#the first version of their design i drew in august 2022 and the idea is even older so so happy 2 finally hold them ^_^

[twinkskeletons]

free from their plastic prison :3

[fairygeek777]

Can you tell us more about your Sailor Earth OC? 👀

Oh my goodness thank you for asking!!! I'm going to be greedy and use this as an info dump, hope that’s okay anon! 🙏

For starters, I should mention that Sailor Earth is a redesign/alternate fandom recycle of my main oc Genevieve Marena. She was originally created in 2018 for the Fairy Tail fandom and started with the name Hoseki Ishi. 

Gene's thing was always diamonds, gems and minerals. So when I became obsessed with- *ahem* I mean, Got into Sailor Moon, I could not resist the urge to draw her as Sailor Earth. I drew her within a month of reading and buying the first 2 volumes LOL. 

This is the art from August 1st 2022

Since then I fell utterly in love with Dream arc, Mamoru and any version of him, Elysion, the Golden Kingdom, Helios’ role as a guardian priest and literally anything related to the Earth as Naoko Takeuchi wrote of it.

I was also low-key upset about how 90s was treating Mamo and Usagi, so I ironically made her the senshi that defends the love of Serenity and Endymion and protects their happiness lol.

Thinking about her more seriously as I am now deeply attached to Sailor Moon, I have a working summary of how I imagine her.

I explored her various designs for the series back in Summer 2023 (again after finishing the manga) 

More recently, I've been brainstorming how to more efficiently include her in the Sailor Moon story. I've been doing light research on Mythology, becoming more familiar with Astrology and crystals. I was honestly struggling quite a bit when it became clear that Earth is almost excluded from Astrology. That is, it's not treated in the same respect as Mercury or Neptune etc. are. 

I also knew that I didn't want to make her a Princess, that would be like replacing Endymion as the heir to the planet. And I was not about to make her the child of NQ Serenity and King Endymion. So I thought I might make her somewhat like Chibi Moon. If there can be two Sailor Moon senshi, then I say, why not two Earth guardians? Then I noticed that Pink Moon is actually the term for April's full moon. So I thought I could do something with that to make my Sailor Earth stand out (since it is obviously a very unoriginal idea in the first place) but I have yet to find a similar thing for Earth. 

Basically Earth is much less interesting than literally any other heavenly body to astronomers and astrologists so I'm working with very little lol. 

Anyway, I decided she'd be an Elysion Priestess and that she was given the powers of a Sailor Senshi to protect the Earth and her prince. She goes to the surface and attends Rei’s school, T.A girls academy. 

More recently, I was watching Eternal for like the 1 millionth time and it has always bugged me that the 2 Maenads look like they are from the Moon.

They look more like Queen Serenity than someone from Earth.

So, no offense to Takeuchi my girl, but imma change that. Because unfortunately I feel like things from Silver Millenium like the Twin bun hair on these two overlap too much with what should be unique to Earth. (But that is a blog for another day, so I digress) The two Maenads are now Gaia and Terra. Gaia becomes Sailor Earth and goes to the surface as Hoseki Jinsei and her Lavender Earth Crystal forms.

See these two? One of ‘em is Gaia.

Also, since it is already shameless enough to make a Sailor Earth self insert, I'm inserting my late cat Flash and his name is Apollo because Moon kitties are from Mau therefore any planet can have one not just Moon senshi. But also cuz I miss the hell out of him and I can't look at Artemis without thinking about him.

As of right now, this is the general concept of my Sailor Earth:

Name: Gaia

Gender: female

Civilian Name: Hoseki Jinsei

Senshi name: Sailor Earth

Sailor Crystal: Lavender Earth Crystal

Family: Terra (sister?/mother?) Helios (brother)

Occupation: Elysion Priestess

Partner: Apollo (white kitty with heterochromia from Mau, Artemis' twin brother)

Again, thank you so much for giving me the chance to info dump :3

[toonabby]

Happy December everyone! As this year is coming to a close I just want to share a few pieces of fan art/memes that I didn't have a chance to upload this or last year.

The first one is a meme I made back in August of 2022 when I was still a Mr. Men's fan (I've largely lost interest in the show sometime between late 2022 to early 2023). Here, I took a screen shot from the TV Tropes article I Call Him "Mister Happy", used a png of The Mr Men Show's incarnation of Mr. Happy, and edited the two images together on Krita. This was made when the "Name Soundalikes" meme, which I used the basis of this image, was still popular.

The second was my attempt at one of those crossover memes where characters from separate IPs react in horror/sadness at the news, complete with one of the characters saying their iconic line/catchphrase in a different tone to correspond with the event. For a little bit of context: Stadia, Google's cloud gaming service, was scheduled to shut down on January 18 of this year, and I made this only one day before the service's end of support.

The characters used in this pic are (clockwise from top to bottom) the stick figure from xkcd, GoAnimate Caillou, Karate Jone from Rhythm Heaven, Dan from Dan Vs. (who is ironically the only one in-character, angrily shouting "GOOGLE!"), RED(-chan) from the Hyperdimension Neptunia series, Wesley from Wandering Wenda, and Phred from Phred on Your Head Show and The URL with Phred Show (the last two I doubt people would know). I also used the late Gilbert Gottfried on the pic (which I admit wasn't the best idea).

Oh, and about the image used at the bottom right: that was "Friendship ended with [blanc]" template with Google (displayed there as Chrome since I couldn't find the Google logo) agreeing with Nvidia to use their own CG service Geforce Now. Here's a better quality version of the image.

And for my last batch of unpublished arts, these are sketchs I made for the characters in my upcoming project "NoitaVision" (still a working title) I made back when it was known as Rebineru, which I realized was a crappy title. Since these are concept arts I drew early on this year, the designs used in this pic may look different from their finalized designs once I publish them. The descriptions of the characters will be indicated in the alt text.

And there you go, a college of unpublished arts! I hope by next year I'll make more drawings and publish them online!

[doppelneer]

A Wee Bit of Catching Up With This Mess

Soooo originally this was going to be a big post on my main tumblr blog @abyssforphantoms , but I got thinking about it and it just made more sense to make this on it's own blog and repost it over there if I feel like it... instead of spamming my main with this au stuff.

Anyway, Welcome to the mess that is my brain and They Came From The Deep Au. I will not be going too deep into the story in this post, but will do a short summary and explain my prosses behind my decent into madness with the various stuff I have accumulated for it over the year.

Summary:

After the final quest the Abyss Crew was fine. Cannoneer was back, safe with the rest of the crew, and they have gotten what they wanted when they went down to those accursed depths (even though they almost didn't make it back if it weren't for the skykid). So everything should be fine, back to status quo... right?

Well it was for a bit.

Then strange stuff started happening.

Supplies keep disappearing and shifting around the reef. The members of the crew feel like they are being watched from a distance, and the sea almost seems more restless. Every one has a sense of unease...

None more so then Cannoneer,

because of the weird dreams they keep having, and now the crew is saying they did things they didn't do. It was like they were at two places at once.

Then they saw it-them from a distance... they looked almost exactly them! but something was off...

Now it's up to Cannoneer to figure out what is going on, what does this doppelganger (a.k.a Doppelneer or Cannondoppel) want and convince the crew this isn't another one of their "embellished stories".

Meanwhile other things deep down start to stir... and they aren't going to be as "friendly".

And yes Doppelneer will be a big part of this post

Warning: the images below may have some BODY HORROR.

Veiwer Discretion is Advised.

Around August 2022??? - the sticky note

The thing I drew that started it all

Thr original idea for it was just what if cackling cannoneer but dark creature

I forgot that it existed until...

October 2022 - "A Familiar Face That Is or Isn't You"

I found the sticky note again and wanted to explore the design further in a one off piece (and then it wasn't, lmao)

I also got into exploring doppelgangers as an idea which lead to me having the questions

"If someone from the Abyss Crew had a doppelganger who would have the most interesting reaction?" (You can guess who I picked lol)

"What if the doppelganger wasn't nessasarly evil but thought they were the person and the person they are a doppelganger of was a doppelganger that took over their life, thus kinda wanting to sabotage the person's life a little?"

I drew this piece in my sketchbook but then colored digitally

Originally posted to my deviantart 26 October 2022

Finished Art

Drawing Process / Alternative Versions

November 2022 - Old Reference Sheet for Cannondoppel

Very outdated and crusty

I will post the updated ref in another post

DON'T USE THIS ONE I BEG OF U!!!!

December 2022 - "Breath in Deep Water"

Digital painting

Just a story idea

Waking up one day being able to breathe water must be jarring ngl

First appearance of the phantom eyes

Posted 1 January 2023 on my deviantart

January - Inspirational Glitch happened in Sky

Didn't really do to much with the Au for a bit, nor does this really have to deal with the au

But this happened to me one day and thought it was neat yet felt like walking into a sky creepy pasta.

It's the red green visual glitch and the spirit staring glitch with Cannoneer happening at the same time

March - Some Old Doodles

"There is always a bigger fish. "

More experimenting with the story in my mind

May - "Reflections"

"Just a reflection in the void"

Changed some details with Doppelneer, mainly hair and sometimes they have a tail

Reversed

July - artfight cameo

just a small appearance

Nothing too much too note

And that is it for now will return soon with more stuff soon

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I posted 605 times in 2022

That's 605 more posts than 2021!

272 posts created (45%)

333 posts reblogged (55%)

Blogs I reblogged the most:

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I tagged 528 of my posts in 2022

Only 13% of my posts had no tags

#art - 175 posts

#my doodles - 92 posts

#silmarillion - 55 posts

#txt - 50 posts

#tolkien - 48 posts

#castlevania netflix - 47 posts

#ruiniel:fanfiction - 43 posts

#self-reblog - 39 posts

#alucard castlevania - 23 posts

#alucard castlevania x reader - 18 posts

Longest Tag: 129 characters

#it flows so smoothly and beautifully and not rusty at all to me?! looking forward - i'll follow your ao3 to see when it's posted.

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#5

Finduilas Faelivrin, design after the work 'Emerald Night' by Erté.

For @finweanladiesweek Day 4 Later Generations

[ID: digital illustration of Finduilas daughter of Orodreth on a black background. Her hair is long and golden. She wears a flowing strapless dress of dark blue and a long shawl embroidered with gold thread. End id]

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Continuing with the women of the house of Bëor in folk attire: another headcanon for Morwen.

[ID: digital illustration of Morwen Eledhwen, daughter of Baragund and mother of Túrin. Her attire is inspired by traditional Romanian clothing. Her shirt is white, embellished with red motifs. She wears a long flowing red skirt, and around her waist is a red and yellow woven textile girdle. Her skin is brown, her hair is dark and long. End ID]

Reference: Demetria atelier

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Then he drew her eyes into his, and her will swooned. And it seemed to her that the sun sickened and all became dim about her; and slowly a great darkness drew down on her and in that darkness there was emptiness; she knew nothing, and heard nothing, and remembered nothing.

-The Children of Húrin

[ID: digital drawing of the first encounter between Niënor daughter of Húrin and Glaurung the dragon. End ID]

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Some of Alucard's snarkfaces. That is all

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An idea I wanted to try with Andreth for a while now. Full version and sources below the cut.

[ID: digital illustration of Andreth from the works of J.R.R. Tolkien on a green background, dressed in a flavor of Romanian traditional clothing. The clothes are embroidered with woven geometric motifs in reds, greens, and white. Her hair is long, a portion done up in a coiled braid. End ID]

Photo reference: Alina Raducea photography

Face reference: Greta from the Castlevania animated series 🥴

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I posted 578 times in 2022

That's 188 more posts than 2021!

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I tagged 253 of my posts in 2022

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#i know i'm gonna forget the cool stuff later so best to write out what i'm thinking right then and then work the little things out later!

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#5

A fully pixelated version of the Archives from Chapter 4.

Holy Moley, this room was difficult. From the floors to the furniture, I had to figure out a whole way of making everything rounded out; lots of pixel-pushing and math, but man it was worth the effort in the end. 

Also, our first instance of Lost Ones! Don’t worry, they’ll become a bit more... lively the further we go. >u>

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Runaway Buddy, Chapter 1: July 7th, 1946 (Part 1)

~ After a bit of searching, Buddy Lewek finds his way to the extraordinary circus, Colossal Wonders, and discovers quite a few surprises waiting for him. ~ ---------------- Set in @bertrumstrousers‘ Step Right Up AU; been working on it with him and others from his server for quite a while now, so I hope you all enjoy it. ^u^ A big thank you to @haunted-hijinxer for helping me with editing!

~~~~~ What should have been a simple 20-minute trip from Rosendale to Kingston managed to stretch into over half an hour, the result of the normal route apparently being under reconstruction. Late as it was, the old bus tried to speed up some in a small attempt to bring that early evening's ride to an end sooner. Though its driver had to be mindful of a few pedestrians and one ill-timed stoplight, it was finally able to bring itself to a stop at its designated curbside.

The moment the door slid open, all those aboard were more than prepared to begin filing out and onto the sidewalk, quite a few wearing looks of agitation, some of relief, and others wore no discernable expression at all. No matter the case, they were here now, best to get on with their own respective chores and errands already. All of them were quick to scatter and wander off amongst the rest of the crowd to do just that. Well, almost all of them.

Buddy made sure to square himself away in the nook of the nearest store front right after stepping off the bus, and there took time to stretch a little and fix himself up. In between straightening out his jacket and looping on the other strap of his backpack, he couldn't help but start looking all around the place. Truth be told, there wasn't very much here beyond the usual small-town shops and traffic, the same as a number of other towns scattered all around the outskirts he had seen coming in. Not to sound rude, the area was nice, scenic even but... he still had no idea where it was.

One of the two bundles of paper he had stuffed in his pocket got pulled out then, and unfolded to show the map hidden within. Spreading it wide, the teen scanned over whatever names and lines he could recognize across it while repeatedly glancing back at his surroundings for certain buildings or landmarks. Nearly as soon as this little back and forth had started however, it stopped, after one last over-the-paper's-edge check; another and possibly much easier solution had presented itself. Buddy fumbled but managed to fold up the map again and put it away, "'Scuse me! Excuse me, sir?"

The nearby old man looked up from sweeping off the front steps of his shop, confused, at least until he saw the younger lad making his way over, "Whatcha need, son?" he asked, opting to hold the broom at his side for the moment.

“Evening," Buddy greeted, "Sorry to bother, but I'm looking for Archgate? You happen to know if it's still here or did it already, uuhh...?"

He let the sentence trail off when it was obvious that he was just confusing the elder more. The old man had an eyebrow raised high, "What gate?" he asked. Buddy couldn't help but give a quiet annoyed groan. It was then that he brought out the other bit of paper he had, slimmer and more worn than the first, only needing to unfold it twice before holding it up for the senior to see. It turned out to be an old poster, very likely one that had spent time on the side of some outdoor wall before being peeled off and kept through the years as someone's keepsake. Illustrations of various odd characters decorated most of it, some posing and others performing outlandish or amazing stunts; each of them were captured in once-golden frames, arranged neatly across the page with the words "Archgate Circus" painted at the very top in large yellowed letters.

Both of the old man's eyebrows were raised now, looking at the thing. "The Archgate Circus. I was told it was somewhere here in Kingston, " Buddy clarified.

He waited a few long seconds as the man looked over the poster carefully, adjusting his thickly lensed glasses a little on the bridge of his nose. Even with time to think it over, the senior still sounded unsure with his answer, "... Well, there's a circus going on over that way, but it sure don't look like any of that," he said. One hand let go of the broomstick and waved lazily westward, "Go down this road and turn left at the big break in the trees. You can't miss all them tents."

"Perfect. Thanks so much!" With that, Buddy started walking fast in that direction, all too eager to bring his day of travelling to a close.

Exiting town down the west main road, there wasn't much to see on the surface; a large cluster of trees on the left with only a large ditch separating it from the pavement and on the right a large section of grassy field. Among the wildflowers and weeds, there were several cars parked alongside each other with a number of their owners leaving them behind in the makeshift parking lot, crossing the road, and onto the very wide worn out dirt path that cut right into the tree line. Walking down the length of it only took about a minute at most, but anyone could see what lay ahead at the very end far sooner than that.

The old Kingston fairgrounds, normally deserted minus the odd season's festival or concert, was now filled to the brim with fantastical carnival fare. Booths were set up with games and prizes to win, concession stands were selling all kinds of foods and treats; several tents stood tall and proud among them, holding their own side-show surprises and acts, no doubt, just as a circus should be...almost. Buddy looked around at it all with a healthy amount of excitement, as well as a large dose of shock.

Just about everything was done up in a dark and twisted horror theme, from the sound of distant music being accompanied by shrieks and wails to how no matter where you looked, you would find at least a few demon faces grinning back at you. The handful of performers he could spot walking around in the crowd seemed to be following that concept to the letter; the costumes they wore were elaborate, splattered if not covered head to toe in what looked to be black paint, or possibly tar? From a distance it was hard to tell which, but it scared the daylights out of passersby all the same. ".... Some of those rumors were pretty on point...." Buddy muttered to himself.

"Tickets!"

The young teen was snapped out of his thoughts and turned; out in front of the black and purple Big Top, there was a man standing at a tall podium shouting out to the patrons. He held his megaphone up high again, "Tickets, folks! Big Show starts in 5 minutes! Buy yourself a ticket and have it ready!"

A line of people had already formed, buying their tickets and heading for the main tent; two employees posted at both sides of the entrance happily took and tore each stub in half before letting anyone enter. Buddy paused, then dug into his back pocket for his wallet, opening it up; empty, save for a few bits of old lint, "Shit...". Out of everything in the fairgrounds, getting in there wasn't just one of the major things he wanted to do; he needed to get in. All thoughts turned to coming up with a plan B.

What he came up with wasn't something he was particularly proud of; a bit of walking around the perimeter and minding anybody who could be watching had led Buddy to slipping underneath a loose enough piece of the tent's tarp. Regardless, inside was inside and that was all that mattered. Other patrons were still busily moving about and filling the stands or chatting away loudly to one another while waiting to get their dose of thrills in just a few minutes. All of this gave the boy plenty of cover to sneak his way over to where he considered to be a good spot, crouched behind a few spare barrels and other equipment left between two stands. Not only would he have a good view of all three rings, but the action would be up close and personal.

It didn't take long for the audience to settle into their seats, nor for their chattering to quiet down into excited whispers once the lights began to dim. In its place, a drumroll from somewhere in the circus' band stirred to life. Spotlights from up above turned on one by one, lighting up a path across the stage and up to the large pair of black curtains at the far end.

The anticipation was left to grow for a few moments...

Suddenly the curtains were flung open with a crescendo of drums  and in marched the show's ringmaster, being immediately greeted by applause and cheers from all sides and all too happy to wave to them all in return. Buddy however just stared in astonishment. The gentleman's attire alone demanded attention, every bit from his polished boots to his decorated top hat shimmering in gold or a deep purple hue. That was to be expected, but the sheer size of him was not. The man was huge, a giant compared to any other adult. From the hushed comments and murmurs Buddy could hear around him remarking the same, he wasn’t the only one shocked. Here was somebody that could not be easily ignored.

A microphone was lowered down and hung right above a small circular platform placed in the middle ring. Stepping up, the ringmaster took hold of the device and began to speak in a loud confident voice that cut through any other sound, "Good evening, ladies and gentlemen, children of all ages! Welcome! I am your ringmaster, the Great Bertrum Piedmont!”

This time every bit of the crowd broke out into cheers in response.

Bertrum gave a delighted chuckle, "Before we get things started, I have one question for you all… are you prepared to be thrilled, to witness the wondrous and exciting?"

As he spoke, his free hand moved to his belt and unclipped the looped-up whip there; a flick of his wrist and the length of it flung out and rested on the dirt floor. A hasty strike of a small hidden flint and the entirety of it up to the very tip was coated in flames.

"Are you ready for these Colossal Wonders~!”

There was one swift motion and a loud CRACK! echoed throughout the tent; the burning light of the whip quickly began to spread from where it had struck, just on the edge of the ring until it had managed to surround the entirety of it. Surprisingly, it didn't stop there; through some unseen means, the fire was able to branch itself off in opposite directions and repeat its route with the sister rings as well.

Any apprehension the audience had about the flamboyant introduction were promptly diverted by the whole band striking up into their first score. It was jarring in its beginning, but melted into a dark, bouncy melody, perfectly suited for what followed. In that same moment, the curtains opened again as wide as they could go; a twisted parade came out of the darkness and began its course around the whole stage. Large beasts of all kinds walked alongside demons and tamers, other performers riding atop or in the carriages they pulled along behind, all of them waving at the once again ecstatic crowd.

Even if he had to duck down from a few getting a little too close, Buddy took it all in with the biggest grin on his face; colossal wonders was right, this was amazing! He watched one very ornate black and gold carriage roll by with only one passenger, from what he could tell a tall and thin woman dressed all in black, save for the angel wings she had on... or did he see bat wings? It came and went too fast to really tell; ---

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A fully pixelated version of the Inkwell Room from Chapter 4. “Bendy and the Ink Machine” is owned by TheMeatly

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Fully pixelated versions of the Level S Elevator and Management Rooms from Chapter 4. >u<

Finally reaching the lower levels of the Studios; the further I go, the crazier things get, the more little details I notice, and the more dirt and ink I need to draw on the walls XD We’re starting off with small spaces here, so decided to pair these areas together for you all, along with another lil’ Meatly doll tossed in. (Collect him, add him with the others in your inventory✨)

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[mythicaldemigoddess-of-deltarune]

Spinelluva Hotel AU: Spinel Hugs Princess Charlie (2022)

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Credit for Helluva Boss & Hazbin Hotel goes to Vivziepop & Spindlehorse

Credit for Steven Universe goes to Rebecca Sugar 

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I did write a little Prologue that well was originally going to be called “Spinelluva” a mix name for the Crossover AU idea.

like taking Spinel and Helluva and mashing them together.

but sadly because of what happen on the stupid computer, I wasn’t able to save it.....I mean I tried to, but it was still acting stupid on me.

the idea about the Spinelluva AU, is that Spinel doesn’t stay in the garden for very long, she stays there for only 5,998X years.

meaning that before it became close to being 6,000 years, she was found in the garden and was taken to Hell.

while in the garden, she finally figured out by having a type of talk to herself, that Pink wasn’t going to come back and that she tricked her into playing a game that would keep her from leaving and going after her.

another part of her that was trying to reason with her that Pink NEVER loved them and tricked them into staying in the garden under a false game that would never end....

the part of Spinel that was trying to get through to her denying self,

was speaking in “Bold Words” while Spinel was mostly speaking in her head and talking out loud and trying to keep herself from believing her dark thoughts words about Pink, up until she finally accepts it.

I might need to try to re-write the story idea again....

I was upset that computer acted stupid on me, guess I should of saved the prologue before I went to sleep, maybe if I did THAT wouldn’t of happen.

and the ones who were suppose find Spinel 5,998X years later,

was suppose to be Little Blitz and Little Stolas.   

and when she is about ready to poof, she explains to the two about it and asks them to protect her gem until she reforms.

the idea that I want to go with, is that when she does reform she still looks like her old self, but some years later during Blitz and Stolas Adulthood.

Spinel looks how she appears in the Steven Universe Movie, when she meets Steven and The Crystal Gems.

 Stolas and Blitz’s Fathers didn’t want Spinel to be close to those two anymore, and feeling hurt by it, she was on her own until she found once again...

and the one who finds her is Charlie Morningstar.

I tried to draw Charlie being a mix of her Original and New Design in this drawing, as well as adding a version of her who is in Imp form.

 Spinel could also know that it wasn’t Blitzo and Stolas’s fault that she wasn’t allowed to see them anymore or play with them anymore, the fault would be their Dads....who I guess could of saw Spinel as a bad influence on the two, but for two different reasons.

Blitz’s Dad could of saw her as too much of a “good influence”

Stolas’s Dad could of saw her as a bad influence who acts too silly and might make his son not take anything seriously and just joke around all the time.

I drew this on August 6, 2022 and posted it on the same Month/Day/Year...

when I do re-write the whole Spinelluva AU idea in fan fic form...

I will post it over at the place that starts with the letter “Q” and then maybe I will post on here as well, maybe...I mean I might post some but not all the chapters on here.

I might just make it a really short story.

 also yes the white on Charlie’s Imp form, has a Clover type design on it...

the Imp form could be what she can transform into, it is more like in Fanon and Crossover AU....

anyway the idea of this Crossover AU, it might only be a few chapters and not that many at all...I was upset at what happen, if I didn’t let my guard down and just saved what I wrote first, before I had went to sleep before, maybe I wouldn’t of lost what I had wrote so far for the Spinelluva...

once again that Crossover AU, was originally going to just be called “Spinelluva” but I decided to add the “Hotel” part because well, I want it to be a Crossover with Steven Universe/Helluva Boss/Hazbin Hotel.

I’m listening to the song Apologize by OneRepublic.

 you know the one where some of the lyrics goes “it’s too late to Apologize.”

just like how it would be too late for the Toxic-Satanist to apologize to one of my past life selves, I mean some who are Satanist might have some sense to NEVER cross the line....

oh and let’s not forget some of the Toxic-Nuns and Toxic-Priests who aren’t Satanist, but they have done some pretty messed up stuff too...

I wouldn’t be surprised if those disgusting inhuman filth who bring shame to other Nuns and Priests, end up going to the bad place.

 cause there is no way they can repent for the sinful and disgusting actions they done, I mean they make that Toxic-Religious jerk who kept misusing the words “may the lord have mercy on you” at me and making me cry, seem more of a mild toxic and less bad then them.

doesn’t mean I’m okay with what happen with that person, I did try to tell them that they were hurting my feelings, but they kept throwing those misused words at me.

maybe if I told that insensitive Toxic-Religious Butt Head that my blood type is O RH D Negative, that would shut them up and think before they misuse those words.

then again, that might of not help at all....

I’m still procrastinating in checking to see if my blood type will come out O RH D Negative for a third time.

I know that my Mom’s Blood type is O RH Negative, and I had decided that if the test comes out O RH D Negative for a third time, I would fully accept it.

the “D” part in it, I can view it as Determination, you know like from Undertale and Deltarune.

maybe I can try to do that test later tonight or tomorrow or maybe the day after tomorrow, I just need to stop putting it off and not procrastinate with it.

 also I know that not everyone who is religious is like those who end up crossing a line either in a small bad way or in a very bad way that there is no going back from.

is it weird that in the afterlife, I would want to spend most of my time sleeping in a tree like a Nymph...?

anyway this Crossover AU idea, might not become as famous as some Fanon AU, but I’m fine with that and it’s okay I might only make a few chapters that has to do with Spinel ending up in the Helluva Boss/Hazbin Hotel Universes.

some ideas on how Spinel was found in the garden by those who live in the Helluva Boss/Hazbin Hotel Universe, might change a little....

also I might of pointed this out before, but I believe what that Toxic-Religious person did by misusing those words at me, and kept doing so even when I said it was hurting my feelings, that could count as Religious Trauma, or in this case Toxic-Religious Trauma.

and if my pendulum is being truthful about the whole past life thing that had to do with some Toxic-Satanist, then those would be part of Past Life Toxic-Religious Trauma as well.

I think that some forgiveness would need time, and you can’t just force forgiveness when it crosses a very dark line.

it’s like you are being told to do it, but your heart isn’t really into it, because of the damage done to you emotionally or physically or mentally, and I guess for most it will be all three together.

and well I don’t think Spinel should be made to forgive Pink after what she did to her, and plus Steven shouldn’t be made to forgive his Mom either.

some forgiveness takes time, and the very least the other party would have to mean it, and not make it all about them and try to see from both point of views.

if Spinel and Steven want to forgive Pink/Rose, then they would need time to be ready to forgive and fully heal and maybe talk to the portrait of Pink/Rose.

like talking to her by using that portrait, and tell all their good and bad feelings about her, and how they can’t bring themselves to fully love her anymore after finding out the terrible things she has done, and that they hate her for it.

some fans might think she doesn’t deserve to be hated, but some fans can still like her but also disagree with her selfish actions that have hurt not only her son, but Pink-Pearl, Pearl, Her Diamond Family and others who had loved and trusted her.

Steven had a point about Greg being just like her, and if Greg’s parents and Greg himself tried to understand each other and not misinterpret...

maybe Greg wouldn’t of ended up being well not such a great parent to Steven.

Greg still has his good points and still is a good parent, but he was also a bad parent as well...

he didn’t even use that money he got from Marty, to take Steven to the hospital for checkups or hire him a tutor to home school him.

Steven is a genius because he learned from Pearl, Amethyst and Garnet.

Pearl might of not made Steven’s gem or put a fragment of her light into the gem that makes him her son biologically.

but to some fans, she is Steven’s True Mother, and is the first Pearl to experience Motherhood.

I still believe that Greg’s parents wanted Greg to learn self defense, and it’s possible that the reason for the meatloaf he had to eat all the time on certain days, might of to help Greg’s health.

his parents might of made mistakes, but so has Greg.

they just misinterpret each other, and I believe that one or both of Greg’s parents might of suffered from sensitive hearing and well I forgot the name of it, but it’s like you can’t stand to hear very loud sound.

and if Greg kept turning up his music too loud, then it would of really been painful to his Mom or Dad or Both.

and the curfew might of been to keep him safe.

we can still like the positive sides of both Rose and Greg, but we can view them as being both Good and Bad.

sometimes parents do mistake, like when you try to talk to them but they kind of don’t want to listen or think they know everything, and you can’t get the words out at first.

but with luck, that whole not listening can only happen once in a while.

Pink hurting Spinel, wasn’t right and she could of at least been honest with her, but if she hadn’t done that, we wouldn’t seen that side to her, and view Spinel as a victim of her poor actions.

anyway hope some of you like this Crossover AU idea, I think I will wait until tomorrow to try to re-write the prologue again.