#the first two were newborns tbat died from tangling in their umbilical cords
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hoooly fuck man
#im so fucking done with this week#ive yet to cry at work but today fucking broke me#and its not even lunch#long story short the kittens from the most recent colony are much sicker than we initially thought#and ive had three die in the last three days#and it is entirely my owj fault. i have been their sole caretaker and i fucking failed them#the first two were newborns tbat died from tangling in their umbilical cords#and i just didnt check on them because mama was growling and hissg#but i should have anyway bc shes not a bite risk. shes just a stressed first time mom#which is even more reason why i shoulf have checked on her#and then a baby i thought was entirely healthy was dead this morning#and another is ill and another is actively dying in the incubator now#i havent sobbed like this in months. it took me three hours to clean one room. there were 5 kennels#that should take me 10 minutes each kennel Max. even with medicating and weight checks#im so fucking tired#i jjust kept stopping to cry#i forgot my meds this morning which is the worst timing in the world#and i have a meet and greet at 2#fuck my fucking life#shelter posting
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