#the artblock got me BAD man

[carrion-art]

In time I will leave the city, For now I will stay alive.

(Twenty One Pilots- Leave the City)

[joonebugg]

⚠️CW: scars, stitches, shitty drawing of a shirtless man⚠️

Drew Ethan as a silly challenge I found on pintrest

[cfffrk]

The Long, Long Trail

@weast-of-eden

Bro...I'm sorry to bother you like this, but

I want to kiss you for recommending such a great fanfic to me😭😭💋💗💗💗💝

I only got around to it recently and I was afraid I wouldn't be able to read English

But I read it at the begging of August and oh MY GOD--💝❤️‍🔥💗❤️‍🔥💗❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥💗❤️‍🔥💗

IT'S LITERALLY THE BEST THING I EVER READ ABOUT THESE TWO

I felt so bad for Jeeves, he's a very strong man who's been through absolute hell and Bertie is here—

HE'S—

WELL😭😭😭😭

*cries*

And then I listened to that song, The Long Long Trail, and it totally killed me

Oh my God I can't🥀

I think back to the last few chapters and I'm done :,)

I have so many more ideas for this fanfic and I'm really burning with it, it got me out of artblock and forced me to take up a graphics tablet so I have a bunch of versions of the same idea😭

(by the way, almost a year ago I had the exact same situation, only the fanfic was in Russian, and it was Bertie going through about the exact same thing that Jeeves is going through here...)

[kenzieieieiei]

Ask questions abt this au if your interested! :))

To the people who wanted the swap roles/personality tsams au, I gave up on it. The roles and designs were confusing me and it got complicated for my tiny brain to understand, And also I never make aus and I got overwhelmed and artblock. BUT I HAVE A NEW AU IN THE WORKS.

JS A BTW IVE NEVER DRAWN A OLD MAN SO THE CREATOR IS RLLY UGLY..

Also yes their last name is drop like the candy in the game 😭🙏

So this au takes place in the city where sun, moon, earth and lunar live in their own apartment, if you read the notes on the drawings than it explains the situation a lil more, lunar ran away from eclipse and their cousins (Sun and moon) took lunar in (kinda adopting him as a lil brother) than earth started to realize how bad her dad was and decided to look for her siblings (Sun and moon barely met her because they ran away at a young age idk still working on this story a lillllll 😭🙏) so she started to live in Sun and moon's apartment along with lunar.

When eclipse gotten a lil better (I think cuz he started to realize how much of an ass he is) he started hanging out with earth and sometimes crashed at their apartment, the brothers hated it but he was quiet and earth liked him. (NOT A SHIP THEIR COUSINS) Earth helps eclipse with his thoughts and issues as eclipse doesn't rlly open up but he's calm with earth, earth takes care of him always keeping in contact during work while eclipse wanders around the city, earth gives him extra clothes, food and she even washes his clothes and does his hair.

Lunar still hates eclipse but he's learned to kinda deal with him around, they hang out a little as lunar plays video games in the apartment eclipse will sit far away from him on the couch sometimes he will even give him advice on how to play some games!

!!SO THIS PART OF THE AU I MIGHT SCRAP!! SO I CANT PROMISE ITLL STAY APART OF IT!!

Sun and moon work in a cat café lunar will help sometimes but not rlly, he mostly just plays with the cats

Here's some of the cat designs I have so far!

But I might scrap the cat café part, depends how I feel.

JS A WARNIN IVE NEVER MADE A FAMILY TREE AND I HAVE NO IDEA HOW THEY WORK!!

This is an old family tree I've made !!for this au only it's not canon to the real tsbs universe!! I might scrap ruin, maybe the bloodmoon twins etc from this universe

I still have to design solar, killcode and etc. ALSO THE CREATOR AND KILL CODE ARE BROTHERSSS I don't rlly focus on their relationship during the series, I just wanted to link the family tree up yk

TYSM FOR READIN THIS IM SORRY I WENT ON A SPREE I JS NEVER MAKE AUS AND I FINALLY GOT SMTH I ENJOY 🥲

[cat-of-starlight]

I finally found someone else that feels the same way about Jace that I do! I don't want to yuck on anyone's yum but, like, he deserves better than what so much of the fandom had done and I just... ugh...

TRUE!

It makes me so sad that a LOT of content I've seen so far has either been "welp lmao he's just evil too and has been since the beginning" or "teehee lmao, twink man fell for the bad guy and does whatever he wants him to <3" When like. Deadass there's the threat of Porter going "I killed you once and I'd do it again" + the whole thing about the shatterstar fully meaning that the person it happened to was subjected to the ritual UNWILLINGLY-

And!! He's so nice in Season 1!! He deserved SO MUCH!! I about screamed in my rewatch of Sophomore Year because he was the Bad Kids' (specifically Fig's) FIRST CHOICE on what hireling they should take with them- If that happened, we could have fully avoided him being on the other adventure happening at about the same time/being killed-

His only crime is trying to be friendly to his coworkers (even when they're creepy as fuck), being at the wrong place at the wrong time, and potentially failing a few saving throws as his ass got killed/rezzed against his will

--

But yea, its nice to see other people who agree! When the episodes first came out, a majority of the posts about him were basically "Part of the group of terrible adults who were abusing children", "lmao look at this stupid loser idiot who can't do anything", or both simultaneously ;;

Which,,, is disheartening considering that his vibes fully brought me out of my artblock, and I've been drawing him constantly like some sort of unhinged maniac- (I deadass haven't drawn at ALL this year until like. last week (because new tablet)- and out of 8 drawings that I've actually finished, he has been the focus of half of them)

Also- idk- he especially vibes hard to me because, despite some people ragging on Sorcerers, as a neurodivergent person who just. learns Differently™️ than other people, I just relate to the vibes of Sorcerers more lmao- also it makes it just. a touch uncomfortable when people word it as "lmao, they're just dumb/lazy, and don't wanna open a book to actually learn REAL spells" because it sounds a LITTLE too similar to shit I've been told irl :,D

So yea- All of those feelings of "Cool Character w/ Untapped Tragic Circumstances" + Feelings I have about that class in particular- combined in a Perfect Storm to create a character who lives in m head Rent Free and probably won't leave my head for a WHILE

He's my perfect blorbo and he deserves SO much more than he got <3 <3 <3

,,,,and you know what,,, maybe seeing more positive posts about him (+ Receiving this ask lmao),,,, may be the motivation I need to make me post the pics of him that's been sitting in my art folder,,,,,,

(PS: The fics slap so hard and you are SO VALID for That Ship™️™️ being shown as a Horrific and Toxic thing because. yea. Send help for he- he needs better partners fr ouuughhhhh(I'd Comment on the actual ones themselves because I know that helps, but the site hates me and refuses to let me have proper accounts/access- I am in shambles))

[secretaccountlol]

“Photos are the window to the soul”

Dude, I haven’t posted in so long I forgot how to even Format my writing.

I apologize for my hiatus I hit a bad artblock, but I dug up a old wip I felt like y’all would like, since I’ve influx of this trope coming in the Peter fics lately it’s a lil short though (I wanted to make it longer but couldn’t get anything to stick) but I hope it still satisfies you.

18+ no minors please!!

Insecure? Reader x Peter!

Cw: photo taking during sexy time (consent given), brief talk of voyeurism (Peter lil stalker habits) , spanking, sir kink, talks of body image hating, insecurities etc. as always typos probably

Uhm enjoy! (If you did please repost or comment)

“Peter, please” Your hands shield your face from his camera as he tries to dodge around to get a peak of your face through the slivers of space between your fingers. This was a daily occurrence, Peter taking pictures of you, well trying to at least, it wasn’t like you hated it, more like you hated yourself. Okay, Hated was extreme but you weren’t fond of looking at pictures of yourself. Something about it made you feel so strange about yourself; it was like you could see every insecurity multiplied by 10, which is a bad combo when one, your boyfriend literally works at the daily bugle, and two, loves taking photos of you.

“Baby, please. I need a new pic of you!” Your doe-eyed boyfriend pouted as his camera dropped to his side, as you giggled. “Oh for your stash?” you rubbed your nose as a panicked look swarmed Peter’s face. “I- what? No. I don’t have a stash-? I mean unless having pictures of your girlfriends is weird, I mean I don’t think it’s weird! Hahah-“ Peter rambled as you stared at him Incredulous. “Peter, it's okay I know you have a drawer full of pictures of me already. Including those stalker pictures, you took of me while you were being the masked vigilante, Spi-” you stop leaning in to whisper in his ear. “Spiderman.” you grin as you study his flustered face, you weren't often confident but when you were it drove him crazy, you could see the gears in peter’s head twist and bend trying to decide what he could quip next. “I- well. Uhm..w-” Peter’s words stumbled out as his breath hitched.

“It's okay, I thought it was hot.” you shrugged. “Plus not like we weren't dating already, you were just following to protect me, right?” you kiss his cheek as he nodded, you chortle. “You okay there, Parker? Cat got your tongue?” you tap his chin, waking him up from his shocked state.

“God, You- man I love you.” Peter’s hands wrap around your waist. “You just made me… So horny.” you could see his eyes dilate as they scanned your countenance. “Can..I-?” His hands shift, sliding you closer to him.

You grinned again, “Peter, Of course.” Peter’s lips push onto yours in a sweet kiss.

“Hey! Consent is desirable baby, haven't you heard?” Peter's eyes crinkled in delight as you smile. He tilted his head,

“Bedroom?”

“Bedroom.”

You both skip to the bedroom hand in hand.

—-

“Peter” you huff as his hands play with the hem of your shirt. “Mm, tell me baby, do you like this shirt?” Peter's voice was steady as his eyes looked at yours with desire. Your pants have already been discarded somewhere, “I can do without it” you smirk, his hands instantly rip through your shirt earning a gasp. “Mm, black lace? My favorite. You planned this didn’t you minx” you laugh at his comment. “Mm, I did, didn’t I?” You kick your feet, blushing, your confidence was wearing off as you covered your chest, looking away.

“What’s wrong, sweetheart?” Peter's hands held your arms gently as he tried to look you in the eyes.

“I-uhm nothing. It’s nothing, just a little insecure.” Your voice was light as Peter frown took shape. “I- still wanna have sex, Pete.” You glance at him as he gently kisses your forehead.

“Okay, lay down for me, love.” you obey his command , moving around trying to get comfy as Peter removes his clothing. “You're gorgeous, y’know?” you stare at his back, tracing the scars with your eyes. “I'm serious, babe. I love you, your smile, your laugh, your eyes, your personality, and your body. Everything.” his eyes met yours with passion, you could feel yourself tearing up.

You mumbled his name as he gently tenderly kissed you, throwing his leg over your sides, your eyes close

taut as you take in his breath. “I’m gonna make sure you know by the end of this, sweetheart.” His voice against your lips made you shiver as you heard a camera click and your eyes flew open. “Peter?” your boyfriend stood tall over you as he checked his camera beaming at the picture. “You look radiant, baby.” he turns the camera so you can look at yourself but you instantly shut your eyes again, you hear Peter groan. “I-i don't wanna see, Pete!”

“Why not?”

“Bec-”

“Because what!”

“Because I feel ugly!”

There's a pause before you open your eyes to peek at him, his ocher eyes were full of heartache. “Baby.”

“It- I.. Just when I look at myself in pictures I just feel like you can see every little imperfection I have..” you pause again

“I’m sorry, I- ruined the mood. “ you lift yourself up before Peter presses you back down.

“No, you didn't. In fact, I have an idea, Do you trust me?”

“Of course, I trust you, Parker.”

“Good, cus we’re gonna do some exposure therapy”

Before you could doubt him, another snap of his camera. “Haha, you look too cute in this one.”

His smile made you grin wide, as you uttered his name. His free hand traveled down to your chest, groping your breast softly, your eyes fluttered, another click. “I'm glad I finally get to immortalize this beautiful body.” you groan. “Peter, please I'm no-” a smack cuts the air as you gasp as your ass stings.

“Talk shit bout yourself again and you'll get another spanking. Understand?” The sternness in his voice caught you off guard as you nod. You and Peter weren't new to trying new stuff in the bedroom, but this is the first time you’ve actually roleplayed, you bit your lip in eagerness.

“Y-yes sir, sorry sir.” you tilt your head down in fake shame. “T-teach me how to..love myself sir...” Your hands glide against his chest, as you try to sit up again, Peter’s hands shove you down again. “Mm, you're stubborn, baby. Course I'll help ya, but you have to be a good girl and stay put, okay?” Peter’s voice infected your brain with a ripple of pleasure as you nod eagerly.

“Yes sir.” His eyes connected to yours, with fire his lip bitten in anticipation. His eyes finally tear away from you as he grabs his phone from the bedside table.

“Do you know what this is, sweetheart?” his head tilted in question. You nod, “Yes, it’s a phone, sir.” You look at the phone curiously before staring at Peter.

“Good girl, so smart. Now, you know what phones do right? They take pictures and videos.” Peter’s eyes hang low as your eyebrows knit in concentration.

“You see, I don't always have my camera with me. This means I can't always see the pictures I've taken of you. Get it?” he lets the cold corner of the phone glide on your skin, tracing the curves of your breast. “So, I'm thinking I should take more..pictures, for the road. Would you like that, darling?” You smile as you see his tongue peek out behind his teeth.

“Yes, yes I would sir.” You chuckled, “Please, sir is my father’s name, Call me spiderman.” You and Peter shared a mischievous smirk. “Mm, okay Spidey. My boyfriend probably won't like knowing you have pictures of me on your phone.” Your head tilted, taunting him.

“Oh? But he doesn't have to know, does he?” Peter’s hands grip your chin gently. “Plus I'm sure he doesn't mind sharing.” you nod at his statement before Peter bends down to capture your lips. His hand travels down to your panties, snapping the waistband making you giggle. His fingers pick at your lacey panties before

Plunging his hands into your panties, circling your clit as you whine into his mouth.

“I love hearin’ you..' ' his freehand effortlessly pulls down your panties as the other makes long strides up and down your slit, the noises you make were pornographic, you use to be embarrassed, and sometimes still are to moan but Peter snubbed that out a long time ago.

“Oh, I’ve gotta get this on video.” Your eyes watch as Peter fiddled with his phone before his bright flash blinded you for a second before you could make out his shit-eating grin as your face felt hot. “Sorry about the flashbang, darling. But I gotta make sure I can see that pretty Lil face on camera, right?” his other hand tilts your chin towards the camera before panning down your body, making you shiver. “God, just.. So wonderful. Your boyfriend is a lucky man, y’know?” Peter’s thumb stroked your clit as he spoke, “N-no I'm a lucky..wom-!” you buck up, groaning as his fingers slide into your hole without warning.

“Pete-ah!.” Peter tsked, slapping your clit making you jolt, “It’s Spider-Man, remember?” He tapped your lips softly before he slid down to your pussy.

“Now look.at.this..You’re so wet. All for me?” His fingers found your hole once again.

“Yes! Yes! Mm all for you, Spider-Man!” You cover your eyes as you see the light flash on your bare pussy. “Your cunt makes so many pretty noises, I hope they show up on video.” Peter's voice breaks the silence, “I wanna hear more pretty sounds from someone else, though.” Your eyes close tight as you feel his breath on your neck.

“Come on, pretty baby, let it out.” His fingers pick up speed as you feel the warmth of the flash on your face as it contorts in pleasure. “Spider- I’m- I can’t..” your breath quickens as your back arches, “Oh-! I-im..!” Your hand grabs his wrist, his fingers curl into you, you whimper, your eyes close as you throw your head as you cum.

Your breaths are shallow as you come down from your high. Peter’s kisses bruise your skin as you groan, “Mmm-, that was … good.”

“Just good? Spider-Man doesn’t do just good, babe.” you giggle as you watch Pete’s eyes furrow in fake anger, “Perhaps you can show me how great, amazing, or even Spectacular you are then, hm?”

You laugh as Peter pulls you into another kiss.



[occasionally-victor]

artblock hitted me harder than i thought, this (↓) took me nearly 3 months to do lmao anyways

idk wanted to visualise some hc's i have for some qsmp characters i guess (this is definitely not all i have in brain tho) (also, random code monster in a corner because i didn't have enough place for what i wanted and just decided to draw it separately later)

MORE DETAILED NOTES UNDER THE CUT:

Q!Cellbit:

• I really wanted to keep him as human at first, but well, i love giving non-human traits to my faves and cat really fits him guys I'm sorry my first thought about him when i started watching him is that qCell is a pathetic wet cat it was predestined really. Anyways, i noticed not many artists (the ones who catboy-ifying him. maybe its just a me problem tho) give him whiskers, so i gave him whiskers👍

• Gray hairs were a random detail i decided to add, but then i gave it some thought and honestly, his life was (still tbh) stressful - so i guess it works👍

• Made half of his hair (not even stopping at just head hair) white just because im extra sometimes. Like, i could stop at just one streak, but why would i do that?

• Got some of his shit together after being taken away by Feds and stopped looking like he is about to pass out from everything really. God bles love truly changes people👍 It doesn't change the horrific eye bags tho, they are never going away, saying as a person with eyes bags, those bad boys are the part of me at this point, so are they for him

• Burn marks are mostly on body, they haven't touched face all that much.

Q!Baghera:

• Okay, like i said, she's human-duckling shapeshifter - what that means, is that she can basically take any form ranging from just a normal human to just a normal duckling. Will point out - not a duck. Duckling.

• q!Baghs usually takes the form that is closer to human, but still has some duckling traits - because they are kinda looking cool and also like that water doesn't bother her nearly as much ig. 70% of her body is actually covered with down feathers - fluffye👍

• Now that i think, wouldn't she kinda easily float in the water? At least a bit? Because of all duckling feathers? Sick.

Q!Etoiles:

• Cucumber👍 Quite literally tho, he doesn't even have blood. Literally edible. Can regrow cut off limbs by sitting in a water for a bit. All that stuff.

• Idk who first thought of kintsugi scars for him, but this person is a genius.

• LEAFY HAIR! The flowers and tendrils are also parts of a hair and they glow! I love when glow!

• Idk, i love the idea of scarf going woosh, so i gave q!Et it👍 The yellow parts if it also glow.

• Star-freckles! Because why won't a cucumber man have star-freckles! Their glow mostly seen in the dark and they also blink.

Q!Tazercraft:

• q!Mike is a creeper hybrid with like 45% of creeper in him. The green parts are really patchy all over the body, and also fluffy. He doesn't explode often (nearly never, not enough creeper in him ig).

• q!Pac is a creature indeed👍 He is something alien-esque - fishlike, that's kinda all i can say. More importantly, he glows and can regulate that glow.

• They weren't always like that tho. They were humans for the most of their life, but something happened (I haven't thought of something yet) and now they are like that👍

• Deffo soulmates in a "they are literally bonded by an actual soul" way.

Q!Fit: (i dont have much for him and i watch him a lot lmao. I think with him i just follow canon ahah)

• One of the very few of actual just humans on the server

[lynaferns]

I hope next year I can take things slowly and just be able to draw calmly. I want to experiment more with my artstyle.

My DCA hyperfixiation is not dying anytime soon but it's been slowing down this year and I had the biggest artblock of my life. Not like when I was a kid and didn't draw for a month straight and I was like 'meh, not big deal', I didn't have anxiety at the time so it was like, whatever, y'know but this time it's been so difficult to draw over the months, having a million ideas but feeling burned out all the time to draw.

Finally being able to focus more on my OCs is helping out so I hope next year gets better and I start going to therapy again (aparently I got evaluated as asperger and not autims when I was a teen wich means they put me in the 'low needs' group :) so they didn't gave me the help I needed :))) because I wasn't autistic enough :)))))) so we are looking to have me evaluated again, obtain the correct 'autims tag' and see a private psicologist, hopefully not like the last one (: )

*cough cough* I'm also looking forwards to open my first commisions sometime next year *cough* 'cause I've been pushing it at a side for the last years because of a lot of stress and not feeling confident enough and because talking to people scares me and I've had the the commisions table ready since two years and edited it like four times gonna do it a fifth time because *cries* and I'm still not very confident because is not the same drawing for myself than drawing for others a character that I'm not into so is not gonna have the same cuality as a character that I like and know about and I don't even know how I'm going to time manage each commision becuse the time it takes me to make a drawing is a desicion betwen God and the stars and my possible ADHD idk man the lady I talked to about my autims gave me a few looks and coments like I had it bad because I- *coughs and dies*

[nightgarla]

// vent :/ about my current state of mind bc its bothering me so much and i keep monologuing about it instead of sleeping

ik i never talk to anyone on here so no ones rly gonna care that much but i just need to communicate what im thinking to anyone so i can sleep

but yea im currently in a crazy possibly covid worsened episode which is why all my art is old stuff i already scheduled, and i fucking HATE IT HERE !!!!!!!

i havent talked to my one (1) friend in days and from the stray notifications i catch hes getting frustrated and i hate it bc i feel rly bad and i wanna talk to him but i just CANT !!!!!!! like i literally dont have the energy for any form of socialization and its not like i just dont wanna talk to him its literally i csnt talk to anyone rn or i will cry and or pass out it sucks

and whats worse is i cant wven like justify or explain being gone bc when i have episodes like this my brain is just in a constant i hate talking i hate all people i hate having friends i hate my friends state which is NOT TRUE i love people i love having friends but i just get so tired and i dont know why bc no one else seems to struggle like that and idk how to like communicate that to someone without upsetting them :(

and it sucks cuz i don even have a therapist anymore bc NOT A SINGLE ONE gave me like a piece of paper or something so i could talk and the last we heard from bup was they "put me in the queue" for a neuropsych eval, all i have now is the bald commune man that brings us french bread everh other week but hes more a driver and occasional infodump bin than anything (no offense ily torbjörn <3)

i also got artblock again so i cant even make myself feel better by drawing little guys :((((

[beatendeadcourier]

how would S/I (self insert) would feel with two kids (Lucy and Shape) (Dimensional AU)

[May draw all this stuff but right now I kinda got a small artblock and have been busy a bit lately]

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Well since they are all living with them in their home since in my au, bob survived [obviously] and he kinda just hangs around tryna not get caught by police again in the same town but more on the outskirts [man's is a little dumb]

Then Sal [self insert] moves into town

[I made the reason they moved there specifically because usually they have to move around a lot before because they always seem to attract chaos so they have to leave before the people around them find out something is not human bout them, and they heard this place has rumors of weird shit happening so they we're like "that sounds perfect" since it could help them blend in better and keep attention from themselves, they usually like hiding that they are a shapeshifter at any opportunity they can but if u asked they would probably hint towards it] btw the cult is still very much apart of the lore that's also what Sal is tryna stay away from

But after all that when bob and sal met it took awhile before bob stopped trying to kill and eat them all together and instead after that he kept breaking into their house to annoy them so he kinda just lives there now.

But both Bob and Sal try their best to stop each other from doing stupid shit all the time even more now with kids.

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First with Shape

I feel like bob would find the baby out and about and he just comes home and Sal just goes

",,,What's with the fucking baby did u steal that??"

They would be so confused but once bob says he just found them, they would obviously keep the kid around

They are mostly iffy with kids in general since they never thought of being a parent and doesn't see themselves as a parental figure or a family man,

But they find the kid not so bad

When they find out that Shape is also a shapeshifter it really didn't change their opinions on them much since truly they can't really be surprised, they just had to think more bout the process of being a shapeshifter Intels and how their gonna handle the bad side of it and how they can keep Bob from freaking out about what horrors he may see

But no matter what they will protect the kids and will like causing destruction with them, their not a trickster type shapeshifter for no reason.

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With Lucy

When they find out that bob as a bio kid it would not really shock them that much but it would be more like "wow we've been together for this long and u haven't told me u have a kid yet smh keep ur secrets I guess"

They would mostly be fucking annoying since bob didn't tell them this before hand before Lucy shows up so they could've be prepared

But no matter the place they live at can hold a family

Obviously they would accept her in their not just gonna abandon a kid or leave bob for this, they usually just go with the flow with most things anyway and weird shit always happens to them so their fairly alright with the happenings

They may seem unwelcoming but really they just like to joke around and just has a dead face they can't help

But with Lucy's appearance and obvious powers they would help her out they know a thing or two bout out of control powers like their literally in their adulthood of a shapeshifter and still doesn't got control of somethings like when they goop when or show facial expressions with white markings unintentionally when they get big emotions, they know its hard to hide it

They really couldn't care less who her other "parent" is they don't see family as just blood relations and if she happens to be a cursed demon from the cult or something they still wouldn't back down from their relationship with the kid

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[All in all really they just go with the flow and as long as the kids will join them on their regular fuckory sometime they don't mind keeping them around.

They are all so very silly together. <3]

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Oc Lucy by @muse-the-multi

[imp-thing]

Say something down bad about Detective Grimoire, just gush about him for several paragraphs it would be awesome /gen

Oh my god you are all DONE FOR /hj

I’m going to regret posting this in the future

This is probably the most bad down I can get in public without being too embarrassed of myself because I sound fucking deranged

Okay so since I first was introduced to tangle tower (I played it first) as soon as I saw Detective Grimoire I was like “oh he’s kinda..” but like not all the way up to simping levels (like in a denial state or something if that makes sense). The more and more I played with my friends in call, the more attached I got to him, I was originally looking to simp for Fitz but somehow this twink ass detective got to me first and has had a grip on me ever since. I somehow managed to have enough patience to stay in call to finish the whole game and my friend asked me “how was it?” Because he had to leave call before I finished the game and I was like “Detective Grimoire is so fine and for what???” A couple days later I decided to watch gameplays of the other two games (Secret of the swamp and the og flash game on newgrounds) because I was very content starved and obviously that did not help with this obsession. I’ve been like this for like a year and I’m still so insane about him. Since the games are very unpopular this feeling continues to get more and more rapid and also the fact I have artblock and writersblock it also kinda plays into it so I just have to imagine scenarios in my head. I swear I think about that man 24/7 I have to make any reference to the games he’s from to the smallest thing that remind me of them. He’s turned from a comfort character to a complete brainrot character, he lives rent free in my head like a fucking parasite. Call me generic for saying all of this for a twink ass mother fucker but like I don’t care, I wanna put him a cage and throw popcorn and peanuts at him like a zoo animal. I wanna get a rise out of him purposely and pick on him in a lighthearted way just to see what he’d do. I wanna see him sad so I can comfort him. I wanna put him in his place. I wanna be kind to him and make fun of him at the same time. I wanna make him feel loved and then crush his ego out of nowhere.

To put it shortly, if I ever get my fucking hands on him it’s OVER.

And to make things even more short here’s something that this entire essay of a post reminded me of

I’m somewhat sorry for what you had to read.

Somewhat.

[tits4life]

yesterday I hadn't offered you goo thoughts

Today? Who knows

Oh no no queen, I'm not scared of hate and shit. Im scared of being lame. Waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa-

Ty for the compliments the toast smiles òuó

I'm mostly in the gungoo for the GOO and the fact their dynamic reminds me of that I have with my own friend who's like my gun haha

Omg the gun slander uhm don't tell anyone but tho I don't HATE gun, man whenever I'm searching my husband up and HE appears instead of him I just want to like *CENSORED DUE TO GRAPHIC VIOLENT* LIKE BITCHASS GUN GET OUT I'M TRYING TO HAVE MY HUBBY

Look I can totally understand the gun appeal,but you know what he's not? He's not semi underrated! My mind automatically not enjoy

Giving up? Oh yeah I gotcha-

When the consequences of your actions are easier to deal with than the action itself

pfft- oh yeah and about this talking habits of mine,, Yknow one time someone told me that I talk like a furry

You know what my reaction was?

"Pfft-"

I like including them in my text, makes my text unique from others >u> (this too. I love it cause it looks like I'm looking sideways and stuff pssht)

speaking of fury which I'm not OH YEAH I HADN'T TOLD YOU MY KITSUNE GOO RAMBLES

But if I begin about it it'll be,,damn long-

And also yipee I love your arts<3<3 I get that, when you don't feel like your drawing good and you try again but the art just not arting--

Ah well I wanna see your artworks too tho >:]!

hail the queen imma spam my rambles

~🍞

Hello Toast!! uhh sorry for not replying to you for 4 days :P I was kinDA buys. I mean I still am but i don't give a shit rn.

ohhhHHHHH Goo ramble. I want goo ramble. I need a power point slide just on Goo. He is so fucking delicious to talk about, I wish the homework was based on Goo instead of fking cartilage, those are only good for crunch.

Lame? Who the fuck thinks you are lame? Clearly they got a brain problem if they do so :]

Gungoo was an immediate ship for me. Their dynamic is so fuking gooddddddd. Husbands fr.

I have mixed feeling with gun. I get that he is hot and what not but whenever I am praying for goo to pop up on lookism, I see those white orbs staring at the depths of my soul and I lose my shit.

YES. WE NEED A WHOLE DIFF FANDOM JUST FOR GOO. WE NEED A GOO EMPIRE. MINIONS FOR GOO!!!!!!!

...

I did give up buttttTTT somethig else happened. We, the whole class, came up with a plan to just not do it. These notes were for practical marks in the final examination. So we thought if the whole doesn't do it then the teacher won't be able to fail all of us. We tHOUGHT we could beat the system🤡. Turns out there was a rat hiding in the class and submitted the work before anyone knew, so the teacher threatened us that he will be calling our parents if we don't complete it under time and that is till tmr. 🤡.

If the consequences was being sent to the principal's office, i would not have give a shit but calling my parents is a bIG NO NO.

That person must have to be furry to know how a furry talks. But honestly I haven't seen a furry talk like that tho

'>u>' this one kinda cute ngl. Pointy eyes.

ohhh kitsune Goo. I am not saying but I would die to just get a brush of his tail. I would. I wish I could touch it.

Oh thank you<3333. I love your little art of Goo's as well 💝💝💝💝💘. I am just severly lacking in motivations rn so I have been experimenting on a bunch of ocs here and there to get out of artblock, which are not really worth posting so imma just tuck them in one corner of my mind.

YOU CAN TALK ABT GOO AS MUCHAS YU LIKE. I ENCOURAGE THIS. TALK MOREEE. SPEAKKK!!!! Althoug I might just dissapear on some bad days but doen't mean I am dead, I will even arise from dead if it means for goo. So please don't ever stop talking abt him.

[vinnival]

Alrlrlrlrksjf heres my request. Reader teaching the main 3 and torture how to draw i have been waiting for a long time and sjabehfbhc f

hello caffee. /lh

HANK

Probably noticed you drawing and just laid his chin on top of your head, rumbling slightly

"Hello, Hank" another rumble responded

You saw his large hand point to your drawing

"My drawing?"

He said "P... retty..."

Your brain went OOWOWAHAWEHWOEOWAHEYEUEEOR

Because mine would so yesss *bonk*

"Thank you... do you wanna draw with me?"

It was in this moment Hank went:

Achievement Unlocked: New Coping Mechanism

He loves drawing out his frustrations and feelings, even if it's in the form of... abstract art

Eventually you teach him about form, texture, value, etc etc

He slowly gets more and more into art and just... drawing

Since you're the only other art person in the area, he views you as extremely talented and really looks up to your work

He's surprisingly patient when it comes to learning !! He then shows off his learned skills with the next artwork he produces

When he experiences burnout, he gets kind of frustrated and nearly rips up his sketchbook in anger at why his art ideas evade him

But you manage to stop him before he does (good thing too because holy fuck sketchbooks are hard to come by in nevada)

Instead, you teach him ways around artblock, like listening to music, or looking at things from a different angle- and I mean that literally, like hanging upside down angle- and stuff like that!

He really aprreciates you for teaching him these things, and art in general

SANFORD

Definitely suddenly asked you out of the blue

"Hey can you teach me some art stuff?"

"Why?"

He shrugs, "looks cool,"

I can see him loving surrealism

Big Salvador Dali fan

His favorite thing to do is to make portraits but add a surreal twist, kind of like The Scream by Edward Munich but a bit more... prettier?

Idk he usually likes painting/drawing you <3

You can tell he's in artbloco when he's quieter than usual

In response you'll begin to hum one of his favorite songs and he'll immediately perk up and look at you

He gets struck with an idea at that and immediately gets to work, thanking you immensely after

He really likes doing clocks, Dali-style

Can you guys tell I like Salvador Dali

DEIMOS

Biiiiiig pop art vibes from him

He just likes the colors man

Though it's very difficult to get colors bc... well... no plants

But he manages to find colors n such

And even if he couldn't, he can use different tones of grey or maybe even grow his own flowers, who knows?

The way he approaches you for lessons is literally a "what are you drawing? is that me?" situation that All artists Hate

But you tolerate him bc He <3

Mfnfnfn yeah he learned about pop art and his brain was immediately like "yep. that one. can I get some more of these colorful bitches?"

His favorite pieces are the pop art ones with Marilyn Monroe, favorite artist is Kieth Haring

And yes I'll also have him do works involving you :]

Also because he likes doing robotics, I can see him as a make-statues-from-recycled-junk artist too!

He saves his garbage nuts and bolts and stuff and takes them later and builds a lil statue or smth with it

Definitely proudly shows you any of his works when he's done

"DUDE YO LOOK AT THIS I JUST MADE IT"

"THAT LOOKS AMAZING DEIMOS!"

When he's in artblock, he's also in robotics block (techblock?? idk in not a robotics fan), so he really is down in the ditch

You notice how he's struggling and approach him, trying to give him suggestions

100% one of those situations where you were like "have you tried x?" and he groans and is like, "Yeah, yeah, I've tried x, and it w- wait.... WAIT"

Grabs you and shakes you while he shouts excitedly

He got an idea !! Good for him <3

TORTURE

Probably the Hank situation but he's 5x bigger SKEK

Big man is TOWERING over you, grumbling to get your attention

His voice hurts when he talks? Too bad, he's complimenting ur drawings and skill an there's nothing u can do ab it .

Qtheres no pens or pencils designed for MAGs so you grab the thickest marker you could find find some loose paper to let him go wild

And oh boy. Landscapes. Definitely.

There's no true landscapes in Nevada, but, it's fun to imagine the terrain looking different

He's a little confused on how markers work and stuff like that

Otherwise he's really content with just sitting there, curled up next to you and gently scribbling on paper that's way too tiny for him

Definitely will go on adventures to get more art supplies just for u two <3

He'll first experience artblock and not ask you about it, he thinks it's normal that the harder he tries to will himself to draw, nothing comes to mind

You eventually notice he was deeply focusing, hunched over and holding a marker

"Artblock," you grin lightly

Tor looks at the direction your voice was in to meet you

"That's called Artblock"

"A... rrrrtt... blawk....."

You sit with him and pet him while he holds you and purrs in content

Doing this while drawing gave him a spark of motivation so he got back to drawing bc of you <3 hehe

[trinikins]

🖤🌌Artblock Lyrics🌌🖤

Doing this ask game where I put my playlist on shuffle and picked my favorite lyrics from the song gave me the mad idea to give myself a few prompts using this principle to help me with inspiration for drawings - which college seems to have drained me from.

So, here we have my favorite lyrics from 20 songs from my favorite playlist! I'll be using the hashtag "trinikins' artblock lyrics" whenever a drawing was inspired by them.

Feel free to use these if they inspire you. And if you want to, use the hashtag as well, I'd love to see what you come up with using those lyrics 💗

Runaway - Aurora

I was dancing in the rain

I felt alive, and I can"t complain

Just One Yesterday - Fall Out Boy

If Heaven's grief brings Hell's rain

Then I'd trade all my tomorrows for just one yesterday

Traitor - Daughtry

You stole my sanity

Now you are the enemy

Castle - Halsey

And there's an old man sitting on the throne

That's saying I should probably keep my pretty mouth shut

Straight for the castle

Scarborough Fair - Aurora

Are you going to Scarborough Fair?

Parsley, sage, rosemary, and thyme

It's Not Over - Daughtry

It's not over

'Cause a part of me is dead and in the ground

This love is killing me, but you're the only one

Evermore - Taylor Swift

And I was catching my breath 

Staring out an open window 

Catching my death

Valley of The Dolls - Marina And The Diamonds

Born with a void hard to destroy with love or hope

Built with a heart, broken from the start and now I die slow

Wish That You Were Here - Florence And The Machine

Wraps itself around you and whispers in your ear

Tells you that I miss you and I wish that you were here

Hurricane - Fleurie

It's buried in your bones, I see it in your closed eyes

Turning in, this is harder than we know

We hold it in the most when we're wearing thin

Still Here - Digital Daggers

When I awake, you'll disappear

Back to the shadows

With all I hold dear

Casualty - Hidden Citizens

Call me a casualty

The cost of catastrophe

The damage, damage, damage is done

Call me, call me another one

Hear Me Now - Bad Wolves

You can't explain it, it's been years since we've touched

And I've waited none for you

Revolution - The Score

Can you hear the drumming?

There's a revolution coming

Arsonist's Lullaby - Hozier

Don't you ever tame your demons

But always keep 'em on a leash

Angel With A Shotgun - The Cab

If love is what you need, a soldier I will be

I'm an angel with a shotgun

Fighting til' the wars won

I don't care if heaven won't take me back

Beautiful Delirium - Blackbriar

You called me a magical bouquet

With opium, poppy, and wolfsbane

Belladonna - Ava Max

Belladonna, belladonna, belladonna, belladonna

Poisonous, contagious, get you high in my cabana

Give You What You Like - Avril Lavigne

I've got this scene in my head

I'm not sure how it ends

Is it love?

Maybe one day

Sound of War - Tommee Profitt

But the fight has just begun

Steady now breathe, breathe

[neonbluewaves]

Would a romance/strictly platonic but nevertheless strong bond ( they would totally be each other’s bridesmaids/best man/woman at the other’s wedding) be possible between Neon and the other dating options if she wasn’t with Tulip? Ex. What would a relationship between her and Chiara/Talbott look like?

Anon, not gonna lie, I had to get help from a native speaking english mutual to understand what you asked, and I hope we got it right.

Romance wise, seeing the latest options, it would be Badeea (you hear that screech? it’s my friend thriving because I’m finally drawing them) 

Neon has a type and it’s blue nerds and Badeea fits that, she’s just a different type of nerd from Tulip, she’s an  ~ 𝒂 𝒓 𝒕 ~ nerd.

(btw isn’t artsy girl x bad boy girl like a classic in fanfiction? ahahaha terrible)

some headcanons (courtesy of my friend’s clownassery mostly)

-they both have unusual ways to tackle things so boredom isn’t common for them

-Badeea loves to draw and paint while Neon plays the violin or guitar for her, no singing tho (yet), helps her with artblock

-she goes to Neon’s Quidditch matches, but she’s always the only one sitting down, sketchbook on her lap, she likes to draw what happens in the air. After that she shows them to Neon, which cheers her up when she ends up in the Hospital Wing.

-Has a block filled only for sketches of Neon, but she keeps it secret because it’s embarassing, and Neon would use it to tease her (just a little bit, she’d think it’s cute)

-Badeea is more lowkey about PDA, like holding hands or chaste kisses, while Neon doesn’t care much, shameless, so she adapts to what Badeea is comfortable with 

-Since Neon knows quite a lot about Spanish art she takes Badeea to musems and acts as her personal guide, Badeea loves to hear it all from her rather than the actual guides

-she almost had a heart attack when she saw all the pieces Neon has in her house, she said she could keep any she liked but she refused

As for platonic relationships, I’ve given Neon some as I said in previous posts, with Rowan ( Meredith/Alex brotp like) with Penny (Meredith/Cristina brotp, yeah I know I can be annoying with grey’s anatomy, let me live >:v), with Charlie and Tonks definetly too. Neon manages to surround her with good hearted people who won’t give up on her, she needs that 😔

But talking about the ating options, and putting aside Penny for a moment, a very important friendship I didn’t expect to develop and make so close is Neon and Jae. At first they were just supposed to be casual friends that get along because of detention, but the more I drew them, the more I liked them and their interactions, and soon enough I made it “canon” that they stay close even after graduation, where Neon hires him to work for her, playing at his strenghts. It feels right that they get so close as they get to know each other, bonding over how they hate that others percieve them negatively for things they have no control over, like Jae being better at “the wrong sort of stuff” or Neon being expected to do wrong or turn violent at some provocation.

They definetly are “I’ll be your best man/woman and get you so drunk you’ll look like shit at the wedding pictures” 

they’re ride or die for each other, specially at the stupidest dangerous shit, gotta headbutt your problems away, and their heads are very hard.

Neon’s strongest friendships are diferent ones from the others but I love them all the same.

[ravenekrops]

Sleepover at Raz when? And I suppose this isn't a fairytale, indeed.you're making me feel a little bad for Ruffs too lol. It's sad Raz's life was one tragedy after another... sometimes having good intentions isn't enough. I'm glad he met the teens, at least. Their relationship is super wholesome :') he mustve got more control on his werewolf than as a 15yo and is improving as shown in his ability to partially transform!So no worries, less chance for accidents to teens(hi hope you're alright! <3)

sleepover at Raz whenever! even if he lived in a cave or a dirt hole, he would always offer a place beside him to someone in need of safety, shelter or simply some company :3

i feel like i should clarify a bit about Ruff... Ruff is not a "real" personality. it's Raz's way to cope with his lycanthropy. he detaches himself from it and treats it like a caged animal, something he's always fighting against. only he ever refers to himself transformed as Ruff... not even i do it hahah. don't worry, after meditating and reflecting on himself for very long times, he eventually finds the balance between man and beast, basically being able to listen to both sides of himself and providing them both with the care they need.

after life shenanigans separated him from Eva, stable relationships with anyone else have basically been nonexistent to him, so he really appreciates the teen's company. even after he's forced to leave the town, he stays in contact with them and sometimes even visits them if he has the chance. he values their friendship a lot lot lot

"one tragedy after the other" ooohoohoo just you wait for the next Raz lore post :)c

hey, thanks for checking in on me! i am not doing too well, having sleep problems and artblock is really messing with my head but it's nothing i can't deal with hehe ;] go have a nice day anon!!