#the next session will kill me
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Pearl: Hey Geemm??
Gem: Yeah?
Pearl: You’re so wonderful, did you know?
Gem: Yeah, I did, I did know-
Pearl: You’re actually fantastic, you’re glorious, you’re beautiful, fantastic-
#geminitay#pearlescentmoon#gempearl#shiny duo#trafficblr#i love them sm#pearlgem#I dont think you guys know how much I love them#wild life smp#life series#they should make ou- I mean make up#the divorce arc is killing me#in a good way#this probably counts as traffic shipping#traffic shipping#someone take this duo away from my hands#patiently (not) waiting or the next session#really can't wait for the development of their relationship when Gem turns red
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I have like, their whole backstory in my head, draw is just hard my hands doesn't want to draw anything aaaa
#my hands are able to draw only 3/4 faces i have a horrible artblock#or a burnout#or maybe i should take seriously the fact that my last psychologist told me i seemed to have adhd symptoms#she proceeded to cancel the next sessions tho lmao#i read a fic where sho and reigen go to a haunted park bcs mob couldn't go so he told ritsu but ritsu couldn't neither so ritsu called sho#to help reigen#and when they arrive the spirit tricks people using their memories to drain their energy and eventually kill them#i cried so bad#the fic has a happy ending and i love it for that#but it gave me the idea#mp100#mob psycho 100#mp100 fanart#minegishi toshiki#toshiki minegishi
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session was fine (/lh) highlights for me were gem's power being one of the coolest feeding the "associated with the watchers" allegations and her almost succesful escape of a practically impossible trap (yes im gonna ignore pearl's comment about gem's eye, i want to smash pearl with a hammer after that). and also gem is so obsessed with pearl it’s maddening, sadly pearl is the most oblivious player on the server 💔
so now lets focus instead on the potential of superhero!gem whose body practically dies when she projects her soul and superhero!pearl who excessively worries and protects her in that state while fearing one day gem won't come back to her body :D
we got a session with relatively normal gempearl moments!!! (well. as normal as they can be. anyway)
glad that watcher lore enjoyers are getting fed with watcher-leaning Gem and listener Martyn, i dont go here often but god thats some good material
the wild card this session is honestly very fun!!! mostly banger episodes, i would’ve taken a whole season of just this gimmick ngl but i also see why it’s only for a single session (currently watching Martyn’s ep and god it’s amazing if you ever were/currently are a bnha fan), also Gem trying to get joint custody of the zombies is. peak. gemrot enjoyers get your food
THE PEARL COMMENT…girl…she’s trying so hard to justify failing that trivia bot question it’s just funny. sorry to all the fic writers who have to find a way to justify Pearl not noticing/remembering the eye of ender situation. somehow simultaneously down bad and horrible at remembering what Gem’s done
like i said, the superhero AU stocks are skyrocketing… i dont do superhero AUs that much but if i were to spitball one rn it would be interesting to explore both superheroes Gem and Pearl, who aren’t on the same team/agency but know of each other and have this ongoing rivalry, where their powers are both useful in intel gathering (Gem by projecting and Pearl by flying nearby and listening in on conversations, though Gem’s probably better at it), but they’re also fighting villains on the field, and Pearl’s ability gives her an advantage in combat, while Gem makes up for it with her on duelling expertise
and yeah. maybe sometimes Pearl would fly by and spot Gem using her powers by herself. and maybe Pearl would hover around the area just to make sure nothing happens to her while she’s out of it… she doesn’t really know how Gem’s powers work in its entirety, but better safe than sorry, right?
(one time Gem finds out that Pearl is watching over her body while she’s astral projecting, and she decides to scare the ever living hell out of Pearl by suddenly jumping back into her body with no warning— Pearl nearly falls off a building with how much of a spook that gave her and Gem has never let that go since)
#or i could just go the full Martyn route and put them in a bnha au. that would be a fun thought experiment#but anyway!!! yeah gempearl girlies (gender neutral) we had one hell of a session last week and this week we’re back to crumbs#we can always manifest the 1v1 next session#asks#life series spoilers#wild life spoilers#mcyt#this bit is for the people who have the same type of illness as me and are abnormally neurotic about whatever gem-pearl-scott have going on#im not making a whole new post on this because i never have coherent thoughts about them#but. its a bit funny that this episode has been kinda crazy for the gempearl soulmate believers and the galaxyduo enjoyers#you’ve got the yellow eye thing for Gem and then. the fuckin. dying in the same explosion and that fuckass red skin#and theyre both still not that great for Pearl lmao#my ideal scenario next session is Gem kills Scott and then gempearl 1v1 ok. that would cure my illness
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the world is a little too disappointing these days...
#or maybe i'm just tired#and sick#and in the middle of an INTENSE study session#i'll be back at some point#and i'll answer the asks#but this week is killing me#and the next one will probably be worse but at least i'll see my friends
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I really need to sit down and draw perhaps the funniest, but potentially most dangerous move I ever did in d&d and it was back in my first game-
#the party didn't trust this noble or king or something to actually pay us for the job we got hired for#and I hadn't been rping much because New and Scared and Nervous#but I was playing a rogue! I had really high dex so my stealth and pickpocket were pretty good#so I very quietly raised my hand and my little elf went “if you guys promise to help me if it goes wrong... I could just steal it”#and EVERYONE went “nooo no way you'll def fail and get killed or jailed and it'll fuck us out of the job entirely”#and I took that personally you see#and the paladin.... was the one who really put his foot down#so I.... waited for everyone to file out of the house to go home... and turned to the DM and was like#hey... you can tell me no and I'll let it go and drive home BUT#can I roll to pickpocket the paladin's sword off him and then see if the player noticed it gone from his inventory?#just to prove a point#and my dm god bless her let me!! and rolled for the pally's perception to see if I got caught instantly#and wouldn't you know it... I pulled it off clean as fuck#so next session rolls around and we spent like 30 minutes with me sweating like I'm high at a job interview with the cops#before the DM was like okay gang roll for initiative and I almost physically stood up to be like HEY REAL QUICK#SIR PALADINSON YOUR SWORD DON'T ASK WHY I HAVE IT RIGHT NOW WE GOTTA FIGHT#so I almost locked our front liner in combat without his sword out of spite LMAO#IN MY DEFENSE I was a rogue and was on such good behavior and hadn't done anything illegal until that point#also yes that really was the paladin's name we were all new to dnd and hadn't clocked what vibes we wanted at the start#Candra has really gone places since this but that spite... that is core to her lmao
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Minor pet peeve but literally nothing can rile me up as much as asking a pal for advice about something minor and them giving me the therapy speak along with therapeutic theory.
Like it's genuinely the same as mansplaining to me and it makes me see red. It's the equivalent of someone looking at a clinically depressed person and telling them "And have you tried going for a walk?"
#people always get mad about it but honestly I just can't help but see red when they do that#like listen to me dipshit if i wanted actual clinical advice I'd read all my textbooks again#or I'd consult it with my actual real therapist in my next session#if I'm coming to YOU a PERSON and a LAYMAN it means that i need something unorthodox that only a person could figure out#some mad shit such as 'yeah whenever i show a symptom i say to myself 'get a load of this guy' and it goes away lol'#if you start mansplaining to me but about my own field of study I'm mentally killing you no matter who you are
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style tests for my senior project
#august draws#straight up 'monking it' in the club#OUGHHH. IM SO EXCITED FOR THIS PROJECT. MY GOD#will for sure post it here when im finished#(that will not be until next may)#god. ive barely been doing digital art so this was really really nice for me#if i have time this weekend (IF. big if) i would like to do some dnd doodles#we had an absolutely incredible session wednesday night and a lot of good character interactions came out of it#plus there was a super high stakes near death experience after combat had ended and we just barely pulled it off without killing two player#(THANK GOD. one of them was sundamar. i would have been devastated if hed died)
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hii I was just wondering why you think the aprilia bikes will be horrible next yr? because to me based on recent races it feels like theyre doing ok esp compared to other non-ducati teams.
'horrible' is maybe a strong word, but even by their standards this second half of the season has been pretty abysmal. and it'd be in line with my long-term expectation, where I think aprlia's done very well in motogp and I'm very impressed with their general trajectory but... I kind of feel like their title-winning opportunity might have already come and gone. mainly because the other manufacturers have a lot more spending power than them. now, I'm aware this is an expectation that might age quite poorly if ktm is in as much financial trouble as they seem to be but... just on aprilia, obviously it's plausible that it's a race-winning bike next season, that a rider as capable as martin can fight for victories on multiple occasions, but... well, it's not going to be title-winning machinery, is it. and it's not the one of the non-ducati manufacturers I would personally bet on making that step in the next few years. and even if I'm wrong and it IS, inevitably it's going to be a step down for the two riders going there next year. which is. a shame
#also 'ok compared to the other non-ducati teams' is maybe correct but the standard is in hell#still a bit generous though like i wouldn't say they've been convincingly better than *yamaha* recently which...#it's a bit of a logical problem because i broadly expect ducati to have peaked in dominance#which means i must think SOMEBODY will be closer to ducati next year. it's just that when you name the actual other manufacturers...#i mean i was vaguely buying into the ktm dream again but this does not seem like a good time to invest into those stonks#all that being said i do rate martin highly enough that i think he'll do a fair bit better with that bike than its current riders#//#brr brr#batsplat responds#//currt#what i also find a bit spooky about the aprilia is how it sometimes seems to develop a technical defect and tries to kill its rider#the oliveira thing hasn't gotten much attention on here i feel because he's not all that popular but i would find that quite unnerving#basically had his season ended in a practise session through no fault of his own!!#less disastrous consequences but ditto vinales portimao#idk i somehow don't conceptually vibe with a bike that might just throw me to the moon because of random technical issues
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Took another day off. My manager is gonna murder me but what can I say. I love living on edge <- anxiety gone up by 60%
#i genuinely feel bad and I'm considering asking my psychiatrist to have a session tomorrow or today instead of next week#i have therapy tomorrow thank god bc this shit is killing me
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People with misophonia don't get enough appreciation for not going around snapping people's neck when they have to endure them making trigger noises for 90 minutes straight
#istg i was so close to just leave#that bitch next to me just kept doing that sound for the entire session and i was about to scream cry throw up kill wound maim etc etc#never again#if she sits next to me again I'll fucking leave#idc if we're only 3 people in that class#seriously i should have killed her and everyone else in that room#i already worked out today but i need to get some anger out of my system so I'll probably do some kickboxing or something#imagining her face ♡#misophonia#void screams#also#actual screams
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when there are butches at thr climbing gym 😳😳😳😳😳😳😳😳😳😳😳😳😳😳😳😳😳😳😳
#shouldve tried to talk to them... but they had headphones on and looked in the zone and i probs looked the same + im feeling antisocial#NEXT WEEEKKKK im gonna go to the queer climbing social and im going to make friends and thats a FACT#i didnt wanna go this week cuz i havent been in like 2 months what if i embarrass myself in front of someone hot.#and thats their FIRST IMPRESSION of me like look at this loser. if they cant top a v2 how are they gonna top me huh#jkjk ik theyre all abilities + beginner friendly + also its a climbing gym im there for business not pussy#anyway that was fun even if im v out of practice. working out rly makes.me feel like a real person#my shoes are still killing me tho 😭😭 theyre fine for a couple climbs then i start losing circulation + have to take them off inbetween#but it can take 5-6 sessions to break them in fully and ive only been twice w them#they def help w grip tho like my footwork on small holds is wayyy more confident so fingers crossed ill be aceing v3s soon#ANYWAY taking the train home + showering + eating + then me + my roomie r gonna watch drive B-)#.diaries#i have so much chalk. in my hair
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i'm dming my first dnd one shot tomorrow and tbh? it's been upping my mood and my back/neck didn't hurt as much today. hell yeah.
#goat posts#also I'll probably get my x rays done next week and then those pesky kinesiology sessions#life is semi good for me again yippee#i hope i get better in the next month or so so I can go back to doing commissions#which i haven't done in months because the neck pain is actually killing me everytime i try to work on my art and it drains my mood#I'll get better
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Acquired all three Exotic class items...
#My methodology was to spam Haunted Lost Sectors and then do normal things for a while to maintain my sanity.#I enjoyed doing this the most as Titan because I went out of my way to finish her Beyond Light campaign.#It was really nice to get to experience it again honestly.#Though I don't know how much of that is because I want to do devious things to Variks' pros—#Anyway.#I've really enjoyed playing as Titan... she has her own arsenal now so I no longer have to dig around for another character's weapons.#I reshaped a fairly old Ragnhild-D and it works perfectly for her.#I also decided to give her Parasite because a player in one of my sessions reminded me how absurdly powerful it was.#That player had 5000 kills on the bastard thing...#I feel optimistic... I think I will complete her Shadowkeep campaign next.#Very late for me. Goodnight.#I am going to risk bodily pain and just sleep on my left side because it is very comfortable.#That tends to help me sleep quicker. Just painful the next day.
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God damn, it’s Thursday already
#/pos#my next dnd session is coming up!!! on Sunday again!!!!#if anyone cancels again I’m killing myself#I’m so excited to talk to my dm again#I like him a potentially unhealthy amount#maybe I could slip my new obsession with The Magnus Archives into conversation during downtime…#and see if he’s into it…#or talk about the tarot card I’m designing for my dnd character Ego since he’s into tarot…#he asked me to draw more art of Ego!!#I have to now so I can send it to him#I haven’t figured out how to get his colors right with my current art supplies#but for my dm!! I’ll figure it out#for the life of me I can’t remember that man’s name#but I’m so hype to talk to him again he’s so fun#I think it was locust?? his name might be locust???#this is a bad look for me but I digress I love him and I’m excited to play with him again#dungeons and dragons#dnd#dungeon master
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going to keep ominously referring to my lanamia fic wip without actually explaining much about it at all. anyways i really wanted to finish it tonight to celebrate getting into uni but i guess not because i just got hit by the exhaustion beam. i guess thank fuck i quit my job today cause i still haven't learnt how to cope with how TIRED and EXHAUSTED and the PAIN i feel for days after my shifts. anyways now i'm jobless again i'm going to crunch down on this damn fic thats been plaguing me for almost 3 months now
#immy's rambles#immy's fics#was going to make next friday my last shift anyways because i'm moving hours away for uni in september#but i was just. so sick and tired. so i quit today instead.#this lanamia fic WILL be finished even if it KILLS ME which i think it MIGHT at this poiny#it was just one thing after another every writing session i've never written a fic this long before so i think my brain is like. exploding
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20k in part 3
#fne posting#abyss.txt#benchmark posts are good for me when i look back at my progress lol#i'm trying to write a little more each session#plus there's a scene that i've been waiting for and it's coming for me#i see it on the horizon#i'm gonna kill this man to death#cause you know when canon does it so good that you just gotta do it again...... lmao#i have vacation next week so we'll see how far i can get woooo!!
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