#the idea of mori feeling like he cant speak his mind to hunny is actually heartbreaking

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I avoided reading the chapter where Mori and Hunny actually fight for like a week and them leaving the host club because I wasn't prepared to bawl my eyes out yet because that's my favorite pairing of characters and I couldn't stand to watch them have an emotional thing and it was built up as something so tense and I was like no I can't do another hikaru and kaoru fight

And I started reading the chapter Akira was saying that Mori only did all the things for Hunny because it was in his blood and he felt like he had to beat Hunny just to speak his mind and I was like oh lord can I take this

And then of course the whole time they had probably even talked about it beforehand and they were totally chill about it and the moment after they were like sssiiiggghh well anyway

AND THEN THEYRE NOT EVEN LEAVING THE HOST CLUB

I should've known better, this is a gag manga. But the hikaru and kaoru fight was so emotional I wasn't ready with my favorite characters. Anyway I only brought myself more pain by avoiding it so that was a lesson that I certainly won't gain anything from