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Lena losing her patience and furiously berating Gwen for potentially endangering the staff members of the OAIR is quite literally the opposite of how Elias ran the Archives.
Elias used the Archival staff—as well as his Archivist—as pawns that can be readily replaced as needed. His patron offered them minimal protections at best (the Archivist’s privileges notwithstanding), and even then, he would never actually intervene to save any of them if they were in danger, much less take precautions to protect them at their headquarters. They are used as bait, as sacrifices, as currency, as objects. The listener knows, eventually, how easily he could discard them if his plans called for it.
But Lena. This episode showed us that Lena keeps her entire organization running through keeping her subordinates hidden, safe, and unnoticed by the Externals. It’s quite clear through her conversation with Gwen that such a safety risk has never happened before.
As far as we know, Lena has successfully kept all of her employees alive, watched them come and go, bemoaned the turnover rate, and then got them to look the other way while they documented and dutifully filed the horrors.
But most impressive of all, she’s kept her real work hidden from her subordinates, and her subordinates hidden from her real work—a feat Elias had no interest or desire to accomplish.
#elias enjoyed the cat-and-mouse game of playing with his staff’s knowledge of the fears (or lack thereof)#but them figuring it out was a natural process to him. one that he found very amusing#the magnus protocol#the magnus archives#tmagp#tmagp spoilers#tma#gwendolyn bouchard#lena kelley#elias bouchard#oiar#the archivist#the eye#the magnus protocol spoilers#tmagp 16#anti social#ink5oul#jonathan sims#neo queen serenity’s posts#tmagp meta
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on a completely separate note; shizun luo binghe with a disciple shen yuan who fell into the abyss??? *thinks about LBH canonically stealing SQQ's corpse for 5 years* he'd hallucinate i think. like, like visual and audial hallucinations.
Keeps thinking he's seeing SQQ in the corner of his eyes, or wandering between the trees, amongst a group of disciples. Thinks he hears him calling for him, but its just the wind or another disciple.
Gets Xiu Ya reforged but patently fucking refuses to make a sword mound. Because his disciple Is Not Dead :))) There was No Body. He's Not Dead. And If You keep Insisting That He Is, He's Gonna Skewer You :). He's holding onto Xiu Ya so he can return his most favored disciple's sword when he returns. It's on his hip right next to Zheng Yang where it's supposed to be.
Also this motherfucker?? does not sleep btw. He has the image of SQQ, wide eyed and hysterical and standing at the mouth of the abyss burned into his fucking eyelids. Can't use the dreamscape to escape it either because he keeps trying to save him and either he does and it's an incredibly cruel trick to wake up to, or he doesn't and he gets his heart broken in several different pieces again.
There is no convincing this man that Shen Qingqiu is dead. Absolutely nothing at all. He is buried so deep in denial that moles would be jealous of how deep he is. He keeps making tea for two in the bamboo house only to remember that it's just him. SQQ's fans are hiding everywhere, little reminders of his presence. He goes to wake up SQQ on the mornings he sleeps in-- only to find the room empty.
#svsss#luo binghe#svsss au#scum villain#scum villian self saving system#shen yuan#shen qingqiu#disciple shen yuan#lbh. visibly exhausted and with twitchy eyes: im fine :) | everyone else: ho no the fuck you ARENT.#SQQ was hysterical not because he found out LBH was half-demon but bc he was having a long-awaited mental breakdown over his autonomy :)#or (limited) lack thereof. he was having a sudden onset crisis of mortality and was handling at quite literally the WORST time. oops#im thinking very hard that LBH would never push his disciple into the abyss especially with no system to force him to. so SQQ either#had to goad him into it (failing always) or throw himself in. he ended up doing it himself but not before some very impressive hysterics.#BUT ALSO. IF THIS HAD BEEN WHERE SQQ WAS THE HALF-HEAVENLY DEMON INSTEAD IT WOULD'VE BEEN SO GREAT.#and by great i mean horribly angsty bc SQQ is NOT doing too hot and has. in very SY-like fashion. convinced himself that LBH will kill him#when he finds out he's a demon. so when it comes out i have this mental image of him lunging at LBH and LBH flinches back. but SQQ wraps hi#hands around the blade of Zheng Yang and yanks it up so the tip of the blade is digging into his chest where is heart is. LBH can't yank th#sword away without risking slicing into SQQ's hands. SQQ's hair has fallen out of its tail/bun and is now messily spilling down his#back and its NO helping the kinda deranged look he has going on. he's visibly shaking and his eyes keep flittering away and back at LBH's#face. SQQ is looking at the messages from the system warning him that he has to go into the abyss or punishment will occur. he's like.#rambling though. talking about how shizun doesn't *like* unclean things and there is nothing more unclean than a demon. like he is#INSISTING. LBH can't?? get a fucking word in. actually. SY isn't listening that much either anyways. too overwhelmed with the system and#the amount of stress he's under and his crumbling mental state and the innate and primal desire to live even when he's standing in front of#his own executioner. it all ends with him sitting on the ground at the lip of the abyss with his hair falling in his face. he looks so#unkempt and fallen apart and so distinctly *non-Shen Qingqiu* that LBH feels physically ill over it. tears are streaming down SQQ's face#and despite everything he is smiling. its not a nice smile. its a very frayed falling apart at the seams about to crack smile.#he tells shizun not to worry about staining his blade with this disciple's filthy blood because this disciple will take care of it himself.#and then he falls into the abyss before luo binghe can so much as grab him. the only reason LBh doesn't literally jump in after him is bc#he was numb with shock and the abyss was already closed before he could feel his legs again :]
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the star wars fandom is really a hellfire send help
if people could stop vagueposting me I would appreciate it
someone talking about how they have a different interpretation of a ship than me, probably spurred by my post because of the timing and wording: sure go nuts!
someone dismissing my 'tusken massacre is not a genocide because Words Mean Things and that is, objectively, not it' by stringing together screenshots and a clearly misunderstood google definition: can I leave?
it's just not fun to randomly stumble across digs about you on the internet about serious topics you actually know stuff about
like it's the silly pew pew movies if you have a different interpretation to me that's fine but like. what is with all the hostility? it's really tiresome and not fun
#like#I know I'm informal on here but I do know my shit when it comes to law politics social structures etc.#like of course I get frustrated with people who refuse to see that the jedi are flawed!#but I don't directly interact with people#I just#hm#not sure if the star wars fandom is exactly great for my mental health?#it makes me irritable because people are so so rude#and do not engage with the text in good faith#and refuse to see nuance#I have found all the adults with below sixth grade literacy they are in the star wars fandom#apparently#star wars#genocide#well mention thereof
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I've been thinking about modesty from a specifically trans lense lately. I was taught that modesty indicates shame, that modesty means you're simultaneously ashamed of being human and having a human body, but also that you are "purer" because you adhere to a hegemonic idea of modesty. Frankly, I just don't agree with this, and it was very much steeped in the idea of specifically christian ideas of modesty.
Before I transitioned, I felt very unprotective of my body because it never felt like mine to begin with. I didn't really care what happened to it, and while I was modest by other people's standards, I certainly didn't feel it. Once I actually started transitioning (and especially on testosterone), I've found that I'm so much more "modest" because I've become protective of my body. There's this stereotype that trans people start "showing themselves off" after transitioning, but I honestly feel the opposite. I'm possessive over my body and exactly how it acts and appears because I actually like my body, and it finally feels like mine. I'm honestly kind of selfish about it, and I think I've earned the right to be.
I made this post because I think this is an interesting topic, and I think it's interesting the ways in which we internalize the influences that be. It's also a reminder that no matter how you feel about things like modesty, you should adhere to what makes the most sense to you and what you are most comfortable with. There are pressures to be modest in this way or that way, but what truly matters is what you decide with your body and yourself.
#trans#transgender#lgbt#lgbtq#ftm#mtf#nonbinary#modesty#like i was looking into swim pants to wear under my swim trunks because i don't want people to be able to see my legs for example#like... they're MY legs not yours. get your own legs dammit 😡 (joking)#and i found i have no shame about myself since being more 'modest' because i do it out of self-admiration#and personally i have no ties to the hegemonic christian sense of modesty and what i was taught living in a *heavily* christian area#that's not to say i have an issue with christians and what they feel is modest but it's more specifically the shame surrounding modesty#the idea that being modest indicates that you're a 'better person' than those who sin (wearing short shorts or swearing)#that's not inherent to the religion from what i understand but i don't agree with it personally#and i do not believe that modesty (or lack thereof) is an indication of ANYTHING about a person#it doesn't tell you anything about their personality or their interests or what they think#it only tells you how they feel most comfortable existing or behaving and even then you often won't know the complexities of that comfort#i have an issue with the ideas about modesty but i use the word because it is easily understood and it is the language i have available#if there's a better term or word for sure let me know but i haven't been made aware of it 👍#ANYWAY. i just think it's interesting#and if you're experiences are different from mine i genuinely respect you for it and platonically love you#and i hope you feel beautiful/gorgeous/handsome/cool and i hope you are comfortable <3
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what is it about avenday that makes me snap and go crazy with my art i wonder
#ive drawn way more in volume in the 10 months ive known them#than i have for FOUR YEARS btw 😭😭😭😭😭#four years of SWITCHING FANDOMS AND SHIPS TOO...#one of which is genshin#scratches head like. the closest to this ship wise is thomato#that ive drawn for an extended period#maybe like a year? on and off? bc sumeru distracted me and we got no content of them for a while so ofc#but no i dont think its the content/lack thereof that is a factor......#bc avenday have only met a few times i will say... and sometimes having a lot of screentime has the opposite effect too#where i feel 'satisfied' with the ship in game and in fanworks (see: kavetham+shuake)#i think its a bunch of factors actually....#for example 1) their designs are both smth fun to learn and i like both equally. uncomplicated or at least easy to pinpoint?#for aforementioned thomato i wish Thoma wore something else at times :3 ayato was always the prettier of the two but all good yknow#and 2) not having to switch voiceovers for avenday to parse them helps#i like aven and sunday's voices in ALL languages. i will never tire of hearing them. over and over.#using thomato as an example again. i constantly have to switch to JP to listen to Ayato bc i dislike his EN voice lowkey ahhhghh 😭#and this coming from a guy who loves dimitri EN voice is crazey i know.. i just think the directing for genshin studio is shit sometimes bc#i KNOW chris hackney can do way better. and he has the range. Dimitri is his best performance and i like him in persona and as Boey sov 😭#so yeah theres that#im in a yapping mood tonight so i'll stop here#but basically#avenday is peak and i dont know why 😭 compared to the other stuff ive shipped before it baffles me how#the obscure HOYO GAME ship is what got me 😭😭😭#like i didnt even play HSR when i started drawing them 😭 its that good 😭 i only started playing in June#ahdjhrhs its just so funny to me. what the hell avenday#well :3 im happy bc i have found something that cured my art block and turned me into a consistent artist.#it rly is just 'find something that turns you into a pervert' bc yeah i am one. for avenday#my fave freaks...#on god one day we'll get u out of hoyo game or fandom guys... aventurine and sunday are too good of characters sometimes to be caught up#in it
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*screams GIMME THIS WISHLIST PLOT NOW as loud as humanly possible*
#wishlist ;; plot ideas to think about#// enemies to lovers (and every variation thereof) is the best#// lovers to enemies#// the amount of FUCK I WANT THIS NOW that went through my brain is... insane#// found on my FB dash from one of my book groups#// feel free to reblog if you need this wishlist item as well ;)
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What is the "Lenore" folk song?
Take what I say with a grain of salt because I've only read a few of the ballads and one paper about them (which I would love to link, if only it was in English), but, in general it seems to have been a folktale/folksong widespread in the area of Germany and Poland that the Romantics in both countries latched on to and made their own versions of.
Tw: slight horror and implied demonic activity in the summary.
To recount the story (I'm roughly basing it on the polish ballad by Adam Mickiewicz which I know best), it begins with a girl (in other versions named Lenore), who receives news her lover is dead in some war or other. Her family wants her to get over him; the girl fights this. First she mopes, then she blasphemes, then she meets up with a witch of sorts, who promises to being her lover back.
Cue a rider with horse arriving at the gates in the dead of the night. The girl runs away with him. They ride a long whiles (at this point several comments tend to be made on how "the dead ride fast", or asking the girl if she's not afraid), the rider three times asking Lenore to throw away her prayerbook, cross/crucifix and rosary (I think these three, in the polish version at least, but anyway, religious objects) because they impede him in some way. In a striking display of lacking in genre-awareness (or even awareness of basic spiritual realities, I'd say), the girl sees nothing alarming in this, and follows through with his demands. Pursuant to which, they arrive at their destination, which to her surprise turns out to be a graveyard. Fire flashes from inside the rider and he takes the girl into the grave.
#I've always found it a little striking coming from the Romantics#known for their very reasonable attitudes towards romantic love and the deification thereof /s#but this is more or less how it goes#I'm not sure if the Mickiewicz ballad ever got an English translation but it is claimed Bürgers Lenore was the German poem#most translated into English so I think it should be easy to find on the internet#//#asks#original post#folklore#folk songs#romanticism#adam mickiewicz#Poland#polish culture#literary
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you ever think about how amy pond had more agency in birthing the TARDIS and the Doctor than she did River and want to chew drywall?
#11amy#amy pond#eleventh doctor#river song#meta#doctor who#found this tag on one of my old posts and felt like it needed its own separate post#big bang my beloved#(even then her choice is...questionable in episode and partially a lack of agency but at least it is an act of joy)#AND SHE GETS TO SAY IT OUT LOUD#“YOU ARE LATE TO MY WEDDING”#amy pond birthing the TARDIS and the Doctor out of her own rib#just as the doctor/the lack thereof crafted her growing up#something something intertwined#something something something anastomosis
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oh hell nah look who made it into Zandy's ocverse in a legally distinct manner
#ocs#character: zandiel#character: nott#nott: can i try rizzing you up || zan: sure || nott: Found a creature who used its power to make me nearly kill every colleague with me#ive taken blots interest (or revealed lack thereof) in jormungandr & turned it into him being interested in increasingly dangerous entities#is he planning something with them? is he just having fun? does he value his life? we dont know yet
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Quick, somebody think I'm funny for the sections on my Genshin Pinterest board
#in no particular order and it in no way demonstrates my love or lack thereof for certain characters#its just whoever i found at least three funny memes about#genshin impact#challenge: guess who they are without the following tags#genshin noelle#zhongli#childe#genshin thoma#kaeya alberich#genshin venti#genshin xiao#genshin scaramouche#hu tao#kaedehara kazuha#genshin klee#arataki itto
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hfw: burning shores | aloy 21/?
#burning shores#hfwbs#horizon forbidden west#hfw#aloy#found an interesting light spot!#v annoying to get to#but produces some interesting results!#(short ver: get into empty arena‚ use parkour escape route on the log pile‚ fall into inescapable hole inside the arena walls)#ngl it'll be a huge pain in the ass to get to if you don't already have muscle memory from doing the escape parkour previously#bc after 1.26 i'm pretty sure it's even harder#anyway i'll experiment more with it but the shadows (or lack thereof) can be funky#and only certain times of day work well#but i liked this one!#hfwbs aloy
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On the subject of fucking the ghoul (idc if no one else is on the subject, I sure as hell am) I love seeing posts in the tags talking about how realistically fucking dirty and dusty that old man must be. Like forget the debate over whether his jizz will give u radiation poisoning, what other fucking diseases is he going to give u with that 200+ year unwashed dick!?!??!?!!
#.ooc ( dani is an asshole )#this is always one of my fav topics ppl bring up about post-apoc worlds. the hygiene. or lack thereof lmfao#but also i am sure at some point this man has found a way to bathe himself lmfao#’but he’s wearing the same dirty clothes’ yeah for the PLOT#sheesh
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If anyone asks why I don’t use tiktok it’s because the very first thing I watched was this. I then went ‘I have marmite. I have bourbon biscuits.’ and toddled off to the kitchen to test it for myself. Result: it was actually quite nice. The sweet and salty complimented each other nicely. I have done it since though only twice.
#I actually don’t use tiktok because a) I don’t like video as a form primarily b) I found it hard to use and c) I object to their privacy#rules. or rather lack thereof.#but this video crosses my mind every time I hear ‘bourbon biscuit’#my own post#video#TikTok#marmite
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last night I finished The Scandalous Confessions of Lydia Bennet, Witch & finally watched Mr. Malcolm's List -
only to learn that today, January 28, is Pride & Prejudice Day, aka the anniversary of its 1813 publication, so I feel the universe has led me to celebrate appropriately
#i adored scandalous confessions#consider this a recommendation thereof#both bemused & amused by having found myself in such an austen-adjacent mood this weekend#pride & prejudice day#austen
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I'm a sucker for people getting to live and how the narrative resolves around that. Could I get Barb Lives Side A for WIP Wednesday?
From WIP Wednesday
There are a few things that might have tipped the scales of Barbara Holland’s death.
It might have been the radio, music playing low but audible from where Barb sits to dangle her feet into the pool. It might have been the pool’s heaters, disorienting the creature that hunted her.
But mostly, it was that Barb was a girl scout. She knows how to dress a wound. There’s blood in the water, and blood on the deck, but it’s not soaking through the bandage.
#wip wednesday#I don't think there's a tag for this one yet which is a shame because there's a previous week's ask for this that you might enjoy#but here's an actual beginning to this fic. might have posted a version of the beginning before but I think this one is better I think#but yeah samesies! this fic is going to be a monster once it becomes an active WIP because you have to play with the web of the plot#and go 'what changes? what stays the same? How does it differ anyway?'#plus with a character like Barb there's a lot that's well established but there's also a lot of empty space to play in#but also. additionally. and this is true of all my Barb Lives aus#I love Barb + Nancy but I do think that there's a lot of potential for very messy feelings (and eventual resolutions thereof)#when you have a Barb who is alive but wasn't *saved*#no easy peacetime girl here to be found
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many such cases
funniest thing about the thing (1982) is that the titular thing is both a master manipulator who can perfectly replicate anyone but also a big bundle of nerves who flips out and starts screaming and turning into 5000 meat parts at once the INSTANT it’s found out
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