#the diamonds make me ill!!
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@youjustfeelthemforever hello dear friend who is holding me at gunpoint <3
*deep breath* IM SORRY IM SORRY IM SORRY IM SORRY IM SORRY- I DONT KNOW HOW TO FIX IT IM SAVING AS MANY AS I CAN *sob* *wails*
also ok, not a ship, THEY'RE FAMILY!!! but i need to inflict a bit of Blake lore on you now
so Blake is a Diamond, diamonds are a special category of guardians of which there are only 4 at a time (hence the ♦️diamond symbol lol)
they stand in "tecnically immortal" territory, they dont die of old age* , but theres definitely been diamond deaths before, at which point a new one comes into existence somewhere on earth, growing up as normal until the horrors start acting up <3
*i mean they *could* die of old age but theyre yet to find that one out lmao
Blake grows up as an only child to a commoner family in the Time´s end era (so a couple centuries behind modern time), after a particularly bad encounter with a Void, he decides he's getting away from them and only coming back when he knows how to handle himself and protect them.
problem is so many things happen after this, that what was *supposed* to be a short journey gets overshadowed by the mass memory wipe and world rearrangement (fun!) so he never got to properly say goodbye *or* come back home since he´s a Diamond and deffo on the list of things theyre trying to sweep under the rug and away from the general public at that point
he (illegally) visits them often though! always with fake identities and never staying for too long or getting too close. subtly helping wherever he can, food, money, supplies... he finds out they had another son a while later, he always wanted a little brother...
(And this is where the OC brainrot demons took over agdhsgdhgs)
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it´s a sunny, breezy spring afternoon. Over half a lifetime has passed since he first left home, his brother already married and had children of his own.
The family is together today, no one dares say why, but Blake knows, he´s sure everyone knows. His mother´s health hasn´t been the best for years now, but it´s really been on a nosedive these last couple weeks. From this distance, he can tell theres a freshly made rhubarb pie on the table, his mother´s favorite, and a vegetable stew brewing in the fireplace. it´s a little different, the ratios are probably off and he´s sure they´ve added a new ingredient, squash, maybe?
Anyways he always hated that stew, he´s sure a little change won´t be able to fix that, the carrots were always a little undercooked and the potatoes were always too big, and whatever spices his mother added always came with the threat of dirt crunching on your teeth, they'd always have to bribe him with a trip to the library and-
He finally registers the tears streaming down his face and hastily wipes them away. Its a miracle no one's noticed him yet, he's been stood here for way too long.
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That night, he sneaks his way into her room, he doesnt care if he´s getting an earful and a half from Sage and Gwen later, this is more important, he'll take whatever consequence he has to.
His Dad isnt there, he´s in the living room placating one of his precious grandchildren, whos kicking up a fuss over the creaky sounds of the woods sounding like "big scary monsters with sticks", whatever that means...
Blake stands before his mother, sleeping peacefully aside from her shallow breaths.
It´s the first time he´s seen her up close in several decades. Her once dark brown hair now almost completely white, her face as beautiful as ever but now adorned with the blatantly obvious signs of age, the way she always smiled permanently etched into the wrinkles of her face even while resting. Her once strong and firm hands, fit for a hard worker, now wrinkled and frail, yet still bearing the scar from that nasty injury she got while protecting him from the Void, the reason he left home in the first place.
Blake takes her hand without thinking (just like he used to when he was a small child, when he´d had a nightmare and was scared of the dark) (Just like he did after they´d been attacked bu the Void then drew it away covered in blood)
He holds on a little tighter, kneeling at the side of her bed. If he wasnt crying before he definitely is now. He has so much to say even if she won't hear it. But he can´t seem to get anything but choked sobs out.
"Blake...?" He´s snapped right out of his thoughts, feeling as if time has slowed down
"Mom?" He replies, barely in a whisper. Blake's heart breaks a little, if the memory spell is wearing off it means her energy is dangerously weak, this is it.
"Oh honey did you have another nightmare?" She weakly outstreches her other hand, gesturing for a hug "Come here"
"Yeah, a nightmare" Blake sinks into her side, holding on as tight as he can without hurting her "I'm okay thought".
"Of course you are, my big, brave boy!"
They stay in silence, aside from his muffled sniffles and sobs. He tries to carve everything from this moment permanently into his brain. Like a heartfelt inscription on a gravestone.
"I'm sorry I took so long" he sobs "I'm so so so sorry"
"You have nothing to be sorry for" She smiles that radiant smile at him, the one that told him everything was going to be okay "you're here" She ruffles his hair sootingly "you're home"
"I missed you so much mom, I love you, i-"
"It's okay, shh it's okay, we love you too"
Before he can say anything else, he hears footsteps outside the door, with a turn of the knob soon it creaks open, Blake sinks into the shadows before he can be spotted.
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Later, when Sage finds him, culrled up near a tree with a broken swing just outside of town, Blake expects him to berate him, ban him from the entire town or maybe turn him over to the Ensata clan.
He does catch a hint of anger in his expression, but it's quickly replaced with something else, pity? Guilt? Empathy? He doesn't look at him long enough to figure it out
they sit in silence in the cold of the night for hours, until sunlight starts peeking through the tree tops. Then Sage finally speaks up "I should get home, they'll be looking for us soon"
Blake is the first to stand up "lets go then" he dusts himself off, giving one last wipe to his puffy, tear stained mess of a face " no use worrying them over nothing" Blake offers his hand
Sage frowns but still takes his hand.
#throwing this at you bc he really doesnt get much spotlight to tell his story aughhh#also lmao got possessed by the writing demons! also cried hdfsnghsf#i dont expect this to be good but it gets info across so *shrug*#the diamonds make me ill!!#oc: Blake#oc: sage#time's end#diamonds#he watches over his brother and his descendants and keeps tabs on them btw#oc talk
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Literally josuyasu:
#they make me so happy it cures all my mental illnesses#i love josuyasu#josuyasu#jjba#diamond is unbreakable#josuke higashikata#okuyasu nijimura
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funk it 456 gang au
#araki: does not make 456 gang#me: fine ill do it myself then!!#456 gang au#cyphyree art#jjba#jojo's bizzare adventure fanart#jojo fanart#golden wind#vento aureo#giorno giovanna#haruno shiobana#diamond is unbreakable#josuke higashikata#stone ocean#jolyne cujoh#jjba fanart#jjba au
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once again im here to plug my bi-weekly dadroog art twitter account cough cough @/weeklydadroog
#homestuck#dadroog#dad crocker#diamonds droog#im taking art submissions/requests for it too if any of u guys would be interested…….#i might start crossposting it on a tumblr blog at some point#like maybe ill make a follower goal for it#or ill find someone who will do that for me#cuz u feel like more dadroogers are on here than on twitter
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and if i said paul and darry were vampire by olivia rodrigo coded from darrys perspective. what then.
#“i see the parties and the diamonds sometimes when i close my eyes”#“i loved you truly...you gotta laugh at the stupidity”#“i made some real big mistakes but you make the worst one look fine”#“i used to think i was smart but you made me look so niave”#“i tried to help you out now i know that i cant cuz how you think's the kind of thing ill never understand”#do i add this to my to-be-written fic list...#parry#paul x darry#paul holden#the outsiders paul#darry curtis#the outsiders darry#the outsiders#the outsiders 1983#the outsiders book#the outsiders musical
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help this took so long (tagsss)
#he calls the mansion not a house but a tomb hes always choking from the stench and the fume the wedding party all collapsed in the room so#send my resignation to the bride and the groom lets go down this elevator only goes up to ten hes not around hes always looking at men down#by the pool he doesnt have any friends as they are face down and bloated snap a shot with the lens if you marry me would you bury me would#you carry me to the end to the vows you take (and say goodbye) to the life you make (and say goodbye) to the heart you break and all the#cyanide you drank she keeps a picture of the body she lends got nasty bruises from the money she spends shes got a life of her own and it#shows by the benz she drives at 90 by the barbies and kens if you ever say never too late ill forget all the diamonds you ate lost in coma#and covered in cake increase the medication share the vows at the wake (kiss the bride) if you marry me would you bury me would you carry me#to the end (and say goodbye) to the life you make (and say goodbye) to the heart you break and all the cyanide you drank to the last parade#(and walk away) from the choice you made (and say goodnight) to the heart you break and all the cyanide you drank to the vows you take (and#say goodbye) to the life you make (and say goodbye) to the heart you break and all the cyanide you drank to the last parade as the parties#fade and the choice you made (to the end)#to the end#my chemical romance#my chem romance#three cheers for sweet revenge#my chemical fucking romance#gerard way
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not everything will be rewarded, even time and money can be wasted; someday everything will fade into the past— still, i sing because i was born here. // 生きるよすが
#all my light music club girlies are so ill :/#anyways drew this one bc i wanted a new wallpaper.. it has been overblot riddle for too long.... idk if i'll use this though#she's not really slaying...#twisted wonderland#twst fanart#twst light music club#kalim al asim#cater diamond#lilia vanrouge#my art :>#digital art#wallpaper#anyways listen to this song it is so good it does indeed sound like a song they would cover#makes me feel things#the vocals are so good guys i listened to this on loop the entire time i was drawing#anyways yeah i drew all of the light music club with dyed hair. i usually do#since i noticed people keep commenting on my cater's hair. they're matchies :3#and also he dyed the ends in his first year because he was obsessed with vil (not sure if he wanted to date her or just wanted to be her)
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i dont think he would say it like this but u get the idea
and yes this is me coming out as an idikei shipper soz
sorry the art isnt rly good this was drawn in samsung notes 22 hours into the day ^_^"
#twisted wonderland#disney twisted wonderland#disney twst#twst#twst wonderland#idia shroud#twst idia#cater diamond#cater twst#twst fanart#twst art#he asked for no pickles#these two make me ill can we have more idikei in the world pls
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After 3 days on the grind, i finally got the pickaxe everyone on tiktok was talking about !! it, indeed, is very pretty!!<333
I bet this one def looks amazing on Montague and Emma Frost while they're on their diamond styles😭😭😭 💖 💖💖 aaanddd!! bet they would look even more royalty-like ('cause oh boi, DO they have STYLEEEEE)
I also hope Shadow Midas comes into the store today, I wanna see if this one also looks good on him ('cause i don't have Montague😭😭)
#I may use Emma more often for this one actually!!#and hope that Epic decides to make more skins for Montague like they did w Midas#PLEASE I'D LOVE THAT EPIC IMBEGGING#NO QUESTIONS ASKED JUST TAKE MY MONEY#fortnite#got to diamond 1 on solos zb (i suck at building- playing Apex Legends for 4 years really got me used to using cover and not making one huh#maybe ill try for elite:>
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2 days to manage 32 pulls?? Can she do it??!
Hell no.
And we all know this game isn't going to give it to me before that. How did some of you freaking pull it early?! Agghhhh!
#i dont want to throw more money at this game but im freaking going to have to becuase im not missing out on this card#ill get it down to 12 pulls and then just freaking do it cuz i literally can not win any more battles#i dont know what happened 😭 i used to be able to squeak my way through with a couple cards under the recommended level#but now i cant beat any of the bountys. core hunts... or deepspace trials... exept for zaynes lol#love and deepspace#your girl is s c r e w e d lol#ive hit every achievement possible for me right now so ive got no more easy diamonds coming... this game was made to make me sad
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why didn't peridot stay disabled… it would've added to their whole message of being different being okay and diversity and…. sigh….
#she didn't have magic in a magic-oriented society and used limb enhancers as a disability aid…#but they immediately threw out her limb enhancers because they posed a threat to them I guess#and then they gave peridot metal powers anyway#sorry I'm thinking thoughts.#su does a lot of things really well I very much admire it's queer rep and interesting storyline and mental health commentary etc#but the thing it does quite poorly imo is disability rep. at least when it comes to physical disabilities#and this is also a problem with steven's healing powers#while I understand he has diamond powers which means he's going to have quite strong abilities#I think healing powers have to have some limitations or else you're implying that disabilities can be cured#which is a very uncomfortable concept#steven cures connie’s eyesight without knowing he even can (and without her permission ofc)#which I feel at least implies he can cure blindness#and he cures literal death so I don't think there are Any limitations?#which is frustrating#sigh…#don't get me wrong I love this show#I just. I want disability rep I don't see enough good disability rep#I love toh forever for giving me the clawthornes because hello chronically ill characters I love seeing myself in you 🥹#anyway if I ever make art of peridot someday I'm gonna try to remember she deserves new limb enhancers or something.#or if I make a human peridot I'll give her prosthetics or some kind of mobility aid because! she deserves it I love her#you know what I'm thinking of kid cosmic too why doesn't chuck get a new translator or a wheelchair#bro said it hurts to speak english and he literally does not have legs get this man some disability aids PLEASE
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add this to my ask if 16 hasn’t already been asked again, but 16 for the salty ask!
Good job everyone ty for endorsing my insanity 🫡🫡🫡
ANYWAY spinel should NOT have been sent off with the DIAMONDS at the end holy FUCK?????? Easily the worst outcome for her at the end of the su movie. I understand they needed to put her somewhere relevant enough that we’d still see her again! But! U could do that without putting her with THE RECOVERING SPACE DICTATORS. WHO OPENLY SAY “yes we know that you’re not [pink] but you were hers” AS IF THAT WAS NOT THE WHOLE SOURCE OF SPINS TRAUMA. AND WHO STEVEN HIMSELF HAS DIFFICULTY CONVINCING THEM TO BACK OFF AND NOT MAKE HIM A MINI PINK.
SPINEL IS A GEM WHO THEY KNEW AND WHO THEY MADE TO BELONG TO HER. She is actively shown to be struggling with reconciling her own place in the world, what to do with herself, and how to live without pink being around. How does placing her in an environment where people are still mourning pink and looking desperately for ANYONE to replace her make sense? Especially when she’s so desperate to fit in and make friends? And literally would remake herself to be whatever her ‘friend’ wanted her to be??? I just. Dude. No.
Like with the concept of “little kindergarten” that implies gems are being rehabbed/taught to live for themselves and their own purpose in other places too. Just. Put her in one of those places? Instead??? Of a place with gems clearly still in their own process of moving on and learning their fellows aren’t toys??? WHEN SHE WAS MADE SPECIFICALLY TO BE A TOY AND THATS WHY SHES GOT SO MANY ISSUES?????
Yeah yea the diamonds can ‘relate’ to her loss. Yes they lost the same person. But u kno who also did that and isn’t a space dictator/tried actively to fix that beforehand? ALL OF ROSE’S OLD FRIENDS. SO AGAIN. LITTLE KINDERGARTEN. MUCH BETTER. CHRIST ALIVE
#this actively drives me insane why the fuck did they put her with the diamonds oh my god#anyway. spins if ur out there pls come home ill introduce u to gems more on ur level who won’t try and make u into pinks replacement#jesus.#arty asks
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& btw I’ve lost about a week of my life to thinking about this egg. Hi
#NOT tagging as art#me#blood#(fake he’s fine)#(considered drawing egg yolk all over the floor but decided against it)#watched the epilogue last Sunday and then Friday we had a blackout and I’ve literally been talking about Maggie almost constantly since#might throw up some conspiracy theory boards to summarize idk#kirby#magolor#(removing from main tags cause I’m a bit anxious it might be misconstrued as hate!)#(for the actual original context: I said this when talking about how all of my recent discussion has been completely overtaken by Kirby#lore and a friend replied to it with ‘Kit standing over a mangled corpse’ and I was like yeah that’s funny. I should draw that#Two weeks ago I was like ‘yeah Magolor is the type of character I would really like but in practice I’m not like super into him!’#hard cut to a week later. My dm’s with my fiancé: destroyed. My channel in my friends’ server: annihilated. Mental illness +30% this quarter#I was listening to Oh No! by Marina and the Diamonds and had the though ‘oh hey this would make a good Magolor song!’#The babygirlification process has started and I fear it may be irreversible.#like I’m enjoying myself but also I pulled three all-nighters in four days and I really need to speed up my wedding prep agh)
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dadroog au info
i still have some kinks to work out in the story but this is kinda the basic run down of my dadroog au
id imagine the au probably takes place right after the kids make it to earth c? just cause im not really a fan of no sburb aus
jane is living with her dad, their house probably looks a little different/more customized than on earth. droog is the caregiver for what he thinks is one of the last aradiabots on derse(?) and he starts hanging out with crocker more at bars n stuff and they eventually move in together.
i imagine it like a corny old sitcom (like a house of dirk for dadroog) and theres a pretty clear distinction between dad and jane who are pretty affectionate people and droog and aradia who are not really used to those kind of interactions
(also jane and aradiabot would probably both id as nb transmasc later on because i rly like those headcanons but idk if itd be super relevant)
mostly the au would focus on droog adjusting to a chill domestic lifestyle and his relationship with dad and jane trying to create a sister-like bond between her and aradiabot which aradiabot doesnt understand
tldr; dadroog au takes place on earth c and is about droog and aradiabot learning to be less emotionally distant with their family or something
#dadroog#daddroog#homestuck#ill come up with a tag for it at some point as well#urrjggkgk droog and crocker being cute and fluffy with eachother makes me emotional#dad crocker#diamonds droog#im gonna have to study up on some of these guys to characterize them correctly#i promise u thisll be good when i figure it all out
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what they don't tell you about trauma is it's the lost time and life that gets to you.
#or maybe i am just insanely ambitious. plays marina and the diamond songs and cries.#i am funny like i truly never wanted anything EXCEPT success. everything else is secondary. id take the pain if it meant success#but violation and adversity and pain and abuse and all this fucking trauma doesn't make me succeed#maybe ill be more normal about it if i can be a songwriter still and people take meaning from it.#but then I think about the people who assaulted me and theres no meaning there. it's just bad.
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so guess who has fully given into the rainworld brainrot and made an oc
ver. without the cloak and dress
#ill get around to making her an artfight profile in a bit#I havent brainrotted this hard over an oc in a while#compared to my standard i have so much on her /silly#Also yes all praise daffy the scav who wandered into snows can and she got attached and gave them the mark of communication#the iterators continue to be like fucked up ball jointed dolls to me#rainworld oc#iterator oc#Diamonds Under Fresh Snow [oc]#Wea's art#rain world
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