#the positioning is inconsistent pls forgive me

[heretyc]

POV: You're a Prime Asset and Franco/Coyle/Gooseberry post about you

Based off of my post here: "Another AU: You're a prime asset in Outlast Trials and they have fan accounts dedicated to you IRL"

I'd love to flesh this out a bit more if it gains traction and you all like this idea!

[I say "your reagent" in this because you can insert them instead of yourself as the prime asset idk]

[gubler-me-up]

Let it Rain (MGG Request)

Request: mgg smut request! you and matthew are having sex and he makes you squirt for the first time. at first you are embarrassed and go to apologize. matthew stops you and says you are going to keep do squirting until he says to stop. yall have rough sex and you end up squirting like 4 times. afterwards he is AMAZED by you even more than before. he tells you that his mission in life is to fuck you so good you squirt everytime.

A/N: Thanks for the request, anon! Here I am once again posting requests in the A.M. hours omg i cannot with myself. If I hadn’t taken a nap this would have been published waaaaay earlier, so pls forgive my tardiness. Hope this is everything you’ve ever wanted and more from a smut ❤️ Happy reading!

Couple: MGG/Fem!reader

Category: Smut

Content warning: Swearing, rough sex, penetrative sex, overstimulation, squirting, fingering, unprotected sex, creampie, slapping

Word count: 1.7k

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A Saturday night inside spent with Matthew was your favourite way to spend the night. What made it even better was being in bed with him, cuddled up and making out. The best part was his hands caressing your leg up and down with a sense of need in his touch. You had your hand desperately clung around his neck to keep his head in place, so he wouldn’t dare part his lips from yours.

He turned you on your back. He continued to kiss you feverishly as his hands were up to no good. He slid his hand up your thigh and slipped his hands up the back of your shorts. He squeezed your ass which made you arch your back and free yourself from his lips as you let out a soft gasp. He went in to kiss your neck and you could feel his smile forming.

“Someone’s already excited,” he said.

“How could I not be?” You said.

He chuckled and removed his hand from your shorts. He leaned up from your neck, so he could look at your keen face. He licked his lips as you felt his hands slip under your shorts and pulled them off along with your drenched underwear. He tossed them aside and didn’t hesitate to feel just how wet you were. He glided his fingers up and down your folds as he watched your breathing become more urgent.

“You like when I do that?” He asked.

“I love it,” you said.

You then felt him stick his finger in you. You bit your lip as he slowly fingered you. He kissed you on the cheek before his lips found their way to your ear.

“How about that?” He asked

“Yes,” you moaned.

“Do you want another finger in you?” He asked.

“Yes, I do,” you said.

He stuck another finger in you. When he did his pace also increased. Your laboured breathing turned into deep moans. He grabbed your neck to pull you closer to your face. You looked at him and saw how wide his eyes were with a strong sense of yearning.

“Tell me you want a third finger in you,” he demanded.

“I want a third finger in me,” you said.

He gripped your neck tighter. “Beg for it.”

“Please, put a third finger in me,” you begged.

He stuck a third finger in you. You let out a yelp as he started to move his fingers in a ‘come here’ motion inside of you. He didn’t stop there though. He switched between doing that and taking a few seconds to pump in and out of you. You closed your eyes as you continued to moan at his fingers doing the most for you.

“You like that?” He asked.

“I fucking love it,” you squeaked.

As he started curling his fingers on your g-spot again, you felt yourself squirt. Your eyes shot open to see Matthew looking at your squirt come out of you. You stayed wide-eyed and silent as you had never squirted before. He took his fingers out of you and you could feel the overbearing feeling of embarrassment. He looked back at you with shock on his face which only worsened your embarrassment.

“I’m so sorry. I-”

He pulled your head closer to his face. He planted a rough, tongue heavy kiss on you before pulling your head back. He no longer looked shocked at you. He looked intrigued, almost crazy looking.

“You’re going to keep squirting until I say stop. Okay?” He said.

You nodded your head. “Okay.”

He let go of your neck, so he could take off your shirt. You weren’t wearing any form of bra because Matthew loved to play with your breasts in bed. As expected he grabbed them and touched them roughly to get a reaction from you. You tilted your head back and let out soft yelps.

He then changed his position by sliding his arm under you, so you were close against his body he went back to roughing up your breast as he leaned in to make out with you. He kissed you with such a hunger and need which drove you crazy. What drove you even more crazy was the touch of his fingers from his other hand vigorously circling your clit.

At a certain point you had to stop kissing him because you couldn’t contain your loud moans any longer. He took the opportunity to leave little bites along the side of your neck. You grabbed his upper arm and squeezed it tight trying your best not to squirt so soon again. Too bad for you your body had a mind of its own. You let out a huge gasp as you once again squirted all over Matthew’s hand.

He moved his hand from your clit and grabbed your jaw. He roughly jerked it to look at him. His eyes were dark with lust now. He leaned into your face enough for his lips to brush against yours but not touch.

“I felt you holding back. Don’t you dare fucking hold back again. Understand?” He asked.

He shook your head for you as you let out a small, weak ‘yes.’ He removed his hands from underneath your body and let go of your face. He took a pillow and lifted your legs, so he could stuff it right under your ass. He went in front of you. You looked up at him and watched anxiously as he stared down at you.

“Can you squirt a third time for me?” He asked.

“Yes,” you said.

He slapped your right breast before grabbing it roughly. You arched your back as you let out a shriek. You looked back up at him to see him smirking but quickly bit his lip to mask his excitement. He removed his hand from your breast to take off his boxers. When you saw his dick spring out, you felt your body temperature rise.

His hands grabbed the sides of your hips to inch you closer to his dick. You watched as he slowly slid it in you. You gasped and tilted your head back once it was all inside you. You don’t ever think you’d get over how much he filled you. As if the feeling of his dick wasn’t enough, he started to use his thumb to circle your clit.

“Fuck,” you moaned.

You peeping a word was motivation enough for him to go faster, harder and rougher on you. You could feel your legs shaking from the overstimulation he was enforcing on you. You reached your hand towards him as a weak attempt to slow him down. He immediately used his free hand to pin your arm down. He leaned into you, so he could be closer to your face as he continued to fuck you at his own pace.

“What did I say about holding back?” He asked.

“Not to do it,” you squeaked.

He slapped you on your cheek. “That’s fucking right. What aren’t you going to do again?”

“Hold back,” you squeaked.

He slapped you on your cheek again. “That’s fucking right.”

He then grabbed your neck to hold you still, so he could fuck you in peace. You couldn’t help keep your mouth agape as he toyed with your clit and fucked you relentlessly. He wasn’t looking at you anymore but was focused on watching to see when you were going to squirt. You didn’t have him waiting long because you squirted on him again. He looked back up at you amazed by the sight he just witnessed.

“You’re fucking amazing,” he said.

“I want to squirt for you a fourth time,” you said.

His eyes instantly lit up when you said that. He pulled you up by your neck to give you another mouthful of a kiss. He grabbed the back of your hair as he yanked you away from him. He panted heavily as he looked at you with those same crazy eyes.

“Tell me you want to squirt for me again,” he said.

“I want to squirt for you again,” you said.

He yanked your hair. “Again.”

“I want to fucking squirt for you again.”

He yanked  your hair. “Again.”

“I want to fucking squirt for you again.”

He yanked you down on the bed by your hair before turning you over onto your stomach. He grabbed onto your hips and jerked you back towards him. His dick instantly slipped into you as you let out a shriek from the feeling of him slamming into your overstimulated pussy. No surprise though, he used his hand to circle your pussy. He had found a nice, sure-fire way to get you to squirt fast.

You couldn’t even catch a proper breath as he did everything in his power to make you squirt. The way your legs were quivering with a tingling feeling running through your body made you believe he was going to get more than squirting from you.

He used his free hand to grab a bundle of your hair as he continued to pound into you. You could hear his cool, collected tone wear off as he was now breathing inconsistently. You could tell he was about to cum himself. You beat him to the chase as you let out a shriek as you squirted and came at the same time.

You heard Matthew gasp as you orgasmed, but you didn’t know whether it was from amazement at you or if he came himself. The way he was still fucking you though was answer enough. You weakly kept yourself balanced as you let him fuck you until he came.

You moaned as you felt him cum in you before he pulled out. As soon as he pulled out, you collapsed on the bed. You laid there with no ounce of strength left in your body. All the excitement and overstimulation had worn you completely out. It was worth it though to know Matthew was happy with the newfound talent you had.

He crawled onto of you, gently kissing your shoulder. You turned your head to the side to look at him. He had a huge smile on his face which made you smile back. He kissed you on your lips and tucked your hair behind your ear.

“I think my new mission in life is to fuck you so good you squirt every time,” he whispered.

“I’d love that,” you said.

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[mxthtea]

hello ! pls pls pls continue the battlefield kujou sara fic i love her 🙈🙈 ty~

i might turn this into a series lol

req rules/info

kujou sara x gn! reader warnings: sweat, blood, fighting, blood, injury, enemies to lovers, gay gay gay fights, lotta inconsistencies probably, written before sara's release, grammar + spelling mistakes, lowercase writing, tell me if i forgot any description: she pressed the arrow further against your throat., "i'll kill you, you're a threat to what i fight for. to our shogun."

"kill me if you want, i won't regret dying by your hands," you grinned further. word count: 1.1k

"ready to go?"

gorou grinned as he looked down at you, his bow at his side while you held your polearm in your hands.

"don't know, this rock is pretty comfortable," he smacked you lightly in the shoulder, "alright alright, i'm ready to set off. lets beat those shogunate soldiers to the ground again.

the general walked away as he started to speak to other soldiers. your hands clenched around the polearm as you frowned. the resistance hasn't been doing so well in fights, they've been pushed back a far bit in the past months from their original position. her excellency is still gone too. yashiori island wasn't nice to its inhabitants with the constant thunder and lightning.

it's ben a stressful time for everyone in the resistance and you didn't want to lose. you had escaped to the resistance in hope of keeping for vision face, and to fight back against the unruly shogun. though you never forgot one of her generals…

a hand patted your shoulder as you looked up abruptly.

just another soldier.

"we're setting off."

you nodded in reply and stood, gripping your polearm tight at your side. maybe if the resistance could win this fight, there'd be hope to win more. though you had to admit, you were still nervous of being able to win the fight.

the weather on nazuchi beach was more forgiving. it was still cloudy but at least there wasn't thunder striking right in front of you multiple times. nor was there a harsh downpour that hit everyone no matter the time of day either. dendrobiums blew with the wind in the distance. they were beautiful. a flower with dark meanings, but also stunning to look at. you put placed some on your parents' graves.

"another fight, another day without your strategist i see."

you looked up to see who was talking and -

oh.

oh no.

could you still fall in love with the enemy even now?

you looked away, now was not exactly the time to get distracted by the enemy. just because you had known her before, doesn't mean you can exactly fall for her in the middle of the battlefield. instead, you looked on to face the general.

you couldn't see gorou's facial expression but you doubt he had the normal smile on his face. you could see his ears pinned to his head as the grip on his bow got tighter.

"soldiers of the resistance aren't something to frown upon."

"all you wish for is futile. the shogun will win against this war."

the air was thick with tension as the shogun's general raised her bow into the sky. everyone was silent.

"attack!"

and with that, everyone charged at each other.

you sprinted forward as a shogunate soldier ran to you, polearm pointed right at your chest. you dodged out of the way and stabbed at their side. getting more blood on your hands wasn't exactly a problem by now. metal struck against metal as you fought against the soldier. though you stood victorious with one more strike to their chest as they fell to the ground.

looking out, you saw many more soldiers fighting against each other. your comrades laid on the ground unmoving as did shogunate soldiers as well. you saw the soldier that spoke to you before setting off against the ground, holding up their own polearm as they were being overpowered. with a grunt, you threw your weapon at the soldier in hopes of it hitting something.

the soldier looked at the approaching weapon before moving to dodge out of the way. your comrade took the chance to stand and fight back against the soldier as you ran to your weapon to assist.

"find another! i can take down this one!" your comrade yelled.

you gave a nod and run off as you watched them fight against the soldier. you'd have to hope they'd come back alive.

something whizzed past your ear as you turned around. only to see a figure charging at you with a bow in her hand.

ah, the general. the one you had met before.

you wiped your forehead of sweat before charging at her as well, trying to dodge the incoming arrows as she approached. one shot towards you and struck at your arm. the feeling of blood warm blood dripping down made a familiar smirk graced your face as you struck at the general. she was still a formidable opponent, as she had dodged your strikes easily and dealt more to you. your sleeves would be ruined by the end of this.

her eyes glared at you as she quickly readied another shot at your chest, you bent down and tried to sweep her to the ground but she dodged backwards.

"you have yet to improve much," she taunted.

the generals hair stuck to her forehead from sweat as you continued to attack her. you had at least been able to strike at her arm as it bled.

"and neither has that smile ever disappeared."

your eyes widened as she shot at your head, with a quick dodge you got out of the way but she charged at you and knocked you to the ground. the general knocked your polearm away as she held an arrow against your throat. her eyes were filled with fire as you felt it just barely cut into the skin.

your chest heaved as you looked up at her, she hadn't changed from the last time you had met her, fought against her. sweat dripped down your face and body as a smile grew on your face.

she pressed the arrow further against your throat., "i'll kill you, you're a threat to what i fight for. to our shogun."

"kill me if you want, i won't regret dying by your hands," you grinned further.

"you are no different from those years ago."

"neither are you."

"retreat! fall back!"

gorou's voice rung through the air. ah, so the resistance had failed once again it seems.

in a moment of surprise, the general moved the arrow from your throat and stood up.

"leave, but next time, i will not be so forgiving."

"i'll hold you to those words," you said, standing back up, "my friend,"

if you thought her glare was harsh before, it was practically stabbing you by now. she kicked your polearm to you as she walked away, sparing no glance back at you.

the walks back to camp, especially after defeats, were always the quietest. everyone in the resistance seemed beaten down as they held a saddened look on their face. was washed by rain once you had reentered camp, many of your comrades leaving to get patched up.

you held your throat as you thought back to her. she spared you, again. she even said the last time you met her she wouldn't spare you. yet she did. she even yelled that you were her enemy, the one she'd never forgive again.

you bandaged up your own wounds as you thought about that fight all that time ago. maybe… maybe you could see her again. make her forgive you. maybe she could fall for you too.

[yukina-otome]

Otome game MC’S

Hello everyone ! Today i am gonna tell you about my opinion on the mc’s of the otome games i played ! Again this is just my opinion so feel free to share yours or complete with your opinion on mc’s of otome games i didnt include !

This is not a ranking btw !

MLQC MC: Youran

Job: Producer | Queen

Age : 22 year old

Good points : 1-Brave and take risks 2-Never give up 3-Smoll bean (seriously she's so cute) 4-Really nice and helpfull (walk around the city for hours every week to help anyone in need) 5-Hardworking 6-Tell whats on her mind and doesnt hide her feelings 7-Can play piano

Bad points: 1-Bad decision making 2-Rely on the boys too much 3-Mary sue 4-Clumsy AF 5-Sneez\ stomach noises when boy is about to kiss her

Mystic messenger mc:

Age and Job: Depends

Depend on the route 1-Yoosung : Super patient and mature 2-Jaehee: Supportive 3-Jumin : God levels of patience but also kinda always have to agree with jumin which i hate 4-Seven : Happy go lucky and clueless about her whole situation (Seven : There is a BOMB | MC:LOL OK) 5-Another story : Guillible but also very patient. (i would take none of that s**t) Common to all routes : Have no eyes

My candy love MC: Lyn Darcy AKA Candy

Age : 17 during 1st season \ 23 during 2nd season \ 25 during 3rd season

Job : High schooler\ college student\ coffee owner

Good points: 1-Friendly 2-Helpful 3-Open minded 4-Pretty 5-Very strong mentally (during the highschool part) 6-Appearance can be customized 7-Energetic 8-Can get angry and speak her mind (depend on your choices)

Bad points: 1-Nosy AF 2-Mary sue 3-Play terapist with literally anyone she meet even if that mean getting herself in trouble and ignoring her own love life 4-Paranoid 5-Childish (even for a highschooler and even more in campus life)

7hotties MC AKA the worst mc (No pic for her cause tumblr says only 10 pic per post)

Job : Freelance designer  Age : middle 20′s

Good points :

1-None

2-Nothing

3-Absolutely nothing

Bad points: 1-Weak 2-Useless 3-Doormat 4-Almost jobless (never seen her work aside from keita's route because he is the one who gave her the job) 5-Bland AF 6-Forgive everything a guy do to her (even rape) 7-Never actually get mad (even after a guy sleep with her and dump her literally right after she's like "pls don't abandon me! Tell me if i did anything wrong ! I'll fix it")

SSS MC:

Job: Concierge at the royal shining

Age : Early 20′s

Good points: 1-Sassy 2-Have a goal in her life and a dream she will not abandon no matter what 3-Can solve mental illness with love (because otome game power) 4-Described as extra pretty (All the boys at her workplace like her) 5-Doesnt give up easily 6-Actually got some backstory 7-Thirsty AF 8-Relatable

Bad points: 1-Forgive too easily (Minami's route !!) 2-Always get caught when spying or listening on someone's conversation 3-Clumsy AF 4-Can't brew coffee even after two weeks of trying (toma's route) 5-Actually not so good at her job but she's trying really hard

Le secret d'henri\Henri's secret MC: Lyla (Actually not an otome game, more like a visual novel but i wanted to include it because i absolutely love the mc and also because it's getting a remake and i wanted to promote it a bit)

Job : Highschooler

Age: 17 then 18

Good points: 1-Strong 2-Naive in all the right ways (she know how naïve she is but still choose to be naïve because she'd rather get backstabbed because she trusted than miss the opportunity to know a good person because she didn't trust)

3-Very pretty (Said to be the prettiest girl in all the high school and literally every boy she met aside from her brother and clement her bestie want to date her.)

4-Very popular 5-She is so nice even Henri call her a saint 6-Have the best family 7-Have the best friends 8-Supportive 9-Likes to play detective and solve people's problem 10-You really get attached to her by the end of the story you are almost sad because you wont get to see her again

Bad points: 1-Overreact 2-Drama queen (I understand tho as she is still a highschooler so she get emotional and depressed quite easily specially when it comes to a certain someone)

3-A bit too perfect sometime : Pretty girl, nice , friendly, cool, like nailpolish and fashion but also manga and video games, smart etc etc 4-MARY SUE 5-Nosy but not in an annoying way

Ikevamp MC:

Job: Travel agent and blogger | Housemaid

Age: Early to middle twenties

Good points : 1-She's said to be very beautiful (leo's route) 2-Speak many languages and seem to have a wide board of interests 3-Adapt fast to her new environment (depend on the routes) 4-Mentally strong (specially in napoleon's route) 5-Kinda mature (sometimes and depend on the route) Bad points: 1-Inconsistent personality even in the same route 2-Mary sue 3-Can be very weak and submissive (depend on the route) 4-Have no reason to stay aside for the boy she loves (what I mean is that by the end of the route the only thing she have in 19th century France is her boyfriend, in some routes she doesn't even meet or talk to most of the other resident and she have no job aside from cleaning the mansion with Sebastian)

5-Also get kidnapped every route (don't know yet for Theo) 6-Always wear the same clothes

Ikerev MC : Alice

Job: Help at a bakery ?

Age: Early twenties (saw somewhere that she was the same age as ray, not sure tho)

Good points : 1-Like food 2-Foodie 3-Enjoy food 4-Food = Happiness 5-More seriously she's super positive and optimistic and adapt really fast to her environment 6-Friendly and happy go lucky 7-Have the power to repel magic and protect herself and sometime her suitor to some degrees

Bad points: 1-Clueless 2-Dumb AF 3-Bad decision making 4-Get kidnapped almost every route 5-Zero observation and deduction skills (Oliver's route) 6-Technically squat at the black\red army headquarter\Oliver and Blanc's house or Harr and Loki's house

Ikesen MC : Mai AKA the queen AKA the fireball AKA the little mouse AKA The godess AKA the wild boar

Job: Seamstress

Age: around 25

Good points : 1-Strong AF 2-Take no sh*t (Kenshin's route\ Nobunaga's route...) 3-Adapt quite fast to her new and very dangerous environement (if i was her i would not leave my room for the next 3 months) 4-Fireball 5-Saved her suitor in many routes (Kenshin, Ieyasu, Shingen...) 6-Sass Queen 7-Have a life in sengoku era aside from her suitor (kinda the opposite of ikevamp mc as i said in bad point 4) 8-Have a dream and a goal 9-Very beautiful (even kenshin said so outside of his route and he was not in love with her!) 10-A lot of chemistry with all of the boys even outside of their routes.

Bad points : 1-Mary Sue 2-In some routes she is weaker but it never really disturbed me as it suited the love interest of the route(Sasuke and mitsuhide's route) 3-Kidnapping

Midcin MC:

Job : Princess

Age: Heard somewhere that she is 19 but not sure about it

Good points : 1-Adapt fast to her new situation 2-Try her best to learn everything 3-Try to take responsibility as the new princess 4-Can't think of anything else for her...

Bad points : 1-Weak 2-Bland 3-Doesnt speak up when she actually need to (The dumpster fire that is Alyn's ever after) 4-Kidnapping sometime twice in the same route 5-Submissive depending on the suitor

Okko's games MC'S : Honestly they r all the same so reunited them all in one

Job and age : Depend on the game

Good points: 1-Hard working 2-Have goals and dreams 3-Usually have a backstory 4-Some of them are sassy 5-Pretty but doesn't take care of herself 6-Always have a very fashionable bestie with a lot of experience with dating that help her and listen to her problems

Bad points: 1-Emotional maturity of a middle school girl 2-Doesnt want to admit her feelings and keep denying them even when there is no reason to 3-Self sabotage 4-Blame herself for every bad thing that happens 5-Some of them are very weak and submissive

And that’s pretty much it ! Thank you for reading until the end ! Pls feel free to reblog and add on those with your opinion ! 

[faejilly]

That Heidi mess still bother me. First, Izzy ‘exiles’ Raphael instead of actually investing what happened (like he was torturing someone who possibly got rogue bc of that and also turned a mundane??) Then she’s handed to PL to deal with. Yet after she threatened Simon and his family, Izzy is all ‘I won’t forgive her!!’, although she didn’t care much before? 🤔

I mean. 

I’ve said a lot of things about the Heidi plot and Izzy’s inconsistent portrayal and Raphael deserving better than 3b, so YEAH. Preaching to the choir, nonny.

Like, based on what we saw Izzy learn, all she knows is that there was an imprisoned Vampire Raphael hadn’t told her about… but corralling an unstable Vampire is legitimate Clan business, and as long as said unstable Vampire was being contained by the Clan, that’s not Shadowhunter business. The Clave has probably interfered in such things before, but Alec has made it very clear that he is letting Downworlders keep their autonomy in practice not just on paper, and a rogue Vampire is Vampire business up until the moment she attacks a mundane or a Downworlder of a different faction. (Which is, in fact, when they started hunting Heidi.) 

So the point at which Izzy exiles Raphael… he has not, to her knowledge, done anything wrong. (We know he turned someone without a proper writ and then tortured her, which, wtf is so out of character, they did not do enough to set that up, BUT WE SAW THAT, IZZY DIDN’T.) 

Which is awkward story-telling. SH did that a lot, had the audience know things the characters didn’t, which undercut the tension or made some really unfortunate correlations (Jace’s mental health subplot in 3a suffered from this especially; we knew it was a red-herring, so it was very insulting towards actual mental-health issues, including the ones the show could have been addressing but wasn’t). OR, the characters just… somehow knew them too? Inexplicably? Which isn’t better. 

Of course, even if we knew how she knew what had happened, is her making herself judge-jury-not-executioner because of her personal opinions really better than the usual Clave supremacy bullshit? She thinks she’s providing mercy, she’s saving Raphael from the Clave’s probable over-reaction and potential torture, but that also means she’s undermining her brother’s position as HotI, she’s undermining everything he’s doing to force the Clave to be more fair, every promise he’s made for transparency and rule of actual law to the rest of the Downworld. She’s purposely using the power she’s said Shadowhunters shouldn’t have to do what she personally thinks is right, regardless of the rules or the consequences.

The show was very inconsistent with both Izzy’s “progressive attitude” (she had some of the worst racist/dismissive lines in regards Downworlders, esp werewolves, and forced Raphael to drink from her but was repeatedly framed as more sympathetic than him in their mutual-addiction, etc.) and with Vampires in general, not just Raphael; the Shadowhunters kill a bunch of them in early s1 in much the way Saturday morning cartoons killed robot cannon fodder: they weren’t people so they didn’t count. But then Vampires are people! Because Simon, mostly, but also because Camille is awful but loved & saved Magnus once, because Raphael is a person who means something… 

(But then they kill Circle members who should also be people but aren’t and let’s just not think about that either.) 

Izzy & Clary kill that poor fledgeling Heidi made for no real reason? (Izzy and Clary couldn’t stop one out of control fledgeling? But they could kill multiple well-trained soldiers and demons and etc. etc. in other situations. LIKE. Competency? IS not at all a consistent thing.) And then she and Clary don’t even catch Heidi, that’s Simon & the PL.

And then, yeah, Izzy just ignores it. TBF, the entire show ignores Raphael until 3b, so it’s not just Izzy, and I’m not sure it’s a terribly valid character trait to use to interpret Izzy when we don’t think it’s a Magnus character trait that he forgot about Raphael for a season… that’s clearly just bad pacing and story-balance on the part of the show. *shrugs*

idk where i”m going here? I’m just sort of rambling? I think it’s fair that Izzy took the situation with Simon’s family personally because Simon is a part of her personal life (even before they’re dating) in a way the rest of Heidi’s victims weren’t; dealing with dangerous Downworlders is part of her job, so before then Heidi was just… another case-file. 

But Izzy has always been a bit of a rules apply to other people sort of person, has been implied to believe in results enough she doesn’t always think about the consequences of her choices about how to get there. Which seems admirable when she’s fighting against the Clave’s hypocrisy, but is a lot more questionable when she’s making unilateral far-reaching decisions in the field, such as exiling Raphael or torturing Lilith.  

She is, I think, very young, in a way Alec isn’t, (and hasn’t been for a very long time) despite the fact that chronologically he’s only a few years older. She grew up smart, and strong, and beautiful, and she had to believe in herself when her parents didn’t (so she believes in herself fiercely, and totally, and without an ounce of self-assessment, because she had to in order to survive). She’s so often right that it never occurs to her to think about whether what she wants to do might be wrong, not even know that she’s far enough along it’s no longer just about survival.