#the happysads

[drewnozerca]

[mikimeiko]

Sing Street (John Carney, 2016)

[johnslittlespoon]

y'know

[luci-z-wont-shut-up]

Just finished 39 and I 🥹

L o r i c k <3 that whole entire Noel/Charlie convo hit me right in the heart and I'm crying but they're mostly happy tears bc they're finally not alone in their dreamlands experiencesssss

A L S O alsoalsoalsoalso ALSO. When Arthur was talking about going back home to England, after dealing with the Order. And John agrees, "straight to the docks, the first ship headed there, we're going home."

Y'ALL.

It hadn't hit me as hard as it did at that moment but beleive me I HAD been noticing every time John uses the word "home" and I just-

Guys. Guys it's usually different. It's usually a different place. It's a different place but it doesn't matter what the place is because his tome of voice is always the same. Because. Because it's always a "we're going home". It doesn't matter what place home is because home is always with Arthur. Guys I'm- I just-

I need to go lie down for a bit

[shadow-diary]

I tak czasem sobie myślę, że oj lepiej byłoby, gdyby nie było mnie.

Happysad

[nadsdraws]

Knocking on Heaven's Door [T]

Edward and Izzy find each other at the very end of their lives. This doesn’t stop them from enjoying what little remaining time they have together.

Tags: MCD, angst, modern AU, edizzy, they love each other

“We’re here, Iz. We’ve made it. The ocean,” Ed waves his hand in front of the vast body of water in front of them as if in an introduction. Deep blue all the way to the horizon, rippling in the wind. 

Izzy understands the appeal now, he feels a vague pull towards it himself. An impulse to board the first outgoing ship and sail away.

But he’s not going to, they’re not going to. Both having an expiration date on their bodies; the only question being who will go first. 

“Iz? Are you okay?” Ed’s voice pulls him out of his train of thought. He looks so beautiful and carefree against the backdrop of the setting sun, wind blowing through his curls. “Having regrets?”

“No,” Izzy finds himself saying, and smiling despite stealing a car and breaking at least half a dozen laws. It’s surreal they made it all the way to the beach. 

It feels like a miracle. It is a miracle. Just like meeting Ed at the hopeless hospital ward for teminally ill. Just like drinking rum with Ed from the same bottle, thinking that it’s practically kissing. Like Ed asking “wanna do something weird?” before they ran away from the hospital together. 

Like having Edward all to himself a few days later in a hotel room. 

“I don’t regret a thing.” Izzy repeats, and he means it. “I just wish we had more time.”

“Nah, Iz, don’t.” Ed shakes his head. “It’s better that way. You got to see the best of me. How long do you think it could last Iz, with someone like me? A year? Five years?” 

“You’re not giving yourself enough credit. Ed. At least ten.” 

Edward huffs a laugh at that. “Maybe, maybe. I did not peg you for an optimist, mate.”

Izzy knows Edward enough now to see through his attempts to deflect the difficult conversations.

“I know what you think of yourself, Ed. And it's not true. You are trying so hard to make people like you, but you don’t have to. It’s okay to show the ugly parts, we all have them. You are lovable, not despite them but because of them. Five years or a year—I don't care, I’d take it.”

“I know you would, Iz,” Ed smiles back, and it’s more open now, more genuine. “How long do you think we have left?”

“Oh, who the fuck knows. Till the evening maybe? Tomorrow? The day after that?”

“We can watch the sunset,” Ed offers, sitting down on the sand and opening his arms in an invitation. “Come over here and let me love you till the end of our lives.”

Izzy accepts it easily, cuddling to Edward’s side. Suddenly he feels the full weight of the past days on his  shoulders and he feels incredibly tired. He means to only close his eyes for a little bit, but Edward’s embrace is so warm he loses that battle rather quickly.

But it’s okay. 

Ed will join him soon.

[idliketobeatree]

anything can be made a schrödinger's dillema if you're indecisive enough

[theclaravoyant]

Imagine it .

Stede finally gets around to offering Olu a promotion and Olu goes “actually I thought I might … go home?”

And Stede’s like , happy but also heartbroken and he starts on this little speech about how proud he is and how it’s been a pleasure and his honour and etc etc etc and Olu’s kind of confused but well Stede is just Like That

And it dawns on Stede and he’s like . “Oh . You mean like for a visit .”

[dovesnest]

is this thing still on?

[panna---nikt]

Nie obchodzi Cię to, czy ustoję, czy upadnę.

happysad

[porazka-totalna]

Ilu chłopców już miała

I czy była do wzięcia?

Ilu kochała

I trzymała w objęciach?

Złośliwi mówili na nią "niewinna"

-happysad

[daggersandarrows]

anyway, the t4t vaxleth thought:

in my mind, syngorn has always been kinda...not great about trans people. oh, they say they're accepting, but all the adults do that thing where they go "boys and girls...and whatever the fuck you are, i guess you can go with (agab group)". the air ashari tribe is accepting in the way of old people who hear about you and go "good for you! you should date whoever you want!" and you're like. um. thanks? their sex education is...severely lacking (i feel like this is practically canon, tbh, percy and vex keep having to explain why dirty stuff is funny to keyleth) and i think keyleth probably had a kind-but-rough teenagehood. because i simply love it too much for it to be anything else, i think byroden is practically a queer utopia--but that just makes leaving it that much harder.

all this to say: i don't think either of them have an exactly easy time of it.

when the twins meet keyleth, i think all three have a moment of "oh, this would've been interesting in high school". you know. the look of Queer Recognition. and i think once vax and keyleth get together their genders just sorta...fall into each other in the nicest way.

vax keeps his hair long and keyleth discovers she likes hers short after they have to cut it and vax has wings and keyleth is a saber tooth tiger when she goes to sleep and she's taller but he still picks her up and spins her around and she is Not a princess and they both love flowers. none of this needs to be explained to each other. all of this is part of them. vax could not care less about the genitalia of his partners. keyleth prefers intimacy that doesn't involve genitals at all.

i think after vax dies, his raven watches over the trans kids of the air ashari tribe. i think keyleth makes it a priority to give them a better education than she got. and i think this means that when orym tells derrig at age five that he's a boy too, he has a much easier time of it. i think he very proudly tells people that he's just like the voice of the tempest.

[rodoboo]

working on yet another giant project and really like this one section of it :)

[outofangband]

I love making boards for Rían and I found this good face claim for her so I wanted to make another one 

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[foryouwereinmysong]

In my life I love you more

[tutuandscoot]

2005, 2011, 2023

Nope, NOPE, NOPE!