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drunkenssoldier · 4 months ago

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i slipped and fell into a pile of Jane Austen romances (a yearly occurance, at least)

#the way colin firth's darcy looks at elizabeth #the way johnny flynn's knightley smiles at emma #the yearning of it all #jane austen #pride and prejudice #emma

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captainmullin · 30 days ago

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wtf I miss him <- can go see him at any point they want to

#《 captain speaking! 》#the yearning of it all #anyway good morning

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andro-dino · 3 months ago

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IFROT TO ASK YOU QUESTIONS IM A DUMMIEEEEE. have you ever imagined some cute or funny scenarios between them while they were in their red-stained glasses phase (aka essi putting aside her doubts about selen's view on life and her actions because she loves her phase)?? have either of them ever looked back on those times? do they do it fondly, or with heartbreak?

aughhhh selessi my beloved girlfailures,,,,,, they mean so much to me. I imagine a lot of relationship moments that all basically just chalk up to essi being a giant puppy. I like to think that for a long long time, essi really wanted to kiss selen but was too nervous to initiate it until eventually selen has to guide her through it for her to actually go through with it. Once she does get comfortable enough doing it though she very much loves to pepper selen with kisses like all the time.

Another early thought I had abt them was that essi starts learning Brazilian Portuguese for selen, and selen teaches her some stuff here and there but half the time doesn’t even tell her what it means. Essi ends up not using a lot of what selen tells her because she is never fully sure that she’s telling her the truth and doesn’t wanna accidentally say something really bad because she wouldn’t put it past selen to do something like that.

Idk man I don’t have a lot of specific scenarios I’ve played out in my mind with them but whenever I think about the sweeter moments of their relationship, I imagine them spending time together and essi tagging along with selen everywhere and wanting to do things for her and give her things and just generally love and appreciate her always. Selen does a lot of teasing but she has her moments of just looking on at essi affectionately/admiringly without realizing it.

Post break up is hard for both of them, seeing as they both still harbor lots of affection for each other and their memories of their time together are very polarizing. For essi, it’s very bittersweet. She thinks about those times so fondly and still holds them so closely to her chest but she also is so saddened by them. She knows she needs to let go of those memories to move on but she just can’t bring herself to do it. It’s painful honestly, and she knows it’s probably not the best, but she can’t help but still carry an attachment to Selen and her memories of her.

On selen’s end, she tries so desperately to bury and push aside those memories and convince herself that they mean nothing to her now, but it’s a lie. She can’t even bring herself to enjoy those memories as she is only ever filled with frustration and anger with herself whenever she remembers them. She will never let herself say aloud just how much she still truly yearns for essi and those memories serve as nothing more than a bitter reminder of that weakness she’s never been able to shake.

#axel’s silly little thoughts #mfb oc #essi de la cruz #selessi #god they fuck me up so bad #the yearning of it all #I actually had a selessi thought recently #pertaining to a certain au #and another relationship in that au #I’ll dm u about that later

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sansstar · 3 months ago

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“may she be smart and not annoying” and then this freak appears

#she felt agatha’s lesbian yearning and came running #agatha all along #rio vidal

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itsleslol · 4 months ago

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too real :(

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poorly-drawn-mdzs · 2 months ago

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Happy one year anniversary to In Stars and Time!

#ISAT #in stars and time #siffrin #loop #I truly mean it when I say that this was the best game I have played since Disco Elysium.#It pulls off some of the best examples of Ludonarritive Harmony in a video game...possibly ever?#Not to mention just...wow. What a great story. What a tale of twists and introspection. What a tale about the need for home and connection #I know many of you have trusted me before with media recommendations. Trust me one more time.#Do you want to experience the torment of being in a timeloop? And *still* have fun and feel like your time is being respected?#PLAY IN STARS AND TIME!#Do you yearn for complex characters and love unravelling mysteries? PLAY IN STARS AND TIME!!!!#Please heed the content warnings; I took them a little too lightly on my playthrough! They are there for a reason! Don't be like me!#This game means a lot to me and so many others. On the small chance the dev sees this (they are on tumblr after all):#Thank you so much for all your hard work in creating this game and seeing the project through.#It has been a year for us fans but many years for you. So thank you!#I hope it has been a joyful year for you! Watching as people descend into shrieks of agony from playing your game.#It's good! It made me vomit blood. I had so much fun! I felt like I was torturing the protagonist when I played it. I loved it! I cried.

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lavend3r-stardust · 2 months ago

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"Imagine liking trans boys." On it boss 🗣🗣🗣 You bet your ass I'mma love the hell outta them 💪💪💪❗️❗️❗️😤😤😤

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hinamie · 5 months ago

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unconditionally

#my art #jujutsu kaisen #jjk #yuji itadori #megumi fushiguro #itafushi #fushiita #fanart #jjk fanart #jujutsu kaisen fanart #megumi #yuuji #im shaky and numb the way this took years off my life #genuinely cannot believe i thought it was smart to make it a comic i could have stuck at a painting and it would have been fine #but nooooooo in my hubris i thought Surely im an expert at this longform stuff now Surely i can do it :)#and then it killed me it killed me dead this is like over twice as long as the train comic and 4 times as detailed #backgrounds . angles. i yearn fr death.#AND I HAD 2 WRITE THEM ACTUALLY TALKING GGSDH i am actually so insecure abt the way the dialogue flows gomen....#i wanted to add more to it to fix how clipped and rushed i think it reads #but that would mean drawing more expressions would mean drawing more panels would mean more gd hyDRANGEAS #so ultimately i decided 2 have the conversation take the hit because let me tell u.#if i have to draw. one more blue petal i will snap i will lose it #i knew tht would happen n wanted to alleviate some of the pain so i found a few brushes that helped speed up the process #but the thing w a lot of premade flower brushes is they also come preshaded n look uniform in a way that stands out badly against my style #so i had 2 render over them anyway........#yuuji's domain rly putting me through the wringer first the train station now death by a bajillion petals smh #all that to say tho . my labour of love . i am going to take a nap #hina.comic

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t4t-pathogen · 2 years ago

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T4T love is holy whether its sexual or romantic or platonic or monogamous or polyamorous or gay or lesbian or straight or any combination of any of those things or even something more deeply personal and undefineable

#im having emotions about transgender love #do you understand how it feels to be understood #t4t #t4t love #t4t couple #t4t yearning #t4t wlw #t4t mlm #t4t nblm #t4t nblnb #t4t nblw #t4t wlm #t4t wlnb #t4t mlnb #t4t mlw #transhet #transgender #I LOVE YOU ALL

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guinevereslancelot · 2 years ago

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first base is wound tending second base is hand touching

#third base is marriage #this is abt calabby but applies to all ships i hope this helps <3 #humor #ship dynamics #this has been a shitpost #windy #walker independence #im not being silly im not being funny it doesn't get nore romantic than this <3 #its abt the tenderness and unresolved tension #also the yearning pining longing etc #anyway tropes that make me insane every time <3 #1k #im being diagnosed as ace in the notes....interesting #im sorry but it doesn't get more tender and romantic and intimate than this #10k

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lesbielol · 9 months ago

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heyy do you have any good porn recs?? finding it so hard to find good lesbian porn that doesn't have like. A Man as the viewer x

hihi these are typically the videos i watch!! some have strap so sorry if you don’t like that!!

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men and minors dni

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biggest-gaudiest-patronuses · 10 days ago

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real talk having the 2nd worst new years eve yet 🤢🤢🤢 (throat infection, twisted neck, banged-about-foot, ego AND the rest o' me all bruised like misjuggled peaches 🍑🍑🍑)

im bent outa shape and suspectin the universe owes me 8 buck if anyone wannsa chip in

#yes the 🍑🍑🍑was just an excuse to shove ass emojis in your face i'm only (occasionally. allegedly) human #now ask me about my FIRST worst new year eve. it involves wizards and portals and elaborate lies i make up on the spot #SAD REAL TALK <STARTS>:#also made the mistake of reaching out to my mom post-xmas #like what kind of c-ptsd NOOB does that. what kinda chronic holiday trauma survivor NOVICE??? embarrassing #THE SEDUCTIVE FALSE HOPE OF NOSTALGIA WILL LURE YOU IN EVERY TIME #'oh but maybe they won't disappoint me. but maybe they won't rip my heart out this time'#sweetheart that's your dear sweet inner child's yearning for what never was or will be. BEAT IT BACK WITH A STICK!#SAD REAL TALK <ENDS>#....back to that part where i talked about being bent out of shape #if anyone w/ metalwork skills wants ta take a blowtorch & hammer & tongs & have at... I'm open to experimentation is all im sayin #in lieu of that i would also welcome someone buying me a sandwich. i am. so sore.#(metaphysically sore but also the other more urgent im-at-my-daily-NSAIDs-limit kinda sore)#(hence: sanwimch)#...i got so sleepy writing this i started imagining the astonishing hedonism #of stroking a freshly grilled cheese-dripping sandwhich across my body like a loofah #the soothingness of the gooey warm near liquid cheese. the vaguely spongelike quality of toasted sourdough slice.#look i didn't imagine it on PURPOSE it just came to me like a vision like a threat #like one of those weird mens locker room ads where the sportsball is watermelon??? u know the one #where there's nudity & food & homoerotica & hot steaming showers in the background and STILL the overall effect is more offputting than sex #look i have a throat infection. i can barely swallow. i'm sipping chocolate milk to survive and i'm NOT EVEN ENJOYING IT. each drop is agon #(opposite side of the Tantalus spectrum but i'm suffering more than he has in 3.5 thousand years)#i'm dehydrated. barely conscious. electrolytes are circling down the drain. doctors should be incubating me w/ capri sun straws right now.#I GET A PASS ON THESE TAGS #i don't know what i wrote! and i don't stand by it! and you can't make me read em!!!

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iheartsteve0704 · 3 months ago

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Simply CAN NOT get over the look on Rio’s face when Agatha walks away. She clearly wanted to kiss Agatha but couldn’t stand not telling her the truth a moment longer. Agatha is her scar. A constant reminder of all that’s been broken.

#lesbian yearning in a canon MCU entity??? OH WE WON #Kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss #thanks jac and Kevin #BUT THANKS MOSTLY TO KATHRYN AND AUBREY #agathario #agatha x rio #rio x agatha #agatha all along #agatha harkness #kathryn hahn #aubrey plaza #wlw

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dawnatlas · 10 months ago

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