#the delusion is keeping me going

[shouldibeawakeprobablynot]

Demetri and Eli will be canon in S6 P3 I scream as they drag me back to the asylum

cobra kai writers this is your last chance

[idontmindifuforgetme]

used to daydream about fairytale reconciliations after pretty much every platonic or romantic fallout i ever had, but sometimes it’s healthier to just accept that someone will never own up bc they don’t think you’re worth the trouble. anyone who truly cares would move mountains just to make sure that they communicate w you if they truly want to rectify the situation. but sometimes it’s their ego getting in the way, sometimes they have a narrative of you in their head they’re determined not to break, and sometimes they just don’t care enough about you to even consider it. they don’t have respect for the friendship or relationship in its posthumous state bc it was nothing to them, or at the very least it doesn’t eclipse their pride or their desire to appear correct in a situation or just outright the need to be done w the situation rather than be a good person. still guilty of this but i’ve been getting better at just nipping the delusion in the bud and just being okay w accepting that someone truly does not care. until they prove they do that is the assumption i go w every time. and it is saving me a lot of heartache

[stalecrackersareyummy]

Pretending Slugterra has similar guardianship laws to the surface, in most places you have to be at least 16 to be released from parental control.

Eli is only 15 at the beginning of the series so a totally viable strategy for Blakk would've been to just adopt Eli.

Can't blow up the ghouling depots if you're grounded, checkmate

[wildsaltair]

Maximus Decimus Meridius Headcanons: Expressions of Love

The thing about Maximus is that, once he is in love with you, everything he does becomes an expression of love.

He has always been a keen observer, and he puts those skills to good use in his relationship with you. Anytime you are sad or frustrated or uncertain, he always is able to sense those emotions without you having to tell him.

...and while he isn't the type for grand gestures, he will always find a way to reassure you. A subtle squeeze of your hand, if you're in a public place. An embrace that lasts longer than usual. Some soft words of encouragement.

...AND just because he's not the type for grand public gestures, that doesn't mean he's not a romantic down to the depths of his bones. This man absolutely lives to bring you flowers, gift you the finest horses he can find, carve special figures for you out of wood. Nothing brings him greater joy than not only being able to give you something, but being able to make it with his own hands and think of you while he's making it.

Also kisses. So many kisses.

Kisses on your cheek, on your lips, on your forehead, your hands, your arms, your legs, your chest, your neck, every last inch of you. Gentle kisses, passionate kisses, languid kisses, intense kisses, emotional kisses, sleepy kisses... it just never ends with him.

He loves sharing his interests with you, as well. Reading is one of his favorite pastimes, and many evenings are spent curled up with him beside the fire or in bed, listening to him read aloud. Riding horses and tending crops also takes up a great deal of his time, and he loves for you to work alongside him so you can spend time together.

And he will look for so many opportunities to spend time with you. Going for a midnight swim together. Cooking a meal together. Taking an early-morning walk. Sharing a bath. Even just doing repairs around your home together. Anything is an opportunity.

While he is usually a very stoic and serious person, one of his primary expressions of love is the way he smiles and laughs when he's with you. It's as if he can't keep himself from grinning when he's watching you — you just bring him so much joy, he can't keep it contained inside.

Even if is far away from you for many months at a time, he finds himself whispering prayers to the gods to keep you safe, to not let him forget your smiling face, to bring you back together soon.

And when he returns home to you, it's with such joy, because his whole life has become an expression of love to you. If Maximus is in love with you, you will never have the slightest reason to doubt his love.

...and of course a few slightly nsfw ones, because I can't help it :D

There is no sex with Maximus that does not involve an untold amount of kissing, caressing, and outpourings of affection. Every time he takes you in his arms, it's because he wants to demonstrate his love for you, and he always does exactly that.

Having him go down on you isn't something you even have to ask for — he does it of his own volition. More nights than not are spent with him kneeling between your legs, coaxing the sweetest sounds from you.

Nothing pleases him more than knowing that you trust him and that he satisfies you as no one else can. Hearing you moan his name is like an aphrodisiac.

He always keeps his eyes open when you make love. He wants to study your expressions, look deep in your eyes while you're sharing that time together.

And when you're both finished and so spent you can't even move, he always takes the time to gather you up in his arms, kiss your face gently, and whisper how much he loves you before you both drift off to sleep in each other's embrace.

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More of my fanfiction if you are so inclined :)

[satosray]

I do not think people actually realize how plagiarism works in fandoms or in gen and i will stand by that. The general consensus is that if a headcanons goes far out of your reach and almost everyone is talking about it adding to it it, it is not your patterned bs. and when i said basic, i meant what i meant, you are thinking about the most ideal man that almost everyone is thinking about, and then you are saying omg how dare you say he is obsessed with you, that is my thing. If i made some original claim let's say, and someone saw that and spitballed it and everything i would not be going around saying thief. that would be dumb. no literature is free from "stealing" let's say. and i am saying "stealing" because that is all how these people will understand what inspiration, allusions, thematic influence is and never bother to know it works.

please credit artists yes, painters, writers, graphic designers alike when you are using their works—what i am saying is that it is simply dumb to sit there and shade people and then send army of people to harass someone because you think they stole something when that is not the case.

[atopvisenyashill]

cregan’s issue is the same as corlys which is ya kno never seeing his girl heir as an heir period. so just like corlys brings marilda’s boys to rhaenyra to legitimize instead of pushing for baela or rhaena to inherit, cregan decides to remarry for a THIRD time even though he has a granddaughter and SEVERAL daughters who could inherit. they’re perfectly happy to bow to a woman when it’s convenient, when it fits into their own honor codes and benefits them, but when it comes to their own families, their own legacy, only a man is good enough. when it comes to the it it’s like - aegon the younger has BEEN heir, and was already named the next king by the time cregan gets there, BY corlys, who goes along with the green style inheritance of saying aegon iii is aegon ii’s successor through daemon’s line, likely imo bc he just wants the war to stop and thinks getting rhaenyra’s last son on the throne is good enough (bc he doesn’t get it!! it’s why he pushes rhaenyra to name men over women with better claims during the dance; he’s not about disrupting the system, he only supports rhaenyra bc it benefits him!).

baela isn’t being denied the crown because not a single person including baela herself thinks she’s a viable contender and that’s the result of aegon ii being the last monarch & adult targaryen alive in the capital, and not anything cregan or to some extent, corlys, does; jaehaerys’ ideology is what the greens are fighting for and jaehaerys’ ideology is what wins and the person to blame for both jaehaera & baela not being viable contenders for the throne is aegon ii himself. but jeyne arryn is right there!! too bad it doesn’t matter, bc in a situation where cregan and corlys actually do have the power to go “i have the ability to just support my girl heir” they choose a boy. it’s just like cat says it’s just like borros lord misogynist himself says - a daughter is nice but ahhh a son. a son is more important!

[qoldenskies]

no matter what the situation is take as long of a breather you need and take care of yourself!! we’re all here for you @/mysticstech

thank you!! i should probably clarify i just have really nasty paranoia that has been set off by way less and sometimes it just gets out of hand ,,, i'll probably slow down on posting in favor of working on the next chapter anyhow, im sorry if i've worried anyone!!! ^^^;;;

[addaerontruther]

they introduced daeron and addam in the same episode,,,, which could mean nothing

[landovwins]

what's that? lando win from p6 tomorrow? okay i believe you voices in my head!

[briar--rising]

I experienced some pretty intense retraumatization for bout two weeks, ending about a week ago, and I've been trying to reestablish safety and get my mind off the edge of the cliff it feels like its on to little avail. I'm so so so scared. My therapist really wanted me to spend this weekend trying to reorient myself to the present but I'm finding it extremely difficult. I'm dissociating a lot and just can't seem to get out of the past. I feel so many intense feelings of fear and grief and anger and terror and despair and woundedness and I don't feel safe enough to truly process or express any of them, so I'm stuck constantly distracting myself in ways I know are unhealthy like I used to when I was younger bc it just doesn't feel safe to do anything but try to push them away even though I know that's unhealthy and is a pattern from the past and unlikely to help me return to the present. But it's too scary to return to the present, too vulnerable. Everything just feels really really dangerous and threatening all the time and has for several weeks and I feel like for weeks I've been trying to claw out of this whirlpool but it's just sucking me further in. I'm so scared. I'm so scared.

[royalarchivist]

Guys, I really hate to be a killjoy but Fit did not call Pac "babe" in today's live.

[lemonxxide]

I'm sorry I want her,

I'm sorry I like her

I'm sorry ill love her,

I'm sorry I'll have her

Let me commit this one sin

[sophia-youryandere]

Being a yandere is so crazy because what do you mean I want to kill two people and all that I know about them are the emojis my darling uses to represent them

[renamusing]

ok so after we are done with chas' cancer storyline and she and aaron are back to playing happy families, we get a missing kid storyline for eve (standard soap plot to show aaron and chas are on the same side) and who shows up at the village with eve in tow? robert jacob sugden fresh from prison saying oblivious stuff like "she said her mum works here" lmao and some recent villager who has no idea who robert is will take him to the woolie and robert reels from a million different emotions and gail tells him to wait in the back for chas and when chas and aaron finally arrive they find eve and robert sat on the sofa and it's the best most awkward moment ever. and yeah, robert found aaron's little sister again and he is finally home.

[prettygirlformula]

what’s on ur mind? oh idk maybe ‘do i wanna know’ hozier cover bbc radio?? yeah

[nash13]

how can mcdrai be good friends if leon has other friends. sure is a take