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byanyan · 9 days ago

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inferiority complex but you run around showing everyone how shit you are so you feel like you have control over how others perceive you. inferiority complex but you broadcast yourself being awful to hide what you hold close to your heart so no one can point those out as reasons why you're bad. inferiority complex but you exaggerate your own shittiness so it's harder for others to hurt you.

#that's it that's byan that's how they function it's how they protect themself #'if i prove that i'm not good enough then u can't hurt me when u tell me that' thought process #this is why they don't share their art with most people for the longest time #bc it would actually crush them to have someone tell them that smth they take some pride in isn't good enough #(even though they already tell themself it's not good enough aksjfhds)#idk i'm having thoughts but i can't convey them as well or as clearly as i want which is frustrating #hopefully this gets the gist of it across ajkshfds #━━ ˟ ⊰ ✰ headcanon ⋮ danger in the fabric of this thing i made.

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