#the last kindom fandom

[sugutoad]

Welcome to Sugutoad Matchups! 

— MATCHUPS ARE OPEN

Matchups will all be exchange! So which ever level you wish, you will write that back

What to expect (you can only select 8 options for this matchup out of these)

A ship

Headcanons 

Reasons

How you met

Feelings

Confession

3 Ship tropes

Ship song

Best friend

Relationship with characters of your choice

Family and Children

Backstory

Anything specific to that fandom (quirk, house, cabin etc.)

Moonboard

SPECIAL MATCHUPS:

Personal/ship moonboards - send in either a character, a matchup or simply an aesthetic to receive a moonboard of your liking

Appearance Matchups - send a few pictures or picrews to figure out who seems to fit you based solely off looks

*all information will be kept private and you will simply be @/ on the post

FANDOMS:

NARUTO

PERCY JACKSON

ATTACK ON TITAN

BUNGO STRAY DOGS

GAME OF THRONE

THRONE OF GLASS

JUJUTSU KAISEN

MY HERO ACADEMIA

THE LAST KINDOM

DEMON SLAYER

HOUSE OF THE DRAGON

INCLUDE:

Pronouns

Zodiac and MBTI

A little bit about your personality 

Likes and Dislike

Love language

Ideal type 

Fandom of your choice

Any characters you don’t want 

Appearance

Colour and aesthetic

The more information you send in, the more I can write for you. 

[avonne-writes]

𝐭𝐰𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐲 𝐪𝐮𝐞𝐬𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧𝐬 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐟𝐢𝐜 𝐰𝐫𝐢𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐬!

Thank you for the tag @swifty-fox 🥰

1. How many works do you have on ao3?

56

2. What's your total ao3 word count?

443,378 ✨️

3. What fandoms do you write for?

Only Masters of the Air at the moment! Previously, HOTD, Heartstopper, Drarry, Marvel, BoB (on my old account).

4. Top five fics by kudos

Cascade (Drarry) - 5,658 kudos

Once and Never Again (Drarry) - 4,523 kudos

Desire Lines (Heartstopper) - 4,255 kudos

Reminisce (Heartstopper) - 3,778 kudos

Baby News (Drarry) - 2,858 kudos

5. Do you respond to comments?

I try to respond to every comment. I really appreciate all of them, they mean the world to me ❤️ I wasn't able to keep responding to everything on some of my old stories in huge fandoms. 😔

6. What is the fic you wrote with the angstiest ending?

I usually write happy endings, but I have two fics where the main couple ends up separated by distance. They swear to keep the relationship alive, but who knows. The saddest of the two is probably Scorpion Grass (Loki/Mobius fic).

7. What's the fic you wrote with the happiest ending?

Reverie 🥰✨️ The war is over, they reconnect in body and soul, they love each other and are planning a future together. The ending they deserved!

8. Do you get hate on fics?

Usually not, but the HOTD fandom was astonishingly toxic and almost killed my love for writing. They left hate on almost everyone’s fics. Sometimes I consider deleting my HOTD fics because they don’t bring me good feelings anymore because of this.

9. Do you write smut?

Do I! Writing it as we speak 😉 When it comes to smut, I usually write porn with feelings.

10. Craziest crossover?

I wrote a crossover between HOTD and The Last Kindom: A Red Dawn Rises

11. Have you ever had a fic stolen?

Yes, in the HOTD fandom. But managed to sort it out with the other person.

12. Have you ever had a fic translated?

Yes, 4 so far! 😊 Thank you so much to the lovely people who translated them.

13. Have you ever co-written a fic before?

Not yet, but @hogans-heroes and I have a fic idea that we might do one day.

14. All time favorite ship?

Hard to choose, but I'll say Clegan. They're a beautiful pairing, a balm to my soul.

15. What's a wip you want to finish but doubt you ever will?

None at the moment. There’s one on my old account (a Speirton post-war fic) that I wish I finished but I don't even remember what I wanted to write there.

16. What are your writing strengths?

Setting descriptions, sensuality and hurt/comfort 😊

17. What are your writing weaknesses?

Period-typical dialogue, not enough focus on side characters

18. Thoughts on dialogue in another language?

If our POV character isn't supposed to understand it, I like it when the translation is at the bottom, otherwise I prefer the translation right after the line or the entire dialogue in English, but stating that they used another language.

19. First fandom you wrote in?

I think it was Harry Potter with my brother 😂 We didn’t even know what fanfic was, just wanted Marauders stories.

20. Favorite fic you've written?

Reverie! ❤️ I'm very happy with it and can clearly see the improvement compared to my older stories. I also love Cascade (Drarry fic).

This was a fun way to reflect on my writing, I don't do this often. I'm tagging @hogans-heroes @stereobone and @nicijones if they want to do it 😊

[ceridwenofwales]

Thanks for the shout out:

I wrote The Things We Left Unsaid pairing Uhtred with someone unexpected... Aelswith.

Summary: After Alfred's death, Queen Aelswith fears Uhtred's influence over the young King Edward and summons the warrior for a private conversation.

Breaking The Chains is pure sin with Uhtred and Skade.

Summary: Skade and the Coccham squad are back to Uhtred's domains and while Uhtred struggles between desire and hate, the Seer is determined to be part of his fate.

‘Were We Doomed From The Start?’ was the piece I wrote for our first writing challenge in this fandom: Let’s be Danes - Opening Ceremony

Summary:  Uhtred and Mildrith built a loving relationship but they might need more if they want to stay together through dangerous times.

I also wrote another crack ship for Aelswith and Leofric called Saints and Sinners.

Summary: Aelswith is facing a crisis of faith after, Osferth, an illegitimate son of Alfred, is born. Leofric is grieving his sister, the baby's mother, and surprises Aelswith praying for answers in the chapel. What he has to say doesn’t help to ease her mind.

Just wanna day that I love the wya you write for the actual love of my life Uhtred and your stories make so SO HAPPY!!! Do you happen to know of anyone else who writes for him?

Thank you!!! He’s so endearing, isn’t he?

I believe @ceridwenofwales, @laketaj24, @oddsnendsfanfics and @geekandbooknerd have all written Uhtred! Ladies, reblog this with your shameless self-promotions!!

[othermoony]

My dear Finan

Title: My dear Finan

Fandom: The Last Kingdom

Pairing: Finan x Eadith

Warning: kinda angst? and sad, long distance

Words: 839

A/N: Hello everyone!! This is my seconf fanfic, I hope you enjoy!

Ao3 link: https://archiveofourown.org/works/26259277

My dear Finan, 

 There’s so much I want to tell you, however I feel like I’m lacking the words. 

More men will go to you as Uhtred requested and I’m hoping one of them will bring you this letter.

The children miss you so much. Bridie is re-telling all the stories you use to tell her before bed to her little brother and sister. She’s trying so hard to comfort the others while also trying to aid me with the chores. 

However, there's a moment all afternoons, when the sun still shines up in the sky and right after all the intense heat, she disappears. I wasn't capable to find her for weeks until Aethelstan came to me saying she’s been practicing sword fighting by herself near the river. If you’re reading this, I can just imagine the biggest smile on your face while you get to know your little daughter wants to be just like her father - a warrior. Do not be afraid, my love, as I do not think of letting her get in trouble with her little wooden sword.

Little Eadgar tries to make himself as useful as his bigger sister. He made himself in charge of the little garden you started, helping me to cut vegetables for supper. When you come back home, I suppose it would make him the happiest boy in the whole village if you compliment the beautiful garden he organized (all by himself, my little man of the house).

If our Wassa could talk, I’m sure she would call for you every day. I’ve noticed a different pattern in her behavior. It’s more significant when she falls asleep and wakes up. She's so petite but realizes there’s someone’s absence.

I long to see you dearly. Our bed feels so empty without you by my side. I know it’s selfish of me, but I can’t stop thinking how unfair life is for it took us apart once more. I can wait for the day we’ll meet again, the day I can finally kiss you, hug you, love you again. 

I’m confident your days have been filled with adventure and trouble, please be careful Finan. I want to see you coming home not missing one bit. 

I know I shouldn't pass you my anxiety and fears as you’re risking your life but I cannot ignore the fear that our last day together in this life has already happened. I can’t bear losing you, my love. After all we’ve been through, I can’t lose you to war. A war that does nothing to do to you or me.

The image of our little and sweet kids growing up without you, of Wassa won't be knowing you… I can not stop fearing it’s truthiness.

I apologize, this is not the most adequate way to encourage a husband in battle.

How is everyone? Is Osferth the same cheerful man as I know? Battle changes a person, you know it more than I do. Please don’t let him overwhelm himself with bad emotions. Joke with him, laugh with him. Do not bully him, love.

Is Uhtred well? I’m certain he’s been overthinking much later. He’s a good man. Let him know all his children are well and surely safe. Young Uhtred is here with us in Coccham.

Also, tell Sihtric his family is very good and misses him dearly. His baby girl took her first steps the other day and now doesn’t want other things but the grass under her little feet.

Yesterday she and Ealswith made flower crowns Sihtric. Little pumpkin is keeping those flowers with her life, he can expect a dried crown when you get back - she’s refusing to make another.

And how are you my love? Are you well? Have you been wounded? You better come home safe. I’m slowly losing my mind without you, Finan.

The other day, I was making bread — well, that was what I planned to do that morning — but I totally forgot where I put the dough. We ended up having lunch at Ealswith’s. That woman is too nice for this world Finan. I’m worried about her. 

Please don’t let Sihtric know, but there’s been attacks on her person. The man left to protect us do not let her alone without Sihtric here to look after her. Her old reputation chases her everywhere. 

I know you joke a lot about their situation when they meet, but be careful with your words when you get home. I’ll update you then.

It’s been a day since I initially started writing this letter. The men are still in town. They’ll leave tomorrow morning. 

Ealswith and the kids did sleep with us last night, and I’m not planning on allowing them go until you’re back. 

I’ve to admit it’s nice to have company although Ealswith moves a lot when asleep. And her feet are so cold. Now I know what you’re always complaining about. 

I miss you and pray for your safety every day. I love you.

 Always yours,

Eadith

[the-cumberbatchs-stupid-penwing]

Every time I join a new fandom is like I'm ripping my soul into another Horcrux.

[ao3feed-zukka]

I like the way we slept on rooftops in the summer time

read it on the AO3 at https://ift.tt/3BEs3vO

by pigeondotcom (pigeon_draws_and_writes_stuff)

uncle iroh moves himself, zuko, and azula to the earth kindom after gaining custody from ozai. he enlists the help of bumi, the principal of the local highschool, and member of the white lotus, the book discussion and pai sho playing club, and his son lu ten to take care of the children while he goes off to fight in court to get ozai put in prison.

at this new highschool, zuko and azula become friends with the gaang and learn to be themselves.

basically a highschool AU where i make all the characters work through their trauma.

also a story where all these children who were forced to grow up too fast learn to just be stupid teenagers who swear and go out and have fun and drink alcohol and skip school and just exist.

[rated teen and up for swearing, alcohol, talk of child abuse, substance abuse, and the death of a parent]

Words: 434, Chapters: 1/?, Language: English

Fandoms: Avatar: The Last Airbender

Rating: Teen And Up Audiences

Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply

Categories: F/F, F/M, M/M

Characters: Suki (Avatar), Sokka (Avatar), Zuko (Avatar), Ty Lee (Avatar), Azula (Avatar), Katara (Avatar), Toph Beifong, Toph Beifong's Parents, Mai (Avatar), Aang (Avatar), The Gaang (Avatar), Iroh (Avatar), Bumi (Avatar), Lu Ten, Ozai (Avatar), Hakoda (Avatar), Bato (Avatar), June (Avatar)

Relationships: Sokka/Zuko (Avatar), Suki/Ty Lee (Avatar), Azula/Katara (Avatar), Bato/Hakoda (Avatar), Bato & Zuko (Avatar), Hakoda & Zuko (Avatar), Iroh & Zuko (Avatar), Azula & Zuko (Avatar), Sokka & Suki (Avatar), Toph Beifong & Zuko, Toph Beifong & Sokka & Suki

Additional Tags: Angst, Hurt/Comfort, Emotional Hurt/Comfort, Bad Parent Ozai (Avatar), Ozai Being an Asshole (Avatar), Hakoda (Avatar) is a Good Parent, Hurt Zuko (Avatar), Zuko is an Awkward Turtleduck, Bisexual Zuko (Avatar), Zuko's Scar (Avatar), Anxious Zuko (Avatar), Bisexual Sokka (Avatar), Protective Sokka (Avatar), Past Sokka/Suki (Avatar), Hurt Sokka (Avatar), Bisexual Suki (Avatar), Protective Suki (Avatar), Suki & Zuko (Avatar) Friendship, Zuko-Centric (Avatar), Protective Toph Beifong, Asexual Toph Beifong, Toph Beifong and Zuko are Siblings, Toph Beifong & Zuko Friendship, Stubborn Katara (Avatar), Bisexual Katara (Avatar), One-sided Aang/Katara (Avatar), Pansexual Aang (Avatar), Protective Aang (Avatar), Bisexual Ty Lee (Avatar), Past Azula/Ty Lee (Avatar), Azula (Avatar) Redemption, Happy Azula (Avatar), Protective Azula (Avatar), Azula Joins the Gaang (Avatar), Iroh (Avatar) loves Tea, Protective Iroh (Avatar), Iroh is a Good Uncle (Avatar), Iroh Adopts Zuko (Avatar), Lu Ten (Avatar) Lives, Gaang (Avatar) as Family, Gaang Adopts Zuko (Avatar), Protective Gaang (Avatar), The Gaang Learns How Zuko Got The Scar (Avatar)

read it on the AO3 at https://ift.tt/3BEs3vO

[conaionaru]

Who is the girl in your siggy gifs?

Originally they are Skade from The Last Kindom played by Sophie Loch Ness. I used reface to make more gifs. For those I use different actresses from different fandoms (Lagertha, Live action Cinderella,...)

[clairebeauchampfan]

Harry and Meghan; letting us down. A personal view.

I’m sorry, I have to confess, with this action  the Duke and Duchess of Sussex (my original home county)  have really disappointed me.

 I too was delighted when Harry and Meghan got married. A breath of fresh air, we all said. At last a modern Royal couple. A fairytale. (we said the same thing when Andrew married the frightful Fergie)

How soon fairytales fall apart.

En passant did you know that 15-18% of the population of the United Kindom was not born here? By marrying Meghan, Prince Harry was reaching out to people of colour. By allowing him to marry a WOC,  the Royal Family seemed to be  reaching out to the immigrant population and saying: ‘you are included’.  Now Harry and Meghan have quit, and the immigrant population will no longer feel represented at the very top of this society. A sad ending to that dream. 

 I do understand some of the pressures on the - what do we call them now, the former Royal couple? 

 I know we don’t know the whole story, no more than we knew the whole story back with Edward VII and Wallace Simpson (and thank God he abdicated).

  I know the tabloids have not been kind to Meghan, or Harry. The tabloids represent the worst of society; celebrity mad, gopping bad taste, mawkish sentimentality, prurience, scandal-mongering and  hypocrisy (a bit like Extreme Shippers in a fandom who first worship and then despise the people they fan). They love to build people up, then knock them down. And no, it’s not just a British penomenon, though our tabloids may be the worst.

Truth is, we Brits, though we talk a lot about a ‘breath of fresh air’ and the ‘need to modernise the monarchy’ actually expect our Royal Family to be dull and worthy, doing their duty with stoicism. Like the Queen. Or William and Kate.  We expect them to stick by the first rule of monarchy: ‘never complain, never explain.’ We hate it when they assume the trappings of celebrity, when they mix with Hollywood ‘slebs,  Euro-trash and dodgy billionaires on the make. When they hector and lecture, when they make brave noises about righteous causes like environmentalism and then fly around in private jets. Just as we hate it when they are caught with their pants down (can someone send Prince Whatsit off to be Governor of Pitcairn or St. Helena, as a friend of mine suggested?) We admire the Queen Victorias, not the Prince Regents. 

But for Harry and Meghan to run away and continue to expect to fill a role in the monarchy? Having their cake and eating it too? I’m afraid it shows LMF,  lack of moral fibre, as the military put it. Running away in the face of the enemy. No matter how provoked, how justified. And so I do truly feel we’ve been let down. 

I know there are many on Tumblr, particularly Americans  who will disagree strongly, not least because they saw Meghan as one of their own, taking on the stuffy redcoats and the last vestiges of wicked English Imperialism. A Georgette Washington. Hurrah for the Great Republic! Down with the descendants of George III!

I know though that if we in Britain ever become a Republic like yours  we would ultimately  elect someone like Donald Trump, or a TV personality who’ll turn out to be a serial abuser of women and children, or a failed Trades Union Leader, or some party hack, or someone who starts well and then, when power goes to his head, decides he can dispense with the constitution and make himself President for Life. I know also that many of the happiest countries in the world, from Bhutan to Denmark, are Constitutional Monarchies. Royals with no real power except moral suasion and the ultimate power of dismissing rogue Prime Ministers and calling for a fresh election. So I’ll stick with the Institution of Monarchy, thanks very much, even if some of the members of the Royal Family are complete plonkers. As any Brit will freely acknowledge. 

But today I am right pissed off about the D&D of Sussex. The sparkle has gone from Miss Markle, and Prince Hal still hasn’t grown up.   

[araneaxdragoon]

{Lately it has been a physical struggle for me to get activity for Aranea. Let’s be honest here guys, the FFXV fandom is male dominated. Even though I know that shipping isn’t the end all or be all for rps, it doesn’t seem like female characters get enough attention -- or any at all. Just trying to get normal interactions, or banter on here is like pulling teeth. So I may be with drawing from Aranea from Crowned Kindom.

On top of that, I recently had to attend a terrifying court session for my wrist -- basically suing my former boss for my injury. I was nervous as heck but things seemed to be going okay. My lawyer said that the briefing went well and that I should leave the rest to him; even though the other lawyer wanted to point the blame on my hobbies ( ie writing and gaming :l  ) This upcoming week I have another doc’s appt. and if things go well, I will not only get a cast of sort, but I will be told that I am unfit to work, which will certify me for disability and win the case. 

The only catch is that they may need to break my wrist again and place me in another cast cause it healed wrong. Dx Last I checked, I wasn’t supposed to have bones stick out of my wrist fam.

SO! This blog will remain on low activity for multiple reasons. Health and shitty home rp community. 

[bellatrixobsessed1]

Wrought Iron Machine (Part 6)

Zuko pushes his chair in with a force that shook the table. "Careful with the equipment!" Azula snaps. Zuko has steadily

grown more and more irritable as their recording session went on. "What's going on with you?"

"What's going on with me!?" He asks. "What's going on with you?"

Azula rolls her eyes. They don't have time for this.

"I want a break Azula!" He declares. "We haven't had one since we began touring. I though that you left this next week

concert free so we could have one."

"I was kinda hoping for a day of too." TyLee mumbled softly.

Azula sighs and pinches the bridge of her nose. Did they really need an on-tour recording session? Perhaps she is pushing

them too hard. She must admit that her throat hurts like hell. "Alright, fine." She caves. "We can have the week off..."

"You sound like you need it." Mai remarks off-handedly. She hopes that Mai is referring to her hoarse voice and not her demeanor.

"Oh, thank you Azula!" TyLee exclaims. "You're the best!" She throws her arms around Azula. "Now I can go and get my hair

done and give Haru a call."

"Haru?" Azula asks. "Why would you call Haru?"

"Because he's sooo cute." TyLee beams.

Azula begs to differ but she won't tell TyLee how to waste her time. She watches Zuko and Mai wander back to the tour bus, she could follow them but she knows what they have in mind. She has kept them deprived for a while. So that left her to decide how she wants to spend her day. She supposes that she can fill it with exploring the Earth Kingdom. Gaoling was a nice enough city, wedged within steep and craggy hills. It hosts an assortment of shops and traditional Earth Kingdom eateries. For awhile she and TyLee walk side by side making mundane conversation but then TyLee breaks off to step into the hair cutter’s building and Azula is alone.

She decides to give the closest restaurant a try. Azula had never been particularly fond of Earth Kindom cuisine, vastly preferring the spice and tang of the Fire Nation. By comparison the food here seems almost bland. She pushes it around with her chopsticks for a few minutes before actually eating it.

Eventually, she pushes her dishes aside and heads back to the tour bus. She doesn’t put any thought into her team of bodyguards, or lack thereof, until she feels a hand on her shoulder.

“You’re from Fire Of Agni aren’t you!”

She lets the fire die in her palm. “That’s correct.”

“Oh. My. Raava!” The boy squeals.

“Not so loud.” Azula hisses. She doesn’t particularly mean to be rude, not to a fan, but the last thing she wants to deal with is a swarm of camera wielding, question spouting, paparazzis. And, Agni, with the kiss scandal fresh out of the press, they would have a lot to ask.

“Oh...sorry.” His voice drops. “I’m just so excited! Where are the other three.”

“Enjoying their day off, I suppose.” Azula shrugged.

“I’m so glad I get to meet you!” He holds out a pen and paper.

Azula takes it and signs it.  She supposes that she will either have to remember her bodyguards or get used to encounters like so. Not that being a princess hadn’t earned her plenty of attention. But subjects and fans were different breeds. She is still trying to get a feel for Fire Of Agni’s fandom. A good lot of them were as fierce and crude as the image Azula and the rest of her band try to craft.

.oOo.

As wonderful as this little waste of a week has been for her voice, it is horrid for her state of mind. She is growing restless. It leaves her too much time to think, dwell, and regret. She looks around the tour bus bedroom. It seems that, once again, she is the last one awake. She lies on her back with her hands clasped atop her middle, staring at the ceiling.

She is more than okay with Zuko slumbering, in fact she avoids him as much as she can. She rolls onto her side with a drawn out exhale. She has too much to think about. Mostly she thinks of home. For as many songs as she writes about it being broken and dreadful, she misses it. She misses her father. The very man who they regularly tear apart with vulgar lyrics and unkind shoutouts. She misses him so terribly. Misses when he would tuck her bangs behind her ear and tell her how much potential she has. She misses having not failed him.

Azula draws the covers more tightly around herself.

“You still awake?” Zuko’s voice cuts through her dismal thinking.

She pretends to be asleep.

“I know you’re awake. You used to do this when we were kids…” he trails off.

She shifts slightly.

“You’re going to have to talk about this some time.” He grumbles. “How long do you think we can avoid it before it starts to affect our music?”

Azula groans. “It was a kiss Zuzu.” She pauses. “That’s it.” And it served its purpose.

“If it was just a kiss then why have you been avoiding me?”

“I want to make sure others know, that it was just a kiss.” Azula replies. But that’s just the thing, as much as she wants to put that drunken publicity stunt behind her, she may need to exploit it again.

“Just admit that we were drunk.”

“And what, have the police squad handing us a fine? We need that money for our videos and equipment. How many cymbals has TyLee gone through already?” The girl isn’t exactly careful.

She doesn’t confess that she has every intention of bringing their scandal to a new peak if her voice can’t draw as much attention as she wants it to.

“Well...well…” Zuko trails off. “Well. Just stop making things weird.” She can practically see the pout on his face. “We were just starting to fix what our dad messed up. I want us to be real siblings…”

“Will you two go to bed.” Mai grumbles.

“You have one more day off.” Azula replies. “You can sleep in.” Even so, she doesn’t fancy Mai peeping on a touchy and borderline sappy conversation like this. And to Zuko she closes the discussion, “look, Zuzu, I’m not going to let it affect our music. Not now that we’ve been invited to S.A.S.”

“We were invited to…”

“We’ll talk about it tomorrow.”

“Or after our day off?” Mai asks.

Azula rolls her eyes. “Fine.” She needs to fine tune her attack plan anyhow. She knows that they will need a few new songs, she simply needs to decide if they want to go for quantity or quality. If she gets her way, they will have both. She knows that the thought will follow her to sleep.

She starts to drift into it when Zuko speaks again. “I’m not worried about the music.” He reiterates. “I’m worried about how it will affect us.”

“It won’t.” Azula vows. Yet, somehow, she isn’t quite convinced herself. Fire Of Agni seems to be revealing more uncertainty and instability than she had initially anticipated. She is no longer thinking of how to approach S.A.S. The image of she and Zuko won’t leave her mind. That is what follows her to sleep.

[lyssala]

Future

Pairing: Terra/Aqua (gotta end it with the brot3 too ;-;), Kindom Hearts

Words: 3375

Rating: K+

Notes: WOW low key got really emotional writing the end of this. Thank you guys so much for reading and being so encouraging to me. I was terrified to start writing for a new fandom but you all have been nothing but so nice! I really loved writing these stories and giving these sweet children a happy ending (hopefully canon does the same haha). They deserve all the happiness ;-; I just really loved writing this story, thank you so much for all the kind words you’ve given me <3

That being said, while this story does have a hard end I’m not ready to say goodbye to writing them cause omg I love it so much haha So I do have a few more plans for this year including two 3 chapter fics (a modern au one and canon one which is actually the first thing I ever wrote for KH but I was too scared to post it lmao), a one shot collection to dump random drabbles, and maybe a modern au set too. So yeah, I hope you enjoy this last one from the sweet sunshine boy’s perspective <3

AO3 (Which has all ten chapters <3)

Ven woke up so suddenly he nearly fell out of his bed. His heart was pounding in his chest, he felt too hot for blankets but too cold to kick them off, stomach reeling in such a way he had to swallow hard. The worst of it was when he looked around the room it seemed like every shadow was alive. He shut his eyes, unsure if his mind was playing tricks on him or if the room really was spinning.

He opened them again and this time while everything stayed in place, it didn’t help him feel any better. Ven tried to sit up in bed but he found the cool air on his body sent chills through him despite feeling like he was sweating. He reached his hands up to rub his face. He knew he should probably just go back to bed and try to sleep it off but a part of him knew he couldn’t sleep like this.

Was he sick or was it just a really bad nightmare he couldn’t remember? The latter wouldn’t really surprise him but he usually woke up scared, not feeling like he was gonna throw up. Maybe water would help but that would also require him to walk all the way to the kitchen.

The thought made him feel a little sicker but it was either stay here and potentially feel worse or find some kinda solution. He pulled himself out of bed and headed to his door which he happened to leave open that night. The hallway felt cool but he couldn’t tell if that was the way it really was or if it was just him feeling gross.

Ven reached a hand up to his head as he walked. It still wasn’t hurting too much but he did feel a little dizzy again. He reached his other hand out to the wall, trying to steady himself. Both Aqua and Terra’s rooms where nearby and Ven thought about maybe going to one of them instead but their doors were closed. He knew neither would care but Ven didn’t wanna bother them either, not when they had the exam coming up.

He kept walking down the hallway, though a bit slowly, till he reached the stairs that would take him down to the kitchen. Maybe he could find some crackers or something to help. Ven grimaced at the thought; his stomach started to turn. Okay, maybe just the water.

He placed his hand on the railing to start to head down but something caught his attention. There was laughter coming from the other end of the hall.

He furrowed his forehead at the sound. As far as he knew there weren’t any guests and Terra and Aqua were in their rooms. Ven let go of the railing and started to follow where he thought he heard the noise. He felt a little dizzy as he walked but curiosity momentarily helped him ignore how he was feeling.

There wasn’t too much down this particular hallway, just a few guest rooms. Ven was about to think he was just hearing things when he saw light peeking through a doorway. There was a deeper voice talking but it was so low Ven couldn’t quite make out what they were saying. For a moment he thought may be it was just Master Eraqus, which meant Ven really should just walk away and go to get his drink of water but the curiosity was too strong.

As carefully as he could, he turned the doorknob and cracked open the door enough so he could peek in.

Despite the fact placement was unusual, the sight was rather usual. Ven honestly shouldn’t have been surprised Terra and Aqua made it look like they were asleep but really weren’t in the least. Why a random guest room Ven wasn’t quite sure, maybe just to throw their Master off their trail should he realize they were up after curfew.

They weren’t really doing much; Terra was sitting up against the backboard of the bed, eyes looking up at the ceiling as he recited something to Aqua. She was laying down on her stomach facing him but had a book in her hands. He paused in what he was saying causing Aqua to hit him in the arm even though she wasn’t looking up at him. Terra rolled his eyes and said something though Ven’s mind wasn’t processing just what at the current moment.

It was odd almost, a strange sort of unease slipped into Ven’s mind, reminding him of his stomachache. It was like he was nervous, like he shouldn’t be there even though he very well knew they probably wouldn’t have cared. Ven honestly didn’t know how to explain it but watching them when they didn’t know anyone else was around was vastly different than just the way they usually hung out.

Ven carefully closed the door but he apparently wasn’t careful enough.

“Hello?” Aqua said, her voice clear in the otherwise quiet hall.

He contemplated leaving, pretending like he was never there. There would be no harm in it.

“Ven?” That time it was Terra, and Ven supposed there was no use in hiding now. One of them would probably come to the hall before he could get far enough away.

He pushed open the door, standing in the entrance to the room and feeling a little awkward despite the previous intimate atmosphere of the room pretty much dissolving when he stepped in. He reached a hand behind his head, and tried to smile but he was only reminded how sick he actually felt. “Sorry,” he murmured, his voice coming out more choked than he expected. “I heard your voices.”

“It’s fine,” Terra said, though he was sitting up a little straighter than he had been moments ago. “Couldn’t sleep?”

Aqua seemed to notice something was wrong right away as she was already sitting up and halfway off the bed; not that Ven was terribly surprised. “You look pale, is something wrong?”

He wanted to play it off, he didn’t need to be babied after all; then he could leave them alone, could just get his water and go back to bed. His head started to spin a little again, his stomach turning as it did. Ven closed his eyes to make it go away but it didn’t seem to help at all. “I don’t feel good,” he said, though he honestly had no idea if it came out coherent or not.

It must’ve because there was a cool touch on his forehead. When he opened his eyes, Aqua was crouched down in front of him, the palm of her hand against his face. She looked a little concerned but it was comforting in a way.

“You’re burning up, Ven,” she said.

No, that couldn’t be right. “I’m freezing.”

“Is it a fever?” Terra asked, still sitting on the edge of the bed but watching them attentively.

Aqua dropped her hand to Ven’s cheek. “Sure seems that way.”

He was vaguely aware of what that meant and he knew he should probably leave, the last thing he wanted to do was make them sick too. “I should go,” he said but he honestly could barely recognize the words falling from his lips. The room started to spin again and as a reflex he reached out to her shoulders to be able to steady himself. “I’ll be okay.”

“Maybe so, but why don’t you come warm up under the blankets for a little bit?”

Ven nodded, it did sound nice.

“Okay, c’mon then.” She placed her hand on his shoulder and carefully led him along side of the bed.

He honestly didn’t even really remember getting into the bed, he was just suddenly surrounded by warm blankets and a soft pillow under his head. The chills at least stopped but his stomach and head still felt dizzy. It was kinda weird to describe his stomach as dizzy but that’s what it felt like.

“Do you want us to stay with you?” Aqua asked, reaching a hand over to brush some of his hair from his face as she sat down near him.

Ven felt Terra lean over the other side of the bed, probably waiting for an answer as well. Ven knew he should say no, to not keep them up with him, to go back to his own bed and just sleep it off but he was so warm, and as dumb as it seemed, having them there looking over him just made him feel better.

“Yes,” he said.

With no word of disagreement Terra flopped down on the bed, laying down on his back while Aqua moved to lay on her side; both effectively sandwiching Ven in the center of the bed.

“Try and sleep,” Terra said, his voice low, it was more soothing than Ven would’ve thought. “I’ll take you back to your room if it gets too late.”

His eyelids were getting heavy, almost impossible to keep them open. He found his head hurt less when they were closed anyways. Ven wasn’t sure if he’d actually fall asleep or just rest, even though he was really comfortable and it was nice and warm between the blankets and Terra and Aqua. A yawn pulled at Ven’s lips as Aqua hummed some sort of melody. He wasn’t really sure if he had ever heard it before, though it sounded distantly familiar. Ven couldn’t even dwell on it, he was asleep in moments.

He didn’t even really know how much he fell asleep until he opened his eyes and it was dark. He panicked for a moment completely forgetting where he was but when he tried to sit up he found he couldn’t, the blankets were pinned at his sides.

Ven blinked in the darkness. Terra was still on the side of the bed though he was on his stomach now, arms tucked under his pillow as he slept. Aqua was still curled up on Ven’s other side, sound asleep too. A smile pulled at his lips as he settled back down into his spot in the center. One of them must’ve flipped the lights off when the other fell asleep.

He sighed and closed his eyes again. He didn’t really even have a chance to question if he was feeling better, all he knew was he was safe.

Ven breathed in a deep breath of warm air as he stepped outside. The sun was already starting to set but it didn’t change the temperature at all. Summer was on its way back and he couldn’t be happier about it. He stepped down on the stone path, barefoot as he decided not to hunt for his shoes before coming outside.

He glanced over the green grass near the front of the castle but he didn’t see anyone. He could try the lake he supposed. It wasn’t that far of a walk anyways.

Normally he’d leave Terra and Aqua alone after dinner knowing they had to spend mostly all day with him and the others. As much as he was used to having so many others near his age to hang out with now, sometimes he missed it when it was just the three of them. So he went out to find them, wherever they were.

They usually didn’t go too far just in case, so Ven kept peaking around the area trying to find at least Aqua whose hair stood out more than Terra’s. Sure enough, they were by the lake. Ven saw Aqua first, sitting sideways against a bank of the water, her legs kicked over Terra’s lap who had his feet dangling into the lake.

Ven was too far away to even remotely hear what they were talking about but Aqua was chatting away at something, Terra listening attentively. There was just something about the two of them when they were alone that was different. Ven kinda recognized it when he was younger but he could never place what it might be. It was pretty obvious what it was now.

He almost changed his mind and turned back around. There was never anything that wasn’t inviting about them really. He still often had to remind himself to knock first just because he knew them so well. He knew if he walked over there they’d let him join with no second thought, it was more out of his consideration than anything else.

He understood, he did. The castle was big sure but it probably never seemed big enough when you had a bunch of other people always bothering you for something. Neither Aqua nor Terra would probably ever complain so it was up to Ven to make sure no one bothered them whenever he could, himself included.

He moved to turn back around but his name being called out across the lake stopped him. When he turned around Terra still had his hands cupped around his mouth and Aqua was waving her hand over her head to get his attention.

Despite himself, a smile pulled at his lips. It was exactly what he meant but he also couldn’t deny it made him feel good to still always be accepted by his oldest friends. He made his way over to where they were sitting, knowing if he tried to keep walking away now that they saw him one or the other would chase him down till him came back. Usually that involved getting tackled to the ground or getting put in a strong headlock so he decided to save himself the trouble.

“Hey,” Aqua said, leaning slightly back on her hands so she could look up at him. “What’s up, Ven?”

“Wow.” He let out a low whistle. “You must really be happy if you didn’t even ask me if something was wrong first.”

Terra snorted, his hands resting on her legs. “We can see the castle from here if something should explode or such.”

“C’mon, sit down,” Aqua said.

Ven almost tried to back out again, just to be respectful but there was also the part of him that did just wanna spend time with them. He sat himself down next to her, suddenly thankful he couldn’t find shoes as his feet dipped right into the water. It was still kinda cold as spring was still lingering but it was nice enough for now.

“Soon we’ll get to go swimming again,” he said, kicking his feet lightly to get the water to ripple.

Aqua made a noise of slight disgust. “I’m pretty sure something lives in the deeper end of this lake. I’ve never liked swimming in it.”

Terra tapped at her leg. “No, that’s just because I happened to get a leech on my foot one time and you thought it was so gross you never wanted to go back in.”

“Well, can you blame me?”

“C’mon,” Ven said, nudging Aqua’s back with his shoulder. “It’s fine, if you don’t let your feet touch the ground.”

“Or the sides,” Terra added. “You know, where all the plants are growing underwater.”

“Probably the deep end too, I can’t say nothing is living in there.”

“Yeah, okay,” she laughed. “You boys can have fun in a few months then. Take the rest of the kids, try not to let them get eaten.”

“Aqua, have you always been this dramatic?” Ven asked, arching an eyebrow at her.

She opened her mouth to answer but Terra beat her to it.

“Yes.”

Aqua looked like she wasn’t sure which one of them to hit first but it only made Ven laugh. That seemed to be good enough for her.

They settled into silence, but the good kind. The warm weather coming back, the nice breeze blowing off the lake, the sun setting, sitting at the side of the lake with his closest friends it all suddenly made him realize.

It had been almost one year since they came back here.

When they came back to this world it was in shambles, just like their lives were. They all were broken to an extent, recovering from both victory and failures. After those first few nights in the dark, cold, and so empty castle they used to call home, Ven didn’t know if things would ever be able to go back to the way they were.

Really, they didn’t.

As he watched the sun setting over the lake in front of them, the green of the grass under his fingers, the water rippling against his feet, Ventus knew without a doubt things were better now than even before. He could feel the warmth of Aqua’s back against his shoulder, hear the soft hum from Terra as he looked over the lake.

They were all together again. While they were missing one, Ven thought Master Eraqus would’ve liked to see the castle full of kids eager to learn. Sometimes Ven could almost see his master, that knowing smile on his face proud as he watched over Terra and Aqua teach others, watched them smile again and be happy together; then watching over Ven as he took steps closer every day to take his own master’s exam. He could almost hear Eraqus’ rough but always calm voice say, “Well done, little ones, well done.”

Ven closed his eyes, letting the warm breeze blow over his face. It wasn’t perfect. Terra still let his temper get the best of him sometimes, Aqua still didn’t know how to stop bottling her feelings up, and Ven still didn’t know if he was worth all the trouble that went into protecting him. Yet, they were here. They were together, they were home.

But he knew things were changing again.

Ven and Sora were next to take their exams, Lea and Kairi not too far behind. Soon there would be a whole new group of kids ready to train here and Ven would have to decide just what he wanted to do. They always said they’d travel together, see the worlds, and while he knew if asked Terra and Aqua would absolutely go with him but it was different now. Whether Terra or Aqua officially said it or not, they were rooted here now; they were the leaders, the teachers. Ven knew they’d both stay here and they’d both take care of their home and every student who passed through. He could easily see them older than they were now, matching rings on their fingers, their own children playing with the students who’d come to learn under great masters.

Ven blinked open his eyes, the sun almost completely behind the trees now. It was so much like that night so long ago, just on the brink of change for them all. Unlike that night where they thought they knew how it would go, Ven had no idea what a new day would bring but he knew no matter what it was, none of it was bad. Not this time.

“Hey,” he said, though his voice came out a little choked. He didn’t have to look to know both had turned their heads to him. Ven rolled his head onto Aqua’s shoulder, his body leaning into her back. He was nearly taller than her now but there was a special sort of comfort with being so close to her, like he was still a child reaching to the both of them when he was plagued with nightmares. “We’ll always be together, right?”

“Absolutely,” Aqua said, her usual mix of unwavering determination and calming comfort. “We’ve made it this far, haven’t we?”

Terra didn’t say anything but when Ven closed his eyes again he felt Terra’s arm reach around Aqua, a gentle but strong hand on Ven’s head.

A smile pulled at Ven’s lips. “Yeah, we have.”

An unbreakable connection Aqua had said on that night so long ago and even through deceitful outside forces, sacrifices, and darkness all around they still proved her right in the end. Ven let out a content sigh and Aqua hummed something soft while Terra’s fingers carefully brushed around Ven’s hair but none of them moved.

Even as the sun set in front of them, moon and stars coming up into the night sky Ven never felt cold.

[rosyangel95]

My Fandoms

Just felt like stating things I’m currently into. Feel free to ignore this.

I am obsessed with playing video games. I mainly talk about Otome games on here, but I play games pretty much every chance I get when I can convince myself to do it.

Cell Phone Games: Otome Games specifically

1. Midnight Cinderella

2. SLBP

3. Mystic Messenger

4. BMPP

5. Sleepless Cinderella

6. Shall we date series: Oz and Blood in Roses

I’ve played Wizardess Heart and I hated it because I chose Azusa. Hate him. Sorry. Fight me about it. Uninstalled the app because of him. Played Destiny Ninja, didn’t like the art so much. I have Destined to Love installed but haven’t started it yet for some reason.

PC Games:

Playing Fallout 4 currently. I have over 300 games on Steam to play through.... yeah. I mainly play RPGs that take forever to play but I like shooters too. I have several Otome games on Steam too.

Playstation Games:

Have a huge backlog of these too. Just got the Kindom Hearts remastered set, so I want to replay all of those and buy 2.8 before 3 comes out. Though with how long they are taking with it, I might actually get to beat the games before it comes out.

Xbox 360:

Playing Conker and I have several others backlogged. 

Nintendo 3DS:

POKEMON! I own every single Pokemon game... yeah I’m a collector. I also have every single pokemon except for the ones from Sun and Moon since I haven’t really played those yet. Oh and TLoZ!

Wii U:

Breath of the Wild! I love this game. I own every Zelda title ever too.... yeah I’m like that. 

Anime:

Currently Watching Shokugeki! No Soma. Just finished watching Yuri on Ice. I have a long list of ones I want to watch too. Top Animes:

1. Sailor Moon

2. Yuri on Ice

3. Full Metal Alchemist

4. Blood Plus

5. Card Captor Sakura

6. Trigun

The list goes on....

Cartoons:

1. My Little Pony Friendship is Magic

Yeah I’m a Brony erm a Pegasister.... whatever. 

2. Avatar the Last Airbender

3. Futurama

Books: Too many... Lets try Genres

1. Fantasy

2. Classical Literature

3. Romance 

Music: Anything except for Country and Rap. I’m an audiophile. Pretty much always wearing headphones. 

So uh yeah.... more stuff anyone can talk to me about, since I just talk about my obsession with 2D men on here mainly. Thanks for reading if you got this far.

[sternflimmern]

Thank you @ginlosigkeit for tagging me. :) Sadly you also tagged everyone I would tag, too...so this will just end here. 

1. NICKNAMES: Sassy, Saschi, Sassi

2. GENDER: Female

3. STAR SIGN: Libra

4. HEIGHT: 1,75m 

5. CURRENT TIME: 02:34 pm

6. BIRTHDAY: 25/09

7. FAVORITE BANDS: Heisskalt, Arctic Monkeys, Madsen, The Fray, Red Hot Chili Peppers...

8. FAVORITE SOLO ARTIST: Casper, Ed Sheeran, Lana del Rey, Elvis Presley, ...

9. SONG STUCK IN MY HEAD: Halsey - Eyes Closed

10. LAST MOVIE WATCHED: Becoming Jane

11. LAST SHOW WATCHED: The Magicians

12. WHEN DID I CREATE MY BLOG: Somewhere in 2016, I guess

13. WHAT DO I POST: Everything that touches me somehow. That can be political stuff, aesthetics, different fandom stuff, lyrics, deep thoughts, ...

14. LAST THING I GOOGLED: 

15. DO YOU HAVE OTHER BLOGS: Nope

16. DO YOU GET ASKS: That happend one time and never again

17. WHY DID YOU CHOOSE YOUR URL: That goes back to my deviantart account. I needed something that implicates creativity 

18. FOLLOWING: 112

19. FOLLOWERS: 19 lol

20. FAVORITE COLORS: black and purple 

21. AVERAGE HOURS OF SLEEP: I never get enough sleep, even though I could do it all day

22. LUCKY NUMBER: 7

23. INSTRUMENTS: piano, guitar, drums, violin (some of these more or less)

24. WHAT AM I WEARING: jeans and a jumper

25. HOW MANY BLANKETS I SLEEP WITH: one

26. DREAM JOB: making money with the music I love

27. DREAM TRIP: United Kindom

28. FAVORITE FOOD: pizza, chocolate, fruits

29. NATIONALITY: Earthling

30. FAVORITE SONG NOW: O Children - Nick Cave & The Bad Seeds

[domininm-blog]

Tagged by: @tcdosou and @divinebred

NAME: katy

GENDER: cis female. EYE COLOUR: brown HAIR COLOUR: brown RELATIONSHIP STATUS: single ZODIAC: Aries FAVOURITE COLOUR: black, wine red, dark blue FAVOURITE SEASON: autumn FAVOURITE PLACE: my bed FAVOURITE HOLIDAY: have none FAVOURITE VIDEO GAME: stories untold, Kindom hearts birth by sleep LAST SHOW YOU WATCHED: criminal minds WHAT’S YOUR HONEST OPINION ABOUT YOUR MUSE?: fhdjdjfkfbf. *chains aizen to my bed* tbh He is a fucking ass sometimes but can be cute when he want to WOULD YOU DATE YOUR MUSE?: ........... Maybe Aizen yeah.... But totally would izu. Izu is nice. The rest naaah... Maybe gin WHAT ARE YOUR FAVOURITE KINDS OF THREADS?: heavy angst ARE YOU A SELECTIVE ROLEPLAYER?: kinda DO YOU HAVE A FAVOURITE MUSE?: Aizen is my favourite. Have to many theories for him that's why WHAT MADE YOU DECIDE TO JOIN THE FANDOM?: Because... Nearly nobody I know knows bleach and well Ring is a nice thing soooooo here I am DO YOU SEE YOURSELF STAYING WITH THE FANDOM FOR A LONG TIME?: i hope..  *lays down*

Tagging: you

[nicaneko]

tagged by @summer-sky ((CHU CHU TO YOU BBY))

Relationship Status: single ;3

Favorite color(s): blue, shades of blue, pastel colors

chapstick or lipstick: ‘’OTL .... i rarely use both;;;

Last song I listened to: bts - i need u

Favorite TV shows: rn it’s legend of the blue sea and  goblin: the lonely and great god 

First Fandom: magic knight rayearth?? i think?? i remember reading fics at ff.net or maybe kindom hearts?? i got hooked on that for like 1 / 2 years;;

Hobbies: drawing, crochet, video games, binge watching shows lol

Tag 9 @sugadae @kashimalin @piiiiiiin @sketchkohai @cliffsandotherthingstofalloff @vel0city9 @fabulouspotatosister @chiefofpigs @the-ghost-of-luck

[lizzylegg143]

Getting to Know Me Tag!

Rules: tag 15 people you want to get to know better

Thanks @septicsavvy for this. Needed a little chear up today :)

Relationship status: Single

Favorite colors: Green, Purple, and Black

Lipstick or chapstick: Lipstick for special occasions, and I don’t ware chapstick that much.

3 favorite foods: Cookies, Pizza, and Pasta

Song stuck in my head: Nicotine by Panic! At The Disco.

Last song I listened to: Crazy=Genuis (again Panic! At The Disco).

Last movie I watched: The first Iorn Man

Books I’m currently reading: The 5th Wave, starting the twilight series, a bunch of Star Wars books, and The Kindom Keepers series.

Last thing I googled: Binary code translater (bc of Jack!)

Time: 8:57 pm

How many blankets do you sleep in: 2

Dream trip: I would love to see Germany and Ireland to see when I came from. I’m a curious little bean☺️.

Anything you really want: like I said I’m my previous post, I would love to meet Jack and Mark.

Time for the tags @spoonycorn @septic-heart-and-mind @sparklepines @septic-fandom-protection-squad @deepeearts @d-structive @binart @cyanacity @kasper-the-ghost @lisasepticsuperplier @lansketchbook @markiplier (⬅️why not) @obviouslypancakes @puppetofanti @reverseblackholeofwords