#the pain remains
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of course i'm excited for Pomme and q!Baghera's reunion but I'm also desperately dreading it, because they have the same heart.
They're both so loyal to a fault. So protective and always putting their loved ones above their own feelings. They have so much love to give and yet fully trust so few.
How will they feel, when they finally see each other again? Will they be haunted by the same thought : "I failed her"?
Because they both left without saying goodbye, because they couldn't keep the other safe, because they came so close to each other again yet couldn't remain together no matter how hard they tried?
How does Pomme feel, coming so close to her mother after an eternity spent apart, guilty because she had to leave without warning, only to wake up and learn that she is gone and that no one found her, having sacrificed herself to try to protect her, Pomme who sees herself as a target and protector first and a kid second? And that when she does see her mother again, she is but a shell of the person she once was?
How will Baghera feel, when she promised herself she would not mourn for her child during her disappearance, when she searched for so long and went through the hardest battles to get her back, and yet she gave up on that hope after so long, after having been broken down too many times, believing she utterly failed... only to finally have to face her daughter again in the eyes, alive?
How do you bear the shame of feeling like you have left some of the closest real family you have down, when so much of both of your lives revolve around protecting the ones you love? Where they both promised themselves they would not abandon the other, only to end up feeling like they did?
How do you comfort one another, when the same thoughts haunt you both?
#qsmp#baghera jones#qsmp baghera#qsmp pomme#pomme qsmp#like mother like daughter#they are both so wholesomely similar#and it is at the same time so devastating#the pain remains#from mother to daughter#they are so meaningful to me#i want them back#let them be happy
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I got so many good pictures from Lorna Shore in Leeds last week ❤️ incredible show and I managed to get barrier 🤘take me back please.
#lorna shore#will ramos#the pain remains#the pain remains tour#adam de micco#deathcore#death core#metal music#metal#musicians#heavy metal#death metal
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Before you go
Show me what it's like to finally know
The face behind the silhouette
In this world I made to be infinite
But within the expanse, I finally see
A world without you isn't meant for me
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08/14/2024
Please help us cover bills/meds!!!
We've been really struggling with money bc my hours were cut, we still have our internet bill due tomorrow and my gf has gone without their meds in favor of not starving and other necessities
My gf has been suffering without their medication and we need the internet so they can take their online classes, I do not get paid until next week and my gf needs relief and they cannot fall behind!!
$150 needed!!!
CA: $lezsalt or $sleepyhen
Vm: wildwotko
Dm 4 ppl
#sorry we are poor#thank u to everyone for the recent support but we remain on the struggle bus!#i dont want to see my gf in pain and these classes are very important to them#pls help if u can
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The Garden
When I see goldfinches
I know you're there
In the orange of nasturtium
I see how you cared
The plants and the memories are all I have left
It's lacking but I will take what I get
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this would work much better with a third naissancee-ultrakill axis but that's beyond my graphing capabilities
#earthbound#cave story#journey#furi#ultrakill#undertale#noita#naissancee#oxenfree#limbo#antichamber#celeste#firewatch#disco elysium#kentucky route zero#outer wilds#hollow knight#hyper light drifter#the stanley parable#lisa the painful#ori and the blind forest#baba is you#night in the woods#what remains of edith finch#return of the obra dinn#getting over it with bennet foddy#the binding of isaac#zoo wee mama thats a lotta tags#im tellin ya
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lol arthur realizes with the other knights after watching merlin flirt and being hit with a wave of deja vu: holy shit you asked me out
merlin and the rest of the knights around a campfire after leaving a village bc lancelot and leon somehow started a brawl in the tavern: ???
arthur points at merlin: after valiant! you asked me to buy you a drink! you were asking me out!
merlin is busy cooking dinner and confused out of his fucking mind: what???…..valiant….oh the knight with the snakes.
gwaine who was slightly tipsy now stone cold sober and sitting up straight against a tree: wait. explain. what do you mean merlin asked you out??
arthur snaps his fingers as he recalls the memory: i apologized for sacking you and you said that if i bought you a drink we’d be even.
merlin now remembering how he had stumbled into camelot, picked a fight with a pigheaded bully which quickly turned homoerotic and flirtatious, and continued their teasing-flirting for days before merlin shot his shot and asked the prince out only to be rejected: oh yeah, i forgot i did that…..wait, you mean you didnt realize what i was asking?
arthur: no?? we argued everyday, how was i supposed to realize you were asking me out??
merlin now abandoning the dinner and staring across the camp at arthur while the rest of the knights watch their back and forth like a game of tennis: to you we were arguing, to me that was very much flirting. i thought you were flirting back so i decided to ask you. then you rejected me
arthur, mentally beating his past self up for fucking up their chance: i didn’t reject you!!! i just didn’t realize what you were asking me. how was i meant to? we fought every chance we got
leon, nudging elyan, glee and excitement riling through him: its happening!!! its finally happening!!! seven long, grueling years is finally paying off!!!
merlin, realizing the misunderstanding and acknowledging the fact that he wasn’t rejected, his flirtations just weren’t noticed - realizing he still has a chance: oh…oh i see. arthur, my dear, our fights were extremely flirtatious. need i remind you of what you said? “do you know how to walk on your knees? would you like me to teach you?” or “i could take you apart with one blow”
arthur, mental capabilities at an all time low: m…my dear….?????????
merlin grinning devilishly as he realizes that his flirtatious persona he had hidden away after falling head over heels for arthur can make a come back: that is what i called you. should i call you something else? say…mine?
percival gags in elyan’s ear: cheesy
elyan hides a laugh: at least they’re finally getting somewhere. better than the hopeless pining
arthur, flushed from head to toe: ah uh no um im uh
merlin thoroughly enjoying himself: oh come now, your majesty. use your words.
#meanwhile leon is praying his thanks to every god and goddess above for their mercy#his pain and suffering is so over#merlin is going IN on arthur who is red as fuck#gwaine is enjoying himself immensely#lancelot pulls out popcorn to watch the two idiots finally get their acts together#flirty merlin x flustered arthur#i think yes#listen. merlin lived in ealdor. a small village of maybe thirty people - four or five being his own age#he was thrilled to be in camelot and have new faces and people to meet#he was definitely the village tease or flirt or whatever#he was gonna be a rake in camelot but unfortunately managed to fall hopelessly in love with the prince of camelot#he burned his dreams of being a rake in exchange for arthur#the issue? arthur rejected his advances. next issue? merlin’s feelings remained and grew#so merlin is a lovesick puppy for a prince who doesnt feel the same and he cant find it in himself to look at anyone else bar a few cases#he and lancelot def slept together at least once. him and gwaine tumbled into bed a few times together#but his heart always belonged to arthur he just never imagined hed get a chance to let his affection be known#now that he knows arthur never knew of his intentions in the first place and was quick to deny he rejected him#merlin is more than happy to let that part of his personality come back and terrorize arthur is a way he hadnt been able to before#hes living his best life rn#bbc merlin#merlin emrys#arthur pendragon#merthur#knights of the round table#fanfiction ideas#prompts#headcanon
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So.
Ghost King Danny (and or) Ancient of Space.
Basically POWERFUL Danny gets summoned to the DC world.
How?
Because his reborn lover/partner/wife(or husband) was being used as a 'sacrifice' to summon him. (Danny and his partner (not picky who, could be a DP character or a made up one) sometimes they relive lives together, but Danny due to King duties can't always join his 'other' (or Forevermores as I like to coin them as) into new worlds for a few years.
Who is partner was reborn as, I leave up to you all!~
#danny phantom#danny fenton#crossover#dp x dc#blue rambles#danny phantom dc#writing ideas#random idea#dpxdc#Danny isnt happy when he feels his partner panic/stress/pain when summoned#he's gonna go all POWERFUL ghost on the ones causing it#Danny loves his partner no matter what life they go and live#because they are Forevermores he knows they subconsciously remain faithful to each other in the end#even when Danny is reborn and has no memories too they always find each other in the new life's they live and get together#its fun for them#his reborn love is being sacrifice because some cultist somehow figured out their soul is tied to a powerful being#and mistakenly believed if they sacrifice them they will be rewarded or something along those lines
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Ok so we know these are Leola's bones and we know Aaravos was imprisoned beside them.
Now consider, while he may not have been able to see them from his prison, Aaravos being surrounded by his daughters remains means he was also distinctly aware of them breaking down, decomposing overtime or being touched by other creatures.
Consider an Aaravos who uses his light form to project himself into the waters around his prison and see pieces of his daughter's bones breaking apart. Watching her be slowly buried under the sand or overtake by any manner of plant or creature. Did he feel the ocean floor shift or shake when the first pieces of her ribs fell off?
To make things worse, if her bones are here, and her body fell to earth, that means Aaravos didn't just cry over the crater she fell into, he cried over her body. Or whatever was left of it. Maybe He saw the flesh rot from her bones, but more likely her body burned falling to earth, and he saw her shattered skeleton instead.
Would he have rearranged her bones to lay correctly? Or could he not bring himself to touch any of them?
The more you think about it the worse it gets.
#the undeniable angst of seeing the slow decomposition of your child's remains.#Aaravos buried Leola with tears and I think that's the last thing he could give her#burying her under his love grief and pain so that he keeps that last promise to her forever#Yeah i'm never getting over these two#the dragon prince spoilers#the dragon prince#tdp#tdp aaravos#leola#tdp leola#the mystery of aaravos#aaravos
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Fan: *trying to film Corroded Coffin carrying their equipment in to a local show for their CC blog*
Steve: *trying to help by carrying Eddie’s guitar*
Eddie: Wow, that looks heavy. Need help? *grabs hold of Steve’s free hand and interlocks their fingers* Better?
#Eddie ‘Chronic Pain’ Munson is actually banned from helping them lug their equipment around so Steve fills in#Eddie remains helpful by aggressively holding Steve’s hand#Steve’s the only one that he trusts with his sweetheart even if Steve fumes with jealousy every time Eddie calls his guitar sweetheart#I’ve been gone for a hot second. I think I’m going to be more sporadic with this series from now on#eddie munson tiktok saga#eddie munson#steve harrington
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you ever just stumble on the most life changing video games of your life, sob to it, then are just expected to move on like hell no this shit is staying in my brain forever
#what remains of edith finch#wroef#lisa the painful#the unfinished swan#before your eyes#life is strange#omori#im saying it rn the fucking yakuza games too#yakuza series#life is strange all games btw that wrecked me
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Possibly my favourite picture from the tour, I’m so happy I captured this - the scream serenade 🖤 Will kept messing with Austin too and hitting random cymbals and stuff it was cute ❤️ this was Manchester.
#lorna shore#will ramos#musicians#music#deathcore#metal#adam de micco#austin archey#the pain remains
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Alysa Liu (USA): Promise | 2024 Budapest Trophy, SP
After retiring at the age of 16 with a World bronze medal in 2022, Alysa Liu returns to competition a brand new woman, skating with a newfound grace and maturity that many fans will be eager to see! Welcome back, Alysa!
#figure skating#alysa liu#budapest trophy 2024#fskateedit#SHE IS BACK BETTER THAN EVER!!!#WOOOOO#sometimes all it takes a bit of time off to rediscover your love and passion for skating and competition#look at all that she's learned#look at her beauty and grace!!#a performer!!!!#a princess!!!!!#also this was a pain to colorgrade#probably the worst stream quality i've tried working with#but this is for you alysa!!!#she was the first to skate and she remained at the top of the scoreboard the whole short 😍#my gifs
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scar tissue that i wish you saw.
#and i remain a chronic pain!john truther#if i have to hobble about with a cane then the man who was blown up must too#my art#the @ is my insta#fanart#fanartist#art#digital art#sherlock & co.#sherlock and co.#sherlock & co#sherlock and co#fuck if i ever figure out which tag im supposed to use#john watson#sherlock holmes#sherlock#johnlock#bbc sherlock#i say. like a liar.#gen
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Nico saying that Lewis gives his daughters boxes of presents every Christmas just got caught in my mind.
Imagine you were a mixed race boy born in Hertfordshire, different from everyone else around you. Bullied in school, being raised by your father to compete in a sport where money is very much of essence and you and your family do not have a lot of it. And then you meet this other boy who comes from the kind of life you dream to live one day. You're friends and fierce competitors. You find solace in each other. You visit Monaco for the first time with your friend, dreaming up the life you will have when you make it, when you beat out of the mould that the world thought it could capture you in.
And then you two grow through the ranks and you're at the pinnacle of your sport and you have what it takes to win and the world recognises that you can win. And you win. You win with your friend and fiercest competitor by your side fighting with you for those wins, and this fighting ruins something something that was valuable to both of you when you were still innocent and unsullied by life.
But despite everything that went into the doing and undoing of this relationship, you still realise that this person you once called a friend has a life and family beyond your bitter dynamic. He has children, and children need love and affection and good memories. And you're a better man now so you understand that. So you make sure the kids get gifts on Christmas. And you make sure of it every year. Afterall, if you met someone you loved deeply when you were both kids, wouldn't you feel a pang of nostalgia when they had kids. Wouldn't you try to extend the warmth that you couldn't find for your friend to his children. Afterall, whatever happens during childhood basically remains with you forever.
#and nico's perspective of the same is just#being bullied as a child and being profoundly lonely till you find this friend who is in many ways the yardstick for performance#and even when you go through all this rancidity and the love has almost evaporated down to bare bones politeness#you know there is something that remains deep down#and so he gets your kids Christmas gifts each year#both their childhoods were sites of pain and both of them found something with each other#and lewis honours that by being a positive presence in nico's childrens' lives#albeit from a distance#and of course we're no strangers to how much Nico loves his kids#you can bet if Lewis had kids Nico would do that same#sorry this caught in my heart a little#I knew he had been giving presents for a while and I always thought of that as very beautiful but seeing it on the tl made me remember#man#love haunts you in such peculiar ways forever#brocedes#lewis hamiton#nico rosberg#f1#formula 1
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Listening to metal music is fun cause you'll be there weeping and getting emotional like 'this song gets me right in the feels, it makes me reflect on my own life so much...' and to someone that doesn't listen to metal music, it will sound like uuaaaUAUAUAUAUAAAAAAAAAAAuauauauayAYAYAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARGHHHHHHHHAHAGAGAGAGAGAgggaahagahayauayauayHGGYAAYAYAYAAAAA!!! UAAAAAAAA GAAAAAAAAAAH!!!!!!! GA YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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