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Inside you were rotten. But you've made the masses love you. Pretending to be the noblest of heroes was the easiest way to gain power. Finally, as your rule becomes absolute, you prepare to unleash your true self and begin your reign of terror… and then you die and end up in Heaven.

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Received the ORV volume 11+12 on site pickup edition today.

More pictures under the cut.

The tarot cards are all so pretty 😍

The pin badges are made of a soft material! Now I'm too afraid to take them out of the plastic again because I'm afraid they'll get dirty 😅

The acrylic block and standees have been set up 🫡 Also featuring NenRicha.

The towel isn’t exactly a towel, but more of a microfibre cloth. The kind used to clean glasses. I really want to put it up somewhere but idk where yet.

Pictures and other goodies:

And finally the artbook!

I haven't put up the posters yet so they aren't included in the pictures.

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I'm onto something I'm telling you

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Hi, your comment about Seigi and Richard "but they did kinda become “canon” only in the latest update. In the sense that they finally decided to officially make their relationship a romantic one." Can you tell me how does it happen?

Sorry for the late reply! I don't get a lot of asks so I'm not in the habit of checking my inbox 😅

For anyone else reading this, there are a bunch of spoilers under this. So don't read on if you don't want to be spoiled.

It wasn't anything super dramatic or something along those lines, if that's what you were hoping for, but a very Etra like moment where they just... talked. They've both definitely been aware of each other's feelings for a couple of volumes now, but they weren't in an official romantic relationship until volume 13. It's also mentioned that they were both considering taking their relationship in that direction prior to the events of volume 11, and Richard had even asked Seigi “If we keep work and personal life separate, would you like to continue this relationship with me?” (this translation might not be accurate as my Japanese isn't very good so I relied on MTL quite a bit). It's also mentioned that Seigi knew what Richard was talking about here, but Jeff called at that moment and interrupted them. After this Seigi just... didn't respond. In volume 11 there was a scene where Seigi asked Richard to wait a bit longer and Richard responded that he's ready to wait a hundred years.

Back to volume 13, they had a conversation where Richard said that while they may have had a student-teacher like relationship in the past, they were equals at the present moment so Seigi shouldn't hesitate no matter how he wants to respond. So Seigi told him that he was scared. He'd been constantly improving himself during his time with Richard and had been showing his best self, all to make Richard happy. But he wasn't sure if he could continue growing at this pace. He feared he wouldn't be able to provide Richard with as much enjoyment as he had up to that point. Basically, he was worried about what comes after they get together. He was worried that a day would come where Richard is no longer able to see a future with him.

But Richard said that he's growing at the same pace as Seigi and that the future isn't infinite. And I'll just post a rough translation of the following bit (again, I don't actually know Japanese, so this may be incorrect):

“Seigi, life itself has no ‘second chance.’ There is no ‘future.’ Every living thing that is born will one day live out its life and leave this world. It’s not strange to be afraid of that—it’s a natural feeling. But trying to include my relationship with you in that fear doesn’t make sense. To be blunt, everything that begins will eventually end. Nothing lasts forever.” “…Not even diamonds?” “No, not even diamonds. Because their brilliance exists only in the gaze of those who behold them.” Thinking of the world’s most famous diamond tagline, Seigi smiled stiffly. Richard returned his smile, a gentle, soft expression. “And that’s precisely why I want to stay by your side. Even if the word ‘beauty’ one day belongs to someone or something else, I still want you to call me beautiful. I want to see what I look like in your eyes—eyes with gray hairs and wrinkles—when that day comes.” “…” "Even if, one day, diamonds were to turn to ash, or the powerful flames that flowed within molten lava cooled and hardened into fragile gray rock, I know you would cherish them still. I am certain of it. Because I, too, am confident that I will keep the brilliance of the diamond that is you within my eyes forever." "...I might turn into a boring guy really soon, you know." "Don’t worry. You’ve already entertained me more than a lifetime’s worth. Everything from here on is bonus time." "...Haha." This time, it was Seigi’s turn to laugh. He laughed quietly at first—haha, haha—then, just like Richard moments ago, crouched down and continued laughing. Richard gently placed a hand on Seigi’s trembling back and stroked it. "Seigi. The reason I find you so endearing is not because you constantly cherish me or make me happy. Nor is it because you are a living being who grows at a remarkable pace. I love you because you are you." "..." "Now and always." "...Me too." "I know." "...Yeah." Seigi let out a deep sigh and stood up. The groan of resignation that escaped his lips carried a faint sweetness, as though something was caught in his throat. Richard sensed it just as Seigi sniffled softly. With a composed expression, Richard tilted his head. "Is something the matter?" "Nah, just got something in my eye. Don’t mind me. Ah… you’re still as beautiful as ever. The most beautiful in the world. Sometimes it makes me want to cry." Seigi took a step closer to Richard and touched his cheek. Then, pressing his forehead against Richard’s collar, he let out another sigh. "You’re beautiful. Just your existence feels like the sun, shining down and lighting up my life." "It may be time to consider installing solar panels. This is the third or fourth time you’ve said that to me." "Sorry." "There’s no need to apologize. The sun always feels pleased when you praise it." Richard shrugged. Seigi raised his head, his expression somewhere between troubled and amused. "I’m truly happy to be able to share the same time with you. Even if the invisible amount of time we have left keeps shrinking, I’m so happy to be spending it with you. So happy it scares me sometimes, and I feel like running away. But… there aren’t many places left for me to run to anymore." "It seems that way." Seigi removed his hand from Richard’s cheek, took a step back, straightened his posture, and looked directly at the beautiful face in front of him. Then he spoke. "I want to stay by your side. Always. So… stay with me. Even if I turn into a wreck, promise you’ll stay. Even if it’s a lie." "Unfortunately, I’m all out of lies to tell you." Without either of them signaling the other, they wrapped their arms around each other, embracing tightly.

After this the scene moved to more plot relevant stuff which I'm not including here.

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for ポッキーの日

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It just occurred to me that part of the reason why Han Sooyoung is so small might be due to her not getting enough sleep during her teen years thanks to 1836rd Han Sooyoung

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For Halloween

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Based on this meme:

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Picking back up with my floral Jeweler Richard fanart series, I've sketched Richard's mentor, Saul Ranasinghe, with some cardamom flowers from his favorite spiced tea blend. Cardamom can be used for spiritual purposes, medicinal purposes, as a symbol of love and prosperity and more, so they felt fitting for him, especially after what we learn about him in volume 9.

I'll update this post whenever I get around to doing flat colors for this portrait. Hoping to draw Hiromi and possibly Chieko next, Richard's two moms now that I've drawn his father figure. x3

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currently reading JR (vol1) and im starting to get grey hairs from seigi. im one with richard rn. im screaming internally so hard. IK FOR A FACT HES SCREAMING IN HIS HEAD "ARE YOU FLIRTING WITH ME? ARE YOU JOKING? IS THIS SERIOUS? IS THIS A SIGN?? TELL MEEEEE TELL MEEEEEEEE" while having the most polite smile ever. IK. I JUST FUCKING KNOW. ITS THE 1 FOR 1 REACTIONS I HAVE WHENEVER IM IN THE SAME SITUATION.

ITS THE PUNCHING AIR, KICKING FEET, HEAD IN HANDS, TOES AND HAND SQUEEZING MOMENTS WHENEVER THE PERSON SAYS SOMETHING AND U GO "IS THIS??? FR?? BE FR?? WHY ARE YOU LIKE THISSS"

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I kinda cooked with this on IG so it’s coming here too

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halloween 2024

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bite me, dokja

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Lmao 😂

My insane friend 🥹💕

starting a collection

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