#the one relationship i AM in rn. the one w rama. is only able to be as intimate as it is because we always primarily treated it like | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

stardial · 6 months ago

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You're super cool and if they don't have a crush on you that's their loss. You deserve someone who is endlessly grateful to spend time with you. Someone who's desperate to be with you. Accepting anything less than that is beneath you

WELL. idk i’m actually fine w most ppl not crushing on me? i can get all these things out of a rly nice friendship too <3 i’m specifically hoping this One person is crushing on me because they’re incredibly fun to flirt with

#i think generally like. i just wanna be friends w ppl and if i also happen to find them hot maybe have a little sex #the one relationship i AM in rn. the one w rama. is only able to be as intimate as it is because we always primarily treated it like #a friendship where we just happened to also have sex? and at some point we’d just gotten so close to each other that it was virtually #indistinguishable from a relationship #any time i’ve properly dedicated myself to trying to have a romantic relationship w someone it just Has Not Worked cuz #i’m probably just a little bit aro. it always just exhausts me and i act weird n stupid #sorry this isn’t rly what the ask was abt but i’ve had a LOT of thoughts on the subject recently #asks

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