#the nights are the hardest
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as someone who's been going through it lately in regards to mental health and specifically recovery, I adore the fact that ctommy's answer to the question "are you happy?" was "Getting there." Not 'Yes', not 'This is a happy ending of course I'm happy', but "Getting there." and it's been two years. this stuff takes time, and it feels gruelling and exhausting but he's Getting there. he will be soon. that means so so much to me. I'm getting there.
#dream smp#crim speaks#tommyinnit#this is potentially the thing that hit me the hardest last night#yay
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One time Ponyboy went to a party with some school friends and got super drunk. When the party ended and he couldn't find his friends anywhere, he called Soda to pick him up. Soda, being the good brother he is, says that he'll be there as soon as he can.
So, he drives to the address, finds Ponyboy, helps him to the truck, and gets back on the road.
Ponyboy then proceeds to sob (and I mean SOB, like hiccups, snot, tears) almost the entire way home.
He eventually calms down a little, and Soda asks him what the hell the matter was. Ponyboy looks over at him and cries out "Please don't tell Darry that I'm drunk! He'll be so mad!" before beginning to cry even harder, repeatedly begging Soda to "not tell Darry he was drunk.""
Soda rubs his back and reassures him over and over that he won't tell, and that nobody was going to be mad at him.
This calms Ponyboy down enough that he closes his eyes and passes out, resting his head in Darry's lap, who had been sitting in the passenger seat the entire time.
#the outsiders#ponyboy curtis#darry curtis#sodapop curtis#darrel curtis#headcanon#curtis brothers#poor darry was trying his hardest to keep his shit together#both of them tease ponyboy about this night all the time#darry also had to carry him to bed when they got home#this is based on a true story from when I was 16
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Finally drew Goldfinch fan art! They are definitely my favorite duo
#qsmp#qsmp fanart#qsmp jaiden#qsmp foolish#qsmp leo#This was supposed to be a quick sketch but then a month passed and jaiden left soooo#OTL#Posting this late at night cuz Ive worked on it for so long I convinced myself no one will like it#might reblog at a later time when I can love it again#Im proud of myself at least for finishing it#also I love foolishes boots#I want them#and I think leo's big toothy smile is the cutest#fun note#I gave leo two peircings#one is a purple sapphire for vageta and the other a emerald for foolish#if any of the eggs are going to have multiple piercing's I def think it would be leo#but just two on each ear for now cuz leo is still a kid#another fun fact#the shopping cart was the hardest part cuz I drew out the poses first then tried to fit the cart around them#dont do this#learn from my mistakes
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i really do hope we get full cunt at wwwyf like 'died 2007, born 2024 welcome back the black parade' cunt. i want the fucking hospital bed. i want the patient to die on stage. i want the cheerleaders in gas masks. i want them to burn the stage à la famous last words when its over.
#thats what i want for night 1. for night 2 i just wabt them to look like 4 middle aged dudes having a good time#but also i recognize that if a certain other band uses their new stage production at wwwyf we might have a case of#who slayed the hospital bed the hardest. who slayed the cheerleaders in masks the hardest.#and sorry but the bear and my beautiful princess might win that one#isaac.txt
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weird (not quite) autumn- one layer practice Mae with some vague leaves stuck on for funsies
#nitw#night in the woods#night in the woods fanart#nitw fanart#mae borowski#mae nitw#mae night in the woods#nitw art#night in the woods art#my art?#i have neither the hands nor the spoons for proper lined stuff so I’ve just been messing around w lineless maes in different colors#i do know she doesn’t have a tail but i did not consult a ref and also she should. tails r fun#she remains one of the hardest things for me to draw and this didn’t rly help with that but i Did actually learn to draw simple leaves#which has also been a difficulty for many years#so I guess that’s something#i seem to have severely damaged my right arm/elbow trying to Sleep. life is so much fun rn.#i literally just lightly leaned on it and bam three days of screaming stabbing pain why are my limbs made of fucking glass this is absurd#anyways. look a rare fanart appears#at midnight. because i simply cannot be arsed anymore
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personal lyric analysis series (3/?): i ain’t quite where i think i am - arctic monkeys
#alex turner#arctic monkeys#i ain’t quite where i think i am#the car#lyric theories#might be the HARDEST song to delve into. i spent most of my night trying to decipher it and i’m still not quite happy with the result#but there are some thoughts regarding this song that i’d like to put into words so there it is#again please keep in mind that it’s just my personal thoughts on alex’s work and you’re utterly welcome to discuss them!#jules.rar#analyses on al's lyrics#queue
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*me, cracking my knuckles and popping my neck side to side as i open ao3* hello again beautiful
#the hardest part of hiding from spoilers was BY FAR not keeping up with new caitvi fics#guess who's staying up ALL NIGHT LONG TO CATCH UP#this guy#arcane#ao3
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Checking on the guest room every other day like,
Sorry for the lazy ass editing but anyway I've been needing to make a visual for this joke
Now I'm not saying that I always picture this man as Yuu, but I have definitely become obsessed with the raw comedic potential of Tommy Shelby being isekai'd into magic college surrounded by people he actually Cannot boss around
#twst#twst mc#twst yuu#twst memes#twst yuu headcanons#twst guestroom#twisted wonderland shitposts#guarantee he'd immediately get into a fistfight with azul and probably lose#because he may be the hardest mob boss in england but that does not prepare him for a sea monster who is also a wizard#I could see him maybe recruiting some of the freshman but he'd probably regret it#he can't even pull the respect your elders card cause he'd instantly get 'young man'd' by Lilia#Imagine this guy dealing with Malleus' lonely prince shit in the middle of the night#picture him dealing with the overblots#he's been the top running joke around here for months#fandom drivel#i don't know if i need to specify that this is not a romantic headcanon but might as well be on the safe side#my bullshit
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out of curiosity did the zombeh attack ever happen in this world? if so do any of them remember it or how would they feel about it? if not what would you believe would happen if so?
well...
one of my favorite things about eddsworld is how it uses the classic cartoon trope of everyone dying at the end of an episode and then being totally fine by the next one. fuck continuity!
the zombeh attacks definitely did happen. at some point. in some reality. i guess i would say, Edd, Tom, Matt, and Tord remember what happened in the eddisodes. outside of that...
they're not really sure.
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Tord: Remember that zombie apocalypse?
Tom: No.
Matt: Ugh, don't remind me!
Edd: Oh, that was a BLAST!
Td: How did it... uh... end again?
Tm: Oh I have to be WAY drunker for this
SFX: FWOOM
#matt got better from exploding. tom and edd got better from being staked to death. its cool#theyll be fiiiinnne#eddsworld#ew tom#ew tord#ew matt#ew edd#my art#ask#sketch#yippee i got to include teen versions :D#edd is a BAD COOK i will DIE ON THIS HILL!!#this mans can ''work'' a grill#and by that i mean burn and undercook everything#he tries his hardest#tord with another stupid silly shirt#edd also loves some violence and i will die on THAT hill as well#tord loves guns tom is angry a lot matt is very reckless but edd will go ham on a motherfucker night unprompted#comic#zombeh attack#zombeh tord#zombeh matt#mini comic
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He's the biggest kid here. Large and In Charge.
[First] Prev <--> Next
#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#wei wuxian#lan wangji#su she#lan jingyi#lan sizhui#jing ling#Who are the other juniors? Who ever you'd like them to be. I will probably have to retroactively tag them#(Hello! It's Fer from the Future. Here to retroactively add character tags!)#ouyang zizhen#nameless red disciple#The camp councilor energy continues! WWX's secret power/talent isn't demonic cultivation#its herding teenagers. One of the hardest entities to rally#I adore the uncle energy he has with Jin ling here. Oh you're gonna start banging at doors? No no don't stop#you're sooooo good at it why don't you keep going? Yell some more. Use your talents#If he keeps yelling he *might* summon the purple uncle so its a fine line to walk#The goal with jin ling in that last panel was the same energy as when you catch your dog eating something they shouldn't#and instead of running you enter a staring contest. Does this make any sense.#EDIT: I went to check my notes for this post last night and went “oh geez y'all hated this one huh” only to realize that I uh#saved it as a draft and didn't actually put it into the queue. MASSIVE head empty moment.#So sorry for ppl who got worried or were looking forwards to the comic update. I wish this one was funnier to make up for it.
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id: a digital drawing of knight light from date knight. she’s visible to a little below her waist, her body is turned towards the viewer, but her head is facing right. his left arm is at the height of his hips and in his right hand, which is outstretched, he’s holding his lantern. their armor is golden and heavily decorated with flowers, wings and suns. the background is dark blue, but lit up a lighter shade by the lantern. end id
check out date knight here! :3
#i was trying my hardest to only decorate their armor with only sun related motifs but oughh i love drawing flowers so bad#that one joke drawing of gabriel rewired my brain i think#<was also partially inspired by gabriel. drawing the armor. esp with the umm skirt thingy#art#fanart#date knight#knight light#<i like her name :3 it sounds like night light and it's silly and cute to me i don't know if that was intentional
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did someone say sulla and his harem of guys.
(from left to right: pompey, metellus pius, crassus, sulla, lucullus)
#my art#posting this in the middle of the night when no one is online cause i just finished it but. i will reblog it again later whatever#i did something different with my sulla this time based him more on the coin portrait#i think my favorite face in this is metellus i just like his expression#since we dont know what he looked like this is mostly based on my vague recollection of the metellus image in masters of rome cause#i like it. you also get blonde pompey because of masters of rome I KNOWW controversial take but he has blonde man vibes to me so.#crassus is based on the old man maybe-crassus statue i tried to like. de-age it and based the face off that. crassus was by FAR the hardest#to like. decide on what he should look like but im alright with this crassus#lucullus is just kind of vibes based every lucullus Take ive seen has him with sort of a long thin face and i like that so. i kinda took#that into the rest of him & made him tall and thin .#oh Also . ive always interpreted sullas 'red and white complexion' as rosacea so thats the take. this drawing sadly not really my sexiest#sulla though. ill draw him again sometime. and he Will be sexier next time if i can help it.
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Patiently waiting for the videos of III spotting Vessel while he does sit ups to surface on Tumblr so I can reblog.
Summoning Sit ups Obtained 🖤🙏
#sleep token#vessel sleep token#iii sleep token#vessel#iii#this is the hardest part of ritual nights tbh#didn't know i couldn't add a video to a reblog#so i'm just editing this post instead lol
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Errybody gangster til their sleep paralysis demon shows up
Guess who also got his achilles tendon cut? Because the poor guy doesn’t get whumped enough? ;)
Aid taglist: @sacredwrath @pirefyrelight @little-rat-dragon @whumpyourdamnpears @potterhead5ever @3-2-whump
Ignore the imperfections, this took me forever :’}
Thought I’d share my process on this one?
3-D Rendering reference
I tried to do this in watercolor & pencil first…(hated it)
So I went digital
Final unaltered version. I adjusted the color which make it a little sharper and added a vinaigrette border for the final one since I wanted it a little darker.
But if you like this version better let me know!
#drawing chains will be the death of me—forreal that was the hardest part 😭#trying to learn art is hard#does he look dirty and disheveled enough? look at the scruff!#let’s pretend that this is a really convincing concrete floor (& let’s pretend there’s blood splatter on it)#I took so long on this#The Aid#basement whump#whump art#begginerartist#oc art#oc story#digital drawing#sleep paralysis#sleep paralysis demon#haunted#paranormal art#paranormal whump#supernatural whump#night hag#drawing practice#art process#whumpblr#whump
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“What are you so afraid of?”
“Sora, let’s take the raft and go! Just the two of us!”
#soriku#yes I am implying that Riku overheard the dock scene#the expression he makes here is so particular like trying to push aside a bad memory#and the question only reinforces exactly what I believe I was remembering#the night his greatest fear became real to him#his canon answer here is ‘’losing what’s precious to me’ and his next answer confirms its Sora that’s most precious to him#and overhearing what Kairi said would be like confirmation of everything he feared#that Sora would leave him and he’d be alone#I think all three of the locations where the questions are asked are important and correspond in some way to the question#but this one hits the hardest#ddd#dock scene
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Do you guys ever think about Kevin Day. About the number on his cheek. About the horrors he survived to keep it there. The physical and psychological torture that he endured just so he could have the shiny number 2 tattooed on his cheekbone. How brave he was to go through all that.
How brave he must have been to let it go.
To say: I’m giving up my number, the one I’ve dehumanized and killed myself over. I’m giving it up, but my suffering for it wasn’t in vain.
To realize that he didn’t deserve the number 2, not because he was no longer second best without the Ravens, but because he had always been better than all of them.
He was the deadliest piece on the board.
#I had a dream about Kevin day last night#in which he was talking to Wymack and essentially said:#‘I let myself be beaten for this number.#I let my friend be tortured for this number.#once I stuck my hand on a hot stove for riko. so that I could keep my number.#all I had to do to get rid of it was stand up for myself.#and that was the hardest thing I’ve done.’#yes actually my dreams are ridiculous and poetic#I can write better unconsciously than I can consciously#but anyways#Kevin day#aftg#all for the game#riko moriyama#tsc#the sunshine court#the raven king#the foxhole court#tfc
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