... Suffering in silence is killing me that's why ... 💜⚡I'm here today to ...be able to say

🌈🌈🌈🌈🌈🌈🌈🌈🌈🌈🌈🌈🌈

🌈Coming out of the closet today🌈 everyone!! 😮❣️I can't keep my sweet silent lies down deep.. I'm here and I'm queer get used to it .🤐 Not really but listen if you'd like to hear my sexual identity crisis ..

I just have had one fck of a time on this Earth and finally at this age , oh my, 😮⚡⚡🌈 I find myself looking to LGBTQ hashtags and forums for answers on what's exactly wrong with me!!

Long story short : I knew there were many things about my inner world and the way I experienced it that made me very different from everyone.... And I have just found the words ; asexual 🌈💚 and aromantic so yes. I am Ace-Aro very very aro ... Sex repulsed aro ... And that's not all ... Actually I today, found that I have to admit I'm non-binary too. I've been ashamed and had found this part of my life, my sexual life, was very deeply embarassing and had not quite fit society standards and now I'm finally relieved a great deal that there are words for all that I'm going through and ii don't have to feel so weird about dating anymore I'll just be straight up about my sexual identity and preferences ........ For now tho. I have been seeing a dude that is heterosexual so this straight male is my partner. We are best friends.. and we have our own sex ONLY WHEN IM COMFORTABLE AND REALLY WANTING TO !!!! It's special occasion for sex to happen.. he has been molested as a child so he always understood how sex can be touchy and he NEVER pressured me. I feel like he could be not totally but on the spectrum of aromatic.... Idk .. we are good together so far.. but there is much more for us to move on from like personal past issues. We both need therapy for abuse and sexual abuse and before we deal with that then we will try bs support each other ... We are so shy and painfully awkward when it comes to gender roles or out own roles in the relationship like he's such a very sensitive man he really gets hurt by my just experience.. at first when I came out as asexual to him he said " so you don't find me attractive?? Why don't you find me attractive? What can I do to turn you on and make my appearance more attractive?!" And I was really for the first-time being faced with the real issue that actually " I don't find anyone attractive" so I hunted online for the solution. I felt broken and wanted a cure.

Lol

But it turns out I was born this way and iit is not a mental illness ...

I did go to the doctor tho....

I'm autistic .. diagnosed autism is scary ! It's a huge label. But it also makes me angry that all these years they diagnose Me this change it to that and I never got anywhere in any of the definition of bipolar and scizo such whatever the problem is is that ok I took so many meds I never needed and for years were not designed for my chemical imbalance which I never had turns out !!

Wow 😲 so much going on

🌈🌈So I found my true identity! Sexual identity,🌈😎😎🌈💚🖤 can I just be accepted and loved by some members of the #Witchcraft community or the LGBTQ community please at least LIKE. My post. And comment anybody wanna be my friend ?? I'm lonely lonely so lonely all on my only and I need someone to relate to other than these cis people !!!