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Thanks for tagging me! I’m thankful that I’m alive and kicking and I’m thankful for good food!
Tagging: @actuallysaiyan @cherryblossombankai @hoe4hotchner @icycoldninja @philistiniphagottini @husbandomail @cjsarchive @seducemefanficsandheadcanons @anime-fan-05 @kiwriteswords
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What are you thankful for today? ♡
Tags but no pressure: @antique-remains @misc-magic @oopsiedaisymae @jeschalynn @silverrings-n-prettythings
@lonely-north-star @featheredcrowbones @arvandus @thebellearchives + anyone else reading this!
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ᕤ 𝐈𝐌𝐏𝐎𝐑𝐓𝐀𝐍𝐓 ᕦ
hi everyone, I come with a heavy heart today. this has been something that has been thought about multiple times now, but I have officially decided that it is time that I retire from enhablr. when I first came here, it was a fun and safe place I could escape to; however, the longer that I was here, the more toxic and not so fun it became. from everything that went down this past summer to all of the bullying to now with everyone at each other's necks because of the ai thing it's just not a place that I feel comfortable in anymore.
I love each and every one of my enha readers and moots that I have met and interacted with while I've been here. you guys have made this experience all the more bearable, but it is now my time to say goodbye.
my plans going forward are pretty simple, I don't plan on making an entirely new blog because that would be far too much work and would get exhausting trying to explain to everyone. I plan on changing my username and will be writing strictly for ateez now. I will be leaving my enha fics up because I know a lot of people enjoyed them, but going forward, I will NOT be writing for enha anymore. there might be a day that I come back, but for right now, this chapter has finally closed, and it is now to start a new one.
with all this being said, my whole page will undergo a full revamp. I will be deleting my enha perm. taglist, as well as any wips that I had posted. while I'm converting everything, my page might get a little messed up, so please bear with me. I won't change my username until I have everything else in place. then, when I do change my username, I will probably make another post.
thank you to EVERYONE who has tagged along in the journey with me. I appreciate you all so much. I hope that you all will continue to follow me on this journey, but if not, then I completely understand and wish you all the best. I love you all so much and will forever hold each and every one of you in my heart.
but for now, alvojake is signing off, and maybe one day we will meet again, until, then, farewell, and I hope you all do well now and in the future.
sincerely, - kayla (aka @/alvojake)
p.s. I will tag a few of my moots just so I know that they are aware. if anyone has any questions, please feel free to reach out. my inbox will still be open during this transition!!
tagging : @hollyoongs @yeonzzzn @enha-stars @addictedtohobi @ak4e7a @heeslomll @intromortal @dollyyun @kitten4sannie @simpjaes @minhosimthings @chlorinecake @naomiarai @ikeuverse @fakeuwus @fairyseungs
#. . . 𝐈𝐌𝐏𝐎𝐑𝐓𝐀𝐍𝐓#this has been a long time coming I'm ngl#I have slowly drifted away from enha for a few months now#but this fandom has ruined my bond with them#people are just mean and spiteful#its sad but this is for my own peace#this has gotten so bad that I even dropped my Jake collecting#maybe one day I'll come back#but for now#this is the end of alvojake#it was fun while it lasted#and thank you for joining me#I love you all#mwah#<33333
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I've seen some posts here and there about comments on people's fic, how they can come across as too demanding or really just not kind. It's been a little over a year, so I still feel like a baby to fandom - but I think I've experienced enough to have an opinion about this now (or I should say, understand my own feelings about this). I apologize for my rambles... First, I want to acknowledge that comment anxiety is so real. There are people so well-intentioned, who may want to express how much they love your story but just don't have the words or are so fearful that it will be taken the wrong way. Sometimes I do worry that having a criteria for what constitutes as the right way to leave a comment can make this anxiety worse for some people. Now, I've gotten comments before that could be read as "demanding" but I just try and see it as someone being excited and wanting to read more! At the same time, man....if only one could see the amount of TIME that was poured into that piece you just devoured. Because real talk...I tend to feel pretty hollow for a few days after a chapter drop. Like...in the most dramatic way possible. HOLLOW. EMPTY. NUMB. The comments that do come in DO bring a smile to my face and they DO mean so much to me and they DO motivate me to continue. But I am just utterly depleted and it takes me awhile to get my shit back together. I think part of it has to do with like...the amount of hours, days, I poured into this and how it can literally just be consumed in like 20 minutes. Most people will consume your art and some people will engage with it - and there is a difference. But that's kind of how it goes, once you release it you don't have any control over how someone chooses to respond to it.
The same could be said for visual art. Every art piece you see, it takes you one second to glance at and hit the like button. The amount of time and patience and care that went into it though? I can't even wrap my head around it. Since writing fic, it really got me thinking....there are SO. MANY. BOOKS. that I've read, many that have influenced me, had my jaw dropping to the floor, that I absolutely LOVED, changed my life and guess what? I've not once reached out to the authors in any form to express my appreciation. I don't even actually know what point I'm trying to make. (Again, rambling.) But I guess if you choose to read and you find the engagement exhausting so you don't want to leave a comment - I think that's okay. It would feel really awesome to the fic writer - who isn't making any money or getting anything else out of the time they'd put in - but if it's too overwhelming, then don't push yourself. Life is hard and sometimes you just need a place to escape without the pressure or sense of obligation to say something. I can understand this, too.
And for those who have taken the time, you have become a part of my own journey as I go on to write this ridiculous story. And I don't say that lightly. Whatever happens, or however fandom culture gets shaped or changes - I hope we all just continue to treat each other well and be kind, be kind and be kind always.
#june rambles#comment anxiety#fandom culture#idk what point i was making here#but oh well#i love you all#sometimes it's hard for the writer#sometimes it's hard for the reader#it's okay
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T4T love is holy whether its sexual or romantic or platonic or monogamous or polyamorous or gay or lesbian or straight or any combination of any of those things or even something more deeply personal and undefineable
#im having emotions about transgender love#do you understand how it feels to be understood#t4t#t4t love#t4t couple#t4t yearning#t4t wlw#t4t mlm#t4t nblm#t4t nblnb#t4t nblw#t4t wlm#t4t wlnb#t4t mlnb#t4t mlw#transhet#transgender#I LOVE YOU ALL
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happy pride u vile sickos
#i love you all#happy pride 🌈#baldur's gate 3#bg3#bg3 memes#bg3 fanart#gale of waterdeep#gale dekarios#astarion#karlach#lae'zel#shadowheart#wyll ravengard#halsin#i am not accepting constructive criticism at this time
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Absolutely obsessed with the House renaissance happening on tumblr right now. Really glad everyone woke up 12 years after the show ended and went "Wait a minute. what the fuck was THAT"
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going into the ao3 tag when ao3 is down is honestly the most validating experience ever.
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could you write something where the reader is listening to reid going off on his tangents and when he gets insecure, just straight up saying. "no, go on. i like the sound of your voice." ? ty! 🤍
Don't shut up // no warnings as far as i can tell? lmk if not <3 pure fluff!! ty for the request <333
"They usually called her the Limping Lady but there's really no way to tell how many pseudonyms she used," Spencer is saying, dragging his hand through your hair where you lay on his lap, His other hand is busy grasping at the air while he talks.
"Because of the prosthetic leg?" You ask, urging him to continue talking. You're nearly asleep, eyes heavy and chest loose with the comfort of his proximity.
"Yeah. She actually nicknamed it 'Cuthbert' when she got the wooden prosthetic. It's actually pretty interesting - people have been using prosthetics for a really long time. We don't know exactly when people started using them in modern medicine, but the first evidence we can find of them dates all the way back to ancient Egypt where they found a prosthetic toe."
The documentary Spencer put on over an hour ago about World War II has long since been paused, Netflix's blinking "Are you still watching?" hovering uselessly on his laptop screen. He paused it ages ago to discuss the inaccuracies about Hitler's past, then Italy's involvement in France and the parallels between the almost French famine and the Irish famine, leading him to Virginia Hall.
All in all, you're in heaven. He's been stroking your hair, blunt nails scratching every so often, voice rumbling through his chest and stomach where your ear presses against. He's talking calmly, even, if not slightly rushed, like he can't wait for even a breath to keep telling you about everything he knows.
"I just want you to know all of the things I know, too, you know?" He told you once when you urged him to slow down. He's learned to take his time with you, eventually, realizing that you're not waiting for your opportunity to jump in. You don't spend your time with Spencer figuring out when it'll be your turn to talk next; instead, you lull in the comfortable space of listening while knowing he'll return the favor the moment you have something to say.
"Sorry, are you trying to sleep? I can shut up and turn the movie back on," Spencer says suddenly, hand stilling in your hair.
You open your eyes slightly to find him looking down at you, lip caught between his teeth, a hesitant look in his eyes.
Spencer doesn't often get insecure like this around you - you've spent plenty of time convincing him that there's no need - but moments like this still happen. You suppose it's a natural product of constant teasing and bullying through childhood.
"I don't mean to ramble," he mutters when he catches your eye.
"No," you say, interrupting him and reaching up to brush your fingers across his cheekbone and up to his eyebrows. "No, Spence, I literally love the sound of your voice. Please, keep going."
You watch him melt, afraid for a moment that his liquid brown eyes will start to water. You make a concerned noise, about to sit up and comfort him further, when his hand moves to press down on your collarbones. He holds you in place as he looks at you for a second, heated gaze causing you to feel warm. Slowly, he bends to press a kiss on each of your eyelids, right below your eyebrows. He rests his lips on the bones there for a few moments before moving to the next.
"I love you," he murmurs, the truth of the statement oozing out too sincerely to ignore.
He doesn't give you a moment to breathe before diving right back into his explanation of how ancient prosthetics were integrated into modern medicine, hand resuming its path in your hair and voice slowly bringing you to a calm half-nap.
#criminal minds#cm#bubbs.writes#x reader#spencer reid#fluff#criminal minds x reader#spencer reid x reader#reid x reader#spencer reid fluff#spencer x reader#reid fluff#criminal minds fluff#cm fluff#spencer fanfic#spencer fanfiction#reid fanfic#spencer reid fanfiction#spencer reid fanfic#reid fanfiction#cuddly spencer reid#reader has hair?#idk#how do i tag this#requested#i love you all#mwah <3#OH not proof read#as always#one day i'll learn to even reread what I write
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The triangle is the strongest shape in geometry.
#happy pride month#i love you all#fight club#soapshipping#marla singer#ok i did say i was gonna take a break but today is kinda my birfday so
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ok so "friends don't look at friends that way" is some bullshit. I love my friends sm I want to have friends that I look at work the most intense love possible. Love doesn't have to be romantic to count. All love is valid. Love for your friends for your family for partners for siblings for motherfucking anyone. Your love is valid and I love you <33
#i love my friends#and my moots#i love you all#moots <3#pride#aroace#aromantic#asexual#asexuality is valid#you are valid
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Oof imagine hyping up this big announcement all week only for everyone to react by saying it's the worst idea ever. A swing and a miss, my guys.
#watcher#watcher entertainment#I love you all#But there's no way you will keep most of your fanbase#We can't afford to pay for yet another streaming subscription service when some of us can barely afford groceries
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thinking about ur fav big nasty perv man who loves infiltrating his cute little gfs hyperfeminine aesthetic. but i’m also horny.
you love it when your boyfriend comes over. you love it when he leaves his shoes by your pastel pink door. you love it when he lays on your couch, the dust from his blue collar job leaving its home on his pants to settle onto your cushions. you love when he kisses you, ruining your carefully glossed lips, and making your breath smell like the nasty alcohol he was drinking before he paid you a visit, even though you brushed your teeth with bubblegum toothpaste so you could taste sweet for him. you love it when he uses his calloused hands to take one of your sweet throw pillows and put it under your knees, pausing to knead your soft thighs, digging his dirty fingernails into them and leaving small crescent moons. you love when he pushes you onto his hardening cock as he palms himself, and you feel him fondle the bow on the back of your head sweetly, noticing you wore one in his favorite color just for him. you love how he laughs when you try to unbuckle his heavy belt without damaging your carefully manicured nails. your soft pleas music to his ears. (of course he aids you by swiftly unbuckling himself and putting his belt around your perfumed neck, tangling your dainty jewelry as he secured it in two quick movements.) you love it when he lets you take him into your mouth as far as you can go before he helps you and pulls you further onto his cock with his belt. your carefully applied mascara running down your cheeks. which are flushed just the way he likes. you love it when he pulls you off of his dick before he finishes, leaning in to pull your delicate tank top down, accidentally breaking your favorite necklace, the one with his initial dangling from it (he apologized so sweetly) before he finishes on your chest. you love it when he picks you up and lays you on the couch, pulling his phone out of his pocket to take a picture of you while you lie there prettily, hoping that he’ll show his friends what a pretty mess you are for him. you love it when your boyfriend comes over, and you hope he comes back again soon, but not too soon, so you have time to make yourself pretty enough to be ruined.
thinking bout toji, sukuna, aone, könig, and ghost (=^・ω・^=)
also pls lemme know if u wanna hear smth else from me.. i’m all ears for my angels 🌬️
#jjk x reader#toji fushiguro#toji x reader#sukuna#sukuna x reader#sukuna smut#haikyuu x reader#aone x reader#aone takanobu#könig cod#könig x reader#könig smut#simon riley#simon riley x reader#simon riley smut#hewwo :3#i love you all
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Drive To Survive
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February 14, 2025
The screen is dark as the newest episode of Drive To Survive plays.
The title read “The Rookie.” It was finally time for the episode that everyone had been waiting for since the 2024 season ended.
The opening scene starts with multiple flashes of cameras. If people watched the 2023 season, they would know exactly what circuit it was. The Elvis impersonators would give it away as well.
Standing in a circle was the current world champion, two Ferrari drivers, and the Papaya duo. They smiled forced smirks for the cameras. Yet, they dropped them once they realized the cameras were not pointing to them. The Netflix camera filmed them all turning to face the front. Most of the drivers had confused looks.
“I didn’t know Checo was a Cars fan,” the microphone picked up the words from the red clad Spaniard.
Max smirked, the camera zooming in on the Dutchman.
“He’s not.”
The camera angle changes to the back of a young woman, blond hair bouncing with every step. A red scarf flowed behind her, white body suit sparkling under the flashes of all the cameras.
The screen flashed the title before a producer chair was put in a spotlight. The camera angle switched to a back view as a driver walked around and sat in the chair. Their face is completely nonvisible from the camera angle, but people know who it is.
The lights dim before brightening, and the camera angle is back on the chair with the driver. Blond hair reflects the lighting, as well as a nice smile. The episode clapper is in her hands.
“Please state your name and team for the camera.”
The woman in the chair took a breath.
“My name is Y/n L/n and I drive for the Italian team, Scuderia Ferrari.”
She clapped the black and white box. A loud beep sounded in the studio as the camera crew started to laugh. The girl in the chair started giggling as well, before acting serious again.
“Yeah, that was a lie. I drive for the best, the Honda RBPT Oracle Red Bull Racing Formula 1 team. Red doesn’t look the best on me. I prefer navy.”
She smiles, trying not to laugh once more.
The camera quickly cuts to black and then fades into a clip, that looks similar to a home video. A young girl is smiling for the camera, tiniest helmet in her hand.
“How old were you when you started karting?” a voice sounded over the video.
The blond cocked her head in thought. She smiled at the nostalgia that was running through her mind.
“I was five.”
The same little girl was now in a kart, doing donuts on a driveway.
“My parents had gotten me a kart as a present. They had been talking about starting me as soon as possible. I mean, I had toy cars before for practice. My first one was a bright pink Barbie car and I got that when I was 3.”
The clip changes to a different scene. This time, it was of a karting circuit. Multiple kids were aiming for the first place spot, but a singular pink kart was going around the outside, taking it from them.
“I remember my first time winning. It was 2008, a few months after I got my kart. All the boys there looked at me weird when I showed up with my hot pink helmet.”
“Where you scared?” the interviewer leaned in, awaiting the answer.
“Of the boys? Not one bit. They should have been more scared of me.”
It was now a black screen, but multiple voices shouted over it.
“Y/n L/n wins her first feature karting race.
“That is another win for the female karter!
“Y/n L/n wins the European Division for karting in 2010!
“L/n takes the 2012 Italian Karting Division Championship!”
“Karting will always be a part of me.”
“Who kept you going?”
The girl gave a sad smile to the camera as she looked down at her hands. She knew she had given them permission to talk about the subject. She just didn’t know that they’d go right off the bat.
“My godfather, Lorenzo.”
The screen changed to a clip of the small girl running to a taller man. The man was knelt down in the grass, arms open wide to catch the running girl. A gentle smile was on his face as he looked at the trophy in the child’s arms: almost too big for her to carry on her own.
“I believe that without him, I wouldn’t be in this chair. I owe it all to him.”
The scene changes once again, to multiple clips of an F4 and F3 car crossing the finish line.
“Y/n L/n wins her first F4 race of the season!
“Is she going to take home the championship today? Yes she does! Y/n L/n is the 2018 Formula 4 Champion!
“It is a new year and we are seeing a lot of new rookies in Formula 3. Hold on, is that Y/n L/n? Ah it is! So glad to see the girl here today especially after last year!
One of the regulars on the show, Will Buxton, was now in the seat.
“What are your thoughts on L/n’s rise in Formula 3?”
Will leaned in, getting focused.
“You have to have such a good foundation in your family and close friends, to be supported, to be good like that. Because without good support, a driver cannot be a good driver.”
“L/n is across the line to take home her first F3 race win. We were seeing her looking a bit down earlier, so I hope this brings her spirits up because she is making history today.”
“So, I was disowned right before that race that I won in F3.” The blond shrugged. “I really never had any good support other than like three people. At the time, two of them were just staff too.”
She giggled at the revelation, knowing what Buxton had said beforehand.
“Another win for L/n, making her the 2019 Formula 3 champion. Ladies and gentlemen, you do not want to miss watching this racer ever again.”
Somber music now plays in the background.
“How nervous were you when you made the jump from the Formula 3 division to Formula 2.”
The girl gave a nervous scoff. “I was terrified.”
Clips of pictures filled the screen.
“I had just lost the only person in the world who I know still cared for me.”
“Heir to the Alessandrino Fortune Has Died”
“Former Italian Karting Champion Lorenzo Alessandrino Has Passed Away”
“Lorenzo Alessandrino, 2001 Formula 2 Champion, Is Dead”
“Y/n L/n Makes Motor Sport History as the First Woman To Start in Formula 2”
“L/n Takes the Formula 2 Feature Race”
“Y/n L/n, History Maker: First Female To Win a Formula 2 Race”
The headlines fade into a video of the podium. A 25-year-old Max Verstappen is visible, holding the 1st place trophy. He is seen watching the 17-year-old Y/n L/n shed some tears during her national anthem, while pointing to the sky when it finished. He gingerly stepped out and handed it to her when cued. She graciously took it from his hands and offered him a wide smile. Max stepped back, watching the young girl openly cry in front of thousands. On the inside, he wished he had that strength.
“I could tell something was off that day.”
A new driver was in the chair. Male, blond, and in the same team uniform as the female was. Anybody who’s anybody knew exactly who that was.
He sucked in a breath. “Obviously, I didn’t know her or what she had been through at the time. Now knowing, I wish I had given her a hug.”
Max let out a chuckle as he reminisced on that day.
The screen flashed and the woman was back in the chair.
“I knew who he was. Everyone knew who he was.” Her hands waved around. “Max Verstappen, probably one of the greatest drivers to grace the grid. No one just skips most of F3 and all of F2. You have to be great. And that was Max.”
“Was he your favorite driver on the grid at that time?”
She let out a snort. “Oh gosh no.”
Everyone in the studio laughed.
The scene changed to you sitting next to Charles at one of the debriefs in Las Vegas. You had no clue why they put you there, because last you knew, you weren’t driving. However, they had said something about wanting the pole sitter and you (who had done the fastest lap in FP1) to talk for a bit.
Your cheeks were a bit heated as you were truly sitting next to your hero. Charles could only smirk at your very shy nature next to him. He watched you rattle off about some part of the car and the balance.
The Monegasque cut in.
“See, this is why she is perfect to be Max’s teammate. They could talk all day.”
Everyone around them laughed, along with you who gave some quiet giggles. You rolled your eyes.
“Let’s not talk about the fact that you have your own ‘Leclerifying’ hmmm?”
The girl smirked at the camera. “There was a certain McLaren driver that always tried to get the attention of a select Spaniard. If Lando was obsessed with Carlos. I was obsessed with the other Ferrari driver. I tried to get his attention on Twitter, er, well now X a couple of times. It was still Twitter when I was using it.”
“Of course I noticed her tweets.”
A new driver was now in the seat once again. This time, he wore the iconic Rosso Corsa team polo.
Charles smiled as he looked down at the multiple rings on his finger. His hand came up to his neck to fidget with a certain necklace. His smile grew as he thought on the memories.
“I thought it was sweet. A young driver was trying to keep up with the big leagues. I’m pretty sure I responded a couple of times. And Sebastian had put in a good word for her.”
“Sebastian?”
Charles’s eyes widened as he smirked.
“Vettel. He’s known her for longer than anyone here has.”
The scene changed again.
The girl was back as she clapped her hands.
“Charles made my day whenever he responded. To me it was probably like if Harry Styles responded to a fangirl’s tweet or Instagram. I always hoped that I’d make it to Formula 1 and could maybe drive beside him.”
“We were told that you know retired driver Sebastian Vettel.”
The blond smirked, not nervous but confident.
“Yeah, I know him. He was really good friends with my godfather.”
She leans forwards and fixes her shorts.
“It’s kind of how Max was close to the Schumacher family. Lorenzo worked with Seb multiple times in the very early 2000’s when Seb was still in karting. I want to say probably even before I was born as well. He was a little bit older than Seb, more like a mentor. I was able to catch up with Sebastian around 2020 and I got to meet a few more people.”
“People such as?” they prodded.
“Kimi, Nico, Mark. I’m pretty sure I met Lewis like once though when I was pretty young. Like probably around 2015. I got to watch a couple of Formula 1 races with them in 2020.”
The camera cuts to a man wearing the Mercedes logo on his polo. His braids are kept nicely as he smiles at the camera. They hand him a picture of you and him in 2015. His eyes are wide as he keeps looking at the photo and then to the camera.
“This was her?” Lewis questioned, letting out a small laugh. His eyes squint as he tries to get a closer look in the dark room.
The scene changes once again, the female driver back in the seat.
“Were you nervous that you might not have made it? To Formula 1 after what happened in 2020?”
The blond looked down at her hands.
“There were a few years where I was convinced that I wouldn’t.”
The screen fades to more headlines.
“Y/n L/n enters a second year of Formula 2 with PREMA”
“The Future for F2’s Only Female Driver is Uncertain”
“L/n Is Out of the Last F2 Race of the Season”
“PREMA Drops L/n for Her F2 Final Season?”
A clip of a meeting of some sorts flashed on the screen. You were looking quite down as you picked at the end of a table as someone read off a paper. You didn’t even want to pay attention as they were nailing the final nail into the coffin.
“Prema Racing has decided to let go of driver number 89, Y/n L/n. After the 2022 season, she will no longer race for or have any affiliations with Prema and will be replaced by Ollie Bearman.”
You spoke up. “But I have a contract until the end of 2023.”
The representative glared at you, before looking back at the page and kept reading. “Since driver 89 has underperformed in the past 2 years, Prema has decided to break contract. Compensation will be sent at a later time.”
Vito had silently grasped your shoulder to offer you some comfort, but the hurt had already been done. You were going into a season for the first time since F4, you didn’t have a secured future in the sport.
Ollie was sitting on the other side, watching you sadly as they basically read your death sentence. The camera zoomed in on you playing with a pen. If one were to look closely, they could see tears streaming down your cheeks.
Will was back in the seat.
“A driver without a contract or team cannot drive.”
The scene changes back to the driver.
“I mean. I had other options. On the side I was talking to Sebastian and even Nico. I was trying to keep my eyes open for something, anything. Except, it turned out that I didn’t need to.”
More headlines flashed.
“DAMS To Sign Both Leclerc and L/n for 2023”
“Y/n L/n Wins First Two Races of the 2023 Formula 2 Season”
“L/n Wins Her Third Race with Teammate Arthur Leclerc Behind Her”
“Y/n L/n Makes History Once Again: First Female To Win Formula 2 Championship”
“Y/n L/n: Youngest Driver To Win F2 Championship”
The girl is back in the chair, the spotlight on her.
“I didn’t know that I’d get the championship my final year. I was skeptical. I really thought that I wouldn’t be able to, since it was my final year, I had been dropped, and I had a new teammate. But I had a really good teammate and a better team. They really put everything into me being the best driver.”
“What did you think would happen after everything was over? You had won the championship with 1 race to spare.”
The girl swallowed before speaking. “Obviously, I thought I didn’t have many options. At the time, it seemed as though every door was closed. I kept talking to my manager about it, and every time he said he would come back empty handed. I even talked to him that morning, and he just had a sad smile on his face.” She paused. “I knew that even though I could be the champion, I had nowhere to go after that.”
The person in the chair changed.
“So, that was all a lie,” Vito spoke to the camera, a smile on his face.
The scene had changed. Vito Accardi, Y/n L/n’s manager, was seated in a chair. It looked like he was stressing over his laptop. Stella, L/n’s race engineer at the time of 2023, was seated across from him. He was silently tapping a pen on the table as he looked over the words on the screen.
“Too many junk emails?” she teased, settling into her chair.
The male shook his head.
The screen showed multiple contracts up at once, lines upon lines were highlighted. The headers at the top of each contract showed very recognizable logos.
He smirked as he looked directly at the camera. “I couldn’t tell her anything until I knew that there was something for certain.”
“How many teams wanted her?”
“All of them.”
The scene changed to a past driver’s get-together: one that no one had seen before. The group consisted of Max Verstappen, Charles Leclerc, Lando Norris, Lewis Hamilton, Fernando Alonso, Daniel Ricciardo. An odd group, but they were just waiting around (or hiding on a Wednesday).
Charles was looking down at his phone, while Max was watching him closely. The Monegasque’s fingers were typing at a lightning speed.
Lando was the one to point it out.
“What’s got you in a tizzy?” the Briton asked, pulling Charles out of whatever fog he was in. He quickly turned his phone off.
“Ferrari is wanting to sign someone else, but wouldn’t be able to do so until 2025. Except her manager insists on a seat for 2024.”
Lewis had his interest piqued. “It is Y/n L/n?”
“Yeah. My brother has put in great words for her, along with Sebastian. Pierre also says that Alpine is thinking of options too. She’s,” he huffed, “very good. Almost a little too good.”
The other Mercedes driver took a sip of his drink. “Toto was just talking to me about that, but he said the same thing. There aren’t any seats available until 2025. But he wants her.”
Lando rolled his eyes. “So we’ve all gotten the talk about how all the team principals want to sign her. Even McLaren is speaking about how to get her a seat somewhere. Testing driver or something like that.”
The older Spaniard spoke up. “It would be foolish not to. She has generational talent. Stroll is looking at her as well.”
“So are we. Except there aren’t any seats,” an Aussie added.
Max was quietly reading almost every article he could get his hands on about her. In the back of his mind, he knew that Checo was going to retire after this year (especially after what happened at Mexico). He quickly sent one to Christian, only getting a thumbs up.
Daniel bumped Max. “You’ve been quiet over there. What are your thoughts on the potential rookie?”
The Dutchman looked up. “What rookie?”
The scene changed back to the Italian man.
“I’ve been her manager for years. I knew exactly what she needed at that moment. Sure, I could have told her, but I knew she wanted to race in 2024 and not wait. I’m not her manager for nothing.”
“How did you get in touch with Red Bull’s Christian Horner.”
The man adjusted in the chair. “Well, even though she wasn’t on their junior team, the actual brand Red Bull was one of her sponsors in karting.”
The scene changes once again, this time the Team Principal of the currently reining team was now in the seat.
“Vito had gotten in contact with me when she first started F2,” the older Briton said. “But we wanted to see what would happen. We took a chance at Max, way back then. But this was a bit different.”
The interviewer asked, “Because she was a girl?”
Christian shook his head.
“Because she was 16 at the start: younger than Max was by two years. Sure, she turned 17 at the end of the season due to a later birthday in October. But, we took a step back to see what she could do, especially now that they changed the age rules after Max. She was dropped by PREMA, and we almost took the chance then to maybe bring her in as a development driver. But, Vito was adamant about her wanting a championship. She wanted records broken, and she did.”
“How did everything go down? Before she knew.”
He smiled.
“I called him right after I got the article from Max. Youngest to win an F2 Championship and a female on top of that.”
“Was everything pretty smooth sailing?”
He shook his head. “I was advised not to sign her, but I was told ‘no’ for Max and you see where that got me. I wasn’t going to let her go to a team that wouldn’t let her shine.”
The scene changes to the RB19 being driven out at the mock track for training. The girl’s white helmet was a stark contrast against the deep navy of the car. The camera panned to the mock pit wall. Multiple people pressed buttons as they watched you take lap after lap.
A much older man just looked on with pinched eyebrows, not really interested in seeing what the girl had to offer.
After the final testing times had been clocked, he stood up and slammed his papers on a table, before he left the pits. Christian smirked as he watched him stalk off. He knew he made the right call for the second time.
“How did it feel being in the seat for the first time?”
The girl, back in the seat, responded, “It felt surreal.”
She kept talking as the screen faded into clips of the car.
The aerial view watched as the car look several laps: getting close ups and shots of the car going around the corners.
“I went from having the door slammed into my face to the door being blown to bits.”
“Did Vito ever tell you that he was talking to multiple people at once?”
She looked at the camera. “He did. But he knew what I needed. That’s why he’s been my manager since 2018.”
The scene changes to multiple flashing cameras as the girl walked into the paddock for the first time in Vegas. The cameras followed as she straight up walked to the group of older guys, introduced herself, and followed Max as he walked away. The rest of the guys watched her animatedly talk to the man who hated every second of the Las Vegas Grand Prix.
“The beginning of your season was filled with a lot of highs,”
The screen flashes to multiple clips of you raising trophies, especially highlighting your podium in Bahrain.
“And lows.”
The female’s eyebrows raised. “No kidding.”
The scene changes to your car flipping in Suzuka before panning to people’s reactions. Many people immediately stood up. Others put their hands over their mouths. Many stayed sitting, frozen in shock over what they just saw.
The screen fades to black, but radio messages can be heard.
“Kid, you have to answer me.”
“Tell me you’re ok. You need to respond.”
“I can’t lose you too.”
Charles was back in the chair. Tears could be seen in his lash line as he exhaled a shaky breath. He closed his eyes, trying to get over his emotions.
“A crash like that doesn’t happen every day. It was awful, just waiting to hear back from her. Really took me back to 2014. Reminded me of Jules. On the same track. Rain. I don’t think I would have finished the season if she hadn’t made it.”
The scene changes to multiple marshals standing around the car, trying to get to you. Except, you were trapped. They didn’t want to start cutting, just in case there was a fuel leak. They did not need for the car to catch fire.
“I remember watching Lewis just turn around,” George said, now that he was in the seat. “He kept shaking his head and muttering. I couldn’t stop crying.”
“Y/n is a driver who was shy at the beginning, but then got more comfortable with you as time passed. She became precious to everyone on the grid.” Oscar offered a smile, but it fell short as he remembered Suzuka.
“There hadn’t-” Lewis began, but cut short. He swallowed before he kept going. “There hadn’t been a crash like that since 2014. And the last time it happened, he didn’t make it. I was honestly preparing myself for the worst.”
Max shrugged his shoulders, trying to be nonchalant. Yet, anyone could see that his hands were shaking just a bit, his fingers picking at his skin.
“She just wouldn’t answer. And then they got Arthur Leclerc on the radio, thinking that he could get to her. Even then, she didn’t respond for what felt like hours. We were all waiting, on the pit lane, just hoping that she’d start talking soon.”
“What did it feel like for you in the car?”
The female was back in the seat.
“All I really remember was seeing the sky and the grass as I rolled, and then nothing. I had totally blacked out. When I was coming to, I just remember hearing so much through the radio, I didn’t know what to make of it. I think I laughed as I answered. I was just happy to be alive.”
“We know that was your first DNF. Thankfully the second wasn’t as bad.”
“No kidding,” she laughed. “My car just doesn’t have very good balance.”
“You’ve had lots of podiums. Which one was the most fulfilling?”
The girl looked up in thought. Her eyes narrowed, truly going over her options. She didn’t want to have to talk about certain matters, but she didn’t want it to be brought up later.
She answered, “Imola.”
“What was so special or daunting because of it?”
The blond harshly inhaled, before smirking a bit. “Well, lot of people knew how it ended.”
The scene changes to multiple police cars around the paddock. The camera barely caught a glimpse of two people being let away in handcuff before panning over to the group of drivers. The lens zoomed in on your face, a big bruise forming by your eye. Max was standing protectively near you as Christian was still yelling at the people in the car. The other drivers can be seen hovering around the scene.
Max gulped before he sighed.
“I knew it was bad, but not this bad. I’m just glad that I had gotten to her in time.”
The female stretched. “Except I got a trophy out of it, so, I wasn’t too sad.”
The scene changes to the next race, where most of the drivers were waiting for the parade. They could tell that someone was missing. Except, right when Lando was about to bring it up, you walked in. Sunglasses were on your eyes, trying to hide the ugly yellow and purple blotch on your face. Except, it didn’t do too much to actually hide it.
“Afternoon,” you said, sipping on a drink that you brought. Your fingers took off your glasses, multiple drivers wincing. “It’s not that bad.”
Lando rolled his eyes before muttering, “They shouldn’t have been allowed back in.”
Max handed you an icepack, which you grabbed immediately. Logan brought you into a side hug and let you rest against him.
The Dutchman let everyone know that you had finally gotten your restraining order approved. Smiles adorned the rest of the drivers’ faces at the news.
An older Aussie was now in the seat.
“I wasn’t there when she met everyone. But I watched Max let her follow him, in Vegas. It was cute, ‘cause I’ve never seen Max act like that before. But she’ s been a good teammate to him. Not trying to be rude, but I’m also putting myself down when I say this: she has been the best teammate that Max has ever had.”
The scene changes to you and Max in a car on the way to a race. The two of you are seated next to each other and phones are in your hands. A sudden gasp from you has you reaching over to Max, your hand smacking his chest.
The Dutchman winces. “What?”
“Taylor Swift broke up with Travis Kelce. Fernando has his chance.”
Viewers would have thought that Max would seem uninterested, but his eyes widened and he was suddenly leaning over, trying to get a good look at your phone.
“You’re lying.”
“No I’m not. See?” You just handed your phone over and Max was instantly enthralled with the device, fingers scrolling quickly.
“It’s definitely like they have a competitive sibling relationship.”
Max watched as you were talking to Oscar, the afternoon after you hit his car. Max smirked as he walked past and bumped you on purpose. Your head whipped around, trying to find who did that. Once you saw Max’s shoulders shake as he walked away, it was over. You quickly said goodbye to Oscar before running up to Max.
What he did not expect was for you to jump on his back, almost sending him face first into cement. He stumbled but his arms were quick to grab your legs. Your giggles were loud next to his ear, but Max guessed that he’d let you stay.
“I know for a fact that it’s been good to see Max a bit more carefree. Y/n really brings out the good in him. She really does that to everyone though.”
Rain was pouring down in Brazil, due to a hurricane in the area. The race had been canceled and Max was just chilling in the garage. His eyes caught your figure walking out into the downpour. He watched as you just stood there, getting drenched. That was until you started dancing to no music at all.
Max got up from his seat and walked over to a manager.
“May I?” he asked, the manager nodding his head.
He plugged his phone into a jack and clicked on a specific playlist that the two of you had made together. Normally, it would be playing while the two of you warmed up to get ready in the car. But now it was playing as you continued to dance.
Max quickly joined you and bumped you with his hip. The cameras caught you looking up at your older teammate, whose body was quickly getting drenched. Before long, the two of you were dancing in the rain.
And very possibly, the other drivers joined in too.
“She really cares for him. It was like they met and clicked right away.”
Clips of you and Max filled the screen. Walking together in the paddock, signing things for fans, doing stupid things for media day, congratulating each other after races.
It showed you checking on him after a DNF, wanting a legitimate answer if he was okay or not. Once Max gave the thumbs up and Mitch told you that he was, the cameras in your car showed how your body visibly relaxed after know that he was ok.
“Sure, they’ve had their troubles.”
The scene changes to Max passing you in Monaco.
Your voice was heard over the scene. “What an asshole.”
The scene changed to you not letting Max pass and him hitting the back of your RB20 in Belgium.
“That was a rookie mistake.”
The viewers knew that they had deliberately cut a certain action out of the scene, but it was something that they were actually thankful that Netflix cut.
“But they always apologize and get back to it. I think that’s how she got her first win. She needed to know that they could truly work as a team.”
The scene showed you and Max giving each other a big hug in The Netherlands after Max won the Dutch Grand Prix.
The scene changes once more.
“How was it? Winning in the city of red.”
“Words cannot express.”
The screen showed you walking in on that fateful morning, bright orange car in the background. You waved to the crowds, who seemed to get louder with your attention. Your smile brightly shone as you kept walking, only stopping momentarily for a few autographs and pictures.
“Y/n L/n On Pole in Monza – Youngest Pole Sitter in F1 History”
“There she goes! Y/n L/n has won the 2024 Italian Grand Prix. She was starving, but now she’s been satiated. The youngest pole sitter and turned that into a win.”
“Y/n L/n – First Female To Ever Win a Formula 1 Grand Prix”
"Y/n L/n Hailed as 'The Long Awaited' by Italian Fans"
The camera pans to the girl standing on the nose of her car, hands stretched up reaching for the sky. Max, who had DNF earlier, came over. She grasped him tightly, legs around his waist. Christian was behind them, joining in the celebrations. Soon, the entirety of the crew got over the barrier and flooded the area. The two Ferrari drivers, in a respectable P2 and P3, watched as the female driver was almost covered by people. If it wasn’t them, then they were glad it was her.
The blond returned back to the seat.
“Let me tell you, the after party was probably my favorite part of the weekend. Well, besides the winning part.”
“After Monza, how did the rest of the season go.”
“Well, I did go on to win 3 more races.” The girl smirked.
Clips of the number 89 car crossing the finish line cover the screen.
“Y/n L/n takes her second win of the season after Monza in Mexico!
It showed you waving to the crowds of Mexico, flag draped over your shoulders with a sombrero on your head..
“A homecoming of sorts, Y/n L/n wins a third race under the lights of Las Vegas!
Your fists were clenched as you shook them while your knees were bent. The while Elvis suit kind of glowed against the night sky.
“L/n wins her fourth race of the season in Abu Dhabi. Ending a perfect rookie year on a high!”
The crowds watch you get on your hands and knees before your car. Your hands outstretched in almost a mock bow to the machine.
The scenes show the you hoisting up three more trophies, all while pointing to the sky after each one.
The interviewer looked down at their questions, before glancing back up at the girl.
“What was your worst race? One that you didn’t DNF.”
The girl didn’t even hesitate. “Qatar.”
“Why is that?”
She shrugged. “I thought it would be cooler.”
The screen goes black, but then changes to a very busy scene. People could see medical personelle holding onto a driver by their arms. Their legs all but dragged along the concrete. Lights flashed around as they brought her to a makeshift cot. Her helmet was ripped off along with the cloth under it. You gasped as you tried to catch your breath. Your cheeks were red and your hair matted with sweat.
“I need an IV and cooling towels now!”
“Her blood pressure is dropping, she’s going to pass out again.”
“Hey, you need to stay awake. Do not close your eyes.”
“Her breath is more shallow, she needs to cool down. Get buckets of ice and water.”
It changes to a podium, but only two drivers are present. It was supposed to be a Papaya sandwich after Oscar had gotten his first actual race win. They looked worried and barely stayed for the celebrations.
The cameras followed as the orange drivers as they ran to the Red Bull garage once the podium was finished. They expected to see you still unconscious, since that was the last they heard before the podium. Yet, they were surprised to see you upright and smiley. An IV was connected to your arm, but you were awake.
Oscar ran, before wrapping his arms around you.
“Do not do that again. I can’t believe that you kept racing.”
You smiled up at him and Lando.
“What can I say? I’m indestructible.”
“She’s impressive.” A German voices his opinion now that he’s in the seats. “I don’t wish to say it, but I’m glad she’s at the different team. I don’t know if we would have been able to give her the car that she needed.”
The interviewer looks a Toto for a moment, before continuing. “You think she’ll leave Red Bull at some point in her career?”
The Mercedes Team Principal shakes his head. “No. She’s going to stay until she retires. I’m sure of it. But who am I to talk about staying with a team forever.”
The scene changes to you and Max, both casually hanging out. You sighed as you looked down at your phone. Max quirked an eyebrow, but stayed silent, giving you the go ahead to spill.
“They’re asking again if I’m going to be staying past 2026.” Your arms waved around before you huffed and they fell at your sides.
The Dutchman rolled his eyes. “Are you wanting to stay past that?”
You grinned at the older driver. “Can’t go anywhere when I have the best here.”
The scene changes to the blond female Red Bull racer, back in the chair once again.
“Do you think you’ll ever move teams?”
She shook her head. “No, I don’t think I will. It seems that every racer’s dream is to drive for the team in red, but not mine. I’ve always wanted to just race for the team that will get me places, and I think that Red Bull can stay on top for many years to come.”
The interviewer continued. “What do you think you’ll do after Formula 1.”
She smirked.
“After, I want to collect. I’m thinking the triple crown. Probably go to endurance racing and then 1 year of Indy. I know I’ll be able to do it.”
“If you could have your dream team for Le Mans, who would it be?”
“Either Leclerc in addition to Max. I don’t think I could be anyone else’s teammate ever.”
Clips of Charles, Arthur, Y/n, and Max showed on the screen. They might look like an odd bunch, but they worked somehow. Arthur had been promoted at the end of 2024 to actually drive for Porsche in the 2025 Qatar endurance race. Late in the editing, they were able to sneak in a clip of the four of you celebrating after he podiumed.
“So, we heard that you and Max were able to sign new contracts at the end of 2024. How long are the both of you going to stay.”
The girl thought for a moment, trying to think of how to word it correctly.
“Well, we both have kind of open ended contracts like Charles signed in early 2024. Christian said that he’ll do his best to keep us there, but we aren’t bound. I plan to stay for a while and so does Max if they keep giving us good cars that can still dominate.”
“Do you plan to break any more records? You sure had a lot in the past season as well as early years.”
“How many do I have?” she asked.
The interviewer counted. “Five.”
She smirked for the final time for the episode. “Five? That’s hardly enough. Let’s make it interesting and get 6.”
Everyone in the room laughed at her joke.
The screen cut to black and the episode ended. Yet when the female racer retired, they went back and added one more thing.
“Y/n L/n went on to be the most decorated racer of all time. She ended up breaking 22 records in the duration of her entire motorsport career, that no one has been able to touch since.”
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