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miesozernacma · 3 months ago

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5am is a wierd place to be.... on the day of Christmas eve of all days also

like why now

#was it the yt shorts #or the bowl of spaghetti i scarfed down at 11pm with my sister #difference between us is shes asleep #and not feeling kinda bad about her Xmas gifts she got for our parents #i made poor choices and now i cant let them go #i feel a lot of pressure. i did kind of make a last minute purchase i really just didn't know what to get #one thing that bothers me #the tradition of MUTUAL gift giving in my family?#like me and my sister Also getting our parents something? that started like a Year ago. and unprompted i feel like #thats how i remember it anyway #i remember my parents got me a weighted blanket and then they were like “u got anything for Us guys?”#and we were kinda like 👁️👁️ ermmm #or was it just me am i just the fucking always unaware child #whos also extremely prone to stress and pressure and just bad vibes in the house so i just fucking sit in that shit #until it passes or i start bawling i dont fucking know #i hate this i hate everything i want to run away and never come back to this house #i never want a family christmas again i dont even fucking care i hate this amount of pressure #that i just. feel #i feel like im complaining like a spoiled child rn like omgg i have to get someone PRESENTS?? ughh but its soo hardd finding/pickin anything #im sad and im scared and im gonna cry about this now ill just get it partially over with or whatever #miesozernacma #vent cw #vent #vent post

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hinamie · 6 months ago

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in spite of everything, I had fun <3

#my art #jujutsu kaisen #jjk #jjk fanart #jjk spoilers #jjk manga spoilers #jjk leaks #yuji itadori #fushiguro megumi #nobara kugisaki #itafushikugi #jjk 271 #well we made it :'>#im kind of ignoring a lot of the tag rn ghsdff ik people are upset #if u follow me u know th full extent of my thoughts on the wrapping up of the series but tl;dr the caption says it all #this series meant a lot to me and im working on a bigger tribute to fully express that love and gratitude #but take a redraw 2 tide u over for now #im just so happy. its bittersweet but those r my kids n theyre tgt and theyre okay #i think the return to normalcy is good fr them. i say let them rest n b together n process everything in time #/i'm/ satisfied with what i got out of jjk as a whole and that's all that matters to me #however ik that not everyone shares tht sentiment n thats valid!#regardless of how u feel abt the finale i hope that u at least take time to remember things abt the series that brought u joy #thats all i can say #oh yeah anyway i lightened up megumi's expression his face is so funny in that panel i can't believe he really said -_- until the very end #still tho i think megu deserves a content lil smile

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naturecalls111 · 5 months ago

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unorthodox murder mystery

#zosan #one piece #roronoa zoro #sanji vinsmoke #fanart #okay so basically this concept is ok so basically #its a murder mystery where those who are murdered on the ship actually turn into VAMPIRES #but theyre like #guys. how the fuck do we not know who the vampire is #like what do you mean you are literally still alive after being 'killed' and somehow you dont remember who killed and turned you #zoro: well whatever. im still gonna be the greatest swordsman #sanji: right ok so hello FUCKFACE. DUMBASS. GREATEST SWORDSMAN THAT IS ONLY AVAILABLE DURING THE NIGHT OR WHAT–#sanji: CAN WE FOCUS ON THE FACT THAT WE JUST DIED THAT WE JUST CAME BACK TO LIFE THAT WE'RE IMMORTAL NOW. THAT I CANT TASTE THE FOOD I MAKE #zoro: wat dat gotta do wit me #sanji would be suchhhh a good vampire feeder but a terrible vampire I think #thats my opinion stop throwing rocks at me what the hell #anyway i dont actually know who the vampire on the crew woudl be #thats the mystery #its a mystery to the creaotr of the au as well obviously... or else whats the point.....

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lucabyte · 8 months ago

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On autonomy, and what it means to be Obliged to Help.

Bonus:

#a homestuck walks into an antechamber and asks #hey is anybody going to make this dynamic wholly deterministic and thus dubiously consensual by its very nature #ANYWAY bigger ramble below. scroll down like usual #isat spoilers #isat #isat fanart #isat siffrin #isat loop #sifloop #THATS RIGHT WE'RE STILL SHIP TAGGING IT BABYYYY #in stars and time #in stars and time fanart #lucabyteart #RAMBLE START: anyway i think loop is wrong here. they have it backwards. as-- in my opinion--#the main reason they could be called back into existence postcanon is because *their* wish for help is still not complete #they still need help. siffrin still needs help. neither of them will ever stop needing help.#they will thus uphold the wish until the end of siffrin's natural lifespan.#that said. what does it mean that loop can be so wholly forced to abide by siffrin's wants?#(assuming the dagger cutscene posession is them being forced to uphold the 'help siffrin' wish via harsh universe logic)#[as opposed to something capricious and cruel the change god did. which feels out of character for the change god to me?]#much like how the island wish and duplicate objects are neutered by simply sliding off people's brains...#is loop subtly ushered toward their wish? obviously it's not a full override (see: the bossfight). but is there any interference?#and if so. so what? does it matter? if they don't notice? is it even real if they don't notice?#and even if they do notice. the universe leads we follow. how much do either of them value their free will in a belief system like that?#the whole game is dedicated to siffrin habitually NOT excersizing his free will. doing things the same Every Time.#Loop ESPECIALLY does this. predetermined predetermined predetermined even in the FACE OF CHANGE. REFUSING. ANY CHOICE.#Maybe they'd even be comforted by having a universe-ordained purpose even if it is subservient. even if its to Him.#(though. i can't see siffrin enjoying the idea that someone is subservient TO them... then all their suffering is his fault...)#loop got into this mess via WANTING too much. no more free will. can't be trusted with it. take it away from them.#but yeah. gets my greasy detective pony hands all over this. and everyone please do remember i like to make characters Outright Wrong A Lot

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xxplastic-cubexx · 2 months ago

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//LOUD INCOMPREHENSIBLE POINTING//

#marvel #xmen #avengers #marvel rivals #wanda maximoff #scarlet witch #snap sketches #//sneaks capricorn constellation into her hair because i can and ITS MY BIRTHDAY//#HEHEHEHEHEHHE i had to draw her too.....#AND put effort or whatever i REFUSE to have her cringe father out glam her #i never play dps tbh im always glued to tank or support but i will now be. SOMETIMES playign dps #again 90% of the time a game has 5 dps but yk ... sometimes.....#OK BYYYYYYEEEEEE my birthday in like 12 minutes .... diabolical...#HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MEEEEEEEE I WIN #wait crying every time i think of rivals wanda i just remember this one 'what your main says about you' vid #and for wanda its like 'youre probably bi and if this is how you find out im sorry'#i think thats funny because i always get hit with bi allegations every couple years. unfortunately i am not im sorry 😔#moving on. gonna go to the city tomorrow get some good food maybe some comics and see my dad ... it'll be rad ...#anyways !!! ima go play rivals .... byyyyee....

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randomminty · 4 months ago

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Five billion octopath 2 scribbles i feel sick

#i know what you are wouldve made more sense w temenos i just really wNted to draw castti <\3 west continent crew my beloved #this isnt chronological at all. besides the first ones thats the first octopath i ever drew #like seconds after i finished castti and hikaris first chapter.#infected my brain so quickly i feel like a new person #i could write an essay on my octopath thoughts and rambling omfg.play octopath #art tag #octopath traveler 2 #oh my god theyre all here ok #castti florenz #hikari ku #agnea bristarni #partitio yellowil #throné anguis #osvald v. vanstein #temenos mistral #ochette #dolcinaea luciel #veronica octopath #she didnt get a last name.SAD #i have more of these by the way.so many #ORIS HERE I GORGOT #ori octopath #i love ori. if i had to sacrifice myself but remembered how nice paritio was last minute i would also change my mind #oh ym god elenas here too #elena vanstien #shout out to you know how getting added to cotc im so happy.im scared if i say his name thisll show up in his tag and he isnt even here #he looks beautiful. and alive. awesome #the cotc artstyle is soooo pretty i saw castti and felt emotional #anyway. ot2. this is where ive been the past few months.#oh castti can inquire people. i know what you are does make sense for her heh

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buqbite · 7 months ago

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part 1 (on VA and being better than humans)

part 2 (on welt and being just a human)

#remember how in second eruption welt keeps getting covered in blood edgelord style whenever he fights??? yeah #wait first off #hi3 #honkai impact 3rd #welt yang #void archives #voidwelt #my doodles #okay anyways. VA isnt human but they haven't been in a “human” body for very long so i reckon there's a lot of new experiences to make #and. i dont think he gets to be dignified enough NOT to be whiny about it. cmon. itd be so funny #second of all sure welt is human but that dude's real used to not giving a shit abt how he's doing and acting like a robot instead of a per #cuz he's got more “important” shit to do #(that's so fucking real of him man ME TOO BESTIE)#also as i told kai: that last panel is not a look of surprise or horror. i tagged this as voidwelt for a reason #i think we all know what kinda look this is #edit: and why tf would they be fighting sky people? why can they bleed? dont ask me im here to draw gay people covered in blood #edit 2: oh my god i didnt add the blood in the first panel. THATS WHAT THE JOKE REVOLVES AROUND???

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idontcaboose · 7 months ago

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Haunted Car Au part 13

Previous. Masterpost

“You done figuring out the sound files yet?” Duke asked while tapping on the hood of the Batmobile.

He was excited to hear a campy “Yes, Sir!” Come out of the open windows of the car.

“Neat, first off, any files that have your name in it?” He was a little disappointed, but still snorted to hear the tragic ‘Noooooo’ from Darth Vader.

“I think Red Robin has some pronoun type files in there, what are yours?” A mix of sir’s, dude's, and bro's were played until Duke had to stop the guy.

“Ok, what about age?” He wasn't expecting to get a straight answer, but when the car played a Scooby-Doo cut of ‘those meddling kids’, he was confused.

“So a kid?” Duke questioned. He got a weird mix of 'Ehhh', 'Kinda', and 'close enough' type files.

“We can worry about that later, any ideas how you got stuck?” A short ‘Nope’ with a pop on the P played.

Talking to the car guy was strange. Getting answers could be easy or turn into 20 questions trying to clarify an answer. So far, Duke knew the person:

is male or male presenting

a meta

has no clue how he possessed the car

has a good understanding of current memes

was possibly in their teens (probably a bit younger than Duke, but older than Daimian)

was a street kid? (When asked where he lived the car played “Why should I worry” from an older Disney movie about homeless animals in New York or something. He had to look it up.)

has a good sense of humor

and is taking their situation in stride.

Duke really had to wonder what their life has been where this is not a vast problem to fix…. And whether or not he should argue his ‘notification tone’ being a choir singing.

He really does not get paid enough for this, but it is better than the other stuff Gotham throws at the Bats.

“Mind if I get you up on the lift and check the engine? Might give us some clues.” After an affirmative from the car guy, Duke got to work.

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#dp x dc #dc x dp #dpxdc #haunted car au #not totally happy with how this one turned out #but dialog is kinda wierd when one side is memes and audio clips.#but hey its is getting closer to the fun bits #but slow plot lines for now #next chapter amuses me though #also please remember I am using more the Batman Wayne adventures mixed with cherry picking of other comic runs #so.... come characters might be a bit ooc #that being said #next chapeter has plenty of cursing and simular language #but yaknow... Jason and Duke in the same room #I like to think they default to street manners and not Alfred approved ones #Duke Steph and Jason together just desolves into slang and neighborhood rivalry #not always friendly either #thats my headcannon anyway #Oliver and Company was one of my sisters favorite movies #100% Dick cries throughout the entire movie #Jason and Duke mock/rate the survivability of the animals #Damian took home any stray that he could catch after watching it #Cass helped

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rox-of-iu · 16 days ago

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one more batch of doodles from my PIDW fic because i finally finished it recently so of course silly doodles were a must.

also these are silly but the overall tone of the fic is more melancholic btw but i cant help drawing funny little guys you know me

#this mqf is slightly different from how i usually draw him cuz its pidw au #as some of you remember of my other post in the past about it #anyway do NOT be fooled this is a mujiu batch yes but thats because the last few final chapters finally had mujiu content #but like 50% of the fic is just mqf on his misadventures alone you know how i roll hjfkhd #but i decided to give him whimsy and a buddy so that he stops being so sad and bitter lol #mu qingfang #shen jiu #mujiu #anyway shitty lighting quality brought to you by my table lamp and me taking pics of it rn which means at midnight lmaoo

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peacockrulz · 4 months ago

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N tries to tell another joke (gone wrong)

Sequel to This

#if you see any mistakes uhh no you don't #yknow i am a huge multishipper and i love almost every ship in this fandom #but id be lying if i said i didnt find envy to be like one of the most romantic relationships in MD #like??#"Loving you is so fundemental to who I am that even when my brain is digitally lobotomized and I can't even remember why #like hello Liam Vickers yeah its me again why the FUCK would you DO THAT #I think even if envuzi wasn't actually canon. I entirely believe that you can't actually seperate them anyway #like it kills me that the entirety of Murder Drones. N and V are in love with eachother. like mutually #and they still are. and thats just how things are.#I'd go further but this is literally a shitpost and I don't wanna make the tags a mile again #I'm just a yapper ok. I yap abt the robots #anyway uhhhh this comic isnt even super envuzi but since its a sequel to the last one ill tag it. why not #murder drones #serial designation n #serial designation v #uzi doorman #murder drones lizzy #md lizzy #nuvi #violentbitingbiscuits #envuzi #vuzin #nvuzi #thank you to the person that made we aware of all the different varients of these threes ship name sdlkfjsdf #kinda in love w/ nvuzi cuz it doesnt look good as a word but it funnier to me cuz of that dslkfjsdf

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myoonmii · 9 months ago

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I keep thinking about Merlin’s love for Arthur and how it’s so clearly portrayed in the show to the point that it practically drives the plot of the show. However when it comes to Arthur’s love for Merlin it’s more subtle and sometimes difficult to even grasp, and I started thinking why that was, aside from the obvious fact that Arthur has a lot of trouble expressing his emotions affection or otherwise. I think it also lies in the fact that Merlin knows Arthur intrinsically throughout the show; he is one of the closest people to Arthur, and sees him for who he really is. Arthur admits as much.

Sure, Arthur knows Merlin but the main part of the plot is that he really doesn't know Merlin. Merlin wants him to desperately understand him and “see me for who I am” but he can't yet. And I think this subconsciously creates a barrier in the way in which Arthur can care for Merlin, and how Merlin can let himself be seen by Arthur.

Which is why I think he was also so hurt when the magic reveal happens because more than the betrayal of Merlin having magic, it was the betrayal of Merlin not letting Arthur see him for who he really is and for hiding a main part of himself. Arthur says it himself “why did you never tell me” that’s what hurt him the most.

I think the most damning piece of evidence for this is the fact that while we see snippets of Arthur’s feelings for Merlin thought the show, the biggest signs are in the last episode after the magic reveal; in which he finally gets to understand Merlin, and this time REALLY know Merlin, and as the barriers of what held them back from understanding each other truly fall away, Arthur evidently “falls in love with Merlin all over again”. We see him actually express himself to Merlin.

This is another reason why I think if anyone was ever to create another season of Merlin after Arthur’s return, it’s physically impossible not to make it about Merlin and Arthur acknowledging their feelings for each other. Because there is no way forward without them acknowledging how deeply they care for each other, obviously anyone is free to argue what kind of love that is, but its impossible not to see the deep love there either way.

They always knew they loved each other, just maybe never realising how much and what that means, because its almost second nature to everything that they do.

#merlin meta #bbc merlin #merthur #ignore me im literally just rambling #im not sure this even makes sense but i had to yap it out anyway!!#i think merlins love for Arthur surpasses his destiny in a way #He foresakes himself and his people just to ensure Arthur lives #but that turned out to be the undoing of them all #I cannot stress enough how insane this makes me #its sometimes harder to look at Arthur and understand how his love for merlin takes form #but the way he starts taking small steps to check in on merlin when he's being particularly quiet #or noticing the changes in merlin is a good indicator because it is so completely opposite his nature #and ofc the way in which he trusts merlin so completely #remember this is a man who has constant problems with people he chooses to trust #and he also shows time and time again how far he's willing to go beyond the accepted norms to also protect merlin #I think it was always harder for him to allow himself to open about his emotions #and it was much easier to keep it under lock and key to avoid it being seen as a weakness #Obviously thanks to Uthers A+ parenting which could not have helped #but as the seasons go on he begins to open up and thats no small part in thanks to merlins influence in his life #and when it comes to the finale they are both boiled down to raw emotion having to face each other #merlin emrys #arthur pendragon

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wildstar25 · 10 days ago

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MiqoMarch Day 6 - Secret

The jealousy that began to bubble up, though likely pointless to hide from her of all people, Arsay desperately tried to keep a secret from her dear friend Krile.