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stargazerdali · 4 months ago

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vent post, read it if you want I guess but I am not very nice to myself

at the end of my mf rope rn and I gotta get it out. I have fucked up, in either large or small ways, every single thing I have done in the past month. Literally every single thing. We do not want to do things anymore because we haven't successfully done a thing since like. Mid June.

It would be one thing if it was like. New stuff. I can mostly handle being bad at something I've never done before. But we are fucking up at shit we do literally all the time.

I am One (1) more mistake from turning into the local wailing banshee in the woods.

#vent #i think the fact that nobody is getting mad at us for these mistakes somehow actually makes it worse?#because it's like they expect us to fuck up #like oh yeah #thats just beau he cant do things without making some sort of crazy error that messes up the whole thing #like oh! we just suck! like fundamentally!#nobody expects anything of us or trusts us to be able to do things or handle any amount of responsibility #and we cant even really blame them tbh because like #theres been no evidence to the contrary!!#we keep just! repeatedly! fucking up!#just a lack of foresight or pure forgetfulness or a misread of am instruction #sometimes i really just dont know how to do a thing but it's a thing i really should know at my age?#its really frustrating #and i dont know if we need more or less grace about it from others #could probably use some more grace from myself but tbh that isnt happening any time soon

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