#the evil dark urge ESPECIALLY AT THE END/POST END isnt their own person anymore. theyre just. a weapon | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

devotedlystrangewizard · 1 year ago

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really the evil dark urge/pre-canon dark urge is just about the shit we do for parental approval turned up to the max. doing everything for bhaal. praying to him in the stormshore tabernacle(?) leading to

that is his love! he literally kills you to show he loves you! that entire letter for forgiveness being several paragraphs of "i promise i will perform my duties and not allow this to distract me". the fact that the dark urge was literally crafted by his hand, personally, to be the embodiment of murder. the fact that he will destroy you if you resist. the fact that you will lose yourself if you fail.

#bg3 spoilers #I LIVED WITH A MOTHER WITH HIGH EXPECTATIONS OKAY IT HITS DIFFERENT #trying to shift and adjust your own personality in order to please your parent. making excuses for the parts of you they dont want #the evil dark urge ESPECIALLY AT THE END/POST END isnt their own person anymore. theyre just. a weapon #you can play a dark urge loyal to bhaal and still have them get along with others. help out your party members. make that pact w gortash #but taking over that brain in bhaal's name makes them nothing but an instrument of bhaal's will #conditional parental love already sucks when youre a normal person can you imagine being the child of a god

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