#thats not to say being sad is ILLEGAL now but

[s3lkie2sato]

i need to quit being so negative because i cannot keep making other people arpund me so sad

[balkanradfem]

I'm about to write something horrifying (to me) and I don't even know how to preface it. Some extremely cruel intentions, I guess.

So, I'm still searching for a roommate, with my add pleading for only women to respond. Of course, tons of males are responding eagerly, reassuring me they're better than any female roommate, and I say no. In most cases thats that, but I had a few phone calls that have been intense pressure and even difficult to get rid of. About three times now, different males called me with a proposition that they move in with me, and they would pay everything, rent and bills, on their own. This sounded like a nonsense proposition and I would say no and hang up as they're insisting and explaining and promising this would be ideal for me. Baffled by the nonsense, I assumed they wanted to do something illegal in here or wanted to have me kicked out and take over the apartment. But it was weird that it happened three separate times! And always the same proposition. I move in and pay for everything.

I was at the plant lady's house and I started to complain about the nonsense males say to me over the phone, and as I was explaining, her son entered the room and overheard the chat. He looked me in the eye and said 'Oh they want something else from you.'

I froze in embarrassment. Because I hadn't figured it out. And gyns you know me. You know with m*n I always assume the worst possible thing and I hadn't even thought of that. I didn't think, that my add where I'm only asking for a female roommate, would make them go 'Oh I'm going to move in there and make her my live-in prostitute.' 

I stuttered, saying something about how I thought they wanted to do something illegal, and plant lady logically argued it would be easy for them to do that living alone, they want a 'wife'. Disgusted, I protested 'But I didn't put out any info about my appearance, age, they have no idea who I am or what I look like!' 'Oh these people don't care' They both laughed at me. Embarrassed and mortified, I thought more about it at home. 

The only thing they knew about me from the add was that I was a woman, renting a place and looking to half the rent, and that I was unwilling to share my living space with males. And not only one, but multiple males came up with with the same scheme. In this scheme, the woman they're trying to exploit isn't even getting money out of it, only her half of the rent covered. She would have no profit at all, only to keep what she earns otherwise, and to be under the threat of being kicked out of her home if she fights him off.

If I had been someone a bit more naive or desparate, and said yes, can you imagine? Being threatened to be kicked out on the street unless I comply with their rape. They could easily do it if they pay for everything and are stronger than me. I'd become homeless. I did't realize what I was saying no to, because it was such nonsense to me, but a male only heard about it for a second and knew immediately what was up. So this isn't me assuming worst intentions, a male recognized their scheme instinctively. 

I'm sad and upset this keeps happening to me! I can't immediately hang up to any male voice because sometimes they're looking for accommodations for their daughters and I have to be sure. Don't worry though! Someone is coming to look at the apartment tomorrow, and it is a woman.

Stay safe everyone and assume the worst of males.

[uninformedartist]

So the new helluva boss episode 💀

The Millie arc was nice, but felt forced in. After the numerous complaints about her this episode's arc of her felt shoved in like to say "there see we giving you something about Millie now shut up". Idk it was nice but forced at the same time.

Barbie was really bìtchy like all of Viv's female "villian" characters she felt like Versosika 2.0. And I'm sorry and no offense to her VA but Barbie's voice sounds like Nails on a chalkboard, was really annoying to me personally especially since she has the stereotypically bitchy personality too.

Now my main gripe with the episode was how she didn't want to see Blitz again, with good reason he ruined her life in whatever way but ABSOLUTELY HATED how Blitz was painted in relation to this. How *he* now wants to help her, how *he's* remorseful and sorry after what happened between them and it clearly hurt Barbie to the point she resents him so much she doesn't want to see him but the audience must feel sorry for Blitz regardless of the fact that HE hurt her, like fuck off I don't feel sorry for him.

I don't feel sympathy for him. He stalked her at the rehab, came in illegally through the window of the rehab, berated the staff there threatening to kill them, harassed and assaulted other demons to give him info about her/access to earth via asmodean crystals and stalked her online via her socials.

I don't give a rats ass how much he wants to make amends with her, he's a disgusting being thats abusive/destructive, knows no boundaries and invalidates Barbie's feelings and desire to not be associated with him at all. That's not caring about someone so fuck off with this narrative the writers are trying to paint about him being so sad 😔 Barbie is this way to him, he's just trying to help he is a good brother see he's remorseful and tried everything to get through to her even though she doesn't forgive him nor wants him anywhere near his life. I just know the fans are gonna hate on Barbie, doesn't help Viv gave her a bitchy personality and have the VA give her a bitchy voice.

Whoo, anyhow positives. The animation was nice, good backgrounds and such.

Closing negatives. Millie and Moxxie didn't need to dress up as different genders, or have Moxxie in drag/millie in butch clothing. Which lead to 🙂🙂🙂🙂 ANOTHER FUCKING INCEST JOKE, like I'm done I'm tired, wtf is it with the incest jokes, 1st it was weird vines between Stella and her brother and now this. I just know the fetishists in this fandom are going to have a field day with this episode because 😀😀 Viv is handing them this disgusting content on silverware.

Horrible episode in general 3/10

[haewangsong]

If they did. JUST THE minimum of research.

They would've seen that the tweets were not only deleted and nonexistent, and that some of the things incels claim she did wasn't even things she did, just that she was tagged and incels are so fucking stupid they can't differentiate shit. But no! incels are trustable. incels know so much and incels do not have intent of harm. feminism is actually a societal disease and men should be allowed to murder and commit sex crimes against them on a daily basis but the moment a woman says she's fucking tired of all this she has to loose a career.

if i were them i would also think on how she was 18 at the time the tweets were made. and how women who commited crimes would get prosecuted so much faster and stronger than men who have done so, so much more. in how many of the aggressors of the nth room, that shot pornographic videos abusing literal CHILDREN, didn't get prosecuted or got lessened in their punishment over the last moments. in how this decision by the sk government has created so, so, so much of nthroom copycats.

i would also think on how much illegal spy cams still exist in the present, to the point a male youtuber can just walk around the city and make content of him catching them. in how many of these caught guys are more than 2 time offense criminals, how its basically a sport for men in korea to illegally shoot a woman's underwear in public because punishment for them is still weak.

i would think on how even right now to the present, these same problems still exist and the murder of women happen on a daily basis i open the news and find out a man has murdered a woman for no damn reason but he can receive less punishment because it is not a shocking thing anymore and men and more valuable assets inside korean society- so! she's bad!

i would also think about the fact that women born in the 90s were aborted so much because having a woman child is unlucky for the family- and being born in the year of white horse means that she's going to overrule men, and that isn't right, women should be submissive towards them, only for now in the present they dare tell the same women in the age to not have abortions because abortion is wrong-

a radical feminist because the fact that men want to see women sexualized without an ounce of context to the point it strips away their personality should be accepted without any complaints, but the moment a woman wants to lust after characters thats impossible and its feminism.

imagine being goddamn 18 and protesting because thats the life you fear. and getting fired because of it in the future, proving that you were right in being scared, being angry, being sad.

firing someone is so easy, lying saying that you're protecting the artist is so easy, so much easy than letting women have safe lives.

is the game really worth protecting? does a "small" company that is still stronger than an artist whos 22 really worth? i dont know!

[elftwink]

every few months or so i have to reach out to someone i inexplicably stopped speaking to for literally no reason at all and in my mind this doesn't impact the nature of our relationship in the slightest (i think ive seen a post floating around on here that phrases this like "i don't have a friendship decay mechanic" and thats pretty accurate to me as well) but it is literally so scary because other people definitely can feel negatively about this complete gap in interaction and read into it my intentions (or worse when its due to memory issues do that thing where theyre like "if it was important you would remember ergo i am not important to you") and its like idk how explain that life is just moving to damn fast like to me we may as well have been talking yesterday... makes me very sad because on the one hand people have a right to feel that way and i understand that it can feel like your time is being wasted or that the other person doesn't respect you enough to get back to you (because also. some people do deliberately ignore messages for these reasons unfortunately)

but on the other hand. for me i feel like im always on the back foot because i just dont have the capacity to actually keep up with everyone, and i barely have the capacity to do the apology rounds every few months. also i hate the apology rounds because even if i have every intention of keeping up with people it always slips. i dont think i was meant to live in a world with instant messaging i think we should go back to snail mail. i would also be bad at replying to people with it but at least i would have a better excuse

also sometimes im just like i must be inventing problems when i write replies to people like an email on average takes me 4 hours or so to compose if given my own time. for time sensitive work emails it's still at least half an hour to an hour, which is also about the time it takes me to compose a text message to someone (unless i see it right away and stream of consciousness my answer without thinking then i can do it in 2 minutes but if i dont do this at the exact moment i see the text i cannot do it at a later time). during this process it feels impossible to speed up but its obviously ridiculous for two emails to take the time of an entire work day. also i have to take a break after sending an email or text like it is genuinely really draining and there is just no way it takes this much time or energy for anyone else because if it did we would have made texting illegal by now. but at the same time no single component of writing an email/text is that obviously difficult or energy intensive so im like sweating blood for hours to produce something that looks like it took 3 1/2 minutes maximum like what is wrong with meeeeeee

also no i didnt send my email yet im procrastinating by writing this post. perhaps this is also contributing to my extremely long composition times :/ ok bye everyone if i post again in the next hour and it does say "yay i sent my email" or something of the like please yell at me

[theworldasiknowitnow]

This is going to be my first post, and gods is it going to be a long one. This blog is about how our world looks to me, a gay and trans man, in the United States. I apologize in advance for the length, I just know that at one point it will turn into a rant. Today is January 21st of 2025. This will start my daily blog. Since there was none yesterday to cover the tiktok ban that will be mentioned today as well. Thank you for reading, and keep your spirits high.

The world as I know it. Yesterday a majority of us woke up to tiktok banned, only to find the ban undone hours later. This wasn’t an accident. It was a political stunt to make T. look good. Do not praise this man. He was taking it away in the first place. He is the reason we lost our access to tiktok. This behavior actually mirrors narrcisistic tactics. The amount of people who were sad and scared during the ban bevause they were losing their main form of income was huge. So many people were concerned about how they would be able to pay there bills, others were worried about how they would get information out. This is exactly what the government is looking for. That cycle of fear and uncertainty leads to a codependancy or reliance on our government. Rule one of existing as two minorities? Nevery rely on a government, they will never have your best interests at heart, especially if your government is full of majorities (cough cough, straight white men, like ours is.) The codependancy that comes from banning tiktok, showing that they’re of banning tiktok, is meant to have people suck up to T. thats what he wants. Do. NOT. Give. Him. It. The government will always take advantage of its power to manipulatue us.

Second on our aggenda of things to talk about, so much of what T. has passed today is going against and changing our right against descrimination based on gender identity and sexual orientation. “Make america great again”? Great for who? Not for women or gay people or trans people. Not for the people who are still having to fight just to be on not even equal terms with the straight white men of this stupid societal higherarchy. We have fought for YEARS to get to the standing we were at, and now? Trans people can be arrested for being trans, nonbinary people? They’ve apparently ceased to exist. And just women in general are losing resources. It could mean nothing (I doubt it) but reproductiverights.gov has been taken down. The GOVERNMENT site for reproductive rights has been taken down. I really wish i was joking right now, but they are actually taking so much away from us. We deserve a chance, a chance to live with the rights of the men who came before us, rather than less rights than our mothers had. We should be moving FORWARD, but instead, we’ve taken fifty states back, and im afraid, genuinely so scared, that we will contunue to walk backwards until out backs hit the wall and all we can do is pray for the day that we have our rights once again.

Third for today, ICE raids. T. has declaired a state of emergency at the border and ICE is cracking down on immigrants. The hispanic neighbors you may have grown to love, the hispanic workers who do the things you arent able to, all of them will be in danger. Not just the “illegal” ones. Anyone with brown skin who doesnt have their papers on them while they’re out will be targeted. If you see and ICE vehicle shout “la migra!” (migration) or “ICE raids!” as loud as you can. If you see someone running from ICE and if you are capable, you should run with them. Confuse them, distract them, their target is harder to find if theres more people running. If your buddy goes one way and theres and ICE officer say they went the other way. Say they went any way but the one they went. Learn to identify ICE trucks so you can warn people properly. Distract the ICE officers in any way you can. Anything can help the people that are in danger, just keep anything you do legal, you cant help if you’re in jail.

Forthly, the CEO’s of tech companies at the inauguration of T. This will be a short one. Their presence at these events makes this country seem more like an oligarchy. An oligarchy is where its not “the president and the people” its the “president and the rich”. The rich cant lead our nations. The rich cannot fathom what we go through every day while they sit in their penthouses just rotting away. They cannot possibly understand what we need. We dont need a group of rich bastards in charge, we need people who understand us.

And finally, my full opinion on all of this. The rich dont belong in politics. They will do whats best for their pockets, not their people. They could care less if we lived or died, they just want to line their pockets and spend to try to ignore their depression. ICE shouldnt be taking perfectly good people who are just working to survive. ICE should be worried about people causing actual problems. We should keep protesting for our rights to equality, hell someone might even meet me at one of these protests. We need these rights, not just to survive but to thrive. And finally, dont thank T. for bringing tiktok back, he took it away, all he wants is for you to forget that and glorify him. Long live the self governed.

[decadentrot]

BNHA Dragon Pageant Au

Just wanted to draw dragons, also im trying to spread the dragons are puppies agenda. Also i imagined this au to be rather fluffy :D

So in this world people and dragons coexsist peacefully. That being said people tend to favor dragons that are more colorful and bright that can fly long distances while more muted/duller color dragons with disabilities are seen as very unattractive. Katsuki being raised by Mitsuki has a good eye for dragons and collects the most colorful beautiful ones and often puts them in dragon beauty pageants lmao Katsuki's childhood friend, izuku, generally just loves dragons and hopes to become a dragon veterinarian! So imagine his surprise one day when his best friend kacchan comes barreling in carrying 4 eggs he found when he fell into the river lmao and says he needs "useless deku to not be useless and help him hatch these dragons" cause he claims they will "be the most beautiful fucking dragons youve ever fucking seen and my old hag will finally start taking me seriously after she sees me win the pageant with these suckers" And so they hatch the dragons together and while Izuku learns more about the pageant scene due to Katsuki, he realizes how sad the dragon bias and discrimination is. So when he finds brown, dull color dragon Uraraka with her cute lil face, Izuku makes it his goal to also win the pageant with his "unattractive" dragons to prove a point. But of course Katsuki thinks Deku's new goal is a direct challenge to him and his precious dragons and that deku looks down on Katsuki's dragons as if he thinks his dull dragon can win which causes a tear in their friendship and their rivalry begins. Throughout the story, Izuku saves Tenya when he is being poached by dragon slayer Stain and also befriends the beautiful, but dangerous Shoto after he finds him running away from his abuser who bred him through illegal breeding markets.

I like to think the AU ends with Katsuki and Izuku showing off thier dragons at the pageant but then Izuku realizes that pageants are dumb and he doesnt want anyone to judge his poor dragons for things they cant control, not to mention he hates that his friendship with Kacchan was ruined over something so stupid, and so he forfeits the pageant. Izuku honestly just really wants his best friend back. Which means Katsuki ends up winning.... but of course KACCHAN IS STILL UNHAPPY with his victory. Much like in the beginning, Katsuki barrels into izuku's room, this time the eggs are now lil adorable dragons, and he yells at Deku for "giving him that pity victory and not giving the middle finger to all of those discriminatory dragon assholes" Izuku explains everything and they talk it out before eventually becoming friends again (in the bg their dragons are shaking their heads at how stupid their owners are and how they had to sit front seats to the shitshow that is their friendship lmao)

In the end, they say fuck the pageant and izuku runs his vet dragon clinic and katsuki runs an dragon adoption center/dragon egg daycare. He makes sure to beat up anyone who doesnt meet his standards for adoption and gives any injured abused dragon he finds to izuku to take care of. The End (*^▽^*)

SIDE STORY (why izuku is shoto's favorite):

Endeavor: OI OI OI IS THAT MY RUNAWAY!! SHOOOTO!!!!

Izuku: ...no? (literally has Shoto sitting on his hair hissing at Endeavor)

Endeavor: You've stolen my DRAGON??!

Izuku: Dragon? :)

Endeavor: YES! THATS MY DRAGON!!?! >:0

Izuku: DRAGON DEEZ NUTS ACROSS YOUR FACE >:D

Endeavor is so utterly humiliated and in order to save himself from this migraine inducing boy, he simply lets him go. Shoto is pleased by this victory.

[soundtechrapture]

Aaaaeeeeee sorry if this is coming out of no where.

But I saw your vent posts and just wanted to say that your not alone!

I’ve had plenty of moments where I felt self conscious, bad, and anxious about my feti//sh. And idk if it brings any help or comfort to say this, but that feeling starts to fade overtime. Once the years the pass, you grow older and meet people like you. Then you start to realize that this k//ink is just a part of who you are, and to just embrace being “weird” and have fun!! Especially since this is such a harmless fe//tish in the grand scheme of things. Because y’know what? There are people put there that are into much worst, and by that I mean illegal, shit. And if someone else is still so appalled/angry about others being into eproctophilia then they are simply a sad prude who hasn’t grown past their 2016 edgelord era. That is their problem, not yours to bear.

But uhhhh yea thats all I have left to say

Tale care 💜🦎

I've been trying to embrace it for a while now. It almost feels impossible sometimes. I'm not sure if it ever will get easier. My ex really fucked things up for me in that regard. But it does bring me a bit of comfort to know that I'm not completely alone, though. To know that there's people out there for me. Thank you for reaching out.

[autobots-in-training]

Hey Springer! I got a couple questions for ya!

1: What's your favourite colour?

2:Any favourite flavoured engeron goddies?

3: And if you could go anywhere in the galaxy where would you go?

4:Lastly If you were leader of anything who would you pick as your right hand mech/femme?

Springer- What's a femme?

Miko- A feminine lesbian.

Springer- Why are they asking if id make a lesbian my right hand mech?

Miko- Do you even know what a lesbian is?

Springer- Human women that likes other human women?

Miko- In the simplest terms, that is correct.

Springer- Why femmes though?

Miko- Aren't there more questions?

Springer- Oh right! My favourite color is purple, my other carrier was that color!

Miko- That's really cute! And green goes great with purple too!

Springer- My other carrier was great! And the next question... I don't really have a favourite flavor, Arcee and Aid do though, so i just let them choose.

Miko- Thats even cuter!! Springer, you are waaay too considerate of others.

Springer- I just care about my friends!

Miko- Am I youre friend?

Springer- Of course!

Miko- Fuck yeah. What's the next question?

Springer- If i could go anywhere in the galaxy... if i said "wherever my other carrier is" would i be teleported to him? We have no idea where he is now. I haven't seen him since before we left Cybertron.

Miko- What was he like? Well, first, what was or is his name? I know Prowl and everyone else's parents names, but not his.

Springer- Mesothulas. He was weird, but a good weird. I know I mentioned before that both my carriers were geneticists before the war, which was... kinda illegal. Even if they hadn't been, both of them were ostracized for being different. I never met anyone outside our little family until after the war, when my carrier brought me to the Autobots.

Miko- Oh. Thats really sad! I'm really sorry, Springer. I'm sure you'll be reunited some day.

Springer- I know we will! Arcee, First Aid and I are planning to look for Arcee and I's carrier when we're older! We'll find them some day!

Miko- Hell yeah! You should take me! I wanna go to space!

Springer- Hm... we'll have to ask your creators though. if they say yes, you can come!

Miko- Yes!

Springer- Even though the last question was kinda weird, if i had my own team, I'm have Arcee and First Aid as my seconds!

Miko- Isn't there usually just one second in command?

Springer- Second means 2 right? So Arcee and First Aid make two.

Miko- Press x to doubt.

Springer- Don't be mean!

*end transmission*

[bitchybylershipper]

grief is quite strange in my opinion. it never looks the same for every person. there are many things grief can look like. some people have outbursts. some people get physically sick. some people have shutdowns. it all depends on the person.

there are many ways that people grieve. i grieve by remembering. sometimes i grieve by regretting, but that is usually a gateway from remembering. sometimes the memories make me really sad. sometimes the memories make me happy. it all depends on context.

id like to tell a few stories about the particular person im remembering right now.

id like to start off with the fact that before he died he said he wanted us to put his ashes in a folgers coffee can. i feel like thats all you need to know about him already lmao. my aunt vetoed that one real quick. his urn ended up being a slender porcelain white vase-looking container. it is quite pretty. this is not a memory i get to share very often but it is one of my favorites.

he love, love, loveddd anything and everything spicy. like i am being so fr this guy carried a bottle of hot sauce in his pocket everyday. i am not kidding. i remember the birthday party we threw for him when he was undergoing treatment. i remember that we made him a gift basket with the spiciest shit we could find since it was pretty much the only thing he could still taste.

to add to that last part, he also really liked just eating straight up salt. my grandpa did too actually. (ah, you say. so thats where you get it from) i witnessed him eat a helluva lot of salt before he died. BUT. the funny thing is: when he died, his sodium levels were low. which always kinda makes me laugh when i think about it even thought its really not very funny. i think i just like the irony.

he loved fireworks. when i still believed in god and blamed myself for his death because i didnt pray enough, i told myself that everytime it rained and thundered, each lightning strike was him finding some fireworks and getting into trouble in heaven with my grandpa. each lightning strike was him telling us, its okay up here. youll be okay down there too. im still looking out for you.

to add to his love for fireworks: when i say that, i mean he loved fireworks. like the illegal shit that is banned in some states (including my own; he used to drive out of state to get fireworks for a good fucking show) one year, he lit one and it fell over before it went off. when it went off, it went straight into the neighbors house. (not like inside but like it hit their house) fortunately, it didnt escalate past that. to this day its me and my cousins favorite story to tell.

when they had to take him in for check ups and stuff, he always asked us to bring him original-flavor hubba bubba gum.

one of my most prominent memories of him is the time he drove me and my cousin home from basketball practice and sang alone at the top of his lungs to meet in the middle by diamond rio. he was so much fun to be around.

tonight im remembering by chewing grossly over sweetened bubblegum and listening to a specific playlist of country music that i made myself with songs that i associate with him. i miss him like hell. i really really miss him like hell.

[reveuni]

The Flower & the weed: chapter eighteen

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*ੈ✩‧₊˚ Synopsis: Yerim a girl used as a drug mule by her own mom. After a drug delivery goes wrong she flees the city and heads to the countryside where she meets a boy. He’s taking care of a garden behind school where he unbeknownst take care of a illegal plant

ੈ✩‧₊˚ Pairing:Jungwon x fem! drug mule! reader

Jungwon still managed to get home after some time of wandering around the small town drunk. He also got a good night's sleep in his bed with his dirty outdoor shoes on and still dressed in his usual clothes. He was still in deep slumber but the vibrating from his phone startled him awake, it took him a few moments to realize that the phone was buzzing because of text messages.

Jungwon rushed out of bed as fast as possible and ran out and almost fell when he kicked up the kickstand on his bike. The early morning was still pitch black and chilly the only thing that shined in the dark was the stars that the two had stargazed earlier. Jungwon started riding his bike as fast he could towards the neighborhood that Sunoo’s house was located.

He wasn’t even halfway there when he saw a girl run up the hill towards him wich made him stop in his track. He slowly started walking towards her to see if it really was Yerim.

"Jungwon" yerim said with a weak voice.

When he got the clearance that it was her, he smiled at the frightened girl and ran up to her and hugged her "You don't have to be afraid” he said as he patted her head. She started sobbing into his shoulder and he wrapped his arms around her tighter.

"Did you see your mom are you running away from her?” he asked still trying to comfort her as much as possible. He looked over at his bike which was now laying down on the ground next to them.

“She is here, why?” She said completely broken and sad. The quiet morning got interrupted by a distinct rumbling car sound that revved more as it approached the two. The car got louder and louder as it sped closer until they could hear its awful roar. “let's get out of here.” Jungwon grabbed Yerims hand and started pulling her back up the hill as she sobbed. She couldn’t keep up with him her mind swarmed with so many questions of how did she find her? Is this the end of her new life? Jungwon had taken her to a big tomato field, they ran under each plant to get further away from the mothers car they jetted to the ground next to the big plants who hid them well. Their breath was short, their legs was tired.

”Are you ok?” Jungwon asked short-winded. ”Is she really your mom?”

Further away you could hear a car door slam

”Ugh! This bitch!” Her mother was furious she went to the side of the road and stooped to see if her child was hiding in the plantation.

”This fucking bitch I can’t wait to catch her!”

After a while the mother had had enough of looking and drove off at full speed.

”Yerim I think she drove away” She leaned back against the tomato plant as she looked at the starry sky once again. His hand had snaked it way up to Yerims where it rested softly.

”What are u doing?”

”Holding your hand” By the gesture and his confidence in saying that, Yerim could feel her face getting warm.

“Anyways it’s a relief that it summer, so it’s not cold even tho it’s late. We wouldn’t be able to stay here if it was cold” She glanced at him before quietly nodding.

“Jungwon the truth is” The girl slowly started “That woman is my mother i guess you are curious since you asked” She hugged her legs closer to her body and hides her face not ready for what he will say.

”I’m not curious because of her being your mother I’m more curious because I’m worried about you”

”Worried?”

”I’m just worried about you. Why are that woman your mother of all people. Now I understand why you run away from home and I feel really sorry for your past even tho I don’t know about it. Ever since I met you, you seem strong but today and some other days you look pitiable so I get worried, thats how it is” He rubbed her hand with his finger which made her look up again.

“Thank you for saying that but I would like you to not worry about me, I’m okay” She assured him.

”Sorry I've just become so attached to you by the time we have spent”

”You don’t have to say sorry I’m thankful it’s just that I’m embarrassed running all the way here asking for money, growing weed and then leave this country, all that is because of my mother. But the most embarrassing thing right now is that you sympathize when you grew up normally “. The girl muttered to him.

“But what if my childhood was not normal? Could I worry about you then? I’ve been like you before I…..was the reason my mom died”.

5 years ago

“Mom where are u going all dressed up?”

“You know I’m going to a wedding I need to catch the bus soon and dad are going to the police station could you take care of your sibling?” His mom said after applying her lipstick.

“No I won’t”

“Jungwon why it’s a tiny favor anyways I’m going now could I get a goodbye hug?”

“Hurry and go the first bus is leaving soon instead of Jungwon taking care for Niki I could take him to the station ” dad said tired of Jungwons bad behavior.

“No! Jungwon it’s only for a few hours just check so niki doesn’t do anything he shouldn’t”

“No I don’t have time I’m going to meet some of my friends” He said already putting on his shoes.

“Yang Jungwon! Are you really going to do what you want always you have a younger brother why are you so immature?”

“What are you talking about how often have I done what I wanted?” He signed at her.

“All this time like making plans with your friends do you ever think about family? You didn’t. In the end you will only have your family so you should think about them a little” She slowly get teary eyes.

“It’s always family family I’m sick of it Niki is old enough to take care of himself why me. I’m so fucking tired of it”.

“What did you just say? Why are u making me sad” from all the emotions a tear began to fall from her eye.

“Stop with your babbling, I’m going now”

Jungwon slams the door and rides off on his bike to Sunoo’s house. While his mother still has her eyes on the door with her shoulders slumped, she wipes away her tears before making a call.

“Hi, I don’t think I can catch the first bus sorry, I will take the second bus later go ahead and take the first without me, see you later”

“In the end, my mom got on the second bus because of me. That bus got in an accident. If I just had listened to my mother and thought about family first and grown up earlier she wouldn’t have died it’s all my fault” He explained to her.

“How is it your fault? It was an accident” She pointed out with wide eyes.

”Everytime I see dad and Niki I feel sorry…so sorry” He sobbed heartbreakingly making the girl next to him cry again. Their tears that fell left wet tracks on their cheeks as they cried in a tomato field in the middle of the night.

“Are you crying? it must have been hard for you. I think it must have been hard for you as it was for me in some way but when I think about it you must have had it harder. I after all had the same experience as you, thinking I’m the one being responsible for someones else’s death when it was an accident.” She assured him.

“Are you talking about that time you told me you killed someone?” He questioned

“Yes I haven’t told you after all I was a drug mule by my own mom that day when you met me at the bus station, that was the day I sold something that killed my classmate” She waited for his answer but she was surprised when he seemed unconcerned about the whole incident.

”That explains why you said that when we first met”

”What if we both just tried letting all of this go? The world won’t end because we let go of a burden, right?” He calmly spoke and let out a small laugh looking up at her face the only source of light shining on her was the moonlight. Her eyes sparkled so prettily, even though her face was sad, jungwon couldn't lie to himself she was so beautiful. Yerim just hummed at his statement.

“Right by the way the kiss I’m sorry for running away after” he said trying to get eye contact with the girl who refuses to do the same.

“You don’t have to be sorry all the times, you were after all drunk but I was worried you would regret the kiss”.

”No absolutely not I actually like it…wait” he was caught off guard by his own words. He was surprised at what he just confessed to you.

”What?” The girl glances at him surprised.

”Nothing” he said as he looks away.

”Really? Are you still drunk maybe?”

”Nope I’m pretty sober”

”I liked it too” The girl muttered.

”Is that so” He said as he looks back at her with a small smile on his face. It was quiet between the two, eyes locked and hands locked. Jungwon slowly leaned in and placed his lips on hers it was a longer kiss than before, it was soft and his lips were so warm compared to the temperature of the air. It was only for a few seconds yet it felt longer.

“Thank you for everything since I came here” She said with a big smile on her face. Their nice moment was interrupted by the sound of sirens and car tires driving on the dirt road outside the field.

“Do you hear the sirens? Maybe we should run?” By the sound of the car Jungwon had immediately stood up in a flash, ready to take Yerim by her hand.

“Wait should we really run?”

“It’s better to run away now that they could be here at any moment” he assured her and guided her out from the field on to the road so they can run over to the woods next to the field they've been on. But they weren't fast enough two cars came from two different directions and out comes jungwon's father from the police car, out from the sports car comes yerim's mother.

”Jungwon and Yerim there you are!” Jungwon’s dad said.

”My daughter why are you not listening to your mom and running away? Why didn’t you answer my child. You were making me worried.” She held her daughter in her arms and pretended to cry. She wiped away the crocodile tears before speaking to the police man.

“Thank you officer for helping me I’m relived, we have to go home now so we will get going first, sir.” She slowly leads yerim away from Jungwon but they don't make it far before Jungwon grabs Yerim's arm

”Yerim are you just going to go with that woman are you just going to give up like this?!”

”Hey! let go of my daughter” her mother says while trying to separate them from each other.

“Jungwon I’m sorry, I like you too, no I just don’t like you I love you Jungwon I really do!”

”Let’s go! stop with your declaration of love and get inside the car” The mother finally separates them and drags Yerim to the car.

”Yerim I love you too please don’t go!” He calls out to her as his father holds him so he doesn't follow the car who drives away.

“Jungwon let’s go stop with your behaviour and get inside the car”

“Yerim why are you going, why?” Jungwon muttered to himself with teary eyes once again. He stood there watching the red sports car drive away from the place where he last felt her touch.

The red sports car didn't make it far until the headlights went off on the side of the road.

“Fucking bitch you had the nerves to betray me? Is this how you repay me?”

“Stop with the repaying thing. Are raising someone just giving them food. Are you raising someone just by taking them to school?”

“Where did you get this nerve” her mother snorted.

To raise someone you need to love that person. Just don’t try to find me I’m not your daughter you fucking hag. You wanted me dead so pls don’t look for me I’ll live as I was dead I’m begging you!” This was the first time she raised her voice at her mother her body shook so hard that she thought she might fall apart at any moment. She couldn’t take it any longer, Yerim stepped out of the car ready to run off again but her mother was quick, she opened the driver door and walked with determined steps towards the girl. Her hands comes into the encounter of Yerims neck pressing her fingers so the girl can’t properly breath.

”You crazy bitch did you think you could steal from me. You theft I’m always on the look for you to the day you repay me. Where are the stuff?”

”The stuff? Why are you asking me you are the one who forces me to have the stuff, let go off me!”

”You are going to die in my hand tonight! Die, you bitch die!” She begins shaking the poor girl with the same grip as before. Yerim is on the verge of collapsing, but it won't last long until you could hear sirens like before approach the two.

“Stand straight your idiot” She let go off her marked neck and without the support of the mother's hands, she collapses on the ground. Squeaky breathing could be heard from the girl,she felt dizzy, shocked and completely drenched in cold sweat.

”So here you are woman we have been searching for you, you are under arrest for violating the narcotics control act”

“Arrest her” He orders to his colleagues.

”Miss you have the right to remain silent”

”I said stand up straight bitch” she whispered to her daughter so the police men could not hear them. The woman grabs her and tries to pull her up from the ground. But the policemen pulled her away and handcuffed her and lead her away to the police car, so that Yerim falls back to the asphalt.

“Arrest are you kidding me! Let go of me dammit! What about Yerim?!!” The mother's voice becomes more vague the further away she is taken until the car door closes in front of the mother's face.

”Yerim right?” One of the head policeman ask her.

“Yes” she said with the inability to talk properly.

“Are you the one who called when Joohyun died?”

“Thats right sir”

“I just wanted to ask you about something”

“I didn’t kill her” She muttered to him.

“Sure, I was not suspecting you I should say it’s thanks to you we can find the culprit. Anyways come with me first”

“Why” she said trying to look up at him but her eyes fluttered too much for her to see him properly.

”It’s only some questions for you all you have to tell me is how you lived and what you did until now and then we can help you further”.

[binalakai-archive]

🍅🧅🍏🥑 wahoo fruit party!!

How misunderstood is your OC? In-universe or IRL. oh god. okay. okay Hue Man on Earth is a story that is. REALLY hard for me to share, despite how much I do try to talk about it publicly (or at least update my toyhouse as much as possible when i feel like doing that), there's always that sense of. people either boiling my characters down to Tropes/who's the Bad one and who's the Good One. whos the character thats meant to be a personal attack on someone (none of them are) n whos the character that is meant to be relatable (none of them are PURPOSELY written to be that way) n it just. really goddamn sucks sometimes. i could talk about specifics with my main trio specifically, over the course of time that i've had Hue, Magni, and Clyde, theyve all been weirdly misunderstood in their own way that i have gotten to the point of having to reevaluate those folks n look inward into seeing if that perception of themselves can be weaved into the plot. but honestly i think ill catch myself in a bad mood atm if i think about it too hard. tldr on that; i try to microdose my story when sharing it to others, n even then i get really nervous about the idea that my story wont be valued/understood as a whole, which is partially of my own doing as well bc i do have a tendency to Put a Lot into characters once i get super attached to them. ..so nowadays im too burned out to do that :"P once i make that pitch bible, it probably still wont fix that, but its still a project im committing to nonetheless! 🧅 [ONION] What is surefire to make your OC cry? Who knows of this information? Hue) hard to answer with a creature like him. objectively, he doesnt cry. its not needed for him to release emotion the same way it does for Earth-things. but he does it anyway, or at least the equivalent (letting go of parts of his body in droplets from his eyes, just for them to crawl back to his body) it's less about "am i sad right now and do i have to cry" and more like "is crying appropriate for this situation.". after his Human arc in arc 5, its something he actually stops doing as a whole because experiencing the feeling of crying in a human body like. Actually Fucks him up REAL bad NJWKEFNAJKWFNAKWEF Magni) the "sillier" or "unrelated to themselves" the issue is, the more theyll have a tendency to genuinely cry over it. they cry when they know no one else is there to mourn over the problem they're crying about, which is why they'll have a very Stone Flat Face when Witnessing the horrors, but will have an absolute meltdown over dropping their favorite cup Clyde) Honestly that motherfucker will cry over. like....anything? Honestly? to the point where it can be unpredictable. Clyde's emotions are based less on the Cause of Crying and more about the intensity of its emotions. any time it gets overwhelmed, it will cry, and its been labeled a crybaby inuniverse because of that 🍏 [GREEN APPLE] How do they differ from the norm and how are they punished for it? answering this all together, and honestly without having to like. explain the whole plot of HMoE in one setting. Hue seen as different from the norm not because he's an alien but because he's technically an illegal immigrant, Magni and Clyde are autistic PoC that also Do Not Fit Well into their hometown whatsoever. may i need to say anything else. 🥑 [AVACADO] What will they never back down about, even if it makes them seem bad?

Hue) trying to be seen as a good person, even if it means doing the most heinous shit possible (as long as he's able to hide it/insist on good intentions) Magni) trying to be seen as the Right Person, even if it means twisting things in their favor SPECIFICALLY to be right (though will admit to it redhanded if theyre caught, more out of being impressed if anything) Clyde) trying to be seen as the Truthful Person, even if it means ruining everyone's day/life about it (it''ll try to seem like it doesnt care about being "bad", but it very much actually eats away at it. every single damn day)

[moodindigov]

hey guys nerd moment about the title of the fic (this is long im sorry)

mood indigo was actually a jazz song released in the 1930’s by duke ellington, barney bigard with lyrics by irving mills, except bigard said that its real credit is derived from his clarinet teacher, Lorenzo Tio’s, melodies. so that clarinet part like biagrd’s solo? yea that was Lorenzo tio’s melodies that weren’t full developed and when bigard did finish them and show them so ellington, he liked it and it was included. and like its almost impossible to tell where ellington’s collaborators part begin bcs apparently he’s js that good at blending that stuff idk (dont take that last part as a fact thats purely from what i remember.) anyways, mood indigo is about a little boy and little girl who are eight. girl loves boy and while they never acknowledge the feelings, the girl waits at her window bcs the boy visits her. and the song basically describes the feeling the girl had when the boy didnt visit her. so you may be asking, duct why would u choose something like that as a title for a book about the slump in london 1930s and about criminal organizations? well, dear anon, here u r:

1. literal (?) meaning; im gonna be so honest with you i purely got this idea from brendan and neksa / jess and morgan. i couldnt stop thinking about that wonderful art i found of brendan and neksa it was of neksa as a raven or crow i dont rmb but point is that its gorgeous and stunning i love it. the idea that brendan denies his feelings of love for her purely because he half doesn’t want to acknowledge that he’s become so attached to a person in such an intimate way and half because he just cant risk his father (or anyone) finding out that he’s gone and practically betrayed his dad’s whole like symbolism in tje trading world (remember they don’t like the library. yk how contradicting it would be to have one of the biggest illegal book trader’s son dating someone from the library, especially someone who works in like the same facility as the archivist? yea its damnable like no ones gonna trust ca. brightwells or his business anymore.) anyways the literal meaning: girl is sad bcs boy didn’t visit/come back to her. brendan literally left neksa (the woman he was oh so deeply in love with) because he didn’t want to hurt her and played it off as the fact that he didn’t love her. and when jess comes back as brendan (lmaoo) i feel like you can imagine the smallest sliver of hope she had that they can be something again but its practically disappeared next to the pure anger and grief in her heart. and when neksa dies, brendan can’t visit her anymore. its literally not possible. (until he died then maybe they could be happy tgt). this is so many words words words guys i promise im not actually this much of a nerd on a daily basis this is just interesting to me. anyways, once again, girl is sad bcs boy didn’t visit her one day. umm we can go back and look into jess’ past: boy is eternally sad bcs his brother died. aka: boy is sad bcs his brother can’t visit him. like ever. sad sad sad moments💔💔

2. this is like an actual stretch but um i consider it okay so basically girl being sad is jess boy who didnt visit (or wont anymore) is a semblance of love or sanctuary. throughout the series its obvious that jess just doesn’t trust his family. im pretty sure he even says it like he does not trust them. but hey, maybe he did once. maybe he did when he was a little boy who had an older brother who he could rely on—one that taught him how to walk and that taught him the basics. someone who he could go to for advice and who could help him keep his head above water. now we don’t have a characterization, but i’m going off of @thegreatlibraryfangirl’s advice and kinda semi-making my own..so um sorry if u dont like that guys..but anyways i feel like the moment jess starts to really rely and trust the other’s is the moment that melancholy feeling, that mood indigo, goes away. it doesnt go away completely, theres always gonna be a solid chunk never satisfied but thats okay because he has people he can trust with his life that will help him get through it. not only this but the bond that jess and dario (will) share in this au represents that. they’re both young—maybe 13 max but they both lack one thing that only they can give esch other; sanctuary.

[pixeljade]

AI isnt ingerently bad in and of itself, all it is is machine learning systems which can be applied to ethical sources and used for all kinds of things. The problems are specifically that they are 1) often used currently as smoke and mirrors for theft in cases like the text and art generators. if you train an AI on sources you dont inform of this and compensate properly, it is simply theft put through a blender to hide it; 2) it is being used to replace jobs of people in an era where jobs are still necessary to survive. Duolingo for instance fired most of their translator staff, and translation is increasingly a job being replaced by AI. Those Translators affected deserve a safety net for the collapse of their industry. This is also true of a lot of the non-text-and-art AIs, where they replaced jobs which used to exist...but its starting to become a more significant problem now; 3) It can lie and quite often businesses are propping it up as a source of accurate information. Theres been a number of mushroom identification platforms which have been using AI and making up shit, which could easily get someone killed. AI should be illegal for use such as that outright; 4) It can retain and amplify biases of the people it is trained on. I'm sure we've all seen the video where the guy asks an AI to create images of autistic children, and how it produced a bunch of sad white boys. Some AI companies are trying to fix this by throwing in "diverse" as a keyword for the AIs, so they dont do that, but thats really just a band-aid. Even looking at AI training in Videogames, lets say they use it to animate a walk cycle for a gay character, and they logged mo-cap videos of several actors who they told to walk like a gay character. It might end up showing those characters walking like a stereotype. The AI model needs some built-in way to recognize biases and counter them intelligently, and I'm not enough of a programmer to figure out exactly how--honestly, this isnt even a fatal flaw, I'd say this is just one we need to be aware of and improve the technology with it in mind.

Like. There's plenty of uses of AI which are good. Its just that there's flaws which, in the current model, are being brought to light by the way people are using this new technology. If we put in some regulations to protect jobs and eliminatetheft and misinformation, and refine the technology further, I do believe we can find a way to integrate AI into life in a way that is ethical and helpful. For instance, as a cartoonist, I hate drawing backgrounds: if I could draw a handful of backgrounds in my style and train an AI on it, then use it for backgrounds I dont care much about (and edit them so that they fit a little better) I think thats fine. There's no theft, there's no misinformation, I wouldnt be hiring a background artist since I'm poor anyways so its not a job loss, and if any biases do show up I'm at least there to filter them. There ARE ethical uses, we just have to start approaching this issue with nuance in order to divide the ethical from the unethical.

Some of y'all will see the word "AI" and freak out without actually processing anything that's being said like a conservative reading the word "pronouns"

[1d1195]

SAM MY LOVE I FORGOT TO SEND IN MY FEEDBACK😭

I typically write out my thoughts on my notes app(have a folder just for your stories🤧) bc this is me trying to be organized lol . Anyways this time I did fully put down my thoughts I just forgot to send it through here like a dummy lol BUT I DID NOT FORGET ABT YOU BESTIE!!! So here are my thoughts lol

YOU TRULY KNOW HOW TO KEEP THE STORY GOING IN SUCH A GOOD WAY!!! You know I love anytime Niall shows up in your stories bc you truly write him so well, I NEED HIM!

when i tell you once I read that she unexpectedly feel down, I just knew that Ava was behind bc my heart DROPPED! And then she apologized, my heart felt so sad :( I mean I can't blame her because I do the same thing too and it's a hard habit to break! Then them talking about the eggs... PAIN PAIN PAIN ALL AROUND! But I like it, it keeps the story moving!

Also I am not mad at here for wanting to be friends with him at all! Like personally I would have just been stubborn and guarded but I know I would have folded soon lol BUT THATS WHY I AM NOT HER, SHES HER OWN SELF! And Niall is gone so I don't blame her and shes in love so yeah lol oh and that "munchkin" part 💔💔💔 so good!

NOW I HAVE NEVER BEEN SO HAPPY TO KNOW THAT SOMEONE WAS CHEATING EVER!! like I really felt that Ava was cheating or had cheated on him and like it was so satisfying to see that unfold, like it may sound fucked but it felt nice to know lol And maybe Im feeling just a tad bit petty but I kinda liked to see harry grovel a bit but only a tiny bit! bc it is very hard to get out of a toxic and manipulative relationship and it is something hard too do no matter shitty it was! He does has some healing to do and its a process but still happy for both to be out of it ya know.

And the end... SAM😭😭😭😭AHHHH so so so GOOD!!!!!

Side note I saw that some anon was just being straight up mean and that is not okay. It's one thing to give constructive criticism and that's fair but there is no need for just straight up saying they don't like. we all experienced something not being for us and that's okay but I would never just be mean to that author, ever. And I want you to know for every thing you post no matter what is such a gift! And I want you to never forget how loved and appreciated you are! love you so much!-💜

I'm OBSESSED A WHOLE FOLDER AHHHH 😭 I don't deserve you

I love Niall so much if I wasn't a Harry-girl I would be feral for Niall. Honestly, sometimes I still am. I see tiktoks of him and I'm like 🤤 Personally, I think he should be illegal. He's really fun to write and I wish I could tear myself away from Harry for two seconds to write a fic about Niall.

I'm glad you feel that way about her wanting to be friends. I really wanted to them to NOT be friends but I also would have folded very quickly. I also wanted to keep the plot going and I didn't want to be like *seven months later* because I think the whole Niall moving thing is still fresh so idk it made sense when I did it so I'm glad you're good with it! I love my munchkins 💕

When i started this story I didn't WANT you guys to like Ava but I wanted to keep an air of mystery but I think everyone assumed she was probs doing something worse (not that that makes Harry's thing okay) but again part of my process was ensuring that Ava would sound AWFUL when the time came to announce her secret.

Don't you worry about groveling and healing, I got you covered 🤣

You're so so nice 😭 I have a bit of a pleasing-complex so I feel so bad when I disappoint people. I shouldn't let it get to me but it's easier said than done.

Thank you for your message I love you and your brain so so much 💕

xoxo

[blkjck23]

Writing Again

So I have decided to finish my novel.

I am a writer but I haven't been able to finish any of my novels in the past few years. I have written few poems in bits of paper but thats it. Anytime I try to write again something blocks me most of the time its writers block or self editing. some of my novels, I put of in writing because I tried to jam myself into a specific genre. So instead I decided to write one that wasn't a full on member of any genre. I would finish it and then decide its genre.

most of my ideas for my novel comes from my dreams sometimes I see a flash of a scene a conversation or as in the case of my current novel the entire story .The problem is I only have the story I need to fill a book with it. my main problems are I'm in college the workload is big. I have a heavy case of writers block also my ADHD prevents me from concentrating on anything. But I guess the biggest problem for my lack of time would be my addiction for tv shows.

This addiction started as a defence mechanism for the trauma inflicted upon me by my parents. My father is an emotionally manipulative abusive alcoholic control freak who hates his family because we took away his freedom and his chance at happiness rather than being his source of happiness. My mother who thrives feeds of and enjoys the conflicts she knowingly create in which my father loses his temper and becomes violent and me and my brother have to get in between. My brother much like my defence mechanism had one of his own unfortunately it was not healthy as mine he shut off completely and had a sociopathic level of lack of empathy and narcissism.

I can count the days my parents haven't fought in my fingers. There hasn't been a day in my life where I wasn't afraid a fight may break out between them. The only way we knew to reduce the fighting was keep them apart but as one of them or even maybe both of them loves conflict its almost impossible to keep the peace.

I often feel sorry for my brother I remember him when he was a kid before his defence mechanism kicked in he was a very good and sociable person and that person is gone now my worry is that there might not be anything anyone professional can do for him as he may be too far gone.

As I look back on my days as a kid not in the last 19 years have I had a day that I can say that was my happiest day in my life as no day has ever been come where I haven't been scared or sad or even felt peace. Even the closest I have had are when I would spent a day with my father alone I would have a semblance of peace these days but very short lived as he took it as a way to blame antything on my mother.

As a young age I took comfort in reading I loved it I started my debut in famous five and harry potter but as the years pass by I lost my patience with book as they were not fast enough to help me with my increasing sadness .

My sadness didn't turn into depression until l was in my teens,13 to be exact it was the age when I started to feel the impact of my parents on me and my sad mind set soon became full on depression unfortunately no one in my family had much faith or never heard of Depression so I was helpless.

13 is also the age of my first suicidal moment it was after the biggest fight my parents ever had so big I was so afraid. I was 13 I had no idea no hope so I decided to kill myself I wrote my suicide not on my bedroom wall illegible of course and waited for my house to be empty so I could do the deed .But I had a long wait ahead of me and the way I chose to pass the time was watching a tv show I borrowed from my cousin I started by watching 1 episode by the end I had watched 23 episode per season or10 season 2 days had passes along with my suicidal thoughts the tv show was called friends. I made it my life's mission to find tv shows like that and that led me into the wide variety of interests all of which made me become who I am and I used pictures of characters from the tv shows to cover my suicide note on my wall ever since then I've been addicted to them. I wont say it isn't healthy because in my entire life it was the thing that raised me it taught me right from wrong it taught me about love it raised me to be a good person it taught me to be a gentleman and by the time I was 15 it was my only source of happiness in the middle of a million sources of sadness after that I had 3 more suicidal thoughts all of which were thrown away by the tv shows after a while I restarted my reading habit but when the books got expensive it was lowered. Any way that's how I was addicted to tv shows and it is a big part of my life.

In my senior year of highschool my yearly allowance to buy books of a .1000 bucks which could only buy me 3 or 4 books stopped and I stopped reading for a long time and I got out of the habit I have restarted it again but it is coming on slowly I have also started the habit of watching old american hollywood movies, the real classic feelgood ones and juggling to keep the time with them is hard.

So finally after the movie stuck in love I decided to start writing again and I think tumblr may be a good spot for me to start posting some of my poems.

so if anyone wants to use them just mention its from me and this account and quote away, not praising my self but I think some of them are good.

Thank you for reading the therapeutic ramblings of a sad mad man.

Thank you