#that would be euphoric
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if you’re young and transmasc and the people in your life haven’t been great about the whole thing and you’re starting to feel like it might be easier to just give up and pretend to be the person they want you to be, i need you to hold on. because the thing is, one second you’re 16 and a future where you get to make decisions about your own body and life feels so impossibly far away and you can’t imagine living like this for that long, but then you blink and it’s been six years and you’re in your car with the music blasting and your voice is lower than the guy in the song’s and your hair is long for the first time in a decade because you’re finally confident enough to grow it out again on your own terms and your chest hasn’t been weighed down in months and it’s the freest you’ve ever felt in your life and i promise it will be worth the wait. don’t give up on yourself.
#was literally just driving home from the store and it was such a euphoric experience i had to make a post#16 year old me never could’ve imagined being where i am right now#he certainly wouldn’t have believed i would be able to get to this point while still living in my parents’ house#positivity#transmasc positivity#trans man positivity#trans men#transmascs
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honestly being a selfshipper and finding irl items that remind you of your f/o is just the purest thing....
find a t-shirt that looks like your f/o's? perfect, wear it when you feel down and revel in the feeling that you're wearing their shirt.
find a book you think they'd like? get it, read it, think about how overjoyed they'd be to know they got you into something they find interesting! how happy they'd be to share that with you!
find a perfume that reminds you of them? for the love of everything holy. get it and cherish it.
every trinket, every shirt, every little nick-nack that reminds you of them. that's them loving you through the little things!!!
#i must confess that i'm currently wearing a shirt that looks a lot like smth dalv would wear#and man..... im just euphoric thinkin bout it#your f/o loves you#!!!!#selfship#self ship#selfship stuff#self ship community#self ship prompts#selfship prompts#self shipping#selfshipping
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Never feel more masc then the times I try to look fem
#Crossdressing as a woman is truly the epitome of being a man#I HAVE to be the most confusing person at the grocery store#Voice of boy? but makeup like girl? but boy mannerisms? Girl hair? Boob? lesbianism? Man? Woman? Man? They? It? Maybe#You'll never fucking know. I hope it keeps you up at night#Committing gender fuckary? In my city?. it's more likely than you would think#It's very obvious how boy I am when I try to girl#I love being a weird little guy#I'm that boy thing wearing a dress what's not clicking here#Transmascs im telling you WEAR THAT MAKEUP!!!!!#PUT ON THAT DRESS!!!#only if you want to ofc but there is nothing more euphoric then dressing like a woman and still feeling like a man#but that's the process. A couple years ago wearing nail polish made me sick to my stomach. AND IM AGENDER!!!!#totally just like rambled in the tags mb#transgender#trans masc#transmasc#agender ism#genderqueer#nonbinary#trans man#trans joy#just fishdeath-ing#genderfluid#genderfuck#multigender#xenogender#genderflux#abinary#transneutral#don't know why I'm tagging this so hard but i learned like three new terms so that pretty cool
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The Don Thacker QnA
Continuation of this post; tldr: I emailed Don Thacker and he was kind enough to answer some questions about Jazzpunk's live action trailers. :) everyone say thank you don thacker
This includes his words about working with Necrophone Games, the production of Project Pigeon and Project Switchhook, and their scripts. Here's the full thing (it's quite long!):
How did you start working with Necrophone Games, and what was it like? Did you work more with Luis Hernandez or Jess Brouse more?
Jazzpunk was originally brought to Imagos through Adult Swim Games. We had done several live action spots for ASG and I think the Necrophone Games guys may have seen something they liked? Most publishers we work with regularly basically lay out a marketing strategy and we're on the menu. "Do you want something from these guys," kind of thing.
At the time, we were an agency of record for ASG, and they put us together. To ASG's credit, they mostly stepped out of it once NG and Imagos were working together, though. It was an incredibly cool deal from them.
All of our work with ASG was like that; they would come to us with a project or a nugget of an idea and say, "go wild!" and we would, of course, go our particular brand of wild.
The Jazzpunk IP moved away from ASG, or at least the marketing side of it did, between the first spot, "Johnny," and the the second spot, "300-1200 Baud Buyman."
To both ASG's credit and NG's credit, the process was prettuch the same both times: awesome.
Did you work with Hernandez to compose the soundtracks?
Not at all. All in-game music was done without any influence from Imagos, and Imagos commanded the entirety of the music side for live action. Obviously, NG had notes/ input, but the two worlds remained mostly separate.
This is actually intentional most of the time that Imagos does a live action spot. We need to keep the game proper and the hyper-splatter of crazy images in the marketing close enough to be causally related, but distant enough to neither give away the experience you would get from playing a game or try to express in 90 seconds what a game takes 90hrs to say.
How much free reign did you have over the creative direction?
This is an awesome question for this project in particular. NG was the most hands-off absolute dictatorship we have ever worked with IN THE VERY BEST POSSIBLE WAY.
Essentially, they hit us with a hundred thousand little details and asked us to go ham and cheese on them. They were open to almost every one of my wild pitches, but the details were fine tuned by them to an incredible degree.
Imagos's process, when asked to pitch a story for a spot, is to put together a deck of several ideas that we feel would best serve the project and present them as a menu from which a client can choose ideas from; even mix and match elements from all of the presented ides (which happens). We do this to limit the infinity of choice. It helps with clients who don't know exactly what they want, but know things they DO want, and know very clearly what they don't want.
The NG pitch wasn't like this at all. I had a few lightning strikes and we hopped onto a video conference and I just ranted a bunch at them about my weird concepts and they rolled with them almost immediately. It was in the details that they really pushed hard to make sure what we were doing was going to live in the world of Jazzpunk.
Looking into our archives, I see the notes we came up with during those meetings. Here they are, pasted:
Pitch 1
Noir detective enters office/closet
Pulls out briefcase
Gun, parabolic mic, bluebox
Banana, lobster, blender, ping pong ball
Dumps a pile of cardboard hands
"I'll be there in 10 minutes."
Pitch 2
Keanu reeves enters facility
"I've got to check my email"
puts on helmet, gloves, puts bit into his mouth
"hit me"
seizure
cut into: checking email, facebook, etc
Pitch 3
[Look Around You - but 1960s]
1960s style educational video
"the computer, invented in 1932 by James Bromely--"
"robots are used in many homes for--"
As you can see, we used a lot of bits from those. As I've said, this is 0% how we usually ptch. Usually there's a whole proposal with notes on tones and imagery and stuff.
Do you still have the storyboards?
We didn't board Johnny - we listed. The time and money didn't really allow for it.
I worked with the same Cinematographer on both Johnny and 300/1200 Baud Buyman, one with whom I had collaborated on several commercial projects as well as a feature film before this point, so we had a bit of a shorthand going. We made shotlists and went into the day with a clear vision once we saw the set.
The set took seven days from concept to film ready. It was built in front of a greenscreen cyclorama, so the outer windows could show through to the city, TOKYO DUO. It was an incredible endeavor from a production designer I had worked with on some other ASG spots (and more), and it benefited heavily from his understanding of the Imagos look. It was entirely built, with wild walls (we could move any wall at any point) and an incredible level of set dec.
Once the DP and I stepped in, we knew the lists would work and we just went wild.
For 300/1200 Baud Buyman, we used a practical location (the interior of a grocery store) and boarded some of the action for clarity. Not as much as we'd board normally, but, again, the budgets for both of those spots was limited, and the timelines so short, that boards were a luxury we didn't get to play with widely.
Here is a set from 300/1200 Baud Buyman:
Was there anything planned that didn't make the final cut?
For Johnny, only one beat; a comedy beat where the agent gets all geared up to CYBERJACK INTO THE NETRIX and then we hit a cold drop. He's forgotten to push the button. Then he pushes the button and it's ON LIKE TRON.
I think we cut this beat as redundant. Once we got to filming, it felt a lot like cyberjacking into the netrix was going to be enough. Watching him unwrap the thing and follow all but one instruction felt like it might be dead space.
That, or we just ran out of time. That's always an option in production.
Otherwise, it was all 1:1 the script.
For 300/1200 Baud Buyman, nope. Nothing. We shot what we wrote :) Well, we didn't do the tongue quarter gag.
Interesting note for 300/1200 Baud Buyman: The split-screen section, with The Director talking to the Cashier in one frame, was entirely a practical, in-camera effect!
What happened to the props and spoof items used?
For Johnny:
The CRANIAL REFRACTION HELMET was destroyed. Several of the parts that made it into that beast were either rental bits or owned by one of the crew/creatives. The rest was auto butyl and bits of rubber and piping and stuff.
The set was struck and, as with the helmet, the bits went to their respective owners or the trash. Even the wall flats.
The stuff in the attache' case:
The prop pistol was returned to the armorer.
The POLYBLANK POINTING HANDS hands
The parabolic microphone lives in a storage unit with select props from other projects.
Sadly, the pigeon is likely dead. It was a well taken care of racing bird, fully trained and treated like royalty, but they don't live very long and it's been more than a decade :/
The 2600htz whistle was kindly donated to the project by an unnamed source whose possession of it I will neither confirm nor deny. If you wonder what this means, look up 2600hz cap'n crunch whistle on the intertron.
We're especially curious about the fate of the Director prop(s).
For 300/1200 Baud Buyman, The Director was made out of foam board, and, unfortunately, didn't survive the transition into present time.
The rest of the set dress and props are, as well, all disposed of. Except for a giant cereal box front, that lives in storage.
I'm also curious about any remnants of old PAX East 2014 props and merchandise, but that might've been more in Necrophone Games' hands than Imagos Films'.
All of that is with NG. The only thing we had to do with their presence at PAX was a few pictures of us stopping by their booth and bumming around with them.
The 2014 trailer is called Project Pigeon in the Flickr album documenting the set. In the 2016 trailer's behind-the-scenes video, the composer Ryan Ike refers to it as Project Switchhook. Who named them and how were the names chosen?
Imagos has a tiered naming structure for commercial projects:
CLIENT -> PRODUCT -> PROJECT -> TITLE
CLIENT = Client (obviously) PRODUCT = Thing the spot is about PROJECT = The specific spot. We may do several spots for one product, so this is how we differentiate. TITLE = The actual spot title.
For the FIRST Jazzpunk spot, the breakdown is like this:
CLIENT = Adult Swim Games / Necrophone Games PRODUCT = Jazzpunk PROJECT = #projectpigeon TITLE = Johnny
For the SECOND Jazzpunk spot:
CLIENT = Necrophone Games PRODUCT = Jazzpunk PROJECT = #projectswitchhook TITLE = 300/1200 Baud Buyman
Who named them and how were the names chosen?
Anything you see with a "#project" prefix is the PROJECT name. These project names tend to be silly or abstract. This is mostly because some of our projects need to be secret as we shoot them.
I write all of our work, and, as such, name the projects. Much to the confusion and frustration of my business partners :)
In the 2016 trailer's behind-the-scenes video, the composer Ryan Ike refers to it as Project Switchhook.
A switchhook is an old phone term. It was a physical switch set into a hook for hanging your receiver on. It was an analogue electrical circuit, and could be manipulated by phone phreaks to, you know, DO TEH HACKINGZ.
Similarly, where did the other title for the 2016 trailer, "300-1200 Baud Buyman," come from?
A baud rate is the rate at which a modem transfers data. Analogue modems used to use these baud rates as indicators of speed or bandwidth, in marketing, much as modern broadband connections use megabit or gigabit ratings.
Without getting too technical, analogue modems transfer data as 1s and 0s by flipping signal frequencies to represent state changes. This is the dumbest way to say this, but a baud rate of 300 means that 300 signal changes can take place per second of connected time. 1200 baud is 1200 signal changes per second.
A top of the line phone modem in the late 80s/early 90s could band between 300 and 1200 baud. Kingmakers and 1337 h4x0rz might have been able to convince their parents to get into a 1440 baud modem. If they were lucky.
This is all pre-millenium phone phreak/hacker stuff. I was exactly the right age, in exactly the right place to have been swept up into all of that as my form of teenage rebellion.
The Jazzpunk world is a cyberpunk inspired pre-digital hackerverse, and I grew up in the height of that, and leaned on those things for the scripts.
The Director is jumping though time, buying goods at a low price and selling them at a high price in the future. In the spot's narrative, that's how the entire endeavor is being funded. He is, however, causing massive inflation in the process.
And he's using a 300/1200 baud modem to transfer himself back into the past, because that is the technology that existed.
#projectpigeon is named such because the pigeon. In the spot. The spot has a pigeon in it.
The 2016 trailer's IMDB page lists someone named Chris Morson as the voice actor for the Director. Is this true? Additionally, do you happen to know who voiced the Editor in the game, or any other voice actors?
Chris is an INCREDIBLE actor. I've worked with him several times, and every one of them has been incredible. Yes, he plays the voice of The Director in the spot, but has nothing to do with the game.
As well, I also have/had nothing to do with the VO in the game. A shame, because I would be super proud if I had!
Did you/Imagos Films make anything else for Jazzpunk?
Unfortunately, no. I would love to, of course. That series of spots is truly a wonderful time.
I have attached the script for both Johnny and 300/1200 Baud Buyman as a little gift. Enjoy.
#jazzpunk#don thacker#imagos films#thoughts#jazzpunk posting#to say I'm euphoric about this would be an Understatement#and if thacker by some miracle ever returns to tumblr and dusts off skinnytie: hi this was really cool thank you again
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ALSO. Penguin Spoilers ahead but bc we now know Bliss is used at Arkham to sedate patients. How do we think Ed's fairing with that
#Like I'm conflicted#Sofia describes it as like a real euphoric well. blissful feeling#but with his paranoia so severe I don't think he'd be reacting to it well#I guess that would depend on if he's belligerent?#I feel like in his more difficult moments he would lash out physically bc he does in the comics frequently#mostly just to himself tho but. he's killed people now gjkdsg
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aldersparklemarking ..!
(alder-sparkle-marking)
an aldernic term in which one wishes to have a body which has sparkle-shaped markings (as shown in the flag) across their skin. ₊˚⊹
#self indulgent#it would be so species euphoric guys#aldernic#aldernic coining#mogai#mogai coining#felix is otherkin#felix coins
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there's nothing funnier than an anti saying that "you don't actually want trauma" and listing out all the awful symptoms of trauma, (constant flashbacks, executive dysfunction, not trusting people anymore, insomnia, etc) and my brain being like
that's exactly what i want 👉👈
#like dude you don't get how much i want that#whenever i get the little experiences that might be symptoms of ptsd i get euphoric#it's genuinely a problem :3#(don't identify as transtrauma though)#(because likee at the moment I'm very likely to actually give myself fucking (more) trauma)#(and i feel as if the transtrauma term would end up being unhealthy for me bc of that)#(i might use it in the future when i fix up my life a little and leave this situation!! :D)#(or tristrauma idk we shall see)#but yeah like#I WANT THAT SO BAD#and the desire for that is a little related with my transharmed IDs! :3#transtrauma#transid#radqueer#rq🌈🍓#rqc🌈🍓#🌈🍓
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My adorable king Tom Hulce as Quinn, from Shelley Duvall's Tall Tales & Legends episode 8 "John Henry" (1986)
Is it the Quasimodo hair, or the amusing attempt at an Irish accent, I cannot even pick a favourite moment in this thing This is just golden like is it when he gets manhandled by none other than Mr Danny Glover, or is it him fully channelling his inner sparkly rainbow leprechaun, crazy wild dancing about absolutely high on euphoria, ohmygod Mr Hulce Oscar nominee what possessed you to do this i have no idea but THANK GOD this exists cause it's amazing
#i loved every second of it#look at him getting absolutely yeet'd to the sky by mr danny glover#never seen him so euphoric#dancing around in a childrens tv show jfc#mr Hulce leprechaun version#i love him so so much#Tom Hulce#my queer king#i WOULD DIE FOR YOU#Quinn#Shelley Duvall's Tall Tales & Legends#Tall Tales & Legends#Tall Tales & Legends 1986#Tall Tales & Legends john henry#john henry#thgop#80s tv shows#American tall tales & legends#filmgifs#moviegifs#queer actors#LET ME PROTECT YOU MY LIEGE#i will slay your enemies bite them all for you my king
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Just ONCE I want to see Will and Hannibal go absolutely feral and fight each other. Think Red Dragon but slightly less lethal. I want to see them biting and clawing, giving each other dislocated joints and broken bones and cuts and bruises, leaving bleeding bite marks and scratches on each other. Is that too much to ask?
#Why do I feel like it would genuinely be good for their relationship#Like getting all their aggression out on each other and just letting the pain and anger thrive for a minute#I bet it would feel euphoric in the end#idk#dont listen to me i have no idea what im talking about#hannibal#nbc hannibal#hannibal lecter#will graham#hannibal nbc#hannigram#hannibal and will#hannibal crack#they would definitely fuck at the end but thats not the point of the post
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frustrated. Sometimes it seems like my mom is sooo scared of the idea that I could be a tboy. I'm not even saying I am I do like my labels but I'll literally make a joke about her saying son of a bitch like 'oh don't call yourself a bitch' and she's like well you're not a boy. You're not my son. Man. I think about sometimes I wonder if I would have wanted to be hehim in some ways sometimes and I wonder if the reason I don't even bother to consider it is her
#tide of consciousness#Regardless I'm Not boy I like genderfluid and genderweird and there's a Lot#But maybe in there one of them is boy. But I don't know if I'll ever know for sure if I would or not#Hard to tell if being perceived as masculine being euphoric is a Thing or just me wanting to shunt any girlness#Maaan#The fact I think about it so much and the fact it bothers me so much probably means something but whatever#My mom who is generally very accepting but like with all parents it is Complicated#She's very very anti-man. For understandable* reasons. I just think Maybe it fucked me up a little bit#*Understandable as in a lot of shit has happened to her not that I necessarily agree
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My mate loves me so much, he let's me have two nest!!
#⋆Meow Meow!!⋆#misceanimalis#miscecanis#miscelepus#I have a secret third one but I use that for agere purposes rather than misce related#Nest#nesting#Omega#a/b/o lifestyle#would you guys believe me if I said this wasn't even half of my plush collection??#also for size reference the first pic is a queen size and the second one is a king sized#I feel so euphoric that my non-misce irl friends refer to it as my omega nest
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i kinda wish i had public triggers....
#hypnok1nk#hypnosis#hypnosub#mindcontrol#especially something that plays into my goat-ness#would feel euphoric..#would fix me
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i can't stop thinking about benji learning to control and modify his form like other graces but instead of turning into a twink with cool wings he just becomes a dog-sized version of seraph so he can curl up in bed with nick
#think seraph but like the size of a border collie#he would eat that shit up#gender euphoric AND small enough to cuddle with his boyfriend#hfwu#hell followed with us
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OH MY GOSH.
It finally happened.
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helloooo gay people in my phone 🐶
tip the puppy | watch the fun
#speak!#best in show!#hehehehehehe here take this#its the middle of the night im feelin HOT#christ on a bike i wish i had top surgery then this would be complete#but still even without it im SO HOT AND TICKLEABLE AND FUCKABLE AND GRABABLE AND#check out this body hair dude#fucking COVERED in it its so euphoric#need to feel gender euphoria rn so im taking and posting this to go ‘wow ur so masculine :3’#why am i like. shy lmao
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finding out gobb 7 released solely bc the activity on my posts sky rocketed out of nowhere lmao
#would not have expected this fandom to be my most popular content but I can't say it isn't funny#garten of banban#garten of banban 7#sheriff toadster#bittergiggle#syringeon#queen bouncelia#uhhhh other banban characters???#euphoric brothers
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