#the interviewer being like Ok! 😅 help....

[paxdemon]

Never Have I Ever Recorded A Song 

[canonicallyobserving911]

Hi just thought of this the other day - i think you were one of the few people who picked up on the gross implications of thommy's "they're always so grateful!" line in 7x04??

And then i remembered how thommy rushed to help eddie when he got injured at the basketball game and thommy was the one who volunteered to get eddie to the hospital and take care of him....???

We can see thommy was basically wooing eddie in 7x04, right up until buck presented an opportunity, so maybe...maybe thommy was hoping for eddie to be "so grateful" for thommy's help and care....😅

Hello @blutterlie and thank you for your ask.

My response got kind of long, so I apologize in advance but I'm happy to be able to share my thoughts on this topic because I've rarely seen or read any posts about it. That could be because I've blocked probably hundreds of blogs since 7x4 aired but I digress.

Before I delve into my response, here's my disclaimer: I didn't want Tommy dating, hooking up with or doing anything with Eddie or Buck because IMO, neither of them needed to be with another man before they go CANON. In season 3, they were both single and they had all the emotional, physical and romantic intimacy/chemistry they needed to have already been in a relationship but of course the FOX network wouldn't let it happen and we had to endure two seasons of them dating lackluster LIs (4x6 to 5x3 of Eddie dating Ana and 4x14 to 5x18 of Buck dating Taylor 🙄).

I believe all Buck and Eddie need are each other and after the kitchen scene in 3x9, it seemed like they may or could have already been in between the sheets but hey, that's my headcanon since it's not actually CANON and I'm not one of those who tries to retcon things that aren't or weren't in the show like the showrunner(s) and some veiwers have done.

Now back to the regularly scheduled program...

Since so many things changed prior to the start of season 7 with scripts, actresses not being available (AC and AK) and a shortened season (which wouldn't have had any impacts if they wouldn't have changed the scripts and storylines down to the wire) it's difficult to tell what direction TM was going to go with Buddie without him admitting it (he'll never do it). But based on OS's interviews about BuckT*mmy only being short term and LFJr.'s admission in an interview after 7x4 aired, it was originally supposed to be EddieT*mmy not Buck*Tmmy, I think things between Eddie and T*mmy were going to be more than whatever Buck’s doing with him. Also, I think TM is using T*mmy to delay CANON Buddie yet again.

Now, I'm going to go back to 6x15 first because that's when Buck broke Eddie’s heart with that BS line about how Natalia saw him when we all know she didn't see $hit but his death. And even though Eddie asked Marisol on a date at the end of the season, I stand by my original speculation that Eddie wasn't ever supposed to be serious with her and it remained that way until 7x5 when TM flipped the script and turned his relationship into something more than that. Reminder, she barely had any screentime until that episode. Also, RG mentioned Eddie’s abuela and his sisters were supposed to show up during the season but that didn't happen. His abuela was there in 7x6 but whatever she was supposed to talk to Eddie about, it got cut and all she did was attend the wedding with him and Chris.

With all of that being said, here's what I believe was supposed to happen. This is my speculation and it's contradictory to what most people think but that's ok since everyone interprets media differently.

I think Eddie and T*mmy were supposed to officially date each other and it was supposed to make Buck jealous to the point where either Natalia was going to call him out on it or he was going to breakup with her and tell Eddie he loved him. Another reminder, TM said he had a whole plan for Buck and Natalia but when AC couldn't return to the show, he had to scrap it. Also, he wanted Lucy to be the one who flew the helicopter but she couldn't return because the actress got a spot on a new show. These are things he and the writers would have known by January since the strikes were over and the writers had been working since late October.

Therefore, my analysis is based on several things. First, LFJr. looks like he could be one of OS's relatives since they have the same eye and hair color. Also, I think T*mmy was not only wooing Eddie, I think he seriously wanted to settle down with him. Surely, he knew Eddie was a family man because he has a son and he probably had the same thought process as a lot of the viewers did about Marisol being just a babysitter for Chris.

The issue was Natalia's actress couldn't return and instead of correcting everything in the scripts so that BuckT*mmy would be believable, they just changed a few things thinking no one would notice but it was a cluster f~ck. If Eddie would have been dating him then Buck’s actions on the basketball court would have made more sense than him injuring Eddie just because he had a new friend. That was ridiculous and none of it made any sense. Also, when did T*mmy and Eddie first talk to each other and when and WHY did Buck even want to contact T*mmy? He only saw him in the helicopter and as much as the 118 blabs all their business, there's no way Buck doesn't know T*mmy is a racist and a bigot and he has to know the things he did and said to Hen and Chimney. Buck’s two on screen kisses don't mean jack $hit when T*mmy doesn't seem interested in him at all and Buck was supposed to be off the hamster wheel but the truth is, he isn't.

Honestly, I think when T*mmy figured out Eddie wasn't available, he went for the consolation prize, Buck and IMO he's only interested in one thing just like ALL OF BUCK’S OTHER LOVE INTERESTS WERE. Abby, Ali, Taylor and Natalia along with Dr. Wells, and those two women he hooked up with in season 1 only wanted his "Firehose ". It's hard for those who haven't watched the first 6 seasons and the first 3 episodes in season 7 to comprehend, since they only want to see Buck kiss a dude but the truth is they don't know or care to learn about Buck’s history of using his body to get people to like him. He's literally been doing it since 1x1. The people he's been with never wanted to get to know him but HE'S ALWAYS HAD AN EMOTIONAL AND SEXUALLY TENSE relationship with Eddie. The only thing missing is sex for Buddie because they have everything else. They didn't even have to touch each other or take off a piece of clothing in 3x9 because their chemistry was so hot, it emanated through the screen and it's legendary.

It seems like T*mmy was going to be Eddie's first boyfriend and Buck wasn’t going to like it. Since by TM's admission and for those who've been watching for years, Buck was ALREADY CANONICALLY bi so it wouldn't have taken much for him to just admit it in season 7. There were hints throughout seasons 2, 3 and 4.

That's my speculation about what was supposed to happen and I think that line T*mmy said about the people they meet on calls always being "so grateful" was added at the last minute and it was done purposefully for Buck's storyline. I could be wrong but the way T*mmy pursued Eddie with dates, expensive fight tickets and them hanging out multiple times each week, it kind of seemed like he wanted Eddie because he's a "beautiful man".

Thanks for the ask and have a great day.

[kakiastro]

Fame in Astrology Series part one

Topic: Acting🍿🎬

This is the first post in a series I’ll be working on. What makes a good actor and where in your chart can indicate fame. I’ll also use Denzel Washington for examples because everyone knows him lol

*disclaimer: please don’t copy my work fam lol

Ok let’s get started!

1. Your Sun and rising Sign, house Leo rules and 5th house

- sun is how we shine in public

- Leo rules over fame and entertainment

-5th house how we express our creativity

For ex: Denzel Washington is Capricorn Sun, Libra rising, Leo 11h and Aquarius 5h. He’s seen as a leader(Capricorn sun), he’s popular among his peers and the public(Leo 11). He approach acting differently or his creativity is just different from others in his profession, he may like playing different types of roles(Aquarius 5h) and he’s considered handsome(libra rising) I mean come on all of our aunties had a thing for him😅

Next we’ll look at

2. Your Midheaven

- Mc rules over your public image, how you are viewed in your Career.

-you can choose any career you desire and your Mc can show you how you’ll be perceived in it.

For ex. Denzel Washington has Mc Cancer. Despite this being a public house, he’s actually very private. May have a chill personality, easy to like. I will say cancer rules over women and and the ladies love him haha

MC can show you what types of roles you can play. Like Denzel most notable roles is involving family, women and close connections

3. Whatever planets you have in your 1h, 5h, 10h and 11h

Honorable mentions: 7h and 9h

-having planets here in any of these houses can enhance your fame especially Jupiter

Jupiter rules over expansion

Ex. Denzel has Jupiter/Uranus 10h, Neptune 1h and Moon 5h.

4. In my opinion, the moon is one of the most important things to look at in acting

- moon represents our emotions and how we express our emotions.

Actors have to know how to channel different emotions in order to really channel their character.

- I noticed actors who has Moon-Pluto or Moon-Neptune aspects are known to show deep and heartbreaking emotions on scene. These are the actors that can feel what the characters are going through

5. A lot of people don’t talk about this but Mercury is probably the most important part of acting

-mercury rules over how we process and remember information, it’s how we communicate, it also rules the media

Remembering lines is the most important part in acting, figuring out what techniques works for you will help you in the long run! How you communicate when you do interviews with the media is all shown in your mercury and 3h sign

Ex Denzel Washington has Capricorn Mercury with Sagittarius 3h. He straight to the point, may have a great sense of humor, he’s very knowledgeable and would probably make a good teacher

6. Pluto and 8h is underrated areas in acting.

- Pluto represents transforming and going within

- actors has to transform themselves into the character, depending on the actor, that can be physically and mentally. I’ve always felt like method acting is such a Pluto theme

7. Neptune rules over movies altogether

-wherever Neptune is at in your chart can give you an idea on what type of movies you’ll prosper in

Ex. Denzel has Neptune Libra 1h. Libra rules over partnerships(romantic and platonic) Law, Fairness

Go watch some of his movies and such as Training Day, Fences, Equalizer. You’ll see the libra themes

Fame in Actor Asteroids

Fama (408)- your overall fame, area you’ll be famous for

Star (4150)-your star power

Varuna (20000)- worldwide fame

Actor (12238) - acting abilities, help glimpse into what roles will suit you

Bella (695)-how your beauty is seen in the spotlight

Aura (1488)- your overall vibe, your energy

Fan (151590)-the type of fanbase you’ll attract

Even if you’re not interested in acting, you can still look at the type of movies and actors you’re attracted to for fun! I hope you enjoyed this post and make sure to keep a look out for the 2nd part to this series which is singers!

[bcofl0ve]

hey, what do you think of austin in elvis? i know it's one of his biggest projects and i confess i haven't had the courage to watch it yet because i feel that maybe the film glamorizes elvin's story too much when we know he wasn't that glamorous, right? always abusive and problematic with women, especially priscilla, involvement with minors, drugs and all that. idk about the movie's approach, but it annoys me a lot of people (or even austin) think elvis is some kind of inspiration because ok, he was talented, but come on…its not hate yk, but i see so many people deifying the movie and if it's only because of austin's performance i really believe it because he's a PERFECT actor…i wanted to hear from you :)

hiii! assuming you’re a newer fan if you haven’t seen it since i feel like that’s how most of us (at least generally speaking) got here.

i saw elvis 10 times in theaters, once 3 times in 48 hours when it was doing a $5 ticket run during 2023 awards season LOL. soooo i think that tells you how i feel about it! it’s one of my favorite films of all time. i think austin absolutely knocked it out of the park and baz’s directing style is *my* style so. it was all around perfect, to me personally.

i also feel the need to clarify that i am an elvis presley fan. i have a tattoo for the man 😅. i understand he had some very deep seeded issues (i also adore priscilla to bits. not one of those elvis fan who thinks she’s an evil incarnate for daring to love him while also being honest about his short comings! i gen really liked the priscilla movie as well!) while 1+1=2 a movie endorsed by the estate isn’t going to show every waking bad thing he ever did, i think it did a good job of showing that he was very infallible. it shows him cheating on priscilla, and his anger issues. (one of priscilla compliments to austin was that he nailed elvis’s temper…🫣) the movie as a whole is very ‘heavy is the head that wears the crown’ themed in that it’s centered around the ups and severe downs of the massive fame he got, at a time where he was really the first artist to achieve that level of super stardom. i love it for that.

but in terms of reservations about watching it for the first time- i think it may help you (and anyone else with similar qualms about it) to check out some of the interview lisa marie (elvis and priscilla’s daughter) did with austin? she is very *very* protective of her father’s legacy, understandably. but she adored the movie, spoke very highly of it and loved austin to bits. it makes me emotional to know she got the biopic of her father that she deserved in this lifetime.

she unfortunately passed away suddenly in january 2023 just a few days after watching austin win his golden globe and i have never been crushed by a celebrity death like that. ever. the love she shared with/for austin was so so beautiful and i was heartbroken that such a happy time for her with all the movies success, especially after losing her son to suicide in 2020 got cut short how it did. (if this feels like i’m being OTT, i’m not. lisa herself captioned a photo with austin during press ‘i do believe this might be my first smile in 2 years’)

just for some added context re: lisa marie and austin. during press she took him upstairs at graceland for *3 hours*, something that’s outright unheard of for non family members. even baz only got 20 minutes up there for pre production, and he wasn’t allowed to take photos/had to quick sketch and memorize as much as he could.

i know her adoration of austin meant the world to him, and to me that says so much more about his portrayal of elvis then i’ll ever be able to as just a fan. i hope this helps, but feel free to circle back and follow up!!! ❤️

[peachjagiya]

https://www.tumblr.com/peachjagiya/750550434679308288/httpsyoutubejgmyiwk0tksi-qs6obwwumpmoq3w-ok?source=share

Awweee I just wanna mention 2 things about this video, if I may bring it up again.

When they asked "Who's the best singer?" Look at Tae. No hesitations, huge smile on his face, wholeheartedly pointing and saying JK's name. This is one thing I love, out of the thousands others things I do, about TaeKook: the unwavering support and desire to not compete but uplift each other. Helping each other out to be their best selves. Them sending the songs they are working on to eo first, JK sending 7 to Tae and surely many more, Tae trusting JK to give him advice and record his songs in JK's studio. They're not just besties who have fun together, or lovers who are supportive to eo, they respect eo as artists too and seek for eo's opinions on their works as well. That's so rare to find someone you genuinely enjoy hanging out with, you feel safe with, who gave space for your true self to just be and in effect, cracking that person's shell, who you trust to share your vulnerability with, who you also respect in the passion and career you both love. It's as if they are everything to eo. I'm not saying they don't need others, but their relationship isn't any of us who spent years analyzing/dissecting/theorizing can easily put a label on. They're more than just childhood friends, brothers, and heck even lovers. I feel it is a disservice to who they are to just label them as lovers, there are plenty of layers showing them demonstrating more than what lovers do. I've gone off tangent and rambled, but that's how I always feel when I pause and think about TaeKook's bond. It's so deep and moving and inspiring to me.

On to the 2nd thing about this video, Jungkook is so unhinged singing this out of all songs during an interview and took that opportunity to serenade Taehyung who visibly was affected when he started singing. Like I don't try to understand JK's mind, he has such a beautiful interpretation of the world and he usually shows it thru his art and singing, but I just giggled at the thought of him being chosen the best singer in this interview, given a chance to showcase his angelic voice and his mind possible going "Sing our song!" and there was no pause, no hesitations, just.... sang Nothing Like Us while stealing glances at Tae... I get why they needed supervision at times tbh, I am against it specially now they are adults but I understand some times they needed to watch out for these 2 😅

👆👆👆

I'm so amused by the last bit. You've got a point. Someone needs to control JK before literal animated lovebirds and hearts spring out of his chest and flutter over to Tae. 😂 He has zero chill.

💜

[destinyc1020]

"I mean, that's an interesting debate as well? Are movie stars made/nurtured? Or are they thrust upon this role because people love them so much that this is just what they become? 🤔"

Boring answer bt I think its prob a mix of both. A actors team works hard af to make sure their client is seen and heard, esp when their promoting smthn, so i wuld think most teams wuld want their client to b a movie star (if the client does movies) cuz most movie stars make that $$$$ that benefits the client and their team.

Bt i think an audience has to b interested in order for them to b a true movie star. Glen is def getting pushed into being a movie star bt it helps that ppl are actually interested. Yes, hes a white, fit, blonde hair guy, so its nt hard in that physical aspect for him (same with sydney being very... top heavy and being a white blonde woman), bt ive seen a lot of ppl r starting to kinda forget his weird PR with Sydney (that worked) and really lik him in the Twisters press, and that will def help ppl go to the movies to see him and in turn him getting (hopefully positive) press and being seen as a movie star. I think hes a ok actor, romcoms r def his strength, bt i dnt think hes so terrible that he'll get negative press, which helps. His off screen personaloty seems cool, which is helpful too.

I also think these GOAT actors are genuine with supporting yung actors. I dnt see what Angela/Denzel wuld get with supporting Austin or Halle/ Viola Davis get with supporrting Z, i think they just like them,want to support new talent and they clicked in sum way. Hollywood is fake in a lot of ways bt i dnt think their so fake in supporting folks jist cuz they get smthn out of it

Yea, I think you're right Anon. 💯 I think it's a little bit of BOTH.

I think you can be pushed, but also, the general public has to also buy it. You can be "pushed" all you want, but if most people aren't really feeling you (whether it's your acting, or just your apparent "personality"), then people aren't gonna buy it... no matter HOW much your team tries to push you. 🤷🏽‍♀️

Then there are others that just seem to have star quality, whether they're actually super famous yet or not. To me, it's smthg that you just pick up on, and I can't quite explain it. It's like, the actor has smthg magnetic onscreen that you just resonate with. I sensed it when I first went to see HOCO. I said to myself within 15 mins of that movie: "Oh, this guy is gonna be HUGE!" Keep in mind, I had not even seen one interview with Tom in it yet. But after the film, I rushed home to check him out in interviews after the movie because I had to know more about this actor. 😅

I got the same feeling about Glen when I saw him in Top Gun Maverick, and I got the same feeling about Austin when I saw him in "Elvis". By the time the film got to the Vegas performance scenes, I was like, "oh this guy is gonna get an Oscar nod... he is KILLING it!". I had that same feeling about Viola Davis in "Doubt". I had no idea who she was at the time, but her 5 min performance in that film stayed with me. And sure enough, she got nominated for an OSCAR for just 5 minutes of screen time!! 😲

Sometimes, it's just a feeling that you get. Some people just SHINE onscreen and you can't take your eyes off of them. They just have a certain magnetism. I think that's what people are seeing sometimes when they think of someone possibly being a "star".

Lol, actor James Dean only made like 3 films his whole entire lifetime, but he's still regarded as a movie star, and one of Hollywood's classic "greats" from the golden era of filmmaking. So, sometimes, it's not even about how many films you've made. 🤷🏽‍♀️ People just get a vibe about you onscreen. A je ne sais quoi, if you will.

I also think these GOAT actors are genuine with supporting yung actors. I dnt see what Angela/Denzel wuld get with supporting Austin or Halle/ Viola Davis get with supporrting Z, i think they just like them,want to support new talent and they clicked in sum way. Hollywood is fake in a lot of ways bt i dnt think their so fake in supporting folks jist cuz they get smthn out of it

I agree! 🥰❤️

I think most are actually being genuine. 😊 I also think that a lot of them know how it was for them coming up, and when they see smthg special in someone, they want to protect them at all costs and nurture them in their careers so that they don't have to go through the things that they went through. They teach them the ropes, give advice, or even put in a good word for them (like Denzel did with Austin, for example).

So, I actually think that most of these older actors are coming from a genuine place. 🙂 And when Halle or Viola openly like a post or show support for Zendaya, I think it's because they know how tough this industry can be, especially for a black woc, and I think they just genuinely like her! People CAN genuinely Just like you in Hollywood you know rofl 🤣

There are still SOME decent people still left on this industry. 😅

[exsqueezememacaroni]

What do you think Cristina did to "win" Mike over? That inspired him to completely up root his life to Italy and immerse himself in her culture and language?? I need to know what spell she put on him... or what amazing personality she has. She's vegan too and Mike is very much into eating all meat. It's so cute that they were supportive with each others dietary choices (according to an interview with Andrew Clarke, she used to cook for him and tell him to fuck off any time he tried to help out or learn from her 😅)

I get the impression that during the Peeping Tom/Lovage super over the top sleazy horny Mike was his way of maybe dealing with their divorce? Because for so long he had said he doesn't like groupies, he's not into discussing his relationships... but then he's on stage acting super sleazy... It's just my impression, I have nothing to actually base it on, but I feel like that was his way of dealing with loosing Titi... Any time he's with other women my heart kinda breaks for her. I don't know much about their relationship, but it seems like he really loves her still...

Would love to know your thoughts on it!

*deep inhale* *deep exhale*

ok - so, here's the thing...it's probably a ME thing, but speculating on Mike's relationship to Titi is the one thing I'm not super into doing. I honestly don't know why that is since I clearly don't have any boundaries otherwise, lol. But like....for some reason that relationship seems too precious and close to Mike to get into. Mike has bent over backwards to protect her privacy and his own privacy in their relationship and I feel like it would actually be mean to him, somehow, in the ether, to try and dissect and pry into it, especially with regard to talking about Titi herself...I don't know her, there's no way for me to know anything about her (I don't follow her on social media). So...I guess...that's my take on that. (Seriously I almost gasped when he started talking about their relationship in that Andrew Clarke interview...like how could Mike even dare)

Mike during his Lovage and Peeping Tom years....mmm....I'd say since the two were 5 years apart it's more of a "how Mike is with Dan the Automator" as opposed to anything to do with his personal life...like...Mike has probably had A LOT of crazy deep personal life things happen to him and they never seem to come out as straightforward as revenge hetero-sexiness. (I know I KNOW about "the interview", and honestly that's another thing that seems too close to the actual man to talk about...and in case YOU don't know about "the interview", dear anon, I am being intentionally vague)

That all isn't to say that I don't appreciate the ask, I really do! I mean it IS interesting...and there HAS been speculation galore but like...it's too real for me.

[forcebookish]

ok so just some thoughts i need to get off my chest...but does anyone else find the "mew is secretly an evil manipulator" theories kind of cartoonish? 😭 like i just bust out laughing whenever i picture it bc i can't take it seriously. and call me boring but i would much prefer mew to be the "constant" of the friend group (bc let's face it in a show like this you need one) and it's gonna be earth shatteringly heartbreaking when he falls in love with top, has sex with him, and then realizes he just experienced the ultimate betrayal. idk that to me is way more interesting than "haha i was playing you all along." not saying he's not a flawed character (and i hope we see more of his flaws as the series goes on) but i really don't think it's in the way people think. but with that being said i will still be hoping for him to m*rder boston 🙏 (anyway thank you for allowing me to vent in here. i really appreciate all your theories/takes on the series so far!)

(thank u and ur welcome!!🥰 I'M GONNA WRITE A LOT AGAIN)

oh it's totally cartoonish! every time i see it i'm like, "...you guys know that they're, like, good writers, right?"😅😂

the whole point of mew as a character is his not being the stereotypical, wilting flower virgin but someone who is sexy and knows his worth. (and i'm not going to rehash everything else that tells us mew is definitely a virgin.) i agree, that is so much more interesting and smarter than 'actually, everyone's lying except boston, the character we've established is a pathological liar' lmao. the fact that BOSTON "confirms" their suspicion makes it even funnier that they're sticking to their guns.

i mean,

"or maybe?" he's just making stuff up as he goes along. this isn't just an obvious lie, we see boston earlier tell ray to go after mew because they haven't been sleeping together, to make top jealous:

and if they insist it's just to "secure" or "play" top for whatever reason, then what the heckadoodle-do is this about?

side-note: notice how boston rarely speaks in absolutes when he's weaving his web? "maybe," "might," "probably," etc. he preys on everyone's preestablished doubts and insecurities, making his lies even more believable to them. little pokes and prods, like he's just helping them work through a problem - a problem he's creating. he can say, 'hey, i'm just saying it could be true.' fucking diabolical. he also has this smug, devious smile on his face - something that true deceivers who revel in the lie do. (and people have the audacity to say that top is smug? please.)

why would mew go out of his way to vet top after he was already his boyfriend? and then dump him? (which could have easily backfired. top could have said no; mew knew that.) why would he care if top is his "type" and checks off his checklist? he wants to make sure that top is boyfriend material before he sleeps with him so he doesn't get his heart broken, which is NORMAL. even if he weren't a virgin that's a perfectly normal way to navigate a relationship with someone you don't know very well yet, especially after what boston said. all the "implications" and "foreshadowing" that i've seen the fandom bring up are literally just him... flirting lol

re: mew's flaws, mew's definitely got more going on than we've seen, especially since we know how perceptive and intuitive he is (and that, by his admission, he gets snoopy and obsessive when he's really into someone). of the boys, i think mew's the character we know the least about because most of what we see of him, he's reacting to other characters and he doesn't always say a lot. besides the "interview" shots and maybe one or two other fleeting, superficial moments, i can only think of one scene where he's actually left alone with his thoughts:

and it's him feeling bad about making top sleep on the couch and deciding to get up to check on him/invite him to bed - not something a "manipulator" would do when no one is looking.

it is really ominous that production has hinted at nick and mew being "helpers." i could see mew going off the deep end and join in nick's, uh, colorful approach to relationships fjdlskjgjm but i just think he's going to snap or something, that won't have been his master plan all along lol (maybe they have to hide the body together) (haha jk... unless?)

yikes, i really did write a lot. thank you for enabling me, anon!💕

[faceglitchsworld]

It's the 13th of March here, which means one thing... it's Beomgyu's birthday! 🥳

Here's the collage I made for him ☺️

Very, very proud for this, capturing every side of him was very simple this time. As always the selcas have two of my weak point, glasses and hairbands, even tho I fought with the photos this time, zooming wise. I'm very sorry, but believe me, Beomgyu is wearing an hairband in the right middle.

Outfit wise, I decided to put in the middle my favourite TxT era + the song which made me fall in love with them. Probably I'll do this for the other members too maybe 🤔

Time for the little letter now.

Before becoming a full time OT5 stan, Beomgyu was my first and only ultimate bias at the time. There were many reasons for this.

First and foremost I think that the main reason why I fell in love with him was his fun personality. I clearly remember the first time I tried to see an interview TxT made for a magazine (must admit, I checked those because of the subtitles 😅) and how Beomgyu immediately stood out during it. And from that video I became literally obsessed with how he acted towards the members especially towards Yeonjun. My gosh, you don't have any idea how much I laughed while watching compilations of Beomgyu and Yeonjun being literally Tom and Jerry every second. And not let me start talking about every time I tried to watch a To Do Episode and I needed to stop for a second because of Beomgyu. This boy was meant to make me laugh.

I also want to talk about another wonderful thing Beomgyu did when I started my entire K-pop experience. If you've followed me for a while probably you know that I go completely crazy when two groups interacts together or even make collab (cough*theWeUsfamily*cough *theBTXTcrumbs*cough). Sometimes I even think about how collabs between my faves might work. The reason why I'm like this is thanks to Beomgyu. It's 2021, I finally added Stray Kids into my stan list with TxT and Monsta X. I'm minding my own business when I receive a notification about a TxT update. I click on it and I discover that Beomgyu made a selfie with I.N. I've been stunned for five minutes. And then my heart was overwhelmed of joy. It was the first time where I saw two of my faves interact to each other. Ok, ok, I admit it, I didn't know at the time that they were friends already. My bad. But I will never forget how I was relieved at the time. Seeing what seemed to me a genuine friendship into this competitive industry made me really happy. It was a ray of light for me, really.

And now, I think it's time to talk about something that is connected to him in a very special way: Maze in the Mirror. Ok, little story time. I was doing a little TxT marathon through their discography, I reached The dream chapter: Eternity and I started to listen to it. Everything was pretty normal until Maze in the Mirror started. I don't know what happened to me but I felt something different. I noticed that all the members were shining differently. It was like that song was more...personal to them. I stopped listening to the album and I searched the translated lyrics, which is something I rarely do, and I searched the credits. And once again I thanked my instinct since I was right. This was a song where they worked on.

But what caught me off guard was noticing that Beomgyu helped in the production too. I think it was that moment where I understood him a little better. I've understood that the same member who made me laugh and brighted my days was the same one who decided to hide his insecurities and fears with a smile. And I've understood that the minimal melody I loved so much in Maze in the Mirror was his personal way to communicate with us those insecurities. Yup, I think you've might understood it now, the reason why I love this song so much is thank to him and I'll be always be grateful for that.

My dear Beomgyu, thank you for being the kind friend who always looks up to the other members every time. Thank you for making my days a little more better with your effortless comedy. Thank you for just being you. Probably you don't feel the same insecurities you had while writing Maze in the Mirror anymore but, if there will be a moment, any moment, where you'll think that your efforts aren't enough remember that you have four amazing friends who'll always be with you. And remember that MOAs appreciate you in the way you are, always.

Hope you'll spent a great and funny day with the members and that you'll receive amazing gifts from them and your family too.

Happy birthday, teddy bear 🧸

[ralseinumberonebiggestsupporter]

QUINN LORE REAL REAL REAL REAL

tw death and violence

ok so quinn used to be a normal computer assistant and she just chilled.... in cyberspace (MIGHT BE THE OFFICIAL NAME, MIGHT NOT BE..... WHO KNOWS......) with the big guys. so. she was kind of rich and popular. and mostly did interviews and ads aside from helping lightners. but when spamboss took over he wanted full control over the local trends and stuff so all influencers had to do what he wanted...... and quinn didn't want to

so um. he really likes cats. he has a few tasques in his mansion. and they're. not that friendly.

he says he knows her little secret and can make her un-famous in a second and she goes oh shit you know i like women? No Quinn You're Spyware.

then he sends the tasques after her and she says "n... nice kitty 😅😅😅" in the most loser-y way possible. as it turns out she's not great with cats and gets bitten in the head

so whatever maybe she lost a few important organs in that accident but she's fine it's okay except it's not and everyone knows she's spyware now. and also gay

she has to hide in the trash dump and there she meets the addisons that were also forced to hide there and they all start planning a revolution. weeee

then with some intense snooping she finds out that spamboss is NOT hardware like he claims and that there's also a cool robot mecha in the basement. her plan is to get inside the huge body with her addison minions and overthrow spamboss and uncover his secrets. but she needs susie's help

technically she's a computer virus so she can't go through the mansion's antivirus scan even with a disguise and the addisons can't bring the body to her cause its fucking huge man. so susie has to disable it and help her get her body. the NNS QUINN fight happens in the mega metropolis they're trying to build in the basement. she fucking smashes everything

after being defeated she gives out two cool items. the KittenRibbon (just one of her ribbons, if spared) or the TatteredWings (pieces of her dress. if KILLED!!!!!!!)

and she's less scary to susie than spamton is to kris but she Proves that you can't um,,, go against your nature 😈 youre born a virus you stay a virus. she gets more and more corrupted during the fight and stops being Quinn and starts being Give Me Your Passwords. so sad i crode we both crew

the act to spare her is Sanitize and basically the gang tries to get the virus out of her body but erm.. she IS the virus

in the end she's back in her old body and the addisons come over like SHIT SHES FUCKINB DYING and she says "theres nothing we can do to stop the virus. im literally the virus lol xd" and she dies tragically in the addisons' arms. Tragedy

she knows spades king cause she went to a few talkshows with the kings and she hates him a bit. hes evol bleeeehhh

in da snowgrave route (not its name. there is no snow to grave) she just happens to have some items laying around... for no reason in particular... i mean she has to make money somehow okay

after taking over the mansion you have to fight a thousand cardboard addisons and then finally she's at the fountain trying to stop you from getting out but one the virus is getting to her and two... FIRE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

also she has meta knowledge cause of the virus that's been taking over her body and um umumumum. gaster..??????? she has a shadow crystal it was made out of thin air and she doesn't remember how she got it

and yeag ���� women liker

[justoneofthoseghosts]

Okay, my streaming site worked and I finally watched the episode! So thoughts absolutely nobody asked for.

I really, really liked having Casey back (obviously 😅) and the writing on this one was so much better than his first appearance last season. I loved how he got to interact with the whole firehouse - talking with Cruz and Chief Boden, dancing with Cindy (!!!!), being a candidate on 81 and helping Gallo on that rescue. It was so great to have him back.

Speaking of Gallo, we finally get a back story! He’s not my favorite character but he does have a very interesting background that I’m glad the writers are finally deciding to focus on.

Are Violet and Carver supposed to be a thing now?

The comedic storyline was great. Tony getting food poisoning from eating too many mini corn dogs 😂😂 but rallying to get to the next shift but also, Mouch and his continued feud with Rutledge lol.

Finally, we have Brettsey 🤡🤡🤡 I felt for Sylvie and how she felt so blindsided and for Matt too, who was so eager to see her. There’s still some bit of awkward Casey there but he seemed more confident, asking if he’d see her at Molly’s (9x02 flashback without the dad clap) and she did want to go except that damn play was 3 hours long (!!!) and he was waiting for her and telling Stella pretty much that he still loved her. And that last scene 🥲 it was done so well because you could feel them both still so in love with each other but there’s just that pesky timing (and ok, maybe Dylan, who we need to get rid off please. Watching paint dry is more exciting than the dude and Sylvie deserves someone who will make her swoon). I really wish their time would come because like what Jesse said in an interview, they didn’t break up because they fell out of love (also, bless him for spoiling the whole episode basically)

Who really knows what will happen. I continue to keep my expectations low but guess my other foot’s still stuck behind that door for now 🤷🏻‍♀️

[keikigoodbetter]

....howdy, everyone! Looooong time no see 😅😅

I’m sitting in my room right now, waiting as a friend drives over to spend the last few hours of 2022 with me, and I thought I’d try to put down a few of my thoughts as I reflect on the year. It’s been a while since I checked in for real with y’all and for that I am very sorry. (fwiw I dropped contact with quite a few folks irl too, so it wasn’t just you lol)

2022 repeatedly hit my blindside and hit it HARD. I spent a lot of the year in reaction-mode as surprises both good and bad kept coming at me fast; this year had some of the worst lows of my life, but also some of the best highs. It was overwhelming, to say the least.

At the risk of being too personal, here’s an overview of some of My Notable 2022 Moments:

Start the year about 8 months into a really good headspace, to the point where my psychiatrist agrees that if I’m still A-ok by springtime then I can likely step off my antidepressants!!

Help move my Grandma out of her home and into a memory care facility

Have surgery

May 7: Go dancing with friends I haven’t seen in years, to celebrate being alive and together and that I’ve finally finished my degree

May 10: Find out my parents have filed for divorce and will be selling my childhood home, that our family build by hand, by the end of the summer

May 14: GRADUATE COLLEGE!

May 15: One of my best friends goes in for surgery because her pain-management implant is no longer functional. There are complications and she needs 3 more surgeries before the month is over

Return to martial arts after years away

Help babysit the very sweet toddler-age child of someone I went to gradeschool with. (Have an existential breakdown about how old I suddenly am and how unlikely it is at this point that I’ll get to be a mom)

All summer: help clear out my Grandma’s things from her house, move my dad’s things to his new house, move the rest of our family’s things to my mom’s new house, and do repairs and cleaning at our old house

Have to start reminding myself again to get out of bed and eat and not walk into traffic

A best friend flies in from out-of-state to go with me to a disco night

See the Colorado Avalanche Stanley Cup Championship Parade!

Make a great costume and go to the Renaissance Festival in drag

Officially move out of our house; August and September are time soup

A friend from college that I’ve dearly missed moves back to Colorado

SEE MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE LIVE

My brother gets injured

Our house sells

TWO of my job applications that I was really excited for pan out and I’m asked to interview for both of them. The one I like better calls and offers me the position within 3 days! I’m going to start part-time at the local library in January!!! 😭😆

I spend an amazing afternoon with a friend on a maybe-a-date... 👀

I see many friends and family and have a wonderful holiday season

  ....Realize I might feel ok again soon

 (and, as usual, I also saw a lot of great concerts this year!)

....WHEW. Like I said, it was A Lot All The Time. Sorry to overshare 😅  but I just - idk - I feel like I need to write it down somewhere so there’s a record of all the shit that I experienced in the last 12 months. And I feel like some of you are my legit friends and might care about some of these developments? lol idk 😅 sorry if that’s presumptuous.

Anyways, all this to say that I know I’m not particularly an outlier and that most people have crazy things happen all the time. That’s life! But I hope that if you had a rough year (like me), that things turn around for you soon (also like me?). There is always the promise of something wonderful happening just as much as there is the risk of something terrible; and I think growing up is learning to balance the threat of those two extremes without falling down for too long when a new circumstance hits you.

I grew so much in the last year and for the first time in a long time I’m actually excited about what the future might look like for me! 2023 will be hard and full of new challenges, but I think I’ll be ok. And I think you all will be, too.

💖💖💖

All of my love, forever and ever,

C.

[jemamore]

ok 2022 lets go orz

started the year unemployed and taking zoom classes to stay sane, started on adhd meds which absolutely tanked my mental health, eventually got a new prescribing nurse and changed meds literally 4 days before i took a 10 hour flight and ended up travelling for 23 hours to mexico to meet my then partner, turned 26 in another continent and my uncle died of cancer whilst i was over there, broke up with my partner going through my first heartbreak had my first job interview in 4 years and got offered the job on the same day, and thats only the first 6 months of the year 😅 the neighbours cat moved into our house so now we're a 2 cat household<3 she sleeps on my bed every night<3, the country hit 40c for the first time and im not looking forward to climate change, I started my job at the hospital in august and its challenging but our team do what we can and i really think routine helps despite my mental health being pretty crappy for like the last month?? I think its winter making things worse, i started going to therapy every week and the lady is really nice even though i don’t feel like im doing it right lol I don’t have myself or life plan figured out and all I hope is that I don’t die at the age of 27

[ravenveenova97]

Ok I have been away for a while 😅 sorry but I've been playing and testing Poli AI, im hooked 🤭 so iv been busy drawing out characters and letting the AI model change little things about them, so without further ado let me introduce you.

Zoro (inspired by my Zoroark human form)

He lives in a run down neighbourhood, he's a prankster mischievous and playfully, he is also loyal gentle and kind.

He finds the MC down a dark ally confused and lost, ragged clothes and a case of memory loss.

Rin

This is a dark tail, your MC depressed and suicidal tries an attempt to end there life, till Rin shows up and rips you way from that fait.

He is gloomy, depressed but he is also soft hearted and loving when he opens up to you.

Haku

Your MC is the most popular girl in the Academy not just for your looks but also for your brains, this shy little guy melds into the background and nobody sees him, until one day he drips he's pencil in class and the MC gives it back to him. Warning ⚠️ this guy not as shy as he looks.

Felix

This is D&D based story

Felix is a moon druid, he able to communicate with animals, tame them and also wild shape into a Owlbear, he's companion is Kuro a white Bengal tiger, MC and Felix meet when MC is hunting down a Vampire that's caught the hunters Guild attention.

Felix is protective, jealous but he's also kind won't over step boundaries but be warned he is highly flirty.

Ethan

He's cold, aloof, poker faced and cool, he is also a straight laced guy at your college, basically a goody two shoes, but he is strict and don't tick him off he has a sharp tongue and will scould you.

The MC herself is an out cast a rebel basically a rule breaker, she bunks her lessons 🤭 opposites attract.

Toshiro

A student at Kikagami Academy, he a little bit of a loner but dose have a few friends out of the Academy, he is aloof, poker faced and suffers from depression wich he's getting therapy for, he's family life has a dark background that led to he's depression.

MC is a Female student a year up from Toshiro, she is a pure loner, no friends and is a Pastel goth.

Now the last three, I saved the best for last 🤭⚠️

Sosuke 🔥🥵

Sosuke is your Art teacher in College, he has very feminine features and an extremely Attractive to he's female students, he is flirty and playful with a hint of elegance and dominants, he often flirts playfully with he's female students but knows not to over step he bounds, basically he knows when to stop.

MC is a quiet girl in Sosuke class with an outstanding artistic eye which Sosuke is drawn to.

Kosuke

He lives in a port town know for there big fishing boats and happy little town vibes, Kosuke was a twig and a kid and helped he's dad at the fisherman's warehouse, he playfull, energetic, loyal and trusting.

MC moves back to their home town (being Kosuke's village) where they grew up before moving away at 10.

Now my all time favorite, one I'm playing now and omg I love him 😍 lady's and gents meet my 1#

💕Tomoyoshi 💕

He is a college student about to hit 18 in a few weeks, he has a sweet tooth, he's sweet, he's kind, he's loyal, he's a hopeless romantic, he easily blushes when complimented, he emotional and empathetic, he's dream is to one day own a Caff of he's own and is looking for part time work on the weekends. Ow did I also mention he's a ♋ 💕

Sorry I really like him 🥰

So MC is a manager and owner of the local Retro cafe and there taking job interviews trying to find a good fit for the weekend shifts.

[hoghtastic]

One thing that stood out to me after Joho's horrible interview where she speaks herself a champion of justice, such a creative mind and a victim of a toxic relationship is how hypocritical Alex is for being an ambassador for Red Cross who services Domestic violence shelter for women and children who are escaping horrible environments but he play Prince charming to a self-centered, manipulative, lying bully who tries to play off sympathy bc she has made such a mess of her and Alex image on SM. I mean she straight up lies about their relationship and how it started when she herself put all the evidence out their herself. My fav are the post /deletes and little hints she put everywhere.

They really think the Fandom is stuipd don't they. I especially like when she said she took it slow so she wouldn't get obsessed?!?! What that actuall Fuck!! Ok Joho with wearing his clothes, posting him and his friend, his apartment and things as hers and of course the gold A dog collar !! yeah riggghhhttt!! Go home Joho your drunk!!!

Alex should be a embarrassed and appalled at her behavior but guys maybe he is just as self centered and shallow as her if he support the crusty "snack" so hard.. I mean they did heal each other lmao can't even type it w/o laughing!! Gross Alex just gross!!

Thank you for sharing your thoughts, anon. 😊 It really made me think that, because Alex is close to such causes — mental health, violence, etc..., due to being an ambassador for the Red Cross, and seems to be naturally helpful & kind towards those he likes, maybe she also used it in her favour? It really felt that way, reading the interview... the way she uses this side of him to make him think he's this brave knight on a white horse rescuing and helping her. 😅

[destinyc1020]

Agree with you on the impact of a press tour. I think most stans forget that most people just watch one or 2 interviews of actors promoting their projects and maybe see a post of a premiere if it looks cool with the costumes and general design. Few people have the time to follow a press tour and that's why so many interviews are repetitive because they get the same basic questions over and over again. So the success of a project has to do with that initial perception plus word of mouth because if your friends that have similar tastes to you tell you that a movie sucks, you are likely to believe them and not waste your money going to a theater to watch it, regardless of who's acting in it. But if your friends tell you "it's ok, not the best thing ever, but I had a good time" and it stars someone that you really like, you're more likely to watch it than if it starred unknown actors. So the actors still have an influence, regardless if people want to call them movie stars or not

And don't get me wrong! Press tours, premieres, etc, they all build up HYPE for the film...especially in the cities where they're held, and in the areas where some fans are able to see advance screenings and/or meet their faves in person on the red carpet. 🥰

This ALL helps to build excitement and word of mouth for the film, so that it can perform as well as possible at the box office! 😊

Why do you think WB fought tooth and nail to have the Dune cast be able to promote this film? 😅 They even pushed back the release dates several months so that the strikes would be over by the time the cast needed to promote this film.

WB spent a TON of money on this film, and they want their payback rofl 🤣

So yea, the cast and the press tour was definitely instrumental in helping this film sell well (Are you kidding me? WB wasn't going to waste that chance with these 4 hot stars).

My point though is that MOST avg movie-goers are not following a press tour so intently like we are, so they aren't seeing every single interview, every interaction, or everything being said on the red carpet lol. 😅

Most ppl over 30 have full time jobs, rent or bills to pay, and just don't have time for this intense scrutiny lol. The ET networks just take bits and pieces and other highlights and sound bites from the press tours and red carpet looks and put it all together in a neat little bow... and ppl may see it on Entertainment Tonight and whatnot, but they're just not following stuff as closely as we do.

They see a cool trailer and an awesome cast, and they're SAT. And if friends have good word of mouth about it too, then they're definitely going. 😊👍🏾