#that’ll be how i quit just send that and block him LOL

[motheyes]

about to just send ‘ur mom’ back to my manager

[theres-an-impulstor-among-us]

soooo... can we get a what might have happened if Jimmy's worst fear came true and Dogwarts tried to sacrifice Scott?

okay this ended up being kinda self indulgent lol hope that’s okay

...

Scott is starting to regret letting the Dogwarts trio take him and Jimmy back to their base, but he can’t exactly back out now. It’s his own fault, really, for asking if there’s anything else he can do to support Dogwarts from a distance, rather than putting up their banner.

He shoots a sideways glance at Jimmy, who seems even more nervous than him. Scott resists the urge to reach out and take his hand.

Finally, they arrive at Dogwarts. Scott is more than worried to see that a new platform with torches surrounding it on all four corners has sprung up in the middle of the carrot field. It looks innocent enough but something about it gives it an ominous vibe.

Unfortunately, this is exactly where Ren leads Scott.

“What is this?” Scott asks warily, putting one foot on the step up.

“This is the Altar of the Black Heart,” responds Ren ominously. “For Dogwarts to truly achieve full power, it requires a sacrifice. The death of an outsider.”

Scott’s eyes widen as he realises what this means. “Whoa, whoa, hold on a second!”

He backs away a few steps but bumps into Etho, who takes hold of him in a surprisingly strong grip.

Jimmy starts forward with a gasp but Martyn grabs him and pushes him down, holding him in place. “Scott!” Jimmy cries uselessly.

Ren stands on the hill just above the altar as Etho drags Scott into place and tries to hold him down. Scott struggles against Etho’s grip, causing Etho to backhand him across the face.

“LEAVE HIM ALONE!” Jimmy screams. “SCOOOOOOTT!”

Blood trickling out the corner of his mouth, Scott coughs and tries to fend Etho off again.

“I’d stop resisting if I were you, Scott,” comes Martyn’s cold voice.

Scott glances over at him. His heart freezes as he finds Martyn holding a sword to Jimmy’s neck. “No!” he gasps. “Don’t!”

“Then hold still.”

After a moment, Scott squeezes his eyes shut and falls still, letting Etho push him to his hands and knees in the centre of the altar.

“Scott…!” croaks Jimmy. “No…!”

Scott forces himself to meet Jimmy’s terrified gaze. “It’ll be okay, Jimmy,” he whispered, just loud enough for Jimmy to hear. “Just stay strong for me, okay? Stay strong.”

“A sacrifice must be made!” announces Ren, spreading his arms to the skies. “Do the honours, Etho.”

Etho nods and raises his axe.

Jimmy looks away, starting to hyperventilate. He can’t watch this.

Scott closes his eyes.

“STOP!”

Everyone freezes.

Scott dares to look up and spots Grian standing a little way off, fists clenched. “I don’t know what the hell is going on here but it stops now!” Grian shouts.

Taking advantage of his distracted state, Jimmy wrenches free from Martyn and dashes to hide behind Grian.

On the altar, Etho pushes Scott further down to the ground and holds his axe threateningly over his back. “It would only take one swing,” he warns.

“Stand down, Grian,” commands Ren.

Grian holds up a block of TNT in one hand and a flint and steel in the other. “Let Scott go now,” he orders. “Don’t make me blow this place up.”

“How much damage do you think you’re gonna do with one block of TNT?” Ren scoffs.

“Who said anything about just one? We snuck in here while you lot were out and planted TNT all over this place. All it’ll take is one little lit block and the whole place goes up.”

Ren narrows his eyes. “You’re bluffing.”

“Am I?” Grian says challengingly. “Do you wanna find out? I’m sitting pretty on my green life but you? You’ll be taken out in an instant.”

Everyone present knows the implications of this. Ren is the leader of Dogwarts and he put himself down to red on purpose. If he dies, the Red Army will become nothing. It will negate everything Ren’s worked so hard to build up. Grian may die too if Dogwarts explodes but that’s nothing compared to what Ren will lose.

“All you want is for us to release Major?” asks Ren after a moment.

Grian nods. “That’s right. Release Scott and let him, me, and Jimmy leave this place safely.”

Scott can feel himself trembling, not daring to lift his head to look at Jimmy. He has no idea if Ren will agree to this or not. Even if he does, Etho could choose to end him anyway.

After an agonising pause, Ren says, “I will release Major if you promise not to blow Dogwarts up.”

“I agree to your terms,” Grian responds.

Scott and Jimmy simultaneously let out a breath of relief.

“Etho, let him go,” Ren orders.

Etho releases Scott, who climbs to his feet and takes a few cautious steps away from him.

Just as Scott jumps down from the altar, Etho whips out a block of TNT, lights it, and tosses it. It lands in front of Scott, who scrambles to the side to avoid it. The resulting explosion sends him flying into the wall of Renchanting. He hits the ground at the base of the wall, unconscious.

“Scott!” Jimmy yells, dashing to his friend’s side.

Grian curses under his breath. Ren may have called his bluff but Etho didn’t. Now he’s been exposed. There’s no TNT under Dogwarts. And they’re all in incredible danger.

Etho darts forward.

“SCAR, NOW!” Grian shrieks.

A second later, an arrow flies out of nowhere and hits Etho in the leg, sending him down.

Grian dashes over to Scott and helps Jimmy lift him up. Carrying him between them, the two flee out of the gate and down the hill towards the desert.

Scar appears at their side moments later, carrying a bow. “I shot Ren, like, twice in the arm,” he pants. “I think that’ll slow them down.”

Grian doesn’t waste his breath in responding.

Luckily, the Red Army seem not to be following them, and they manage to make it to the desert with no problems.

As the group head up towards the desert house, Scott awakens with a quiet groan. Jimmy hears this and his heart leaps, but he can’t quite summon the energy to speak yet.

Grian and Jimmy lower Scott down just outside the house. No sooner have Scott’s feet touched the ground than his knees buckle and he collapses into Grian, who helps him sit down against the side of the building.

Jimmy immediately drops to his knees beside Scott, using the edge of his scarf to wipe the blood from the corner of his mouth and his chin. “Are you okay?” he asks urgently, his voice shrill with panic. “Did you hit your head? You’re still bleeding! How badly did Etho hurt you? Are you-.”

Scott cuts him off by grabbing him in a tight hug. Jimmy hugs him back, both of them trembling from adrenaline and fear.

“I’m okay now,” says Scott in a hoarse whisper, before glancing up at Grian, who’s standing a few blocks away, trying not to listen in. “Thank you for saving us, Grian. How did you know we needed help?”

“Actually, we were just on our way to plant a load of TNT under Dogwarts when we saw your predicament,” says Grian. “I know we’ve never really been allies but I couldn’t just stand around and let them kill you like that. What were they even doing?”

“Oh, god knows. Either way, I really appreciate it. If you ever need help, just call on us and we’ll be there.”

Grian nods back. “Thanks, Scott. Same to you.”

Jimmy turns his head to glare back towards Dogwarts. “They’re barbaric,” he growls. “I-I can’t believe I almost lost you.”

“Hey, it’s okay.” Scott clasps Jimmy’s hand reassuringly. “I’m okay and so are you. We’ll get them next time, okay? Side by side.”

After a moment, Jimmy nods and squeezes Scott’s hand.

“Side by side.”

[alpacaparkaseok]

Upcoming Fic Alert!

→ Pairing: getaway driver!Jimin x reader

→ warnings/tags/genre: SFW, Jimin is a getaway driver because why not, reader is a gem, fluff, humor, hint of angst, e2l, pickpocketing, annoyed minivan, shameless flirting, Jimin gets rejected lol, kinda a mafia au I guess?

→ a/n: here’s a preview for the next summer request I’m working on! Thanks guys for all the fun suggestions/requests! @dulce-pjm​, this one is yours! I’ve never done an au like this before, so let me know if this sounds fun! As always, I appreciate and love hearing from you, you offer so much motivation!

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“Right, right!” Namjoon barks from the passenger seat, sitting low and clutching a suspicious looking package close to his chest. “Jimin, I said turn ri-”

Reaching forward and cranking the music a little louder, Jimin effectively drowns out Namjoon’s angry shouts as AC/DC’s “TNT” blasts through the car. There’s a  small gap in cars passing through the intersection, the green light turning yellow. 

“JIMIN!” Namjoon screeches as the light turns red and cars begin to move. Jimin smiles wickedly, looking like a kid in a candy store as he floors it, throwing the car to the left and narrowly missing a FedEx truck that blares its horn at him. 

Namjoon peels his face off of the passenger side window with no shortage of disgust, glaring over at a still-smiling Jimin. He opens his mouth to speak, however no words come out as Jimin maneuvers onto a side street and turns into a parking garage. 

“Where-” Namjoon begins, but Jimin simply leans over the console and unbuckles Namjoon’s seatbelt. 

“Take that elevator,” he points to a gleaming silver elevator less than fifteen feet away, “up to the fifth floor. Mr. Bianchi is waiting.”

Namjoon gulps audibly, making Jimin chuckle under his breath. “I- I didn’t know that he was here.”

“That’s the point, Namjoon.” Jimin goes the extra mile, reaching across the dumbstruck passenger and pushing his door open. “Out you go. Been a pleasure.”

Namjoon still clings to the package, offering Jimin a nervous looking nod of his head before stepping out of the car. 

“Oh, and Namjoon?”

“Y-yeah?”

“Wipe your drool off of my window. It’s not a good look for me.”

Namjoon’s face is flushed a deep red as he sees the spit lingering on the passenger side window, no doubt a result of the crazy left turn just a couple minutes prior. Once it’s been wiped with his pristine suit jacket, Namjoon silently turns and heads to the elevator. 

The second he inside and out of sight, Jimin lets out a long sigh, rolling his neck. He whistles a merry tune as he pulls the car into a stall alongside a sleek black Mercedes, which will serve as his discreet car for now. Police will come snooping sooner or later for a bright red Ferrari. They’ll find it, abandoned in the parking garage with no trace of Park Jimin. 

Although they may be interested to find Kim Namjoon’s wallet inside the console. 

Jimin laughs to himself as he throws the wallet inside, remembering how Namjoon was none the wiser as Jimin slipped his wallet from his pocket in the act of unbuckling his seatbelt. No, he was too scared by the idea of Mr. Bianchi to notice that Jimin was the real threat. 

Locking the Ferrari after double checking that he’s left no trace to his own identity, Jimin slips into the Mercedes and starts it up. Grinning at the sleek interior, he rolls out, heading toward the exit. 

He slows to a stop at the toll booth, rolling down his window and grabbing the pay ticket. 

“Ticket, please.”

A soft voice speaks to him, making Jimin blink. He’s so accustomed to the deep and rough tones typically associated with his line of work, he’d nearly forgotten what normal people sound like. 

“Sir?”

Jimin starts, clearing his throat and offering a small smile. “Oh, right. Here you go,” he mumbles, passing his ticket along to the girl in the booth. 

You’re pretty, Jimin notices. Not in the usual, once-over kind of pretty. Here, in the strange lighting of the parking garage, your hair falls into your face as you scan his ticket and purse your lips a little as you wait for another ticket to be printed off. 

You’re...

“Aren’t you too pretty to be working down here?” Jimin drawls, leaning out of the window just enough for you to see him clearly. He knows he looks good; clad in a dark suit that matches the interior of his car. His hair is light, freshly dyed and perfectly styled. A little wind-blown, but surely nice still. 

You hardly glance his way, though. Instead you’re grabbing a pen and circling something on the new ticket. 

“That’ll be $24.73. Are you paying with cash or card?”

“I-” Jimin coughs, the words quite literally getting stuck in his throat. “Excuse me?” He manages, mouth falling open at your response. Did you just ignore him?

“Cash or card, sir.” You reply, finally turning in your stool enough to face him fully. When Jimin can’t seem to form a response, you lean forward with a twinkle of amusement. “Take your time, I’ve got all day. The people behind you, though...”

The way you give a pointed look behind his car has Jimin jolting a bit, afraid that the police are on his tail. Instead he notices a minivan behind him, waiting to get out. The mother at the wheel looks absolutely exhausted, resting her head against the window as her child screams in the backseat. 

“Oh, ha...here, card, please.”

He all but throws his card at you, toes curling in excitement when his fingertips brush up against yours. 

What has gotten into him?

Did he or did he not just assist in pulling off a major heist?

“Would you like a receipt?”

“...no?”

A smile tugs at the corner of your lips, and Jimin finds himself leaning a little further out of the car at the sight. 

“You sure about that?”

Jimin completely bypasses your teasing though, taking his card back and staring up at you with furrowed brows. “Did you really not hear what I said earlier?” 

Now it’s you leaning out of the window, and Jimin finds himself holding his breath as you give him a long look. Mirth sparkles in your eyes, and a hint of something else. Something harder. 

“You really think I’m too pretty to be working down here?” You ask innocently. Jimin hates the way his stomach flips at the way you’re gazing down at him. 

He attempts to put on his best smolder, running a hand through his hair. “Oh, most definitely.”

Your grin is so at odds with the innocent look you had just a moment before. With a perfectly manicured finger, you motion for him to come closer. Jimin complies before he even realizes it, frowning at the way his body has quickly betrayed him. He’s practically hanging out of the window now, hanging on to your every word.

“I’m too pretty for you, too.” Then, with a flourish, you punch the button that lifts the barrier. “Have a nice day, sir.”

You give him a cheery wave, and Jimin has half a mind to get out of the car right then and there, but he’s caught between asking you to marry him or demanding free parking passes for your belligerent attitude. 

You notice his predicament, grinning when Jimin jumps a little as the minivan behind him honks their horn. He groans, settling down and shooting you a glare. 

“I believe that’s your cue, Mr. Park,” you croon, sending him off with a wink. 

It’s only when Jimin has made it several blocks and nearly combusted with annoyance at his rejection that he realizes with a sudden chill that something about that whole interaction wasn’t quite right. 

He never told you his name.

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m.list

this was just a lil preview for an upcoming project/request! thoughts?? I wanna know what your guys’ thoughts are on this kind of au!! I’m excited for this to come out soon!

[jadegrey711]

Moral of the Story

Eric Northman x Fem!Reader

A/N: Hello everyone! I’ve got a few more old requests to finish and two of them are Eric Northman prompts! I haven’t been feeling really well due to the fact that life has handed me some shit especially regarding school. So, I haven’t been feeling like writing anything, especially smut so i think when i open my requests again I’ll only be taking angsty or fluffy prompts. Also I know the prompt was supposed to be based off of “From the dining table” by Harry Styles. But i felt the song “Moral of the story” fit so much better. I did however put something based off the song at the end. 

*NOT MY GIFS*

If you like my stories you can check out my sideblog @jadegreywriting​​ to see all of them and my masterlist without filtering through my main blog.

Prompt: Hey I was listening to ‘from the dining table’ by Harry styles the other day and I was thinking could you maybe do eric Northman x reader where they’re going through a break up but they still love each other a lot ? So quite angsty but still romantic if that makes sense lol! It’s such a beautiful and melancholic song I’d really recommend it! If not dw, maybe just on the lyric ‘woke up the girl who looked just like you, I almost said your name’ or something like that?💜💜💜

Word Count: 1223

Inspiration Soundtrack: 

Moral of the Story- Ashe 

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This story is for 18+ ONLY. It contains sexual themes that are not suited for younger audiences so if you’re under 18 my blog and this story is not for you. Please make sure to read at your own discretion and remember that you are solely responsible for your content intake. 

It’s been four months since you walked out of Eric’s life for what he knew would be forever. He majorly fucked up this time, showed you the beast he truly was and this was the straw that broke the camel’s back. He could still hear you screaming in his head and he could still hear himself screaming back at you.

Eric cringed as he thought about what brought on this fight. You knew what he was; who he was. He was Eric fucking Northman, Viking vampire god. You knew he’d done terrible things, horrible atrocities he’d told you so himself but for some reason you still stayed with him; until now.

He’d been so gentle with you, even when he wasn’t. But there was still something inside of him that desperately wanted to unleash the beast within him. And he did, on a most willing Ivanka; a stripper who worked at Fangtasia. Ivanka was more than glad to take the brunt of his beastly desire. Little did Eric know that as he was pounding his frustrations into Ivanka, you had just come into the club and Pam had eagerly told you that he was “hashing things out” with an employee.

You had waited for Eric in his office for four hours before he had finally come out of the basement and Pam told him that you had been waiting for him. Before Eric could block your sight though, you saw a well fucked Ivanka covered in bite marks come out of the basement.

Eric would’ve drowned his eyes in bleach if it meant that he could get the image of your face falling at the moment you’d realized what he’d done. You pushed past Eric and he let you for the moment, you rushed through the crowd and Eric just watched you for the moment as you left through the front door before pursuing after you.

Before you even got in your car he was there, waiting for you a pleading look on his face.

“Y/N. Please let me explain.”

“What is there to explain Eric? I know exactly what I saw and despite what you think about us frail and stupid humans I know why you did it.” You spat at his stoic face. “You are a monster, and you’re incapable of letting yourself be happy so you let that beast inside you rule and tear everything happy in your life to shreds.”

Eric felt that same beast Y/N was talking about unfurl and hiss as she accused him. “You have no idea what’s in my nature. I’m a thousand years old, I’m not the type of person to play human boyfriend.”

“That’s the problem Eric!” You screamed at him and he watched and listened as your veins pulsed with anger and your cheeks reddened but not in the way he enjoyed so much. “You are a monster! And in those thousand years of life that’s all you’ll ever be! Us humans may be fragile things with the lifespan of a fruit fly compared to you, but we can grow and change. But you; you’ve been the same bloodthirsty brute for a thousand years! And you’ll never change.”

Eric felt himself internally flinch as he took in your blooming hatred for him, the curl of a snarl on your lip as you finished berating him. There was a part of him that wanted to grab you by the throat and push you against the car and force himself on you until you forgave him and another part of him had been cut at the knees by you and yearned to fall at your feet, begging for forgiveness.

“I’m almost glad that you did this sooner than later. I don’t want to waste what’s left of my insignificant life on a monster like you that’ll never grow despite having all that time to do so.”

Eric watched as you reached for the handle of your car door and before he could stop it, he felt his own hatred bubble out of his throat and past his lips. “You’re right. I am glad I did this, that you found me out. Because I don’t like I could spend another insufferable minute pretending to be something I’m not! I am a monster Y/N, I’m a bloody thirsty fucking beast you could tear your throat out if I so wished and I’m done trying to stop myself from doing exactly what I desire. And all I desire now is to be free from shackles from you and fight, fuck and kill my way through the rest of eternity.”

Your hatred was evident on your face, but Eric saw that trace of sadness, of betrayal as you climbed into the car. “Goodbye Eric.”

***********

Two months after that Eric still had that part of his humanity turned off and drowned whatever feelings he had for you in blood and sex. The most willing blonde twins that Eric couldn’t care enough about to know their names were eager enough to help him do just that. But the same thing happened with them as it had with every other woman, he tried fucking his feelings of anger and sadness into.

The women beneath him would fade away and your face would replace them. Your familiar and beautiful face contorted into pleasure as he made love to you, your fingers running through his blonde hair pulling at him and bringing him closer to you. The body of the strangers would fade away and be replaced with yours underneath him, your warm skin sliding against his cool skin; letting him believe that he was truly alive like you were.

“Eric.” He heard you breathe under him and he knew you were close. He had gotten so good at reading your body, knowing it wants and needs and you did the same for him. Your nails clawed his back as he brought you to the edge, only to fall over the edge himself. You kissed his chest and neck as you both came down from your highs.

“I love you.” You whispered into his ear.

“Eric.” The girl Eric was fucking tonight waved her hand in front of his face, breaking the daydream and snapping Eric back into his harsh and sad reality. “Eric are you alright?”

“Get out.” Eric said softly the first time but when she didn’t immediately leave his presence his voice held more of a threat as he told her to leave the second time; sending the girl scurrying for her clothes with haste before abruptly leaving.

Eric fell back onto his bed, closing his eyes as he picked up the daydream where he left off, letting his hands slide into his basketball shorts and feeling how hard he was for you.

“I love you.” You whispered to him again and again and again as Eric pumped himself faster until he brought himself to release and the daydream changed into a nightmare.

“Why did you hurt me, Eric? Is this what you wanted? Were those women what you truly desired?”

“No. No, none of them were you. I want you; I’ve only ever wanted you, Y/N.” Eric said into the void, trying to explain his feelings to the ghost of you, but when he opened his eyes you were gone and he knew that you’d never be back.

Taglist: @mysteryoflourve

[the-witty-pen-name]

Send me a number + character for a short blurb!

I need to get out of my writer’s block desperately, so pick a number and a character I write for and I’ll reply with a short reader insert story! 

I’ll strike through prompts that have already been requested. :)

I might have to change the prompt from first or third person to second lol 

1. “I know we just met for three dates, but after realizing you like pineapple pizza like me? I think we need to get married.”

2. “I love you, but sometimes I really want to throw you off a cliff.”

3. “Did you just…” “Yeah, honey, I prepared breakfa–” “Is that a burnt egg?”

4. “Even if I’m the literal fairy queen, I’d still—” “You are. You are the fairy queen.”

5. “What time are you free this weekend?” “Anytime, I’ll make sure of it anyways.”

6. “If this isn’t meant to be, I don’t know what is.”

7. “What the hell is this?” “A relationship book that I bought on Amazon. Don’t look at me like that, it’s a long story.”

8. “It’s hard to explain, so I’m not gonna try to explain and you can figure it out for yourself.” “Fair.”

9. “I knew there was a reason I f*cking married you.”

Lee Bodecker

10. “This isn’t going to work out between us. Let’s call it quits before we both get hurt beyond repair, okay?”

11. “Love isn’t something you can control.” “I know, so I’m leaving before it can.”

12. “This isn’t the kind of love that I want.” Tears streaked her face. “You aren’t who you were before anymore.”

13. “Did you get me—-” “Yes, a churro, a salty and sweet popcorn, a medium cup of sweet tea.” “I love you.”

14. “Who are we to each other?” “You tell me.”

15. “I can’t tell if you’re joking or not.” “Stay with me for long enough and you’ll be able to.”

16. “I’m trying to ask your old man for your hand.” “Good luck with that.”

17. “Hello there princess,” The masked gentleman held out his hand. “Do you want to go on a ride with me?”

18. “Take a walk with me,” He whispered in her ear. “I have some secrets to tell you.”

19. “Get out of my way.” She snarled. “We’re strangers and nothing else.”

20. “Listen to me, don’t ever take relationship advice from your friends again. You might as well be talking to a wall.”

21. “How do I make you feel better?” “Go get me a cheesecake, coffee, and chips, that’ll make me feel better.” “Fine.”

22. “You are the most idiotic but adorable human on the planet.”

Bucky Barnes

23. “Fate brought us togeth—” “Fuck that shit. I don’t believe in fate.”

24. “If it isn’t my ex, who has a shitty personality and cheated on me like all of his ex-girlfriends. What did I miss? Oh yeah, you’re an asshole now get out of my face.”

25. “Stay with me.” He hugged me tightly. “Please.”

26. “I…got you three presents for Christmas.” “Why?” “Because I wasn’t there for your birthday, Valentines, and–” “We weren’t even dating back then!”

Sam Wilson

27. “The world is going to end. Like right now.” “Then I’ll gladly spend my last moment on Earth kissing you.”

28. “I promised…” He gasped for breath. “That I would protect you. And I intend to keep the damn promise.” Bucky

29. “I… I waited in line for two hours.” He sniffled and revealed the cake on the counter. “This is the cake you’re talking about, right?”

30. “I’ve never met someone like you.” “Because everyone in this world is different and there isn’t another face like mine? Duh?”

31. “I swear I’m never doing another blind date again.” “Is that something you should say to your date?” “No, but I just did.”

32. “I said I would be here when you need it, but…” “You weren’t. That’s the thing.” She whispered. “You weren’t.”

33. “It’s a misunderstanding, please!” He yelled after me in the rain. “Give me a chance!”

34. “Didn’t I tell you to be more careful? Look at all those men looking at you! At least wear a jacket!”

35. “Sit down. We need to reach a middle ground on this issue now.”

36. “You lost my trust.” “I’m willing to take however long to get it back.”

37. “I’m hungry.” “I know you are.” “Huh?” “Don’t worry, takeout is on its way. I know, I love you too.”

38. “You’re absolutely beautiful.” He sighed into my hair. “And your ex-boyfriend is an absolute moron for letting a girl like you go.”

39. “What are you doing here??” I pushed him away. “It’s against the rules here!” “Well shit. Rules are meant to be broken, now can I get the kiss I came here for?”

40. “Let her go. Now.” His hand gripped tightly on his wrist. “Or else I swear to god this isn’t going to end well for that little nose of yours.”

41. “I’m sorry I didn’t notice your new haircut today.” The note scribbled. “I just think you’re cute either way, so I didn’t thought to mention it.”

42. “I’m going with you wherever you go. You are not about to get lost under my fucking watch.”

43. “I have no clue what’s bothering you, so can you at least give me a hint?”

44. “I recognize this flower.” I sat in the hospital bed and turned to the man next to me. “But not you. Who are you?”

45. “You started it.” “So I’m ending it.”

Source: https://www.atinydreamer.com/120-steamy-romance-dialogue-story-writing-prompts/

[icepower55]

fortnight, september, tomorrow or yesterday or forever

Hey, you! Thanks so much for these asks!

Fortnight: what wip do you plan on posting next, if at all?

I have a one or two shot Dramione that I’m calling the WIP FROM HELL. It’s a bit more experimental than I’ve ever written, and I’m working through it. Hopefully I’ll post...before summer, lol.

tomorrow: favourite ways to write fluff?

I’ve honestly never really written what I consider full-on fluff. Maybe that’ll be a challenge for me in the future. 

yesterday: favourite way to write angst?

Dialed to a ten! Gas on the peddle! Violin concert on background! Watching movie scenes to see how people cry so I can get the physical descriptions right!!! Sometimes I block out the scenes myself if it’s an angst scene with a lot of movement.

forever: do you balance fic writing with original concept stuff?

I do! It’s why I haven’t written much lately (though I was far from prolific before). I’m working on a manuscript that is slow coming.

I’m going to put the comment ask behind the jump since it’s rather long, but I adore this comment and the level of analysis that went into it!  Milli1213 wrote it!

september: share a comment or review which still warms your heart?

"She’s always known this about him, that there are limits to the cruelty he practices; he’s always known his boundaries. It’s one of the reasons she loves him. Sometimes, she’s not sure she recognizes her own." This resonated with me as an almost perfect summary to where we are at the moment (and when I read this on my phone I totally glossed over the fact this was the section you picked for the summary as well!). You really aren't pulling any punches on the heart are you? :-)

Ron's "We're all angry" gives so much insight into her friends and what the last few years have been like for them. I'll confess, I'm not typically a huge Ron fan, but you might make me change my mind on this (I've been thoroughly seduced by mightbewriting's Theo and Pansy in B&E and W&H to the extent I had to go back and re-read your story just to make sure I wasn't giving them too much leniency when I read the hospital scene where Theo is brutally honest with her). That line from Ron, coupled with the fact he apologizes and still tries to comfort her - in just a few sentences you've given such beautiful context to their relationship.

Harry's statement "I think you need to take responsibility for your actions is also very telling" because it seems to me as if living with the consequences of her actions is about to drag Hermione under. I'd love some more insight from Harry's perspective - is it as simple that someone else always has to clean up her mess, whether that is him, Ginny, Ron, or Draco? Or that someone else pays the price for her decisions, whether that be Draco or her parents? Is it rooted more deeply in a belief that if she had had to take responsibility for her actions earlier on, she would have made different decisions that led to very different outcomes? Or simply, he's tired of having to step in to make things better or the consequences disappear, all because he knows she knows better, but she can't seem to stop herself?

Ah Cadric - I knew you wouldn't go quietly. Thank you for making him quite unlikeable in this bit. I'm still a bit surprised that out of all the things Hermione would have chosen to do to keep her secret would be to oblivate someone else after all her guilt over her parents and how that situation turned out, but it is hard to drum up too much sympathy for Cadric especially given the way he acted here.

Yet even with all of this, everything, Draco's love for her is still present. He stands up for her to his father, he deals with Cadric for her, he seems to feel guilt over "failing" to find the plant...I wish Hermione wouldn't just hope that "he knows what she means, that he’s always known what she lacked the bravery to say" because that is so unfair to Draco. I'm hopeful that when he learns of her decision, of who his donor is, that will make him realize what she struggles so to articulate, but given how much angst you've dealt thus far, maybe I should say I'm hopeful but steeling myself for his guilt and worry that she'll regret her choice.

Also, a pro pro of nothing - My best friend from college was diagnosed with colon cancer. It's been several years now, and she is in remission, but the feelings Draco has about his stoma - that is a very real thing, at least based on my limited experience. It can be very alienating and leave people with feelings of shame and embarrassment. Thank you for not glossing over it. I hope Draco can meld the magical and traditional medicines to heal faster (and safely).

I love that the philosophy continues with your inclusion of "For Grief". Are you maybe sending us a message of hope? The last stanza of that poem states in part "...be able to enter the hearth...where your loved one Has awaited your return All the time."

Stay safe and healthy! Thank you for continuing to write!

[alamanyar]

Just yesterday I thought about how Martino needs to talk to Dr. Spera again. Like I was really wishing for him to make a comeback. I love that guy. Lei è lo psicologo? is one of my fave clips and now we got one with Dr. Spera (I trust one celery dude) AND the contrabbandieri. Perfect. One of those things you didn't think you needed. Skam Italia making me laugh for once.

[I really need another season with the boys. Please make it happen. I always thought it wasn’t quite in rhythm, having three seasons with a girl as main and only one with a boy].

This radio silence was terrible and I'm so happy we saw the boy squad again and being there for each other?? Them together in the bathroom, the boys asking questions... Elia’s “I don’t know shit, so I don’t talk shit”, Giò’s story about looking for clues of his symptoms and finding out it was nothing when he confided in a doctor. And then Luchino suggesting to go to the school’s psychologist. More of this please. Also googling diseases or symptoms or whatever is such a thing of this generation. Like I admit I have done that before and it isn't really helping when you need to figure out something. Either ask your personal Dr. Spera, a doctor of your confidence and like the boys suggested: ask the person in question. NAMACISSI my dudes

No but seriously, I get that Martì is unsure of Nico's feeling. What Maddalena said stuck with him. Sadly. But wouldn't you kind of believe her, too? Someone who has been with Nico and knows about his MI? Martì knows shit so far. So confiding in his friends was a logical step. Knowing Martì and how he closes himself off when he's down, I know it wasn't easy for him though and yeah I'm proud of him. Martino is such a courageous guy in my eyes (when he’s not being a snake. sorry sorry lol) and courage is one of the themes of this season and it really speaks to me.

Dr. Spera calling out Martì, which was mandatory. Thank you, fave celery dude! He corrected Martino. Nico isn’t a crazy person, but is suffering from a personality disorder. Hai capito, Martì? And him saying most people manage to live quite a normal life? Was that in contradiction to Martì saying many people with BPD don’t live to see life beyond the age of 25??? Will this be taken into account of the last clip of episode nine? Please, don’t.

I love that we see the boy squad calling Martì out and yet standing by him. (In general they call each other out and I love it. I hope someone will remind them that it’s not okay to objectify girls though. I know they’re teenangers, but I’m hoping for a scene that’ll bring some resolve). Anyways. We need to talk to people. One perspective isn’t ever enough. And Dr. Spera reminding Martì how important it is to just talk to your friends? Bless. [I’m loving that Skam Italia decided to throw some adults at us. Perfect addition. Mamma Rametta and Dr. Spera have my heart. Hey, what if they met, too? Oh. Oh.]

On another note: The hint about certain people becoming presidents on this planet? My kind of humour. And Dr. Spera’s eagerness to know how to unblock people’s messages on a mobile phone. Brilliant. Tell him, Luca. And tell Martì how stupid he is for valuing Maddalena’s words like he did when he hasn’t even spoken to Nico after what happened in Milano. I know you wanted to see him and I feel you, Martì, but you had to be called out.

So, Martì really blocked Nico's number yeah? Not cool. I'd probably would have done the same though. Or something similiar, like just not answer at all. I, too, close myself off. I understand. This makes everything even more dramatic though and I hate it. Perhaps not really really hate, cause I'm a sucker for angst and the symbolism and metaphors in this season are killing me. (BTW, Martì struggling with the tab in the bathrom? Come on. And Giò telling him to use the one that’s working? Guiding him there??? Also Martì landed on his ass again lmao but also give this boy a break will you). It's so terrible good. Yes. Give me all the pain. I like to suffer.

AND Giò’s quiet Ma quando? broke my tiny heart, like Martì did you really not tell your best friend and the contrabbandieri that you consulted Dr. Spera before? Oh Martì.

So yeah, how's Nico doing btw? Hoping for Martì to answer his messages? (Did he send more after the giraffe? Yes? How many more?) Does he think Martì hates him now? Because of his MI and what it made him do?

Martì smiled a bit in the video Giovanni posted. Just a tiny little bit. He's with his friends. He's hurting, yet he's being taking care of. Good. Cover him in blankets. Wrap him up real good and hug him tight.

Whom can Nico confide in though? As of right now? He's basically all alone, isn’t he?

Oh, shit.

[dreammutual-remade]

idol!you and lucas

request: please do a bullet scenario about lucas and his gf both being sm idols - anon

word count: 2.6k 

a/n: first of all,,,, this gif hurts me badly, seCOND OF ALL im so sorry for the inactivity !!  I have finals this week and I graduate really soon n ive just been v busy !!! also I had hella writers block trying to finish this ish up but I hope u like it anon !!!!its a lil hard for me to write as an idol just because thats such a Wildt lifestyle but I did my best ily

warnings: cursing n also some crying because god knows all of our boys prolly have during their idol days :(((((((

what’s up butter cup

let’s dive tf in

as a pre-warning thingy i’m making you a singer so i’m very sorry if you can’t sing i can’t either bby

alright so this story begins when you’re not even 16 years old and you audition for a bunch of companies

tbh you didn’t think you were /that/ good at singing or dancing but ???

all the companies wanted you??? you got offers from JYP and SM and Pledis ????? go off queen

we stan

anyways

you decide to go with SM since they produced leGENDS SHINEE

FUCK I LOVE THOSE GUYS

(binch if u went to JYP u literally could have been in TWICE ?!?/&.&. ABSOLUTE LEGENDS UR LOSS THOT)

also because you just think that’ll be best for you ?? idk we don’t judge here (i already did though i’m So Sorry)

on your first day as a trainee you’re in search of the female dorms and you just can’t find them

eventually you run into this,,,, Gang Of Adolescent Boys

they’re wearing dorky ass muscle tees and keep saying shit about “foreign swaggers”

(.... y’all already know who it is sjdkdkd)

and you’re Meek and New and Small so you’re like um, hellowherearethegirlsdormsplease

okay there’s four of them and they’re all fckin huge except for one

the Biggest One with the american accent points you in the right direction and you try to scurry away but end up smacking into the Second Biggest One’s arm because he moved in your way on accident ouchie

“god lucas why don’t you just run the poor girl over”

“hYUNG PLEASE”

“hehehhehe i’m just kiddin”

and you just kind of mumble that it’s fine and go on your way

okay so you train for three yEARS before your debut

and you def come out of your shell alright like you’re Extroverted and whatnot

you still see those boys and even make friends with mark and donghyuck and the Foreign Members

but the entirety of the group you met has debuted except Lucas

you’re not close but you wave and say hi when you see each other

you turn pink everytime from Emotions and also Holding Your Breathe Due To Anxiety

and he was cute years ago but he’s only gotten prettier with age dude

they recently dyed his hair to give him some Blonde Stuff and he looks reaLLY GOOD

LIKE TO THE POINT WHERE U HAVE TROUBLE LOOKING HIM IN THE EYE

but eventually you’re like hey now i’m a grown woman i can handle this giant childish man !!! quit that @ emotions

alright so you debut like, days before him no lie

you’re a solo artist bc idk

red velvet was full 😔🤟

anyways you’ve been filming the video for the past couple weeks and the concept is sort of filmy and shimmery like old sparkly anime water u kno ?

and you’re wearing similar stuff to what ten was wearing in the new heroes mv (BIG OOF) except less warm toned ?

like swishy sort of see through white shirts and spandex underneath

you’re a Beautiful and Skilled dancer so they have u all over the place with this choreo

on the FLOOR on the WALL in the AIR

no joke they had you in a harness doing cool swirly shit in the air this is the stuff of legends my g

but like the inside of SM ? is very cold

if you’re not filming you’re bundled up in a blanket and trying to rub the goosebumps out of your arms and legs

because you have to look all smooth and flawless for filming and those are two things goosies are not

luckily the song wasn’t a huge ballad because it’s rather hard to belt out long ass notes when you’re upside down lmao

anyways, the song is a bop and the mv is beautiful and you are wearing minimal clothing and although these are all nice things but also

RECIPE FOR DISASTER

the filming is almost done thank GOD

you’re taking a break from filming and you go out in the hall in your costume to go get another water bottle because ain’t nobody around to give a pre debut thot a water bottle 🤧🤧

your arms are wrapped around yourself when lucas jogs up behind you and throws his jacket around you??

literally throws it like you made an oof noise

“um ,? thank you that was aggressive”

“i knOw i’m sorry it’s just you are practically naked and it’s Cold in here and also walking behind you i noticed you were Very Exposed sO”

you turn bright red because that means everyone has seen your ass prolly and you duck your head and pull the jacket tighter around yourself

“oh! i’m sorry i mean you look uhh? really good ?? yeah you look good nOT that i was looking super hard or anything or that i uH saw aNything BUt if i did it would look good i’m sure nOT THAT I thInK about that ?$/&/“

and now you’re both blushing very hard but you feel a little better when you see he’s just as flustered as you

you brush your fingers on his forearm to get him to stop staring at the floor and tell him thanks and ask about when he’s debuting

he tells you the mv filming is done since they had to go Real Far Away to do it and get it done ahead of time and that the teasers will be out in three weeks and then the mv release and then its Show Time Baby

you’re excited for him and he’s excited and you debut really soon as well and he’s excited for you and !!!!!

there’s excitement all over the place

he’s smiling so big and his eyes are cute and crinkly and :(((((

you still got a crush on him /sigh/

one of the staff literally yells your name down the hall and you’re like aw shit that’s my cue lol

you leave him with with a lil squeeze of his bicep and you’re BOTH shook

him because ?? was that fLIRTING

you because ?? THAT WAS FLIRTING

also because his biceps are thicc i’m gonna cry

big baby stands there for like 3 mins just shook and with uwus oozing from his pores

you skrt very quickly to avoid the consequences of your actions and get back to filming

okay TIME SKIP

your mv was released and did GOOD AS FUCK

you didn’t hear it from me but lucas + nct boys were seen on vlive jamming the fuck out to your song

you’re backstage like 10 mins from going on and having an absolute panic attack

what if you trip ??? or your voice breaks !!:&::

what if all the reviews say you’re Trash live and that the mv was better since they edited

what if you FLOP AND HAVE NO FANS

NO ONE DOES THE FANCHANTS

FUCK FUXKFUCKFUXKCUDJ

so you do call the king of debuts

mark lee

and you’re like mARK FUCK IM GOING TO CRASH AND BURN PLEAS LLSSE DHELPD ME

he tells you to Calm The Fuck Down and assures you it’ll be fine but it’s not working and mark is but a young boy he don’t know how to deal with FEMALES

you hear some deep ass voice on the other side ask who’s on the phone and mark says your name and then the voice is closer and deMANDING to be given the phone

u already kno it’s our boy yukhei

he can hear you gasping through the phone and having a mental breakdown and immediately makes his voice all low and soft

wow i’m , affected writing this shit

“hey, y/n, listen to me, you’re okay, you’re fine. i promise it’ll be okay.”

“bUT WHAT IF I-“

“you won’t. you’ve worked too hard and practiced too much. i know you i saw you do it. do NOT let all of that go down the drain. you can do this. now get your cute ass out there and take NO SHIT”

“i know but i am, scared”

“don’t be! this is what you love isnt it?”

“i mean,,,, yeah”

“and you want to do this more than anything don’t you?”

“well , yeah”

“then for gods sake don’t be a wimp and do it”

“hey i miss the part of this conversation where you were being nice to me”

“that part’s over babe you need some TOUGH LOVE now please for me and for yourSELF get out there”

“okay.. thanks lucas”

“anything for you, angel”

yOU HANG UP SO QUICK

how dare he

you were all Comforted but then he went on with that angel bullshit

okay long story short you ended the industry dude

all solo artists BOW BEFORE YOU

VOCAL QUEEN

DANCE QUEEN

lucas: shaking because His Angel did so well and you were wearing white and actually looked like an angel

but you don’t see him for the next like twO MONTHS because he’s promoting boss and you’re promoting your single and neither of you are home ever

when you do get a second to yourself you try to send him an encouraging text but

you seldom get a second to yourself :(((

he does the same thing and they’re so sweet :(

“good morning i hope u slept well !!”

“princess don’t forget 2 hydrate”

“i saw ur mnet performance u looked beautiful <333”

this man is practically begging you to wife him up i mean

he’s cute

he’s BIG and WARM

very sweet to you :(

talented and lovely

absolute dweeb

supportive of you even from great distances

BEST BOY UWU

you try to be just as encouraging back because he deserves it UGH

“bub don’t forget to eat i know ur hungry rn”

“!!!!!! you came foR MY LUNGS WITH THAT CENTER DANCE AT THE END BOI”

“why are u sending me messages u need to rest bby :((“

when things calm down though you,, see each other

he doesn’t formally ask you out and you don’t say anything but, youre dating sort of kind of

as idols you’re both still so so busy and you JUST debuted so neither of you are really allowed to date anyways

you settle for little bits of cuddling and secret touches as you pass each other in the hall

you both stand outside of your respective dorms at night to facetime without waking your dorm mates

he desperately wants to go on dates and do Normal Couple things but there’s no time :(

the most affectionate you’ve ever been is when the girl group who shares a dorm with you was out promoting and you had him over and you took a nap together :((((

he Insisted upon being the big spoon and basically wrapped your whole body up with his limbs

pressed a few lil kisses to the back of your neck and your shoulder when he thought you were asleep

you weren’t though and you turned around to kiss him on the cheek and then tuck your face into his neck and pass tf out

he has to leave though because mark texts him and is like YO I KNO UR WITH Y/N AND HER ROOMMATES ARE ON THE WAY HOME

ABORT MISSION DUDE

and that’s pretty much it :(

months pass without much between you even though you’re trying your best

and even though you live in dorms you’re still so lonely especially when you’re traveling because you don’t have any group members

you don’t want to annoy or worry lucas though so you don’t complain

he notices though and late at night he’ll call you while you’re in bed and talk about his day and how he misses you and wishes you were there

and when you get all emo he says he’ll be waiting for you at the airport

(he really does he goes and hides in the bathroom and texts you so you can go in there and TACKLE HIM)

he still calls you angel all the time :((((

god that’s another weakness of mine ??? IM SUCH A WUSS

but it has specifically changed to “my angel”

uwu

your first kiss and first Real Confession happens on the Worst Day Of Your Life

you’re about to go on stage (you’ve released an album since your debut so this is new stuff) when you get a call from your mom ??

she’s crying and tells you your grandma is sick and in the hospital and it’s really bad

immediately you’re barely holding yourself together because that woman half raised you and was the reason you stayed in dance and worked so hard to become who you are today

there are tears streaming down your face already and the makeup team is fluttering around you trying to fix what you’re messing up and it’s bad

you still have to go on though so you go and perform with tears in your eyes and your manager yells at you after for not pulling it together

you go home in tears and then you’re not looking where you’re going and ran straight into a staff who yells at you some more for being some entitled idol brat

originally you weren’t gonna say anything to lucas but, the staff pushed you over the edge and you call him in tears and are incoherent and can barely tell him where you are before you hang up

our boy BURSTS into your room and sees you sitting on the floor with your face buried in your knees and 🚨🚨🚨🚨🚨🚨 !!

he gathers you in his arms and sits on the bed with you curled up on his lap

he holds you close and rubs a comforting hand up and down your back at the same time as he frantically tries to figure out what’s wrong

“y/n?? baby what’s wrong? angel, please you gotta tell me or i cant help”

“i jjJJUST Got a cALL and my grandMA IS SICK AND THEN I DI D BAD AND DISAPPOINTED EVERYONE AND My mManageR yeYELLED at me and theN I RAN iNtO a staffF meMbEr and he yELled at me too and I JSUT .$:&:&;& i’m sO SORRY u doNT need to deAL WIYH ME you have problems of YouR own and-“

“shhh listen to me i always care about you okay? angel, i want to help you no matter what you know that. also, if you weren’t so distraught i would go beat some SM ass you didn’t deserve to be yelled at :(((( how about we call your mom and check for updates with your grandma and i’ll stay here with you for the night?”

you nod and then reach for your phone while keeping as much physical contact with lucas as possible

he’s the only reason you haven’t reached the Depression Point Of No Return so

we stayin close

you put your mom on speaker and set your phone down before squishing yourself back into his chest and sniffling while the phone rings

your mom answers and you shakily ask for any updates and she tells you not much but your grandma has improved and they think that within a couple weeks she’ll be better

you cry some more and tell her you love them both and you’re so relieved and lucas kisses the crown of your head and is just There For Comforting

once you hang up and you’ve calmed down a little more you back up a little and turn to face him

“hey thank you so much, you didn’t have to come and help me so much but you’ve always been there to make me stop Freaking Out and laugh and i just, love you. yeah that’s what it is. I LOVE YOU I AM IN LOVE WITH YOU, WONG YUKHE-“

he cuts you off by snatching your face in his big warm hands and kissing you right on the lips

he then kisses your nose and your forehead and pulls you back into his lap to tuck you under his chin

“it’s all for you, angel ;)))) i love you more”

[theres-no-paradise]

Sorry not Sorry

Chapter 3

Summary: A random number wakes you up early on a Saturday morning. But it doesn't stop there. The stranger keeps on sending messages, and you have no idea what is happening, when you start to develop feelings for the unknown person.

Pairings: Tom Holland  x Reader [submit your name: How it works]

Y/N your Name

Y/F your friends name

Word Count:  1980

Chapter 1  Chapter 2  Chapter 4

Warnings: There will be swearing for sure, lots of sarcasm

A/N: Screenshots of the Conversations will follow shortly. Tom still keeps texting but its getting more personal with each chapter. I hope you enjoy and are as excited as I am on how this story will develop. I have planned some nice shit lol 

Spending the evening in Pajamas in front of your TV, watching some Series and eating unhealthy food was something that kept you sane after a hard week of work. It became a habit, you didn't want to miss out on during friday nights when some of your friends went out, clubbing, drinking and having their time of their life. As you were stuffing the cheesy pizza into your mouth, a little ‘bling’ signalled an incoming message. You looked at your phone and grabbed it with your free hand, with the other you kept on biting into the Pizza slice. +44 98 7654 3210: Where do you live?

Sighing, you dropped your phone onto your lap. Would this Tom - guy ever stop texting you? It happened more frequently the past few days and you had no idea why.

You: Hopefully far away from you

Something in your gut told you, that he wasn’t living far away from you. He definitely lived somewhere in england, for sure because his phone number showed the british area code but how big was the possibility that he lived in the same town as you?

Massive, you thought. Its London after all.  

+44 98 7654 3210:   You’re so bitter

Oh somebody isn’t happy with my answer, you guessed, and smiled a little as you typed back a response.

You: I’m not bitter. Only careful who Im texting with since you’re still a stranger to me.

It didn’t take Tom long to answer and his message made you smile again. Stop that, Y/N! Rolling your eyes, you thought about a cheeky answer.

+44 98 7654 3210: I’m not a stranger anymore! You know my name and I know yours!

You: Do you have any friends? It seems that you don’t have any since you’re texting me so often.

+44 98 7654 3210: Well, I could say the same about you since you don’t bother answering.

Good answer, you thought and felt kind of defeated. But you just didn’t want to give in yet so you thought about a smart thing you could answer.

You: Maybe it’s true. Would that mean you’d leave me alone since I’m socially awkward and a loner?

+44 98 7654 3210: Nope. I’d even annoy you even more.

You: Bloody hell

+44 98 7654 3210: We’re getting along so well!

You: I don’t think so

+44 98 7654 3210: :(

This guy was really persistent and at some point you accepted the fact that you were talking to someone you had no idea who it was. The chances of meeting each other were slim, as you didn’t intend in making friends with this person(at least for now). You didn’t care if he lived around the corner or not (Except if he were a serial killer, but you threw the thought over board. Stop being so overdramatic Y/N), as long as he didn’t become someone creepy.

After the exchange of Text messages, you put away the rest of your pizza and headed into bed, since it was getting late. You were hoping for a nice long sleep this night and hopefully no one would wake you up again. You glanced one more time to your phone and made sure, that the sound for text messages was silent, before you hopped into your bed and buried yourself under the thick and soft blankets. Soon, sleep took over and you drifted off into a  deep, calm slumber.

A loud ringing noise woke you up way too early in the morning. Even though the curtains in front of your windows were closed, you could tell that it was still dark outside since there was no sign of light, it must’ve been somewhere around five in the morning,

“I’m gonna kill you” you murmured into your pillow as you lunged at your phone, only to see that the ringing has stopped. It didn’t show the number nor Caller ID so you wanted to throw your phone back to the little nightstand but as it light up, a new message was shown.

+44 98 7654 3210: I lost haz again

“You gotta be kidding me”, you murmured and opened Whatsapp afterwards to send a reply.

You: Are you SHITTING me? And that’s why you Text me early in the morning…

ON A SATURDAY?

A reply came soon after you’ve pressed the green send button on your messenger.

+44 98 7654 3210: Shit I’m sorry! I didn’t think about the time difference. Sorry sorry sorry

You: You texted a british Number, dude. You should know the time here!

+44 98 7654 3210: Sorry! Really! I swear I didn’t mean to wake you up.

You: Now go look for haz, bloody hell

+44 98 7654 3210: Yes Ma’am

Wait, you’re in the UK? That means we live in the same country

You saw him still typing but you tried to cut him off, in hope he would just shut up already and let you sleep.

You: What did I just tell you?

+44 98 7654 3210: Sorry!

You lie awake in your bed for a little while, seeing if a new message were on the way but there was no sign after fifteen minutes so you decided to check if Tom found his friend again. It’s something, you used to do with your own friends as well. You were mostly the person, checking on them and being the babysitter on night outs so you felt like asking Tom if he found his friend. You didn’t want to worry and being lost in a city you don’t even know could be really dangerous. So better be safe than sorry.

You: Found him?

+44 98 7654 3210: Yes, we’re in the Uber back to the Hotel!

You: Ok. Good night

+44 98 7654 3210: Wait. Did you stay awake to be sure we found each other?

You: Good. night.

+44 98 7654 3210:   :)

You care!

You sighed annoyingly and turned around in your bed. How did this guy even manage to wake you up every weekend? Well, that was only the second in a row but if he kept on doing that, you’d turn the game around and get on his nerves, you swore that to yourself.

You drifted back into a deep slumber, your last thought being about Tom, and how he must’ve been in a different country since he seemed to be in a different time zone. You wondered where he was and put it on your imaginary list to ask him some time soon.

You were out with Y/F for some afternoon lunch. As you guys ordered something, she realized that you were much more on your phone than usual.

“Are you waiting for an important call?”, she asked, giving you a questioning look.

“Oh, no sorry. I’m gonna put it away.”

She eyed you for a moment longer, since she knew you hated to be on your mobile when you met friends. So it must’ve been something important, that you were waiting for to check on the little device every so often, Y/F thought.

At some point, you heard your phone buzz in your pocket, but you didn’t want to disturb your friend while eating, so you tried to ignore it but she didn’t miss your eyes light up at the little sound.

“I heard it. If its important, check it out”, she said, taking a big bite of her Turkey sandwich.

+44 98 7654 3210:   Y/N!!!

You: What is it?

If it’s not important, leave me alone

I’m busy

You pressed the send button and put your phone back on the table, taking a sip of your drink. You felt the stares, Y/F was giving you but you didn’t know how to tell her about the stranger. Just as your phone vibrated again, you sighed and took a hold of it.

+44 98 7654 3210:   Hi

You: omg

+44 98 7654 3210:   I was wondering

Did you safe my number?

You: no, why should I?

You’re a stranger after all

You didn’t wait for an answer from Tom, instead you shoved your phone bloody-minded into your bag and took a bite from your food. “Is it the stranger?” Y/F suddenly asked and you nearly choked on your lunch. While you tried to swallow, you nodded with an annoyed look. “What does he want? I thought you stopped texting?”

“He just keeps messaging me every day” you said, and explained everything to your friend. She seemed to enjoy this and laughed at some messages, as you showed them to her. Once your phone buzzed again, she couldn’t hold it in and laughed out loud. “So you guys know your names already? No Strangers anymore?” she giggled and you checked the recent message.

+44 98 7654 3210:   Stop it with the stranger already. We are on a first name base!

“The Problem is, he keeps texting me. You saw my answers and he doesn’t care. Its as if he didn’t get the hints in the beginning, even though I’ve been straightforward. So I think I got used to this at some point…”, you ranted, as you typed in a reply. Your best friend smiled throughout your whole exclamation. “Maybe he has fun writing with you. Who knows what kind of guy he is. Maybe he’s really nice?”

“Or maybe still an old ass pedo that’ll try to kidnap me if I don’t stay alert.” Y/F laughed heartily at your words and you couldn’t help but smile.

You: I don’t care.

+44 98 7654 3210:   Well, I did.

And I saved it as ‘Smol Sarcastic Bean’

I think it suits you

You: omg

You actually smiled at the nickname and decided, to save his number as well. You laughed lightly, as you typed in his name. ‘Not Tom Hardy :(’

Y/F was looking at you curiously and you showed her the screen once again. “Oh my God. Just imagine texting with Tom Hardy. That’d be something I’d wish for”, Y/F said with a dreamy voice. “I bet he wouldn’t text the way this Tom does”, you smirked and took another sip of your drink.  “What if this Tom was another Celeb? There are quite a few with that name. Tom Cruise. Tom Hiddleston. Tom Felton.”

“Tom Hanks or Thomas Brodie Sangster!” You both laughed and giggled and started to chat about the idea of ‘Tom’ being someone Famous. If you only knew.

You: Okay, saved it. Now leave me alone I have stuff to do

+44 98 7654 3210:   but I’m bored

You: Seriously Tom. I’m gonna block your number if you don’t stop.

+44 98 7654 3210:   you wouldn’t!

You: watch me

+44 98 7654 3210:   If you wanted to, you’d have done it already!

You: Choke on air, Tom

+44 98 7654 3210:   I knew it hahaha

There was one thing you finally realized after saving up Tom’s number. You were able to see his profile picture he used on Whatsapp. You quickly checked your own one, just to make sure there was no face to be seen. You sighed in relief. You still had the picture of your neighbours cat, laying on top of your body on the bed as an Icon.

You checked out Tom’s profile. His status didn’t say anything except ‘Available’. And his Photo seemed to be from a photo shooting. Black and white and him wearing no shirt. He seemed to be fit and you felt your cheeks heat up a little at the sight of his torso. But you couldn’t see his face which annoyed you. How were you able to imagine his facial expressions,if you didn’t know his face in the first place. Asking for a selfie would’ve been to forthright so you hoped for him to post something in his status or leak his face on his icon someday. Who knew.

Taglist: @hollandorks  @beardedsteveslut @ilivefortomholland @casualprincess77 @agirlwithpointlessideas @isabellamozarella03

[jypark-gae]

“You’re A Disappointment” | Mark

requested

genre: fluff

words: 1,953

masterlist

— this gif is really cute :(( im sorry this is hella late. I’ve been having doubts about writing and,,, yeah —

Next to you your phone vibrated, the notification being from Instagram. It was a message. You picked up your phone and stared at the screen.

[ch1ckenwaang_]: lol you’re trash why is mark with you

At this point all that came from you was a sigh. You were used to these kind of comments. In fact, there’s not a day that passes without you getting one. Another message rolled it’s way into your direct messages, mean words on it as well. It hurt, but you weren’t as effected by it as you used to be.

[markeumyoppa]: can’t wait for the day mark realizes you don’t deserve him and breaks up with you

Mark didn’t know about the mean comments you were getting, it’s not that he didn’t care, you just didn’t tell him. You made sure to delete rude comments from your posts before he could see them. Because knowing him, he’d say something and that’ll result in..you guessed it. Even more hate. Little by little, you started believing their words. You didn’t deserve Mark. He was this famous idol with lots of supporters and a job that was a dream job for many others. Many people would expect his girlfriend to be just like him, famous and attractive. No matter how many times Mark told you you were beautiful, you didn’t believe him. The hate had tarnished the little confidence in your appearance that you had.

That’s why when Mark’s company confirmed your relationship after many rumors and pictures that floated around, not everyone was accepting of it. Some didn’t like the idea of their idol being with someone, some didn’t like that he chose you, and the other fraction of them just didn’t like you. Even if they didn’t know you at all. Not all the fans were hateful though, some were sweet and accepting. Those were the kind of fans you knew were real ones. Your thoughts drifted away when you felt someone sit next to you.

“What’s on your mind, babe?” Mark asks, his arm snaking around your middle, pulling you closer to him. You rest against his chest and shake your head, brushing off his question. He hums in response and begins to talk to you about something. You don’t hear him though, your mind clustered with other things.

“So, yeah?” You blink rapidly and look at him with your brows furrowed in confusion. “Huh?” Mark laughs at your expression and lovingly kisses the top of your head. You were still confused on what he asked you but you smiled nonetheless.

“Were you even listening to me Y/N?” He asks you. You pretend to think but stop, shaking your head while laughing. All he does is laugh against your hair, his head shaking.

“Well, basically I was saying that it’s been a while since we went out together so we should go on a date tomorrow. How does that sound? Do you want to?” He was right, it’s been so long since you two went on a date. You kind of avoided it, having this constant paranoia that a sasaeng fan will catch you by yourself and fulfill their threat of attacking you. Yes, most of the hate comments and messages came from teenagers who didn’t think twice about what they were saying, but you couldn’t help but fear for your well being when you read the threats.

You look back at your boyfriend, feeling an aching in your chest. His eyes held so much hope and his teeth chewed on the skin of his bottom lip, waiting for your answer. Your brain kept reminding you of the sasaengs, telling you that you should suggest a stay at home date. But you didn’t have the heart to do that, to brush off his suggestion.

“Yeah, lets do it.”

Mark smiles widely and hugs you tightly, your face being pampered with his kisses. His happiness made you smile, and knowing that you caused that smile made it grow wider. You brushed away your worries about the fans, knowing that you’d be safe with your boyfriend by your side.

You wake up, stretching your limbs out since being in the same position for 8 hours. Like every other day you turn on your phone and look at your notifications. It was the same as every other day, messages from your friends, your mother and of course, the hateful messages.

[markie21_pooh]: everyday i wake up wishing you would just fuck off and leave mark alone bc he doesn’t want you

[got7teencaaraat._]: i really don’t get why mark likes you you’re ugly lmaooo

“What’re you looking at?” You hurriedly turn off your phone and look at Mark.

“Oh, nothing just..a funny meme.” He smiles and nods, “can I see?” You sigh and shake your head.

“I already exited out of the app..” Mark frowns but nods in understanding. You look at him properly and see that he was already dressed up for your date today. As always, he looked good. I mean, what doesn’t he look good in?

“I’ll go get dressed now.”

You two walk around the area, laughing and talking with each other before your date. It felt like the old times when your relationship was a secret between you two only, when the thought of someone jumping out of the bushes and starting something with you didn’t cross your mind.

“Hey the restaurant is over there, lets hurry up before there’s no space left for us.” Mark walks ahead of you and holds your hand, leading you towards the small restaurant. Couples or college students sat on the outdoor tables, talking with the person they were with or sitting by themselves, eating silently. Mark lead you inside, and you two ordered your food.

“Today is a beautiful day,” you comment, sitting down. Mark sits across from you and nods, looking around at the outdoor scenery. He then looks at you and smiles, his eyes full of adoration for you.

“Yeah, it’s beautiful. But not as beautiful as you.” You stay silent and blush, avoiding eye contact with your very cheesy boyfriend who was smirking at the reaction he got from you. Your food arrived shortly after, the waitress smiling at you both as she set your plates down and then she walked away.

“And so he fell..and dabbed. Bambam is stupid.” You laugh at Mark’s story about Bambam, and he laughs along with you. Your laughter was contagious, he adored the way your laugh sounded and so he couldn’t help but be happy as well. Mark downed his water and was about to take another bite of his food but a feeling hit his stomach.

“I’m going to go to the bathroom, Y/N. I’ll be right back!” Mark sent you a playful smile before running inside. You laugh softly and continue to eat silently by yourself. Out of nowhere you heard your name being called by a voice you didn’t quite recognize. “Y/N?” You turn and face a small group of girls.

“Oh my god, it is her!” one of them yells. Some of them send you looks, the rest are too busy typing away on their phones at a fast speed. A tall slim girl walks closer and looks you up and down.

(just a little warning, i abuse y/n here, lmao so if you’re not comfortable with that stuff you can skip, i’ll put a —)

“God, you’re uglier in person. I can’t believe Mark oppa looks at you and thinks you’re pretty..” she says. You look away and instead stare down at your lap, trying to block out their words.

“Why are you even eating? You’re already too big, you really need to start dieting. If you keep it up, you’re going to be a fatass pig.” Your eyes stung, a lump forming in your throat. You wanted to cry, to yell. What did you do to them for them to say those words? How can they be so rude and careless?

“Aww..is the rat going to cry? You’re a disappointment. Why don’t you just kill yours-” The girl couldn’t finish her sentence because the voice of your boyfriend had interrupted her.

—

“Hey! Don’t talk to Y/N like that. Who are you to say those words? You don’t even know her.” The group of girls look at Mark in awe, shocked at his arrival. You too were shocked. He came back earlier than you thought he would. You wanted them to say their insults and then leave, Mark being back after it had happened. But he had caught them, and now you sat there scared. Scared of what he’d say, of what he’d ask you. You knew damn well he would ask you why you didn’t tell him about it.

“O-Oppa! She started insulting us first!” He wasn’t stupid. You would never start an argument with people you didn’t know.

“I know you’re lying. Do you seriously call yourself a fan? A true fan would be more accepting. You don’t have to approve of our relationship, just don’t insult the love of my life like that. Now, go. And don’t even think about coming near me or her.” The girls looked hurt, tears glittering in their eyes. Without even fighting back they turn and walk away, leaving you two alone. You’re still staring at your lap, tears now falling freely down onto the material of your jeans. Mark kneels in front of you, holding your face in his hands.

“Why..why didn’t you tell me they were saying those things to you?” You didn’t answer him, you didn’t want to. You couldn’t. Mark sighs and grabs your hand, enveloping it in his. He pulls you up and you two begin the walk home.

Once in your apartment you head straight for your bedroom, wanting to wrap yourself in blankets and cry. Mark stops you though. “No, Y/N. We’re talking about this. We need to talk about this! Why didn’t you tell me? That’s- that’s not okay!”

“I don’t need to tell you everything, Mark! Leave me alone.” You barely took another step before you felt his arms around your waist, his head resting on your shoulder. His body shook against you, and you knew he was crying. You frown and turn, holding him closely.

“I’m sorry I just..I just worry about you, you know? I don’t want to fight about this. I’m not mad at you, god no I’m mad at myself. I could’ve stopped this, I didn’t even bother to ask if you got hate. You don’t deserve to be told those things.” He hugs you tightly, letting his tears dampen your shirt. You didn’t care, all you cared about right now was him.

“Why are you apologizing? You did nothing wrong. I know I should’ve told you, but I..I was just scared. I was scared you’d scold your fans and they’d hate me even more.”

“Why do they even hate you?” Mark asks, chuckling softly. He wipes his tears away and smiles at you. “You’re great, I don’t get what’s so bad about you.”

You smile at his words, squeezing his hands as if to say “thank you.” Mark takes out his phone and holds his phone up, taking a photo of you while you were smiling. “Mark! Why’d you do that?” He’d taken a picture of you without warning, and you were scared of what he was going to do with said picture. He types something and then puts his phone away.

“Oh nothing..I just wrote about how much I love you.” You shake your head and pull him into another hug.

“I love you more.” At that moment, your phone vibrated in your pocket. Despite knowing it could’ve been another hateful message, you check what it was. Your lips tug into a smile as you read it, shoving your boyfriend’s shoulder.

[mark💕]: you and me are goals ;))

[brokenunicornprincess-blog]

More Information📃

Before I actually get started with this blog I’m going to address what type  of content I’ll be posting on this blog (though I don't have many followers yet lol)

⚠Warning⚠

Long post ahead

Scenarios

Usually I’ll write scenarios because I’ve came up with this insanely good plot or a picture or something inspired me to write a story about whatever.

Though, you can request anything you’d want me to write, but don’t expect good action stories because I’m typically not good at those.

Jimin watches the pale boy sitting behind the piano gracefully moving his hands to hit every key with each finger, never missing a note.

He couldn’t take his eyes off him, not the piano, but him, Min Yoongi. There was something about the blonde haired older that makes Jimin’s heart flutter even if he never had the courage to talk to him in person.

He’s mesmerized from his beauty which is admired from a mile away and as always it was at the concerts that Yoongi mostly held in his hometown.

His concerts never last long enough as Jimin wish they could continue on forever.

Yoongi’s fingers smoothly strikes the last chord of the song, sitting still as he lets the chord echo through the auditorium.

Jimin watches as the blonde haired boy bows in front of the cheering audience and walks off stage for the next act to perform.

Of course, Jimin wasn’t going to stay to listen to them though.

He walks outside in the freezing cold where the rain continusly pours like hell from the sky.

Jimin places his cold hands in his nearly worn out gray jacket with his head down to block the rain from hitting his face, but it didn’t really matter he was soon to be soaked since he had to walk home without an umbrella.

Upon walking with he his head down, he bumped into a figure and he immediately began to apologize when he looked up to see his idol, Min Yoongi, bending down right in front of him…but the thing is he was too star struck to realize that he accidentally knocked Yoongi’s sheet music down onto the wet concrete.

“Great. What fuckery is this !” Yoongi yells at Jimin, picking up his music before they could become unreadable from the heavy downpour of the rain.

“O-Oh, Yoongi, I’m sorry!” Jimin bows, picking up the remains of soggy music sheets.

Jimin starts to feel quite upset when Yoongi pushes him away.

“Move.” This wasn’t how he planned to meet THE Min Yoongi at least not as how he meet him in his dreams.

“You’ve done enough.. by ruining things.” Jimin’s heart sank in his chest when Yoongi walks away not daring to look Jimin in his eyes and take back what he said. Though for some reason Yoongi really wanted to turn around to apologize for being rude but his conscious reminded him that the historical music in his hand is now ruined.

Now you have at least a good feeling of how my writing is...

Fake Posts/Accounts/Messages

I have an iPod and on that iPod I have installed an app that allows you to make a fake Instagram, iMessage’s, Snapchat’s, Tweets, Facebook Posts, Tumblr’s, Vines, YouTube Channels, and all that good stuff. As you can see in my edit up there in the little photo header, I made a quick little scenario where you and Jungkook had an argument and you broke up. Although I couldn't put the entire argument I used the end where Jungkook is officially d-o-n-e done with you lol.

Reactions

GIF Reactions, Smut Reactions, Whatever Reactions lol. Whatever you want to request is fine to me. Instead of doing an example reaction of a whole group I am going to do a example reaction for EXO-K’s leader, Suho.

EXO Reaction- When They Do Aegyo

Kim Jun Myeon/Suho

*cringingly forms a heart that makes you laugh*

“Am I cute?”

Confessions

Anything you want to confess without everyone or anyone that follows you on your profile knowing? Simply just click on “ask me anything”... can’t find it?

On mobile

On PC

Type in minsugaprincess.tumblr.com (or click) into your address bar. My profile should come up. Click 2% in the little milk carton and then bam type in your question and click ask anonymously if you want.

Ships

If you want to get shipped with your favorite group just ask and make sure to state the following information...

Which group/groups you want to be shipped with

Things about you

Hobbies

Selca Ships

As for Selca ships only thing you have to do is state

Which group/groups you want to be shipped with

A Selfie of your beautiful face

Girls and boys allowed so all you fan boys out there don't be shy!

MTL

Same goes for Most to Least Likely. Just ask and I’ll give you my opinion

EX:  MTL to get a tattoo in GOT7

Most

Mark

Youngjae

Yugyeom

Jaebum

BamBam

Jackson

Jinyoung

Least

Mark to me seems like the type that’ll look really hot in a tattoo plus he seems rebel enough to get one. Plus wasn't there like a little rumor around saying that he has a tattoo on his leg. Pretty sure it was real.

Jinyoung probably doesn't want to go through the pain if he did get a tattoo I don't even know why. It really doesn't suit him though he just seems like the innocent type... why am I lying when I ship Jinson and I know the devilish things they do.

Ask Box/Chats

Confess anything, talk about anything, and just be you. The Ask box will be considered like a community chat so don't be shy. No one will judge you unless you’re into Necrophilia. If you are... you are one hell of a sick minded person.

YouTube Video Requests

So far I have two videos on my channel one of them being a fake sub that I uploaded last year and ended with like three thousands views. At that time my laptop caught a virus and like some months later I got a new one but if you’d like to request anything for me to upload don't hesitate to ask.

Fanfiction Requests

I love writing so if there’s any type of genre or book you want me to write, make sure to request anything you’ll love to read. As said before, I suck at writing action so don’t expect much. Lol. Since I don't have many followers, I'm going to start working on a 5 chapter book that will definitely (hopefully) get you comfortable with how I write. I'm planning on each chapter will be about 2000+ words long and more than likely I'm going to start writing it about my UB lol. 

Smut One Shots/ Reactions

I had to keep this edit a bit you know not as much 18+ since Tumblr is a B*tch.

I won’t say that I'm good at smut but I lack in some areas, but same with this as well...just request what you want me to write and I’ll always be up for it as long as its not weird.

Little Space Things DD/lg

This blog wont just be all about Kpop its going to vary from different topics and basically anything to keep my followers amused. I'm going to usually post cute things or about my everyday life of being a little and what not, but for all you littles out there that's lonely and wants a Mommy I am here! Plus I would really love it if you call me Princess but K is ok too.😇.

Conclusion

I don't know if you noticed but I really love to edit photos and what not so if you’re planning to write a book and you need someone to edit a book cover don’t be shy to ask me because I will love to help.

I have plenty of time on my hands since its summer break and I don't have to go to school till August so I can do a lot with this blog.

Also its best to access my blog via a mobile device because on pc the theme doesn't quite work well but its pretty and there are quick links that you can click on that’ll automatically send you to some of the other sources that I use.

Anyways that's it,  Bye👋✌

[survivorjordanpines]

Episode 1 Pt 1: I’m Gonna Snatch her Weave so Hard she’ll be Seeing Stars. - Charlotte

I'M ON THE PENIS TRIBE WHAT THE FUCK

LMFAOOOOO THE FACT THAT REGAN WAS WILLING TO RETURN TO A SEASON HOSTED BY J O R D A N P I N E S IS HILARIOUS I DON'T UNDERSTAND WHY All jokes aside, it's great to be back! So far I have met Lily and Amanda, who are new to me, and then there's Chrissa....yikes. I voted her out of Wikia Main ORG, but I think we've patched up things. I get Jack back, yes! More to come soon!

MISS KEISHA....MISS KEISHA!!!! Oh my fuckin god shes fuckin dead

That Adam on the other tribe sucks. I don’t like anything about him but especially not his hair. He seems like someone who gets really upset about ice cream sundaes 

I'm shook Jordan casted Regan

I AM SO OVERWHELMED MY TRIBE IS SO ICONIC WHAT

First confessional of the season here we go. First impressions of my tribe...... Charlotte: Who? Ive heard she’s an icon but she also hosts the same game as L.A. Karen: icon that I think likes me, Alliance Member, probably gonna be my #1 Jaiden: crazy lunatic flop who will hopefully overcast myself being a crazy lunatic flop Regan: female jaiden David: pretty sure he has a beef with me rip L.A.: hosts a game with Charlotte, I’ll probably target them Adam: heard he’s an icon, don’t know why but that makes me scared I can’t remember who the other 2 are so they’re probably irrelevant 

I’m here and I’m ready to party! I’m sad Sambrina isn’t on my tribe she seems pretty cool. That Ryan guy can suck an egg 

Literally why did I do this. Jordan Pines better love me forever. #regrets

So like we got some pretty iconic people on this season like Chrissa. I love that girl. Anyways, my tribe seems like a good bunch of people and I am already predicting Charlotte doing well. I need to work with her so that I can get far as well then cut her off cause from what I know that girl is good at this game. These people seem like a good group because I am already getting messages from them and not to them. So I think it will be really good to be here. Having two tribe go to tribal is ugly because now he HAVE to win. I wish Adam the best of luck and will not blame him if we fail. Good luck to myself!

I hate writing confessionals so TBH I probably won't do very many. In the past I've always played as a very loyal player and I think that's what people will expect from me in this game. Ha, jokes on them, I'm here for blood and I can't wait to bathe in it. Playing loyal got me eighth place the last time I played TS and I don't plan on flopping again - actually, that's probably not true, but let's pretend I actually stand a chance. I think my tribe is alright but we're going to have some stiff competition. A lot of the "threats" from past games are on the nahte and nadroj tribe so the fact that only one tribe can win immunity is a little inconvenient. I'm also sad that RTP isn't on my tribe. His intro video was just fun. I need to make it to the first tribe swap or the merge so I can play with Ryan! But anyways, let's do first impressions because people - for some reason - care about those. Adam: I don't know him and I haven't heard of him either. I liked his intro though so he seems like he could be someone fun to play with in this game. I guess we'll find out more but he had some good ideas for the flag so - phew, I think he'll be a good addition to the tribe. David: Oh look, another person I haven't heard of or know. I have a feeling this is going to be a trend. He seems nice enough? It's been a day, Joyce, I don't know these kids yet. Kage: Alright so Kage and I were the first people in the group, so we had a chance to talk a wee bit before we got the rest of our tribe. I like him TBH. We never got a chance to play together in any previous games so I think this could be interesting. Karen: I HAVE ONLY HEARD NICE THINGS ABOUT KAREN. I'm excited to see if we can work together in this game but I am a little worried because I think she'd be more likely to work with LA than me in this game. What's that? I'm worried someone wants to work with LA? lol. Cage: We haven't had a chance to talk much but I think he might be GMT so maybe that'll happen this morning?? IDK the wiki says he's in the US so maybe I'm wrong. Regan: Of fucking course Regan is on my tribe. I love Regan, don't get me wrong, but "Fought" in the VL and she rage quit before the cast reveal. LMAO oops. Here's hoping she doesn't vote me out for pointing out that she was wrong about Taylor Swift's live performance dates. I hate that I even knew enough to contradict her wrong statements. Ugh. I hate me. Jaiden: I am actually so excited to have Jaiden on my tribe. I just hosted him on Themyscira so I kinda think I know how his brain works?? He likes to be chaotic and make big moods and you can never trust him as far as you can throw him. I like to think that he might work with me, just because we do get along, but you never know. Jaiden is a wild card. If I decide I want to play messy, he's a great guy to do it with. LA: Bitch needs to go. Seriously. There's absolutely no way the two of us can work together in this game because it puts a huge target on our backs. If we lose, I lowkey want to campaign to send her ass home. It'll only help my game. Rafael: I was so hyped to see Rafael on my tribe. I just watched him play in IOS and was annoyed I didn't draft him because his VL confessionals are hilarious. I really hope we are able to work together in this game. That's my goal. Also can you believe Jordan threw all of the Geminis on one tribe? Fuck, we're going to murder each other. I love it. 

Hilo! Im back for another season..aka my 6th time. I swear I dont love myself but im only here to have fun so whatever. 30 PPL? and im not?!? on the icons tribe!??! okie whatever idk any of those irrelevant ppl anyways..like who the fuck are these ppl? (king andreas ur not included) anyways evaluation time because i love reading what ppl say about me so im sure ppl feel the same way MY TRIBE: Allison-we did a tribe call last night and she literally rubbed me the wrong way. How can you be that annoying? I seriously dont know. And it was just her and alex and jordan and i on the call at one point and she said something rude just as i was telling them bye for the night. Like literally leave? Amanda-We played in Maldives but i dont really count that because we were on the opposite tribe and i was second boot. I mean Im trying to connect with her ...but nothing bad to say about her. But also nothing good? ya feel me? Chrissa- Idk what to say about her :c sorry girl Drew- oh drew, we have such a weird relationship. Weve played in sides and mains together and for the first 3 times ive snatched him and now hes returning the favor. If I remember correctly were actually even now. BUT IM DYING TO PLAY WITH HIM AND HAVE HIM BE LOYAL. Lets be real I cant send him home as long as there is a redemption island fkjsdhfkdshf Jack- Andreas was his mentor in whatever shitty game steffen hosted? so idk if i can use that to my advantage or not. Liam- mY LITERAL SON! I LOVE HIM. After i forced rocks in india and he left i felt so bad so i will literally try to save him as much as possible and ill be super loyal to him. my love LIAM I LOVE U Lily-LOL regan hates her so if u think im not going to use this to my advantage ur so wrong. I love her she is so adorably cute. I want to keep her as a pet. And it makes me happy regan hates her ahahhahahahah. Madison- again..sorry idk her? Nick- WHO? The I hate jp tribe (also can we talk about who is on this tribe...jordan what...are u trying to do ...all these players are messy?) anyways Adam- irrelevant Charlotte-literal queen/ i hosted her before and i adore her so much David- DAVID ROBB I LOVE U Gage- ok but what kinda...name? Jaiden- JORDAN PINES WHY WOUIKLD U DPO THIS TO ME? WHY WOULD U DO THIS TO ANYONE? LET ME LIVE! hes crazy . pls let him live a short life Kage- hes so funny, and hes also messy so like....omg? but i deadass have him under control so i love that bitch Karen- can i just say shes so  cute and we met in person and shes cuter in person. Fucking 10/10 would bang. I love her so much. But she never makes it to swap so L.A- literally love. I hosted them as well Raffy- who are u? Regan-ok but like shes obsessed with me and i think in like...a friend way idk hopefully in a friendway lool i think im the only one who can control her so this is going to be fun if she lasts and i get to play w her Icons tribe Andreas-LITERALLY MY BESTFRIEND EVER LITERALLY I LOVE HIM ANDREAS WE ARE CO WINNING I LOVE U SO MUCH!! the rest of the icon tribe can suck it because literally yall are all ugly and just really fucking irrelevant to me? like why are u icons? idk you????????? uhuh

I love this cast, holy shit. Being on the same tribe with Char is gonna be hard, people know we are friends and we have some of our Themyscira kids in here so this will be interesting. We already know we're gonna be gunning for each other at some point. KAREN (heart eyes) I also REALLY wanna work with Jaiden tbh

I love frogs and I currently am aligned with my whole tribe except for two people. 

6th time.... Holy Kawolski. This time around I'm just going to try to make it as far as I can. I'm taking it one day at a time and not focusing too long term. So im on the Legends/Icons tribe and I feel out of place. 7 of these people played TS before me, and I still feel like the new kid on the block.... isn't that crazy? I also see a lot of familiar faces in this cast so I'll have to deal with that eventually. Right now I think my struggle is theirs so many old school people that all know each other. Who thought it was a good idea putting Ari, RTP, Jessica, and Casey on the same tribe ??? I think I wanna try to form some sort of alliance with them though. If all of us who played a bunch of times can band together then I think it may be better for all of us. We shall be targeted eventually, we shouldn't go after each other on top of that. I think the only person who might have an issue with me is RTP. I got him out in Easter, but this time around I understand how he likes to play so I need to cater around that. No personal talk - just game. Let's rocket.

The tribe seems to be very connected through the first challenge. I've been talking a lot with Kage and he seems like a potential ally for me. Throughout the day, the tribe has spoken with each other in the tribe chat and sadly I was not able to participate a lot because of school. The people most in it were Karen, Regan, and Adam. I sense that they could be working together down the line if this behavior keeps up. I want to try and continue communications with Kage as well as trying to get on Charlotte's good side. 

Kage wants to work with Charlotte, LA, and I in an alliance. I think this will work well for us in the long run. He also wants to have one other person in this alliance they the two of us control so that if it were to come down to it, it would be 3 vs. 2 with us having the majority. I feel that this is a good plan, but we lack the fifth person. I hope I can try and find someone or Kage does. Pray and hope! I am talking with LA more though so I hope this establishes the groundwork for us to be allies.

Oh man, oh man, oh man. Looks like I'm putting my faith in Sarah to be a power duo. I love her to death, I really do, but I really do hope she means what she says and doesn't try to cut me loose early. 

I cant believe I might have to align with R*gan but thats what it looks like its coming down to. Karen is my favorite minion. I love Gage, Everyone else idk ha

ok so my tribe......... has the WORST ideas for this flag and like adam was gonna do it????/on??/paint????/ this tribe is already selfdestructing anyway as much as I hate jp like I don't want a flag with us murdering him??? ugh anyway I think I have an ides but itll be blandish

@the flag making challenge and our flag specifically The supportive tribemate in me: https://media.giphy.com/media/l3JDFJncJHteKIYzm/giphy.gif The pessimist in me: https://uproxx.files.wordpress.com/2015/11/skirt-vintage-mean-girls.gif?w=650 The try-hard comp queen in me: https://media.giphy.com/media/115nGRivk9zjkA/giphy.gif The realist in me, seeing RTP on the icons tribe and knowing I'll never make something better anyway: https://media.giphy.com/media/Hb0mP3CTazPmU/giphy.gif Me today: https://media.thedailytouch.com/2014/11/shaun-dead-gif-pub.gif

So, I like my tribe, they're all very nice people. BUT! They are very weak willed. Like I feel like I've got to kindergarten teacher them into getting work done. Lots of exclamation points and happy encouragement. It's only because you've got us doing this stupid arts and crafts challenge. Mr. "Too Lazy to Make the Flags Himself". I like Charlotte the best, she's being very helpful. Karen annoys me kind of but she's the one with photoshop so I need her. Kage is cool but he doesn't seem to have anything to offer to the challenge. Same with a bunch of them really. Like everyone is very friendly and excited but no one really offers up any ideas or help. LA gave us the good idea about word art but didn't really back it up with anything so me and Charlotte figured it out on our own. Like I don't really want to be the leader but everyone is such a follower. Like I wanted to gather minions but damn I don't need this many. Someones gotta be voted out at some point. Whatever, I'm just tryna get everyone to like me, because people really only align with the people they like. Idk, this game is stupid and I don't have time for it but I'm already in it so I'll at least try. "Tumblr Survivor Jordan Pines" What kind of idiot let this happen

Adam is really doing that with this challenge. There is no way that he would be able to be voted out after this level of participation. 

so I love the flag idk if it will win but i love it, I am in a perpetual panic attack right now generally for today in general and shit that happrened yesterday. But I hope we win I need something good. 

Well, I thought I'd finally break down how things are going. Looking at this cast I see a lot of familiar faces. Like, A LOT! We have: Jack, my student from Kvaloya. We were paired together however we never had the chance to play together. In this game we have no reason to play together and I think he would trust me easily because of our past. I'm not really loyal to him and I don't feel a need to work with him if we do end up on the same tribe. Gage, we were on a tribe together very briefly in Kvaloya. We went to a tribal but I always felt he was up to no good. I still feel that way lmao. Liam, we were also on a tribe in Kvaloya. However, we did work together - more trust on his side then mine BUT he's a solid guy none the less. Kage, O M G. HA. I literally orchestrated everything about his elimination in Great Lakes from Day 1. I lied to people about him and started rumors and ultimately got him to sent to Redemption Island where I single handily sent him home. He has reason to want me out but we have a good relationship outside of games so we shall see. Drew, I'm happy to see him here! We worked together in Bangladesh but we never completely trusted each other. However, we were grouped together and I think we could work well together. Hopefully he feels the same way. SARAH LYNN, THE LOVE OF MY LIFE. Actually one of my best friends in the whole world. I went to visit her once. She's my final 2, I don't care what people think or say. We have each others back 100% and I can't wait until we can play together on the same tribe. Karen, HA. Another person who I contributed greatly to their elimination. But I think she's someone I want to work with so I think we can put Easter Island behind us. Ryan, I sent him in Easter and I can't read him for shit so is he still mad at me ? We shall never know. Emma, MOM!!!! I love Emma and honestly I'm so happy we're on the same tribe ! Someone I know I can trust. Regan and Casey have also hosted me so I have good working relationships with them. So on our tribe we have a lot of people who were old school TS. I'm trying to like remind people we all need to have each others backs, as if we don't then these new people will target us. Hopefully their listening to me. I'm very aware of the friendships these people and I'm trying to get in with Ari/Jess/Ryan as I think they would be able to take me the furthest. Cole and I also talked and we mentioned how we wanna go far together so thank GOD i got him! I like him, hes real and I respect that. I think I also plan on playing a very social game. I want people to want to tell me their secrets and such. So for the challenge it's flag making and I decided to make the flag because I knew I could do an A++ flag, so I hope we win with it! ALSO so i found on the rule page a puzzle to a secret advantage and i did it and I was too late :( Someone has one and i'm not happy !!!!!!!!! I think it might be Drew, hes smart like that.