#the gusteko hyperfixtion has grabbed hold of me i need to read every side story in existence when i can

[suffarustuffaru]

niche rezero side character trellock (The gustekan shapeshifter serial killer of all time) is so fascinating for a character who was briefly on screen then disappeared into the wings in an instant. trellock wants humanity and tangible identity to fill in that gaping emptiness that is the entity known as “trellock” and the fact that we know next to nothing about trellock and how they’ve appeared or turned out this way kind of hammers it in. they are nothing except their warped personality amalgamated and frankensteined out of their tiny little trail of stolen identities fighting in a desolate snowy nation like everyone else in it. they simultaneously look down on humanity but they want to be human so badly they wander about and yank onto the nearest human that catches their eye and steal their name, their body, their personality. and then they play pretend at being human like making a mannequin come to life and expecting it to do tricks. trellock is simultaneously like an addict looking for their next high and a child screaming about how badly they want someone else’s toy. they put a self-imposed rule of killing the people they steal and ripping their faces off as if to prove that they’ve truly won over their victims, as if they’ve tied up lose ends and that identity is theirs for the taking now, but then they break their own damn rule after failing to kill someone because they need to have their cake. they cant let it get away. but trellock looks down on humanity because there is something barren and rotten with them and if they didnt look down on humanity and everyone around them then theyd have to face their own hollowness and inferiority. this is why they’re always yearning to be anyone they want to be by trampling on other people’s corpses. everyone suffers in gusteko. everyone is searching for humanity and losing it in gusteko. trellock never exactly had it in the first place, not in the same way as most other people, but they think they can be better at acting as everyone they steal while they run from everything they’ve always lacked. imagine you are trellock and you long for something everyone else has but the world has already stolen it from them as they grew up but it’s like you popped into existence without it at all so you’re trying to pick at the remains like a vulture and then melt the carcass into your new and totally improved self that definitely won’t just keep doing this until you die.

anyway i think if trellock discovered fursuits and theatre theyd be way healthier. they simply have gray hair and pronouns !!!