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how to recover/come down from a fic that u loved? why, get up under another one of course! while i get me final thoughts together about "meet your match," i'm going to read a pair of short fics, one dramione, one pansy/percy (which is funny because i have only read fics where percy is gay, so i'll have to get my brain switched into a different gear for that one lmfao).
first up is "one and done" by pacificrimbaud! i saw someone compliment it on the dramione subreddit, and it's short, so i thought, "why tf not?" it's 4 chapters, just over 34K words, and the rating is explicit. let's get cozy real quick!!!
here's the summary:
Hermione Granger has a career she loves, friends she can depend on, and a nice set of hand towels for her new flat. She's single and tired of tiresome men, but that doesn't stop her from wearing beautiful lingerie underneath her serious Ministry skirts. Or having pictures taken in naughty knickers. Just once. For herself. Draco Malfoy doesn't get upset at the sight of blood, which is good, because he sees a lot of it. What he doesn't see a lot of is Hermione Granger in her unmentionables. Usually. A series of meetings and mix-ups in which one cannot possibly mean done.
tags: Explicit Sexual Content, Dominance, Submission, Office Sex, Enthusiastic Consent, Smut, Fluff and Angst, Smoking, Heavy Drinking, Possessive Behavior, Spanking, Jealousy, Praise Kink, Hair-pulling, Rope Bondage, Romantic Comedy, Happy Ending, Rolled sleeves
i am super into like........ all of these tags and i would just like to thank the Almighty right quick for all of the praise kink fics finding me! alhamdulillah 😭😂💖 i'm not really getting much from the summary besides that this is a kinky office romance but ykw, that's fine, i'm ready for it and excited to read this little fic! i've read two other little one shot sby pacificrimbaud and i REALLY enjoyed them, their writing was so immersive and kept me tuned tf in! so i'm excited for where this fic is gonna take me.
if u wanna see what i thought of the one shots i have read by pacificrimbaud, click here!
alright let's get going! 🐎💨💨💨
*this thread will contain spoilers for the story so turn back now if u don't wanna know what i know 👁👄👁*
#one and done by pacificrimbaud#one and done#pacificrimbaud#current read#dramione#fanfiction#fan fiction#harry potter#harry potter fanfiction#dramione fanfic#hermione granger#draco malfoy#hermione x draco#ao3#ao3 fanfic#dramione fanfiction#dramione fan fiction#ficblogging#fic blogging#fic rec#girlblogging#ficblr#dhr fandom#dhr fanfiction#dhr fic#short story#one shot
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Do you have any advice on how to tell the difference between romantic and strong platonic feelings as an arospec person?
I'm (I think) demi-aroace, and I don't really ever feel romantically attracted to anyone. I have a close friend (who is also aroacespec) who I think I have romantic feelings for. I don't think (or at least don't really remember) having experienced romantic feelings, so I'm finding it hard to understand how I feel.
I'm really really sorry if this is the wrong place to come, but I'm not really sure where else to ask. I've not come out to anyone as demiaroace, and the only other aroacespec person I know is the person I've mentioned above. And actually they're probably one of the only people I'd be comfortable telling.
Thanks so much if you can help, I hope this is ok to ask.
the best resource for differentiating attractions I've found so far is this one:
However, you can define your attraction however you want, or even just leave it without a label. It's okay to be confused, take your time and figure things out when you are ready.
Good luck :)
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What kind of attraction am I feeling?
It can be difficult to figure out exactly what we are feeling toward someone, especially since we can be feeling multiple types of attraction at the same time. To help you out, here are some things you might think about someone when feeling certain types of attraction.
Romantic attraction:
"I feel a physical magnetism to this person"
"I think about them all the time"
"I can't help but imagine a future with them"
"I fantasize about kissing them, marrying them, moving in with them, etc"
"I desire for them to be romantically involved with me"
"The feeling I have for them is distinctly different from how I feel about friends or family"
"I have physical reactions to them, like butterflies when I'm near them or an ache when they're away"
Sexual attraction
"I feel a physical magnetism to this person"
"I can't help but fantasize about being sexually close with them or imagining them naked"
"being near them arouses me a bit"
"I feel my loins react to their presence and I am extremely aware of how close they are to me"
"It's like everyone is in grayscale but this specific person is in full colour"
Platonic Attraction:
"I feel an emotional magnetism toward this person"
"I feel like we are on the same wavelength and I can easily understand them"
"I feel like we are vibing and it's easy to talk and share with them."
"I feel drawn to their energy"
"I am very comfortable hanging out with them and I desire to get to know them and have them get to know me"
"I can easily spend time together without a lot of effort or emotional drain"
Aesthetic Attraction:
"this person has a really cool style or a beautiful face/body
"I appreciate their beauty the same way I appreciate a beautiful sunset"
"I want to be around them in the same way I want to be around beautiful art"
"I feel a desire to stare at them or maybe even draw them"
"I enjoy how our styles compliment each other"
Sensual attraction:
"This person makes me feel like I do when I see a big floofy dog - I feel a strong desire to snuggle them or hug them or just be near them in a non-sexual way"
"I may fantasize about cuddling them or being close to them"
"I may feel inclined to physically interact with them more than other people."
end id.
#mod ozzie#arospec#our arospec experience#aromantic#aro#lgbtqia+#queer#not an experience#attractions
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ENHYPEN - I Won't Stop ( smut )
Y/N provoked, now she will pay
Pairing: Enhypen X FemReader
Genre: Obscenity
Warning: Contains explicit content, unprotected sex, suggestive, penetration, explicit language, climax, sex, swearing, loss of virginity, hickeys, messy make-out sessions, dirty talk, compliments, rough sex, touching bruises, handcuffs, chains, sadomasochism , masochism, brands, public sex, oral
Niki Scene: You’ve spent the whole day throwing suggestive looks and teasing comments, and Niki finally decides he’s had enough. Dialogue: Niki: "You like playing with fire, don’t you?" Y/N: "What if I do?" (He grabs your wrist, his eyes blazing with determination.) Niki: "Good. Because now that you’ve started, I’m not stopping." (His voice carries a mix of challenge and resolve that leaves you breathless.)
Jay Scene: After a full day of subtle teasing, Jay finally corners you against the wall, his heavy breathing giving away that he's reached his limit. Dialogue: Jay: "You've been testing me all day, haven't you?" Y/N (with a defiant smile): "Maybe... and what if I am?" (He moves even closer, trapping you in place.) Jay (in a husky voice): "Then get ready, because I won't stop." (Your teasing finally breaks him, and you feel the heat of his intensity take over the room.)
Sunghoon Scene: Sunghoon is known for being calm, but your constant teasing finally pushes him over the edge. Dialogue: Sunghoon: "You really enjoy testing me, don’t you?" Y/N (smiling): "I think it’s fun when you lose control." (He gently pushes you onto the sofa, his dark eyes locking you in place.) Sunghoon: "I’ve lost control, then. And now, I won’t stop until you realize who you’re messing with."
Jungwon Scene: After hours of mounting tension, Jungwon finally decides to put an end to your teasing. Dialogue: Jungwon: "You think you’re funny, don’t you?" Y/N: "I just think you need to relax." (He grabs your waist, his voice low and firm.) Jungwon: "I will relax. But you’re going to regret starting this, because now I won’t stop." (Your words catch in your throat as he follows through on every promise with precision.)
Sunoo Scene: Sunoo seemed patient with your teasing all day, but in the privacy of the bedroom, he finally shows another side. Dialogue: Sunoo: "You were having a lot of fun, weren’t you, Y/N?" Y/N: "Maybe just a little." Sunoo (with a soft laugh): "Good, because now it’s my turn. And just so you know, I won’t stop." (The smile on his face is sweet, but the gleam in his eyes promises an unforgettable night.)
Jake Scene: Jake was trying to keep his cool, but his patience snaps when you provoke him for the fifth time during dinner. Without ceremony, he takes you to the bedroom. Dialogue: Jake: "You think it’s funny messing with me, Y/N?" Y/N: "I was just having a little fun." Jake: "Good. Because now it’s my turn to have fun. And just so you know..." (He leans close to your ear.) Jake: "I won’t stop until you beg." (Your nervous laugh is cut short as he makes good on his promise.)
Heeseung Scene: After an entire evening of teasing on the couch, Heeseung finally gives in. Dialogue: Heeseung: "You think it’s fun to tease me like that?" Y/N (laughing): "I know you like it." (He leans over you, the tension growing with every second.) Heeseung: "I do. And now I’m going to enjoy it. I won’t stop, not even if you ask."
✿ If you don't reblog and comment, you can be sure I'll be showing up in your dreams tonight... and I won’t be as sweet as in the story ✿
#enhypen x reader#enhypen smut#enhypen fanfiction#enhypen hard thoughts#sunghoon x reader#heeseung x reader#jake sim x reader#jay park x reader#sunghoon smut#heeseung smut#jake sim smut#jay park smut#sunghoon fanfic#heeseung fanfic#jake sim fanfic#jay park fanfic#enhypen fanfic#sunghoon hard thoughts#heeseung hard thoughts#jake sim hard thoughts#jay park hard thoughts#kpop fanfic#kpop smut#enhypen hard hours#enha#enha smut#enha x reader#enha hard hours#enha hard thoughts#jake x reader
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Hai since you aren't taking actual fic requests right now and only headcanons I wanted to ask if you also do those rankings? If you haven't seen basically people ask a question like 'who would be the biggest gentleman in a relationship' and the person who asks either gives a few characters for the writer to rank and write a few sentences or let the writer choose which characters they think fit best
But yeah I've basically have been seeing this a lot recently and had to think of you and your blog because I think I'd be something nice and short to write when you don't wanna do hc's/fic's and could help with potential writers block !
And if you plan on doing that then here would be your first ranking request !! :3
So out of Thanos, gwi-nam and niragi who would be the most freaky and rough in bed?
(btw I know this is long and I hope this wasn't a bother to you, I just ramble a lot about things I'm interested in and I just love your blog and everything you've written so far and I hope you continue <33)
im in love with this ranking system thingy uhm oh em gee ?!?!?!?!
i will absolutely be ranking now it's such a cute concept😭😭
below is my personal ranking.. (also thank you for liking my writing it always makes me so nervous when people compliment me..)
No.3: Choi Su-Bong/Thanos (Squid Game)
Thanos is rough, yes. He likes choking you, he likes making you cry - not to mention he really enjoys edging you for as long as possible to watch your face contort in slight pain as you beg him to let you cum.
However, I'd argue he's not entirely the type to force you into anything if it makes you super uncomfortable. The only exception for this is when he's high and not really mentally present but most of the time he doesn't push you too far over the limit.
Of course, don't mistake this for me saying he's not rough! He totally is. But, compared to the others I'm ranking, he's def less extreme..
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No.2: Yoon Gwi-Nam (All Of Us Are Dead)
This is pretty self-explanatory.. we've seen plenty of scenes with him and he does NOT play.
Again, he also likes seeing you cry and choking you and blah blah blah but he's more freaky than Thanos which is why he's number two on my ranking.
He's ONLY degrading. There's nothing nice about this man. Maybe he would've pretended to be a little nice but he drops all that when he's fucking you honestly.
However, he's still only no.2 because while, yes, he isn't above being violent toward you and man handling you - he's not quite as bad as who i put as no.1
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No.1: Suguru Niragi (Alice In Borderland)
No.1 for a reason.
He's the roughest and the freakiest best believe it !! He really doesn't bother playing nice whatsoever. If he sees you and he likes you, he'll just claim you without a care in the world.
Just really kinky in my opinion!!
prolly into gun play, knife play - anything incredibly violent sorry not sorry. I mean.. we all know the typa guy he is so..
i'd argue he views you ENTIRELY as a doll for his pleasure. Not anything more honestly.
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CONCLUSION: First time ranking and I may have made it a little fancy set up bc i got excited at this concept..
But, yes - Niragi is No.1 on this list. I feel like he's just a real kinky and rough asshole. Although, I do totally see Gwinam being similar to Niragi in the future when he reaches PEAK dickhead-ness.
My king Thanos is only No.3 bc he's not totally mean at heart i feel.. he's just really rough when he's high but I don't think he'd be the same level of rough as Gwinam and Niragi.
anyway, hope my ranking was good !!
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(thank you sm for this idea i need more holy moly..)
#xaeinfinity#squid game#squid game 2#squid game season 2#squid game s2#thanos squid game#choi su bong#aouad#all of us are dead#gwi nam#gwi nam x reader#alice in borderland#niragi suguru#niragi alice in borderland#aib niragi
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What are some nice things you want to say about blogs you follow?
From when I posted this, I'm guessing! I'm gonna preface this with a gentle note that this is to compliment people because they deserve it, and does not bring an obligation to interact with me. Nor is this an exhaustive list- this is just what comes to mind right now!
I adore watching @sennenpharaoh and @flamesignite interact. Their threads are stupidly wholesome and they should feel good about it!
@heartsandwishes's AU is so cool for both Xion and Vanitas! Ngl I have snuck in and reread their bios a few times, in addition to watching some of their threads with others. One of the blogs that made me decide to jump back into tumblr rp, actually!
@emptinas is just A Really Good Vanitas. Super good. Also another one that decided me on trying tumblr rp out again! I am 100% guilty of scrolling back through their blog to read their HC.
@multif0rmed already knows they're the third bog to do the same as the above, but what a good Xehanort? They handle such a wide variety of threads with so many different characters with style and finesse!
@dichotomouskey I could go feral about for hours all their stuff is great okay. Their writing style, their formatting, the background they've developed with their AU. Be still my beating heart.
@allcfme is a stellar Shadow and I very much enjoy following what they've been up to! @micsmasmuses gets a callout for this as well. Cherish that angry pinecone.
@svnbled, @veloriaharmonia, @lcstkey, @armacours are delightful KH OCs, or OCs with a KH verse in one case! Absolutely wonderful. Again I've probably spent a good few hours going through their bios just enjoying the world building (though Lex could always stop trying to break my heart, little goblin).
@electricea is so goddamn pure and wonderful, again, love reading their threads, love interacting with them OOC. Adhering to their canon cause they stealin' my heart.
@system0n is one of so many multimuses I could compliment but I wanna shout them out specifically just due to being so open and lovely. I've gotten to interact with two of their muses and I will interact with ten more if it means getting to write further threads with 'em!
@not-someones-shadow, @art-sprees-in-spare-time, @ocsareawesome and @dilutedaspirations almost feel like a package deal of enjoyment, but all of you are so original with how you approach both canon and OCs and I very much enjoy everything we do together!
And hey. I'm sleep deprived and suffering from addled insomnia brain, but if I follow you? I admire something you do! So please don't think just because my goofy ass didn't shout you out specifically that you aren't still amazing, cause all of you are.
#ooc;;#(ty nonny apologies that I held onto this ask for a few days)#(I felt the desire to hoard it for when I needed this indulgence <3)
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“(ෆ ͒•∘̬• ͒)◞” + i just really like the way you put words together. i feel like you give people a space to get into hughie's head like you do and that lends a perspective to the world you're writing in. i feel like it's easy to read but because there's passion there and the way you arrange words flows beautifully. i love reading your replies. i feel like there's a lot of thought and intention behind the way you write hughie and how he approaches the plotlines you explore in threads and i feel like that's something that's often underrated or underappreciated. you always give me enough to reply to and move the story along in a way that feels organic. you're just a lotta fun to talk to and write with!!
sir, that is definitely more than one thing and i am afraid i am going to have to arrest you. srsly tho, i am going to spotaneously combust with all this love you're giving me. thank you. you are truly a gem and a pleasure to write and chat with and you're just so sweet and your frenchie is everything <3
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Rouge normally hid alot of her feelings behind her flirtatiousness and, the current mission she was on. But sometimes it was nice to remember she was just a woman enjoying life. So what if she was honest with Amy for once, it wouldn't happen again not anytime soon. but the fact she'd lose Amy to Sonic a fact she'd always known and yet now faced with it happening she felt a bit weird. No she couldn't commit anyway, not with GUN still having a noose around her throat.
Her eyes darted to the door as it came open and Amy sported that sexy gown. It showed off just enough to be tasteful while showing enough to make anyone want to see more. It did look good, and the deep red complimented her figure very well.
" Not bad... very much the opposite of bad. Though defiantly needs some jewelry... and a touch more make up to really make it fire! but you look amazing girl! you will knock him dead on the spot! it'll be glorious! "
She said with a big smile on her face as she walked around amy pulling the dress in places and getting a good look at her.
" You and blue sure think alike don't you? i have a feeling he feels the same way. Wonder if he gets that free spirit from his parents or if its a unique annoyance all his own "
she laughed and found a bench to sit on and admire amy from while she was trying clothes on.
" Course--- gotta get some lacy underwear to go with it, you know for the future dates... "
As to Amys offer she didn't comment on it, not a yes or a no! best to keep things in the air and let the dice fall where they may. But it was a fun thought, and one she might act on later down the road.
Amy seemed to take a little pride in what was being said, the fact that Rouge was praising her for the love that she had for people like Sonic? Well it was certainly new, she normally didn’t expect compliments from the thief but…she could honestly get used to them!
But even with that in mind something still lingered in her head, even with Rouge saying her number one was always a pretty jewel…
“Well, I think that maybe even if I have my love for Sonic I can share my love with everyone! So don’t go thinking you’re not getting any!”
A slight pout from her before giving a light wink, she was definitely insinuating that she was down for anything the bat might have in mind. Her heart was too big and too filled with love for those around her to simply keep to one individual, so long as they were fine with her giving such love to others.
“Now, how do I look?”
Amy gave a soft spin of herself as she looked over the pretty evening gown that was adorned across her person. She certainly fit the bill of a movie star~
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do you guys think kakuzu's ever really hard on himself bc of his time in the waterfall and then hidan just unknowingly is himself
bonus under the cut
#kakuhida#hidakaku#hidan#kakuzu#naruto#drew this while listening to vacation bible school#puts vacation bible school on my kakuhida playlist#i drew this instead of sleeping#literally just pulled an all nighter#enjoy#I just like that Hidan doesn't really give compliments#but he DOES get super excited when they have a good fight alongside eachother#he's so fcking gay for kakuzu#he is SO hot for him when they kill people together#I don't see enough character examination of kakuzu#cmon people he's SO interesting#what a character#and so is hidan#they're perfect for each other#again. i love that hidan never know wtf is going on#he has no idea what kakuzu is thinking at any given time#does not understand shit#yet he still seems to come through#thats WHY THEY ROCK AS PARTNERS#myart
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I need to be weirder about the scavengers and cannibalism...
#its been a long day... but im feeling better now. (thanks for the well wishes and such btw <3-)#(-sending my well wishes in return by tenfold bcs. damn. it seems stuff is really going around rn)#but yeah... just. augh. theres just smth about how the scavs sorta translate into more like. thriller-esque genres pretty well?#like. i feel somehow those themes compliment their characteristics? or could compliment their characteristics in a more rounded out way#sure. theyre generally a light hearted romp of absurdity with occasional themes of a not good not bad handling of 'mental health matters'#but they just really shine a bit in horrific circumstances. esp with the sort of absurdity they bring to the table#theyre odd people. even in the context of their generally weird and alien universe. and that right there feels like a trove of potential#its like. ok. the lost light crew? also odd. but thats a huge ship. full of people and variety and a sense of purpose and normalcy post-war#(normalcy being. whatever all those background folks were getting up too while plot happened around them. cruise ship stuff ig)#but in contrast. with the w.a.p crew. its an ark class ship with like. a handful of people. and a whole lot of junk and free time#both just cruising through space endlessly for years. one with hundreds of people. and one with like 6 people.#so both are technically isolated when theyre not making pit-stops planet or station side. but again. 100s vs 6 dudes.#think. top of the line cruise ship from hell with a small town sized populace vs a big shitty boat and 6 starving guys#both have the capacity to become case studies in madness. both could do really well thriller wise. but the scavs being a smaller group?#it only being the 6 of them emphasis the isolation perhaps. less variety. less change. same 6 people for 5(?) years#things could get weird fast. codependent mentalities. us vs them mindsets. an otherness about everyone else outside of their group#and then! then you add to the mix the fact that theyre eating/drinking from corpses?! *chefs kiss* awesome. love it.#non-stationary isolation + cannibalism. ough. perfect mix. a classic of maritime horror but in space! :D!#a big ship. small crew. living while knowing that as soon as you kick the bucket. your body is the meal. your body is the fuel.#no decorum about it. no faith. no belief. just perverse survival. bcs they might enjoy it. a bloody gluttony. with a bite. a sample. a taste#it takes seeing your buddy as a walking talking burger to another level. bcs every corpse you come across is also a burger. and a gas can#also fulcrum making candy out of corpses is so. particularly perfect when it comes to the horrifically absurd. just. smth about it. idk#but also also. the line. where was the line drawn for each of them? and when did they each cross it?#most of them dont seem like the type to jump head first into that. so how did they justify it to themselves? had they done it before?#and then. when did it become normal? a habit? smth enjoyable?#i might be running out of tags. but yeah. them being weirder. esp about each other and others.#nothing brings a group of people together like the overhanging knowledge that you sort of kinda wanna eat each other#(rlly wishing i could stomach realistic thrillers rn. but i just cant. gotta stick to written or artistic styles or risk panic attacks :/)#(ive tried a couple movies and shows now. and cant get through most of them. praise be synopses and peoples long rambles about them tho :D)#(nothing like reading someones passionate ramble about the meaning/symbolism of some gory nightmare without having to actually see it lol)
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Band leader at church: *tells me that he appreciates me, values me, that I am loved, that he sees the effort I’ve put in, that he wants to get to know me more*
Me: *feels good for a few hours*
Me: *has in-person interaction with him and the worship leader tonight*
Me, hours later: they hate me. They both can’t stand me. Whatever he said this morning, he doesn’t feel it anymore. He thinks I’m weird. He thinks I’m annoying as heck and doesn’t want to be around me. They are both annoyed at me and I took up a disrespectful amount of his time last night and he thinks I’m rude and entitled.
#I literally don’t know how to get out of this#This has obviously been a very tricky situation on so many levels so it’s making me stressed in every way and this is no exception#The amount of self-hatred I feel…#It’s not good#it’s getting worse#it hurts#I cannot put into words the absolute loathing I feel for myself#And the raging shame I feel of myself and how I think I appear to others#I keep asking God how to get out of this#I crave any compliment or demonstration of affection or anything that reinforces that people like me and don’t hate me#But it doesn’t stick and it doesn’t help#I know compliments from others aren’t going to fix this#So I’m going to God and asking what to do#And I think if I felt secure in God’s love and REALLY believed He loves me and—here’s the kicker—likes me#That that would be enough and would stabilize and strengthen me#But part of me deep down suspects that He just doesn’t like me or enjoy me and finds me annoying and actually doesn’t want to spend#Time with me#I will encourage people to read Gentle and Lowly for the rest of my days#And it’s helped some#But I think I need it to be applied to me personally by God Himself#Part of it is I think a crazy act of protecting myself#Because if you suspect the worst you can’t be disappointed#What if I assume God loves me and likes me and then I somehow find out it’s not true?#The pain would be indescribable#And even if I know that’s logically bogus#It doesn’t make it feel like any less of a possibility#And so that trickles down into relationships with others too#If I assume they don’t like me or at best don’t feel much towards me at all#I can’t be disappointed#Especially when I see the “evidence” in me that I’m unlikeable
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When H/awks gets a voice message from D/abi, he doesn't have a clue what he's getting into. (Strongly implied kink!Hawks)
First H/otwings wav~ (and content at all~). It's nothing super big, just a little idea I've had for a bit, and I had time to throw something together~ Mayyybe the fact (most of) it's a voice message can forgive the quality issues? <3
#waterfallwav#I've been wanting to do another wav for a little bit#and finally got the house free to record!#i find their voices SO much fun#even if im not GOOD at them#i have a blast trying hahaha~#also wanna give a lil 'in-the-tags' thank you to people who have requested wavs#or given feedback to any of them!!#it really means so much to know people not only LIKE them#but care enough to say 'hey- heres my suggestion on what to work on to get better'#im the type to not realllly believe compliments (even tho i do APPRECIATE them)#so having someone (especially someone ID consider talented at it)#be like hey. this is how you can get better but its still good either way#that means the world to me <333#ALRIGHT ALRIGHT I'll stop rambling in these tags hahaha~#you know who you are and if you see this- thank you <3#thanks for listening and I hope you enjoy!!#d/abi#h/otwings#h/awks
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alright you got me I'm putting the substance on my watchlist. will provide updates if it makes me go feral 👍
i would apologize but im not sorry good luck 🫡
#do look up trigger warnings before watching if that’s something you may be sensitive to going in#it is a horror movie and is prevalent with body horror but also some psychological horror that I needed to be in a good place for#so be careful and take care of yourself but most of all enjoy!!#it changed my life#;)#genuinely though it is a fucking incredible film all around in my opinion#I really hope you enjoy#reblogging about something like a freak until someone else is forced to endure it is the highest of [tumblr] compliments#the substance#asks
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not to sound like a broken record but i love my friends so fucking much
#this week has been a rollercoaster of emotions for me but seeing my friends has been a life saver#genuinely my friends are so incredible#yesterday i went down to the river with two of them#the first two of us who got there read for a bit and then got in the water and did some really stupid splashing around#and it felt so free and it was so nice to laugh and act like an idiot and not just not feel self-conscious#but actually feel appreciated#(at one point they said ‘dude you look so gay right now’ and that’s the BEST compliment)#and then we spent like twenty minutes just throwing rocks#not skipping rocks#literally just finding big rocks and seeing how far we could throw them and enjoying the PLUNK they made#then we found a spot where the current was really strong to sit against and acted like idiots a bit more#and then our other friend got there and we all talked for a long time and read a bit more#and then today my other friend came over to body double for me while I start packing to move#and we found old books from when i was little and the things i’d written in them and had some good laughs#and then watched Babylon 5 (the episode itself was. kinda a downer and that’s an understatement. but it’s still Babylon 5)#tomorrow i’ll go see Papa again if he makes it through tonight. i think he will.#and then on the weekend i’ll see my other friend! and that’s always fun. plus i’ve been very physical affection driven lately#and they’re good for that. AND they have a cat AND a dog so like. ideal all around.#anyway my friends are my family and i’m totally not crying rn bc i’m so lucky to have them#personal
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and now for a post this blog was made for (take this as free trial of what to expect down the line. fair warning; not to scale)
If I had a nickel for every time a protagonist had to choose between a sword and a guitar, I'd have two nickels, which isn't a lot, but it's weird that it happened twice.
the first (and tbf only) two that come to mind are Manolo from the book of life and Kubo from Kubo and the two strings
quick background: manolo had to fight a giant toro (all the bulls his bullfighter family killed ever, and kubo had to defeat his grandfather the moon king in his final form. also he uses a shamisen not a guitar. but it fits the category so theres that)
and its such a beautiful and strange concept; to be presented with the choice of peace via music, or violence (so to speak) by the sword, and it works. the apology song moved me to tears the first time i heard it and kubo's words are truly beautiful and ones i wont forget.
i think its what the music relays rather than the instrument that brings about a change of heart or leads the hero to victory; their empathy and humanity. family is a prominent theme too, one of love and guidance and ocassionally a source of greivance lol.
i havent watched either films in quite a while (BoL 10 years ago oof) but both songs/ pieces speak so much truth they are able to do what the sword could never achieve. and now for a segment i like to call from where i stand, where i get to link fiction with my life and experiences to provide insight from, say it with me now, where i stand: as an aspiring psychiatrist in a part of the world where mental health is still finding its footing in the public eye and sadly among other healthcare students, its hurts to see how little we listen to each other, compounded by how simple and effective just basic human connection is in somehwat alleviating (albeit temporarily) whatever it is someone is going through. empathy my dudes. it goes a long way.
manolo appologises for the centuries of grief his family profession has inflicted on the bulls, and extends a warm hand of understanding and sincerity, while kubo uses the power of memories and love to prove to his grandfather that so long as he has his eye, an eye capable of seeing (and by extension a heart capable of loving and a soul capable of feeling), he will live and prosper. their humanity prevails and brings peace.
final word: to quote Jonathan Decker from a CT episode i cant remember lol: "Kindness won't always change someone, but it shows them you won't be changed." and i think its an important gap to mind, in the sense that the magic of music or whatever wont fix our real life probelms, like a failing relationship, but kindness and empathy and humanity are all necessary for healing and growth. and that, i believe is the message behind the trope. a good day to you all.
me, an intellectual:
#both brilliant movies if u havent watched them drop everything and go do that now#the book of life was my first encounter so to speak with the concept of dia de los muertos- the day of the dead#and as a muslim the beliefs i hold regarding death and the afterlife couldnt be any more different#yet that didnt stop me form enjoying the film for what it is#as a kid i fell in love with the beauty and vibrance and wonder of it all#and coco was visually stunning as it was emotional#the topic actually warrants a post of its own#the enjoying of media and respecting it even (or especially) if it differs from our faith/ what we hold dear#so stay tuned ig#i couldnt resist the last picture lol#awoop jumpscare#the book of life#kubo and the two strings#how tf is that not a tag?#throwback to the days i had functioning lacrimal glands lol#good times#i kept the typo to humble myself#see if u can find it#psychiatry#i have been told im a really good listener#which is both a compliment and a testament to how little we stop to listen and ask after ourselves and others#cinema therapy#go watch that too#instant serotonin#jono and alan are the best#i think the ct episode was maybe serentiy?#or was it the train to busan?#wait no the quiet place!#genuinely have no idea sorry#welp
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to knowis to be loved and to be known is to b eloved. I want transgender friends who will know me and love me in a way that cis people usually do not
#getting floored by transgendered feelings tonight. I went full femme last night in a way that I haven’t in a long time and it really made#it clear that what I enjoy about looking feminine is the ATTENTION. PEOPLE PAY SO MUCH GODDAMN ATTENTION TO PRETTY WOMEN#I will fully admit that I love getting positive attention for my looks irl. Like I’m not really pretty unless I#put a lot of effort into makeup and clothes so getting compliments on my clothes/appearance is like crack cocaine#which is not healthy. I don’t WANT to care about what I look like#but tbh one of the reasons I enjoyed cosplaying so much is that I got all that attentiob without the requisite feminity. Hahaha hhhhhhh#Last night as I was putting myself together for the charity dinner I felt like I was dressing up a doll. FULL out-of-body barbie vibes#I’m so disconnected from feminine feelings right now. But at the same time I had so much fun being pretty and getting compliments#idk. I don’t even know how to feel. I’m so goddamned tired of all this#if I could beam a perfect understanding of gender fluidity into the brains of everyone I meet I would have come out YEARS ago#I just don’t want to be alienated any more than I already am from the people around me#living in the us south means suffering alone in transness I guess.#I don’t want to be the first genderfluid/nonbinary person EVERYONE has ever met. I don’r want to have to justify my existence#but this cannot go on. but I’m afraid of T. I don’t want to go bald 😭#and I still want to wear dresses from time to time#maybe the solution is becoming a lolita lifestyler. dress myself up as a doll every day for the fucking compliments#leave no room for dissatisfaction with feminity. FUCK#I NEED A GENDER THERAPIST WORSE THAN ANYTHING#BUT IT’S THE SOUTH AND THE NEAREST ONE TO ME IS OVER AN HOUR AWAY#AND she’s out of network. FUCK#anyway I watched an episode of the new f*llout show and it was pretty good 😊#AND I’m playing st*rdew valley again on the new update and the update IS SO FUN#<-lil media update to lighten up this post.#this post was typed up not from a place of despair but from a place filled with the same emotions that a dog chasingits owntail experiences#I’m doing well enough mentally that I can deal with my transgender feelings again yknow. maslows heirarchy of needs with m#with transgender feelings at the top#weekend whining
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“(ෆ ͒•∘̬• ͒)◞” + HELLO? I'd say every single thing is marvelous but I'd be cheating haha! Your full understanding of Hughie, whether it is his emotions, the way he speaks, or his mannerisms, you have him nailed down so thoroughly! It's amazing to read your headcanons, threads, fics, just about anything! I also like the way you describe things in general, it's both perfectly direct but also so very creative and intricately linked to how Hughie sees and feels things, I adore it! Your voice shines through and so does Hughie's, that's such big talent right there, I'm lucky to be able to interact with you and always appreciative of it! Keep it up, please, I love to see it!
I AM GOING TO DIE HOLY FUCK Thank you so so much aaaaaaaaa <3 <3 <3 Unfortunately compliments reduce me to a flailing mess, so I'm not very articulate, but just know I am so touched by your words, thank you so much
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