mx-lovely

[mx-lovely]

𝐬𝐨 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐢𝐬 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞

╰┈➤ based off of an ask submitted by @outlaw-phantasm. sorry this took a while! i've been a bit busy lately. hopefully this lives up to your expectations!

˚₊· ͟͟͞͞➳❥ 𝐰𝐚𝐭𝐚𝐧𝐚𝐛𝐞 𝐭𝐬𝐮𝐧𝐚 𝐟𝐢𝐧𝐝𝐬 𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐢𝐫𝐞 𝐞𝐱𝐢𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐧𝐜𝐞 𝐢𝐧 𝐣𝐞𝐨𝐩𝐚𝐫𝐝𝐲 𝐰𝐡𝐞𝐧 𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐠𝐫𝐨𝐰𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐟𝐞𝐞𝐥𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐬 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐜𝐥𝐚𝐬𝐡𝐞𝐬 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐬𝐞𝐥𝐟-𝐬𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐧 𝐝𝐮𝐭𝐲

𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐫𝐚𝐜𝐭𝐞𝐫/𝐬: watanabe no tsuna

𝐟𝐚𝐧𝐝𝐨𝐦: fate/grand order

𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐬 𝐭𝐨 𝐞𝐱𝐩𝐞𝐜𝐭: angst, denial of feelings, blood and injury, implied character death (this is a holy grail war), hurt and comfort, assumed unreciprocated feelings, miscommunication, misunderstandings (tsuna you fool just get it together already), intentional lowercase

watanabe no tsuna had only one role, and he wanted to play it well.

all he had to do was kill ー cut down any monsters or demons that came your way, fight against the other master-servant duos and keep you safe, ensure your victory.

"i'll slay any oni i see," he'd said to you, one hand resting on his sword and the other pressed to his chest. "even if it isn't, i'll try slaying it anyway"

i want to keep you safe.

when you're someone like watanabe tsuna, someone torn by a loss of someone so dear so long ago by now and so deadset on your self-sworn role of cutting down any demon you see, you don't notice things like growing and conflicting feelings.

maybe tsuna should've noticed it sooner, with all the hints that he'd planted for himself ー how he'd so willingly swing his sword for you, point it towards monster or man; how every thought of his was filled with you, your breath, your smell, the way you move, are you injured? have you eaten?

he chalked it up to simple worry: a servant worrying for their master who, in a thing such as a holy grail war, is the only thing keeping them corperal and in the current world.

besides, he thought then, even if he did have such feelings (he didn't), what are the odds that you'd reciprocate it?

kind, beautiful you. stubborn and headstrong, you knew when to be kind and when to draw the line. you treated him with respect and kindness that you'd treat any other respectable human being (the gentle way you touched his arm, the firm way you held his calloused hands, the downright loving way you'd cup his face and scold him for being too reckless in a fight purely for your sake were probably just you being.. affectionate. you could've acted this way towards anyone else. you could've treated someone else this way, well before him

he ignores the the jab in his chest when he thinks of that, the idea of you loving someone else this way)

as soon as the war was over, chances are you'd no longer have need for him ー you'd have the holy grail, the omnipotent wish granter. you'd, quite literally, have everything you ever wanted and more just in your hands.

what other use would you have for him?

𝐟𝐢𝐧𝐚𝐥 𝐚/𝐧: hmm, while i'm not to proud of the ending, i feel that this is a good note to leave the story off of.

that said, there's a chance for a second part to this in the future. who knows.

anyway, all that aside, i hope you enjoyed reading!

[mx-lovely]

𝐝𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐠𝐢𝐥𝐠𝐚𝐦𝐞𝐬𝐡 𝐰𝐨𝐮𝐥𝐝 𝐢𝐧𝐜𝐥𝐮𝐝𝐞...

him being soft for you, but would sooner flick you on the head or get into a fight with someone than outright admit that

him showering you in jewels and riches, getting you whatever you want, even if you just mentioned something you wanted in passing

him treasuring every gift you give him, no matter how he reacts or what he says beforehand. give him a little keychain and you'll either find it hanging off of his belts or clothes, or him admiring it when he's on his lonesome

him firmly believing that you deserve the absolute best of things. won't be afraid to spend gigantic amounts for your sake, regardless of whether you want him to or not

him being surprsingly willing to bow to your whims, though he will make a big show of it, whining and complaining that it's a waste of his time, yet would not hesitate to jump to your aid should it be needed

him being very physical with you, private and public. a hand on your waist, an arm around your shoulders, his fingers interlocked with your own. they serve to remind him that youre here, to remind you that he loves you despite the way he acts sometimes, and to show others that gilgamesh is your lover, and he is yours

him being protective. you're the beloved of a powerful king! do you know how many people would try to take advantage of you? how many would try to hurt you? (he says this, but he also just genuinely cares, and he knows he'll never be able to live with himself if you ever got hurt on his watch, god forbid die)

[mx-lovely]

꧁༒𝐇𝐒 / 𝐅𝐒༒꧂

[mx-lovely]

𝐰𝐡𝐞𝐧 𝐧𝐢𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐨𝐲𝐚 𝐡𝐚𝐬 𝐚 𝐜𝐫𝐮𝐬𝐡...

you better believe that nishinoya would be LOUD about it. he likes you!! he likes you so much he can't keep it to himself!!

catch tanaka always being in the corner of your vision, playing wingman to a lovestruck nishinoya

he will always, always be very willing and excited to help you! you need someone to help carry your bag? he's on it! you need some food but don't have the money? don't worry, nishinoya's got you covered!

if anyone bothers you, it's better not to tell nishinoya, because he will do his best to absolutely deck them, and would probably try and bring tanaka along too

unless you explicitly tell him that you're uncomfortable with it, he will tackle you and give you hugs daily. he brightens up like a sunny day when he sees you.

contrary to popular belief, he won't confess to you so early (even kiyoko was a bit surprised). he likes you!! he really, really does. he likes you in a way that is more than the admiration he had for kiyoko. he thinks you deserve a better, proper confession than him just belting out that he loves likes you

tanaka and suga are probably gonna hype him up a lot when nishinoya finally does try to confess. if you look a little closer around you, you might find the two hiding in the bushes or behind a pole or something

nishinoya doesn't really care if he ever ends up confessing to you or not, really. he loves you, he truly does, and just being with you can be enough for him

[mx-lovely]

May I give a suggestion since I loved your writing so far? (Since I've seen you're not taking requests just suggestions)

How about anything about Karna or cu chulainn Lancer?

I love them both!

╰┈➤ oh hello! my first ask! i hope you (and anyone else) enjoy this little drabble.

𝐰𝐚𝐫𝐧𝐢𝐧𝐠/𝐬: none

(intentional lowercase)

karna expected the usual when he was first summoned by you.

to be treated like a tool, a means to an end, a servant and nothing more. built to serve and built to die and come back again. he was used to it at this point.

he cut off useless feelings ー things like kindness or pity would not help him in bloodshed and war ー and focused all his efforts on being a useful, powerful servant. someone who would make you fearsome just by standing by your side.

and he got what he expected, yes, but then he got.. something more.

he was a servant, but you treated him like... you treated him like an old friend. like you cared for and loved him, showed him kindness and smiled at him the same way you would towards mash and da vinci, who've known you longer than him. you put all your faith and trust in him, treasured him like no other.

you fussed over injuries he gained and told him, time and time and time again, firm yet gentle and kind, to be more careful.

he was a servant, but you made him feel like something more. made him feel things he'd never felt before, filled him with a warm, fuzzy feeling that buzzed around his stomach and his heart beat just a little bit faster.

he remembers how coldly he used to regard you. how he brushed off your efforts, found things you tried to do with him boring (but he was always quick to assure you that no master. it isn't you. it's my fault. sorry).

now his heart fluttered and lodged itself in his throat when he tried to talk to you, now he rushed to your side in every battle at practically any sign of danger, now he actively sought out your touch, your voice, your warmth, your smile.

karna may not yet entirely understand these feelings you give him, but he knows that he isn't averse to them, knows that he adores you.

you are his beloved master. nothing in the world and beyond would ever change that.

[mx-lovely]

𝐬𝐨 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐢𝐬 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞

╰┈➤ based off of an ask submitted by @outlaw-phantasm. sorry this took a while! i've been a bit busy lately. hopefully this lives up to your expectations!

˚₊· ͟͟͞͞➳❥ 𝐰𝐚𝐭𝐚𝐧𝐚𝐛𝐞 𝐭𝐬𝐮𝐧𝐚 𝐟𝐢𝐧𝐝𝐬 𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐢𝐫𝐞 𝐞𝐱𝐢𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐧𝐜𝐞 𝐢𝐧 𝐣𝐞𝐨𝐩𝐚𝐫𝐝𝐲 𝐰𝐡𝐞𝐧 𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐠𝐫𝐨𝐰𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐟𝐞𝐞𝐥𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐬 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐜𝐥𝐚𝐬𝐡𝐞𝐬 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐬𝐞𝐥𝐟-𝐬𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐧 𝐝𝐮𝐭𝐲

𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐫𝐚𝐜𝐭𝐞𝐫/𝐬: watanabe no tsuna

𝐟𝐚𝐧𝐝𝐨𝐦: fate/grand order

𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐬 𝐭𝐨 𝐞𝐱𝐩𝐞𝐜𝐭: angst, denial of feelings, blood and injury, implied character death (this is a holy grail war), hurt and comfort, assumed unreciprocated feelings, miscommunication, misunderstandings (tsuna you fool just get it together already), intentional lowercase

watanabe no tsuna had only one role, and he wanted to play it well.

all he had to do was kill ー cut down any monsters or demons that came your way, fight against the other master-servant duos and keep you safe, ensure your victory.

"i'll slay any oni i see," he'd said to you, one hand resting on his sword and the other pressed to his chest. "even if it isn't, i'll try slaying it anyway"

i want to keep you safe.

when you're someone like watanabe tsuna, someone torn by a loss of someone so dear so long ago by now and so deadset on your self-sworn role of cutting down any demon you see, you don't notice things like growing and conflicting feelings.

maybe tsuna should've noticed it sooner, with all the hints that he'd planted for himself ー how he'd so willingly swing his sword for you, point it towards monster or man; how every thought of his was filled with you, your breath, your smell, the way you move, are you injured? have you eaten?

he chalked it up to simple worry: a servant worrying for their master who, in a thing such as a holy grail war, is the only thing keeping them corperal and in the current world.

besides, he thought then, even if he did have such feelings (he didn't), what are the odds that you'd reciprocate it?

kind, beautiful you. stubborn and headstrong, you knew when to be kind and when to draw the line. you treated him with respect and kindness that you'd treat any other respectable human being (the gentle way you touched his arm, the firm way you held his calloused hands, the downright loving way you'd cup his face and scold him for being too reckless in a fight purely for your sake were probably just you being.. affectionate. you could've acted this way towards anyone else. you could've treated someone else this way, well before him

he ignores the the jab in his chest when he thinks of that, the idea of you loving someone else this way)

as soon as the war was over, chances are you'd no longer have need for him ー you'd have the holy grail, the omnipotent wish granter. you'd, quite literally, have everythinf you ever wanted and more just in your hands.

what other use would you have for him?

𝐟𝐢𝐧𝐚𝐥 𝐚/: hmm, while i'm not to proud of the ending, i feel that this is a good note to leave the story off of.

that said, there's a chance for a second part to this in the future. who knows.

anyway, all that aside, i hope you enjoyed reading!

[mx-lovely]

𝐬𝐨 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐢𝐬 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞

╰┈➤ based off of an ask submitted by @outlaw-phantasm. sorry this took a while! i've been a bit busy lately. hopefully this lives up to your expectations!

˚₊· ͟͟͞͞➳❥ 𝐰𝐚𝐭𝐚𝐧𝐚𝐛𝐞 𝐭𝐬𝐮𝐧𝐚 𝐟𝐢𝐧𝐝𝐬 𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐢𝐫𝐞 𝐞𝐱𝐢𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐧𝐜𝐞 𝐢𝐧 𝐣𝐞𝐨𝐩𝐚𝐫𝐝𝐲 𝐰𝐡𝐞𝐧 𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐠𝐫𝐨𝐰𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐟𝐞𝐞𝐥𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐬 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐜𝐥𝐚𝐬𝐡𝐞𝐬 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐬𝐞𝐥𝐟-𝐬𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐧 𝐝𝐮𝐭𝐲

𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐫𝐚𝐜𝐭𝐞𝐫/𝐬: watanabe no tsuna

𝐟𝐚𝐧𝐝𝐨𝐦: fate/grand order

𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐬 𝐭𝐨 𝐞𝐱𝐩𝐞𝐜𝐭: angst, denial of feelings, blood and injury, implied character death (this is a holy grail war), hurt and comfort, assumed unreciprocated feelings, miscommunication, misunderstandings (tsuna you fool just get it together already), intentional lowercase

watanabe no tsuna had only one role, and he wanted to play it well.

all he had to do was kill ー cut down any monsters or demons that came your way, fight against the other master-servant duos and keep you safe, ensure your victory.

"i'll slay any oni i see," he'd said to you, one hand resting on his sword and the other pressed to his chest. "even if it isn't, i'll try slaying it anyway"

i want to keep you safe.

when you're someone like watanabe tsuna, someone torn by a loss of someone so dear so long ago by now and so deadset on your self-sworn role of cutting down any demon you see, you don't notice things like growing and conflicting feelings.

maybe tsuna should've noticed it sooner, with all the hints that he'd planted for himself ー how he'd so willingly swing his sword for you, point it towards monster or man; how every thought of his was filled with you, your breath, your smell, the way you move, are you injured? have you eaten?

he chalked it up to simple worry: a servant worrying for their master who, in a thing such as a holy grail war, is the only thing keeping them corperal and in the current world.

besides, he thought then, even if he did have such feelings (he didn't), what are the odds that you'd reciprocate it?

kind, beautiful you. stubborn and headstrong, you knew when to be kind and when to draw the line. you treated him with respect and kindness that you'd treat any other respectable human being (the gentle way you touched his arm, the firm way you held his calloused hands, the downright loving way you'd cup his face and scold him for being too reckless in a fight purely for your sake were probably just you being.. affectionate. you could've acted this way towards anyone else. you could've treated someone else this way, well before him

he ignores the the jab in his chest when he thinks of that, the idea of you loving someone else this way)

as soon as the war was over, chances are you'd no longer have need for him ー you'd have the holy grail, the omnipotent wish granter. you'd, quite literally, have everything you ever wanted and more just in your hands.

what other use would you have for him?

𝐟𝐢𝐧𝐚𝐥 𝐚/𝐧: hmm, while i'm not to proud of the ending, i feel that this is a good note to leave the story off of.

that said, there's a chance for a second part to this in the future. who knows.

anyway, all that aside, i hope you enjoyed reading!

[mx-lovely]

ive been a bit busy as of late, but since ive finally got some free time, expect a fic or two in the next three months or so. i feel like ive a lot to catch up on, haha

[mx-lovely]

[mx-lovely]

May I give a suggestion since I loved your writing so far? (Since I've seen you're not taking requests just suggestions)

How about anything about Karna or cu chulainn Lancer?

I love them both!

╰┈➤ oh hello! my first ask! i hope you (and anyone else) enjoy this little drabble.

𝐰𝐚𝐫𝐧𝐢𝐧𝐠/𝐬: none

(intentional lowercase)

karna expected the usual when he was first summoned by you.

to be treated like a tool, a means to an end, a servant and nothing more. built to serve and built to die and come back again. he was used to it at this point.

he cut off useless feelings ー things like kindness or pity would not help him in bloodshed and war ー and focused all his efforts on being a useful, powerful servant. someone who would make you fearsome just by standing by your side.

and he got what he expected, yes, but then he got.. something more.

he was a servant, but you treated him like... you treated him like an old friend. like you cared for and loved him, showed him kindness and smiled at him the same way you would towards mash and da vinci, who've known you longer than him. you put all your faith and trust in him, treasured him like no other.

you fussed over injuries he gained and told him, time and time and time again, firm yet gentle and kind, to be more careful.

he was a servant, but you made him feel like something more. made him feel things he'd never felt before, filled him with a warm, fuzzy feeling that buzzed around his stomach and his heart beat just a little bit faster.

he remembers how coldly he used to regard you. how he brushed off your efforts, found things you tried to do with him boring (but he was always quick to assure you that no master. it isn't you. it's my fault. sorry).

now his heart fluttered and lodged itself in his throat when he tried to talk to you, now he rushed to your side in every battle at practically any sign of danger, now he actively sought out your touch, your voice, your warmth, your smile.

karna may not yet entirely understand these feelings you give him, but he knows that he isn't averse to them, knows that he adores you.

you are his beloved master. nothing in the world and beyond would ever change that.

[mx-lovely]

i have so many things i want to write but none of the time nor motivation to do them

[mx-lovely]

[mx-lovely]

꧁༒𝐒𝐨𝐥𝐨 𝐋𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐥𝐢𝐧𝐠༒꧂

[mx-lovely]

call me a freak but i think romanticised cannibalism is so fucking cool. art peaked when we started using eating each other as a metaphor for love. anyway don’t kill people

[mx-lovely]

𝐰𝐡𝐞𝐧 𝐧𝐢𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐨𝐲𝐚 𝐡𝐚𝐬 𝐚 𝐜𝐫𝐮𝐬𝐡...

you better believe that nishinoya would be LOUD about it. he likes you!! he likes you so much he can't keep it to himself!!

catch tanaka always being in the corner of your vision, playing wingman to a lovestruck nishinoya

he will always, always be very willing and excited to help you! you need someone to help carry your bag? he's on it! you need some food but don't have the money? don't worry, nishinoya's got you covered!

if anyone bothers you, it's better not to tell nishinoya, because he will do his best to absolutely deck them, and would probably try and bring tanaka along too

unless you explicitly tell him that you're uncomfortable with it, he will tackle you and give you hugs daily. he brightens up like a sunny day when he sees you.

contrary to popular belief, he won't confess to you so early (even kiyoko was a bit surprised). he likes you!! he really, really does. he likes you in a way that is more than the admiration he had for kiyoko. he thinks you deserve a better, proper confession than him just belting out that he loves likes you

tanaka and suga are probably gonna hype him up a lot when nishinoya finally does try to confess. if you look a little closer around you, you might find the two hiding in the bushes or behind a pole or something

nishinoya doesn't really care if he ever ends up confessing to you or not, really. he loves you, he truly does, and just being with you can be enough for him

[mx-lovely]

꧁༒𝐋𝐨𝐫𝐝 𝐨𝐟 𝐇𝐞𝐫𝐨𝐞𝐬༒꧂

[mx-lovely]

&. 𝐬𝐨𝐟𝐭 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐬𝐰𝐞𝐞𝐭 𝐬𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐧𝐜𝐞 𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐫𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐬.

(  various  fluffy  dialogue  prompts  so  soft,  so  sweet,  just  for  you!  )

❛ i just wanted to make sure you’re okay. ❜

❛ there it is, there’s that smile! ❜

❛ you got me flowers? ❜

❛ i’m not afraid of you. ❜

❛ aw, did you miss me? ❜

❛ you’re lucky that you’re cute. ❜

❛ wait, you think i’m cute? ❜

❛ you’re not alone. you never were. ❜

❛ i don’t think i’ve ever seen you smile. ❜

❛ good morning, sleeping beauty. ❜

❛ it’s better with you here. ❜

❛ don’t worry, i’m staying right here. ❜

❛ you’re welcome to stay, if you want. ❜

❛ don’t be a stranger, okay? ❜

❛ i haven’t laughed like this in a long time. ❜

❛ hold still. this might sting a little. ❜

❛ you can hold my hand, if you want. ❜

❛ i knew you would be here. ❜

❛ i just wanted to say thank you for protecting me. ❜

❛ before you do anything, try this and tell me what you think. ❜

❛ wow i really can’t speak, huh? must be because of how pretty you look. ❜

❛ we can order pizza, watch a movie, whatever you want. ❜

❛ what, am i not allowed to look at you? ❜

❛ i’m not giving up on you. ❜

❛ is that my shirt? ❜

❛ this is a good look for you. ❜

❛ pinky promise? ❜

❛ c’mere, you. ❜

❛ honey, i’m home! ❜

❛ you remembered? ❜

❛ you’re my family too. ❜

❛ let’s go somewhere, just you and me. ❜

❛ i’m here for you. don’t forget that. ❜

❛ you’re the only thing that matters. ❜

❛ was that your first kiss? ❜

❛ i was worried something happened to you. ❜

❛ your heart is beating so fast right now. ❜

❛ relationships are built on trust, and i trust you. ❜

❛ you always see the good in people. even me. ❜

❛ do you think the moon is jealous of how pretty you are? ❜

❛ nope, puppy dog eyes aren’t going to work this time! ❜

❛ thanks to you, i know what it means to love again. ❜

❛ how about a kiss before i go? ❜

❛ i’m just glad you’re okay. ❜

❛ here we are, home sweet home. ❜

❛ thanks for being here with me. ❜

❛ seeing you happy is all that matters. ❜

❛ keep it. it looks better on you. ❜

❛ i couldn’t stop missing you if i tried. ❜

❛ you feel like home to me. ❜