#that your “reciprocation” of his love was a misunderstanding of his intent

[koipudding]

vampire! Jing Yuan: (565 words)

who meets you when you first turn, and you're so innocent and naive; he can't help but pity you... Jing Yuan has been a vampire for centuries, and he finds you drinking blood from deceased bodies and wild animals, much like how he did when he was first transformed.

"Poor thing..." He mutters, dark amber eyes staring down into your muddy ones.

He takes you home, gives you blood packs from donors, and feeds you succulent meats with high iron content, and as many sweets as you desire. One day, he gets too close. It's been a decade of you living in his manor, but one misstep, one misunderstanding leads to him gently kissing your pulse point, and gently biting into the tender flesh.

The moment is far too intimate, so brazen and unlike anything else you've experience with him thus far. You knew he felt something towards you, but he hasn't explicitly said it, leaving you with doubts.

"Get off." You snarl, eyes wide and chest heaving as you push him off.

"Dearest--?" He looks hurt, not unlike a kicked pet.

"No. I am not your dearest, I am your roommate , not... not whatever you assumed we were." You feel your eyes burn.

Jing Yuan can only watch as you walk away, locking yourself in your bedroom. The next morning, no fluffy pancakes with warm soymilk rest at his nightstand. He passes by your bedroom, only to find your body curled into a small heap in the corner.

He coos your name softly, trying to catch your attention.

"Go away." Your eyes are glassy, hiccups riddling your weak frame.

"Not until I know you're okay, I'm sorry about last night. I assumed wrong." Jing Yuan stays by your door, opening it a bit further.

You throw a pillow at him, but he catches it, and tucks it under his arm.

"I will not leave. Not until we talk," He strides in, standing a few feet before you, "I should not have kissed you. Feeding from you--attempting-- to feed from you was irresponsible, and not at the level of intimacy I assumed we developed. It was my assumptions that had hurt you." He knelt down, trying to see your expression.

you curl up more, hiding in the recesses of a robe he lent you long ago, a relic from the days when you still had some humanity left. It hurts, it burns so much you might combust.

"I am not ready," you whimper out, "I--I want you, badly, but I can't. I'm not prepared." You sniffle, feeling your chest constrict.

Jing Yuan doesn't speak for a bit, hands clenching his own silk robe to remove lingering sweat.

"Then I'll wait," he kneels down, "We have eternity together."

Your breath hitches, anger rises at the absurdity of it all. But you sink back down, nodding slowly. He has not harmed you physically, and it was one (grave) misunderstanding.

"alright then." you concede, letting him pull you up.

A decade or two has passed since then, and the two of you maintain a lovely manor, lush gardens and hire the finest chefs (although, they only work once every month, catering banquets your lover holds for his human and semi-human friends.) Jing Yuan has married you, renewing vows every century or so under new names and fake ID's, happily spending millions on the loveliest venues.

[marvelouslizzie]

One More Night

Summary: You and Bucky Barnes are fuck buddies for a while. The problem is you have feelings for him but you don't think he reciprocates and it just makes it impossible to continue your relationship. Little did you know how much he wants you and how hard he's trying to keep it casual.

Pairing: Bucky Barnes x Female Reader

Warnings: +18, friends with benefits, idiots in love, unspoken feelings, miscommunication/misunderstandings, angst with happy ending, unprotected sex, pet names, no mention of y/n

Word Count: 3.4K

All work is mine, please do not repost or translate without my permission.

It is one of those days when you feel absolutely worthless. It wasn’t something you felt often before but now…. It is starting to feel like your new normal. You know it’s your fault, and it just makes you feel even worse. You let this happen when you let Bucky Barnes walk into your life without any consequences. Now he just has a free pass to destroy you anytime he wants. 

It was supposed to be just fun. Something casual because you know he has no intention of settling down. Especially not with you. Not that he said any of those words but he doesn’t need to. You just know it. 

He’s one of the popular guys in your college. It’s not surprising considering how handsome and charming he is. He’s also talented and hard-working. He takes school seriously unlike a lot of people around you. So when it comes to his free time, he just wants to have some fun, no strings attached and you were fine with this arrangement. You wanted to be close to him and this is the price: Your heart breaks every time. 

You don’t blame him but you definitely blame yourself because you put yourself in this position. If you weren’t so pathetic, you could simply say no and this regularly hooking-up arrangement of yours would have ended. Yet you never said no and he never stopped coming back to you. Probably because it’s convenient, you can’t come up with any other reason. Like who says no to an easy fuck, right? That is what you are. An easy fuck. Still, it’s breaking your heart every time he leaves your bed. You say to yourself “This is gonna be the last time” but when the next text or call comes, you fold once again. 

That’s how you ended up here. Your face is buried in the pillow while Bucky is pounding you from behind. It feels good. Actually, it feels pretty amazing. It always does but this time your emotions are overshadowing the physical pleasure. Tears are streaming down your face and you are grateful that he can’t see it thanks to this position. Then a sob escapes your mouth and you feel betrayed by your own body.

“Does it feel that good, doll?” He sounds smug but you can’t answer him. Not while trying to hold the rest of your sobs back. That seems to worry him. He suddenly stops and when he takes a closer look sees that your eyes are filled with tears.

“Hey, hey, hey! Are you alright?” He sounds genuinely worried. You try to say something but instead, more sobs come out. “What happened? Did I hurt you?”

He didn’t physically hurt you, yet you are hurt. You don’t know how to explain this to him. You feel embarrassed and angry at the same time. You pride yourself on how good you are at hiding your emotions. You don’t want anyone to see you cry. You don’t want anyone’s pity. Yet here you are. Eyes filled with tears, sobs escaping your lips and your heart is shattered.

“Please talk to me!” His desperate tone snaps you out of your thoughts. You try to turn on your back and quickly dry your tears. 

“It’s fine. Sorry for killing the mood. I just…” You hesitate for a second but no, you won’t back down this time. “I just can’t do this anymore.”

“That’s fine.” That wasn’t the response you were expecting. “You know it’s okay right?” His worry is so apparent in his voice. “You can always tell me to stop.” What is he talking about? “If you don’t like something or you don’t feel like it anymore… Just tell me next time and I will just stop.”

“There’s no next time Bucky.” The words come out of your mouth before you can process them. You didn’t intend to be so harsh but it came out so definite.

“What?”

“I’m telling you that I can’t do this…” You wave your hand between you two. “...anymore. I’m done. We are done.” 

“What…” He sounds shocked and hurt at the same time. You try to avoid looking at his eyes while he struggles to find the right words. “What are you talking about? Did I do something?”

“You didn’t do anything. It’s all my fault.” You have no intention to blame him. You know it’s on you. He never promised you anything.

“I don’t understand.” He sounds so lost. “Just help me understand what happened, okay? I thought everything was okay.”

“They were, for you. It was never okay for me.” 

You watch how his expression changes into something that breaks your heart even more. You never thought he would care this much but… apparently, he does. Maybe he’s not used to being rejected. Especially in the middle of sex.

“I… I don’t know what to say.” He looks at your face and then around. “I thought this is what you wanted.”

“What I wanted?” You repeat his words without missing a beat. “I never wanted this. This is what you wanted and that’s why we kept doing it. I was just…” You hesitate for a second because you hate to admit it. “weak.”

“Weak? You are never weak.”

“Oh, I am weak. This is why I kept saying ‘one more night’ to myself whenever you called or texted me. I’m weak as fuck and it makes me angry, okay? I shouldn’t be like this.”

“Doll, what are you talking about?”

His confusion confuses you as well. Can’t he see how much he’s hurting you? Is he really that blind or maybe he just doesn’t care.

“This arrangement might be working for you but it’s not working for me, okay?”

“But… this is what you wanted.”

“I never wanted this.”

“You said we can’t get emotions involved!” He sounds somewhat angry this time.

“Because you didn’t want emotions involved!” Your answer comes instantly.

“When did I ever say that?”

His question makes you stop for a second. He never said that but did he really have to? You know how popular he is. Everybody loves him. He has the prettiest face you have ever seen. You desperately wanted to be with him. You didn’t care how.

“Just look at you.”

“What does that even mean?” Is he doing this on purpose? He surely knows everybody wants him. Why does he have to hear it from you?

“It means you didn’t have to say it.”

“How does… I really don’t understand you.” His confusion is written all over his face. The way he hesitates makes you realize you have to say it out loud to make him understand.

“You are handsome. You are talented. Everybody loves you.” He keeps looking at you with confusion. He really doesn’t get it, does he? “You can have anybody you want!”

“Apparently not.” Why does he sound broken?

“Oh, come on!” Your reaction is instant. “You know you can. Don’t act humble. I’m just easier.”

“Easier?” You don’t miss the disbelief in his voice. “Easier?” This time it comes out more angry. “You were never easy!”

“You know what I mean. An easy fu-”

“Don’t you fucking dare!” The tone of his voice startles you. You never heard him talk like this. “I never wanted just an easy fuck. Especially not with you but that was all I could get!” Your head flinches back slightly. What is he talking about? 

“Bucky…” He doesn’t let you continue. 

“I don’t know what has gotten into you because this… what you called it? Arrangement, yes, was never my idea! You were the one who didn’t want to involve emotions. You were the one who said anything more than this would affect our friendship. I never said that!”

“I was trying to protect myself!”

“You never showed any interest to me!”

You blink a couple of times, trying to process that information. What did he think you were doing with him?

“What the fuck are you talking about?”

“You never showed any interest in staying over. You never wanted to do anything outside the bedroom or wherever the fuck we were fucking. Whenever I tried to take you on a date, you came up with a lazy excuse.”

“Uh… what?”

“I tried so many times, sweetheart. You never let me in. You were only interested in sex and now you are blaming me for it. No. Be honest. If you wanna end this thing, it’s fine. You don’t need any lies. I get it. I knew it would happen eventually.” He’s speaking so fast, you can’t even find any opportunity to interrupt him until he stops.

“You tried to take me on dates?” He squishes his eyebrows together like he can’t believe you are focusing on that part.

“Many times. I suggested study dates, tried to take you on that concert, then that one comedy club thing…”

“I thought…” You don’t know how to finish that sentence.

“You thought what? You knew what I was trying to do and you weren’t interested, so I finally gave up.”

“No, no, no.” You jump from your awkward position on the bed. “I never realized.”

“What did you think I was doing?”

“I thought… they were activities with other… people. Not dates.”

“Why would I take other people to a concert with us?” Oh, he really doesn’t get it.

“I thought… you had plans with your friends and… you were… inviting me as well. Just to show… we are nothing more than friends.”

“Oh, dear god.” He covers his face with both of his hands. “Seriously? Why would you even think that?”

You mimic him and cover your face with embarrassment. You don’t want to say it. Especially not to him.

“I… just never thought…” You don’t know how to say it without making him realize how low you think of yourself. “You were interested in anything more than sex.”

“I’m handsome. I’m popular. Everybody loves me. Is that why?” He repeats your words with that god-awful mocking tone and it hurts to hear. What you don’t realize is that he’s making fun of himself.

“Yeah.” Your response comes out so weakly but he hears it.

He starts to laugh all of a sudden and all you can do is give him a confused look. 

“God you are so blind.”

“Hey!” You instantly respond.

“Have you ever looked in the mirror?” You make a face but it just spurs him. “You are gorgeous and smart. I always thought you were way out of my league.”

“What?”

“You heard me. You are out of my league.”

“Come on… That’s-” He interrupts you again.

“Please.” The way he says it makes you stop talking. “I have been struggling to come to terms with you not liking me. I just told myself, you have done everything you can. You tried so many times. It’s a miracle she still wants to fuck you. I convinced myself this was all I could get so I tried to make peace with it. Now you are telling me you don’t want to keep doing this. What did you think I was gonna think?”

He just baffles you with every word coming out of his mouth. You look at him, not knowing what to say or what to think, even.

“And you thought you were just an easy fuck? Jesus, doll. Do you have any idea how many times I prepared myself for rejection? Every time I called you, I thought you weren’t gonna pick up. Every time I texted you, I prepared myself to hear ‘no’, and every time it did not come, I was the happiest man on earth because I had one more night with you!”

You don’t know when it started but you start to feel tears filling your eyes.

“Please don’t cry anymore.” He moves his hand on your face and catches a tear before it drops on your cheeks.

“I…” It’s so hard to speak normally. “I never thought…”

“What?” This time it comes out softer. You know he wants to hear it because he needs that assurance as much as you do.

“You would actually like me.”

“Like you? Oh, doll… I don’t like you. The word like doesn’t even cover it.” The smile he gives you ignites something inside you. Something you tried to push down for a long time. Suddenly you push him back a little bit and his mouth falls open but he doesn’t get the chance to say anything. You just sit on his lap, taking him back inside you and it slips right back in so easily. It makes you want to moan out loud but instead, you wrap your legs around his torso and trap him there.

“Oh fuck…” His moan is like music to your ears. It’s so raw and unfiltered.

You don’t say anything. Your hand wraps around his neck before you start to move. His hand quickly finds your breasts, squeezing them a lot harder than he ever did before. 

“You are so fucking gorgeous.” He says right next to your ear. You feel his breath on your neck and his lips attach to your neck as if he knows what you want. He starts gently. First, he sucks the skin and makes you whimper. Then his teeth graze the sore skin. When he finally bites the same spot, you realize he was just giving you some time to protest but it never came. His bite pulls a groan out of you and the way it hurts falters your rhythm.

“Sorry, I couldn’t resist.” He licks the same spot, trying to soothe the pain. “There’s a part of me…” He tries to find the right word. “...that wants to mark you. Show the world that you’re mine.” Fuck, is he serious? He stops for another second to ask “Are you mine, doll?” He sounds so nervous yet possessive.

“I am.” You move a little back and look into his eyes while saying that. “I have been for a long time.”

He grabs your cheeks with both of his hands and pulls you in for a long, passionate kiss. It's all tongue and teeth, making you burn with passion.

“I’m yours, too. I think I always have been.” 

It’s your turn to show how much those words mean to you. You start to move again on his lap. This time it’s faster than before and it just makes both of you moan loudly. He wraps his arms around your body while he supports your movement by grabbing your ass and moving you a bit faster than before.

“Shit!” It feels good but it also restricts your range of movement and he realizes it quickly.

“Sorry. I just want to feel you all over me.”

You want to say it’s alright but he’s a lot faster than you. Suddenly you find yourself on your back. Bucky’s still between your legs. He never left inside you while changing the position. 

“Wrap your legs around me, baby.” 

God, the way he says it sounds like a soft order. You can practically feel the desire running through your veins. Your legs are automatically wrapped around his ass while he starts to move but he doesn’t put any distance between you. His whole body is pressed against yours while he’s kissing and licking all over your neck.

Sex with Bucky never felt like this. It was always good. You don’t remember any occasion you didn’t enjoy it or reach orgasm. Yet this feels like real intimacy. The way he’s making you feel is indescribable. You can feel everything he said before while he moves inside you. How much he wants you, how much he adores you… The way he clings to you fills you with love. All of it enhances the physical pleasure. Loud moans escape your lips.

“So… All this time…” Bucky starts to talk. “You thought I was here because this is easy.”

Ah, fuck. He isn’t gonna let that go, is he? You should’ve known that. You roll your eyes in response but he doesn’t see it. His head is still buried in the crook of your neck.

“All this time… I was where I wanted to be.” Your annoyance quickly fades away as he keeps talking. “Underneath your body.”

“You weren’t always underneath me.” You answer him with a playful tone.

“As long as I’m inside you, the position doesn’t matter.”

“So…” You try to ask as quickly as possible before your sudden courage disappears. “You haven’t been sleeping around with anyone else.”

He raises his head just to look into your eyes. 

“All this time, you thought I was fucking other people?”

“I mean…” You were just friends with benefits. What else you were supposed to assume?

“Were you?”

“Was I what?”

“Fucking other people?” His question is a lot more blunt than yours.

“I asked first!” You sound so defensive all of a sudden.

“I can’t live without touching you, smelling you, feeling you… I have been craving you non-stop, only stopping myself from calling you every day, just so I wouldn’t scare you away and you are asking me if I have been fucking other people. Jesus Christ, doll. How blind are you?”

You are questioning the same thing yourself, to be honest. How blind were you? While trying to surpass your feelings, you were overlooking his, as well. It’s just unbelievable.

“Doll?” You didn’t realize you were lost in thoughts. “It’s fine if you have been.” It doesn’t sound fine at all. It sounds like he’s trying to rationalize it so it would hurt less. “I’m not saying I won’t be jealous but it’s not like we were actually together.”

You start to laugh and he gives you a strange look.

“You are such an idiot and you call me blind.”

“What?”

“I only ever wanted you, you moron.” 

His smile is so big and bright, it’s worth everything you two went through. His happiness is practically radiating. Suddenly, his lips are on yours, kissing you like a madman.

“You’re only mine.” He starts to move inside you again and you can feel how close you are to coming.

“Only yours.” Your words make him groan loudly. 

“Fuck that mouth of yours. You’re gonna make me come before you.”

“You can do that later.” You tease him while moving your hips to meet him.

“Is that a promise?”

“It can be. Only if you fuck me just a little harder so I can finally come!”

That makes him move away from you. He stands up and without losing any time, pulls you on the edge of the bed. You know what’s coming and it makes you smile like a fool. He positions himself between your legs while pushing your knees on your chest. In a couple of seconds, he’s back inside you but the position feels so much better this time. A loud moan leaves your lips every time he hits that sweet spot inside you.

“Harder, huh?”

“Yeah. Just like that.” It’s so hard to not roll your eyes with the pleasure he’s giving you. It’s familiar yet it feels so different this time.

“My girl wants it rough. Why didn’t you just say so?” He sounds cocky there’s also a hint of eagerness in his voice. You can tell he’s close.

“Do I have to tell you everything?” 

“From now on, yes. You have to tell me everything.” That authoritative tone pushes you over the edge. “Every fucking thing you feel, okay? Every fucking thing you want. I wanna know everything!”

“Yes!” You practically scream. You don’t know if you are answering him or just screaming because of the way he makes you feel. Your legs are shaking violently while your whole body tightens up. “Fuck yes. Please, please, please, don’t stop!” Your eyes are closed while you are riding your high.

That makes him groan so loudly. Even though you can’t directly look at his face anymore, you just know he’s about to come. He starts to pound on you so forcefully, it just unlocks another level of orgasm for you. Both of your moans fill the room and he keeps going until he empties himself inside you. After what feels like an eternity, he pulls out of you and lays right next to you.

“Fuck, that was…” The struggles to find the right word.

“On another level?” You offer to end the sentence for him. That’s exactly how you feel.

“Yeah.” He doesn’t miss a beat. “We should’ve talked to each other before.”

“We were busy doing other stuff.” You smile and he smiles back, knowing exactly what you mean.

“I guess we did everything other than talking things through, huh?”

[temis-de-leon]

Dateables realizing their feelings for reader

Characters: Diavolo, Barbatos, Solomon, and Simeon (x reader, separately)

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Part 2 , Part 3 , Part 4 , Demon Brothers version

Romance Anon: Could I request headcanons for Diavolo, Barbatos, Solomon, and Simeon realising his feelings for gn reader?

A/N: I think the reason why this one took so long is that I already described part of their crush in Part 2 (originally Part 1), so this feels just like an "extra". I don't really like it and it feels very OOC and incomplete, but it's the best I could do <3

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Diavolo

He has always been thankful for his ability to read emotions. It helps him distinguish between those who try to take advantage of his positive nature and other, more honest, people willing to open their minds to his ideas, even if they disagree. 

This gift tends to leave him drowning in isolation as if he were observing a party he wasn’t invited through a window. Would he rather live amongst lies and blissful ignorance? Would he prefer not knowing when someone has intentions of hurting him?

Those are drastic thoughts, he knows, but they roam his mind nonetheless. 

Diavolo is painfully aware of the main root of his recent ruminations; not a traitor amidst his court or a threat from far away, but, instead, something more heartbreaking: his new human friend. 

The moment his daydreamings begin to include you more and more, the dread of realization stops his heart. He’s never fallen in love, let alone with a human. What is he supposed to do?

The possibility of letting you go so both could find a better fit crosses his mind, but his unwillingness to lose you doesn’t let him entertain the idea. 

Would you fall for him as well? You, the one who treats him like a friend and not a loyal servant? The one who, after seeing the leathery wings behind his back and the ornate horns above his head, still pushes him to become what he could be? To reach what he yearns to achieve?

He’ll have you if you allow it, and he’ll wish for it if you don’t.

Barbatos

He'd like to have more time to evaluate how strong his feelings for you are, but, ironically, there's no such thing for him.

Your smile stays in his mind while he runs errands and the melody of your laugh follows him in silent moments. He writes your name instead of food while listing groceries and your voice stands out the most when everyone is reunited.

Attraction; the birth of affection.

He thinks (hopes?) those aren't stable enough to evolve into something more frightening, but how wrong he is.

In reality, Barbatos is as jealous as Mammon, but his resentment towards said demon doesn't appear until the brothers start to argue about you when you aren't around.

Is it true? Is Mammon "your first"?

Although composed as ever, there's no denying his change of heart. He feels frustrated, but not at you, and the sourness fills his mouth no matter what he eats.

When the misunderstanding is clarified, after another one of Mammon's fits and Satan's exasperation in retaliation, the sense of relief leaves him dizzy.

It is serious then, isn't it? Nothing he can escape unless wanting heartbreak.

Forcing and rushing your reciprocation is not something he feels comfortable with; what would be worth if it weren't natural?

He's willing to wait, being the patient demon he is, and while his longing grows with each passing day, enjoying the journey feels just as exciting.

Solomon

The human sorcerer falling for the other human exchange student?

It's a slow process and he doesn't notice the change until it's too late. One moment you're just acquaintances and the next he can't do anything without thinking about you.

He has a book you might like, why not go to Purgatory Hall for a quick visit?

Are you okay? Do you feel lonely? He knows the brothers can be a handful sometimes, so don't worry and talk to him whenever you need to.

He supposes it makes sense, but that doesn't make it less disheartening.

How cliche of him to develop feelings for the only person in the Devildom he will outlive.

The memories of past long-lost lovers haunt him as he ponders the idea of giving you a chance. He knows loving you would feel wonderful, but do you even like him back? Is the risk worth a chance?

Will it compensate for the pain that your eventual passing would bring?

As time passes and the potential of your powers arises, Solomon decides that he'd rather try and lose than not try at all.

Who knows? Maybe fate will trick you both and let him have you for the rest of eternity.

Simeon

From all the things Simeon thought he would learn while living in the Devildom, experiencing love was not one of them.

The feeling per se isn't foreign to him, he knows it in many forms, but what he finds in you doesn't resemble anything he's ever seen or felt before.

It fills his heart until it's bursting at the seams and, yet, he still wants more.

He daydreams a lot, captivated by your image to the point of losing awareness of his surroundings. He blushes and humms, doodling and making romantic interests for his stories according to everything he sees in you, both the good and the bad side.

Simeon has a positive mental attitude around his growing infatuation towards you, since, while the possibility of not being reciprocated is there, he knows your friendship goes beyond that.

Perhaps that is why you settled so easily in his heart: the roots of platonic love wouldn't go to rott if being rejected were the case.

This is new and exciting for him, an unknown path he's willing to explore regardless of the results.

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Taglist: @ilovecandys2010  @ollieoven

[little-miss-dilf-lover]

would love to see a pt 2 where he continues to give her tiny gifts because he doesn’t know reader knows! then one day she finally gives him a gift of his own and he then gets the guts to actually ask her out on a proper date :,)

this is so cute! im so glad lots of you wanted a part 2 :) thank you for requesting, hope you like it💌

secret admirer part 2

miguel o’hara x f reader

wc || 949

part 1 -> here

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It had been nearly two weeks since you found out the identity of your secret admirer, and to say you were shocked would be an understatement. You never thought Miguel would think of you in that way. Sure, he's attractive, sometimes charming and occasionally funny, but you'd never thought he'd be interested in you like you were him. 

You've always had a thing for him, but who wouldn't? Ever since you joined the Spider Society, you couldn't help but feel drawn to him. You found yourself thinking about him more often and dreaming about him almost every night. You knew it was silly as he'd never reciprocate those same feelings, so when you found out he was the one who gave you the rose, the thought of it all went to your head. 

For the first couple of days, you couldn't quite believe it. You'd find yourself thinking it must've been a mistake, a simple misunderstanding, something you were incorrectly interpreting. But all those wary thoughts were reassured when you received another gift on your desk the following day, a spider charm bracelet.

Every day since then, you found small, thoughtful presents in your office, cute little gestures; like the type of chocolate you've secretly been craving, a cup of coffee you'd desperately need when it gets to 3 pm, a fresh bouquet of flowers to brighten up your space, a new pack of pens when all your others ran out, just anything he thought you might want or need. All these tiny, considerate actions made it impossibly harder to contain your feelings towards him. He didn't know you knew, and you wanted to keep it that way, for the time being anyway. 

So for the last two weeks, you've received an abundance of gifts from your not-so-secret admirer, which has given you a little boost in confidence, like it made you want to do something bold, something in return. You want to give him something back, something that shows you care about him, something that shows how you feel. You wanted to express your repressed feelings, but though his feelings were clear through gifts, you were still uncertain of his intention. You didn't want to embarrass yourself, especially in front of Miguel. If he rejected you, you knew word would get around HQ, and there isn't a way back from that.

You didn't let those feelings deter you. You thought you'd start small, build up to something, build up to something bigger, but you didn't know what. Miguel is naturally a very closed-off man. A man with a thick exterior, rightfully so after everything, and so you were unsure what to give him, what he might like, what he might need. 

You wanted to give him something special, something thoughtful, just like all the gifts he got for you. For the moment, you settled on a generic and brief heartfelt note and a coffee, as he seemed like he needed one. 

'Thank you for all of my lovely gifts. I really appreciate all of the thought you put in. It made me feel so special

Love from your secret admirer’

You wrote the note in your best handwriting, adding hearts over your 'i's before folding it in half. You walk down to the cafeteria and order Miguel's go-to hot pick-me-up drink and a cupcake for you. You slot the note into the heat protector sleeve and pull out the corner so it can be noticed. 

Your knees were like jelly as you made your way to his office. Your nerves were unbearable, but you reassured yourself, thinking of all positive outcomes.

You flatten over your hair and straighten your clothes as you nibble your lips, adding a touch of colour to your face before knocking on his office door.

"Yeah?" he huffs in his usual way.

"Hi. Sorry is this a bad time?" you ask, cautiously making your way inside.

"Querida," (darling) he smiles, now speaking sweet and gentle. "What can I do for you?" his expression instantly softens at your presence. The moment he heard your voice, he melted inside. He'd become an uncharacteristic ball of mush around you. And it was happening right now. "You okay?" he asks, noticing the tense look on your face.

'Querida'? 'Querida'? he called you that often, but you didn't know what it meant. Why did he call you that? You shake off the feeling and walk closer to him. "Yeah—yeah. I got something for you. Thought you might need it," you smile, extending your hand. 

He softly chuckles as he strolls over to you, accidentally brushing over your fingers as he takes the cup from you. "How much?" he asks, sitting at the edge of his desk, facing you. He notices the quizzical look on your face and grins. "For the coffee, cariño. (honey) How much do I owe you?" 

"Oh—oh. No, it's free. It's on me," you smile, watching Miguel's lips sheepishly curl up. "It's a thank you,"

His head cocks to the side with intrigue. "A 'thank you'?" he repeats.

"Yeah," you smile. "Look in the sleeve," you nod towards his hand.

His eyes squint in confusion as he slides down the protector sleeve. He notices the note, and his features instantly lift, brightening almost.

He's silent for a few moments as he reads your letter. He's quiet, far too quiet, and it's making you nervous. It's only two sentences. Why is he still looking at it? Did he feel embarrassed for you?

His gaze finally meets yours, and his eyes soften, but you can still see a hint of something behind them, something uncertain, something apprehensive. 

"I want to take you out for dinner— tonight. Are you free tonight?" 

[vikkirosko]

Headcanons of how would (Kuroshitsuji) Sebastian, Lau, William, Undertaker, and Agni react if after he confessed, their oblivious gender neutral crush told him that they never thought his gestures had romantic intent, because they confessed to their crushes before, thinking their gestures meant it's mutual to find out they're seen as a friend?

Headcanons Misunderstanding

😈 Sebastian Michaelis x gn!Reader 🐈‍⬛

Sebastian was someone who didn't have to make an effort to please others. People liked him because of his charm. But what he thought were real feelings he had for you. Sebastian has shown you his feelings many times, but not once in all that time have you reacted to them as he expected. It was as if you didn't see at all what he was trying to show you, and it even surprised him

You were quite absent-minded and the fact that you didn't notice his feelings even when he tried to show them to you with actions and words. Usually those around you who knew you well enough spoke to you directly, but he was sure that his feelings for you were obvious enough for you to understand. But he wasn't going to leave his feelings in the past. It was his fault and he intended to fix what he had made a mistake

Sebastian asked you to stay late when you had already finished work. He said he needed to tell you something. You stayed, waiting for him to say what he was going to say. But you didn't expect him to tell you directly about his feelings. This is the first time Sebastian has seen you blush so much, as if the embarrassment of all the times he has shown you signs of attention has suddenly descended on you. You really didn't think at all that what he was doing had a romantic message, but now you realized how many times he had done something that now confused you

The butler intended to continue paying you attention, but now he knew that you understood his words and actions correctly. Sebastian intended to wait for you to come to him and tell him about your feelings for him, reciprocating his confession. In the meantime, he could watch you being embarrassed by what you didn't even perceive as flirting before

👓 William T. Spears x gn!Reader 📑

William was not someone who could easily talk about his feelings. He didn't admit for a long time that he was in love with you, but at some point he couldn't deny the obvious anymore. He had romantic feelings for you and wasn't entirely sure what to do about it. He could have tried to ignore these feelings, but his attempt to ignore them did not lead to any result, so he decided that the only thing left for him to do was try to convey these feelings to you. If you had refused him, he could have moved on with his life, and over time, his feelings for you would have subsided. William couldn't tell you directly that he fell in love with you, so he tried to show it with actions and words

He tried different ways to show you his feelings, but none of them were effective. You stubbornly perceived his actions as friendly, as if you really didn't see how he felt about you. William knew that you were distracted and understood that this was clearly the reason. He's known you long enough to know that it won't be that easy, but attempts to convey his feelings to you have failed every time. William was not going to continue to unsuccessfully try to convey his feelings to you in this way, deciding to tell you directly how he felt about you

When he told you about his feelings, he saw the shock on your face. It was the first time you were so surprised, clearly not expecting that he had such feelings for you. You blushed and looked away in embarrassment, apologizing for not realizing this earlier. You admitted that you didn't even know about it and all this time you were sure that William just decided to show himself on a friendlier side. He listened to you, realizing that he had complicated your relationship with his confession, but deep down he did not regret what he had done

Every time you and William bumped into each other in the corridors or talked, you blushed, not daring to forget his confession. It was difficult for you to respond to his feelings right away, so you thought about it, and William waited for your answer. You both had enough time to sort out your relationship and figure out what you wanted

☠️ Undertaker x gn!Reader ⚰️

You were a frequent guest at the funeral home and Undertaker was always glad to see you. You were his dear guest and the person to whom he began to have romantic feelings at some point. He did not think that he would experience such feelings, because he was already very many years old. But having felt love, he was not going to turn a blind eye to his feelings. That's why he tried to show you his feelings in different ways

He's been trying to show you his feelings for months, but he hasn't seen a single drop of embarrassment on your face in all that time. It was as if you didn't even know what he meant, and it even upset him a little. But looking at how distracted you were, he stopped being surprised. He just smiled, watching you spend time with him

When Undertaker told you that he was in love with you, your confused and surprised expression made him smile. You hurriedly told him that you didn't even know that he was in love with you, and now you realize that many times when you were sure that his attentions were friendly, you were wrong. Now you understood it and didn't know what to think about it

He didn't force you to rush to answer, but he hoped that you would continue to keep him company. He liked talking to you, spending time with you and just admiring your smile. The last thing he wanted was for you to start avoiding him and feeling awkward around him because of his words

🐉 Lau x gn!Reader 🪷

Lau has never tried to hide his feelings for you. He showed them to you in a variety of ways, and the only thing he didn't do was tell you directly about it. He was wondering if you could notice his feelings, but no matter how much he tried, you completely failed to notice that his feelings for you were stronger than just friendly

He knew perfectly well that you were distracted. That's why you didn't notice his feelings for you. At first, it seemed funny to him to watch how you sincerely did not notice his feelings and his flirting, but over time it began to sadden him, even though he did not show it. For a while, Lau really kept trying to show you his feelings, but his patience was not unlimited, so he decided to act more bluntly and directly told you what he felt about you

At first he saw the surprise on your face, but pretty quickly it was replaced by a strong embarrassment. You hurried to explain to him that you were sure that he was extremely friendly to you, but your words only confirmed his assumption. Lau found your embarrassment and the blush on your cheeks very cute. He watched you try to explain to him why you couldn't see his feelings, but he wasn't going to stop showing you his feelings

Every time he started flirting with you, he could see how sweetly you were embarrassed. Lau wasn't going to rush you with an answer to his confession, ready to wait, but he didn't want to lose the opportunity to admire your embarrassed face. That's why he kept giving you signs of attention so that you wouldn't forget how he felt about you

👊 Agni x gn!Reader 🍛

Agni realized his feelings for you pretty quickly. It wasn't something he could deny or ignore, but he couldn't tell you directly either. He was sure that you were worthy of a more suitable partner, but no matter how much he repeated it to himself, his feelings did not go away. Because of that, he was trying to show you his feelings. Every time he tried to show you his feelings, he didn't do it very persistently, not expecting you to notice it and you really had absolutely no idea about his feelings for you

He saw how distracted you were and you didn't realize that he felt something more than just friendly feelings for you. Agni didn't show it, but it saddened him that you couldn't see his feelings. However, there was someone who noticed that he fell in love with you. It was Soma. The prince saw perfectly well that Agni fell in love with you and it was because of this that he wanted to help him confess to you. He urged him to tell you about his feelings and Agni just couldn't resist his persuasion

When he told you that he was in love with you, he immediately saw a blush appear on your cheeks, after which you hurried to apologize for not seeing his feelings at all. You admitted that you were sure that he treated you as a friend and did not even realize that his actions and words had romantic overtones. Agni told you that he wasn't going to force you to respond to his feelings and that he was willing to wait for your response, even if you eventually rejected his feelings

There's a lot more embarrassment between the two of you than before. Agni felt embarrassed because you knew about his feelings, and you felt embarrassed because he was in love with you and at the same time you continued to be caring and attentive towards you. You really needed to think seriously about how you felt about him and tell him your answer

[fedyarc]

ִ ࣪𖤐 𝐩𝐫𝐞𝐥𝐮𝐝𝐞: 𝐬𝐞𝐧𝐬𝐞𝐬 𝐨𝐟 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐬𝐨𝐮𝐥 ִ ࣪ ࣪𖤐

in which one cannot refrain from contemplating the heart of their beloved.

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a/n: who would have thought that organizing the text to make it aesthetically pleasing would be so laborious... i feel like it turned out off. also i feel that the concept could have been better developed, but here it is!

HE KEEPS DISTANCE WITH HIS HEART IN HANDS

truth be told, dazai more than anyone else, is profoundly scared when he notices signs of his own vulnerability. he too is deeply aware of this sicken behaviour of his, intimately familiar with it to an extent that it consumes him deeply. he, in fact, nourishes a significant time of his day to cultivate a state of meticulous awareness regarding his actions and portrayal of his image to others. doubts about what someone elses actions represent in a raw and pure manner, how his actions interfere with the overall situation and what could be done to achieve his goals in the moment continually weigh on his mind, always inserted in a circle of doubt and alienation. dazai consistently dissociates, whether consciously or not, from the life around him. this behavior is rooted in fear, and how could he not be scared?

he has grown accustomed to always representing and crafting an idea but not presenting originality to others. so, naturally, when dazai realizes how attached he is to someone, his initial response is to create distance, precisely due to his misunderstanding of what he feels—logically interpreted but never willing to act upon them emotionally. he conceptualizes what he should feel, though only supposing to understand his own emotions.

dazai maintains almost an imperceptible distance, hiding in the artificial warmth of his persona. not too distant to be unable to observe your essence and be continually enchanted by it, but rather with an unilateral seclusion to the point where there are brief moments in which he finds himself demonstrating an undisguised emotional frankness (unaccompanied by the usual dramatic antics he often presents to hide his yearnings) by your side. however, his candid emotional state is revealed through small acts. if you look closely enough or have keen perception, it is possible to observe his elusive face on nights when mutual silence is a comforting piece and see the small shattered fragments of his soul being illuminated with your shared reassuring company, while affection seeks to be offered and conveyed primarily through the embrace and caress of two primal lovers.

HIS AFFECTION COMES WITH A SENSE OF FRAGILITY

the hesitance of his actions towards you is not intentional. he fears not the fragility of your affection towards him, but rather fears himself, for the decay of his own being. he demonstrates unease not with your touch, instead with the consideration of how ineffective it is to offer his affection to someone who is already full of it. his love is suffocating, inconsolable, and always prone to the intensity of wanting more.

in these moments, dazai's depreciative thoughts resonate more intensely and frequently in his mind. his delays in arriving at work become more frequent, and sometimes, when he does arrive - after receiving an earful from kunikida and collapsing onto the agency's sofa - you can observe his longing gaze directed at a space that represents one of his lost memories.

on these days, his touch is more present and intense. his presence lingers around more frequently, and his hugs tend to last a little longer. during these times, make sure to subtly reassure his feelings, either by reciprocating the embrace and whispering that you appreciate dazai's efforts, or by stroking his hair while telling him that you are here as he listens to the beats of your heart.

the terrace was one of the places where dazai could be seen quite frequently. it was not uncommon to observe him in the café below the company, spinning uncontrollably in his office chair or lying on the organization's sofa, singing, and sometimes even trying to doze off (always with his random sleep masks). once, you remember, you were arriving early at the agency to prepare a mini welcome party for atsushi - nothing too big, just placing a cake on his table with some small decorations saying "welcome to the agency!" - and as you were about to turn on the lights, you saw a fallen body facing the floor. your first instinct, obviously, was to try to see who it was and what happened, yet as soon as you turned the presumed corpse, you heard an extremely loud and off-key "boooo" with two pairs of eyes (you swear that the eyes of his mask were something wicked) staring at you with a malefic smile. when you questioned him about why he was sleeping at the agency, he shrugged nonchalantly, saying that now kunikida can't say he is late for work. since then, you keep your guard up whenever turning on the lights when you arrive at the agency.

as you climbed the stairs to your destination, some thoughts echoed in your head, warning you that there was still time to give up on this and just leave the bento box on his table. with or without a note to adress the matter, it was irrelevant; you knew he would guess who had left that object on his desk. the important thing would be that you tried to do something, after all, with the bestest of intentions. at least that way, you would have avoided the embarrassing conversation that occurs when you give something to someone: the wait for their reaction, whether they liked it or not, and the anticipation.

if you went back now, you could grab any case from the agency - which, in reality, would be a pretty welcome action considering the pile of papers that had accumulated from cases to be resolved and some others bureaucracies to be finished, so many that you were sure you wouldn't have time for any interaction with this man at least until tomorrow.

but at the same time, you would love to see his reaction. at least the first 5 milliseconds in which his features would betray a hint of surprise before returning to their controlled spasms. you would like to make sure that dazai understood the meaning behind this action - that you truly care and worry about him. so, what other way would be more personal and sentimental than to deliver something made by you personally?

answer: none, or that's what you would like to think. and because of this logical and thoroughly explanation, you find yourself incredibly exasperated to open the terrace door.

this is usually the place where he accompanies you when you need to take some time to breathe or smoke (even though you abandoned that habit a while ago). it has a breathtaking view. as dusk descends, casting a soft glow upon the world, the scene transforms into a tapestry of mesmerizing beauty. sunlight dances playfully upon the windows of towering structures, painting them with hues reminiscent of stained glass, while distant clouds gather, adding depth to the canvas of the sky.

your favorite conversations with dazai take place in the orange dusk: laughter spills effortlessly into the air as the workday fades into memory, replaced by shared stories and witty banter that are usually accompanied by a small bottle of sake. yet, on evenings tinged with hues of purple, the atmosphere shifts; the air thickens with a sense of solemnity. each breath feels like a cool kiss upon fevered skin, a silent reward for surviving the tumult of the day. in these moments, silence reigns between you both, until weariness claims one, and usually, it's you who surrenders to the embrace of sleep.

"dazai?" you ask, searching for his figure in the place. you spot signs of your routine encounters: some soda cans left from your last meeting, which must have been just last week. there were also some plants he once bought while you were walking together. you remarked on their beauty, and he insisted they 'should receive the warmth of the sun and be accomplices in your next escapades' as he picked the flowers. it didn't last long until they died . the very next week, he appeared with the plastic version and stated, 'they are fine; it's too much of a bother to take care of living things anyway. besides, just don't leave a tortoise around them, and it will be okay.' while reminiscing, a voice wakes you up:

"the very same," he replies lightly, as you try to move towards the sound. he was lying on the ceiling that led to the entrance to the terrace, with his head resting in his hands, staring blankly at the sky. although you couldn't see much of his face, he seemed extremely tired. how long has it been since he slept properly? "what brings you here? don't tell me kunikida-san is missing me already."

"no, not him. i, uh, well," you cringe internally. how is it so difficult for a grown-up to say a full sentence without stuttering? "i've noticed your absence, and well, i'm not sure if i have the right to say this, so if this makes you uncomfortable somehow, do tell, but i… made you this," you say as he sits down. he looks rather perplexed and intrigued, and you are afraid you overstepped any boundaries as you hear him say.

"…what?" his tone is soft, and you're not even sure how you could hear him with how loudly your heart is beating.

"i've tried to prepare you a meal, but i'm aware that my culinary abilities are definitely… something… so do not feel compelled to eat all of this, especially if my cooking does not suit your taste. instead, see this as a reminder that it is important to eat correctly and, uh… i bought the lunch box because it has two crabs! funny, right? i think so. yeah," you ramble as you are met with silence. did he not enjoy it? his gaze was unsettling.

"here it is, do take care and have a… nice day?" you motioned for him to take the bento box from you as you placed the food next to his figure and left hurriedly without even waiting for his response.

taking a moment to scrutinize its contents, the aroma wafts tantalizingly to him, beckoning from afar. it's been an eternity since he savored a meal of such promise, he muses to himself.

"how interesting," he hums, reaching for the chopsticks neatly wrapped next to the food. as dazai unwraps them, he takes a bite of the meal and then glances up at the sky painted in shades of pink, the last remnants of sunlight casting a warm glow over the horizon. savoring another mouthful, he exhales contentedly, appreciating the serene beauty of the rosy sunset. smiling subtly, the man fondly touches the image of the two crabs playing volleyball on the lid of the bento box. "thank you for the meal," dazai murmurs, before returning his attention to his food.

HE IS PROTECTIVE OVER YOU

your well-being and safety are among his priorities. dazai, being who he is, obviously wouldn't explicitly show his intentions. and if he does, it would be in an exaggeratedly comical manner. his care is revealed through small gestures, like accompanying you in some field cases and ensuring that no great danger is lurking around you, changing your position on the street by your waist, brushing it off as he says that "it's easier for him to meet the serene lips of death if he's close to the street in case some merciful car fulfills his wishes," or by gently guiding you with his hands on your back as you pass through a crowded place. obviously, there are also occasions when his actions are expressed in a more expansive manner, such as:

the agency's thermostat broke and you're feeling cold? for some reason, after you head to the printer to retrieve some papers from the office and return to your desk, a cup of tea is resting right in the center of your table, which curiously happens to be your favorite flavor with the perfect amount of sweetness. sitting down to enjoy it more efficiently (and to avoid any possible spills on your files), before you can wonder how exactly this mysterious someone would know such personal details, you hear a familiar voice echoing behind you, where a comforting fragrance spreads through your nostrils emanating from the garment placed on your shoulder with a comfortable weight.

"my dearest bella, how dare you try to escape from this freezing world without me? no, no. you ought to be more serious! or was it your plan all along? if you truly desired my warm and affectionate embrace, all you had to do was ask nicely, and it would have been provided for you."

somehow, you forgot to check the weather forecast for the day and missed the fact that it was going to rain? worry not! that's actually the ideal situation for dazai to woo you as he accompanies you home.

''bella! heavens must have heard my pleadings for this moment, as they have granted me the pleasure of enjoying your company for a little longer. how disrespectful it would be to see you in this improper situation and leave you at the mercy of the weather… but you're in luck! as the incredible gentleman that i am, i shall accompany you to your destination. don't worry, i have the most effective tool against the rain, and look! there's enough space for both of us. i suggest, however, that you come a little closer – all your work would be wasted because of the rain, wouldn't it? it must be incredibly boring to have to redo your report because of the insensitive of the weather.''

HE ADMIRES YOU

the concept of admiration may manifest itself in numerous ways. it may be exhibited like icarus: who was passionately captivated by the brilliance and warmth of the sun, leading to his tragic downfall in the process of freeing himself, or like narcissus, who admired his own reflection with a profound magnetism responsible for allowing his obsession to flourish, ultimately leading to his tragic end. however selfish dazai assumes his actions may be and reveals himself to be, he admires you with an unfamiliar tenderness.

initially, dazai described the feeling your presence evoked in him as akin to the pressure of bandages encasing his skin. such an intense tightness, irrespective of its source, was markedly perceptible, serving as a signal that his blood circulation was indeed present and, to some extent, functional. due to the restrictive nature of this habit, dazai was able to sense his own heartbeat frequently, palpitating in various localizations providing him a suffocating reminder that he also exists. yet as time progressed since his previous analysis, the man noticed how misguided his initial assumption was.

the feelings you evoke in him are opposite to the ones reproduced with his bandages. they are however present in his daily life and despite inducing a certain pressure in his chest, are anesthetizing. it's even curious how each of your acts is capable of triggering a different reaction in him. your gaze, exchanged with clear surprise on your part – he presumes you didn't expect that upon meeting his gaze, you would discover he was also observing you. you definitely resemble a shrewd bunny, easily startled by abrupt movements. he smiles broader at this thought. your gaze elicits a more apparent heartbeat, one that takes him a good amount of time to control back to normal. his thoughts quickly race, trying to classify and analyze the motivation behind your charming behavior. all the certainty he had in the detailed construction of his image is slowly deconstructed by a mere gaze. your gaze.

"what, after all, do you see that arouses your fascination in me?" he ponders.

"oh, with your loving gaze, i succumb to the mortal sin of yearning for your attention. my, my, how insatiable you are. do you desire that i, too, provide you with the same?" dazai dramatizes.

among all your antics and delicate displays of care, his favorite one is, undoubtedly, your touch. even though the representative caress in the touch is not essentially an unknown idea to him, the feeling carried in the essence of such an action is an unfamiliar subject to the young man. how lovely it is to be able to feel your fingers tracing shapes on his face or to inhale your scent that wafts from your neck – a great choice of perfume, he thinks. it intrinsically represents how sweet your personality is, an angelic charm that dazai allows himself to be poisoned by more and more.

but unequivocally, his favorite moment beetween you both unfolds amidst the tranquil moonlit ambience of your shared room. to feel your breath gently grazing his skin, surrounded by your features bathed in the soft glow of the moon—a moment so full, so brimming with you, so vivid. perhaps this explains how he feels, like a celestial body illuminated by your glow, in an ecstasy provided only by another being—and if lucky enough, capable of reflecting the same brilliance that surrounds him.

taglist 𓏲𝄢 @lovedazai i hope this notif finds you well! srry by disturbing u in ur inbox tho and thank u soso much by your (in)direct encouragement for me to publish this! this means a lot to me \0/ )

[anonzentimes]

last asker here wahoo weehee but yeah i dont mind the ramble !!! honestly i do feel a little similar sometimes ourgh . maybe not with being in specific fandoms but especially when it comes to like . the smaller things like self inserts . the like

but anyway !!!!!! now im curious and im not too sure if you've answered anything of the sort before but i do wonder what you thought of the difference in characterization with Nagito in the games and in the anime?

not that nagito in the games r even one for one the same- same goes for the anime-

but i do know there's a difference , and i've heard so many differing opinions on how Nagito's potrayed in both, especially discussion on how faithful Nagito in danganronpa 3's character is to danganronpa 2, so i'll admit now im very interested on hearing your thoughts on him when looking at game nagito and anime nagito side by side eyes emoji

YAYY!!!!! I love getting asked to talk about him it's so fun!!! No one has actually asked this before, and I've been planning to do something on this for a bit!

Personally I think anime Nagito is actually really good! Although I think side lining him for a little bit was a weird decision, even if I understand why. But enough of that! Let's talk more about his characterization! I'll talk about what I think about Nagito's characterization in the anime and some annoyances I have with the misinterpretations!

I will admit that some of the fandom's opinions on, "Anime Nagito vs Game Nagito," kind of bother be because a lot of it stems from people not understanding his character in it's entirety in the first place.

The thing about Nagito is that he works as an amazing antagonist because he isn't ill intentioned and is just mentally screwed up. In the killing game his coping mechanisms and absolute beliefs are on display and he is at his worst, he's practically having multiple mental breakdowns and losing it. And his beliefs and coping mechanisms happen to be morally gray because he believes Anything is okay if it's for hope. With his luck cycle, coping mechanisms, and absolute beliefs that stem from both of these things we get Nagito. And when you place Nagito who thinks being trapped on the island forever without the ultimates impacting the world in any way is worse than one person surviving and making an impact on the world, he feels like he has to do something.

Basically, how Nagito acts in the anime and before the first trial is who he is when he's not mentally crumbling and I get really irritated when people try to say that in the game he was a "malicious psychopath" but in the anime he turned into "baby boy" like, just, GRRRAGHHH!!!!! IT MAKES ME FEEL LIKE HE NEEDS TO BE GATEKEPT WHEN PEOPLE DO THAT!!! THEY'RE MISUNDERSTANDING HIM SO BAD IT HURTS ☹️☹️☹️

I believe the anime's characterization is pretty great and still keeps in tact his absolute beliefs that lead him to do morally gray things for the sake of hope! I think he's very well done characterization wise in the anime. I liked the episode where he ends up blowing up the gym because he wants to postpone the test for his classmates it made a lot sense with how he thinks and his luck cycle! I also really love his encounter with Junko and Izuru. He says several good lines in the anime that are accurate and completely in character for him, and I love it!

I think the addition that the class thought he was weird even before he was at his worst and didn't show much reciprocation is sad and adds to his tragic life. The fact that he isn't surprised when Chisa slaps him, but rather when he is shown affection gets me dude!!!

I think it is sweet though that, his time at hope's peak is probably one of the best experiences he had until everything went wrong. He isn't shown much reciprocation but he genuinely cares for his classmates beyond them being ultimates from hanging out and knowing them so long. He has some reciprocation from Chisa and the other classmates somewhat care about him to varying degrees. I believe his overall luck cycle went, get accepted into hope's peak, good luck, gets diagnosed, bad luck, gains people he cares about in his life and some who care about him too, good luck, all of them become despairs, bad luck!

The other thing I wanted to touch upon is Bryce Pappenbrook listening to criticism about how Nagito sounds more sarcastic than intended. For a lot of the english fanbase the misinterpretation that Nagito's not honest is beyond repair especially since he's hard to understand, but I really do appreciate the effort to change it slightly. Even if people who misunderstood think there's a huge difference or even retcon with his character, I think it's a nice change that he sounds more genuine like his Japanese voice in the anime.

I think the real difference with him in the Anime versus Ultra Despair Girls and Danganronpa 2 is his role in the story. I think he's very in character, we just don't see him having meltdowns and go through his self unaware freak outs. We still see him do morally gray things and impact the plot though! In the anime he's doing better compared to the spiraling we see in Danganronpa 2 and rock bottom even more extreme beliefs we see in Udg.

Also I think the anime solidifying the fact that Nagito usually doesn't go out of his way for the ultimate's attention because he thinks he's unworthy of their time actually makes Danganronpa 2 more impactful. Because, if he doesn't try to seek the ultimates attention, then that's further solidifying the fact Nagito was interested in Hajime, he felt a connection with him even when they first met. We see him do the opposite of what he usually would just because of Hajime, and I think that's really sweet.

Nagito barely mentioning hope in Danganronpa 2's prologue is for the plot twist mostly, however, there could be multiple actual reasons for it. My interpretation is that it's because he wanted to make a good impression so he focuses on that instead, that combined with it not really coming up leads to them not really knowing what he thinks. There are hints of it and he's not purposely "hiding it" at all. Nagito is an honest person who only lies when he feels it's necessary, to further prove that point when he gets the despair disease, personality inverting disease, he gets the Lying disease.

Nagito in the prologue and in the anime are the same because he's not losing it yet, the only difference is Nagito talks slightly less about hope and his beliefs because It's not very relevant, he's trying to make a good impression, and he's focusing on keeping Hajime's attention. My favorite little thing supporting this is that he doesn't complain about going swimming. In the Dangan Island events we see him worry about it, but when he's focusing on everything else he didn't really think about it. He asks what Hajime is planning to do instead.

In conclusion, I believe Nagito in the anime is pretty good. He serves his role well for it not being his usual one, info about what he was like adds a little more to Danganronpa 2 analyzing it, and it's nice that we get to see more of him when he's not at his worst. He's still absolutely the same person and I think his characterization is really good. I think they could have utilized him more or made him relevant to the plot sooner if they wanted, but I think the impact and scenes that he has still are great and work well since he, again, doesn't have his usual role in the anime.

One last thing while I'm here talking about the anime's Nagito, a lot of people like to make the joke that he's "hopesexual" because of the one fan service line of dialogue in Danganronpa 3 where he basically says, "Hope feels amazing," and I just. URAGGHHH!!!!!!!! I'm sorry but if someone unironically says "hopesexual" I hope that their pillow always remains warm on both sides because saying it Is ANNOYINGG!!! It's so easy to get I don't know why people do this, and I know I'm being a little over the top but it just bugs me sooo bad Like,

Hope = Absolute Good/Euphoric Feeling for him, Horny = Euphoric Feeling for him, CONCLUSION: GENERAL EUPHORIA DESCRIPTOR!! He doesn't have a hope kink and the people who make those jokes are weird especially since it's straight up wrong!! I know it's just a joke, but it still gets on my nerves regardless because some people take it seriously. Even one of his songs uses this comparison by allegorizing hope with sexual desires, conveying that both are euphoric emotions for him! >:(

Anyways!

Thank you for your ask and Hopefully I successfully got all of the points I wanted to across! <3

[wibble-wobbegong]

Mike vs Selfishness

The sheer number of people who misunderstand Mike as a character, even as fans of his, face one major flaw; they root his actions in self interest. They believe he is selfish. Even with positive connotation, this is wrong.

For some reason, it seems that the world has decided we must have balance between selfishness and selflessness between characters— if Will is selfless, then Mike must be selfish. This is the very trap that the writers set in S4. Their intention was to mislead and misconstrue. Will is shown to be giving up many things over and over and over for Mike, so he’s painted as the selfless hero (which he is). Mike? We mostly see him from others’ perspectives, meaning we only see him take. He isn’t aware of the sacrifices being made for him, but the show is producing the image of him never sacrificing in turn. Your mind will naturally lead you to view him as selfish because of the lack of reciprocity being shown. They want you to go blind to Mike’s sacrifice so the reveal hits that much harder.

But we aren’t blind. Mike is a character so inherently good that even stripping him of any sympathetic connection with the audience cannot hide the love and kindness inside him. The writers are true to their characters, so no amount of hiding will keep Mike’s true nature repressed— you just have to look, and look we have.

If we’re to look at Mike and know he is not what we perceive, how is it that so many people fail to understand that he is as selfless as any other character? Mike is not a boy with a monster hidden under his skin waiting to take what it wants despite how often we see this description of him floating around. This idea is in omnipresent in so many analysis posts or by those who say they’re fans of his imperfect characterization when that isn’t what makes him imperfect.

For example, it seems to be commonplace to believe that Mike is dating El to hide to some degree— not necessarily as a beard, but as an excuse for his behavior; his prioritization if her; his avoidance of Will. Rather than using El as an excuse, it’s much more plausible that Mike legitimately puts El above other people sometimes. When you look at Mike’s story with El it is so very blatant that he wants to do things for her and help her and make her happy. The very beginning of their friendship in S1 had been Mike seeing El and wanting to help. He rescued her and let her stay and took care of her when he first found her— sending her back to Pennhurst was not malicious or uncaring. He genuinely thought it was best for her at the time.

As Mike gets to know her he learns of her tragic past and comes to admire her as a person for her strength and sense of justice. El has lived a life of anger and sadness and abuse and Mike knows this. He sees a good person who has known nothing but suffering and wants to help her live the happiest life she can lead and Mike believes part of her happiness comes from being with him. Of course he’ll do it. He may not love her romantically, but he loves her so strongly in other ways that he’s willing to pretend for her sake. He’s been pretending since the end of S2. She moves to kiss him and he freezes, but they end up at the Snowball together anyway.

He’s giving too much of himself. He takes it too far and abandons intrinsic parts of himself for her happiness— this includes movies, hanging out with friends, music, and more than anything else, Will. Not Will himself but the part of him that belongs to Will. The part that loves him.

Mike’s selflessness reaches the furthest extremes. He’s willing to kill himself for Dustin with zero hesitation. He’s willing to abandon his personhood in hopes El is happy. He’ll shoulder the blame in fights with Will and hide the truth when he realizes Will never meant to hurt him. In fact, he tries to prevent Will from ever realizing he’s angry with him and continues to push him away during the fight at Rink-o-Mania. Mike consistently backs away from any confrontation where he has to address himself and his wants and his feelings when they aren’t there to help others. With Lucas at the beginning of the season, he backs down the second Lucas explains himself. During the rain fight, he’s calm and apologetic until Will brings El into it. Mike will always try to redirect things away from himself and Will is the only person who wont let him.

Normally, selflessness doesn’t take such intense and demanding forms. It doesn’t hurt others. Selflessness is usually shown as positive altruism or as an isolated punishment upon the self. Mike falls into the end of self punishment.

Self punishment always leads to unintentionally hurting others. Usually, se’d see this displayed from the perspective of the punisher. We don’t have Mike’s perspective. The punishments he imposes on himself are not visible to us.

Mike is a good, selfless person. He’s so sacrificial and feels so inferior that he doesn’t value his side of the story and acts as a servant to the happiness of the people around him. He’s rarely confrontational about issues that center around his wants and his feelings. When I say Mike is the prime example of a character who is a victim of themself I mean that he will destroy himself to hand out the pieces to people who he thinks need them.

There is nothing about him that is selfish or holds expectations that can’t be broken down. Mike’s rare selfish acts crumble like worn towers and his sacrifice will never be enough in his eyes. It’s all self imposed, but self imposition does not equate to selfishness. That’s what people miss about his character.

Mike is selfless in the most destructive, dangerous way positive. He has lost any sense of self importance, and that’s pretty clearly reflected in his monologue in the van (which happens to be the only time he really opens up and immediately calls himself stupid for it).

BASICALLY: mike’s not selfish he’s just selfless to the point of destruction and hurts people. hurting people is not inherent to selfishness . bro is big stupid and lives to please lmao

[relationshipreboot]

Understanding the ways he expresses love in bed is crucial for fostering a healthy and intimate relationship. These expressions of affection go beyond the physical act, encompassing emotional connection, trust, and mutual respect. Recognizing and appreciating these gestures can significantly enhance the bond between partners, creating a deeper sense of intimacy and connection. By being aware of how your partner shows love in the bedroom, you can respond in kind, further strengthening your relationship. In many relationships, the bedroom is a sanctuary where partners can express their deepest emotions and vulnerabilities. For men, this often includes various behaviors and actions that convey their love and devotion. Knowing these subtle yet meaningful expressions can provide valuable insights into their feelings and intentions. It can also help in addressing any misunderstandings or miscommunications that might arise, ensuring a more harmonious and fulfilling relationship. https://youtu.be/euOrkjdi9i0 This blog will delve into 12 specific ways men show their love in the bedroom. Each of these actions is a testament to their affection and a key to understanding their emotional landscape. By exploring these expressions, couples can learn to appreciate and reciprocate their partner's gestures, leading to a more satisfying and loving relationship. Whether you're in a long-term relationship or just beginning your journey together, understanding these expressions of love can pave the way for a deeper and more meaningful connection. 1. Through Physical Touch Physical touch is a fundamental way many men express love in bed. It is an intimate and tangible means of communication that transcends words, conveying affection, comfort, and security. Cuddling, caressing, and holding hands are just a few examples of how physical touch can manifest in a loving relationship. These gestures are not merely preludes to sexual activity but are significant expressions of love in their own right. Non-sexual touch plays a crucial role in building a strong emotional bond between partners. Simple acts like a gentle caress on the back, a reassuring squeeze of the hand, or a warm embrace after a long day can greatly enhance the connection between couples. These physical touches serve as constant reminders of closeness and commitment, reinforcing the emotional foundation of the relationship. They foster a sense of security and trust, which are essential components of a lasting partnership. In a loving relationship, physical touch can take many forms. For instance, a man might express his love by lightly brushing his partner's hair away from her face or by wrapping his arms around her while they watch a movie together. Even during moments of vulnerability, such as when one partner is feeling anxious or upset, a simple touch can provide immense comfort and reassurance. These actions signify presence and support, underscoring the depth of his love and care. Moreover, physical touch is not limited to private moments. Public displays of affection, like holding hands while walking or a quick kiss on the cheek, also demonstrate love and solidarity. These gestures publicly affirm the relationship and show a willingness to express affection openly. Ultimately, physical touch is a powerful way men express love, fostering emotional intimacy and a deeper connection. By recognizing and reciprocating these gestures, couples can strengthen their bond and enhance their relationship's overall quality. Verbal Affirmations In the realm of intimate relationships, verbal affirmations play a pivotal role in expressing love and appreciation. Men often utilize words to communicate their deepest feelings and emotions, transforming ordinary moments into cherished memories. Whispering sweet nothings, offering heartfelt compliments, and expressing sincere gratitude are some of the ways they convey affection in bed. Whispering sweet nothings, for instance,

can create an intimate atmosphere that enhances the emotional connection between partners. Simple phrases like "I love you," "You mean the world to me," or "You're beautiful" can have a profound impact, making a partner feel valued and appreciated. These affirmations act as verbal caresses, reinforcing the emotional bond and fostering a sense of security and belonging. Compliments, on the other hand, serve to boost a partner’s self-esteem and confidence. Whether it’s admiring their physical appearance, acknowledging their efforts, or appreciating their unique qualities, compliments can make one feel truly special. Phrases such as "You look amazing tonight," "I love the way you make me feel," or "You're incredible" can elevate the intimate experience, making it more meaningful and fulfilling. Expressing gratitude is another powerful way men show their love in bed. Thanking a partner for their presence, their love, and their efforts can reinforce the mutual respect and admiration in the relationship. Statements like "Thank you for being here with me," "I appreciate everything you do," or "I'm grateful for you" can enhance the emotional intimacy, making the experience richer and more rewarding. To incorporate more positive communication into their intimate moments, couples should strive to be genuine and spontaneous with their verbal affirmations. Regularly sharing thoughts and feelings, expressing appreciation, and offering encouragement can strengthen the emotional connection and deepen the bond. By prioritizing open and positive communication, couples can create a loving and supportive environment that enriches their relationship both in and out of the bedroom. 3. Prioritizing Partner’s Pleasure A profound way a man expresses love in a relationship is by prioritizing his partner's pleasure in bed. This focus on mutual satisfaction underscores the importance of caring and attentiveness in a sexual relationship. When a man takes the time to understand and cater to his partner's needs, it not only enhances physical intimacy but also fortifies the emotional bond between them. Prioritizing a partner's pleasure involves a deep understanding of their desires and preferences. Open communication plays a pivotal role in this process. Couples are encouraged to discuss their likes, dislikes, and fantasies openly and honestly. This dialogue can help both partners feel more comfortable and connected, leading to a more fulfilling sexual experience. Mutual satisfaction should be the cornerstone of any intimate relationship. It ensures that both partners feel valued and cherished. When a man prioritizes his partner's pleasure, it reflects his commitment to her well-being and happiness. This consideration can be manifested in various ways, such as spending more time on foreplay, being attentive to her signals, and asking for feedback during and after the intimate moments. Additionally, experimenting with different techniques and exploring new ways to please each other can add excitement and depth to the relationship. Couples should feel free to explore and express their desires without fear of judgment. This openness can lead to a more dynamic and satisfying sexual relationship. In summary, prioritizing a partner's pleasure is a clear expression of love and commitment. It fosters mutual respect and deepens the emotional connection between partners. By communicating openly and focusing on each other's needs, couples can ensure that their intimate moments are not only pleasurable but also meaningful and enriching. 4. Eye Contact Eye contact plays a crucial role in building intimacy and expressing love during intimate moments. It is a powerful non-verbal communication tool that can deepen emotional connections between partners. When couples maintain eye contact during lovemaking, it not only enhances the physical experience but also fosters a sense of vulnerability and trust, which are fundamental to a healthy relationship.

The act of looking into each other's eyes can convey a multitude of emotions, from passion and desire to tenderness and affection. It allows partners to feel seen and understood on a deeper level, creating an unspoken bond that words often cannot capture. This mutual gaze can help partners to synchronize their feelings and sensations, making the experience more fulfilling and meaningful. To incorporate more meaningful eye contact into your lovemaking, start by setting the right atmosphere. Ensure that the environment is comfortable and free from distractions. During intimate moments, consciously make an effort to meet your partner's gaze. It may feel awkward at first, especially if you are not accustomed to it, but with practice, it will become more natural. One effective technique is to begin with gentle, sustained eye contact during moments of closeness and affection. Gradually, try to maintain eye contact during more intense moments, allowing the emotional connection to build. It is also beneficial to communicate with your partner about how eye contact makes you feel and listen to their perspectives. This open dialogue can enhance mutual understanding and encourage both partners to be more present in the moment. In conclusion, eye contact is a simple yet profound way to express love and build intimacy in bed. By incorporating it into your intimate moments, you can create a deeper emotional connection, foster trust, and experience a more meaningful bond with your partner. 5. Gentle and Tender Movements Gentle and tender movements in intimate moments can be a profound way for men to express their love and care. These soft, deliberate touches signify a deep level of affection and attentiveness, indicating that he values and cherishes these shared moments. When a man takes his time to be present and mindful during intimacy, it fosters a deeper emotional connection, creating a more fulfilling experience for both partners. The significance of being present in such delicate moments cannot be overstated. By focusing on the here and now, rather than rushing through the act, couples can enhance their emotional bond. This mindfulness extends beyond the physical aspects, allowing partners to connect on a more profound, emotional level. When a man is patient and attentive, it shows that he is genuinely invested in the relationship and is considerate of his partner's needs and desires. Examples of gentle gestures that can enhance intimacy include slow, deliberate caresses, soft kisses, and maintaining eye contact. These actions, though subtle, can speak volumes about one's feelings. For instance, running fingers gently through a partner's hair or softly trailing a hand down their back can create a sense of security and affection. These movements, when done with intention and care, can transform a simple touch into a powerful declaration of love. Furthermore, taking time to communicate through these gentle actions can be incredibly meaningful. Whispering sweet words, offering reassuring touches, or simply holding each other close can reinforce the emotional bond. In these moments, the emphasis is on quality rather than quantity, making each touch, kiss, or embrace more significant. Ultimately, gentle and tender movements serve as a beautiful language of love, conveying deep affection and respect for one's partner. By embracing these small yet powerful gestures, couples can enrich their intimate moments and strengthen their relationship, ensuring that their connection remains heartfelt and enduring. 6. Acts of Service In the realm of intimate relationships, acts of service play a significant role in how men express their love. These thoughtful gestures, both small and large, can profoundly enhance the emotional connection between partners. Acts of service may involve taking care of a partner’s needs before, during, and after intimate moments, thereby fostering a deeper sense of love and appreciation.

Prior to intimacy, preparing a romantic setting is a powerful act of service. This could include dimming the lights, lighting scented candles, or playing soft music to create a serene atmosphere. Such preparations show a partner that their comfort and enjoyment are paramount. Additionally, offering a massage can be an excellent way to help a partner relax, easing any tension and enhancing the overall experience. During intimate moments, attentiveness to a partner’s needs and desires is crucial. This includes ensuring their comfort and being responsive to their cues. Small actions, like adjusting pillows, maintaining a comfortable room temperature, or offering a glass of water, can make a significant difference. These acts of service communicate care and consideration, reinforcing the bond between partners. Post-intimacy, acts of service continue to play an essential role. Offering a warm towel, preparing a soothing bath, or simply cuddling can show a partner that they are cherished and valued. These gestures not only provide physical comfort but also emotional support, further solidifying the relationship. Being attentive and considerate through acts of service is vital in building a strong and loving relationship. These actions demonstrate a deep level of care and commitment, creating a nurturing environment where love can flourish. By prioritizing a partner’s needs and showing genuine affection through these thoughtful gestures, couples can strengthen their bond and enjoy a more fulfilling relationship. 7. Emotional Vulnerability Emotional vulnerability in intimate settings is a profound way a man expresses love. When a man allows himself to be open and share his deepest feelings, fears, and desires during intimate moments, it signifies trust and a deep emotional connection. This willingness to be emotionally exposed demonstrates that he values the relationship and trusts his partner with his innermost thoughts, creating a foundation for a stronger bond. Open and honest communication about feelings plays a crucial role in fostering emotional vulnerability. It enables both partners to understand each other better, fostering empathy and mutual respect. By sharing emotions, couples can navigate their relationship with increased clarity, reducing misunderstandings and enhancing their emotional intimacy. Discussing feelings, whether positive or negative, helps in addressing issues before they escalate, ensuring a healthier and more fulfilling relationship. Creating a safe space for vulnerability is essential for nurturing this emotional openness. Couples can achieve this by actively listening to each other without judgment, offering support and reassurance, and maintaining a non-critical attitude. It is important to validate each other’s feelings and provide comfort, showing that it is safe to express emotions freely. Encouraging each other to share thoughts and feelings regularly can build a habit of open communication, strengthening the emotional connection over time. Moreover, small gestures such as maintaining eye contact, giving undivided attention, and expressing appreciation can significantly contribute to a secure environment. These actions demonstrate that each partner values the other’s emotions and is committed to understanding and supporting them. As emotional vulnerability grows within the relationship, couples often find that their physical intimacy becomes more meaningful, enriching their overall connection. In essence, a man's readiness to be emotionally vulnerable in bed is a profound expression of love, signaling trust and deep emotional engagement. By fostering open communication and creating a supportive environment, couples can enhance their emotional bond, leading to a more intimate and loving relationship. Conclusion In this blog post, we have explored various ways in which men express love in bed. Recognizing and appreciating these expressions is crucial for fostering a deeper connection and enhancing intimacy within the relationship.

From verbal affirmations to physical touch, each gesture holds significant meaning and contributes to the overall bond between partners. Understanding each other’s love languages is essential for couples. By exploring and acknowledging these unique expressions of love, partners can create a more fulfilling and harmonious relationship. It's not just about the physical aspect; the emotional connection and the effort to communicate love in ways that resonate with each other are equally important. Mutual respect and open communication form the bedrock of any strong relationship. By respecting each other’s needs and preferences, couples can navigate through misunderstandings and conflicts more effectively. Communication, both verbal and non-verbal, plays a pivotal role in expressing love and maintaining a healthy relationship dynamic. Effort is another critical component. Consistently making an effort to understand and cater to each other’s love languages can significantly enhance the intimacy and strength of the relationship. It’s the small, everyday actions that often make the biggest difference, reinforcing the bond and ensuring that both partners feel valued and loved. In conclusion, recognizing the different ways men express love in bed is paramount for building a strong and loving relationship. By appreciating these gestures, understanding each other’s love languages, and consistently communicating and respecting each other, couples can foster a deeper and more meaningful connection. This journey of mutual understanding and effort is the key to sustaining a happy and fulfilling relationship.

[princessmia-tarot]

Hi babe

Can I request a free reading?

My questions are "How does elm really feel about me?"and" Is she a real friend?"

Thanks from now on🩵

Hey there,

Of course, you can request a free reading. I'm here to help! Now, let's dive into your questions about Elm.

With the 2 of Cups reversed, there might be a sense that the connection between you and Elm isn't as harmonious as it could be. This could suggest some misunderstandings or challenges in truly connecting on an emotional level. It's possible that there are unspoken feelings or a lack of reciprocity in emotions.

The reversed 5 of Cups indicates that there could be a shift in the negative emotions you might have been feeling in relation to Elm. This card suggests that there's potential for healing and moving past disappointments or sadness. While there might have been some difficulties, there's an opportunity for a more positive outlook.

The reversed Page of Swords points to a potential miscommunication or lack of clarity. It could indicate that there might be misunderstandings or assumptions about Elm's intentions. This card suggests that seeking open and honest communication is important.

Combining these cards, it seems that Elm's feelings might be a bit uncertain or not fully aligned with yours. There might have been some challenges in the connection, leading to misunderstandings. However, there's a chance for healing and improvement in the dynamic.

Regarding whether Elm is a real friend, the cards don't provide a clear yes or no answer, but they do highlight the importance of communication and clarity. It's essential to have open conversations to understand each other better and address any concerns.

Remember, tarot readings are a tool for introspection and guidance, and the interpretation can vary. It's always best to follow your intuition and use the insights as a way to navigate your situation.

Best wishes,

xx

Mia ♥

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[ivryne]

˖ ࣪ ‹ what once was ˖ ぅ

⋆ ᳝ ֺ featuring. ayato, childe (gn!reader)

★ ﹆ׂׂ ˖ synopsis. genshin men & why you broke up w them

★ ﹆ׂׂ ˖ warnings. angst no comfort, growing apart, jealousy, mentions of reader being a harbinger in childe’s part. harsh words sort of.

★ ﹆ׂׂ ˖ note. writing angst gives me so much joy lmaoo

01. AYATO

his work taking over him

It wasn’t always like this. Waking up in mornings alone, his side of the bed cold and untouched. It wasn’t always like this. Lone walks against the harsh sun of the noon, his place that once was there, guiding your hand is now gone—no longer with you. But what once was then is not what it is now. His work is consuming him whole, not allowing him to spare time—not even a little for you.

It wasn’t until you realized that it has been an endless cycle. Those midday strolls throughout Inazuma city, exploring in and out of vendors with hands entwined. Those nights where you were together, bodies pressing against another, his warmth engulfing your figure. Those moments where nothing but a piece of fragment hidden deeply beneath the façade of his mask.

He’s changed and no matter what you do or how much you try, it isn’t going to make a difference. His eyes that once was filled pools of love are now filled with a glare as cold as ice, almost similar to the colour of his hair. His touches that once was so gentle are now hurried and less sincere.

It wasn’t an easy decision—no it was the hardest decision you’ve ever made. But seeing that man, his eyes glued to his paperwork, the cup of tea untouched beside his elbow. That is not the man you love. This relationship is draining. Swallowing the both of you whole, leaving void puppets who are only playing the part.

Maybe it was selfish of you to keep a hold of him, maybe it was selfish of you to want him for yourself. But you can’t help it. You tried to understand him, you really did. Yet as time flutters by, your efforts were in vain.

You were enough of this. Enough of this madness. You know it is not good for you nor him. You both just don’t fit anymore. Those puzzle pieces that once glued connected has changed. Growing into different individual pieces that outgrew the connecting spaces, leaving a small crack that resulted into something bigger.

So you ended it and he understands. It ended after a long talk, intentioned to clear up any misunderstandings, any ill feelings. You know he loves you and you him, but that so-called strong emotion cannot stand alone. Like half a heart it wouldn’t be complete without the remaining piece. And so was your love with Ayato.

02. CHILDE

knows no boundaries

At this point, you were almost used to it. But there he was—your boyfriend—Childe being a little bit too comfortable with one of your acquaintances. With his arm draped across their shoulders, you couldn’t bite back that gnawing feeling forming in the pit of your stomach.

It was both of your oath to keep this relationship a secret. Harbingers aren’t supposed to fall in love. But why didn’t he bother to set some boundaries?

At first, it was casual touches, one that you did not care about. Because no matter how touchy he is with them, in the end he will always come back to you. And he made sure of it. But as days gone by, you notice his occasional touches started to linger. His hands that once lay casually on the blade of their shoulders, now made a home in their lower back.

You told him once, how uncomfortable you were getting with those physical interactions. But Childe is always Childe. Brushing you off, telling you how it wasn’t a big of a deal, repeating his said claims of “You’re the only one I love.”

How utter bullshit.

It was when they started reciprocating his gestures that you finally snapped. Waiting comfortably in his office, your legs crossed, sitting on the plush of his chair. You saw his eyes lit up when he was met with yours. Oh how satisfying it would be to defuse the light in his eyes once more. Just like how the abyss did.

You only return to him a cold gaze, bluntly saying that what you have is over and how he should just run to his other lover before leaving from the door, not forgetting to bump past his shoulders in the process. Sure it was petty but who the fuck cares.

It was when your friend, Signora told you that love is what a foolish deed. A waste of time and tears as she wept your fallen tears from your cheeks. You knew that this tension between you and Childe needs to be resolved. How you are both mature adults and not petty children. But for the time being, you let time do it’s work, slowly calming you down from all what’s worth. And from here you understand why harbingers don’t fall in love.

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[y-umiko]

21ST A CHARM

PAIRING: Shinichiro Sano x Reader

WARNING/S: none I think :>

A/n: It's a little late for valentines - but hey, it's still february.

WORD COUNT: 918

SUMMARY: In which Shinichiro mistook your intention and ended up confessing himself.

Shinichiro always finds his lips curled into a little smile as he noticed you enter his shop, his heart beating an unusual hymn whenever you would glance at him and return his smile. however, the corner of his lips would frown whenever his lilac-colored eye friend would approach you, taking your eyes off him and towards Wakasa. he didn't like it one bit.

and it's not like he can do anything about it, you're not his, and there's nothing he can do about it. he was 100% sure you don't reciprocate his feelings, his way out of your league, so he doesn't bother confessing anymore, 20 times was enough to burn him out.

plus it was obvious to him of your pinning to his special attack unit captain, cause whenever Wakasa was you were always around. it never occurred to him that it was because Wherever that place was, he was also there.

so when valentines day came, he never expected anything, but was a little hopeful to receive any chocolate or letters, not like he would reciprocate their feelings since his heart was filled with yours, it still left him feeling vivid at the fact that he didn't receive any.

It didn't help that the few letters and chocolate he did receive was a favor to give to his friends, some of them for Takeomi, and a bunch of them for Wakasa.

and when he thought the day couldn't get any worse, you stood in front of him, hands on your back, clearly hiding something, a bashful look on your face as you avoid eye contact with him. and his first instinct tells him you're also gonna ask him a special favor.

"Please take this!" you almost yelled as you give him a neatly tied box, along with a cute yet elegant card attached, his brain immediately assuming it was for Wakasa, breaking his heart with his own thoughts.

he endured it all, you hanging out with them only to joke with Wakasa, for you to fall for Wakasa, he endured it all cause he tells himself that he'll be fine with it or so he says. you're different, a lot more different to the other woman he confessed with, he didn't feel as much attraction to you compared to them, even combined, those women didn't make him weak in the knees just be smiling at him. you were totally different.

He bit his lips as he stares at you, "This isn't fair" he mumbled almost whining as you look up at him, curious and confused.

"What is?"

He breaths out, "I like you a lot! like really a lot! more than you can imagine! more than Wakasa can love you!" he straight out said "I'm totally in love with you"

Silence followed after, Shinichiro didn't know what came to him but he just knew he has to say it, now while he have the courage to do so for he knew that he didn't he'll regret never doing so.

He watched you blink your eyes at him for a few seconds, processing what he said before your whole face erupt into a full red. maybe you were embarrassed for being confused by him or were you angry at him.

"Are you confessing to me right now?" you asked, eyes widen, mouth agape and Shinichiro took it the wrong way, he confessed 20 times that he knew full well what comes after. it was just a small hope he have, despite knowing you like Wakasa that you'll say yes.

he sigh, his adrenaline already burning "Just reject me already and keep it short please" he murmured eyes cast down the ground, raking a hand through his hair as he prepares himself, but what followed was not your bitter words of rejection just as he expected, but a sweet giggle he knew too well.

He jerks his head towards you to meet your teasing smile "I'm not sure I'm following you anymore, one moment you're confessing and the next thing you're asking to be rejected, I think there's a misunderstanding here that I don't quite understand"

"you like Waka right? and you're about to ask me to give this chocolate to him?" he pouted, a little bit calmer than before but still nervous as hell. he watched your eyes light up at that.

"Please read the tag" you offered the present to him again, this time he gently took it, carefully inspecting the box and his eyes widened at the text written on it, in golden ink was his name written elegantly.

"ah"

then his head quickly jerk back at you, eyes widened in excitement and disbelief "Is this for me?!" you crossed your arms at that, playfully glaring at him "It's your name isn't it?"

he nods enthusiastically, and just like that the box he curses at earlier suddenly turns into like gold, like the one on his hand was something so precious that he can't believe it's for him.

then it hit him, you look at him expectantly like you were waiting for something from him and he doesn't know what, he never got past the confession stage so he didn't know what to answer. so he just stands there flustered in front of you

"Sorry I don't know what to do after this, 20 rejection and you think I'll be an expert at this"

"21st a charm then"

he'll apologize to you for the misunderstanding and later on brags about it to his gang members.

[aamalaaa]

sunrises & liquor (m) | myg

fire (and the songs you played) 

pairing: min yoongi x reader

series: sunrises & liquor

rating: m; cursing, alcohol consumption, future smut

genre: bar workers au, barman yoongi au, (kinda) forbidden relationship, future angst, future smut, fluff

summary: after a failed academic pursuit and a few meaningless and disappointing relationships, you decided to go back to what you never thought you would: the bar industry. There you find a family, friends, heartache, misunderstandings and one particular barman who just won’t get out of your head.

warnings: cursing, alcohol consumption (duh), future smut, barman yoongi, y/n struggles bc min yoongi, there’s a misogynistic ass client.

a/n: hello lovelies! Sooo, here it is the second chapter of sunrises & liquor. It was a pain to write at times but it finally fell into place and I’m excited for you guys to read this one! I’ve got a lot planned so brace yourselves hehe. ALSO we meet Hobi and Jin yaaaaay! Anyway, thanks for reading I love you all<3

// thanks to my dear friend who beta’d for me, @lilredtot couldn’t have done it without you I love you<3

chapter word count: 7k

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You wake up the morning after your Friday night (or Saturday morning) hang out with a terrible headache and a dead phone, almost sleeping through your lunch date with Taehyung.

When you get to the little café you see his dark head of fluffy hair immediately. He’s sitting at your usual place, next to the corner window adorned by kitschy stickers. The bell chimes when you walk in. The barista notices you and sends you a friendly wave that you reciprocate with a kind smile.

You walk up to the table where your best friend is sitting at and hug him from behind. He jumps at the contact, letting out a startled squeal which makes you snicker loudly.

“One day you’ll have to drag my ass to the hospital if you don’t stop this shit” He giggles.

“Maybe if you were more aware of your surroundings I wouldn’t have to” 

“Touché.” He takes a good look at you before he continues. “You look like you haven’t slept for a whole week”

You groan pitifully and rub your eyes. “I slept an impressive total of four hours this morning, give me a break.”

He takes a sip of his hot drink, making sure to make a loud slurping sound while he’s at it. “Oooooh, I see”

You groan. “I was just hanging out with my colleagues after work. Don’t get it twisted, Tae”

“I’m disappointed,” he clicks his tongue. “Well, now that you’re finally here, can we eat? I’m hungry as fuck. I was waiting for your late ass to get here to order.” 

“I feel honored, thank you” You place your hand on your heart and head to the counter, Taehyung following closely behind.

Taehyung asks in between bites about your new job. You tell him all about the customers, about Jimin and the black haired bussboy, about Samantha, Todd and Yoongi. 

You also tell him about Namjoon, the doorman who managed to make you feel at ease as soon as you met him. While you’re busy blabbing about your colleagues, you find yourself smiling fondly. Feeling more at home after a week at The Third Wall than you ever felt anywhere else.

You ask him how his new play is going. Listen intently as he tells you all about the rehearsals and how excited he is to finally perform. You feel incredibly happy for your friend who gets to live comfortably from his passion. 

He clears his throat and grins widely, that boxy smile of his you love so much. 

“Soooo, anybody cute at work?” He wiggles his brows. “Anybody you got a crush on?” 

You shoot him a flat look. “Tae you know I’m not doing that again” He rolls his eyes. “ They don’t say don’t fuck with the payroll for nothing you know. I’m definitely not fucking with the payroll this time. I learned my lesson last time, thank you very much.”

He sighs.

“You can’t close yourself off forever all because of a few bad experiences.. You lived, you learned, you deserve to find someone. Or at least get laid.” The little shit. “Please, at least get laid” 

“I’m not closing myself off, I’m just being cautious.” You respond.

“Babe.. you need to dip your toe in the pool, scratch the itch.“

You stare at him, incredulous.

“Ooook, ending this conversation right now.” 

You gather your things, bring your empty plates and cups to the counter before turning back to look at Taehyung who’s still laughing like he just said the funniest thing he’s ever heard. You can’t help the chuckle that escapes your lips.

“I really need a nap before work, four hours is not enough for me to function properly.” 

Taehyung pouts. “You’re so busy these days I’ll have to come see you at the bar soon if I want to spend time with you.”

You hug him tightly and feel a rush of love and support making your heart swell. This is what family feels like, you think. 

You break the hug first, shooting your best friend a wide grin. “I would love it if you did, drinks are on me.”

“Oh well then, I’m definitely coming soon.” He says cheekily, making you cackle.

“Good, I’ll text you soon,” you hug him one last time before heading home. 

You sleep like a log, so much so that you have to lay in bed for at least ten minutes after you wake up, staring at the ceiling like it holds the answers to the universe’s darkest secrets. Since you left your car close to the bar last night, you have to walk all the way to work. Which isn’t that bad in itself, maybe a twenty minute walk.

It starts raining while you’re napping. You forget your umbrella and step into a puddle, soaking your sneakers and your socks in the process. When you get to work, you're freezing, soaking wet and mostly pissed off.

“Wow, someone looks like they’re having a marvelous day” you hear a gruff voice say.

You turn around to glare at the man. “Remarkable, amazing, a real pleasure.” 

Yoongi laughs, only amplifying your overall annoyance. 

When you finally punch in, Jimin is behind the bar, toothy smile and all. His grin falters as soon as he takes in your appearance.

“You look like you went through hell and back” He says, voice laced with concern and maybe a little bit of amusement. 

“You look like you went through hell and back” He says, voice laced with concern and maybe a little bit of amusement. 

“You look like you went through hell and back” He says, voice laced with concern and maybe a little bit of amusement. 

“Feels like it, I forgot my umbrella and stepped into a puddle.” You say, probably looking completely dejected.

“Poor baby..” He puts his empty serving tray down. “I have an extra shirt, do you want it? It’s not super fashionable but you’ll catch a cold like this.”

“You’re an angel and I appreciate you so much” 

You change into the plain oversized black shirt Jimin lends you, sighing in content at the feeling of dry clothes on your skin. 

Work is slow today, slower than last Saturday. You have plenty of time to appreciate the Jazz band on stage and admire the vocalist’s talent. 

You’re too busy watching the spectacle to notice when someone slips next to you.

“They’re amazing aren’t they?”

You startle, bringing a hand to your heart to keep it from jumping straight out of your chest and onto the bar. 

The laugh that resonates through your whole body is one you don’t recognize, it’s loud and obnoxious, and so damn contagious.

You turn to the stranger and can’t help the chuckle that escapes when you take in the man’s amused expression. Wide grin threatening to split his face in half at any moment. He’s sporting dark red hair, is quite tall and very slender. 

Handsome, you think. 

“I’m sorry god, you got so scared, it was hilarious” He snorts.

“Glad to know my almost early demise amuses you” You laugh with him, unable to resist the urge.

When the red haired man calms down, he extends his long arm towards you, offering his palm in greeting.

“I’m Jung Hoseok” His tone is cheerful, you think that if warmth could take on a human form, Hoseok would be it.

You shake his hand and tell him your name,

“I’m the new waitress”

He slots his hands in his blazer’s pockets, his smile never faltering. “Nice to meet you, I heard about you.”

“So you’re the one who’s in charge of Jazz nights then?” You inquire, albeit you already know the answer.

“That and everything that’s related to any events at The Third Wall, yeah.” 

“It’s because of him that any event always goes smoothly.” A bright voice chimes in.

“Yah Jimin-ah, that’s not true” You think you notice a faint blush creeping its way on the tall man’s cheeks.

“Always so modest hyung” The younger man sticks his tongue out before shooting Hoseok a dazzling smile.

You clear your throat. “I have to get back to work,” you smile sheepishly “I’m glad I finally met you” 

“Likewise”

The night stays slow, a welcome break since you’re tired. It’s way past midnight and you’re leaning against the counter, elbows on the bar, head in your hands. There are four occupied tables in your section, but they don’t really drink that much. Which means you have time on your hands, time to think about how you really wanna go home and fucking sleep, get out of your still wet socks and wake up in two days.

You get yanked out of your brooding thoughts by a large, veiny hand dropping something on the counter in front of you. You stare at it, confusion clearly apparent by the way your eyebrows furrow.

A tangerine.

You look up to your left, meeting Yoongi’s nonchalant gaze.

“What’s that?” You quirk a brow.

He shrugs, draping a rag on his shoulder in one swift motion. “A tangerine” 

You stare at him incredulously. Min Yoongi, a man of few words. Straight to the fact. So annoying. And a bit endearing too.

“It’s so you don’t bite me.” He chuckles.

You stare, a bit dumbfounded. 

The fuck does he mean. 

Your mind races back to last night’s beer pong game, Yoongi’s staring at you, leaning his hip on the counter with an amused look on his face.

“So no biting uh?” You say.

Yoongi stifles a laugh as soon as the words leave your mouth and oh my god you can’t believe you just said that. 

He smirks. “Cute. But no, not at work.” 

You blush profusely at his response. Embarrassing, you’re so damn embarrassing.

“T-thank you.. for the tangerine” Why is it that you can’t seem to be able to not lose face around him?

“You’re welcome love” 

And just like that he goes back to cleaning his work space. A small smirk on his face, leaving you with your own utter embarrassment, confusion, and a tangerine.

Confusion because what was that? Confusion because he paid so much attention to your stupid drunk banter last night.

Confusion because from what little dots your brain managed to connect together, isn’t he in some sort of relationship with the other barmaid, Samantha? 

And if he actually is, why is he being this way with you? 

It’s all a little too much for you to process so you settle on getting out of behind the bar and working because that doesn’t require thoughts and introspection and that’s easier. You like easy.

When 3 o’ clock comes rolling, you and Jimin are already halfway through your closing tasks, having started earlier with the night being slow and all.

Yoongi heads to the office to count the cash register and make sure everything adds up for each of your readings while Jungkook is happily singing a song you don’t recognize and putting one glass after the other in the dishwasher.

He has a nice voice, you think.

The band members are still here, hanging out at the bar, finishing their beers. You learn their names. The guitarist’s name is Yeonjun, he has a very charismatic presence.

The bassist and back vocalist is Soobin. He’s easy to talk to and from the few words you exchanged with him last Saturday, you reckon you could very much get along with him. 

Then there’s Taehyun, the main vocalist.

You also talk for the first time to the drummer who goes by the name of Hwasa, the only woman of the band. She’s absolutely intimidating, but in a good way: she oozes confidence and badass energy. 

You wave Hwasa and Taehyun off when they leave together.

It’s only when you’re deep in conversation about music and making a comfortable living off of your passion that Yoongi comes back from the office.

“Yah, you guys better finish your drinks soon we’re almost done here,” He says while helping Jungkook with the dishwasher, putting the glasses away as soon as they’re clean. 

“Yeah yeah, we’re almost done.” Yeonjun smirks before continuing “Oh, by the way Jimin, Yoongi, you both didn’t confirm you’ll be at the wedding. You guys still coming or..?”

Yoongi replies first. “Yeah sorry about that.. I’ll definitely be there”

“Oops, I forgot to RSVP.” Jimin giggles. “I’ll definitely be there too, I wouldn’t miss this for the world!” His tone is so cheerful you can’t help but feel a little thrilled too.

“Oooh, who’s getting married?” You inquire excitedly.

“We are” Soobin says, gaze locked adoringly on Yeonjun who’s delicately intertwining their fingers together. You think that if you physically could, you would melt right on the spot.

“Oh wow, congratulations you guys!” You exclaim, grinning from ear to ear. They both smile, like nothing in the world could disrupt their happy bubble. 

And maybe there isn’t. 

“You should totally come!” Yeonjun says. “There’ll be great food, dancing, an open bar, all that good stuff.” Your eyebrows shoot up in surprise.

 If there’s one thing you didn’t expect today, it’s being invited to the wedding of a couple you barely know.

"Um.. Well if you want me to..” You don’t want to sound ungrateful for the invitation but you also don’t want them to feel like they need to invite you since you asked about it.

"OH YES YES” Jimin screeches, making you cover your ears in sheer surprise. "You should totally come as my plus one! It would be so fun, please please!” He sends you a hopeful look and you can hear Yoongi stifle a laugh from the other end of the bar. Asshole.

You shyly glance at Yeonjun and Soobin who are smiling brightly at you.

"Obviously don’t feel obligated to come just because we asked,” Soobin starts "But we would definitely love to have you there” He wraps his arm around Yeonjun’s waist.

"If you don’t want to go with Jimin you can always come with me, I’m the better company” Jungkook butts in. Jimin shoots him an indignant look to which the younger man replies with a grin.

"Yah Jeon Jungkook! Respect your elders!” Jimin protests.

"Sorry Jungkook but, you snooze, you lose. Jiminie asked first.” Jungkook whines at your decision while Jimin grins like a petulant child who has just been given back his favorite toy.

“Besides, isn’t there someone else you should ask to accompany you instead? Someone tall, blond, with dimples?” You smugly continue. 

This time Yoongi doesn’t try to hide the loud laugh that comes out. But Jungkook sure tries to hide the bright crimson color that settles rapidly onto his cheeks and nose while he mumbles something about having no idea what you meant. You snort.

Yeonjun and Soobin look very confused but ultimately decide to pay no mind to your banter. 

"Well then it’s settled, if you work on October 23rd you better ask for time off.” Yeonjun beams.

"I’ll check it out tomorrow” You smile back at him.

And just like that you all get back to light conversation while you finish closing up. It doesn’t take long before you grab your things and all head down the stairs, followed by Yoongi who locks the door behind you.

You’re immediately hit by the cool end of summer night air, making you shiver slightly since you’re a bit underdressed. 

You say goodbye to Jungkook first, then to Yeonjun and Soobin who head towards their car, hand in hand. 

"Want me to walk you to your car?” Jimin asks you.

"If you want to, yeah.. I’m right around the corner.” 

You feel soft fabric being draped on your small frame and you startle before you swirl around to meet Yoongi’s unbothered gaze. You notice he’s not wearing the hoodie he had on a minute ago. 

You open your mouth to ask what he’s doing but he cuts you off first.

"You looked cold,” He says.

Min Yoongi, the man who always pays attention even when you think he’s not.

"Now you’ll be cold though,” You pout but still pull the hood on your head.

He shrugs. "I’m fine, take it”

“Thanks,” You half whisper.

"Don’t sweat it love” He smirks and you shiver.

Jimin eyes the both of you before clearing his throat obnoxiously.

"This is all very cute, but I’m tired. Can we go?” You blush furiously and desperately try to hide the frankly embarrassing color that adorns your cheeks by staring at the ground.

"Rude..” You hear Yoongi mumble.

Jimin lets out a loud chime like laugh before you both head towards your car.

The week started off well, you and Taehyung went out shopping on Monday and inexplicably ended up shitfaced in his apartment.

(“Everyday is a good day to get drunk” he said.)

You woke up on Tuesday morning in Taehyung’s bed, curled up to his side, drooling on his shirt and all that classy shit. You surprisingly felt quite well despite the copious amount of alcohol you had ingested the night before. 

He had insisted you stay a little longer and you ended up watching Clueless for at least the 100th time since you’d known Taehyung. You couldn’t bring yourself to tell him how tired of the movie you were. He looked so happy every time that you would watch it with him and you think you could watch it a hundred times more if it meant your best friend would be this content.

When you got home you reorganized your place, cleaned the dishes that were haphazardly piled up on the kitchen counter, a reminder of how busy you were keeping your schedule. Then, you folded the contents of your laundry basket.

You promised yourself you’d take it a little easier next week.

When Wednesday came you were bummed to notice that Jimin wasn’t there. Samantha had explained to you that there weren’t normally two waiters/waitresses on Wednesday and that Jimin had only come in to help since it had only been your second shift. 

You made a mental note to thank him profusely on Friday for taking on another shift to help you. 

So instead of the usual mindless chatter you exchanged with Jimin, you got to know Sam a bit better. She was an absolute sweetheart, had not even an ounce of malice in her whole body. She always seemed happy and bubbly. Couldn't be me, you thought.

You suppressed the thought to the best of your ability. Which means you put it in your “will think about when I have another existential crisis” pile, at the very back of your brain. Anatomy, fascinating really.

Which now leads you to Friday, your second shift of the week.

It had started very smoothly, busy but nothing crazy. You happily greeted Namjoon as you came in, exchanging a few words. You were surprised to realize how happy you were to see Jimin again, you’d become attached so quickly to his comforting and joyous presence that you’d missed him more than you’d like to admit.

Your heart stuttered slightly when you saw the blond barman, nothing new but still unnerving. You exchanged witty banter, as you usually do. Except since last Saturday you tried to be careful about it, flirting had become way too easy with him and you couldn’t go down that road. Not after realizing he was seeing Sam, not after telling yourself time and time again don’t fuck with the payroll.

Sexual attraction really wasn’t worth the complications, you convinced yourself.

Jungkook was as excited as ever to be washing dirty glasses and switching beer kegs. Truly something else, that one. 

It was all going swimmingly. That is until a middle aged man had to ruin your mood because, of course.

“-telling you, I did NOT order that many shooters.” His voice comes out slurred.

“Sir, I have to put in an order in the system each time someone orders something so the barman can make it. If it’s there, it’s because you ordered it and drank it.” You forcibly smile, trying your damn best to keep your cool. A middle aged white man is not about to make you crack, no way in hell.

“Well then you must have drank them or made an error, because I did not order these.” He repeatedly taps his finger on the receipt, like you’ll suddenly realize you made an error. You didn’t. “How long have you been doing this?”

You breathe in sharply, trying to contain your anger. He did not just imply that you charged him something you took yourself. You may have drank two or three shooters earlier but they were all very much paid by staff and you’re very much not drunk, not even tipsy.

“Is there something going on here?” Yoongi asks, tone so authoritative you feel like shrinking in your sneakers. 

The man leans back from the counter, gulping visibly. “Y-yes, there’s more drinks on my tab than there should be, I didn’t drink these and she keeps saying she didn’t make an error..” He points to the items in question on the little printed receipt you gave him earlier. 

Yoongi hums. “Are you implying that my colleague here purposely added drinks that you didn’t drink or order on your receipt?” He quirks an eyebrow in a motion that says, go ahead take the bait, try me.

The man does not, in fact, take the bait.

“No, no of course not..” He says, unconvincingly. 

Yoongi’s face lights up in a very mock smile before he replies dryly “Well then, if she says she didn’t make an error, she didn’t. Anything else?” 

The man shakes his head nervously and Yoongi passes him the payment terminal before patting your shoulder in an attempted soothing gesture. All it does is make your heartbeat falter. But he doesn’t need to know, the intention was there after all. Your lewd thoughts about Yoongi are your own damn fault.

Maybe his strong veiny hands should also be held a bit responsible but that’s another story for another time.

You smugly make the man pay, not surprised at the low tip he leaves you. You’re not sure he would’ve left you a good tip anyway. At least the man was your last client, the other tables having already paid. So you take a quick five minutes break after that, you definitely deserve it.

When you come back there’s only 15 minutes left until closing time and your colleagues are already busying themselves with cleaning up the bar.

You approach Yoongi who’s aggressively rubbing his bar tray, laughing internally at how goddamn funny he looks while doing so, tongue out and all. 

“Working hard I see” You lean on the bar next to him. 

“You know me, employee of the month” He discards his rag on the tray, standing up in the process.

You clear your throat. “Thanks for earlier, he was not listening to me, at all.” 

He shrugs his shoulders and busies himself by cleaning the bar counter, visibly uncomfortable with the situation. “You don’t have to thank me, he was a dick.” 

You tilt your head towards him, intent on making your gratefulness clear. He fleetingly glances at you.

“I do though.. The guy kept making misogynistic comments at me all night before that. He just didn’t want to believe me. So thanks, otherwise it would’ve taken all night.. or I would’ve lost my shit.” He stills at that, now looking at you with an unreadable expression etched upon his face.

“I’m sorry you have to deal with that. I’ve heard all sorts of stories from Sam, it makes me sick you all have to deal with this shit.” Now he looks straight up angry. 

“Yeah.. It’s not particularly fun..” You grab the discarded rag laying on the tray and start mindlessly rubbing it, searching for anything to occupy your hands really. 

“I can’t imagine” His voice comes out carefully, delicately. A contrast with how angry he looked moments ago. “If you ever want my help again, don’t ever feel bad asking, yeah?” 

“I just feel like this is my battle, you know? But if I ever need to, I will. Thanks.” You say, not sure if he’s going to be offended by your words. It’s not that you don’t appreciate the offer. You just don’t want to resort to his help unless you really need it.

He takes a few seconds to respond. “I totally get that.” He pauses. “ I’m pretty sure you don’t need my help anyway, just don’t want to have to hide a dead body if possible.” 

You burst out into laughter, throwing your dirty rag at him. “So you would hide a dead body for me?” You can see the faintest shade of pink decorating his cheeks. 

“Let’s hope it doesn’t come to that” He grumbles, avoiding your question. 

You all finish closing up the place, Jungkook cheerfully wipes the tables clean (how does he do that seriously), Namjoon comes upstairs to wait for everyone this time, blaming the cold, and you and Jimin clean the menus while you argue about which chocolate bar is better, Kit-Kat or Coffee Crisp? (How is that even up for debate, of course it’s Coffee Crisp.)

When you’re all finally done you head to Jimin’s place in Namjoon’s car, cursing the cold night over and over again while you wait for the car heater to finally kick in.

You all quickly get into Jimin’s place, unwilling to stay outside more than necessary, kick your shoes at the front door and make yourselves comfortable on the sofa while Jimin passes everyone a cold can of beer. 

You’ll have to remember to slip him money for all the beer he keeps giving away like he’s got all the money in the world or something.

Then ensues a vicious game of “Who’s most likely to” which leaves you a lot tipsier than earlier. Yoongi also ends up begrudgingly drinking two beers throughout the game, a victim truly. 

(“Who’s most likely to sleep with a coworker?”

Everyone points at Yoongi.

“Oh come on, that’s not even fair!”)

The game inevitably comes to an end at some point, giving place to a very confusing conversation between Jimin and Jungkook about Dirty Dancing and how it’s better than The Notebook. (You don’t even see the correlation between the two) You take that as your cue to escape to the balcony, shivering against the cold air as soon as you step outside.

You prop your arms on the railing as you did the last time you were here, staring at the horizon contemplatively.

You like your new colleagues, would even dare to call them new friends. The night had been very fun, you’d laughed more than you ever did in months.

You like spending time with them. But sometimes, standing in the cold September night air is just as likable.

These are your favorite moments, when time seems to stand still and you can hear the sound of leaves rustling, the distant roar of a vehicle roaming the streets, the sound of a car door being slammed shut, probably an early worker. You feel alive, aware, present.

Which is why when the sliding door opens and promptly closes behind you, you’re not startled. 

Present.

You’re very aware when someone slides next to you, propping their arms on the railing just like you did a few minutes ago. The man drapes a blanket over the both of you, the warmth hits you almost immediately.

Yoongi breaks the silence first. “Waiting for sunrise?”

You smile cheekily. “Joining me again?”

“Might as well make it a tradition” He shrugs.

Silence, it’s comfortable. It’s always comfortable with Yoongi, you realize.

“I really don’t get why you like sunrises so much, it just means we’ll clearly be sleep deprived later”

“No one’s keeping you here” You say playfully, glancing at his side profile.

“And abandon you? That would be rude.” He grins smugly.

“Oh shush.” You grip the blanket to keep it from sliding off your shoulder. You hear him chuckle lightly.

Eventually the sun rises, enveloping the horizon in its warmth. You can’t suppress the yawn that comes over you, breaking the peaceful silence that had settled over the both you.

You turn toward Yoongi. “Are the others sleeping?” 

He looks at you. “Dunno”

“You leaving soon?” 

“Yeah, gotta feed cat” You snort at the mention of the cat’s name.

“Wanna grab a cab together? Share the cost?” You ask.

“Geez, so many questions love” You still, thankful it’s still dark enough outside to hide the blush that creeps up your face at the nickname.

“In that case, I’ll leave you to walk home alone” You retort.

 He laughs. “No no, I’ll come with you”

And with that you both head inside, and grab your things. You coo at the sight of Jimin, Namjoon and Jungkook all piled up onto Jimin’s bed, sleeping and cuddling peacefully.

“Ready?” Yoongi inquires once you close the bedroom door. 

“Yeah”

You both head into the cab you had called a few minutes ago and you feel yourself nodding off with the silent roar of the engine. When the cab stops at Yoongi’s apartment complex, you have to consciously force your eyes to stay open. 

You notice the blanket is still on your shoulders. “Oh is this yours?” You tug the blanket.

“Nah it’s Jimin’s, just bring it to work tomorrow.” He steps out of the cab.

You realize you haven’t given him his hoodie back and damn when did you start developing kleptomaniac tendencies? “Aish, I forgot to bring back your hoodie”

“Keep it, it’s fine. That way you’ll at least have one piece of warm clothing” He teases.

“I’ll have you know I do possess warm clothes, I just forget to bring them”

He rolls his eyes, a small smirk tugging at the corner of his lips. “Yeah alright sure, you have a goodnight”

“You too”

It’s a mess, a goddamn mess.

There are books everywhere, random empty cups of coffee scattered around the living room and clothes dumped on every available surface. It looks like a disaster, like a bomb dropped right in the middle of the house.

When you had convinced Namjoon to organize a get-together in his backyard to celebrate the end of summer, he had told you it was a mess and that that was why you all never hung out there. 

You had expected a few dirty dishes on the kitchen counter and a little dust here and there, not a fucking war zone.

“Wow” Is all Taehyung manages to say while loosening his grip on your hand. 

Understandable.

“Namjoon-ah I swear to god I’m coming over unannounced one of these days and I’m 

helping you clean this poor excuse of a living 

space” Hoseok says, staring in what someone can only describe as utter despair.

Namjoon rubs his neck awkwardly in response.

“Ooooh chips” Jungkook picks up a stray pack of chips laying on a chair and starts stuffing one after the other in his mouth, leaving crumbs everywhere.

“Let’s just go outside, yeah?” Namjoon mutters.

The four of you follow him outside only to be greeted by Seokjin, the bar manager, laying leisurely on a reclining chair outside, in front of the bonfire. “Well, hello there” He waves enthusiastically, almost toppling over in the process. 

“Jin-hyung! Try not to fall over, your back isn’t as forgiving as it used to be,'' Jungkook teases. You hear Hoseok snort loudly.

Seokjin stands up in outrage. “Yah, Jeon Jungkook, show some respect I can still fire you!” Jungkook snickers before throwing his arms around the older man and lifting him off the ground, much to the man’s dismay. 

Namjoon plops himself onto a chair watching fondly. Hoseok topples over in laughter while you and Taehyung slowly walk up to the bonfire area.

What in the utter chaos.

In the month since you started working at The Third Wall, you’d come to know just how chaotic your new friends could be when put in a room together.

You wouldn’t have it any other way.

You take an unoccupied seat, smiling at how messy the night’s already announcing itself to be. Just as you settle in your chair, you feel an overwhelming weight on your lap.

“Taehyung I am not going to be your personal chair tonight.” You slap his thigh prompting an unbridled laugh out of your best friend.

“But your lap is the most comfortable” 

“I’m not a chair” You reiterate.

“Oh fine, party pooper”

You all wait for sunset to start the night officially, exchanging pleasantries and eating the food Seokjin had prepared. It’s absolutely delicious and you’re happy to learn more about the man that had hired you a little more than a month ago.

Seokjin’s ridiculous, eccentric and a tad unhinged. He’s absolutely hilarious and his laugh, which reminds you of windshield wipers slapping rhythmically on dry glass, is so contagious that there isn't a single present soul that can do anything but laugh along. 

Jimin arrives with Samantha. He instantly runs towards Hoseok, crushing him into a forceful embrace, which the other returns just as intensely.

Then he scurries over to you, throwing himself onto your lap and hugging your shoulders sideways in a slightly awkward embrace. You chuckle, trying your best to hug him back.

“What’s up with my lap and you people mistaking it for a chair?” You laugh.

“It seems comfortable enough” A low hoarse voice cuts through the mindless chatter. 

You whip your head a little too quickly. “Yeah well, you don’t see me sitting on your lap and it seems comfortable enough too.” Your voice comes out a bit shaky.

Yoongi shrugs while sitting down on a nearby chair. “I wouldn’t mind.” Everyone stops talking at once except for Namjoon and Jungkook who are deep into their little bubble, unaware of the lingering awkwardness that Yoongi’s words brought upon your little group.

You steal a glance at Sam whose gaze is locked on Yoongi, visibly hurt by his words. You can’t help the little wave of panic that floods through your body.

Jimin clears his throat. “If someone is sitting on Yoongi's lap tonight it’s gonna be me.” He gets up and sits down on the blond man’s lap who whines at the weight. 

Hoseok and Seokjin burst into laughter, soon followed by everyone else, breaking the tense atmosphere. 

“Get off Jimin-ah” Yoongi grumbles.

The young man squeezes the other’s shoulder before standing up and, finally, sitting down on an actual chair.

Yoongi lights up the fire, helped by Jungkook. Namjoon had wanted to do it but had quickly given up, abiding to everyone’s panicked protests. 

The night’s cold but the warmth of the fire and the blankets Namjoon provided make up for it. The hot coffee -spiked with a little too much baileys (courtesy of Taehyung)-  that you’re drinking may also be helping.

You watch Taehyung fondly. He quickly became a part of the group ever since that one evening he came to the bar.

You had always envied him for his ability to make friends with just about anybody so easily. You’d never been like that, probably never will. It’s a wonder these incredible people accepted you so openly in their tight knight group. You have Jimin to thank for that, he has been so welcoming from the start, inviting you to every gathering they plan.

You lay back and listen to the conversations going on all around you. To your left, Taehyung is conversing with Seokjin and gesturing animatedly, something about the play he’s currently performing. The latter is listening intently, head propped on his hand, drinking in every word the former is convolutedly spewing. You’re not sure how he’s managing to follow.

On your right, Jimin is deep in conversation with Hoseok, staring adoringly like there’s nothing else in this world but Hoseok, Hoseok and Hoseok. 

And god do you feel single.

Then there’s Jungkook, seemingly bothering and poking Yoongi endlessly while the latter is trying to the best of his abilities to roast a marshmallow. You think you notice a small smile tugging at the corner of his lips.

Namjoon is explaining something to Sam, she looks very intent on listening. You can make out confusion on her facial expression, making you giggle silently.

Namjoon really can be pretty hard to follow.

The night is well underway when Jimin unexpectedly chirps up. “Yoongi-hyung! Would you play guitar for us? Pretty please?”

The older man stares at him, feigning annoyance before he replies. “Meh, I’m chilling right now.”

Jimin whines “Oh come on please, this is the perfect setting.” Yoongi shuffles awkwardly in his chair.

“You play guitar?” You perk up.

He lifts his shoulders in attempted indifference but you notice a subtle hint of pride at your reaction. “Sometimes, yeah. It’s nothing special.”

“Don’t listen to him, he’s amazing.” Namjoon grins.

Yoongi groans but ultimately goes back to his car to fetch his guitar. Which makes you laugh because, as much as he had tried to convince everyone he didn’t want to play, he still brought his guitar tonight. 

You whisper the next words, getting closer to Jimin. “How long has he been playing?” 

“I have no idea, I think it’s been a long time” He whispers back. You reply with a nod.

When the first notes hit you, it’s like you can drown out all the sounds around you. The melody is slow, melancholic. Objectively, you don’t recognize it. Yet, it feels so familiar, like it knows all of your secrets. Like Yoongi knows.

No one makes a sound except for the quiet shuffling of people moving around on their seats. It’s like Yoongi’s a magician and everyone’s staring, waiting for his next illusion. Except it’s not an illusion, and he’s plucking the strings expertly giving life to one of the most beautiful melodies you’ve ever heard. Intricately playing one chord after the other, stripping his soul bare for all of you to see.

You hear a whisper next to your right ear. “Told ya.”

You smile weakly, too entranced by the performance to do anything else, really.

When he strikes the last chord, you feel heavy with emotions. That’s the beauty of music you think, being able to touch different people in different ways with one single melody.

Jungkook breaks the stunned silence first. “Another one, another one!”

Yoongi mindlessly plays with the strings of his guitar. “What do you want to hear?”

Jungkook ponders a bit before replying. “How about Always Remember Us This Way?”

“The Lady Gaga song? You know I can’t sing for shit.” Yoongi groans.

“She can” Taehyung announces loudly, pointing at you. “She’s incredible.” You glare at him.

The fact that you sing isn’t a secret, you’re just very embarrassed to be put on the spot, to sing for a group of people. Albeit they would be kind about it and you know it. It’s just that it’s a very personal thing to you.

“How come I know nothing about this?” Jimin exclaims, outraged.

You feel shy about the fact that everyone is staring at you. “I don’t really talk about it, It’s nothing.”

Yoongi clears his throat. “Um.. do you know the song? I could look up the chords on my phone. If you want to” He looks timid, like he’s asking for something he maybe shouldn’t. 

And being the weak woman that you are, you can’t refuse. Not when he’s this talented.

Not when he’s looking at you like that, hopeful, curious.

You hear Yoongi strumming the chords to the chosen song tentatively, he learns it very quickly. Namjoon really wasn’t kidding when he said the guy was amazing at it.

Yoongi glances at you, sporting a comforting smile and starts playing. You nod at him. Your throat feels a little dry so you take a sip of your now lukewarm coffee, hoping it helps if only a little.

It’s unsure at first, a bit shaky, but Yoongi’s playing is sure and as sturdy as a pillar. And you lean on it, eyes closed, letting the notes come out as you feel them, airily, pouring all of yourself into it.

And as quickly as you had started, the song ends. Everyone applauds. You open your eyes only to see Yoongi’s stunned expression.

You quickly look away.

“You’re actually so fucking talented!” Samantha chirps.

You fluster. “Thank you.”

“I didn’t know you could sing like that.” Hoseok says pensively. 

You peer at Yoongi who’s staring at the fire, seemingly deep in thoughts. “It’s really not a big deal.” You manage to say.

“Yeah right, like you didn’t just give Lady Gaga a fucking run for her money.” Jimin exasperatedly says.

“You guys sounded so good! You should jam together.” Taehyung grins.

“Umm..” You mumble awkwardly.

“That’s actually a great idea!” Hoseok perks up. “We’re looking for an act to fill in while Yeonjun and Soobin go on their honeymoon. You guys could fill in the spot, an in-house duo! ”

Jimin squeals excitedly. 

“I mean yeah but.. There’s what, a month left until then? I’m not sure we could learn enough material to do an entire set..” You stop when you notice Yoongi staring at you.

“We could. I’m down if you are.” He resolutely says.

You take a moment to ponder before replying.

“Yeah, ok. Let’s do it.”

“Wait, wait,” Seokjin blurts. “They both work on Saturdays.”

“I can take Yoongi’s shift for one night, I don’t mind.” Samantha says.

“I can manage alone.” Jimin adds, smiling from ear to ear.

“I can be there for moral support.” Taehyung chimes in.

Seokjin groans. “Fine. Y’all better not make me regret this.”

“You won’t.” Yoongi replies. 

And if you had any doubts about the whole thing before, it’s like they never even crossed your mind now. Because Yoongi’s looking at you, a demure smile creeping its way on his face. 

And somehow, that’s enough.

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[crownandwriter]

hello friend! hope you’ve been well and taking care of yourself! if your requests are open, i offer you genshin charas most to least likely to think their crush on reader is unrequited. with whichever characters you want, or if you want some help, with Ganyu, Beidou, Kazuha, Ayaka, Diluc, Hu Tao, Tohma and Zhongli. Thank you!

Genshin Most to Least Likely to...Think Their Love is Unrequited

Ganyu - She’s the sweet queen of misunderstanding and self-doubt. Honestly, even if you give her some very clear signs that you reciprocate her feelings, there’s a decent chance of Ganyu convincing herself that she’s misread your intentions. You’re going to have to be very blunt with her to get the message through because otherwise she’s going to stew in her longing and make herself miserable.

Zhongli - He’s a straightforward type, so as long as you haven’t given an actual confession he considers his love for you unrequited. It’s better to be wrong and have kept himself waiting needlessly–something he’s very good at doing–than to risk making you uncomfortable with over-zealous wooing and run you off for good. As long as he can have you in his life as a friend, he’s happy.

Ayaka - She’s new to this–to romance–to you. She thinks she understands when you’re responding well to her affectionate gestures, but you’re from different worlds and there’s plenty of room to doubt. If you’re forward about it…that’s so embarrassing! But it’s the only way to fully assure her that her advances are welcome.

Thoma - He’s got a decent eye for patterns! …but patterns don’t always go unbroken. The signs he sees in other people who yearn for him may not be the same in you, and that thought is enough to make him doubt. After all, he’s a nice guy! But nice guys aren’t everyone’s cup of tea. It’s okay, though, he’s content with loving from afar.

Sucrose - Too shy for her own good, and too engrossed in her work. She doesn’t think she has the time or energy needed for a dedicated, proper relationship. But is a proper relationship always what she thinks it is? This might warrant some research. But…w-would you be her research partner? Even just for a little while.

Diluc - Diluc knows he’s Mondstadt’s Most Eligible, though it’s not by any say of his own. You’re different than the suitors, you’re you. And he actually likes you…. As far as he’s concerned, it’d be just his luck that you don’t reciprocate. He doesn’t quite let that stop him, though; Diluc does eventually get it through his head that you reciprocate. He’s just a little slow on it–by the time you’re completely head over heels and ruined for other men, Diluc’s thinking “you know what maybe I have a chance!”

Beidou - In her case, she thinks it’s unreasonable to expect you to accept her line of work, let alone be her lover while she maintains it. She is, in fact, a “good” pirate just as the kids at the docks say. But she’s a pirate nonetheless. Her work includes long stints away from home with no contact, constant dangers, and enemies of many sorts. Even if she knows you like her face and her heart, she wouldn’t blame you for moving to your next love prospect.

Kokomi - Kokomi is very intelligent, and trusts her own judgment. If she’s made the decision to pursue you, she’s considered every possible angle and response to every possible move she could make towards your heart. She considers your reactions in the context of you as a person, and trusts her understanding of you. If you were to joke about not liking her that way, it may sow the smallest seed of doubt, but otherwise she’s more than confident that you like her too.

Kazuha - He has a good sense for many things, including this. Your smallest behaviors reveal your true feelings to him. If his love was unrequited, he surely would have sensed it by now. If you have many other suitors, he may somewhat doubt his ability to win your heart before the others, but he does not doubt that you have at least some love for him.

Lisa - She knows. Oh, does she know. Lisa is great at reading people, especially those she cares about. She’s hesitant to show her feelings openly due to some personal issues, but she knows without a doubt that you would reciprocate if she did.

[mx-lovely]

𝐬𝐨 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐢𝐬 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞

╰┈➤ based off of an ask submitted by @outlaw-phantasm. sorry this took a while! i've been a bit busy lately. hopefully this lives up to your expectations!

˚₊· ͟͟͞͞➳❥ 𝐰𝐚𝐭𝐚𝐧𝐚𝐛𝐞 𝐭𝐬𝐮𝐧𝐚 𝐟𝐢𝐧𝐝𝐬 𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐢𝐫𝐞 𝐞𝐱𝐢𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐧𝐜𝐞 𝐢𝐧 𝐣𝐞𝐨𝐩𝐚𝐫𝐝𝐲 𝐰𝐡𝐞𝐧 𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐠𝐫𝐨𝐰𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐟𝐞𝐞𝐥𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐬 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐜𝐥𝐚𝐬𝐡𝐞𝐬 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐬𝐞𝐥𝐟-𝐬𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐧 𝐝𝐮𝐭𝐲

𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐫𝐚𝐜𝐭𝐞𝐫/𝐬: watanabe no tsuna

𝐟𝐚𝐧𝐝𝐨𝐦: fate/grand order

𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐬 𝐭𝐨 𝐞𝐱𝐩𝐞𝐜𝐭: angst, denial of feelings, blood and injury, implied character death (this is a holy grail war), hurt and comfort, assumed unreciprocated feelings, miscommunication, misunderstandings (tsuna you fool just get it together already), intentional lowercase

watanabe no tsuna had only one role, and he wanted to play it well.

all he had to do was kill ー cut down any monsters or demons that came your way, fight against the other master-servant duos and keep you safe, ensure your victory.

"i'll slay any oni i see," he'd said to you, one hand resting on his sword and the other pressed to his chest. "even if it isn't, i'll try slaying it anyway"

i want to keep you safe.

when you're someone like watanabe tsuna, someone torn by a loss of someone so dear so long ago by now and so deadset on your self-sworn role of cutting down any demon you see, you don't notice things like growing and conflicting feelings.

maybe tsuna should've noticed it sooner, with all the hints that he'd planted for himself ー how he'd so willingly swing his sword for you, point it towards monster or man; how every thought of his was filled with you, your breath, your smell, the way you move, are you injured? have you eaten?

he chalked it up to simple worry: a servant worrying for their master who, in a thing such as a holy grail war, is the only thing keeping them corperal and in the current world.

besides, he thought then, even if he did have such feelings (he didn't), what are the odds that you'd reciprocate it?

kind, beautiful you. stubborn and headstrong, you knew when to be kind and when to draw the line. you treated him with respect and kindness that you'd treat any other respectable human being (the gentle way you touched his arm, the firm way you held his calloused hands, the downright loving way you'd cup his face and scold him for being too reckless in a fight purely for your sake were probably just you being.. affectionate. you could've acted this way towards anyone else. you could've treated someone else this way, well before him

he ignores the the jab in his chest when he thinks of that, the idea of you loving someone else this way)

as soon as the war was over, chances are you'd no longer have need for him ー you'd have the holy grail, the omnipotent wish granter. you'd, quite literally, have everything you ever wanted and more just in your hands.

what other use would you have for him?

𝐟𝐢𝐧𝐚𝐥 𝐚/𝐧: hmm, while i'm not to proud of the ending, i feel that this is a good note to leave the story off of.

that said, there's a chance for a second part to this in the future. who knows.

anyway, all that aside, i hope you enjoyed reading!

[relationshipreboot]

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By actively listening, expressing your feelings, and being transparent, you create a nurturing environment where both partners feel valued and understood. Show Appreciation and Gratitude Expressing appreciation and gratitude towards your wife is a fundamental aspect of nurturing a healthy and loving relationship. Recognizing her efforts and contributions not only validates her but also strengthens the emotional bond between you. Daily affirmations, both verbal and non-verbal, play a crucial role in this regard. One of the simplest yet most impactful ways to show appreciation is through verbal affirmations. Complimenting her on specific actions, expressing thanks for her support, or simply telling her how much she means to you can make a significant difference. Phrases like "I appreciate how you handled that," or "Thank you for being there for me," can go a long way in making her feel valued. Thoughtful gestures also serve as powerful tools for expressing gratitude. These don't have to be grand or elaborate. Small acts of kindness, such as bringing her favorite coffee, preparing a meal, or leaving a heartfelt note, can convey your appreciation effectively. Consistent, thoughtful gestures reinforce the message that you notice and value her contributions. Acknowledging her efforts is another essential practice. Whether she is managing the household, excelling in her career, or supporting you and the family, recognizing her hard work fosters a positive atmosphere. Public acknowledgment, such as praising her in front of family or friends, can further enhance her sense of being appreciated and respected. Gratitude is a powerful emotion that can significantly enhance emotional intimacy. When your wife feels appreciated, she is more likely to reciprocate those feelings, creating a cycle of positive reinforcement. This mutual appreciation can lead to a deeper connection and a more harmonious relationship. Ultimately, making an effort to consistently show appreciation and gratitude can transform the dynamics of your relationship. It cultivates a supportive and loving environment, where both partners feel valued and cherished, fostering long-term happiness and emotional well-being. Support Her Goals and Ambitions Supporting your wife's personal and professional goals is crucial for fostering a healthy and balanced relationship. Encouraging her dreams not only strengthens her sense of self-worth but also enriches the partnership. When you actively participate in her journey towards her ambitions, it creates a collaborative environment that benefits both individuals. One effective way to support your wife's goals is by providing emotional support. Listen to her ideas, offer constructive feedback, and be her confidant. This emotional backing can boost her confidence and fortify her resolve to pursue her aspirations. Showing genuine interest in her endeavors, whether they are career-related or personal projects, can make a significant difference. Logistical support is another key aspect. Help her manage time by sharing household responsibilities, allowing her to dedicate more time to her pursuits. Offering practical assistance, such as helping with research or networking opportunities, can further propel her towards success. This shared effort underscores the notion that her goals are important to both of you. Celebrating her achievements, no matter how big or small, is vital. Acknowledging her successes reinforces her motivation and demonstrates your pride in her accomplishments. Whether it’s a promotion at work or the completion of a challenging course, celebrating these milestones together strengthens your bond. Mutual support in a relationship fosters individual growth and collective harmony. When both partners feel valued and encouraged, it cultivates a nurturing environment where both can thrive. Supporting her goals should be a reciprocal process, where both parties are invested in each other's personal and professional growth.

This mutual respect and encouragement pave the way for a more fulfilling partnership. By prioritizing your wife's goals and ambitions, you not only contribute to her personal development but also enhance the overall dynamics of the relationship. The positive impact of this support is profound, leading to a more resilient and harmonious connection. Spend Quality Time Together Maintaining a strong connection in a marriage requires continuous effort, and one of the most effective ways to nurture this bond is by spending quality time together. Quality time is not just about being physically present but also about being emotionally and mentally engaged with your partner. This dedicated time can help you understand each other better, foster mutual respect, and strengthen your emotional connection. There are numerous activities that can help you bond effectively. Regular date nights, for instance, can rekindle the romance and provide a break from daily routines. Whether it's a fancy dinner, a movie night at home, or a simple walk in the park, these moments can be precious opportunities to reconnect. Shared hobbies are another excellent way to spend quality time together. Whether you both enjoy cooking, hiking, or playing board games, participating in activities you both enjoy can be incredibly fulfilling and fun. Another crucial aspect of spending quality time together is engaging in meaningful conversations. Set aside time each day to talk without distractions, focusing on each other's thoughts, feelings, and experiences. This practice not only helps in understanding each other better but also in building a deeper emotional connection. Being fully present and attentive during these moments is essential. This means putting away your phone, avoiding multitasking, and truly listening to your partner. Your undivided attention demonstrates that you value and respect her, reinforcing her importance in your life. Ultimately, the goal is to make your wife feel cherished and prioritized. By consistently dedicating time to be with her, you convey your commitment to the relationship and to her well-being. This investment in quality time can lead to a more harmonious, satisfying, and enduring marriage. Show Affection Regularly Physical and emotional affection play a crucial role in a healthy marriage. Regular displays of affection such as hugs, kisses, holding hands, and verbal expressions of love can significantly enhance the emotional bond between partners. These simple yet meaningful gestures are powerful tools to make your wife feel cherished and valued. One of the most direct ways to show affection is through physical touch. Hugging your wife when you both leave for work in the morning or giving her a kiss goodnight can serve as daily reminders of your love and commitment. Holding hands while walking or sitting together can create an intimate connection, making you both feel closer and more united. Verbal expressions of love are equally important. Telling your wife that you love her, complimenting her on her appearance, or simply thanking her for the little things she does can go a long way in making her feel appreciated. These verbal affirmations reinforce your emotional connection, providing reassurance and emotional security. Beyond these everyday gestures, consider incorporating small acts of affection into your routine. Surprise her with a heartfelt note in her bag, plan a spontaneous date night, or cook her favorite meal. These thoughtful actions demonstrate your ongoing commitment to nurturing your relationship and keeping the romance alive. Regular displays of affection not only strengthen your marriage but also foster a sense of mutual respect and admiration. By consistently showing affection, you communicate to your wife that her emotional well-being is a priority. This, in turn, encourages her to reciprocate, creating a positive cycle of love and affection that benefits your relationship. In essence, affection is the glue that holds a marriage together.

By making a conscious effort to show affection regularly, you can ensure that your wife feels loved, valued, and cherished, ultimately strengthening the foundation of your marital bond. Share Responsibilities Equitably In any marriage, the equitable sharing of responsibilities plays a crucial role in maintaining harmony and fostering a sense of partnership. When both partners contribute fairly to household and family duties, it not only reduces stress but also prevents resentment from building up over time. By dividing chores, managing finances together, and co-parenting effectively, couples can cultivate a balanced and supportive environment. One practical approach to sharing responsibilities is to create a list of all household tasks and discuss each partner's preferences and strengths. This enables both partners to take on duties they are more comfortable with or enjoy, leading to higher satisfaction and efficiency. For instance, if one partner is adept at cooking and the other excels at cleaning, these tasks can be divided accordingly. Regularly revisiting and adjusting this list ensures that the division of labor remains fair and adaptable to changing circumstances. Managing finances together is another critical aspect of sharing responsibilities equitably. Open and transparent communication about financial goals, budgeting, and expenses helps both partners stay aligned and avoid potential conflicts. Establishing joint financial responsibilities, such as paying bills and saving for future needs, fosters a sense of teamwork and collective ownership over the couple's financial well-being. Effective co-parenting is essential for couples with children. By sharing parenting duties, both partners can ensure that they are equally involved in their children's lives and development. This can be achieved by coordinating schedules, attending school events together, and making joint decisions about the children's education, health, and extracurricular activities. Such collaboration not only benefits the children but also strengthens the marital bond. Ultimately, sharing responsibilities equitably is about recognizing and valuing each partner's contributions. It requires ongoing communication, mutual respect, and a willingness to adapt as needed. By working together and supporting each other, couples can create a harmonious and fulfilling partnership that stands the test of time. Be Her Partner in Tough Times In any relationship, being there for your partner during challenging times is crucial. It is during these moments that your support can make a significant difference. Standing by your wife when life gets tough demonstrates your commitment and strengthens the bond between you. Providing emotional support is paramount; it involves actively listening to her concerns without judgment and offering a comforting presence. Sometimes, the mere act of listening can provide immense relief and reassurance. Empathy plays a vital role in being a supportive partner. Try to understand her feelings and perspectives, even if they differ from your own. Show compassion by acknowledging her struggles and expressing genuine concern. Simple gestures like holding her hand, giving her a hug, or simply being present can convey your support more powerfully than words. Remember, empathy is about connecting with her emotions and validating her experiences. Being a reliable partner means being consistent in your support. Let her know she can count on you, regardless of the situation. This involves offering practical help when needed, whether it's assisting with daily tasks or finding solutions to specific problems. Your reliability reassures her that she is not alone in facing difficulties. Moreover, communication is key in navigating challenges together. Encourage open dialogue where both of you can share your thoughts and feelings. This fosters a sense of partnership and mutual understanding. Sometimes, providing support may

also mean stepping back and giving her space to process her emotions independently, while still being available when she needs you. In tough times, the importance of empathy, compassion, and reliability cannot be overstated. By being her partner through these challenges, you not only help her navigate through difficulties but also build a foundation of trust and resilience in your relationship. This, in turn, ensures that you both emerge stronger, closer, and more connected.