#the fog is exhausting

[idontdotoowell-nobodysworried]

Awake,

enough to hurt.

Always too foggy to see.

Neglect to everything,

except what is visible.

The emptiness grows larger, fuller -

but I can breathe

and I will write

and again I

boil my battle wounds

under the shower.

I can never rest though

until they are fresh -

almost as deep and

almost as red

as the lens on my dreams

[thefabledpheasant]

I’ve been sick these last 4 days and it’s awful but it made me realize that we were robbed of sick Arthur.

He’d either be a giant baby about it or he’d try to pretend he was fine while basically dying. Probably the latter since we’ve seen him try to play off very bad wounds, but I’d like to see both versions honestly.

And then Merlins reaction would be wonderful. If Arthur’s being a baby about it, Merlin would be so annoyed and petty. But if Arthur was trying to pretend nothing is wrong while looking like a corpse, Merlin would also be very annoyed and petty, but in a completely different way. Like, “I care about you so much and am worried about you so I’m going to annoy you into admitting you’re sick so I can take care of you”

[mqmotivate]

Give yourself a moment of honor for surviving something that killed a part of you.

[stayuntilthefoglifts]

Give yourself a moment of honor for surviving something that killed a part of you.

Unknown

[glittergroovy]

[satancopilotsmytardis]

Random headcanon because I can't sleep.

Mer-Dabi losing his mind while getting fucked by octo-shigaraki because Shigarki keeps adding tentacles to "see how much his little slut can take" until Dabi's eyes roll back from overstimulation.

On that note, how's it going for you today?

HOT! And honestly, this was exactly the kind of thing I needed! I've been super sick all day and spending a little time sharing/riffing off of your guys' horny headcanons is the best medicine I can get!

[b0bthebuilder35]

[tangledinink]

[landoffreaksandfrogs]

if i was in homestuck i wouldve been a character in homestuck

[spgdailyquotes]

Day 35:

"I've got belts, way too many belts. I've got suspenders underneath here too. Why am I afraid my pants are gonna fall down so much?" -Rabbit

[scooplery]

i'm tired of being depressed :(

[semiotomatics]

lol. i think ive reached my limit.

[stayuntilthefoglifts]

Forgive yourself for what you did in survival mode.

Dr. Nicole Lepera

[touchmycoat]

I hiked mt fuji!!!!!

[miodiodavinci]

(face in hands) (again) men will simply feel the walls closing in around them

[verved]

I'm like gradually becoming more physically disabled and am now at the point I can't work. I just can't. I'm too fatigued and dizzy and in pain and physically weak to keep going. I've been through a gamut of specialist visits, all providing no answers.

My primary care doctor has officially given up on me, basically told me to just start popping painkillers and suck it up. That this is my own fault for stopping antidepressants, when said antidepressants left me malnourished due to low appetite, and once I stopped, my physical health and motivation had a marked window of improvement. At least until whatever this is started.

I can't work like this. I can't easily apply for disability bc my pcp has turned on me and won't give me a diagnosis. He has refused further testing. I'm so tired of fighting. I'm so so tired.