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Hey Bonny!! I saw you wanted to play a game, so how does this sound for a drabble? Dragon! Yoongi (or Kookie since I know he's your guy) x Fairy! Reader?? Idk if you've written fairies before, but I know you've done dragons! 💜🤍
I have a dragon kook x fairy reader on my patreon as early access, so I'll make this one yoongi!
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Yoongi
Hidden in the woods
Dragons are rather social creatures- but when a young Dragonblood named Yoongi fails to find a partner while all his friends and family have moved way past those events already, he isolates himself, believing he might just be destined to be a loner. But maybe, he was just impatient.
Tags/Warnings: Dragon hybrid!Yoongi, Fairy!Reader, strangers to ???, reader is described as short oops, SFW
Wordcount: 1.6k (it was supposed to be a Drabble... oops)
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“You rarely visit these days.”
His mothers words still echo in his mind as he tries to find a new composition on his piano that doesn’t sound like everything he’s already put out. Of course he hasn’t visited- with his brother’s twins constantly around, he’s always reminded of how far ahead everyone around him is, while he’s yet to find his first real love. He’s thirty, for god’s sake- and yet all he has is his house, a stable career as a musician, and a lot on his mind.
All his friends are married. Some have kids, others are busy preparing for the day they’ll have them. He feels out of place.
Yoongi has made peace with the fact that he’ll be the uncle to all of them, the one guy who never really seems to be happy about anything, never has a family of his own. It’s alright.
He sighs, loudly, gripping his hair for a second in frustration. This is stupid- why is he having an artist’s block right now of all times? People are waiting for something new, especially after he’s already taken a break to help his creativity. And yet, it did nothing- except for giving him a little bit more room to breathe and most of all move out of his apartment and into his new house near the woods. It’s nice here- about half an hour away from the bustling neon city he’s used to after years of living there, and also a bit more distance from his family and friends. A newfound excuse for when they ask him once more where he’s been.
The doorbell rings, attracting his attention. He’s not awaiting any guests or packages- who could it be?
Via the camera installed he can see that there’s a person he doesn’t know at the door- you're rather short, but visibly curious, looking around for any signs of life inside his home, and for a short moment, he sees them;
Delicate little slightly translucent wings. Pointy ears, tilted a bit downwards.
A fairy.
As he opens the door, you seem startled for a second or two, taking a step back, before you speak. “Oh, hello!” You greet him. “I was just about to ask- do you have uh.. Jungkook’s number?” You wonder, and he becomes hostile, crossing his arms. “A coworker of mine, Jimin, said you have it. I’m sorry I’m just, you know, showing up here like that-”
The door closes. But despite what he was expecting, you just ring the doorbell again- and again, until he opens.
“Okay, as I was trying to explain before you so rudely interrupted me-” You tease a little, arms now crossed as well as your wings flap around a bit. “-tell him at least that I need his help fixing my washing machine. He broke it and left the crime scene for me to find, and that’s, pardon my language-” You lean in a bit as if you’re about to tell Yoongi something secret, “-pretty crappy behavior.”
Yoongi stares you down for a moment, before he speaks.
“That’s it?” He asks, and you nod. “Why don’t you ask Jimin for Jungkook’s number?” He wonders, not entirely convinced. Jungkook is pretty much a magnet for people no matter what gender, and the worst part about it is that many if not most always try and get to him through Yoongi.
No one’s ever interested in him. Only his friends, or the things he can provide.
“Cause Jimin doesn’t have it either!” You whine, stomping your leg on the ground in agony. “Listen, I don’t know how to fix it and my bathroom smells like a laundromat already, my coffee machine is also broken and my script has been rejected for the third time, I really need some good news. Please?” You ask, and Yoongi contemplates.
“What if I fix it?” He asks, and your eyes begin to sparkle, wings lifting to flutter in excitement. It’s like in this very moment, he can hear the keys of his piano chime, creating a new piece in his mind.
“You can?!” You ask, stepping closer.
“Probably. Where do you even live?” He asks, before you point towards the woods.
“I live in the woods, pretty much. It’s not that far.” You say, and Yoongi sighs, looking back inside his house. It’s not like he’s going to get anything done either way, so who cares? It might take his mind off of things for a moment or two-
So a few hours later, he’s in your house, enjoying some hot coffee from your machine, which he’d fixed as well while he was at it. Well, fixed is a strong word- he pretty much just explained how it properly worked to you. It was working just fine- you just lost the manual and couldn’t figure it out on your own.
“I always thought dragons were scarier.” You say suddenly, opening a pack of cookies to put in the middle of your wooden coffee table. “You’re really nice. Tall, and a bit gloomy looking, but very nice.” You say, sitting down on the couch next to him, legs pulled up towards you.
He’s noticed something glittering all over the small house- like sparkling glitter, but much finer, and barely noticeable. Looking closer to his pants, he notices it there as well- and even after a brush with his hand, it sticks to his fingers now.
“Oh- I’m sorry! It keeps getting everywhere, especially now.. Wait- I have like, a plastic thing-” You hurry, getting up to search for something in a drawer close by your TV. “Ah, there!” You say, giving him the lint-roller. “It’s one designed for fairy dust. I’m sorry, I should’ve thought about that..” You say, but for some odd reason, he declines.
“It’s fine.” He denies. “Doesn’t bother me.” he tells you, and again, you look at him like he’s just told you the earth is flat after all.
but it truly doesn’t bother him. It would, technically, if he was anywhere else. But right now, in this moment, he couldn’t be any more indifferent towards the ‘mess’ you leave sticking to his clothes and skin.
As soon as he’s back home, the sight of your sparkling smile is still in his mind, as his feet almost automatically move towards his piano, where he sits down, and presses a record button to play something new. The melody has been stuck on repeat in his head the entire way back home through the thick snow, like his imagination was finally finding color again.
But it’s different from what he usually creates.
This piece is playful almost, intriguing. It’s a little hesitant, like someone holding back a thought itself just to not indulge too much in a fantasy they’re already creating in their mind. Fluttering notes interrupt these parts however, sneaking in with excitement and curiosity, trying their best to convince the player to let themselves go.
And Yoongi does, as he finishes the piece, and leans back in his chair, recording finished before his phone chimes with a message.
“You left your scarf at my place!” Is what you tell him.
“I’ll get it tomorrow.” He texts you back.
“I could make us dinner?” You question.
He contemplates, finger hovering over the virtual keyboard of his phone, before he begins to write his answer. Fluttering touches of his fingers moving with a hint of excitement, fine fairy dust on the skin of his hands shimmering in the setting sun dipping everything in a golden glow.
“I’d love that.”
#bts imagine#bts fanfic#bts fic#yoongi imagine#min yoongi imagines#yoongi x reader#yoongi imagines#min yoongi x reader#min yoongi imagine
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✮ just what you needed ; pb5
➭ summary: your winter break had a handful of friend drama that you were sure was just caused by your overthinking, but nonetheless, paige knows exactly what you need to be cheered up
➭ word count: 1.6k
➭ warnings: shitty friends, overthinking
➭ author's notes: i did not mean to fall of the face of the earth for the week but never fear i am here. this wasn't the protective paige thing i was going to write but shit happened i ended up projecting so here this is. it might be shitty, i'm not to sure, i wrote most of it in the middle of the night and i did not proofread so.
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Being an introvert, making friends has always been hard for you. Which is why you were always content with the few friends you did have, having them was enough for you, you never needed anything more than them.
Your friends proved to be a distraction from the fact that you had a hard time making friends in the first place, they made you seem like you were the most outgoing, extroverted person they had ever met, and they made you feel somewhat normal about it, specifically
You had met Fiona earlier in the semester, she was a transfer student from Ohio who simply just wanted to be closer to home. The two of you had gotten along really well, bonding over similar interests and the random things you two had always seemed to find yourselves talking about.
But recently, with being away from most of your friends due to winter break, your overthinking capabilities seemed to work overtime, reading into every single thing they did or didn’t do. You had always told yourself that that had been one of your biggest flaws and that that was the thing you needed to work on.
You pushed the thoughts out of your head, snapping back to the present where you were sitting in your dorm room reading a book. It was the first week back in Connecticut since break had ended, and you were settling in as well as you could have with how much your mind was reeling.
Before you could send yourself down another spiral of self-deprecating thoughts, a knock on the door pulled your attention, slipping your bookmark into your book and placing it on your desk, making your way over to the door.
You opened the door, you couldn’t have been more thankful to see who was standing on the other side of it. Paige was there, grocery bag and duffle bag in hand, and a wide smile on her lips, “Hey ma, how’s my favorite girl doing?”
You mustered up a small smile, leaning your head against the edge of the door as you stepped aside to let her in, “Could be worse, could be better.”
She was quick to step past you, throwing her duffle bag on the ground and setting the grocery bag on your bed. When she turned to face you again, her face instantly softened, you looked exhausted. “C’mere,” her voice murmured, opening her arms for you and watching you with a sharp gaze.
You couldn’t help how fast it took you to walk into her arms, wrapping your arms around her torso, grip tight. You buried your head into her chest, trying to stop the emotions that rushed through you from coming out. The tears that threatened to spill over were kept in my how tight you squeezed your eyes shut, determined not to let Paige find out what had happened, at least not yet.
“Missed you.” Her voice was gentle as she spoke, something you were positive only you were accustomed to.
“Missed you more.”
You felt the vibrations of her light chuckle against your head, subconsciously tightening your arms around her in response. She pulled away anyway, moving to cup your face with her hands, leaning her forehead against yours.
And for a few minutes, the two of you just stood like that. Paige takes in every detail of your face; your freckles, the slight bags under your eyes accompanied by the growing dark circles, the dimmed spark in your eyes, the lines on your forehead, the soft pink tint to your cheeks.
“So, what’s going on?”
Your eyes widened almost comically, only pulling away slightly to look her in the face, “What? Nothing wrong, what do you mean?”
You knew she saw right through your defensive demeanor, moving her hands down to yours, encircling your wrists, and rubbing small circles on the insides of them. She raised an eyebrow, her lips slightly downturned at your deflection, “I know you well enough to know that something is bothering you, y/n/n.”
The groan you let out echoed through your dorm, “I hate how well you know me.”
Paige smirked as she watched you bite your lip somewhat anxiously, intertwining her fingers with yours and bringing the other hand up to tilt your chin to look at her, “And I love how well I know you.” She cocked her head to the side slightly, looking you up and down before speaking again, “C’mon, spill it, ma.”
Once again, hesitancy cluttered your mind, stopping you from speaking. Maybe you should keep your thoughts to yourself, you have always been one to overshare and that includes your overthinking abilities. This could all just be a simple misunderstanding and you could be reading too much into it and-
“Baby, talk to me. Please.” Paige’s slight pleading voice broke your trance, and you stared at her, looking into her eyes that shone with worry and protectiveness.
“It’s just friend drama… I guess.” You muttered, trying to take the simple route out of this conversation. But you should’ve known better when your girlfriend’s hand dropped to your waist to pull you closer.
Her frown grew at the short phrase, trying to get more out of you, “You sure that’s it?”
You sighed, fully prepared to know that this was going to be a much longer conversation than you had hoped for. You rested your forehead against her chest, closing your eyes as her hand came up to tangle in your head, scratching at your scalp as you spoke, “Technically I wasn’t lying, it is friend drama.”
“Must be more serious friend drama than what I’m used to hearing about, I take it?” Her chin rested on your head, continuing her previous actions.
“Involves me.”
She hummed quietly, “I assumed that, ma. What happened?”
“Remember Fiona, the transfer student?”
You felt her nod, taking the motion as the cue to continue, “I introduced her to my friends and we were all having a good time and hanging out and whatnot. But recently, I just- I think she’s been ignoring me. I’m probably reading too much into this, it’s stupid. Forget I said anything.”
Thoughts of being a burden enveloped you, trying to back out of the conversation again. You always read to much into things, that’s what your parents had told you. Read too much into people’s actions and what they said, could never just settle on a simple meaning.
“Don’t- don’t do that. Talk to me. I’m not going to judge you, I’m here for you, even if that means fighting your little realities you got going on up there.”
Her words earned a chuckle out of you, you could feel the tension in your shoulders ease and your mind became a little less overwhelmed. When you looked back up at her, she gave you a smile, signaling for you to go on.
As you talked you could feel her grip on your hair tighten slightly when you would mention something particularly frustrating about the situation, or something that had upset you. You could feel the small circles Paige drew on your lower back with her thumb from when she had casually slipped her hand under your shirt to rest it there.
She listened intently to everything you said, keeping her fingers moving through your hair with the occasional head scratch. She didn’t speak, not until she was sure you were done talking and had exhausted yourself from the small rant you had gone on.
You blinked slowly once you finished, letting out a small breath of relief, your brain felt less crowded and cluttered now, and all you could think about was cuddling up with Paige and letting her take care of you.
With what little energy you had left, you looked up at her, catching her gaze immediately. You could see the way her face softened once her eyes locked on yours, giving you a soft smile, “How about we order some food and watch a movie?”
She always knew exactly what you needed, so you nodded, allowing her to lead you back to your bed as she handed you the grocery bag she had placed there earlier. When you opened the bag, you couldn’t help but grin at all of your favorite candy and your favorite drink she had in there. Looking over at her, you watched as she placed an order for what you could only assume was your guilty pleasure restaurant, her brow furrowed in concentration.
You leaned over, kissing her cheek before settling into her side, navigating your tv to the streaming platform that had your favorite movie, missing the way her lips replicated your smile as she glanced at you.
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The food was taking longer than you would like it to and you were all for letting it show, a pout on your face as you watched your favorite movie. And Paige, of course, was finding this amusing as always, laughing every time she would look over at you.
“Baby stop pouting, it’ll be here soon.”
“Not soon enough.”
She rolled her eyes at your level of impatience, drawing you closer into her, arm wrapping around your waist to do so. She placed a kiss on the top of your head, she murmured, “You doing okay?”
“Better than before.” You replied, and it was the truth. While you weren’t completely back to your usual sarcastic self you were close to getting there and it was because of her and how she always seemed to know what you needed to feel better.
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Hi 😭 this is my first time requesting something I’m actually so embarrassing I love your work so much I was wondering if you could do the tulpar reacting to having a hypersexual partner.
ofc! and tysm im so glad you like my writings 💚
im not entirely fully educated on hypersexuality and people's different experiences with it but I did my best with the knowledge I have! enjoy!
warnings: NSFW themes, and Jimmy
🤍curly🤍
-so you're trying to get into curly's pants like 24/7 I mean this man is delicious looking okay
-curly knows full well that you're hypersexual and unfortunately doesn't have quite as high of a sex drive as you, but he does whatever he can to satiate his partner's desires!
-if you ever feel guilty about your desires don't be! curly is supportive of you all the way through it, and will do his best to try and understand how you're feeling at all times
💚jimmy💚
-SOOOO um yeah
-this man matches your freak fr
-jimmy isn't hypersexual but got dayum is he also chronically horny for you
-yall will be doing it like animals on the daily just because you can't get enough of each other
-he doesn't entirely get WHY you're hypersexual, whether it be from trauma or you're just born like this, but either way he's weirdly supportive of it indulge you an unhealthy amount (probably)
💙Anya💙
-like curly she doesn't have a very high sex drive, maybe even less so
-she did extensive research on hypersexuality before you two officially started dating because she wanted to educate herself on what having a person like that as a partner would be like
-we'll just say she learned the art of oral pleasure for your sake alone
-if you ever feel bad about your sexual fantasies or how intense your desires are anya will be here to support and reassure you that it is completely alright by her and that she'll help you out in any way she can
🩷daisuke🩷
-daisuke is a very hyper person in general, and being so young he also has a very high sex drive, so y'all get along in that department perfectly!
-hes always super willing to indulge in whatever you wanna do with him in the moment
💛swansea💛
-if you have any freaky fantasies he will most definitely start giving you new ideas that he thinks you two should try out
-probably the least sexual person here, I mean he's grandpa age let's be real
-theres no way he would be able to match your hypersexuality but he will let you get off on him from time to time
-you do feel guilty quite often that you have so many fantasies you want to fulfill with him and him not matching your stamina or drive but he's here to reassure you you're doing him no wrong
#mouthwashing x reader#mouthwashing#curly#curly x reader#jimmy#jimmy x reader#anya#anya x reader#daisuke#daisuke x reader#swansea#swansea x reader#hcs
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NSFW Holiday Hoes: [Frat JJK AU] Nanami x F! Reader
Eating Holiday Cookies!
Finance Student! Frat Treasurer! Nanami x F! Reader
Trying to save money in the frat's budget for all the expensive parties Gojo keeps throwing, you offer to help bake cookies for the next function instead of buying them. Though Nanami has something sweeter in mind he'd like to eat…
Tags: porn with plot, friends to lovers, helpless pining?, oral sex (f receiving), p in v, condom, condom breaks, pull out method, hickies, neck kissing, established relationship at end, gojo is a rat, haibara and ieiri are in on it, MDNI, 18+
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Word Count: 9.4k
kinda rushed? LMAO
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Mariah Carey plays on the television of your shared apartment while you and Ieiri sit on the wooden floorboards humming along. Rolls of various wrapping paper litter the floor along with colorful bows, scissors, pens, and a few holiday snacks while the light smoke from her cigarette drafts in the air.
“Pass the tape.”
“–Here.”
You seal one side of the box in front of you, tape sticking to each end of your fingertips while Ieiri struggles to tie a golden bow to the strap of a gift bag. Iori had left an additional pile of holiday gifts that needed wrapping beside you on the couch, apologizing while she ran out the door to her part-time job.
“This is going to take forever…”
You don’t bother looking up from your position with tape covering all five fingers on one of your hands and instead remain focused on folding a loose piece of wrapping paper. “Hmmm? At least finals are done so we have the time.”
Ieiri sighs and finishes the small bow before sliding the gift bag near the love seat and looking at the mountain of boxes that remained stacked beside you both. The song shifts to one off of a Micheal Buble album and you hum along absentmindedly, back hunched over in focus despite the uncomfortable position.
Despite the 25th passing several days ago, most of your friends have begun to trickle back to campus from their break, creating the perfect opportunity for your belated holiday parties.
“Well,” Ieiri leans over and slides a small shoebox-sized gift closer to her before placing it on a roll of wrapping paper that was laid flat. “Maybe after this we can–”
Ring!
You both pause and look over to Ieiri’s phone lying on the coffee table and now vibrating against the glass with an incoming call. Placing the last few pieces of tape on the side of the box, you flip it over and look around for a spare marker while Ieiri accepts the call and places it on speaker.
“Haibara? You’re on speaker.”
She resumes her task and slides the blade of the scissors up the roll like a hot knife through butter while you continue your search for a Sharpie.
“Hey! Are you busy at the moment?”
“Mmmm just wrapping some gifts. What’s up?”
Like second nature, Ieiri notices you looking under the couch searching to see if it had rolled underneath and silently reaches for a marker at her side and passes it to you.
“Ah, perfect! So not too busy then…”
“Huh? Get to the point.”
Haibara’s voice is light and airy despite him obviously being frantic as the receiver shuffles against something a few times and Kento can be heard in the background yelling at somebody.
“Well it’s the budget again…”
You refrain a snort and pop the cap off the marker while Ieiri rolls her eyes and begins taping sides of the box. “That idiot Satoru again? Seriously, I don't understand why you guys are even surprised at this point.”
“I mean it’s not surprising but it left Kento and I in a tight spot–”
“–What do you mean you needed the rental to have a hot tub? Satoru–”
You bite your lip at the sound, and you and Ieiri finally let out a few laughs when she mutes the call. This isn’t the first time Satoru had gone over Kento’s head for a party budget, despite him being the treasurer, but it always left a mess of issues for Kento and Haibara to clean up.
“Ok, and why did you think to call me?”
Haibara shuffles a bit on the other end, trying to get Kento out of earshot and avoid any further interruptions. “Satoru is offering to cover the alcohol costs, but that still leaves the function budget empty to cover food and supplies.”
Ieiri hums and flips the gift around to begin taping the other side. “Soooo?”
“So what if you guys helped us? Maybe see if you know anyone with winter lights for the decorations and if you can come by the apartment to plan it?”
“‘Guys’?”
“Hm? I assume you’re with Y/N”
You offer a short ‘hey’ and slide the finished present over to the other pile of completed gifts and stretch the knot forming in your shoulder muscles.
“Please? Just come by and see what you can do to help us with food and decorations. We’ll be in your debt!!”
Ieiri looks up at you, the mountain of boxes yet to be wrapped, and then back at you once more; Micheal Buble continues singing in the background and a harsh wind has picked up outside. You’re beyond comfortable staying in for the day, but the stupid smirk your roommate shoots you is enough to kick her with your foot.
It wasn’t a secret between the both of you that you found the blonde, sleep deprived, and stressed out frat treasurer incredibly hot. A top of his class graduate student getting his master’s in finance, there were rumors he had even dabbled in some education courses in his undergrad years. Also the big to JJK’s newest pledge Yuji and personal mentor to other member Ino, Kento was a well rounded man who was liked by nearly everyone. To top off an intelligent, book loving personality, he was beyond ripped.
Ieiri giggles a bit and you reach to throw a paper bow at her, scoffing when it barely gets a few inches away from your hand before weakly falling to the ground. Kento was adored by nearly everyone, and that also meant there was a limited chance he would actually reciprocate the thoughts you had about him. You had bumped into each other often on campus and grabbed lunch when said events occurred, but besides that and assisting in cleaning up the budget, the man rarely messaged you outside of working hours.
Maybe you had been on a few coffee and study ‘dates’ but the real meaning of the d-word was yet to be determined.
“Yea I think we should be able to swing by~” She ducks as you make a swipe for the phone and kicks you back with her foot pressed against your gut,. “–You’re at your apartment right? We’ll be right over.”
The call ends and you give her a light shove before standing up fully and stretching the soreness from your back. Ieiri giggles slightly and whistles at the mountain of gifts yet to be processed while standing up as well.
“I’ll go–”
“–I already knew you would”
You roll your eyes at her interruption and continue, “if you promise not to do that thing you and Haibara always do when we hang out.”
Ieiri pads over to the kitchen and pours a glass of water while tapping her chin and feigning innocence. “I don’t know what you mean.”
“Yes you do! You and Haibara always fuck off whenever it’s the four of us and leave Kento and I alone.”
“Maybe we just happened to get busy. Besides, it’s doing you a favor.”
You scoff and walk over to the coat closet and flip through your winter jackets before pulling out a puffer and knit scarf. While yes, you had absolutely 0 game when it came to asking Kento out to things, being “conveniently” stranded with him didn’t exactly produce many moments of casual opportunity for an initiative.
If he wanted to make a move wouldn’t he make one during those moments as well?
“Whatever, but we can’t be there long– Iori will kill us if we don’t finish wrapping those in time for the Secret Santa.”
Ieiri shrugs and puts out the last of her cigarette on the ceramic ashtray you got her for Christmas last year before slipping on her own coat.
“Fine, fine… I guess I’m driving too huh?”
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Kento and Haibara’s apartment is in a cozy complex near the university’s business building and nestled between a variety of coffee shops, boutiques, and restaurants. Along with the best bakery Kento has ever shown you. You barely ring the buzzer for their unit number before Haibara quickly ushers you inside through the intercom and the front door buzzes indicating it’s unlocked.
“Must be serious.”
Ieiri calls the elevator and pushes the button for the 7th floor while you use the mirrored walls to smooth out your hair which the winter wind has pushed in every direction. Checking your casual outfit of jeans, white t-shirt, and holly red cardigan underneath the parka, the elevator dings and you both step out.
“Can you stop that? You look fine.”
“Fine? I look like I’ve been run over by a snowplow.”
“Yea, well that’s how you always look. So just rela–”
You nudge Ieiri in the ribs and stop in front of the unit number 7-3 for only 5 seconds before Haibara swings it open; your hand still raised to knock against the wood slowly falls down in surprise.
“Thank goodness! Now get in here!”
The man grabs both your and Ieiri’s arms and pulls you through the entryway and into the open kitchen space right by the front door. You barely have time to kick off your winter boots before Kento walks in from his bedroom and gives a pitiful look to all of you.
Some purple bags hang under his eyes from the exhaustion of finals and a certain white-haired man’s antics, and his cheekbones seem more prominent than ever from lack of proper meals.
“Oh, you didn’t have to come.”
“We need backup if this is going to work!”
Haibara marches back around the kitchen island and shakes Kento’s shoulders with a slight panic while Ieiri coasts past them to open a window in their living room; she opens a pack of cigarettes and pulls out a lighter.
“Ok,” you say, leaning against the kitchen island and crossing your arms at the two men. “Why don’t you just fill us in first before we strategize what kind of help you even need.”
Kento mirrors your position and rests against the sink counter directly in front of you. “With Satoru covering the alcohol costs, that leaves us trying to figure out food and decorations.”
“Ask Suguru for decorations. I know for a fact he’s got speakers, holiday lights, and a smoke machine.” Ieiri takes a drag of her cigarette from the windowsill. “He might know someone with strobes…”
You notice a slight twitch in Kento’s eyebrow but ignore it when he continues, “Well, that just leaves food.”
Haibara beams at Ieiri while she flicks the ash out of the window and Kento turns to you thinking deeply, “That idiot said he’s going to be buying 14 handles of liquor… I suppose people will be too drunk to really notice what we serve.”
“Cookies?”
Kento snaps from his thoughts and looks at you. “Cookies? I mean I guess that works…”
“And it’s fitting for the holiday spirit!” Haibara smiles while walking back over from the window.
The two men nod once to each other and begin opening their pantry, taking out basic baking ingredients and placing them on the counter.
You walk beside them and assist in searching for flour. “Any particular flavor in mind? I already know Satoru would be heartbroken if we don’t have frosted sugar cookies.”
Kento scoffs and passes you a sack of all-purpose flour, “I’m not surprised… we can make those and another recipe I know.”
Kento stands up and looks at the ingredients, while you admire the apartment and watch Ieiri walk back into the kitchen after flinging the last of her cigarette out the window. The strung up holiday lights are most likely Yuji and Ino’s doing; getting Haibara’s permission while Kento was in class. Some old ceramic animals sit in several corners of the apartment: on the bookshelves in the living room, on the small end table by the front door, and along the kitchen counter touching the backsplash.
“Swedish..?”
“Danish. They were my grandfather’s.”
You silently hum and back away from the small ceramic goose with a red ribbon around its neck and look back at Kento who holds your gaze with a gentle admiration before turning back to the various foods on his counter. The decoration’s color scheme of red and white now makes more sense; you return to the counter next to the man while Haibara and Ieiri eyeball the ingredients and hover over her cellphone to pull up a recipe for sugar cookies.
“We’ve got enough to make these I think..shall we start?”
Immediately you break into two groups with Haibara and Ieiri making the base of the sugar cookies while you work with Kento to make the dough for the recipe he already knew. You scoffed at your roommate’s wiggling eyebrows when she immediately volunteered to help Haibara, and you now watch Kento intently while he sifts through ingredients deftly without reference.
“Geez honor roll for finance and a master baker? I bet your CV is impressive.”
“Personal hobbies aren’t typically included on resumes.”
You suck in a breath and nod once awkwardly, standing motionless at Kento’s side and silently cursing yourself for lack of better conversation.
“Thanks though,” Kento mumbles quietly, keeping his head down to focus on the mixing bowl beneath him.
Some blonde hair cascades from the swept back look it was currently fixed in and grazes the pink skin of his cheeks. You take a moment to drink in the image of him, dressed in a blue casual wool sweater, the fabric rolled up to his elbows and showing off his veiny forearms, and khaki slacks that stretched around the swell of his thighs.
“Can you pass the cinnamon?”
“Huh?”
“The cinnamon.”
You snap out of your intrusive horny thoughts and look around the counter before passing a small vial of spice to the man. You watch Kento mix together the dry ingredients, not missing the way Ieiri and Haibara chuckle amongst themselves quietly and turn up background holiday music on the bluetooth speaker.
Shooting a glance at your roommate, your eyes only lift when the oven dings to indicate the pre-heat is complete and ready to bake.
“Ah, we’re just short of sugar…”
Haibara and Ieiri stand over their own mixing bowl and look down at the contents below; everything else has already been added to the bowl. Ieiri makes a move for the now empty sugar sack and shakes the last few granules into the mix.
“It’s probably fine.”
“The ratio will be off.” Kento moves over to the two of them and takes Ieiri’s phone to eyeball the recipe. “You need 7 parts flour to 3 parts sugar… 7:2 won’t be good.”
You look between the three of them and raise an eyebrow when Haibara and Ieiri giggle to themselves. Setting the whisk still in your own mixing bowl, you walk over to their batch of loose powder and immediately notice that it seems more than enough sugar has already been added.
“Then we’ll head to the store!”
“Yes! Wouldn’t want the cookies to be botched.”
Immediately Ieiri moves to pick up her coat from the hooks by the front door with Haibara hot on her heels and digs through a small basket for car keys. You put your hands on your hips and shoot her a glare and she makes no effort to wipe the innocent grin from her face while shuffling on a pair of winter boots.
“We’ll head to the market right now! You guys continue.”
“Yes! We won’t be too long.”
Before you can even flip them off from behind Kento’s shoulder, the two slip out the door and can be heard giggling in the halls as they walk to the elevator.
“Those two…”
Kento pays no mind but sighs to himself before getting a large pan out and a rolling pin. “We can at least put this batch into the oven while they’re out.”
Spinning on your heels, you walk back over to the kitchen island and help scoop the dough out of the bowl and onto a cutting board. Without even speaking you both shift seamlessly to place the bowl in the sink while Kento begins to roll the dough flat.
“What recipe is this? You didn’t even need to look it up.”
“Hmm? Oh, I used to make them every year when I was younger.. They’re called brunkager.”
You rinse your fingers off and turn back to the man, now admiring the way he flats the dough with enough force to create a small bulge in the noticeable veins of his arms.
“I don’t think I’ve heard of those.”
He hums and turns to you with a piece of raw dough pinched between his fingers; you silently take it and pop it between your lips while he watches.
“Gingerbread!”
Immediately, a small smile works its way onto his face and he turns back to the flatten dough with a knife, ready to cut shapes.
“Basically. I used to make them with my mother’s side of the family when I was young.”
“Wow.. that’s really sweet.”
A small blush works its way onto his cheeks at your compliment but he ducks his head down to let more blonde hair push further into his face to hide it. He cuts a few more shapes before offering you the knife to create your own.
The entire moment is warm and soft; Last Christmas plays in the background while Kento pushes back the sleeves of your cardigan without asking as you cut a star shape from the dough.
“Now that I know you’re a good baker, I’ll have to ask you for cooking and finance advice.”
He doesn’t laugh while he places each shape onto the pan covered with parchment. “I’m not a personal consultant you know.”
Oh shit. Ok, maybe the conversation is still salvageable.
“--But I suppose I can help you if you really want to hear it. It’s kinda boring.”
“I don’t think so, and besides, you’re really good at it.” You stay looking down at the last few scraps of dough. “Plus, I’m trying to figure out how to save up for a car, ya know.”
Kento lets out an air of chuckle this time and arranges the last few shapes onto the pan. “Still not a consultant but,” he looks at your eyes and briefly your lips before peeling his eyes back to the cookies, “I’d be more than happy to help.”
The proximity is enough to make your cheeks warm, and Kento lifts his eyes to meet yours once more. So close you can smell the woodsy cologne he wears, you swear he’s leaning even closer with each passing second.
Instinctively you lean in and when you’re a breath away from meeting his lips there’s a shrill phone alarm against the counter. Immediately you both backup, as if snapping out of a trance, and Kento reaches over to tap ‘accept’ with a knuckle that wasn’t covered in flour and places it on speaker.
“Heyy~ What’s up, my favorite treasurer?”
Satoru’s voice chirps through the receiver and you stifle a giggle while Kento rolls his eyes. Using the remaining dough scraps, you attempt to forge little shapes beside him.
“Making cookies since you left us with no budget to purchase food.”
“Oooo! Are you making my favorites?”
“Yes we’re making sugar cookies the way the recipe intends, no ‘extra sweet’ ones you seem to demand so much.”
A giggle is heard through the speaker and you show your final shape of an attempted gingerbread man to Kento who smiles gently and nods in indication to add it to the pan. Stepping back, you move to open the oven door.
“Anyways~~ I heard from Ieiri that Y/N’s coming to the party. Either make your move now or I’ll tell Suguru he can ask her out instead.”
Despite holding the tray and standing right in front of the oven, Kento nearly trips forward to shove them inside before pivoting to grab his phone off the counter. Not caring if flour or residual dough gets on the screen, he takes it off speaker and awkwardly rushes over to the living to continue the call.
Huh? ….Ask you out? He wanted to ask you out???
You shut the oven door and make a mental note of the time before turning to watch Kento whisper-yell into his phone while pinching the bridge of his nose. His body refuses to turn around and face the kitchen again; you stand awkwardly after washing your hands and having no imminent task to complete.
“No you idiot… Are you aware that you’re not helping whatsoever?..... Ok fine, fine… just, don’t say anything to him.”
It feels wrong to even hear half the conversation despite needing answers as to what the fuck was currently happening. The conversation lasts maybe another 90 seconds before a long sigh can be heard escaping his lips and you quickly attempt to make yourself look busy. As if you weren’t hanging onto every word.
He slides his phone into his back pocket and approaches the kitchen with an awkward look on his face, not quite making eye contact.
“I won’t pretend like you didn’t hear that idiot on the phone…and I’m sorry if it made you uncomfortable,” he pauses and looks up at you apologetically. “If you would rather go home… I know Ieiri was your ride. I can order you an Uber…”
…huh?
You pause and watch the man in front of you with cheeks so warm they could fry an egg and eyes open so wide they may pop out of your skull.
“What?”
Kento locks eyes with you and moves to stand against the counter, giving several feet of respectful space, and rubbing the back of his neck. “I mean I knew I should’ve never even told Satoru anything to begin with… I understand if you have feelings for Suguru and find this as awkward as I do right now…”
It takes several moments before thoughts can be translated into a coherent and understandable sentence, though it’s not the most articulate: “You like me?”
Despite being a boiled down version of what was actually happening, Kento just raises his eyebrows at your slight forwardness before nodding curtly.
“Yea, I do. I just… haven’t figured out how to come forward with it, until now..”
There’s a steady pause as his words sink in; the moment doesn’t even feel like reality as you stand there processing the gravity of everything before it comes crashing down.
“I feel the same,” you say as you take a careful step forward to close the distance slightly. “Ieiri always clowns me for never making any kind of move.”
“Well that makes two of us.. Haibara isn’t exactly subtle at trying to get me alone with you.”
You take another step forward and laugh at the simplicity of everything, shaking your head and not noticing the way Kento moves to close the space. He leans against the same side of the island with you and hovers inches away while he tugs your hand away from your face with a curious smile on his lips.
“What’s so funny?”
Waving slightly with your free hand, a few more giggles escape your lips while Kento moves to lean his head down towards yours.
“Are you laughing at me?” he questions playfully.
“Mmm maybe.”
You blink slowly at him once, a smile on your lips when he finally nudges his chin closer to connect your lips. Instinctively you shut your eyes and lean into the motion, a small smile on your face at how simple everything seemed.
With a few more pecks Kento backs up slightly, “it’s gonna be hard to kiss you if you keep smiling like that.”
There’s no pause for your response and he leans his head back down to kiss you once more, though not as gently as the first time. The hand that he had used to hold your hand a moment before now rests respectfully on your hips while his other pushes locks of hair away from your face.
The smile falls from your lips as you lean your head in further to match the force and your hands snake up to wrap around his neck and lazily rest on his broad shoulders. Music in the background isn’t enough to deafen the pounding heartbeat in your ears and Kento pushes further into the kiss, his nose occasionally brushing your cheek from the force.
In a drunken haze you pull him in closer, as if it were even physically possible, and your legs pivot to push your ass flush against the counter while Kento stands between your legs. Despite the intoxicating flavor of his lips, you can’t help but notice how PG the whole moment was.
Normally this would be fine… normally. But you’ve been thinking about this man for months on end and the fact he’s keeping his hands so painfully respectful at your hips has you craving something more.
Without disconnecting your lips, your hands snake down his sharp shoulder blades and then forearms before resting on his wrists. Before he can mumble a phrase into your lips, you push his hands down and back to rest against the swell of your ass.
Immediately, he leans back a bit and looks into your eyes. “Are you sure that’s alright?”
He pants lightly with pupils blown so wide they look black instead of hazel. “I don’t want you to get the wrong idea.”
A chill shiver runs down your spine and you instinctively lift your hands off his wrists in slight shock. Fuck. The last thing you wanted to do was pressure him into something he didn’t want.
“O-Oh! I’m sorry… I should’ve–”
“–No.” Kento leans forward and interrupts, “I want to do…that. To touch you and more.. But I didn’t want you to think that’s all I’m actually after.”
You pause and look up at his face, with lids half closed as you drink in the way his usual rational and put-together appearance begins to melt.
“So what are you after?”
Kento sucks in a breath and looks around aimlessly for a moment while shaking his head; this conversation was not something he was expecting to have when Haibara had invited you and Ieiri over.
“I wish I could do this a bit more properly but-” He looks back down at you and admires your eyes before lingering on your lips. “Something serious. Something real. I’m not really a guy who does anything like this casually.”
“Me neither. I don’t usually kiss and grind against the people I cook holiday cookies with.”
Kento actually laughs at this and leans down to peck your lips chastley, his hands still on your ass, but the pressure never increases.
“Good, the idea of anyone else being able to do this pisses me off a bit.”
“Mmmmm like Suguru?”
This causes a scoff to escape his lips and his fingers to dig slightly into the flesh of your ass, “Don’t.”
A coy smile works its way onto your lips while you return to wrap your arms around his neck and pull his mouth to hover just above yours. His lips purse slightly, in both feigned annoyance and eagerness to reconnect your mouths once more.
“Or what?”
That's all it takes for Kento to push his face forward and meet your lips with passion and sink his fingers into the flesh of your ass. It’s light at first, but when your fingers pull on the strands of his blonde hair, the pressure increases and begins to knead.
Tugging his neck down further, you tilt your head to the side and deepen the kiss, parting your lips slightly when his tongue swipes against your own. Kento isn’t sure what he enjoys more in this moment, the taste of the spiced dough on your tongue or the sweet fruity chapstick that lingers on your lips.
Fingers squeeze and tug at the flesh of your ass and after a moment you snake one hand down to rest on his wrist and drag it up to cup your breast. Immediately the both of you groan into the kiss and Kento raises his other hand to now knead at both of your tits.
Fingers cup the underside of your breasts while his thumb pads circle and push against your bra where your nipples harden underneath. Squeezing and palming at your tits while his tongue explores your molars is enough to cause your aching cunt to squeeze pathetically around nothing.
“Fuck,” Kento parts from your lips and pants slightly before delving down to kiss and bite at the flesh on your neck. “Driving me insane right now baby.”
There isn’t time to linger on the pet name before he sinks his canines into your neck and begins sucking the flesh. His hands leave your tits and wrap around to squeeze at your ass while his pelvis finally grinds harder against your hips; his erection begs for some sort of friction.
Kento runs the flat of his tongue over the skin a few more times before kissing it in a weak apology for the bruise and moves on to another section of your neck. He places a few quick kisses to your pulse point right under the jaw before biting once more; his nose tickles the skin just below your ear.
“Ha.. you seem…nnghh.. Excited,” you barely groan out, head tilted back and to the side to allow more room for his ministrations.
Kento places a few more kisses to the spot before trailing his lips down the side of your neck in search of the next place to leave another purple hickey.
“Of course I am.” His lips stop just above your collarbone as he murmurs into the flesh, “I used to get so fucking worried you would see the boner in my jeans whenever we would get lunch together… didn’t want you to think I was some sick pervert.”
You gasp when his lips suck against your flesh before breaking into a slight giggle and tugging at his hair.
“Mmmm I’m beginning to think exactly that.”
He lifts from your collarbone with a pop! from the suction and scoffs before nuzzling into the other side of your neck. Planting chaste kisses while his hands slide down and his thumbs rub circles on your hip bones.
“Well if you knew what I was thinking… you wouldn’t be far off the mark.”
You shiver at the words and tug his hair to tilt his head upright and drag his lips to meet yours. Immediately he tilts into it further and chases after your lips every time you part to take a breath. As if addicted, his lips refuse to leave yours for more than a moment at a time, holding your hips still while he pathetically ruts his throbbing cock against the fabric of your jeans.
With one more grind against your hips that leaves your cunt drenching your panties in a desperate heat, you tug his head back. A whimper nearly escapes his lips at the action of being deprived of your lips and the sting of his hair being pulled when you look into his eyes.
You wrap one hand to cup his cheek which he instinctively leans his head into and places a chaste kiss into your palm. His eyes don’t leave yours while you both pant a few times.
Taking a breath you slide your other hand flat down his chest and take in the softness of his wool sweater and the firmness of his pectorals and abs underneath. You break eye contact and watch your hand trail further down until your fingers trace the hem of his khakis and toy with the belt loops of the fabric.
Before you can even move to the button, his hand leaves your hip and holds your wrist firmly in place. You silently swallow and look back up at him.
Maybe he doesn’t want to go further… maybe he wants to leave it here.
A few more doubts swirl in your mind while you furrow your brows in thought before Kento leans in to kiss your palm against his cheek once more.
“Don’t.” He kisses your hand again. “Let me make you feel good.”
Your breath hitches in your throat and you nod once before he tugs you into him and away from the counter. His hands run under your ass to where the flesh meets your thighs and tilts his head up.
“Jump f’me.”
Immediately you respond to the command and jump up while Kento’s arms grab the underside of your jeans and hoist you up to match your pelvis to his. Your feet don’t have time to wrap around his waist before he walks forward again and places you on the kitchen island.
Stepping back he walks to the oven and dutifully shuts off the heat before eyeing you once again like prey.
“Making cookies can wait,” he walks over and splays your thighs to stand between them. “I’d rather eat one right now…”
The way he looks down at you is enough to make your gut do cartwheels with excitement; the calm and rational man in front of you is now replaced with one desperately oozing carnal desire.
He leans down to capture your lips once more before gently pushing your back flat against the counter; he pushes the mixing bowls and dry ingredients to the side to make room. As soon as the cool marble of the counter top flushes against your warm skin, you can feel him play with the button of your jeans.
“This ok, baby?”
You peer down and admire the way he hunches over and pants lightly against your exposed navel from the way your shirt has ridden up slightly. Swallowing, you nod once more, heartbeat pounding in your ears.
Kento places a light kiss against your navel and pops the button open and slides the zipper of your jeans down.
“Usually, I’d prefer words, but,” he taps your hips to indicate for you to lift them and he drags the fabric down to your ankles and pulls them to the floor, “we can work on that later.”
Immediately you move to shut your thighs in embarrassment but his hands catch your knees and push them apart again. You whimper slightly as he hunches over a bit more to admire the way your lace panties are stained with a dark patch of arousal.
His breath is hot against your inner thighs when he takes his index finger to run up and down the patch in half amusement and half awe.
You make a pathetic attempt to shut your thighs again. “It’s embarrassing…”
Kento stops his finger mid swipe and pushes into the fabric to sop up more of the wetness seeping from your aching cunt. You twitch at the sensation and look up at the ceiling in attempt to cool the heat in your cheeks.
“Not embarrassing,” he says as he releases the pressure and leans down to place a quick kiss to the patch before hooking his fingers around the elastic waistband. “It’s all for me… right?”
He pulls your panties down partially and taps your hips once more to indicate for you to briefly lift up again.
“Nngh..y-yea..”
Your voice is weak in your throat but the silence and lack of touch makes you tilt your head up once again to watch them man. Sitting up on your elbows briefly, you don’t miss the way he palms the fabric of your panties into a smaller bundle and slips them into the pocket of his khakis.
“Hey–”
“Mm?” Kento pushes them further into his pocket before resting his hands on your knees to keep them spread. “I didn’t mean to ruin them…”
He leans down and pants lightly against your cunt, “It’s only fair I wash them and later…promptly return them.”
Before you can make a remark that he is indeed perverted, Kento opens his mouth and licks a long stripe up your pussy. Leaning back against the counter once again at the sensation, the man between your thighs doesn’t hesitate to initiate a disgustingly sloppy french kiss against your cunt.
Lips moving against your cunt, his tongue works its way inside and moves to massage the walls of your pussy. Lifting his hands away from your knees and letting your thighs cup his ears like muffs, one hand goes to splay the opening to your cunt wider while the other rubs circles into your clit.
“Ahhh… fuck!”
Kento’s nose rubs against the flesh where your pussy and inner thigh meet, occasionally tickling you despite the intense pressure of his mouth against you. With one more thrust of his tongue inside, he lifts his face slowly to reattach his lips to your clit.
His chin is covered in a mixture of wetness and saliva but he pays no mind; his index finger slowly inches inside while his tongue ruts against your clit. You throw your head back at the delicious stretch against his finger and twitch your hips at the sensation of his lips suckling on your nerves.
“Fuck baby… you’re pretty tight.” He leans back and looks up at you from your thighs, eyes half closed in drunken pleasure, “gotta make sure you’re warmed up before you can take me.”
The idea of letting the put together and posed Kento have his way with you makes you clench pathetically around his finger.
He leans back once more. “Just got so much wetter.” He adds a second finger and shamelessly watches your face contort with pleasure. “Gonna be the death of me.”
You whimper at his words and grind against his fingers, the familiar knot in your abdomen getting tighter. Kento doesn’t mind the awkward half-hunched position he’s in as he increases the speed of his tongue and continues finger fucking you in attempt to find that particular spot.
“K-Ken… nnngh FUCK..”
You can’t even mumble his whole name, too dizzy from the pleasure coursing through your veins. Feeling the knot get tighter you bite your lip and run a hand through his hair and tug at the scalp lightly before gently pushing his head back.
Immediately, the man stops and looks up at you in worry; your slick and his saliva still coating his chin in a shiny sheen.
“I-Is everything ok?” He stands up fully and searches your face intently. “Did I hurt you?”
The soft and intimate tone of his voice spurs butterflies in your stomach and you sit up fully on the counter to face him. On instinct, Kento steps between your thighs and leans his head down to search your face; his forehead hovers only an inch above yours.
“I’m ok, Kento. Really… I am.”
You tilt your chin upward to peck his lips and he immediately latches his mouth to yours, showing all his worry and attentiveness through the action. When you lean back his lips chase yours for a moment and his eyes search yours; the taste of your own slick now coating your lips.
“I’m ok.”
“Then.. why did you–”
“–I want to come… I want you to make me cum..”
He searches your face in a brief confusion, eyebrows furrowed in a ‘V’ shape before you continue.
“I just…” The admission makes your cheeks burn, but before you can turn your head away he lifts his hand to hold your cheek and face forward. “I just… wanted to cum.. On your cock…”
Despite whispering the words, the man hovering right in front of you hears each one and opens his eyes in a slight shock before grinning.
He leans down and kisses you once again and sighs in relief, “Oh thank goodness… I was worried you were having second thoughts about me, baby.”
You wrap your arms around his neck and pull him into you again and smile up at him, “Never.”
“Good. To be fair I wasn’t sure I would even be able to stop now that we’ve started.”
The contrast of his behavior to his gentlemanly nature makes you grin and connect your lips once more before he backs up and offers a hand. Slipping your fingers in his, you slide off the counter and admire the way he bends down to collect your jeans before leading you to his bedroom.
You take a moment to admire the room while he moves to lock the door and neatly fold your pants. His bed is tidy and neat but the desk by the window is scattered with a variety of papers, coffee mugs, and trail mix containers. There’s a floor lamp that brings a warm glow to the room in addition to the natural light which makes it extremely cozy.
Despite there being maybe one article of clothing on the floor, Kento immediately moves to awkwardly organize things.
Dusting off the tops of his dresser and fixing the high school photo of him, Haibara, Suguru, and Satoru he turns to you. “Sorry for the mess… I wasn’t expecting company here today.”
You chuckle and move to admire the photo next to him, “Woa, your hair! I didn’t know you had an emo phase.”
Kento rolls his eyes and moves to smooth the pale brown comforter flatter while you drink in the rest of his room. A small record player sits on the top of a small bookshelf in the corner while his walls are neatly decorated with a variety of travel posters of places he’s been and wishes to go.
“Malaysia?” You mumble while moving to step next to him again.
“My dream vacation.”
You smile and wrap your arms around his neck and pull him into a kiss, only stopping when he backs up to pull off his sweater and undershirt in one movement. The sight of his toned body is enough to make you clench around nothing. Once the fabric is flung to the floor he reaches forward to cup your jaw and slides his tongue back into your mouth as if it was more comfortable in yours than in his.
Your legs hit the back of the bed from the force and you disconnect your lips to peel off your cardigan and sweater. You let him admire the matching lace fabric of your bra for a moment before you undo the metal clasps and drop it to the floor.
His hands lift to knead your now uncovered tits and you moan into his mouth from the sensation when he takes his fingers to pinch your hardened nipples. Shivers running down your spine, the lack of previous release creates an extra needy whine escaping your lips.
The erection painfully pushing against the fabric of his khakis grinds into the flesh of your pelvis; when your hands move to undo the button and fly, Kento doesn’t stop you this time. Tugging the fabric to his mid thigh, his cock now pushes against the thin fly of his Calvin Klein boxer briefs.
A dark gray patch is stained from the pre cum leaking pathetically from his tip and his hips twitch as soon as your fingers ghost the outline of his cock. Kento’s lips trail your neck while you palm his cock through the underwear; his teeth nibble the flesh behind your ear while light moans escape.
Before you can dip your hands into the waistband, Kento lightly pushes you back onto the bed and captures your lips once more. You scoot back to the pillows at the top of his bed and rest on your elbows when you watch him shimmy the boxer briefs down and free his cock to the air. And he’s definitely well endowed.
Slightly larger than average, the thickness is enough to make your cunt clench around nothing when you imagine the delicious stretch. A noticeable blonde happy trail starts at his navel and goes down to the base of his cock, though everything is neatly trimmed.
Kento notices your stare and awkwardly smiles before giving himself a few pumps and walking back up to the bed. Before you can sit up right and welcome him back to the space with your lips on his, he backs up.
“Ah, condom.”
He pivots and opens his nightstand to dig around for a spare rubber; he nearly gives up the search until his fingers graze a familiar foil texture. Sighing gently in relief, he shuts the drawer and climbs up onto the mattress to meet you.
You meet his lips and lay down further to accommodate the way his body hovers perfectly above yours like a puzzle piece. He reaches down to rub your clit a few times while sucking gently on your neck before pulling back and sitting on his ankles.
He tugs the edge of the foil open and pulls out the lubricated condom; Kento gives a few more pumps to himself before lining his cock the ring of the rubber. Eyebrows furrowed at the motion, you both watch in a shocked horror when the edge of his thumbnail catches on the latex and rips a noticeable hole in the side.
“Fuck.”
Kento tugs it off and tosses it into his bedroom trash before digging through his nightstand again with a frustrated look.
“I don’t think there are any more… shit.”
You sit up and look at the man and gnaw on your lip. Any other time, you would use reasonable sensibility and just offer reciprocating oral between you both. That’s any other time.
“Pull out?”
Kento whips his head around so fast it nearly breaks and mumbles out, “huh?”
The desire coursing through your veins and sight of his cock makes your mind drunk. “Just pull out? Yea?”
Normally Kento would scoff and say how risky that method was in preventing unwanted pregnancies. Normally. Instead he mirrors your drunken gaze and nods slowly, “Yea… I’ll just pull out.”
He walks to the edge of the bed and pulls your ankles so your hips hover in the air in line with his pelvis. For good measure he taps his flushed pink tip to your swollen clit a few times; pearls of pre cum leaking profusely from the tip.
Locking eyes with you for a moment, he sinks in inch by inch, groaning at the sensation of hitting it raw. You lean your head back and wince slightly at the stretch while Kento’s hands immediately move to intertwine with yours.
Kento was expecting you to leave as soon as that idiot Satoru had accidentally aired his pathetic feelings, not for you to reciprocate those same desires and lay beneath him squirming while his cock splits you open. The sight is one he wants to immortalize in his memory: the way your head is thrown back in pleasure from the sting of the stretch, the little nod you make to indicate it’s ‘ok’ to move, and the beautiful way your tits bounce up and down with each thrust.
“F-fuck… Kento..”
Your legs are positioned straight up on his shoulders while he stands and thrusts into your cunt as you lay partially on his bed. There’s a mix of his eucalyptus detergent on the sheets and the raw scent of sex in the air.
His cock pushes in deeper with each thrust, bullying the opening of your cervix despite the facade of a gentleman on his face. Heavy balls slap against the underside of your ass, giving an audible ‘plap’ ‘plap’ ‘plap’ echoing in the room and sweat begins to drip down his temples.
Each stroke has him bottoming out and pushing the stubble of his pubes against your puffy clit for the stimulation you’re craving. The sensation of his cock splitting you open and smack of skin against yours has the familiar sensation building in your abdomen.
Looking up, Kento nearly looks pained from the concentration on his face. You raise an eyebrow but he shakes his head and lets out a shaky breath and places a chaste kiss to your ankle on his shoulder.
“I-I’m… ahhh.. Fine baby… just trying not to cum.. Haaa”
Eyebrows furrowed in deep thought, the sensation of your cunt clenching around him leaves Kento trying to imagine Satoru’s face to avoid cumming too early. He’s supposed to be a gentleman, and well… nice guys finish last right?
Swallowing thickly, Kento moves to hold one of your legs steady on his shoulder while the other rubs circles against your clit. The combination of his cock rutting against your g-spot while the pad of his thumb rubs against your nerves causes a long whine to escape your lips.
“K-kento… fuck!.. G-Gonna cum…”
A gush of arousal seeps from your cunt and your walls clench around his cock while your orgasm washes over you. Head back in pleasure while your nails dig indents into his forearms, your hips twitch to ride your orgasm.
As soon as you regain a steady breath, Kento’s hips stutter and he pulls out with a ring of your cum smudged at the base of his cock. Giving a few extra pumps, hot ropes of cum spill out and over your stomach while your name escapes his lips like prayer.
The warm and sticky sensation coats your abdomen while Kento hovers above you panting; your legs fall from his shoulders and are split around his waist. The moment is raw and vulnerable for a few moments before the post-orgasm clarity washes over both of you.
“I’ll grab a washcloth…hate that I made such a mess of you again.”
You sigh and blink wearily while sitting up on your elbows, smiling at the joke he had made. Watching Kento slip on his boxer briefs and slide out of the room to the bathroom, you exhale and lean further into the comforter of his bed in a sleepy haze.
You don’t even notice when he reopens the door with a warm washcloth in one hand and a tall glass of water in the other. “Don’t tell me you’re asleep already.”
A gentle hum leaves your lips as you sit up and watch the way he gently wipes his cum from your skin and offers you the water.
He stands back up and looks down at you sitting contently. “Though the image of you in my bed is something I can definitely get used to.”
Before you can answer, a light ‘ping!’ rings out from the pants pocket of Kento’s khakis. You can exchange a glance and he leans down to retrieve his phone and stare at his screen in shock.
“What’s wro–”
“They said they’ll be back in 5.”
Your words die in your throat and you both immediately make a break for the bathroom to clean up as fast as possible. After briefly fixing his hair, Kento leaves you to pee after you shoo him out with a, ‘no man is worth a UTI’.
Washing your hands and briefly wiping away any smudged mascara, there’s a short courtesy knock and Kento’s hand pokes out through a crack in the door.
“Sorry there’s no time for a shower….maybe later if you wanna stay, you can take one.”
“Thanks,” you say while grabbing the clothes and changing behind the door as if he didn’t just fuck your brains out. “I’ll be out in a second.”
The door shuts again and you toss the oversized ‘Finance Department’ shirt and JJK sweatpants on while rolling your eyes at the lack of underwear provided. You wander out of the bathroom and stop in the hallway to watch the way Haibara and Ieiri are carrying several bags of groceries into the apartment.
“I thought you went out for sugar? What’s all this?”
Haibara slips past Kento and begins pulling out various bags of chips and snacks from the bag in front of him. “We should watch a movie while the cookies bake! So that means we needed snacks. Plus Satoru called and asked for a few things.”
Ieiri makes no attempt at an excuse and smirks when she sees the way Kento is no longer in his khakis and sweater and instead is wearing a pair of flannel sleep pants and long sleeve frat t-shirt.
She shrugs her shoulders at the man and fishes in her pocket for a lighter. “We just needed something to do in order to stall for a bit longer.”
Your cheeks flush and you finally walk out into the kitchen and avoid the shit-eating grin on your roommate’s face. Haibara doesn’t even notice your change of clothing while Kento looks at you with a warm smile on his lips.
Ieiri lets out a low whistle, “Nice clothes.”
Haibara stops from putting soft drinks in the fridge and now finally notices your attire and raises an eyebrow at it. Both he and Ieiri exchange glances before Kento raises his hand to pause their imminent bombarde of questions. “There’s nothing wrong with my girlfriend wearing my clothes.”
“Girlfriend?!”
“Girlfriend?!”
GIRLFRIEND?
Ieiri and Haibara mirror your internal confusion while Kento idly walks to the oven to resume the heat needed to finish baking the cookies. He holds himself as if he had just reported the weather and moves to slide a hand around your waist and tug you into him.
“Geez! What did we miss?”
“I don’t think we wanna know.”
Haibara winces at Ieiri’s crude words and shakes his head to avoid imagining his roommate and friend banging in the apartment. Kento rolls his eyes while Ieiri moves to finalize the last of the sugar cookie recipe and prepare a pan.
You seamlessly move to help her cut a few shapes and don’t miss the way Haibara breaks from his mortifying realization to shoot a thumbs up to his roommate. The moment is warm and familial, the group now working as a team of 4 instead of two groups of 2.
By the time you take out the brunkager and put the sugar cookies in the oven, Haibara pads over to the living to flip through a variety of movies. Ieiri follows him to open the window and lean out the edge to light another cigarette and blow the smoke outside.
You sigh comfortably and reach to grab a cookie and blow gently on it, slightly wincing when the delicious flavor burns your tastebuds from the temperature.
“Careful…we’re not trying to make your tongue swollen.”
“Oh, is there something else you want my tongue to do?”
Kento stutters slightly and nudges you in the ribs indicating the risky behavior considering the proximity of your friends while rolling his eyes.
“There are a million things I could think of, and if we had more time, I would’ve loved for a few of them to happen.”
You smile and move to rinse your hands off in the sink, enjoying the background ambience of Ieiri and Haibara arguing over whether to watch ‘How the Grinch Stole Christmas’ or ‘Home Alone’.
Kento remains leaning against the counter while watching you. “I mean it. Both things actually.”
You wipe your hands on the kitchen towel and raise an eyebrow while waiting for him to continue.
“I don’t enjoy quickies or casual flings… I want more time with you,” he puts his arm out to grab you into him, “with you as my girlfriend.”
There’s no response needed when you lift your chin to press a kiss to his lips and giggle when Haibara and Ieiri groan from the couch.
“Ugh! Didn’t you guys already fuck it out of your systems? I’m not ready to be an aunt yet.”
“Not on the kitchen island! What about our deposit if you break it?”
Kento scoffs and moves to walk you to the couch to join your complaining comrades; he sits on the right side against the armrest and pulls you in between his legs to partially lay against his chest.
The moment is cozy and relaxing as the sun begins to dip and brings a warm glow in the apartment while a blistering wind picks up outside. Ieiri reaches for a few chips while Haibara gets comfy on the side love seat and hits ‘play’ on the remote.
“Wait..” he looks up between you and Ieiri. “I already knew Kento grew up making cookies and that’s why he enjoys doing it so much now… but what about you guys?”
Your own roommate shrugs, “I guess I like the parties? Secret Santas are kinda fun once the alcohol is flowing.”
Haibara hums at the answer and turns his attention to you; Kento places a chaste kiss on the back of your neck and traces circles on your hip bones where the waistband of the sweatpants sit. You turn to Kento and smirk, “Well considering Kento likes eating making cookies…. I’d say I like sleigh rides.”
TY for ur patience for this series! I've been busy but still wanna finish this into the mid-january timeline (also why was writing kento lowkey harder than I thot it was gonna be)
[ Next up -> Oncology student! Frat President! Fwb Satoru x Reader
Holiday season is always referred to as 'cuffing season' though he never really saw the point. Why want a real relationship when your casual affair offers everything he wants... or so he thought. Matching sweaters, gift wrapping, and sipping hot cocoa definitely isn't casual.. but it's all he wants for Christmas this year. ]
my other series are still ongoing i promise!
likes/reblogs/comments all appreicated ☆:.。. o(≧▽≦)o .。.:☆
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The Tip Of The Iceberg · Owl City
Grumpy x sunshine
Winter wonderland
DPxDC Love at Frost Sight
Jason's favorite season of the year was fall. Early fall, to be exact, when the trees become red and golden, and the air smells of pumpkin spice because of all the coffeeshops simultaneously deciding it's the time to bring it back once again, and it's not yet cold enough to wear a coat, but just cool enough to put on a comfy sweater.
On the other hand, his least favorite season was winter. All of it, starting from late November and ending in early April. His bones ached in the cold that no coat could manage to keep out, the roads were always slippery, no matter how much salt was thrown over them, and he despised the amounts of hot tea he had to drink to keep himself from freezing to death.
Not to mention the lack of sunlight, the vitamins he had to take daily, the shiver that ran down his body when he stepped out of the shower and-
"You know, if you keep frowning like that, people are going to start thinking I've brought you here under the threat of a gun."
Jason blinks and tears his gaze away from the dimly lit, snowy scenery of Robinson Park and looks to Jazz, who is walking just beside him, a steaming cup of coffee in her fingers. She looks beautiful, even wearing a puffy purple jacket that makes her look like an off-color penguin and a knitted hat that hides all her red hair.
Jason huffs and rubs his forehead, smoothing the wrinkle between his eyebrows manually.
"You still hadn't told me why are we taking a walk in the park instead of doing literally anything else," he reminds her, and Jazz smiles, holding her chin higher.
"I have my reasons," she tells, her voice full of mischief. Jason rolls his eyes and hides his freezing palms deeper in his pockets. "We're almost there, don't roll your eyes at me," Jasmine shorts a short laugh and pokes him in the side.
Almost where, he wants to ask, because he is pretty sure she can't show him anything he hasn't seen before in here. He is a Gothamite, after all, and she just moved here two years ago, and Robinson Park couldn't have changed that much since his whole dying and coming back act.
But then, Jazz finishes her coffee in a few large gulps, tossing the empty cup into the nearest bin, and takes his elbow, all but dragging him forward, off the path and into the who knows where.
Jason stumbles over his feet but catches himself quickly enough to not faceplant the snow. Yet, that doesn't help in the slightest with figuring out where they are going because, well, it's half-past-six, which means it's already rather dark around them even with all of the street lights, and Jazz can be really fast when she wants to, and-
"Here," his impossible girlfriend suddenly stops, so abruptly like she's just ran into a wall. Jason, despite all his vigilante training, is not capable of canceling the laws of inertia on command, so he takes a few more steps forward to slow down.
"And what exactly is here?" He shakes his head, trying very hard not to snap, because he is cold, and he doesn't like surprises, and Jazz can be frustrating more than she likes to admit. But, before she can answer, and before Jason is able to put all that winter irritation into words, there's a snap.
Jason turns his head sharply, looking for the source of it just out of habit.
And halts, feeling his eyes go wide and his head completely empty.
The lights appear one by one, a slow, charming process of illuminating the small clearing they've run into. Warm and fuzzy, like tiny stars, or maybe fairy lights, but with no strings to hold them, they light up the trees and the sparkling, untouched snow under their feet. Jason blinks. The sight that he's grown to associate only with those decorative glass balls full of fake snow doesn't shatter.
And, to be fair, Jason knew winter could be beautiful - he's seen countless pictures and movies, and he understood the appeal it had on some people. But he's never really felt it, what with winters in Gotham, even at Christmas Eve, being more glum and gray than sparkling white and twinkling pretty.
But this is exactly that.
The tall trees covered in white snow, the gentle fall of snowflakes over them, the bright yellow lights that surround them.
"Close your mouth, love, you'll catch a cold," he hears Jazz say with a fond, soft laugh, and only then he realizes he is gaping.
His mouth closes back with a snap as he turns to face his girlfriend.
"How did you..." he trails off, not even sure what he's asking. How did she bring a fairytale into life? How did she find this place? How did she manage to bring him here?..
Jazz's teal eyes hold the reflections of countless warm lights around them, and she is grinning from ear to ear, her hand finding Jason's to intertwine their fingers.
"Danny helped," she admits, "But I just wanted you to see it. See why I love winter - not just because my brother is a living icicle, but because winter is magic, in a sense. It's only in winter that you can feel what's really warm and what's not."
Jason has half of a thought to ask her what she means, but he gets it just a moment before the words fall out of his mouth.
Because this, standing in the silent snowfall among the tiny lights of miniature stars, holding Jazz's hand in his, is warm. Not in a literal sense - his skin is still moments away from freezing - but something inside his chest feels like a tiny, flickering flame.
And that flame makes him smile.
"It's very pretty," he says, not taking his eyes off Jazz, and watches her cheeks become pink.
Somehow, he is certain it's not because of the cold.
~•~•~•~
This was written to not one but two Owl City songs. The first one was, as requested, 'The Tip of The Iceberg', and the second was 'Peppermint Winter', my all-time favorite winter song.
And here's the additional aesthetic!
Danny, who is responsible for the gently falling snowflakes and keeping the lights from going out, sitting invisible in a tree above them: what great lengths do I go for you, Jazz, you better get me something nice for Christmas or I swear to Ancients-
#danny phantom#dpxdc#dc x dp#jasmine fenton#jason todd#jason x jazz#anger management#winter wonderland#owl city#cork prompts#its actually quite hard to make jason grumpy#i tried my best#cork game
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The third winner of a Zandicktober poll >< Tags: Akademiya Zandik x reader, suggestive, science, blood, blueball, touching with dubious consent, clothes stay on, not proofread, 1.4k Glossary Minors DNI
So what if Zandik had refused to use your room as a space of relaxation? Studying was different. And loathe as he was to admit it, the little comforts you'd invested in to furnish your space did make for a better environment.
Not to say he couldn't do without the plush carpet, but what logic was there in rejecting mundane luxuries when they came at no cost?
There was also the added benefit of the fibers muffling the near constant tapping of your feet. Already somewhat disinterested in the pages spread out around him, Zandik's gaze wandered towards your unusually quiet form. Your grasp obscured the book's title, a shame, whatever had managed to capture your interest to this degree had to be at least mildly fascinating.
A hint of jealousy flared at how enraptured you appeared, the mandatory essay on trade route optimization across the Wall of Samiel doing anything but stimulate his mind. With a sigh, the various papers were shuffled around in hopes of unlocking some new perspective, preferably one that would bring an epiphany.
The weather was about as bleak as his current mood, the past few days had been bound together by the presence of a seemingly unending gathering of clouds. Neither sun nor stars had pierced the veil - on second thought, perhaps his lack motivation was partially caused by sleep deprivation.
Trying to rub the tiredness from his eyes as if it were sand did nothing but further the urge to groan in annoyance. There were vast quantities of history just waiting to be uncovered and pieced together with existing records, and here they were, forced to write assignments reflecting on a 'challenge' the Eremites had already solved decades ago.
What good were grand ideas when the conviction to implement them was always lacking behind?
"Would it kill you to just admit to needing a break?"
Zandik frowned as your little quip registered, briefly considering the route of denial before settling on a modified truth, "It's simply the glaring lack of a challenge that irks me. This," he swatted at a few choice pages, "is an utter waste of my time."
Had it come from anyone else, the bright laughter ringing through the room would've elicited at least a sneer. A roll of his eyes was all he could muster for now.
There was no particular reason for this assignment to invoke such a putrid reaction, it was disappointing but not unexpected in the slightest. And as such, your disturbance wasn't entirely unwelcome. Zandik did need a break, even if he would rather eat sand than admit so.
With unusual consideration, your inquisitive voice provided an ample escape, "How about taking a look at this with me? I could use an extra set of eyes and yours aren't entirely bad."
He let the question hang for a moment, knowing very well that it was a lie without even looking at how you bent the corner of a page this way and that. You undoubtedly knew that he was aware, yet still tried to commit to the act of confusion.
It was almost endearing.
With no desire to stall, Zandik merely nodded and leaned back against the bed, infrastructure and trade already long forgotten.
"So, the assignment is to formulate a possible route for restoring areas struck with the withering and then submit a detailed report." Zandik couldn't help but feel a twinge of envy as you continued, "there's no practical aspect, so I don't have to run any tests, but everything should be theoretically plausible. For the purpose of restoring the nutrient balance in the ground, I figured a good starting point would be to reintroduce insects among other things."
Lazily opening one eye, Zandik studied your expression carefully. Why the wolfish grin? It was off-putting, surely bleeding into his voice, "problem being?"
He didn't like the almost solemn way you cleared your throat, "-the male then uses his aedeagus to pierce the female's abdomen, injecting the spermatophores into her hemocoel," there was anticipation in your voice, the discord in Zandik's head growing at your smug expression, "that's kinda hot, wouldn't you say?"
Your words were replayed in his mind, disbelief only growing with every repeat as individual terms were identified and memories of definitions recovered. How long had his palms been sweaty?
Why would you even-
"Did you hit your head?" The lack of grace as you scurried towards his position on the carpet did little to disarm his suspicion, reluctantly glancing at the textbook you slid forward. You were being far too eager for his liking. "And how is this related your issues?"
"Never said I had an issue, just wanted you to look," he groaned inwardly at having fallen for your trap. "Look, imagine this was you and-"
"No."
"Treat it as a thought experiment…"
Oh Celestia above, you were pouting like a scorned child.
There wasn't enough space, especially with your book being practically shoved into his lap. The House of Daena was usually too crowded by now to get anything done, outside wouldn't be feasible either - not with how unbearable warm and moist it had been lately. Zandik could almost feel water gather in a thin film that clung to his skin. Handprints left behind on his trousers proved an uncomfortable truth about the effect of your closeness.
"I don't want to think about," he shifted restlessly and without care for the book, it was too warm with you practically pressed against him, "about doing that."
Just what did you think you were, crawling after him like that? Asking if you had any dignity would be a waste of breath, he knew exactly what word would pass your lips.
"Why not? It's-"
"Do you realize how ridiculous being sexually aroused by the thought of receiving a flesh wound sounds?"
Why did his cheeks have to burn now of all times?
Pens rolled and mugs clinked together as Zandik's back collided with your desk, out of room to retreat and reluctant to advance. It was impossible to keep an air of indifference when you were practically devouring him with that look.
"Bold words," you had the audacity to giggle, far more determination in your eyes than he remembered ever seeing. At least you left him room to breathe with where you settled in front of him, a little further and you'd be wedged between his legs-
A hand pressed to his lips wasn't enough to stifle the groan accompanying that thought, the taste of his own sweat not enough to dispel the image of you nuzzling against the inside of his thigh. Would the same amount of fire be in your eyes then? Would it be enough to match what always burned in him?
"-looks like you're not entirely appalled," Zandik blinked, static filling his suddenly empty head as you leaned forward, "or is this because of something else?"
Iron flooded his senses when your hand pressed against the bulge in his pants, his teeth digging into the back of his hand and still failing to contain a whine. It was downright painful how you dug your hand into the tender flesh, and still his body refused to effectuate the protests made by the mind.
A subdued whimper prefaced what few words he could string together through the growing haze, "don't-" he hissed when you grabbed hold of the bulge and twisted ever so slightly, "presume I would share your morbid fascinations…"
"No?" Zandik felt his eyes roll back when your other hand found the marks left by his own teeth, a shiver running through his body when your nail dragged along the bloody tear, almost missing your next words. "You seem pretty excited to have me digging around here, didn't expect you to enjoy receiving."
Any thought of rebuttal evaporated when you backed away, leaving Zandik with burning lungs and a painful throb in his pants.
"W-what…" He felt pathetic as he croaked out the question, barely resisting the urge to palm himself to ease some of the pain.
"Time to get back to work now that I've showed you what I wanted."
#it's time to suffer my degree with me once more#dottore x reader#il dottore x reader#dottore x you#zandik x reader#il dottore x you#crow with a pen#zandik x you#genshin impact x reader#genshin impact fanfic#il dottore#dottore#zandik#fatui x reader#dottore x fem reader#il dottore x fem reader#zandik x fem reader#cw blood
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Jason Todd headcanon alert 🚨
*taps mic, and clears throat*
Okay okay so, I’ve seen some people on here saying Jason probably uses 3 in 1 shampoo conditioner body wash, and I actually agree.
BUT as a latina I got somethings to say!
I won’t even address the comments I saw saying that he doesn’t shower regularly because that’s just insane btw. At least when it comes to the way I imagine him.
Obviously I try to make my reader as neutral as possible in terms of ethnicity and stuff but bitch I’m sure as hell incorporating our overall cultural aspect of always being clean and smelling like heaven alright lmao 💅✨
Smelling great has gotta be like one of the biggest aphrodisiacs in the world idc what anybody says. Being clean and smelling good is POWER babes!!!
That being said:
If Jason starts dating a girl like that, the minute she spots that product on his bathroom shelf, it’s 👏 going 👏 away 👏
He may protest at first, saying it’s practical, and that he’s been doing that for years etc, but the death glare he receives will shut him up completely.
Besides proper shampoo, conditioner, and body wash, I see him incorporating good smelling body lotion, and post-shave balm for example.
With time, he also sees your commitment with skincare (again, nothing too crazy), and gets convinced to adopt a 3 steps routine too (face wash, moisturizer, sunscreen). Ofc he’ll forget about it in the beginning and whenever he’s exhausted from patrol or his missions. But you’re always there to gently remind him or do it for him.
He also applies a thicker facial cream to his face on Winter, and relishes on the fact that his face stops cracking.
You might convince him to try on a face mask with you on a lazy Saturday night. It’s domestic and another way to bond as well.
Aside from abolishing the 3 in 1 horrid thing, you wouldn’t really push him into doing anything else. It’d be mere suggestions accompanied by an extra sweet smile.
Ultimately, Jason doesn’t do anything he doesn’t want to. Even if you insist. If it doesn’t make sense to him, he won’t do it.
However, he’s actually as open to listen to your ideas and opinions as you are to his.
And that’s how he gets convinced, and starts incorporating these things into his life.
His skin and hair actually look better, hence he feels better about himself too. It’s an act of self care. One he’s never actually had the luxury to have or think about.
Besides, he loves how wonderful you smell with sweetened and fresh scents, making him wanna bite you all over just to get a taste of the supple skin.
So why wouldn’t he want to mirror that as well? He sees that it’s worth it when you just can’t stop smelling him, praising him, and returning his bites with just as much eagerness. This man purrs alright!!!
And listen, he’s a manly man, but fortunately not one to have a fragile masculinity in any way. So this isn’t an issue for him.
You’re there to help him when he needs it, making sure he feels comfortable, and respecting his boundaries at all times <3
Overall, I just think as your relationship progressed you’ve incorporated and exchanged a lot of things between each other, and I’m excited to share some other examples in the near future.
thanks for reading this, and let me know your thoughts!
if you disagree feel free to do so in your head (just kiddin’!! maybe!) <3
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For your prompts:
"How long have you been in love with me?"
"How many years have we known each other?"
“—it’s hard to say who has it worse,” Clint was saying, pulling Stephen’s attention from his book. “Steve’s been in love with Barnes since what… 1940? But at least Barnes knows. He’s just too damaged right now to do anything about it. Tony’s just… pining. Has been for ages.”
Stephen tried to make sense of the words. He hadn’t been aware Tony was pining for anyone. He’d have thought Tony would have said something. Stephen had told Tony all about Christine.
Stephen watched Natasha and Clint pass by the open doorway, heading to the gym. “Yeah, well, Stephen…” What?
“Entirely oblivious,” Clint said, a laugh in his voice. “Gotta feel bad for Tony. Think we should help him find someone actually interested?”
“Clint…”
Stephen’s brain froze, blocking out everything.
He didn’t know how long he sat, trying to make sense of everything. Tony… Tony had feelings for him? Whistling pulled him out of his fog. Tony.
Tony swanned in, cheerful grin on his face. “Hey, Merlin, what’s—” He paused, frowning. “You look like someone smacked you.”
Stephen stared at him, tried to see anything that might indicate ‘pining’. Tony looked at him the same way he always had, soft warmth and subtle happiness, like seeing Stephen…
“How long have you been in love with me?” Stephen blurted out.
Tony froze, shock on his face. His smile turned sad. “How many years have we known each other?” he asked, tone a little wry. The words spun in his head. Five years? His heart raced. “Who said what?” Tony asked.
Stephen was barely able to respond. “Clint passed by…”
Tony scowled. “Damn it, Clint.”
“I… Why didn’t you say anything?”
Tony shrugged. “You don’t feel the same. Saw no point.” He leaned forward squeezing Stephen’s shoulder gently. “Don’t worry about it, Stephen.”
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can you do headcanons of pepe marti having a long term crush on a driver!reader (like since childhood/karting days)? They're both managed by Fernando Alonso, and he's basically meddling trying to set the two of them up, while stil overprotective of reader.
to teach a young dog some old tricks | pepe marti x fem!reader
a confession: im quite new to to the pepe lore and fanbase so i tried really really hard to make this as accurate and interesting as possible. that being said, omg i have so many thoughts about this!!! it’s such a fun and playful idea i got to reaserch and writing as soon as i could! have a wonderful day baby and i sincerely hope you enjoy this one! cheers!! <3
i know i have some requests to write about paul but i can’t do it rn still processing his soft launch someone help
warning(s): teen feels! awkwardness and a lot of cutesy moments
pepe was one of your best friends since you can remember - you started karting around europe around the same time and quickly developed a strong bond
there weren’t a lot of girls at the tracks, and some boys weren’t very nice, but that wasn’t pepe’s style
even on a bad rainy day, he was full of smiles and encouraging words
he thought you were impressive- okay, maybe a little scary at first, with the fiery gleam in your eyes and a wide grin that made his teenage heart clench a little
therefore, he tried his best not to make you upset like those other kids, with their loud voices and nasty remarks
and so your defensive walls quickly crumbled: you became attached to the hip ever since
that was the story thought most of your junior series: it was always you and pepe against the world, both fiercely protective of each other on and off track
it was one of the things that drew in fernando alonso: he couldn’t remember the last time he smiled so much watching the two of you fight your way through the field and celebrate together
true passion and friendship, the very essence of the sport he devoted his life toward
he knew instantly that he wanted to see you grow and help cultivate that fire you displayed on track
“joder, kids these days… just like me and lewis back in the day huh”
that’s how you were taken under his wing and for a while things were going perfectly
that was until christian came into the picture
he had this disarming charm and warmth about him that matched pepe’s playfulness and kindness: soon they were inseparable, despite being in different teams and under different managers, they seemed to hang out all the time
it became worse when all of you moved to f3 and the boys became teammates
pepe’s greetings became briefer and his usual chatter was replaced by awkwardness
“hey! good to see you, uh, good luck in practice, sorry, i gotta go- chris told me the team needs me, see ya!”
it was upsetting, for sure, you were always there for each other in the past: he wasn’t performing well and you weren’t either
it seemed as the universe was telling you that the only way to succeed was together
“por dios, im such an idiot! why did i mess up turn four, rookie mistake-”
he ranted to chris all the time, just like he did to you all those years, but now it was different
“mate, don’t be so hard on yourself, nobody’s mad at you. out of all people, she will understand”
he was so ashamed
pepe didn’t want you to see him this frustrated, this weak… especially since you were so mad after your dnf; he wanted to come, but when he had heard those swears spew out of your perfect lips, the air just got kicked out of his lungs
his mind was completely blank, and all he could do was stare at you from the distance and stumble out a sorry and pull half-hearted smile
you were just so pretty when you were mad, he wanted to comfort you, to make it better, to blow off some steam together, to hug, to kiss that pout way from your lips… hold up, what?
the truth is, pepe had a massive crush on you
he tried to get him to confess, to talk to you at least, but it was all in vain
mansell figured him out quickly and teased him relentlessly about it until he realised just how deeply pepe’s feelings ran
it was one that begun as admiration and friendship and grew slowly into something more as you grew up together, without his even noticing when you became so beautiful he couldn’t think straight when you were nearby
when fernando saw the results, he was surprised to say the least’ what do you mean? his two star drivers, competing for points instead of wins every weekend? it raised some eyebrows around the paddock
he had thought he figured it out quickly, the pressure got to you and you weren’t getting the same amount of support, right? but pepe? he made so many new friends and seemed to be just fine besides his results: so what has changed?
he needed one look at your face after he mentioned pepe’s name to knew what this was about
“you two are going to jerez with me. i don’t want any excuses”
he though that getting you in the same room for a longer period would solve the problem by itself but oh damn how quickly that one backfired
at the track, pepe was making mistake after mistake, avoiding alonso’s gaze and your presence
“you see this? you have this pattern when you mess up the left-hander and instantly go off the racing like at sequence- pepe, mierda, ¿estas escuchando o no?”
under each his determined look there was hint of sheepishness and shame
“in my time when a boy liked a girl he would just ask her our on a date and not make a disaster out of himself”
he said gruffly but his tense expression was soon replaced by understanding and a bit of mischief in his eyes
“but, i can’t possibly do that to her! she’s already under so much pressure and i’s scared i’ll ruin our friendship-“
“believe me, if you keep this up it’ll get ruined soon. you can either man up and do something about or lose her and your career in the process”
fernando’s words were harsh but rang true: he had to do something about
the next few days were a mix of gruesome training and long talks
you were both too exhausted to lie and fernando’s efforts to get two of you alone in one room didn’t go unnoticed: on the fifth day pepe gave up and confessed, stuttering and blushing but confessed either way
he then apologizes by taking you out to a very nice restaurant (one that may or may not have been recommended by the older spaniard)
pepe was very careful with his words, remembering the words of his mentor: "if she doesn't run you over - i will"
#pepe marti x reader#pepe marti#josep maria marti#formula 2#formula 2 x reader#pepe marti x you#pepe marti x y/n#campos racing#red bull academy#red bull racing#f2 boys#f2#formula racing#red bull f1#red bull team
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CollegeStudent!satoru continued!
“well, you look…comfortable.”
hilariously, you were anything but.
what you had presumed to be your typical, flirty college-fling turned out to be more of a ‘classmates with benefits’ sort of situation. it was simple, really: you helped him with assignments, he came around whenever you wanted to fuck, easy peasy. you both enjoyed each other’s company and the occasional exchange of goods was just an added bonus.
so naturally, you were now in satoru’s apartment, ‘helping him’ with his painting midterm. kneeling on his couch, completely nude.
well, maybe not completely. your shoulders were gently wrapped in a silk sheet, navy blue in hue. luxurious fabric gracefully draped over your arms, your thighs, your breasts; leaving just enough of your smooth skin exposed.
satoru languidly made his way towards a small stool positioned across from you, accompanied by a tall easel. he flashed you a sharp grin as he took his seat. he was a habitual manspreader, of course. how crude.
“very funny, satoru. i’ll think about that the next time i need a nude model,” you snapped at him.
“awh, what can i say?” his pretty, pink lips upturned in a sly smile. “you’re just too pretty, sweetheart. you don’t mind, yeah?” satoru reached towards a small side table which held his various supplies. he carefully selected a brush from a jar of many, and began mixing colors on his palette. you could do little but click your tongue in a disapproving tsk.
you’d be lying if you said you weren’t enjoying this at least a little bit. there was something about being so vulnerable with him that truly ignited your core. he was right, you didn’t mind being his model. you shifted slightly, warm leather of the couch sticking to your bare skin. “is this okay?” you inquired about your current pose. you arms were down at your sides, fingers gently resting on the edge of the seat.
“hmm..” satoru leaned forward, tapping the end of his paintbrush against his cheek before tucking it behind his ear. “i like it, but let’s try something different.” he rose from his seat and walked over to you, kneeling so that he’s just barely below eye-level. after much close examination, his spidery fingers began to move. he meticulously placed your hands atop your thighs, adjusting your arms in small places until the positioning was perfect. his touch is electrifying- it felt as though he was zapping your skin with every delicate brush of his fingers. “juuustt like this.”
bright blue irises stared up at you intensely. satoru batted his icy lashes at you in feigned contemplation. “you know, why don’t we just get this painting done another time? i have better plans for right now..” he drifted, making his overwhelming lust for you painfully obvious.
“oh satoru, is that all i’m good for? i thought i was your muse!” you pretended to be oh-so hurt, bringing your hand up to your face like a classic damsel in distress. truthfully, you had half a mind to shove your lips onto his right then and there. you had a feeling your meeting would end this way; they usually do. not that you minded, of course.
“don’t play dumb, sweetheart. you know i can’t resist you, not when you look like this.” satoru was rising to your level now, slotting himself in between the gap of your thighs. you acted fast, scooting backwards on the couch to make room for the man looming over you. soft lips hungrily pressed themselves against yours in a heated kiss. his pale fingers traced the curvature of your jawline, tilting your head upwards to meet him better. the essence of his tongue melded into yours - he always tasted like spearmint.
satoru pressed his clothed knee against your exposed core, causing you to writhe from the friction. he smeared your slick all over with no regard for the fabric. eager hands moved down from your neck to your tits, your stomach, and even further to your puffy clit. satoru drew long, teasing circles across the bundle of nerves before pressing down, hard.
“fuck! s-satoru,” you moaned. your back arched against the couch, blue silk falling off of your shoulders. your essence was practically dripping out now, pathetically staining the leather underneath you.
“you like that, baby? more?” he teased. as cruel as satoru tended to be in bed, he was always more than happy to oblige your requests; as long as you asked nicely, that is.
“more! please!” you nodded deliriously. he gently inserted two long, slender digits into your drooling pussy, pumping ever so slightly. satoru grinned devilishly at the sight, sharp canines on sickening display. truth is, he was so obsessed with you. he was obsessed with the way you squirmed at his touch. obsessed with the way you moaned his name. obsessed with the way your greedy pussy took whatever he gave you. you had him wrapped around your little finger and you didn’t even know it. he excitedly quickened his movements - fingers curling upwards to rub against the soft walls of your cunt. “p-please satoru, don’t stop,” you pleaded. but when has satoru ever listened to you?
satoru quickly pulled his fingers out before snaking his pink tongue out to taste them - to taste you. you whimpered at the loss of contact, but at least he was putting on a show. he maintained eye contact with you, making sure to moan and such as dramatically as possible.
“god, you look like a pornstar,” you chided.
“great! that’s what i was going for. y’know if this whole college thing doesn’t work out, i think i know my calling..” he remarked, smirking. you’d had enough of the jokes by now. rolling your eyes, you reached for the waistband of his sweats and pulled them down, along with his boxers. his achingly hard cock sprang against his abdomen, rubbing against the fabric of his t-shirt. “weren’t you ever taught to wait your turn? where are your manners?” he chuckled, surprised at your boldness.
“just shut up and fuck me already, satoru.”
“as you wish, baby.” the two of you shifted on the couch, with you lying flat and him kneeling over you. you were ready, waiting, desperate. he teased your entrance with his weeping cock. he tapped his angry red tip against your clit over and over, your body jolting in response. his hot length pressed past your slippery entrance. you squirmed, gasping at the fullness of your stretched cunt. “i know, sweetheart. i know.” satoru cooed condescendingly. even after your many hookups, satoru’s cock was still a sheer force to be reckoned with.
you pawed at his linen t-shirt, pushing it up to expose his toned abdomen. sometimes, you could swear his porcelain skin would glow under the lights. the angelic gleam of his soft flesh starkly contrasted the way he was fucking you right now: rough and deep and sadistic. his hips snapped sharply against the plush of your thighs, a lewd slapping noise hanging in the air. every deep thrust of his cock sent you closer over the edge.
satoru was nearly whimpering now, “god, you look so pretty like this. you know that, don’t you? say it. say it and i’ll let you cum.”
your cheeks instantly flushed at his words. you weren’t used to speaking of yourself in such a high regard. you really wanted to cum, though.
“i’m..i’m so pretty..” you winced. “satoru, please.”
“fuck yeah, you are. so pretty taking my cock. cum for me, sweetheart.” your poor, abused cunt gushed at his words. there was something about his boyish vocal tone that made his filthy language that much dirtier. he was fucking you in earnest now; too-hard cock fervently burying itself in your warmth. the deeper he went, the more unraveled he became. satoru’s moans soon morphed into needy, broken whines. he was babbling something along the lines of, “you feel so good, baby. s’fuckin’ good, fuck!”
his frenzied speech grew fainter and fainter as your orgasm began to approach. white-hot pleasure washed over your whole body, jaw falling slack. your soft walls had satoru in a vice-grip as your release ripped through you. tears pricked at the corner of your eyes, threatening to fall with even the slightest stimulation. satoru considered taking a mental snapshot of this moment and painting it, instead. you’d made a total mess of the area around you; your inners thighs glistened with your essence and satoru’s alike. the scene was filthy and utterly debauched - perfect.
once your labored gasps steadied into soft pants, satoru began to move again. he was gentler now, only rocking his hips at a moderate pace to reach his own orgasm. he whispered soft praises in your ears to compensate for the overstimulation.
“you’re doing so well for me, angel.”
“almost there, sweetheart.”
anything to ease your fucked-out nerves. when he finally did cum, though, it was utter euphoria. his hips stuttered and his eyes squeezed shut. he threw his head back between his shoulders, silvery tresses swaying in tandem. you’d later tease him about all of the lewd noises he makes in bed. secret is, satoru gojo moans like a girl. a beautiful coral hue spread over the apples of his cheeks and the tips of his ears. his hips eventually slowed to a halt, before he pulled out of you entirely.
his tone was much kinder now, “you alright? can I get you anything?”
you only lazily shook your head, “i’m fine, satoru. thank you. i think i’ll just lie here for a bit, yeah?” truthfully, it would have been difficult to do anything else. your sweaty skin was practically glued to the leather upholstery and you were experiencing that blissed-out relaxation you always felt after a good fuck. he understood.
satoru simply nodded, grabbed the blue silk sheet from the side of the couch, and draped it over you once again.
“you really do look comfortable, now.”
#gojo satoru#jjk smut#jjk x reader#jujutsu kaisen#teleky#satoru gojo is so sweet aw#that midterm is never getting done#jjk satoru#gojo smut#satoru gojo x reader
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Prompt 20 - Training
Hero felt bewildered. They would recognize that person anywhere, but they never expected to see them there.
Villain was their old friend from the hero training program. Hero remembered it well. Villain had boundless enthusiasm and passion for hero work, but, according to the instructors, they lacked natural ability. They weren’t smart or strong or fast enough to ever make it as a hero. Still, Villain’s determination seemed endless as they worked twice as hard to keep up with the other students.
Hero tried to help them in any way they could, from tutoring them to sparring with them in their free time. Villain’s persistence paid off, and they maintained passing grades in all of their assessments.
After that, things changed. The instructors started giving Hero more advanced work, a level above their other classmates’. They claimed it was because Hero showed tremendous potential, and they wanted them to be properly challenged.
Hero thought it was partly due to them helping Villain avoid failing. The instructors believed that if Villain couldn’t do it themself, then they shouldn’t be here. That Villain isn’t going to learn or grow if Hero keeps holding their hand.
The additional work made it next to impossible for Hero to find time to take a break, let alone help Villain. They tried cutting into their sleep hours, but their own performance started slipping, and the instructors all but demanded they stop.
Villain’s progress had slowed after that, and they couldn’t seem to keep up with the other students. Any attempt they made to get extra help was denied. Hero couldn’t do anything but watch as Villain grew more and more frustrated at the unfairness of their situation. They wanted to help Villain so badly.
Then, one day, Villain didn’t attend class. The teacher confirmed that they had dropped out. They didn’t answer any of Hero’s attempts to contact them, and Hero never saw them again. Until Villain. Hero wanted to see them again. To get closure, or at least some answers.
The hero agency didn’t seem to know Villain’s identity, but it was obvious to Hero, if not by their appearance, then by the fact that they were mostly targeting their old classmates. Hero was one of their old classmates. They hoped their friendship meant enough to Villain to at least hear them out before trying to kill them.
They found Villain in the aftermath of a fight. Villain smirked when they saw them. “Hey, Hero. It’s been a while, huh?”
That was a good sign, so Hero took a chance. “Why them, Villain? They weren't the ones who set you up to fail.”
Villain’s demeanour shifted to cold rage. “They treated me like I was inferior to them. They were always looking down on me, acting like they had any more right to be there than I did. You were the only one who was unconditionally kind to me, which is why you’re the only one who deserves my mercy. They shouldn’t even be heroes, with how easily they let their emotions influence their actions. They underestimated me then, so I’m showing them just how much stronger I’ve become.”
Hero already knew most of that. They’d seen it, and tried to do something about it, but nothing changed. They had been quite frustrated with just about everyone, themself. They’d promised themself that, if no one was going to be there for Villain, then they would. It was a promise they hadn’t managed to keep, despite their best efforts.
“You could join me, you know.” Villain’s casual offer snapped Hero out of their thoughts. It took a long moment for them to process the words.
“Why would I do that?” they asked, a little defensive. They didn’t like people assuming they would break someone’s trust in them so easily.
“If I recall correctly, they treated you poorly, as well. You didn’t have any other friends, either. You were an amazing person, but none of them could look past their own envy to see it.”
Hero remembered being too busy or sore or tired to ever care, but once they graduated, they were lonely. Even now, there was an ever present distance between them and their coworkers. Between them and everyone, really.
Everyone, except for Villain, who was uncharacteristically patient as they waited for Hero’s response. “So, are you going to join me or not?”
#hero x villain#villain x hero#heroes and villains#hero#villain#writing snippet#happy (early) new years
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I noticed you said you’re Catholic in the tags. I really appreciate you caring and discussing this, and it also annoys me when people so quickly ignore that he’s Jewish. However, I wanted to bring up another perspective about how holiday celebrations can work in interfaith families. Obviously I don’t speak for everyone but I’d like to explain why I could totally see this happening.
I do get the frustration with things that portray Bruce as solely Christian, or just celebrating Christmas. Like, that panel where he says he wants to be a “good Christian man” is extremely icky. But Jews with Christian family members do often give Christmas gifts. My granny and papa always gave us gifts on Christmas instead of trying to shoehorn gift-giving into our Hanukkah celebrations.
Generally, it’s respectful to help someone you care about experience their holidays. If you had a Jewish friend, you’d probably give them a Hanukkah present, not a Christmas present, right? Well, I think that if one of Bruce’s kids wants to celebrate Christmas, Bruce would absolutely give them Christmas presents. And I think at least little Jason probably would appreciate the familiarity of the holiday.
Also Thomas Wayne was canonically Christian so it’s possible Bruce could celebrate Christmas for himself too. It’s problematic to tell Jews (and people of other non-Christian religions, and atheists, etc.) to celebrate Christmas because it’s “secular,” and it’s problematic to only portray less observant Jews in media who celebrate Christmas and readily assimilate. But anecdotally? I and a lot of people I know celebrate both Christmas and Hanukkah because we have family members who come from different cultures.
So, I don’t think it’s immediately antisemitic to portray Bruce giving Christmas gifts. I think the problem is actually that DC frequently forgets Bruce is Jewish and as a result, a large part of the fandom doesn’t know. And this makes depictions of Bruce celebrating Christmas a lot more abrasive, even though it’s quite possible he would.
But genuinely, thank you for talking about this, and thank you for caring. Seriously.
i keep seeing people talking about bruce giving the bat kids christmas gifts and i just. bruce wayne is CANONICALLY JEWISH.
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Ya know if blocking people means I get less notes and less interaction then whatever 🤷 I'm just trying to live in any way I can without real harm
Never a single ounce of dignity and self control over optional conversations opted into. Legit just walk away dudes you need to.
Fandom people fr act like I'm their overbearing stepdad they want dead and that's weird af and such a waste. Go take a steamy shit or something to your fave song and maybe you'll feel better idk.
#vent#this is not about any one incident#I was just thinking about it again#the people who have done this tho are weird as hell and yeah I still don't like them#if they genuinely apologized for the shit they've sent and done to me maybe I'd consider accepting apologies but nothing more#but for the most part I have certain people blocked because they post and talk about concerning shit and I'd rather protect others and me#the lengths people go to send death threats @ me and relating people for having boundaries and community rules are crazy#I don't see myself as a leader in any way but if I can help out in places I will#that's why I always have help from others as well or at least try to#just a shame people gotta be weird as shit and make everything about them instead of walking away#you really don't need the last word dude#people really do not like being told 'no' and yeah sorry about your bad rejection sensitivity but you're in charge of yourself dude#you can literally walk out at any time#making a scene is making it worse for you and is not helpful#I hate being online more and more every day
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again and again i find myself lamenting that audio roleplay isn't taken more seriously by some people. like yeah, they often have a romantic element, and by nature they usually directly involve/address the listener- and i totally get that those things aren't to everyone's taste. no art or entertainment is universally appealing, and that's okay! but.. it still makes me a lil sad that the "cringe" reputation of asmr/audio rp precedes it. there's a whole lot of talent and creativity being poured into these audios by so many people that i feel goes unrecognized and/or disrespected simply due to the medium that the stories are being told through.
#this post brought to you by: me bingeing Sam & Darlin's entire storyline over the past few days and having a Lot of feelings abt it#asmr#audio roleplay#rp audio stuff#redacted audio#anyways i don't have a conclusion to this post. and i'm not Mad or Upset or anything i'm just thinkin' out loud#and i mean it's not like it doesn't get plenty of praise within its respective audience bc it does. at least for the more popular creators#but i feel it'll still always have the shadow of its cringe reputation looming over it#which makes it hard for some ppl to openly appreciate or share with others that aren't already fans of the medium#like do u know how many comments i've seen along the lines of 'this is great but i'd die if anyone knew i liked this kinda stuff' ?? :(#idk maybe i feel strongly about it bc i'm a self-insert fanfic writer. and i feel like the two have a lot in common. including a bad rep.#like. not every audio will be well-written or produced and neither will every fanfic. but that doesn't mean it's a less legitimate artform#and i'm lucky to have never (yet) received negative comments on my work. but that doesn't mean that it doesn't make me sigh when people-#-say shit like 'this reads like fanfiction' as a way of calling something bad. or other similar sentiments that make the same implication#and i wouldn't be surprised if audio creators feel the same way when they encounter certain comments or statements#like. those YT videos where ppl will 'try bf asmr for the first time' or whatever and it's just 20 mins of cringing and over-reacting? eugh#tbf i haven't watched many bc why do that to myself. so Maybe there's some that are respectful but still. imagine getting roasted like that#and yes yes i know that by posting stuff online you're inadvertently sighing up to be criticized by Anyone but still. man. i dunno#i'm going on a tangent but my point is. i'm grateful for the creators that still make their art in spite of the public's perception of it#bc some of the most impactful emotional experiences i've ever gained from fiction took place in audio rp and i'm so serious abt that.#anyways. this post almost feels like i'm 'making up a person to be mad at' but i promise it's not that serious i'm just yapping. mostly.#certainly not trying to start any kind of debate or anything either i just have a lot of fixation-induced energy and nowhere to put it#this is Eric's fault (/lh) for cooking Sam up in a lab catered exactly to my taste and making Darlin' waaaaay too painfully relatable#but it's also My fault for bingeing the Inversion /and/ the Quinn arc /and/ the Summit all within a couple days. but i can't help myself#feels like i've run an emotional marathon. triathlon. The Emotional Olympics if u will. i'm feeling Everything#who knew that beating the shit out of ur fictional abuser could feel so goddamn cathartic! it's a nice replacement when u can't do it irl#anyways i'm off on a tangent again. thanks for coming to my TED Talk i'm gonna crawl back in my hole now#actually i'm gonna go relisten to a few audios. as Research for my Sam & Darlin' playlist as well as a post i'll be making about it soon#u Know i've got it bad when i not only make a playlist but start Posting on here about the songs that remind me of them. i'm cooked guys.
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Swear to god I don't know why I ever try to bring anything up with that woman it's never a good idea but every time I'm like "what if this time I'm not immediately told I'm wrong". Call me either an optimist or a fool
#wastepaper basket#I want to try at some point getting another cat as a companion for melody bc she's been very needy & understimulated since josie's been gone#And as much as I want to I can't be at home to play with her all day y’know. As much as the two of them didn't really get on#they did at least keep each other active lmao..... and I think melody is missing having another cat to play with#And like a cat who will actually play with her as well rather than just chasing her off?#I'm like I'm not gonna go for it any time soon bc I'm not ready for that but I think it'd be a good thing for her once she's settled#into the new place a bit. And mum's like 'I don't think that's a good idea I think she needs a year to just be by herself' which like? What#I have no idea where that is coming from. She seems to think that melody is having a great time being the centre of attention? And yeah#I'm sure she's happy being able to go wherever she wants without josie smacking her in the head but like she is BORED. I am spending hours#at a time playing with her (bc mum won't help) and I don't mind doing that but also sometimes I'm out or tired and she has a Lot of energy#She's a much more social cat than josie was and I think she would respond well to having some company!!! But no I don't know what I'm#talking about as always.#And her being like 'why don't you leave melody here and get 2 kittens from the shelter' ???? I don't want a new cat bc it's new??#That completely defeats the point??? Then melody would just be here with someone she isn't as attached to and won't fucking play with her??#I'm like it's about company for HER & she's like 'well what about company for me' WHY DON'T YOU GO TO THE SHELTER THEN????
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#ignore this#i didn't want to write about the bad brain time bc i was like nooo what if someone sees but like. why do i care abt that.#anyways i'm mostly just irritated but the irritation has built up now to wanting to delete all my shit and wanting to reach out to h again#in self destructive validation ways. and also maybe asking them ** **** *** *** ** **** *****#to spite someone. but also for self destructive reasons. <3#i won't because even the idea of trying to get ahold of them is giving me a headache but it's a fun thought#(fun in terms of it's great to think about how to cause problems on purpose. for lack of anything better to do.)#i have to see the person i want to spite tomorrow and i am anticipating it being uncomfortable#at the very least for me because i personally don't want to see them and what they said today put me in a worse headspace#but potentially they'll be insufferable or condescending about it. and also tell other people about it.#and then i have to deal with two other people i'm not even that close to lecturing me also.#like okay great intentions good on you for being concerned and cautious but have you considered i just wanted to fuck around#theoretically i have better options for coping available but the self destructive ones are more attractive#anyways uh. this wasn't intentionally a vaguepost abt irl things but it turned into that ig#mostly i'm just experiencing a strong desire to isolate myself. too often i find that sharing my decisions just begets me judgement.#idk like. i know a lot of it is from people trying to help or care for me but i just want to do what i do.#especially if it's already done then i just want to move on. i don't need to hear how my friend would do something different in my shoes.#i need to cut off my current friends and get in with a crowd that will hear me share something pertaining to my life#and laugh and say ''that's so wild bro'' and move on#if i wanted to know the potential impact this might have on my insurance premiums i would've looked into it myself beforehand.#ok. well. whole lot of nothing was said just to say i miss h. what if i went back in time and stopped myself from talking to them.#what if instead of always simultaneously feeling like there's a gaping hole in my soul & that i bore my whole unfiltered self to a stranger#i just simply never learn what it's like to be wholly seen and understood and live equally as lonely but unaware of what i'm missing
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