#that's the first blog ive ever interacted with lol

[kalopsia-of-daybreak]

(Have I told y'all that I'm only coming back to like,, roleplaying and stuff lmao. It's been years since I last did that and it was with people I knew, so I find it super intimidating to rp with strangers;;; pls be nice to me akdjsj

Also kinda nervous to post Dawn once she's done cause I posted a W.I.P. on twt and ppl already shat on her design just because she was originally made from Gacha so I deleted it T_T, maybe tumblr will be more approachable?)

[orcelito]

With gay moon post approaching 600 notes (600 notes... 😥) I have had a few realizations

1: not everyone shares the same observations that I do. Which I say just bc I was IMMEDIATELY struck by the framing of Vash with the moon in that one panel the first time I saw it, but I've had a number of ppl mention they hadn't noticed it

Which leads into 2: the reason that post has so many notes is bc pointing out moments like that holds value to people. Plus I guess my commentary & conclusions? Plus acting as something for people to bounce their own ideas off of.

And then 3: there are probably more moments I could explore in such a way, & that could hold value to people

[lullabesstie]

As an Elucien shipper, have you ever come across any Elriels who understand that Elucien is endgame? I'm an Elriel myself. I enjoy the thought of light and dark or the cute girl who finds solace in the brooding male or the standoffish male whose weakness is the sweet girl. Its a theme that ill admit I'm a sucker for.

however, I have enough comprehension to understand that Elucien is endgame. I can see the hints and breadcrumbs that have been left for the readers. For a moment I was sad because I thought maybe it was a false flag, but there is too many pieces of evidence left behind for me to ignore. Plus after Azriel's BC, I knew it was over.

I can appreciate the thought of Elriel and the fantasy behind it, but I completely understand that Elucien just fits a little better. I tried to speak my mind on this in subredits and other forums but I was quickly harassed and told that I wasn't a true Elriel shipper because I was 'betraying my side'. Like, Im just here for the art and fanfiction fam, what do you mean the other side lmao. Ive been bullied on several platforms because I have said that I like elriel even though I know it isn't endgame. I'm just honestly confused why people who ship Elriel HAVE to believe they are endgame in order for you to be a 'true fan'.

I just wanted to know, are there more people like me out there? I have liked many Elucien blogs and posts because I like the art as well and have found the points of arguments compelling.

No, you might be the first Elriel i see that think Elucien is endgame lol

I think it’s very cool to find an Elriel who actually believe other ships can happen, every Elriel I’ve met always call me delusional for thinking Gwynriel might happen or calling me weird for shipping Elain and her mate.

Before ACOSF comes out I shipped Elriel for fun, but I’ve always known that she will go with Lucien, just like you I liked the vibe between them, the cute girl with the not very cute guy, light and dark. but it was painfully obvious they are not endgame, Elain does not bring the best out of Azriel and Azriel does not bring the best out of Elain.

But then when ACOSF got leaked, people said the leaks basically confirm Elriel, I was shocked to be fair because I thought it’s gonna be Elain and Lucien, but then when i read the book, i was like where is the confirmation? Elain and Azriel in the whole book did not even talk!

and from the plot view, from where the plot was going it was very obvious Elucien will happen. and then I noticed the interactions with Gwyn and Azriel, then I read the bonus chapter, there, Sarah clearly killed the ship. if you know Sarah, a spark in the chest is more romantic than wanting to go down on someone lol.

Same, I don’t like the fact that if you ship someone then this someone have to happen, I shipped Elriel but I knew they will never be endgame, shipping is for fun, you can continue to ship two people even if they didn’t end up together it’s fine!

So yes, before ACOSF I was like you I shipped Elriel knowing that they will not be endgame, but after ACOSF and the bonus chapter i couldn’t continue shipping them because it was painfully obvious

[yourtwistedlies]

❝ women’s hearts are lethal weapons ❞

val ! ✩ she/her ✩ minor ✩ jason grace’s gf (REAL) ✩ speak now obsessed ✩ gracie abrams lovebot ✩ summer baby ✩ certified procrastinator ✩ professional listener ✩ pathological people pleaser ✩ general amaya’s #1 fan ✩ fitz vacker defender ✩ honorary grammar police ✩ kpop stan (mostly ggs) ✩ my moots’ cheerleader ✩ under the illusion i can write ✩ somewhat smart ✩ cabin 13 girl ✩

dni: if you are racist, homophobic, xenophobic, support kill all ___, sexist, 18+ only, religiophobic, creepy, toxic, or literally just a jerk, please leave!

byi: i swear sometimes!! i also adore using cute nicknames and pet names for my moots!! if you don’t feel comfortable w/ that or anything else, please let me know <33

moots - wattpad - ao3 - carrd - follower event (coming soon ⁉️) - save the children!

•̩̩͙⁺ the basics ₊˚. ↴ ·˚༘

call me valerie/val or twisted!!

she/her, straight (heterosexual), minor (18+ only acc’s please do not follow), 18+ do not interact unless i interact first or we are moots (on my list or to be added- i am the judge of who is to be added), cancer (zodiac, but i don’t believe in them), Christian (i post about it sometimes), << summer baby, entp (mbti), 8w7 (enneagram), ambivert, slytherin, cabin 13, shade (guys i swear i wasn’t trying to be edgy or smth with the past two and this 😭😭 i took the official quizzes i promise lmao), swiftie, kpop fan, staying up writing until 4am gives me life, purple is the best color (this is not up to debate, only yellow even comes close), proud notes app writer, CATS > DOGS (occasionally my verdict changes), bunny lover, chronic platonic sofitzer, i’m either hyperactive or extremely tired (there is no in between), people say im smart, but sometimes i feel like the biggest idiot ever lmao, and ofc dex dizznee’s much needed publicist (my favorite role of mine ever)!!!

•̩̩͙⁺ music ₊˚. ↴ ·˚༘

taylor swift, olivia rodrigo, sza, conan gray, alicia keys, emei, gracie abrams, maisie peters, sabrina carpenter, laufey, queen riri (rihanna), adele, beabadoobee, tiffany day, le sserafim, ive, newjeans, itzy, nmixx, stay-c, aespa, everglow, txt (baby fan), illit ＆ more kpop, lizzy mcalpine, pheobe bridgers, nessa barrett, pinkpantheress, claire rosinkranz, lyn lapid, alessia cara, reneé rapp, mckenna grace, and more!!

as i hope you can tell, i like a lot of music :)

•̩̩͙⁺ books ₊˚. ↴ ·˚༘

pjo, hoo, (never read toa, but yes, ik what happens in tbm), the rrverse, kotlc, city spies, ss (spy school), alex rider (not done with rr), the academy for the unbreakable arts,

and my many other fandoms i’ve forgotten about (dead magisterium fandom oop-)

i’ll add more fandoms as i remember them lol

•̩̩͙⁺ ships ₊˚. ↴ ·˚༘

rayllum, clauderry (stfu they’re adorable), percabeth (otp energy), sokeefe, dexiana, tiana (yes i know im the most indecisive bitch ever shut up you toad /jjjj i actually love u platonically), jason grace x ME (/j but i do love him lol), and more!!

•̩̩͙⁺ blogs ₊˚. ↴ ·˚༘

side blog: @yourtangledpromises

taylor blog: @iknowplxces (guys this is so abandoned + has my old intro 🤮 ignore this js trust - august 15 2024 val)

and perhaps more?? (muahahaha)

•̩̩͙⁺ side note ₊˚. ↴ ·˚༘

if you’d like to be added to my moots list, or talk, please tell me (by wonder girls)!!

if we’re moots we’re actually bffs now (you just don’t notice it yet)

if i don’t respond to your ask/tag/rb/literally anything immediately i am not ignoring you!! i’m just lazy or busy and will do it later <33

im your biggest fan btw

1 Corinthians 16:14

with love,

valerie

[a-sociopath-do-your-research]

Hello Everypony :3

finally doing one of these, lol

💙About me!💜

Welcome to my blog for,,, everything! No sideblogs around here we die like men/j

My name is Oliver, but you can also call me oli! (ive got other names too, but that's the main one, check my pronouns page for the whole list!)

Xe/Void/Fox/It/They pronouns but get silly with it, i dont mind!! (except she/her)

We're a system! We dont talk about it a lot but sometimes it comes up yay!!

important post you should read!

Other important post to read before interacting with my content!!

I write and draw tho i am better at writing, lmao

@inky-drawings is my lovely girlfriend whom i love very much<333

@azamonvoid is my sib from another crib whom if i dont see soon heads will start rolling<3

@lmanburgseulogy SUPER AMAZING person (cough im copying part of the intro from bug), also my twin o7

@willthemicrowave AMAZING DUDE. Tem you're super cool

❌DNIs❌

cc!Wilbur and/or cc!Dream Team supporters. If i ever post about them its the characters.

-> also, if you see me reblogging from someone who supports them, please warn me!

Anyone who engages in discourse, esp syscourse. I do not care, let people live. Any interaction about it will be ignored and/or deleted. This isnt the place for it.

People in poppytwt/blr. I understand some people write it or engage in it to cope, but it personally just makes us uncomfortable. Thank you.

Just in general hateful people. Transphobes, terfs, homophobes, misogyinists misandrists ect ect. It is not that hard to leave people alone, and if you can't, get out.

✨ (main) Fandoms!! ✨

Hermitcraft/Life series!! My faves are Grian, Etho, Impulse, Zed, Jimmy and Mumbo (not in that order)

-> i engage in shipping the characters, quite a lot,,, if it makes you uncomfortable this ain't the place for you lol

DSMP! my mains are sbi (especially twinsduo you will always be famous to me,,,,), and sometimes feral boys!

-> i dont care most of those people are problematic now, my au just took a general outline of the smp then rewrote everything. There is barely any connection w/actual canon

SCU/Slimecicle cinematic universe!! Blame @alliumsmybeloved for this/j

Hollow Knight! Quirrel, Hornet, Hollow and Ghost are my faves!

-> nothing much other than i hate the traitor lord with a burning passion, lol

and many, many more!! Including percy jackson, portal, ect - these are just the ones im hyperfixating on the most lately!!

⚠ Terms and conditions? ⚠

I'm ok with flirting but ask first just to be sure!

autistic silly little guy. Sometimes i get too much, feel free to tell me if i exagerate and get weird!

-> be nice about it tho, please,,,

send asks send asks!!! They're so silly i love em<333

i do take requests on doodles, headcanons, snippets ect!! It just takes me a bit sometimes to answer!

I have a dsmp/hermitcraft/qsmp/ect au im working on, my magnum opus/j, go check it out it's @the-caladrius-au RAAHHH

I write about the characters, never the ccs.

💬Tag guide!💬

#Oli talks! -> silly tag for everything of mine, rambles,art, writing, reblogs (sometimes,,,)

#shift talks! -> like the above but for shift, one of our other alters :3

#Will talks! -> I think you get where I'm going with this

#Olis faves -> fav posts and/or posts i want to look back on!

#Oli writes -> pretty self explanitory, for when i write :3

#Oli draws -> for my art n doodles!

#Mutuals my beloveds -> Moot tag!!! For asks or when i talk with/about my mutuals! (if i forget to put it in a post with you, feel free to tell me!)

#nonnies my beloveds -> anon asks

#Beloveds! -> posts about/with @inky-drawings and/or @azamonvoid

#higgs Field au and #HFAU -> posts about my dsmp x Hermitcraft rewrite au

#the multiverse system -> stuff about our system!

#the horrors saga -> the horrors,,,,,, I just wanna write,,,,

#Twinsduo crumbs -> any and all Twinsduo content because I'm normal about them (lie)

#sillytick -> tag for @cao-tick ::3

#dr.dejekyll -> tag for @genocreative / @hydehydejeykll ::3

-> if i forget to tag things properly feel free to remind me!!!

[plain text under cut]

Hello Everypony :3

finally doing one of these, lol

💙About me!💜

Welcome to my blog for,,, everything! No sideblogs around here we die like men/j

My name is Oliver, but you can also call me oli! (ive got other names too, but that's the main one, check my pronouns page for the whole list!)

They/It/xe pronouns but get silly with it, i dont mind!! (except she/her)

We're a system! We dont talk about it a lot but sometimes it comes up yay!!

important post you should read!

I write and draw tho i am better at writing, lmao

@inky-drawings is my lovely girlfriend whom i love very much<333

@azamonvoid is my sib from another crib whom if i dont see soon heads will start rolling<3

@lmanburgseulogy SUPER AMAZING person (cough im copying part of the intro from bug), also my twin o7

@willthemicrowave AMAZING DUDE. Tem you're super cool

❌DNIs❌

cc!Wilbur and/or cc!Dream Team supporters. If i ever post about them its the characters.

-> also, if you see me reblogging from someone who supports them, please warn me!

Anyone who engages in discourse, esp syscourse. I do not care, let people live. Any interaction about it will be ignored and/or deleted. This isnt the place for it.

People in poppytwt/blr. I understand some people write it or engage in it to cope, but it personally just makes us uncomfortable. Thank you.

Just in general hateful people. Transphobes, terfs, homophobes, misogyinists misandrists ect ect. It is not that hard to leave people alone, and if you can't, get out.

✨ (main) Fandoms!! ✨

Hermitcraft/Life series!! My faves are Grian, Etho, Impulse, Zed, Jimmy and Mumbo (not in that order)

-> i engage in shipping the characters, quite a lot,,, if it makes you uncomfortable this ain't the place for you lol

DSMP! my mains are sbi (especially twinsduo you will always be famous to me,,,,), and sometimes feral boys!

-> i dont care most of those people are problematic now, my au just took a general outline of the smp then rewrote everything. There is barely any connection w/actual canon

SCU/Slimecicle cinematic universe!! Blame @alliumsmybeloved for this/j

Hollow Knight! Quirrel, Hornet, Hollow and Ghost are my faves!

-> nothing much other than i hate the traitor lord with a burning passion, lol

and many, many more!! Including percy jackson, portal, ect - these are just the ones im hyperfixating on the most lately!!

⚠ Terms and conditions? ⚠

I'm ok with flirting but ask first just to be sure!

autistic silly little guy. Sometimes i get too much, feel free to tell me if i exagerate and get weird!

-> be nice about it tho, please,,,

send asks send asks!!! They're so silly i love em<333

i do take requests on doodles, headcanons, snippets ect!! It just takes me a bit sometimes to answer!

I have a dsmp/hermitcraft/qsmp/ect au im working on, my magnum opus/j, go check it out it's @the-caladrius-au RAAHHH

I write about the characters, never the ccs.

💬Tag guide!💬

#Oli talks! -> silly tag for everything of mine, rambles,art, writing, reblogs (sometimes,,,)

#shift talks! -> like the above but for shift, one of our other alters :3

#Will talks! -> I think you get where I'm going with this

#Olis faves -> fav posts and/or posts i want to look back on!

#Oli writes -> pretty self explanitory, for when i write :3

#Oli draws -> for my art n doodles!

#Mutuals my beloveds -> Moot tag!!! For asks or when i talk with/about my mutuals! (if i forget to put it in a post with you, feel free to tell me!)

#nonnies my beloveds -> anon asks

#Beloveds! -> posts about/with @inky-drawings and/or @azamonvoid

#higgs Field au and #HFAU -> posts about my dsmp x Hermitcraft rewrite au

#the multiverse system -> stuff about our system!

#the horrors saga -> the horrors,,,,,, I just wanna write,,,,

#Twinsduo crumbs -> any and all Twinsduo content because I'm normal about them (lie)

#sillytick -> tag for @cao-tick ::3

#dr.dejekyll -> tag for @genocreative / @hydehydejeykll ::3

-> if i forget to tag things properly feel free to remind me!!!

[nanaslutt]

MX NANANANANNAANAAAAAA!! Hey I hope ur doing well <3 I’ve been following u for a while but I was wondering when did u actually start writing for this blog and what was the first story u posted? I’m pretty sure the first one of ur works I read was either perv geto or the aphrodisiac chocolate with gojo! lol I’ve been hooked ever since. Also also! Is there anything ur really itching to write and just haven’t gotten around to it yet? I love ur big brain so so much I hope u have a great day and ur taking care of yourself!! Mwah!

i could be wrong… i think it started as like a 100 word drabble abt nanami and it got a lot of interaction so it made me wanna write full fics and here we are :) // I LAUV UU THANK U MUAH <3

—

about fics i wanna writeeee, here’s a couple sneaky peakies of ideas ive been itching to write……

- heian era sukuna x reader n she comes from a very well known sourcerer clan, sukuna learns of her and sees her beauty, wants to yknow… get to know her a little cos he’s curious. i also wanna add something abt readers dad hearing about sukunas infactuation abt u somehow and is very resistant to you going but that only fuels your curiosity so you sneak out and meet him aaaaand :3

- another is reader being some kinda curse enigma like sukuna and they are ‘friends with him’, they take a liking to uraume and do anything they can to get them to like them back, eventually ending with uraume getting absolutely fucked out of their mind by reader of course

- yuki comforting you once you get out of a breakup by dicking you down with her strap when she finds out he never made you cum tehe

[foolbo]

i wanted to do my own (much smaller lmao) version of the love letter to qsmpblr that everyones been doing

i took a massive break from twitch for a while from 2022-late 2023 so i didn't join the qsmp at the beginning. the first streams i caught were from purgatory 1 and you can guess how confusing that was lol. soulfire was my introduction to the qsmp which i guess is kind of poetic because thats mostly who i stuck with to this day.

tubbo has been my favorite guy to post about for the past couple months and as a tubbling since 2021 ill be continuing to follow him wherever he goes. ive been following charlie even longer so you can be sure ill be sticking with him too <3

i didn't start posting about qsmp for a while because at the time i was a purely dc comics focused blog so my first ever post tagged qsmp comes from december 26th 2023. so i havent been here as long as a lot of others rehbdsk

BUT even though i havent been here too long, i still have so so many positive experiences and i wanna acknowledge some key people who have made it super fun for me here

@qtubbo literally would not be here if it wasnt for you. you were one of the first if not THE first qsmp blogs i followed and your tubbo liveblogging saved me so many times as a pst tubbo viewer

@terezicaptor and @keirawantstocry THE GUYS EVER. i think youre the ppl on qsmpblr i interact with the most. oakley *grips you by the shoulders* you get it. you get it soooo bad. #toxictubblingstogether. and your art is sooo *chef kiss* jay your writing is amazing and you are so easy to talk to. your tina and quackity love is the realest thing ever. you both made me feel v welcome here and youre two of my fav moots so tyy <3

@ultra-raging-ghost the ghostie of all time. you are EVERYWHERE. i think youre secretly 5 ppl running 1 blog. you are insane in the most /pos way possible. could not ask for a better chat to be married to

@thesmpisonfire we have barely interacted but youre literally THE FUCKING GOAT for organizing language day and it would feel wrong to make an appreciation post without including you

@starriknight its always so so fun to see your name pop up 10 million times in my notifs <3 and getting to meet you properly and talk with you in the qsmpblr discord the past couple days has been wonderful

SPEAKING OF THE QSMPBLR DISCORD @sarcastictissy ty for making it and ty for staying so positive all the time its always really nice to see a positive spin on things <3

@tubborucho your post was the one that inspired me to make my version so ty ejcbhwdj and its always super fun to see you in my notifs

@qsmpbutwithsignlanguage its so nice to see another asl user here as i dont really get to meet many on the internet since its a visual language and youre always so kind ty <3

@royalarchivist THE FUCKING GOAAAATTTT!!!!!! i do not think you sleep but thank you for your service as the clip collector of all time

and im sure theres so many people im forgetting to mention but ty ty ty to everyone on here and everyone else on qsmpblr <3

[gayestyttdblog]

~ warning: gray let the yap demons get to them at midnight on caffeine and this is the result ~ im literally feeling sickened by how much i love yttd. like i think it affected my life more heavily than i thought. i first played it sometime right after 2-2's release, i was probably about 12 or 13. i only played it because i loved danganronpa at the time and heard it was similar, but oh god did i rewrite my own fate with that decision. my love of this game, and more so my love of nao, predates a lot of aspects of me. i loved nao so much, i cant even remember why. i knew she was my favorite from the moment i saw her on the game's little banner. i loved her at such a surface level that it feels like i grew alongside my relationship with her as a character. when i first played the game, i was a middle school girl who was kinda sad a lot of the time. i saw nao in her weak moments and related to her. she was a comfort to me. then i got older, and i started to look into her more as i looked into myself. how she coped with things, how she grew throughout her arc, hell even her queercoded-ness seeped into me lol. and now im here. i turn 19 next year, im an art student in community college, and down to the little things i just... act like nao. its like i loved her so much i took on all the things i loved and became a version of myself that i loved just as much. and i think thats really beautiful. i didn't pay much attention to the game for a good while, probably 2-ish years while i was in an iffy relationship. about 3 months ago i started talking to a friend of a friend and we realized we both loved the game in the past and so we started a playthrough. we both forgot half the plot so it was basically like it was all new. the amount of joy i felt during those long nights of staying up and theorizing and making memes and laughing and just.... living. it's immeasurable. im in probably the best spot ive ever been in mentally and i attribute part of that to how yttd has affected me over the years and how its come back to me now. making this blog was definitely impulsive. i was in the midst of an identity crisis and all i wanted to do was talk about this game. i couldn't do it on my old blog, so i made this one. being able to be a part of the fandom and try my best to actively contribute to it has been such a blessing to me and ive been trying to figure out a way to thank all the people who have interacted with me and engaged with all my nonsense on here without it sounding weird and out of place. let this be my really awkward thank you to this community lol. i love this game and i love what it's done for me. here's to chapter 3-2's (definitely upcoming and very soon) release :)

[edgingbambi]

just wanted to stick some stuff in a pinned post while i’m not in bambi headspace:

first of all, if you’re under 18, please don’t interact w this blog! anyway

here’s a quick users manual 4 me:

- i’m cool with random messages that try to trance me and stuff like that. here is a list of my triggers and here is a list of my kinks

- i’m also cool w being approached w pretty heavy degradation and verbal abuse out of the gate lol

- i’m a free use bitch basically. ask 4 nudes, send ur dick, do what i inspire in u lol

- i’ve lived in BDSM and leather world irl a long time and feel very in touch w my limits even tho they’re variable and changing. i can spot bullshit far off and feel very comfortable speaking up if something feels bad.

- i mention this partly bc i experience really intense headspace & sometimes when im playing publicly or online, nice ppl wonder if im ok. im ok don’t worry!

- on a similar note if i ever make you feel weird or uncomfortable pls lmk. non-roleplay hypno is pretty much inherently edgeplay imo, and like, us edge players gotta stick 2gether and treat each other well.

- my IQ reduction triggers are very real and i may be really incoherent and get hard to communicate with. PLEASE mock and be mean to me for it!! don’t expect me to be able to just shake it off. i am like, not roleplaying, lol—it’s the product of years of work w IQ reduction based hypno.

- it seems like a lot of yall are pretty young! i’m 32 & mostly interested in chatting w around my age and older. obviously, again, if you’re under 18, please don’t interact w this blog.

- ive been out and on T for more than 10 years. i am a sissy bitch, love attention from straight guys, and receive a lot of it irl. but like. do not expect a bitch to look like a 22 year old with tits who’s still deciding abt T. i know there are a lot of those blogs, god bless them, but i don’t look like that, i look like a ran thru lifestyle fag slut lol

[nevermoredragon-main]

HI omg okay. okay. i have just. discovered your blog. because i needed i NEEDED. itafushijun content. (ive been brainrotting them so hard im like 4k words into a fanfic about them that i need to post.) im not ever active on this website. but i appreciate u carrying the ship on your back so hard. thank you i owe you my LIFE.

also i do need to say. since i don't know where else to say this. i think itafushino is a better ship name for them. junpei's family name (yoshino!) fits do perfectly in with them idk why we've gone with itafushijun. i know it probably wasn't your decision but i needed to say that somewhere. anyway bye thank you for the food im in love with you(r posts)

Hello!!! Hi! I'm very glad that you found my stuff! Like, immediate dopamine to my brain actually, which is important due to having stress about finals lol.

Send the fic when it's done! That's really exciting to me because as of current there is not a lot. (In a YouTuber about to do a sponsor voice) you know, I also wrote a fic. It's sad and angsty but it was that kind of week, if you catch my drift.

I need more people to brainrot about on this ship with so maybe if you wanna tell me a way to talk to you in tumblr messaging since you aren't active here (but no pressure if that makes you uncomfy) that would be nice.

Also, you are right. When I first got into the ship/anime last year I just searched random combinations of names until I got some stuff for it. On here there was one post from a manga analysis blog that I follow that I think has since been buried by my stuff (they also reblogged an interesting meta post about how megumi and junpei are narrative foils despite never interacting, which is also nice, though not explicitly a ship post).

Anyway, thank you for your kind words and have fun itafushijunning! This summer after my finals are finished I hope to make more as well! ❤️

[i-just-want-tobe-thin]

this is a triggering blog about struggling with an eating disorder, and i do discuss numbers. please don't interact if it will negatively impact your mental health, please stay safe.

okay here's some stats and about me:

name: bella

eating disorder: the lovely ana

height: 5'2.5"

sw: 148lbs

cw: 131.9 lbs

lw: 97lbs - god i wish i hadn't recovered and became a fatass

gw: 110lbs

ugw: 100lbs

ed history: really bad 5 years ago after a breakup, got super low and beautiful. recovered and was happily around 120lbs, had to go on antipsychotics for a bit and my weight jumped up to almost 150lbs and ive been struggling again ever since. for the first 2 months it was healthy weightloss but then it became spring and the bipolar started kicking in and now ana is back

mental illness/neruodivergency: bipolar, adhd, autism

physical illness: fibromyalgia, POTS, ehlers danlos, degenerative disc disease, narcolepsy, might be forgetting more who knows (lol I forgot my gallbladder just isn't working and have to get surgery so I have a ton of gi issues from that)

i get married july 1st and i so badly want to be thinner than i am. so fucking badly. so so so so badly

[firadessa]

it's boredom time, so i thought i'd make the rare personal thoughts on fairies write some propaganda for some of my rarepairs, especially the one i named this blog after lol

iridessa/fira (firadessa)

most people think it's self explained, these two are light fairies

however, these two have similar and yet slightly different personalities (to me at least. if you ever say fira and iridessa are basically the same character, or that fira's character traits are too vague from what we have on her its on sight)

fira is a character that is anxious like iridessa, but its implied at same time she is a bubbly character where iridessa is more mellow, fira can also be mellow sure but has a sunnier vibe

its slightly canon that fira over worries, iridessa also does this but her worries are more logical (fira thought the eclipse made the sun disappear, where dessa worries about things that are possible)

ive shipped this since 2021 when making my own blog (this one) but i think them <3 so you will too

rarepair but NOT a crackship because it makes logical sense as a ship, despite the few interactions they have in canon due to the book characters sometimes not being included in the "main canon" sometimes and not some other times. iridessa was also introduced in the books first, wearing a blue and yellow number similar to firas, and fira and iridessa have been written in books coexisting in universes leaning more book or leaning more movie (maybe) so its not exactly a book/movie ship, but it isnt exactly not a book/movie ship

canon to the book "iridessa and the secret of the never mine" (a book that never released in the us and is buried as a pdf so ill make sure to make it more accessible to everyone) that these two wont stop talking to eachother, to the annoyance of others. they start talking in the mine and they are told to stop and they are like "we'll pick this up at dinner" so precious

hc- iridessa is more likely to get angry that fira

half a hc- fairies have different glows, and i think they sometimes get warmth too- i feel like if iridessa is ever cold (she seems like the type to get cold easily despite the temp outside) she would hover near fira

hc- fira is the only one who can take iridessa's anxiousness

attentive to each others energy levels

elegant in their own way, glittering

but also silly, fun, and dorky

sun/moon sun is fira, moon is iridessa (who is ironically afraid of the dark)

they dont realize their dating until someone teases them for being a couple at dinner at the tearoom

attached to the hip, they go everywhere together

romantic & platonic as one thing meshed together (im thinking cute pining sweethearts and best friend bracelet sort of thing cause im alloace and i associate real romance with "sweetheart levels" of a cheesy greeting card- thats real to and lived to me okay), bff and sweetheart goals

they check up on eachother. constantly

sleepovers!

they cuddle in iridessa's bed from the book, its like a swan bed

their bedrooms, google em and look at pics of them side by side and youll get why i love this paring.

in fira's house they dont do any cuddling but giggle and do eachothers hair and stuff

they dont dress up when they are together, just dress casual

but they do play dress up, a little bit

they will face their FEAR-AS. together. of the dark probably.

fira has a firefly companion (canon) dessa loves. and the firefly has a secret language for them <3

met on a full moon type vibes

before they go out and hang out together they act like old besties "i havent seen you in forever!!"

please look at "fira's perfect tea party" on youtube or an audiobook of fira and the full moon and note the voice they use to her. contrast to raven's delivery of the worried and hesitant iridessa (unrelated but raven plays iridessa really well, and the other movie voice actors deserve more praise in the fandom)

bestfriends to sweethearts to lovers

not me being the founder of this ship cause nobody ships book/movie :(

vidia/rani or ranividia if youd like to call it that :)

actually feels more of a hear me out than the others. and i will call this a crackship

enemies to frenemies to lovers to dearest

okay i understand vidia is not the nicest character in the books, so many ships with her besides her and prilla dont really work. and she is a bully but hear me out...

i believe the first time it was that vidia felt sympathy, when they cut off rani's wings. and that she actually has a soft spot for rani, even though she has a superiority complex. vidia was intended to be a "wicked" or bad fairy, so i think her having some faith in others- maybe even a small amount, gives her a lot of complexity. she took pity on rani, even knowing rani could never fly as fast as she did

there is evidence to support her having a soft side and to her getting along with rani, when she snowboards and is greatful for the snow day. the second is in a comic on her with a scavenger hunt, and they actually work together

repression vs expression

if they became an actual thing it would be like vidia's getting revenge and "she asked for no poppy seeds" sort of thing

elonid from ok ko + cassunzel from rta.. hear me out utenaanthy from utena its an anime lmao the pity thing (its not in a savior way) im on an utena forum talking about this ship. another is a tiktok for "divorce but good together parings"

vidia- secret relationship or "don't tell anyone about this"

rani- "ily. i'll keep this a secret. everyone already knows but i wont tell you that cause i know you wouldnt be able to take it."

rani doesnt know any fairy swears, vidia knows all of them (the only fairy, learned them from pirates), and doesnt use them around rani

they dont get personal yet know each other emotionally

rani's not her therapist, vidia doesnt have a therapist and will never get one. yet rani soothes vidia's temper, and vidia actually listens to her because her reputation is being sensitive. vidia character arc because of rani. vidia motivated by rani to change.

vidia- "dont use pet names for me!" vidia "i love you my shell" (a real honest petname, because rani's thing is shells and its like her emotional shell came off omg... rani's is "feather"- no my)

vidia- reputation matters, rani- whats a reputation?

listen pridia is the GOAT but i think i need a vidia paring where the other one is just as a loner/introvert as she is...

they sleep on two leaves next to eachother, hands held

my tink/zarina from the movies

youd think they are polar opposites and they are! but they are not.

they dont do public displays of affection, for anything. at first it was vidia's reputation but honestly they arent comfortable with that and nobody really gossips or pays attention to their relationship

i said cassunzel earlier but i think its a lot of new dream as well, a lot of "getting to know you" that is precious like in Tangled

rani writing fancy letters, vidias are chicken scratch but still have effort put into them and decoration like hers, and its not like "she tried" she made her edgy masterpiece

edgy soft dynamic, not a personal fan of it- but i really like it here

sacred devotion

[lordprettyflackotara]

Hello!!! I just wanted to say I love your series Hitchhiker! I recently got back into marble hornets and creepypasta and have been writing a fic as well. It's definitely still a heavy wip but ever since I saw your fic its made given me inspiration to maybe post mine eventually!!!

You've also inspired me to make this blog lol. I was loving marble hornets from afar but, god, I had to make this blog once I read your series! Which is why my blog is blank right now, I literally just made it, so I'm not a bot I promise 😭

Thanks so much for taking time to read this, I hope you're having an amazing day/night! I can't wait see where Hitchhiker goes!

hi! firstly thank you🫶🏼 & secondly yes please do i’d love to read it! i feel like ive read every marble hornets/creepypasta fic on this platform & i’d love to see some new stuff. i’m so flattered omg, i’m really glad i inspired you to express something you enjoy! i was hesitant about posting for creeps at all when i first started this blog honestly, since from what i could see the fandom looks very dead. but i’m very happy to say with all of the interaction ive got from hitchhiker/till dawni was wrong😌.

hahaha the idea of a bot having a masky pfp makes me giggle. i’m very glad you’re real & i’ll be posting some hitchhiker stuff later today :)

[homocidalpotat]

when you reblog picrew chains and don't tag anyone, are they open tags? you have not specified, so i wanted to ask

oh yeah, always. i think i usually put open tags on but if i forget!! sorryyy i dont mean to

you can always reblog from me lol >.< I'm not like pukicho or i-am-a-fish or anyone famous, i do look at all of my notes and i dont get like. thousands a day.

but yeah, picrews, ask games, tag games, random posts, whatever, you can always reblog with your own input!! i mean. it would be pretty dumb if i didnt, cos why would i deny you that when it showed up for you?? like huh?

what i will say is that i currently have 69 (nice) moots. i only keep up with about 10 of them? so as much as i like making friends and moots, i might struggle to keep up with you, plus i have huge moot lists for tags and whatnot that always need updates, its quite a lot for me. so if you have a blog with just really basic reblogs and no intro post and you look even slightly like a bot or like you dont have very much personality or shared interests or whatever, please dont send me an ask for me to follow you. its a free site, don't tell people to follow you, especially if its just for the follower count or notes. i do like having new friends but like. if the first time I ever interact with you is when you say "lets be friends, follow me", its gonna make it a bit difficult for me. if you send me asks and we chat and i can tell youre nice ofc im happy to be a moot. do yall get it??

like when i have someone ive never seen before saying "can u follow me" and constantly sending me asks and dms with nothing but "hi. u ok. im fine". like. damn.okay we really click dont we /sarcasm

but if this stranger says "do you like this song?" "i saw this and it made me think of you!" "what is your favourite deep sea worm?" "omg do you wanna hear about x y and z??". thats so sweeet aaa i love it when people actually recognise me as a person / bat who is nice and kind and not just a blog that is relatively popular. and when they feel like they can be themselves with me.

sorry i just went on a tangent but i think it needs saying. just because a blog has 100+ followers doesnt mean they automatically dismiss everyone except their most treasured moots, but also that they still have boundaries. and joining a picrew chain is not crossing a boundary :33

[quickends1998]

i surprisingly had kind of a good time scrolling thru my old blog the other day because first of all i was like wow this bitch is just right about everything all the time ive never agree with anyone more in life but also i saw posts wheere i was talking about like things i wanted to do or whatever and i realized like im pretty much almost where i wanted to be when i ended that blog i mean a good life or even a better life is not something that can just be achieved once and thats all there is to it congrats you have officially made it. if it makes sense what im trying to say. because unfortunately it has to be maintained continually while otoh there are all these speedrunning strategies that allow you to fuck up your whole life in less than a day, tell me thats not some bull shit. but i had in mind some specific things that i wanted to do and atp i've already done or made good progress on so many of them ikindn of cant believe it because it like has not even been that llong not even a full year and i knew things could be so much better for me if i ever decided to stop acting like a ffuckjng idiot and trying to destroy my life just for funsies but i guess i just didn't realize the extent to which that was true. so that makes me happy not to mention i've bebe able to genuinely enjoy like normal people hobbies that i pretty much havent meaningfully participated in for i guess years. but still nothing really makes me happy. i dont know what could possibly make me not hate myself and think i dont deserve anything. it almost seems like theres no point in living well if i have to live as myself . i could change anything about myself and i think i'd still feel this way. it's a fundamental disliking of my self manifesting in well i guess myriad ways but most typically disgust at & shame for my existence. sooo yeah it permeates everything i think & do at all times. and most of all i don't know how..… i don't know what word to use here and it's important to me but i can't come up with anything satisfactory..… i don't know how to exist with other people. the more i like a person, the more i start to recede away from them, typically. i might try not to but i tell myself it's selfish & wrong for me to interact with people because im so worthless their time/energy would be better spent on literally anyone else or even just by themself. and everyone knows this so the only reason why anyone would even be nice to me in the first place is because they are making fun of me. and the paranoia always wins. and even if not for all that somethjng else that will never change is that i am fundamentally an illogical evil and repulsive person because the very first thought in my mind when i look at how good my life is becoming is not that i should continue on like this and be thankful for it and just keep making things better & better but of course it's that i bet i have be achieved a level of stability in life now that would finally allow me to relapse without it being disastrous. the thought comes to me so automatically it's like breathing. never mind all the other times it didn't work out like that because i really got it figured out this time. and never mind the times i said that same exact same thing because like no seriously i reeally got it all figured out this time for real. it's amazing that i can still believe that while knowing it's not true. lol

[ponyonn]

Welcome!

my name is Ponyon! this is my self-shipping blog!

a little about me… ᓚᘏᗢ

-> 18 years old

-> black/puerto rican

-> bisexual, she/him

ive selfshipped privately for years, but this is my first time interacting with the community full-force. (it’s also my first time making any kind of like,, community centered blog?? so please be patient with me lol)

my f/o list, tag list, and dni (all of which are pretty bare as of right now) are below the line!

F/O List

im fine with doubles/sharing! if this ever changes or there’s a specific f/o that im not okay with sharing, i’ll add a note beside their name stating such!

more f/o’s will be added as time goes on!!

Romantic

-> Sebastian (Pressure)

-> Painter (Pressure)

-> Nanami Kento (jujutsu kaisen)

-> Takuma Ino (jujutsu kaisen)

Platonic

-> Toge Inumaki (jujutsu kaisen)

Tag List

more to be added!

-> #ponyawn [ general non self-ship rambling ]

-> #ponyearn [ general self ship related rambling ]

-> #pondrawn [ art (º □ º ll) ]

-> #browse her history [ painter x oc content! ]

-> #stars as bait [ sebastian x oc content! ]

-> #heart stitched shiesty [ takuma ino x me content! ]

DNI

-> proshippers

-> ages 13 and under (i might raise the limit later. im still deciding whoops)