#thatdemiboymess

[the-becom1ng]

For the song ask game, how about 12/21/29? ^w^

12: chic ‘n stu - soad

21: ana ng - tmbg

29: ride - tøp

ask game

[chantillyxlacey]

Three tags in a row on that “assign prev an ice cream flavor” poll

You guys are sweet and I am delighted o(>ω<)o

[is-the-character-aroacespec]

Is he demisexual and demiromantic?

🖤 🩶 💜💚 🤍 🖤

@thatdemiboymess

[lipiaknight]

arguments / debates ive had with my bf and where they went

CW for discriptions of abuse, starvation, abelism, and general dick behavior.

this post is for  @thatdemiboymess to reiterate my statement of “ive accepted im in a financially abusive situation”

money we have a hard time budgeting and saving money because bs has trauma with home insecurity, and gf’s only healthy coping mechanism is to buy things. i offered to make a budget, and then did. because the grocery budget and by proxy how much money would be going into savings was off, he got rid of the entire budget. i spent a week on it.

computer i want my own computer and own space because i have trauma around having no privacy. i worked through with him to make a savings plan, plan out what i wanted to get specifically, and how i would pay it back and when. Then, my health declined sharply. I cant work any of the jobs in the area due to a number of reasons. He claims to have forgotten and is telling me we wont be getting the computer and that ill have to cover it ymself. He before promised to cover half.

wheelchair i know i will be needing a wheelchair in the coming years for both mobility and comfort. Its something ive known since middleschool, and now that im not working outside of comissions and streaming, its harder for me to save money. All of my income is going to therapy at the moment. I tried talking to him about the possability of meeting with me half way to get a wheelchair that would fit my size, and he shot it down outright. he has a wheelchair from his dad whos was nearly 600 lbs, and taller than me. The wheelchair is nowhere near usable for me. When i mentioned that having too large of a seat could kill me (with an example) he told me that we couild pad it with pillows. When i told him about the fact that i wouldnt be able to get around on my own because its a hospital style, he asked why i would need to get around on my own if hes always around. I tried bringing up the fact that he wont always be around, such as him being at work or me using the bathroom, and he ignored it. Right now, im looking to get a $1-2k wheelchair on my own using just comission and stream money. I dont think itll be till i litterally cant walk with crutches that he will break.

litterally any spending on himself gf and i want to get him really nice boots so he will stop walking through his shoes in a month. he keeps denying it based on the idea that he walked through a nice pair of shoes in a month when he was walking to and from work every day, ignoring the fact that he now has 2 people to drive him to and from work, and the only walking he does is at work because he doesnt even really get out of the house. gf and i have decided to go behind his back and get it anyway, and i plan to get him some clothes that actually fit when i have the chance.

house repairs he hasnt been taking care of any house repairs unless they were emergant. our door doesnt shut. theres holes in the floor where the house supports have rotted away. I cant get from my bed to the bathrrom when im on my crutches because of how unstable the floor is, i have to crawl. He deems it more important to do a double house payment than to repair the floor, or insulate the pipes so they dont freeze, or replace a 50 year old stove that doesnt light half the time and that i cant cook on. gf and i get shamed for geting upset about it. 

getting me basic medical equipment i need a set of knee braces, compression socks, and a back brace. he claims to have “forgotten” ive given up on getting them and have accepted that ill just be in pain.

clothes and furnature i have 1 pair of pants that fit, no summer clothes, 5 pairs of socks, and no dresser. Im consistanly shamed for not having my clothes put away despite not having a place to put them. ive been asking for a dresser and clothes that fit. ive been ignored.

food i use meal replacement shakes to suppliment my food when i cant wat or my body cant process food. When our budgeting was really bad, that was the first thing he cut out. i starved for 2 weeks. Now were on EBT. i dont feel safe drinking them as often as i need them now because im scared ill loose them.

finanical abuse when i brought up venting to my gf about how it feeels like financial abuse, bf threatened to get violent. He said so over message, and to my face repeatedly. if it werent for the voices in his head, he would have. I had a panic attack, and told him that because i have severe PTSD over being hit, and he ignored it. He continured to reiterate that he wanted to hurt me for implying that he could be abusive. i told him that a friend came up with the thought, but didnt say that i agreed. That calmed him down. I still dont feel safe.

i want out, but i dont know how to get out. I cant work, i dont have a working car, i have no money. Im stuck here.

[ecto-space]

For the song reccs ask game: paper mache by Iris Lune!

https://youtube.com/watch?v=fJ9apFsSpnU&si=EnSIkaIECMiOmarE

Sorry this is really late!

couldn’t listen all the way through | not my thing | it’s okay | kinda catchy | ok i really like this | downloading immediately | already in my library

i like this song a lot! it has a unique sound and i'm def gonna add it to my playlist, ty!!

[l00n3ym00n3y]

GUYS I JUST CAME UP WITH THE BEST AU IDEA-

msa au where everything is the same except Lewis has Lois Griffin’s voice

@viviskull @bluescarfvivi @lewvithur @trxshbinhxzbin @nebulous-rain @jirlshi @thatdemiboymess @lunarlicorice @ifira-chan @chantillyxlacey @mohegan567 @theghostlypepper

[supercoolsuperqueer]

OMG THANK YOU FOR THE TAG!!!!!

this is actually pretty accurate... I'm not exactly sober blogging rn lol

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Making a chain cause why not!? Hdisiwisjs

Put your name/nickname in the Character Headcanon Generator and see what you get!

Link!

Erm...so-

@starsinthenigth @mxnaceo @duckp0t + Anyone who wants to do it! (No pressure)

[lime-on-my-side]

thanks for tagging me i love doing these lol :3

@archie-yeag @thatdemiboymess @a-voidable @kiki-gorse @melting-clouds @mistermustachio and whoever wants to of course

Me (kinda sorta a little bit maybe)

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I would be very grateful if you Reblog this post 🤍. ❤️

From Gaza Strip i extend my heartfelt congratulations to America and its people on the inauguration of President Donald Trump, hoping this moment marks the beginning of a new era of peace and prosperity for the world.

A few minutes to the beginning of a new era. I hope that peace will prevail throughout the world.

[trans-meowsculine]

thank you and @maimoncat for the tag :3 (i don't wanna clog people's dash too much with two same posts hahah) (i just shuffled my favourites list) 1. grima - enisey 2. thou art lord - hades 3. kråke - the great leviathan 4. nyrst - orsök 5. behemoth - ben sahar 6. necrowretch - dii mauri 7. khors - preserverance is the essence 8. my little pony ost 9. orbit culture - vultures of the north 10. trivax - azrael tagging: @dahvampire @peeperss @cheshires-wonderland @trzepotttt @shushugan @dewott17 @autumneddy @artsylittlechild @goofy-goblins @jojossweater @queengeni @killer-katz @kitkatthekitkatkat @bloomingphases @hectorinmordor @silvereyesofelivostis @krowdrawscomics @acreaturecalledkyfa @theunmarkedtombstone @everythingimnot @luxophane @werederg @what-the-hell-am-i-doing-here @pandartsy @g0ds-country @esp3desp3ce-de-p0isca1lle @clxmentin3 @tamagowhen @six-raccoons @hyperobsession @soul-has-left-the-chat @thatdemiboymess @rude-occurrence @a-very-humanyes @violetanormalgamedev @gayiconjamesflint @laina-inverse @eatin-bread-n-cryin @justasensitiveplant @ernycek @tami-isnt-here @lacer-luna @whaaaaaaaalllle6 @ninelshpet @tisezra @sunlithauntings @awildshortperson @katbug27 @aromantyczno-liryczna @illusionaryrambler @another-mortal @freshavakadooo @residentlizard @i-like-sticks @stimmysoup @iiphides @hotaruangelofthelord @fluid-by-nature @tyrannosaurme @throughalleternity @hectorinmordor @weirdscholar + anyone else who wants to participate ofc :3

thank you @sneaky-ramen for tagging me <3

these are the rules: you gotta shuffle your ‘on repeat’ playlist and then post the first 10 songs, then tag 10 friends so they do the same!

1. DENIAL IS A RIVER by Doechii

2. Party Poison by My Chemical Romance

3. Grace by Florence + The Machine

4. Montreal by Penelope Scott

5. The Steps by HAIM

6. BULLFROG by Doechii

7. To Noise Making (Sing) by Hozier

8. Snow (Hey Oh) by Red Hot Chili Peppers

9. Free Now by Gracie Abrams

10. Sweet Hibiscus Tea by Penelope Scott

tagging @xhinateax @vacicezprvnilavice @namesx @myveusrokko @moss-and-crows @killthefangirl @martinkaklim and anyone who'd like to do this <3

[l00n3ym00n3y]

@thatdemiboymess oh my gosh

I think this fandom needs more Lewis in drag, you know?

[lime-on-my-side]

mrrp :3

Tagging @thatdemiboymess @earthw0rm @melting-clouds @domokunrainbowkinz and anyone who wants to!

Picrew Tag Game!

I was tagged by @odeblr to cattify myself using this picrew! Thank you so much, Ezra :)

The blue spots represent the streaks of blue I currently have in my hair! The glasses on my cat self are almost identical to my real ones, so I couldn't not use them :)

I will tag @jongside, @faceglitchsworld, @solaysa, @snoos-tattoos, @seohosincerely, @toxicrevolver, @luvrli, @shadow-of-tea-and-tea, @littlebookworm69, @asoulsreverie and @chronosik only if you want! As always, if you see this and would like to do it too, feel more than welcome!

[supercoolsuperqueer]

@ever-green-art @giantfloatingourb @unnipanda623 @herpetta @thatdemiboymess @malewifedancain

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Tag your friends to totally MORB them