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bloop-posts · 5 months ago

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Just watched inside out 2, here are some lines/scenes that made me go UGHHH or sob cus they hit in the feels:

SPOILERS IF U HAVENT WATCHED IT YET!

(fair warning I might not remember all of the quotes fully so my bad if its not as accurate):

1. "Maybe anxiety is right, maybe Riley doesnt need us anymore. And that hurts, it really does."

(The character who usually is happy breaking and being sad trope 😭)

2. "Im not enough."

(we've all thought of that at least once)

3. When Riley found out her friends were going to a different school and she might be alone

4. Anger comforting Joy, I dont remember exactly what he said but it kinda comforted me too at the time but if I hadnt held it in I wouldve SOBBED

5. "You dont get to choose who Riley is."

6. The sense of self tree freaking out and Joy just hugging it and everyone follows and it slowly starts to calm down UGHH I WAS CRYING SO HARD CUS SOMETIMES ALL WE NEED IS A HUG !!!

7. The anxiety attack, and Joy putting back the old sense of self back not helping because shes (Riley) realizing she did stuff that was against her beliefs

8. "Riley wants you." At happiness, which to me could be a way of saying Riley just wanted to be happy

9. Riley feeling happy after being in constant anxiety for so long and doing things out of character (or against her beliefs) from it, her enjoying hockey again after treating it as a way to 'be enough' and be recognized !!!

10. Them extending their description of Riley in the beginning because she is not only 'kind, creative, good at hockey, silly, and a good friend' nor is she only a person who 'makes mistakes, bad decisions, and has hard moments' SHE IS ALL OF THOSE !!!

YOU ARE NOT LIMITED TO BEING ONE OR A FEW THINGS PEOPLE !!!

#thats all i can remember rn so #but held and shed a lot of tears throughout the film #idk if I read into some stuff too much but those are some stuff I understood/got from the movie #inside out 2 #inside out fandom #inside out anxiety #inside out ennui #inside out joy #inside out sadness #inside out anger #inside out disgust #inside out fear #inside out embarrassment

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hinamie · 8 months ago

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in spite of everything, I had fun <3

#my art #jujutsu kaisen #jjk #jjk fanart #jjk spoilers #jjk manga spoilers #jjk leaks #yuji itadori #fushiguro megumi #nobara kugisaki #itafushikugi #jjk 271 #well we made it :'>#im kind of ignoring a lot of the tag rn ghsdff ik people are upset #if u follow me u know th full extent of my thoughts on the wrapping up of the series but tl;dr the caption says it all #this series meant a lot to me and im working on a bigger tribute to fully express that love and gratitude #but take a redraw 2 tide u over for now #im just so happy. its bittersweet but those r my kids n theyre tgt and theyre okay #i think the return to normalcy is good fr them. i say let them rest n b together n process everything in time #/i'm/ satisfied with what i got out of jjk as a whole and that's all that matters to me #however ik that not everyone shares tht sentiment n thats valid!#regardless of how u feel abt the finale i hope that u at least take time to remember things abt the series that brought u joy #thats all i can say #oh yeah anyway i lightened up megumi's expression his face is so funny in that panel i can't believe he really said -_- until the very end #still tho i think megu deserves a content lil smile

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qwakque · 1 year ago

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falalalala la la la la

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clumsypuppy · 8 months ago

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AND I MET THE CHANGE GOD TOO. OKAY. COOL OKAY

#I WASNT EVEN MEANING TO SO I ACCIDENTALLY SKIPPED THE DIALOGUE BEFORE I KNEW WHAT WAS HAPPENING FUCK #ill go and find it later if only to give myself peace of mind. BUT WOW. WHAT THE FUCK #my original plan was to 1) work my way to the king and talk to him 2) doom myself and take everyone down with me 3) loop back to floor 3 #so i can visit the observatory and scrounge for any lore. although since i got killed that run siffrin asked the king to kill him first #which was intereresting. but i decided to have all doors unlocked that time around so i can just get the starcrest and go #but for some reason it wasnt working so i went to get the keyknife since i was already there and completely forgot i already had it #from the previous loop and THATS what triggered it. IT WAS FUNNY BUT ALSO SCARY BUT ALSO I THINK I GET WHAT THEY MEAN #about siffrin going back without actually changing. going along with a script even if his feelings on things change #the same way he has his own small rituals like the carving thing and does it for constancy. reassurance or safety even #and the times when he breaks script and ends horribly like the sadness attacking thing and bonnie yelling at him cause him to loop #to avoid it. although i cant really say anything bc id probably do the same thing. maybe not for the same reasons since im cruel #and make him do the worst to see what will happen since i put curiosity over rejection sensitivity as an observer and player but well.#i feel wrongfooted bringing it up since i dont have it myself but i have to wonder if this kind of leans into ocd tendencies.. i remember #reading something about how ocd is fuelled by fear. and things like counting and rituals are kind of used to cope with that?#if anyone knows anything more or talked abt it already id be really interested in hearing it bc im almost sure im not #the first to come to this conclusion. but i simply dont know enough nor have the confidence to broach the topic rn esp with how often #misconceptions around ocd get casually passed around so its hard for me to know what is and isnt a baseless assumption #puppy plays isat #in stars and time #isat #playthru #isat spoilers #in stars and time spoilers #isat act 3 spoilers #change god #WHAT WAS THAT WITH WEARING LOOPS FACE THOUGH WHAT THE FUCKKK

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cankersoregirl · 3 months ago

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I was afraid I’d lose him. So I got there late. And… as I entered, I saw him about to take pictures by himself. The first thing that I felt was… I wanted to hug him. No matter how bad I was to him, he’s still there for me. Every time that I’ve fallen or torn apart, he always runs up to me. He’ll come running and hug me. The same goes for this time, where he shows up. Am I happy? I’m really delighted. I really am. I’d like to thank Save for always being by my side till this very day.

DMD Friendship the Reality: It Takes Two EP. 5

#auausave #auau thanaphum #save worapong #dmd friendship the reality #dmd friendship the reality it takes two #b.txt #esmetracks #visualtaehyun #uservid #springgifs #the way i dont wanna tag a lot of ppl bc this set is So Long and so For Me #making self indulgent gifs is kinda fun af guys like yes I would like to see this moment in 20 gifs!#waiter waiter! more auausave! (im literally the waiter and brother. dinner is served!)#ok time for me to ramble abt this whole moment in the following tags #auau really loves save so much… like it's so serious y'all what the fuck……#his facial journey fucking kills me every time (and i have lost track how much i've rewatched this)#the way he really thinks he lost save and then BOOM save enters and auau opens his mouth to say Something but he's SPEECHLESS.#auau tries to play up his cool guy act but ugh u r down bad <3 u get shy <3 u gaf <3 #save really has him wrapped around his finger like it's just so so so crazy #you can see in the first few gifs how he really did look so sad/disappointed!! processing it in real time and trying to accept it!!#it's the way save enters too. beaming addictive smile... ok i really. they really got me bad. u ever get self aware suddenly. thats me rn #AGH BUT LIKE ALL HIS WORRIES R GONE BC SAVE IS HERE!!! SAVE CHOSE HIM!!!! AUAU WHO KEPT WORRYING THROUGHOUT THE WHOLE SHOW BC HE KEPT #GETTING SO CLOSE TO FIRST PLACE BUT STILL NOT GETTING IT... BUT AUAU!! SAVE CHOSE U AS FIRST IN HIS HEART!!!!!#and when he asks save if hes happy bc he knows they didnt spend as much time together as they wanted... but ofc theyre both happy to choose #each other 🥹🥹😭🥹 when i watched it i knew theyd end up together so ofc this wasnt a surprise. but it also felt like of course... theyre #already meant to be realhia in your sky. and they clearly get along so why wouldnt they choose each other. BUT THEN I REMEMBERED SEASON ONE #and the auausaveryujin trio thing going on couldve turned out like a tlelattefirstone moment. just cuz theyre supposed to act in a show #together doesnt mean theyll stick together... which i actually love bc its really based on who wants to act together as a koojin(g) waaaah #(but also lbr ryujin honestly wasnt even doing that much like he literally chose himself DKSFJHGD) 'i got a bit heartbroken' is so. it's so #auau. do u hear urself. GOD. dmd friendship is just so awesome. i love schrödinger's dating show so much

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skunkes · 10 months ago

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#a doodley #okkk 2022: the torture chamber....i only sparsely drew al and developed talon (he was borned...) bc my mind was occupied with other things.#2023: exiting torture chamber; it took me a tiny little bit to get back to drawing and ''interacting with'' al again but i did it even #though it was a reminder of the Bad bc he's my copium #summer 2023: i view and witness media and suddenly have like 5 fictional men i cant decide on which to focus... and september (talon month)#comes along so I decide to focus on Talon after not touching him much at all throughout the entire year #(forced this btw i did not wanna do it LOL i didnt even remember how to draw him)#september 2023 to now: talon has infiltrated the brain. but i want to swivel back to al #now: i've forgotten how to Talk to al (just like i did in beginning of 2023)#(and just like i forgot how to talk to talon for most of 2023)#so ive kind of just been replaying the smunker cow al daydreams from when they first met #so I can find my way back...retracing my steps #in doing so ive kind of also forgotten how to interact with talon but still havent gotten back to al #so rn my life is so boring without imaginary bf interactions. just the before sleep plot rehashing daydreams...#or sparse visions of em Sometimes #nobody in my brain rn just like the short period last yr and its distressing #what do i draw without a love obsession.....#how do i pass time without it....! so boring. idk what to do #i miss the me of several yrs ago when i was drawing 50 different aus with al....ive downgraded in skill and imagination and creativity #so bad since then. idk. idk. i hope they come back to me soon #maybe i shld just draw al a lot which is how i kickstarted caring abt talon again almost a yr ago ?#hoping i can get him to come back before my surgery i need my big sexy boy nurse for recovery #(complaining abt things usually fixes em for me so im hoping thats the case here)

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almightyhamslice · 9 months ago

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Banban goes to heaven and just sits down and cries because he's never been to a place so kind and loving to him unconditionally. It is a perfect world but he does not believe he deserves such compassion from the universe and can't fathom being given good things without also suffering.

And heaven is literally just the candy mountain from Kipper s3 Arnold's Balloon Trip for some reason.

#art #traditional art #marker art #Banban Resort #Garten of Banban #Banban #vent art #can you believe it! a drawing this whimsical to vent!! I'm like actually going thru some shit rn #but thats not rlly for you to be worried about as my audience so #just enjoy the banban drawing ok #I think it's cute! it just makes me incredibly sad to think about #also if you're curious why it's Kipper it's a rlly long story #to keep it short Kipper is very nostalgic for me n every time I remember that episode I cry #plus heaven for banban WOULD be somewhere that is all candy I think

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catgirlkirigiri · 1 month ago

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Iris my love... gotta have the girly secondary fursona. For gender time. Actually think she's being demoted to fursona number 3 but idk we'll see about the pecking order when refs are all done. She was waaay overdue for a redesign oh shit I just realized I didn't put a color palette on here. Oh well ig too late for that now I am not rearranging that bg

#oh i should pop some character related tag commentary to the top of the tags thatd be neat. so uhh fun facts. i think my sibling technically #made her first design waaaaay back cause they drew her before i ever did. i dont remember which of us actually came up with her tho lol. sh #has antlers but shes always been cis in my mind so just like. dont think about it too hard ig. also while she is in part named after the #flower cause hashtag girly things (this was before i too was named after a flower. hindsight am i right) she was primarily named after the #song. by the goo goo dolls. the song thats really transgender to me. hindsight am i right. whys my cis girl fursona got all the transness #oh yeah and that earring is supposed to look like an iris. they are not easy flowers to draw tho good lird #she used to be a whitetail/fennec cause i love my local deer but mule deers big ol ears have swayed me. i love a big deer ear #she also used to have paws and a nub tail but i realized i was missing the best part of fox. big fluffy tail. and then the paws made her #look too fox yknow. wanted her to really look like a hybrid instead of just 'fennec with antlers' lol. anyway now for less relevant tag tal #guys i fear i am fursuit brained rn i keep looking at her and thinking about how fun she'd be to make a suit of. im too broke for thissssss #im already working on a suitttt i cant start another one on the side i dont even know where to get foam.... cause joann fabrics is gone...#actually wait i gotta figure that out like. real soon. i need foam still for the head im working on. shoot. uh. guys where do i get foam #i fear finishing lichens tail and starting zoras head has made me realize fursuit making may be my passion. but i do not have the finances #for this. tbh might see if i can just work my ass off for a month in like idk june just to get it over with for a bit and have money. but i #know that will not be a good idea it kills me to work more than like 5 hour shifts for more than threeish days in a row #i should really just actually make a commission sheet and take comms. that would be ideal #anyway i will now shut up :) and also schedule this for a few hours from typing cause i just posted a different ref #zoracontent #zora arts #clovers characters #iris #furry #sfw furry #fursona

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xxplastic-cubexx · 3 months ago

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Day one suffering rivals withdrawl i need to see my big mann,,,,,,

#marvel rivals #snap chats #wheezing dying coughing throwing up. that might just be because i ate #HELP MEEEEE I WANNA PLAY RIVALS :(((((((( STUPID LAPTOP #big beefy magnet man who can pop my head like a grape 🥺 i need to see him 🥺#just reminded myself last night at the wee hours of the evening i saw the most beautiful rival mags are #and i didnt rb it like a fucking. IDIOT #i remember the artist so i could just. look em up…… too lazy for that rn….. moving on…#I WANNA PLAY WITH MY MAGNET MAN //explodes room with my telekinesis//#my big beefy wall magnet man 🥺 i wanna protect my teammates and throw rocks at people 🥺#i love how i refuse to call it meteor or whatever sorry im too used to calling it ‘rock’ from when id play sigma #am i really going to spend all jight thinking bout how much i wish i could play rivals. i need. MEDICAL INTERVENTION !!!!!!!!!#it is not my fault i miss my big man Sir Thats My Emotional Support War Criminal Can I Have Him Back #please…. prety please… i need to listen to how he enunciates things again…#i love how he speaks and the way he pronounces things… why he sound like that lol… i love him…#someone put fucjing NONSENSE in my wrap tonight i swear. im gonna go be like Semi Normal #thats right two hours of nothing but me and the road and the same thirty songs i listen to #and my magneto plush…….. hhhhhh magneto…..#BYE GET HELP !!!!!

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aru-art · 8 months ago

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been on an oc redesign kick. this is incomprehensible to anyone but me and like 2 other people probably. hi tim if ur reading this

#im not entirely happy with kaori still but im glad i got everyone's different ears down finally. AND THEIR HAIR. god their hair #im really reallyyyy pleased with dallas though hes so cutie #moor's edge #<- oc tag for these freaks #june and vera are both trans in the way that yea they probably have something going w their genders but theyre at work so they dont care rn #can call them he or she respectively but they wont correct u if u call them anything else #character design #illustration #ocs #sketches #my art #2024 #i always feel a bit dumb posting oc stuff cause its like. who cares. but then i remember this blog is just meant to be an archive for me #i also feel like kaori has more going on than just being bi but she hasnt been in my mind's rock tumbler long enough to figure that out #ill let her cook for a bit longer #none of my guys are cishet though thats all i know

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mossterunderthebed · 4 months ago

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#for Jin-chul #specifically for jin-chul as i am writing him in the fic im working on #if u guys want a title or snippets u should tell me bc i will give them to u but only if i know theres like. interest. u feel me?#also keep in mind it def won't be done for. a while. im unfortunately v busy rn and abt to become even busier. haha. but i can give nibbles #anyway back to the Weave. if this one had a title it would probably be Woo Jin-chul and the Dreamcatcher of the Past. or smthg like that.#in the sense of getting caught on #its not that he hasnt let go its that he remembers and nothing else is quite as good as that remembering #grief has made a home in his heart and lives there like a tumor but hed rather rip out his own heart than let anyone cure him of the cancer #so he just dreams of the things he cant have anymore and keeps them safe out of reach and never lets anyone else touch them #he gets hung up but also forces himself to keep pushing forward because if he doesnt he'll die- mentally and emotionally yes #but also physically because the world they live in now is one ruled by power and cruelty and its not safe to live any other way #jin-chul isnt safe. he makes himself unsafe so that other ppl have a chance to BE safe. but he remembers when he was and part of him #cant move past that. cant stop longing for it with his whole heart. its v sad of him honestly #i think thats why Sung Jinwoo's actions as well as the man himself meant so much to him. because here was this person who was SO powerful #but instead of using that power within the new system to start oppressing others and propel himself to the top or be casually cruel #he kept a sense of self and honor and duty. he wasnt always 'righteous' but he did truly try to save lives when they were in danger #and never lost sight of the value of those lives. to jin-chul someone like that must've felt like a miracle after all that time #and been something he deeply cherished and coveted personally.#even if they didnt know each other that well im sure that sung jinwoo's presence mustve been something that crossed jin-chul's mind often #and reassured him.#anyway. jinchul and jinwoo's relationship is just something i think about a lot.#i love them so much. literally nomming on them as we speak #SL #solo leveling #Woo Jin-chul #woo jinchul #sung jinwoo #web weaving #also there is a truly appalling lack of fanart of my baby #im not an artist guys. i cannot fill this hole in the fandom. TT devastating

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clumsypuppy · 2 years ago

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ive made myself more wet and pathetic

#new icon because im SUFFERING. im in HELL #its so bad. i had to sign out of discord so now im both lonely and stressed #because i KNOW im still gonna get dstracted. i just did making this URGH #how good are brains at working around things. i once set a 7AM alarm on my phone with snooze cause i was so sure my brain would #be too lazy and keep snoozing instead of actually turning it off. but nay it either kept sleeping through the alarms and snoozing #or actually managed to turn off the alarm half awake that i barely remembered it and then waking up late #i actually have a track record of climbing out of bed and turning my alarm off without remembering. which is impressive bc i have a loftbed #the other thing is setting fake deadlines so make myself panic into doing things ahead of time. but unfortunately that doesnt work either #because if theres one thing my brain will put all its energy into remembering its self assurance. meaning i WILL be able to remember #the real deadline even if i try to trick myself. cant ask someone to give me a fake deadline either #the only things keeping me going rn is that i have deadlines due at least 1 day between each other and excitement being able to talk with #crow after break. but you can see how well thats going <- ignores long term rewards in favor of short term pleasure #BTW CROW IF YOURE READING THIS IM SO SORRY TURNING OFF MY DISCORD WITH BARELY ANY EXPLANATION #im a huge fucking dumbass and i had barely enough impulse control not to block everyone in my dms because i realized that would send a real #really bad msg. youre not distracting me im distracting myself and i promise youre not annoying me i just really like talking to you and #thats why im just barely stopping myself from signing in. I WANT TO TALK TO U LOTS BUT AT THE SAME TIME IM KICKING MYSELF FOR DOING IT #you can be a little mad at me btw cause i definitely could have done that better but i was all over the place abt how to do it without #making u think im ignoring you. IF THAT MAKES SENSE. SORRY #yapping #doodles #puppysona #edit but last week i tried to schedule and give myself work periods and break periods using my class schedule #and reminders on my phone to tell me when to start and stop. can you guess what happened

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neon--nightmare · 6 months ago

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forest fire by ajj is SUCH a loveball fresh song to me bro

#NO ENERGY TO GO INTO DETAIL RN I MIGHT LATER IF ANYBODYS INTERESTED BUT!!! ITS A SHORT SONG #^ THIS WAS A LIE HELLO NEW FOLLOWERS FROM GARFIELD IM HERE TO RANT ABT AN EIGHT YEAR OLD PARTIALLY LOST ROLEPLAY VERY FEW PPL EVEN REMEMBER #YEARS IVE BEEN INSANE ABT FRESH- EIGHT AND COUNTIN #LOVEBALL FRESH U ARE SO TRAGIC TO ME FOREVER. thinks abt fresh tryin so so hard not to dwell on pacifrisk even when hes #universes and universes away #sometimes i think abt fresh 2.0 too dude he ties so much of his existence to bein BETTER than fresh. stronger better n in control #but man. he doesnt know bc he was never tested. he hadnt been around for anywhere near as long as fresh how long until he finds his own #version of pacifrisk #knowin if he slips up theres gonna be a fresh 3.0.. and he doesnt care bc he CANT care but fresh was made to be emotionless too #SOOO sooo many thoughts on both their emotionlessness affectin how they both see the world too #freshposting #chat #loveball #like bro imagine for literally all of ur life up to this point the only way u could feel even a shell of what other ppl call happiness is by #doin what u were made for. ur one reason for existin and ur only way for survival which is causin pain and possessing and hurtin people who #ur convinced and know would do the same to u in a heartbeat bc why wouldnt they? thats just how ppl work if theyre smart #and if they dont? if they like u? if they think they can know u or understand u? they think the world can be kind? then theyre stupid #or lyin to try and kill u bc why wouldnt they? theyre all strikes against u when ur every move is bein watched waitin for a tiny slip up so #u can be erased ETC LIKE .. MAN . fesh sands -> 👾🛹#AND ILL ALWAYS BE THE NUMBER 1 PROPONENT THAT HE CAN GET BETTER!!! HE CAN!!! HE CAN HEAL N MAKE FRIENDS N ACTUALLY . LIVE HE JUST DOESNT #*WANT* TO and also with the situation hes currently in makin it a billion times harder #the one loveball line abt him sayin hes not even ‘LUCKY’ enough to be a human or monster and have the lives they do makes me into the joker #INCOHERENT BUT IM SENDIN IT ANYWAYS BRO HIT POST!!!!! fresh u will always be famous and so so so tragic to me #he doesnt believe that he deserves a chance and sees that as objective truth LIKE OUH. in hindsight this could have been a post but

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caruliaa · 2 years ago

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just bc im a lesbian doesnt mean tht i wont at times become deeply entranced with the beauty of male actor or character. it just means i wld rather be locked in a room with a man with a knife than do anything romantic or sexual with one

#NO OFFENCE TO MEN AS PEOPLE THAT EXIST. but also i shldnt have to say tht after saying this yk #also b4 u say ooh ur aro tho why do u need to specifcy u wldnt do anything romantic w a man when i wldnt with a woman either #i am actually pretty romance favorable. like i would be in a romantic relationship with a woman if it wldnt ruin my life #with how it is rn . i think i like and want all the parts tht make up a romantic relationship i just dont experince romantic attraction #but anyway i was here to talk abt my sexuality not my romantic orientation #this post was originally like 'im remembering why there was such a huge overlap with my og major starkid hyperfixation #and me identifing as bisexual' but the thing is is the main main guy from starkid i remember being attracted too #was infact . rob. and thats aged badly bc of it being revealed that hes a fucking creep since then #but also just now not that we should ignore tht but regardless of that i just. dont see it at all #maybe it is that news subconsiously turning me off him but i really dont see that much what i liked abt his appearance #but who rly inspired this post to me is infact . jeff blim ? which is suprising just from the fact tht i dont ever remember #having tht big of a crush on him with that og starkid hyperfixation. but well he is a very beautiful man . giggling a little bit. sorry .#also becoming a bit obsessed with joey richter but thts just standard lesbian obssesion with a weird little man #not attractive to me im just obssesed with him. hi #also posting this now so when i finally watch the fnaf movie i can rb it abt josh hutcherson #anyway. does anyone read these tags do these long rants i go on like. turn ppl off of my posts. sometimes i wonder #flappy rambles

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ninashiki · 8 days ago

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Yeah actually I'm a little annoyed by that vampire video it's not even that wrong it just doesn't make sense to me...(Person who has read numerous academic publications on vampires for fun).

#.txt #okay i said for fun and it WAS for fun #but i also did a huge presentation on the evolution of depiction of vampires in media #and what fear they represented over time #the reason why all the first ones were so sexy is bc people were panicking over sex #especially women having sex #and yeah theres the assault narrative #but its more about moral purity and not giving into ruinous temptation #and that changes as sex becomes less scary #tho of course the fun paradox is that whenever you write a morality play you also get to express said sexuality #thats why its weirdly easy to read carmilla as not totally against lesbians #i think its bc its from lauras perspective? you get the sense she would have been happy if the men hadnt intervened #but maybe thats the only way i can read it now thanks to carmen maria machado's edition..#theres a convincing paper from the 90s that even dracula was a reactionary response to oscar wilde's trial and conviction #at least partly. bc stoker sent love letters to walt whitman..lol...#anyway as time passes you get kind vampires representing contagious disease #i am legend. the hunger #a lot of vampire fear is also like racism/xenophobia #fear of invaders #thats also present in dracula but other stuff too #there was another big thing but i cant remember rn because i got 3 hours of sleep and dont have access to my notes #but even this concept of the fears they represent evolving over time isnt like. a hard and fast rule #especially with how much we remake the old stuff over and over #*kind of vampires representing disease. they arent kind. lol #near dark has multiple things going on but the blood transfusion scene also treats it like a disease #v

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hogcallingcontest · 2 months ago

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talked in therapy about how im finally coming to a place where i can take care of myself and the scared kid that lives in me too and how im able to prioritize myself in ways i never even could begin to 4,5 years ago. proud of myself every day even if it's hard sometimes

#working on an osdd diagnosis rn bc my childhood neglect and trauma runs deep and my Self is faceted in ways that can make it hard 2 function #i dont have memory issues necessarily like i Remember things very vividly generally #but when im unwell it feels like there are like a bunch of Me all piloting the meat suit #it's easier now that im on the right meds and generally safe and healthy #so now i can actually work through what i need to instead of having a brain thats on fire

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