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Trancework Requires Monitors

(Just to confuse you, I have added a photo of a drummer--who is not a monitor, nor are they capable of doing these two jobs at once. Pretty pic though. lol)
If you have not yet read my post on roles in traditional group trancework, here is the link so you have a little background. This post is complicated because it involves amateur diagnostic work. In an ideal scenario, you would learn about these things in person from a qualified person who could show you the nuanced differences between spiritual needs and medical needs in a hands-on, experiential way. It is nearly impossible to truly get this information and understand it from reading about it alone.
However, I am very much aware that people do go out and perform trancework and attempt to reconstruct ancient ecstatic traditions on their own without any guidance apart from text, intuition, and conviction. And I have seen the injuries that result from this sink-or-swim style of trancework. If I can give you any kind of leg up, heads up, or framework to help you, I would like to do so. So, please accept this information in the spirit that it is being provided--which is good faith. Use your common sense. Defer to medical professionals when it comes to medical needs. And for those of you reading this who are medical professionals in some capacity, think of the entranced like sleep walkers and go from there. As always, talk to your doctor about these kinds of activities if you have a medical condition that may be impacted by changing elevation, altered states of consciousness, physical exertion, allergies, etc. And also be aware that every living trancework tradition has roles for different ages and abilities. This is not for the able bodied alone but thoughtful care does need to be put into how things get done. Also be aware that some traditions out there place an emphasis on the spiritual value of self-harm--a few Catholic practices come to my mind on that. So, not everything that is traditional is benevolent or even harmless. Be careful, be aware, and take care of each other. Do not ever feel pressured into doing something that you are not comfortable with. If any of the advice that you read here sounds weird, reach out to me and I can walk you through it or you can walk me through something I may not know myself. Oral traditions are far more interactive than books because you get to ask questions and get answers. We can mutually learn from each other. Utilize this opportunity. Now onto the info! Brace yourself for a particularly long post.
A monitor is someone who takes care of the entranced, usually a dancer who has gone into a state of trance.
A monitor is kind of like a bodyguard or personal assistant for a trance dancer. They hang out in the background most of the time and don’t do much until they are needed. One monitor is better than none but I prefer to always have two on hand whenever possible. A monitor can be someone who just enjoys doing that job and it is all they ever do during trance ceremonies. They can also be a supportive friend or family member who knows the drill. Or they can even be dancers who have not tranced yet who want to help out before they get their turn. The most important thing is that a monitor should always secure consent to do the job before any part of the ritual begins. This is a bodycare role so talk about it and find out what the person you will be monitoring is comfortable with. Stick to it. Informed consent is key to this.
*Dancers who have already tranced during that session really should not serve as monitors because they will be trance drunk. Monitors need to be sober.

(Pictured: Just a night out with the squad. Don't worry about it.)
I have compiled some advice for those who are interested in doing trancework of any kind, especially ecstatic dance. There are some tools you will need to do the job. So, let's get that list out of the way.
A monitor’s toolkit includes:
-White flat sheets. These can be used to stretch between a dancer and an obstacle, used to cover a dancer when they are done trancing, and used to subdue a dancer who has become “full of spirit”--if they need it.
-Scented water. Rose water or Orange blossom water are great. This is used to cool down the dancer’s forehead and limbs when they are done trancing. It helps them to come back/revive.
-Wake-up oil. I use a blend of cedar, rosemary, cloves, and something strong like eucalyptus or cinnamon. The monitor covers their fingers with it and then wipes the nose of the entranced after they have been sheeted and sprinkled with scented water. Check in with the people you are monitoring to see if they have a preference and if they have allergies that should factor into what you use here.
-Food & Water. Eating and drinking happen away from the rug so once the dancer is awake enough to move, the monitor can offer food and water. Bread is good, chocolate is also good. I like to have a couple bites of roasted chicken or fancy cheese but everybody has their preference.
-Medications. If the entranced person that you will be monitoring requires medications for conditions such as asthma or something, the monitor should have those things in pocket when they begin so they don’t have to go looking for them should their charge need them.
Useful skills to hone!
The key trait of a good Monitor is empathy. To perform their jobs well, they have to be able to reach into the entranced’s body language to retrieve information about what is going on. The Monitor is up close to the entranced when needed, sometimes stepping onto the rug to help them. Understanding what the entranced feels & what they are going through, helps the Monitor to become better at their job.
A Monitor needs to be familiar with the behaviors of an entranced individual to be able to differentiate normal behavior from distressed behavior. The vast majority of the time, the job is easy and there isn’t much to it. Occasionally entranced dancers will do strange things but how do you know what is within the spectrum of normal and what is actual distressed behavior?
I made you this handy little guide so that you don't have to learn from the disaster that is trial-and-error. Hopefully.
The Normal Job
Keep outsiders from disturbing the entranced. Nobody should come up and touch your charge, or try to get their attention, or yell at them, or hand them things, or take things away from them, etc. Interrupting a person who is in a trance can make that person nauseous or sick. It is also physically and emotionally damaging. It fricken hurts! Don't let it happen.
Remove things that your trance dancer sheds without disturbing their movement. Usually this is jewelry, sometimes this is clothing that has come off, hair clips, that sort of thing. Just move it out of the way quickly and quietly, without disruption, and put it somewhere safe.
Keep the entranced from knocking into others who are entranced (if you are doing group work), obstacles, and other random hazards. This is more of an issue outdoors or in small spaces. You can do this by stretching out a flat sheet and holding it taught to separate the entranced from the obstacle. You will need 2 monitors to pull that off.
Once your dancer has PTFO’d: (PTFO = Passed the eff out.) Place the flat sheet over their body and apply light massaging pressure to their limbs, sprinkle their exposed skin (hands and forehead) with scented water, take your time, and follow up with the wake-up oil to the nose.
Help the entranced get up and get them to a safe place where they can be wide eyed for a while. After they wake from PTFO it takes a while for their senses to return so you may end up sitting with them for some time unless you are needed back on the rug. Make sure they are safe before you return to work.

(This is what PTFO care looks like. Be a gentle and supportive human. Trancework is labor.)
Reading Entranced Body Language
Understanding the hidden body language in the structure of trancework requires an experiential familiarity with it. Reading about it can help to prepare you for it but you have to see it and do it to really understand what is going on. Make peace now with the fact that trance is weird and wonderful in its own special way.
Normal Behavior. Acceptable behavior for a trance dancer consists of all kinds of strange things. It may look disturbing but if it isn’t harmful, just carry on as normal and everyone can muse over it later.
1. Bending back and forth rapidly. This might look painful, but it’s quite normal and a seasoned dancer probably won’t even experience muscle ache afterwards.
2. Screaming, yelling, or crying while clearly entranced. This one normally causes concern in inexperienced onlookers, but trancing can be a deeply emotional experience, or it may be that the dancer is simply releasing excess energy. Occasionally, a dancer may even make weird breathing or animal noises, it is all totally normal. If the person you are monitoring wakes up and starts doing these things, that is completely different and you can render care as normal. But as long as they are still in the magic floppy zone, this is just energy moving around.
3. Dropping to the ground suddenly. Know the difference between this and a fall. Dancers regularly throw themselves on the ground and dance on their knees or back, even dramatically collapsing at the conclusion of a ritual (PTFO). If a dancer doesn’t look troubled by it, then don’t worry about it. However, if the entranced trips and falls, the lead musician should just steady the music. They will come around if they need to.
4. Sitting around bobbing their head. If a dancer starts doing this after they have been in a trance for a while, it does not mean that they are fatigued. It normally indicates that they are in a fairly deep trance. The music will need to add some zing to get them going again so this is a lead musician fix. The lead musician should up the tempo or try a different rhythm. Monitors can't really do much about it.
5. Talking. If a dancer starts talking while entranced, only an actual official Guide should engage them in conversation. Never talk to the entranced, you will only encourage it. This is exclusively ecstatic territory. It is perfectly fine to let a dancer chatter as much as they want but only a Guide is qualified to carry on a dialog. If the entranced starts swearing or babbling in gibberish, definitely seek the aid of a Guide at the completion of the session. That whole thing requires a different kind of trance ritual and everyone involved will have to consent to performing it. No spontaneous ecstatic rituals without consent.
6. Speaking in tongues. This is a possible symptom of possession but it just as naturally occurs on its own. Just proceed as normal. Ignore. See above.
7. Shaking fiercely. Occasionally, the entranced will do what looks like a full body extended shiver. This is another way of melting off excess energy. It is actually supposed to be good luck if this occurs. This is very different from a seizure or a body tremor. Experience will help you learn the difference.
8. Bending backwards. Not all dancers are as flexible as gymnasts, so when they start moving in a way that they ordinarily can’t (such as bending backwards at the waist until their head touches the ground) most people familiar with that person tend to become concerned. During an altered state of consciousness the body is unimaginably loose, and it can go far beyond the limited movements of its conscious state. Even those with arthritis or fibromyalgia can achieve this kind of flexibility, they are just not fully awake to enjoy it. They may or may not feel it the next day. ***
Troubled Behavior. Some trance dancers are having trouble descending into a trance. Either they can’t relax or something isn’t clicking right. Occasionally you will meet someone who isn’t really even trying or is hamming it up for what they think is an audience. A good lead musician can spot the difference and they will handle it with music.
1. Stealing frequent glances at others. This can be fixed with a blindfold or they can leave the rug.
2. Attempts to communicate with others while on the rug. If they are awake enough to be communicating, not simply talking while entranced, then they are awake enough to leave the rug.
3. Overly showy dance moves that require great concentration. If they are awake enough to put on a show, they are awake enough to leave the rug.
4. Frequently changing outfits or rearranging themselves before their turn on the rug and during. If the dancer is on the rug while doing it, just let it go unless it becomes problematic. It can take some time for trance dancers to learn to let go of concern for how they look. Be encouraging during off-the-rug time. This issue is about trust and patience.
5. Dramatic behavior or symptoms of possession. Trance dancers who have a spirit have a separate kind of ritual that they go through for a reason. Their trances tend to be more violent than a normal trance ritual can handle. If this is a thing for one particular dancer, they need to trance exclusively in spiritwork oriented rituals with a qualified group who understands their needs. Handle it as a monitor should in the moment and then talk about it openly as a group at a later time. There is no shame in it, we all need what we need. ***
Distressed Behavior. Distressed trance dancers are having trouble trancing for some reason, possibly due to improper music or the simple inability to reach beyond a certain point. When a dancer is distressed, the lead musician will handle it with music. Monitors should keep in mind that a distressed dancer on the rug may be sore the next day.
1. A lack of energy. The dancer just doesn’t seem to be following the music. It may be the wrong rhythm or song for them.
2. Signs of deep concentration in the lines of the face, accompanied by tight body movements. This indicates that the dancer is trying too hard and is not relaxed enough to descend properly. Trust, relaxation, practice, stretching or massage before trance, or participating in a catalyst trance ceremony could all work but those are long term solutions to work on off-the-rug.
3. Returning to their basic stance and techniques repeatedly. This indicates an inability to remain in an altered state, most likely due to the current rhythm or some kind of distraction. Not much you can do aside from being encouraging and supportive off the rug.
4. Slowly shuffling with little or no body movement. This means that the dancer is plugged in deeply, but needs the tempo raised to become more animated. ***
Potentially Dangerous Behavior. Trance dancers who give off danger signs are likely in some kind of peril and need help. A monitor can step in at any time they feel that something dangerous is going on but it would be best to make eye contact with the lead musician so that they know. This allows everyone to work together to get the dancer through whatever they are going through safely. This almost never happens but you should be ready for it anyway.
1. Collapsing suddenly and becoming non-responsive. If the dancer suddenly goes limp in the middle of a trance ritual with no outward signs leading up to the collapse, there is a serious problem. The Monitor needs to get to them quickly and feel for vital signs while the lead musician slows the music down. Someone needs to be poised to get the dancer some real medical attention if the Monitor is not satisfied with the dancer’s condition. The Monitor should check for a pulse and breathing, and attempt to rouse the dancer. This needs to be done very quickly. If the dancer does not wake and say, “I’m fine,” the Monitor should take steps to get the dancer proper medical care from a professional. If the dancer has a known medical condition that this fits, initiate their personal medical plan (that was discussed before trancework ever began).
2. Going into a seizure. A seizure looks very different from a collapse or a full-body shiver. You can gain a working familiarity for the ways that different types of seiures present by watching videos on YouTube. There are multiple kinds and there are different strategies for them as well. Taking a first aid course would also be really helpful and practical. A good Monitor should have a first aid background for occasions such as this so that they know what steps to take. If the dancer has a known history of seizures, they should not be doing trancework like this. Hopefully someone present will have medication or a standard procedure to go by. If no known history exists, call for medical help and be advised by a professional on what to do next.
3. Serious Bleeding. If the dancer begins to bleed and it is more than a light scratch, the lead musician should slow the music down and the Monitor should attempt to rouse them as normal. Even if the dancer does not seem to be in any pain, they should probably still wake up for medical assessment. If a dancer seriously cuts themselves while trancing, the Monitor’s first concern is to stop the bleeding with pressure while the lead musician keeps the music slow and steady. If the bleeding cannot be stopped, they need to get to a place of more advanced medical care. Tiny scrapes are not much cause for concern, and they are not worth waking the dancer over. Just use good judgment.
4. Panicked, jerking movements. If the dancer starts to panic while entranced, they need soothing music or they may hyperventilate and faint. There are a number of things that could cause a fear reaction; identifying the cause comes secondary to finding the solution. The Monitor should move nearby, just in case the dancer passes out, so that someone can catch them before they fall and really hurt themselves. If the soothing music does not help and they start going wild, they will need to be wrapped up in a sheet like a baby and that could take 2-3 Monitors to pull off. Once they are awake, the Monitor should follow their empathy and PTFO formula to calm and soothe. This can also be an indication that they need a different kind of ritual at a later date.
5. Sudden change from a loose dance posture to alert and unfamiliar dance behaviors. If the dancer goes from a perfectly normal trance experience to something completely out of character for them, they have either gone in deep or they need a guide. Watch them and look for other cues. If it is not immediately dangerous, let them continue. If they start going wild, they will need to be wrapped up in a sheet like a baby and that could take 2-3 Monitors to pull off. Once they are awake, the Monitor should follow their empathy and PTFO formula to calm and soothe. This can also be an indication that they need a different kind of ritual at a later date. 6. Displays signs of a known medical condition. I am asthmatic. If I am trancing and I start to have an asthma attack, I may not be in the right frame of mind to make responsible decisions about my health. If my Monitor notices it, I would want them to hold up my inhaler as a sign to those watching that I need my medication. The lead musician would then slow the music down, the Monitor would go through the PTFO response if I am dazed, and THEN, while on the rug, offer me my medication. Having a medical issue like that does not make trance impossible and an attack is not necessarily a dangerous situation unless it is left untreated. If you have a medical condition that could be a problem, then make a battle plan with your Monitor before trancing.
7. Hitting Their Head. Sometimes an entranced dancer will start engaging in a headbanging-like movement. This can really hurt the supportive muscles of the neck and they will probably be sore for a while afterward. There isn't much you can do about it in the moment but you can have a conversation before trancing starts to work out a game plan. Ask the dancer if they want you to stop them if they should do that. Otherwise, use your own judgment in situ. If the headbanging looks like it is going to turn into head bashing against the floor, you can slip a pillow under their head if it is on the gentle side. If it is clearly too aggressive, the music needs to be slowed down and the entranced needs to be gently roused. The long term fix for this is for the dancer to train to move in a different way while fully conscious and just building up some muscle memory with those alternative movements. This goes for any potentially harmful movement.

Fire in the Disco!
The vast majority of the time trancework is chill and pretty simple. I have done a lot of trancework in my life. At my peak I think I was trancing about 3-4 times per week. And in my 30+ years doing this, I have only had a dangerous situation pop up a handful of times. The most common injury being people who dance around a bonfire and inevitably fall into it. The only kind of trancework that can be "safely" (as safe as it can be) done around a bonfire would be a group circle/chain dance. Solo dancers orbiting flames do weird things and I have zero trust that they can keep themselves out of the fire 100% of the time. If there is fire present anywhere where trancework is taking place, you had better have burn care materials on hand and a protocol in place for handling burns. Be prepared.
Emphasis on Safety
If you do not actively work to create a safe environment for the entranced to do what they do, you will not have one. Aim for controlled chaos. Prioritize strong supports, open communication, and consent. Keep your trance space open and clear. Remove as many hazards as you possible can. Monitors should train and drill outside of trance rituals to coordinate their methods for handling the entranced. Practice using a sheet to block the entranced from smacking into objects and other people. Also practice wrapping someone up in a sheet. (And do not let it constrict the entranced.) Do it as many times as you need to until you have it down.
Aftercare
Part of the monitor's job is to provide aftercare for the entranced. Food and drink will help them come down. Simple conversation when they are ready is also helpful in getting the mind used to thinking and being present again. Physical touch also helps to return awareness to the body. Calmingly rubbing your charge's limbs and back (with consent) is an excellent way of doing this. Making sure the entranced gets home safely is also part of the job. A few check ins in the days after would be helpful as well. Just to make sure that there aren't any lingering injuries or issues. It is psychologically nourishing to care for others and to be cared for. This is a major part of how trancework heals and benefits us as people. If the entranced has muscle fatigue or mild soreness the next day, encourage them to hydrate, rest, and ice the spot if it is needed. A full day of rest after a major trance session is normal. (Do not book yourself for strenuous activities the next day.)
Not every traditional form of trance will emphasize aftercare. This is something that is more common in North African traditions. It is conspicuously absent in Catholic based trancework. Just something to be aware of.
Monitors Outside of Mediterranean Trancework
I have noticed that folks who do not have a connection to a living trancework tradition are less likely to be aware of the role monitor's play and of any kind of care or assistance for the entranced. So, not everybody uses monitors. Trancing, especially open trancing around bonfires, is very common at large polytheistic camping events. These are the places you are most likely to encounter a group trance effort out in the wild. I have never seen official monitors at these things. If you want one, you have to bring your own. To their credit, there is usually a first aid tent though. So, there's that.
The secular version would be at concerts where some kind of trance goes down--like moshing and headbanging. Those settings have their own rules. Call it pit etiquette but basically it just means protecting yourself and fellow entranced. Looking out for each other. If someone falls, pick them up. If someone is injured, stop and get them help.

Hope this helps to give you a good start. Good luck!
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The Best Caring Tips For Polki Jewellery
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Questions 1 Yes, it is appropriate. Sometimes people need care but are embarrassed to seek it out or their situation does not enable them to get to traditional clinics. For the case of women living in shelters or in extreme poverty, it can be difficult to obtain medical care because they may lack the funds to pay for it, they may lack awareness of the fact that they need care, or they may be hampered by social or environmental issues that keep them from reaching out for help. Sometimes people need to see first that there are others outside of their own small world who are willing to enter in and offer assistance. This has been shown to be the case with educators who make home visits and the same is true for physicians (Ventura et al., 2014). 2 Genital warts are spread through skin-to-skin contact and cannot be spread any other way. They must come from contact with the genitals (Genital Warts, 2017). The doctor feeling relief about the mother’s story of the boy in the shower stall shows a significant degree of gullibility on the part of the doctor, at least in that moment. It sounds like she did not want to face the issue any more than the mother did. 3 Dr. Vicky’s struggle is certainly understandable but it is also regrettable. The situation she was in with the mother was undoubtedly uncomfortable but as a physician, she should have known immediately that the boy was being molested. She should not have allowed the mother to leave with the son because who knows what could happen next? They might have fled the shelter and the boy could still be in harm’s way. 4 Being an advocate is about publicly promoting a cause that you believe to be important. Going to the shelter to help provide quality care to the homeless is a good cause—and Dr. Vicky clearly wanted to show advocacy in this way. However, she was not mentally prepared for some of the issues she might find there—such as child endangerment. She was not betraying the family by alerting the authorities; rather, she was betraying the cause by accepting the “shower stall” excuse as an out. A doctor can remain an advocate while also reporting crimes because a crime is a crime; criminals should not be protected just because reporting them means that the family gets to stay together. If a family is under assault, external help needs to be called in; not doing so is a dereliction of duty. 5 If I were in the Department of Children Services and had this case, the intervention I would suggest would be an immediate recourse to therapeutic care, as recommended by the National Research Council (1993). However, I would also recommend that temporary housing be given to the child and assistance to the mother while the case is resolved. Clearly there are signs of molestation and that needs to be investigated to see where it is occurring and who is the culprit. If the activity is being done at the shelter, a legal intervention needs to be imposed; if the culprit is unknown, the mother and the child should receive counseling/therapy to deal with the attendant issues that are likely to be taking place alongside this discovery. Aside from the obvious medical treatment that the child needs, the psychological trauma that the child has received will need to be addressed, so some form of therapeutic counseling should be delivered along with the possibility of family counseling. References Genital Warts. (2017). Planned Parenthood. Retrieved from https://www.plannedparenthood.org/learn/stds-hiv-safer-sex/genital-warts National Research Council. (1993). Understanding Child Abuse and Neglect. Washington, DC: The National Academies Press. Ventura, A. et al. (2014). Home-based palliative care: A systematic literature review of the self-reported unmet needs of patients and carers. Palliative Medicine, 28(5): 391-402. Read the full article
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Communists, Cults, Thought Reform, Dissociation, and Spirituality - Part 1
Based on it's title, this might sound like an essay that could have been two different essays instead: "Communists, Cults and Thought Reform" followed by "Dissociation and Spirituality". That would be easier except that in my own experience these phenomena have all been interrelated. And this is something I feel I'm finally ready to talk about: I joined a leftist cult about 7 years ago, and they used thought reform techniques (a.k.a. "brainwashing") to create harmful artifacts in my psyche. Since leaving that group 4 and a half years ago I have developed a variant of dissociative identity disorder, and I've found my spirituality again along the way. I think it's a story worth sharing, and I intend to tell it in parts, taking time to reflect and incorporate information from a range of sources.
tw: trauma, cults, abuse, DID, Soviet Union
my emphasis in bold on quotes
It's been a long road, but I feel like I'm finally beginning to understand what happened to me, why I've been struggling to subsist and maintain healthy routines for so long, and why I so often lament feeling like I'm not myself, not being sure what that even means really, and feeling unable to do anything about it. I suffered in silence for years, reeling in disorientation at first and then struggling to comprehend what I was experiencing, feeling extremely distraught and not understanding why. I really was struggling, I was working out my problems, and I began to engage more and more in processing the pseudo-part in my/our psyche that was put there purposely by abusers to cause harm. About 10 months ago, we reached a breaking point which - thankfully - has been followed by many breakthroughs. 2 months ago, I/we started to admit to ourselves that we're a system and have become a DID system because of trauma caused by joining a cult. And this week we began to read about thought reform, its use by cults, and the psychological impact of being involved with such a group.
So I'm sitting here now with an essay by Dennis Tourish of University of Ulster, North Ireland titled "Ideological Intransigence, Democratic Centralism, and Cultism: A Case Study from the Political Left". Originally published in 1998, it's accessible now on the International Cultic Studies Association website. He states in the abstract to his paper that it "argues that the phenomenon of political cultism is more widespread than is normally assumed. In particular, it focuses on the ideological and organizational dynamics of left-wing groupings that fall within the Trotskyist tradition, and argues that these dynamics predispose such groupings to cultic practices."
Three terms jump out immediately as in need of some definition: cult, thought reform, and Trotskyist.
Tourish lists 3 defining features of cults, for which he cites Langone (1988):
"Members are expected to be excessively zealous and unquestioning in their commitment to the identity and leadership of the group. They must replace their own beliefs and values with those of the group."
"Members are manipulated and exploited, and may give up their education, careers and families to work excessively long hours at group-directed tasks such as selling a quota of candy or books, fund-raising, recruiting and proselytizing."
"Harm or the threat of harm may come to members, their families, and/or society due to inadequate medical care, poor nutrition, psychological and physical abuse, sleep deprivation, criminal activities, and so forth."
Most of that sounds familiar to me. My experience was with a group of people who pretended to follow a democratic process within their organization while systematically lying to their membership through layers of bureaucracy and using organizational power to crush dissent through hive-mind-like unity of action. I read literal stacks of propaganda before joining this group. The common amount a member making $50,000 per year would pay as their monthly sustaining pledge was about $1,000 - unless they worked for the organization, in which case they paid $10 per month. All of the money went to the center in NYC (a building they owned in the historic district of Manhattan), and the local functionaries made so little that they were financially dependent upon other members. And I did in fact disrupt or outright ruin all of my friendships during the period of time that I was around this group of people. I did spend long hours staffing their office and selling their newspaper, and I spent all of my free time reading books or essays that reinforced the big larp I was caught up in. And by golly, they did threaten me! That happened too. And I did suffer psychological abuse. That too.
The type of psychological abuse that this group of people inflicted is called thought reform. Tourish borrows a list of 6 characteristics of thought reform programs from Singer (1987):
"Controlling an individual’s social and psychological environment, especially the person’s time."
"Placing an individual in a position of powerlessness within a high-control authoritarian system."
"Relying usually on a closed system of logic, which permits no feedback and refuses to be modified except by executive order."
"Relying on the unsophistication of the person being manipulated (that is, the person is unaware of the process), and pressing him or her to adapt to the environment in increments that are sufficiently minor so that the person does not notice changes."
"Eroding the confidence of a person’s perceptions."
"Manipulating a system of rewards, punishments, and experiences to promote new learning or inhibit undesired previous behavior. Punishments are usually social ones, for example, shunning, social isolation, and humiliation (which are more effective in producing wanted behavior than beatings and death threats, although these do occur)."
Wow. Yes, they did all of these things too. I definitely joined a cult 7 years ago, and they consciously used harmful psychological tactics to make me dissociate so that they could exploit me. It's finally been longer since I left the group than the length of time I was there. All things considered though, the past 7 years have been miserable for me.
Despite having cut ties with this group of people and having zero intention of giving them anything ever again, their likenesses have been relentlessly appearing in our mind as dissociated parts of our psyche, stopping us from earning income and then telling us that it's because we "didn't pay" or "won't pay". At the time of writing, this is an ongoing problem.
I remember picking up this organization's mail in Chicago, and people from all over the country were continuing to send them checks. They were all former members of the group, and the few of them who I met were tongue-in-cheek about their continued support. It's also not uncommon for a former member who they encounter at a public demonstration to scream profanities at them from a distance.
This is - apparently, but not surprisingly - par for the course for a Trotskyist organization. It also corroborates the in-person and online experiences I had in my pre-Trotskyist days, trying to work with Maoists or social democrats. These are the three broad categories I would use to distinguish between leftists in the U.S., other than anarchists and old-school Stalinists (mature social democrats?) and excluding mainstream liberals. Their origins are as follows:
The socialist element in the U.S. Labor movement can be traced back to the Socialist Labor Party, formed in 1876. It was associated with the 1st International Workingman's Association founded by Karl Marx, Friedrich Engels, and others in 1864. That organization ended in 1876 and was replaced by a 2nd International with politics leaning ever more towards trade-union activism as a way to organize around the immediate needs of the working class (viz. succeed as politicians). V. I. Lenin - the most prominent leader of the Russian revolution and de facto leader of the Bolshevik party - rallied his supporters against the social democracy of the 2nd international, vying instead for a seizure of power through armed revolution by a bloc between the Russian workers and peasant farmers. Along the way his group called for and formed a 3rd Communist International, but this organization was taken over by the Stalinist bureaucracy 6 years into the revolution. As a result, every Communist Party (CP) branch in the world was - and still is - thoroughly Stalinist.

The events of 1917-1929 in Russia are still of great historical interest to me, and I'll try to restrain myself from printing too many pixels about this here. A series of dialectical transformations took place that took the air out of Lenin's grand daydream of international worker's democracy, created one of the most oppressive and deadly totalitarian regimes in history, and created a new, estranged type of communist politician. I'll expound on these three points:
After the 1917 insurrections and dissolution of the constituent assembly, Lenin's party kept the workers' councils (Soviets) out of power. Instead of allowing the workers to build their new government using the Soviets, the Bolsheviks autonomously built a massive bureaucratic oligarchy on the model of the previous Tsarist state. They even rehired many of the same administrators from the previous regime. This served the triple purpose of preparing the new government to wage a civil war against the monarchists, enabling a rapid economic shift to "military communism", and insulating Lenin's inner circle from the political pressures of a massive, starving nation with an underdeveloped economy and made up of social classes from two different economic systems. However, it turned out to be one of the biggest fails of the 20th century.
As the new state bureaucracy grew, cliques began to form and a new organizational center in the Russian Communist Party coalesced around Joseph Stalin. This coincided with an economic crisis that saw Lenin himself initiate a u-turn on building a planned economy (the NEP). The turn was toward the rural farmer and the old way of life, and it quickly brought about the formation of powerful capitalist trusts (the NEP-men) as a growth on the financial system. This conservative shift alienated Lenin from his base on the left, the same base of support he would have needed to wage an effective political struggle against the rising Stalin. Instead, Lenin became critically ill, began to have strokes and lose the use of his voice, and died of a 3rd stroke in 1924.
3 years later a bloc of old Bolsheviks rallied around Leon Trotsky to wage a belated left-wing struggle against Stalin. The bloc was too small, and by 1929 the repression machine was in high gear - they were all exiled or murdered. From exile, Trotsky presented a new challenge to Stalin on the international stage. He founded a 4th Communist International, called for new revolutions on the Bolshevik model and political revolution against the Stalinist bureaucracy, and he criticized Stalin's nationalist detours away from international revolution. Stalinist repression against "Trotskyites" in the U.S. Communist Party drove left-leaning communists out of the CP and into the Socialist Party where they embraced entrist tactics, rallying in opposition to the leadership before leaving to start new organizations.


Other than Maoists, leftist groups in the U.S. tend to be descended from that out-pour of young communist politicians trying to escape the CP. Some stayed in the Socialist Party and became social democrats, while others went into the 4th international to get to the left of Stalin. The link below leads to a chaotic chart showing the history of the U.S. Trotskyist movement, beginning with the Communist Party U.S.A.
Most of these groups underwent a series of organizational splits and burned out like old stars. This occurred internationally too, with the 4th International splitting into the ICFI and UCFI. Today the two most relevant ones are the Democratic Socialists of America and the Party for Socialism and Liberation. The Trotskyists of the fractured FI fizzled out or found their way back to social democracy - except for one group I know of that took a somewhat longer route there instead.

As Cannon's Socialist Workers Party leapt toward uncritical praise for the Cuban revolution in 1959, a group of young Trotskyists in that org waged a faction fight against the leadership, calling themselves the Revolutionary Tendency. That group was eventually expelled and renamed itself Spartacist. They attempted to differentiate themselves from the older Trotskyist political leaders as a genuinely revolutionary pole and proceeded to recruit an international tendency which was eventually named the International Communist League. There was an international power struggle... purges... more power struggles, more purges... and by the time I joined their Chicago branch in 2018 the whole thing had been reduced to a dried out political cult with the old bureaucrats battling the young ones in yet another power struggle.


I recall having a much more optimistic - and naive - view of the ICL back then. In retrospect, exposing myself to those people and what they practice was the worst decision I've ever made in my life. Back in 2018 however, I felt like I had finally found my reason for being alive - to be a communist revolutionary - and my whole future hinged upon me joining this one particular group. I had a sub-conscious feeling of certainty that doing so would absolve me of the guilt of living an otherwise privileged life in capitalist society. The journey between there and here has been extraordinary, to say they least. It's been literal torture, yet I feel that my sight has been cleared and that I've been shown a way to find peace within. That's become my goal - or really I've discovered that it's been my goal all along - and I can celebrate this as a tremendous first step.
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Franklix
Platform Bubble: A transparent content library that lets you choose the brain you want for yourself based on the averaged neurological changes of the consumers of the book, course, film, drama, etc. curated or, if the changes are too small, based on the genre, discipline, institution, lecturer, author, director or other creators. That is the definitively life-revolutionizing choice we need on top of the choices of exhilaratingly but ultimately helplessly watching larvae taking over human brains in Parasyte: The Grey or [doomsday scifi spoiler] the dispatch of a human brain to forlorn outer space in 3 Body Problem, shows which recently topped a FlixPatrol global TV streaming chart in close succession.
Content and life are fast evolving, so we need to ensure whatever forms of societal compass we have with respect to them keep pace. Sharper differentiation between beneficial content and detrimental content enables the precise and efficient choice optimization that is ever more important against a backdrop of enrichment/entertainment option overload and harrowing time scarcity. The necessity is real whether you are pro-screen or anti-screen.
To identify with an "anti-screen" league might sound hypocritical in this smartphone age. Even this discourse is of necessity mediated through a screen. The temptation and justification for screen usage are made powerful by the current realities of modern living — the network effect (i.e. how the value of a good or service depends on the number of users, which in turn carries implications for any digital abstinence or digital hermitism on the part of users like business owners, commentators, creators or even simply run-of-the-mill career builders), phone-addicted spouses and buddies whose attention you switch on more readily through WhatsApp, the need to join social conversations around trending shows to avoid becoming an outcast, online-only opinion pieces, and essential services increasingly requiring web connectivity. Prominent reflections of authentic neurological changes that confirm purported negative consequences of viewing excessive onscreen violence and short-form content, for example, would be reminders that may abate the temptation and turn the tide of peer pressure to some extent. Physical written materials, in contrast, can cultivate patience, concentration and an appetite for deep contemplation, provided they are not part of any multitasking setup.
That said, the books-good-TV-bad mantra needs a nuance check given the transforming content landscape. Give fair chances to new works otherwise tarnished by past scientific findings on the harm of television watching and stop shallow publications from stealing precious minutes of our lives. Television can be a rich and cognitively stimulating form of storytelling, if screen creators care to make the best of their medium, whereas a financially threatened publishing industry surviving on conservative business ethos may keep selecting works that repeat the same ideas for up to hundreds of pages at a time to meet traditional length expectations and across tens of thousands of titles. Unlike text, screen details may await careful discovery, instead of always being spelled out one way or another. What an opportunity for bookish nerds to stretch our multiple faculties. Layered audiovisual worlds take this millions of steps further as they compact ideas, emotions and sociocultural, literary and academic references into mere minutes or even seconds. The caveat is that the brain catalog must carry a warning about the content-independent perils of excessive screen time.
Not relying solely on superficial theories and industry experiences vulnerable to future disruption, @netflix itself has had a biophysical lab that measured electrical activities in volunteers' brains as they watched videos. To take this to an ideal level, we might want to randomly select individuals, habitual users of a medium and others alike, for each item or group in the proposed content library and conduct magnetic resonance imaging (MRI) or other suitable measurements of them before and after their consumption of the item or of a statistically significant number of group items. With massive samples of such individuals, any confounding factors would hopefully cancel out each other. To be sure, the problems with this approach are tremendous: staggering technical and logistical costs, denial of personal autonomy, riding roughshod over conscientious objection to consuming works of certain ideologies or themes.
One compromise would be comparing the neurological measurements of pairs or, if the numbers permit, paired pools of consenting, anonymized viewers who share similar biographical data and viewing histories but differ in whether they have consumed the content item or group under evaluation. A discounted price tier can be offered to incentivize the consent, data sharing and measurements. There are at least two complications, on top of the obvious analytical limitation of self-selection, however. First, while pure entertainment content may be viewed as merely a foregone luxury for non-consenting individuals, the same is not true for foregone enrichment items, including important academic books and courses as well as works of profound societal value that inspire you, for instance, to push on against your real-life difficulties or to take pride in your marginalized background. The consequence is the oft-discussed data-selling equivalent of organ selling for people of lesser means who actually need to consume the works. Second, discussions around TikTok bans and around familial genomic information have raised the concern that personal data is more than personal. The geopolitical and societal implications of massive data collection may be deemed troubling, however unfettered, authentic and informed the consent given is.
Until there is a solution or favorable consensus for challenges above, here is a suggestion for a crude proxy that circumvents them: a review site-like content library where each user can pick two shapes that she believes best represent the cognitive state and emotional state of her brain respectively after consuming a curated item. Polling on the shapes starts after complete consumption of the item is plausible. For example, the brain shape poll for a web series should start at a time that is the sum of the time of release of the finale of a web series and the running duration of the finale. To minimize the effect of any manipulation by rabid fandoms or unscrupulous commercial players, the most popular brain shapes for the item are to be unveiled only after the end of a reasonably long voting period, after which no more vote will be accepted. At least the fun concept itself should be sufficient non-monetary incentive for poll participation.
Quantitative surveys of neurological states need not obliterate any romance or particularity of a viewing or fiction reading experience. Just as you can imagine having separate fabulous friendships with twins with identical looks and similar personalities, the Shinichi-Migi bromance in the Japanese manga/anime version of Parasyte and the Suin-Heidi "sismance" (never mind that a widely-accepted term for female bromance still does not exist) in the South Korean live-action adaptation of Parasyte mentioned in the beginning may be both worth cherishing in their own rights, even if they all hold out brains in the shape of a reaper with a large heart as its head in poll results. Ditto for The Three-Body Problem franchise's Cheng Xin X Yun Tianming loveline and Cheng Jin (Jin Cheng) X Will Downing loveline, and any steaming, plasmoid-shaped brains.
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Cultural exchange event with Indonesia

11/9
A group of students from Indonesia visited my middle school in early November. It was a special cultural exchange event. Everyone went to the gym (also the auditorium for all intents and purposes) and the kids led the assembly in Japanese and English. I had looked over their English parts and I was really proud of the students for speaking in front of the whole school. My principal even gave his introductory speech in English! There was an exchange of souvenirs from both groups and the head teacher from their school and the principal from my school signed documents signifying the event. The documents are in front of my school now on display, with other cultural items, but I can't read them because they're in Japanese and Indonesian.
The students from both schools performed dances for one another. My middle schoolers performed a dance with glow sticks to Idol by Yoasobi (they also performed this at the school festival in October). The students from Indonesia had two performances, one with hand held fans and one with Angklung (an instrument made from bamboo, you shake it to make the sounds) and singing. They also wore traditional dress which was really cool to see.
After the assembly, the kids got to pick one class to go to for activities. There was music class, sitting volleyball, and math games. I think it was like math games but I don't know for sure. I was with the sitting volleyball group to act as an English translator just in case (albeit being not super conversational in Japanese). The kids from Indonesia speak very good English, so I was able to chat with them conversationally. I also explained some of the things they found unclear in the game. I had never heard of sitting volleyball before this, but it's just volleyball with a plastic/ lighter ball and you are sitting down. It sounds weird but I think it's more fun and more accessible. Because the ball is lighter it doesn't go as fast, giving you more time to prepare to hit it. And it can’t harm you if you get hit. This was with the second years (8th graders) and I was happy to spend some time with them outside of English class!
I asked a bunch of the Indonesian students if they liked Tokyo or Osaka better, because they had traveled around Japan before coming to the school. They all said Osaka (which I agree with for the most part). They were trying to be polite and when I asked I was met with silence and I had to explain “Oh, it's okay if you pick Osaka. I've been there and I love it.” (They were reluctant to admit it because my school is geographically closer to Tokyo). Tokyo is awesome, but your experience really depends on the neighborhood you're in because it's such a large city. It's also more fast paced, with people all trying to get to work and such. I am used to New York City so this doesn't bother me. Tokyo's subways and trains may be crowded sometimes but they're so efficient you can hardly complain. Osaka on the other hand has a reputation for being more relaxed despite being a large city. I think it honestly comes down to how the familiarity of each place meshes with it's unique aspects that determine how much someone likes a place.
This event was really fun and I was happy to be able to be apart of it.
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AOT with a Black S/O
A/N: There are SO many characters I want to do so this is definitely going to be a part one. Please know that I’m going off of MY ✨black experience✨ so if I mention something that you don’t do or experience, then idk, write your own. 🤨
CW: Modern AU, Black!Reader, Reader is female oriented,
TW: some light racism mentions.
Eren Jaeger
I’m going to start this off by saying Eren is completely into ethnic women.
If it’s not the way your skin glows under the summer sun, it’s definitely the goddamn brown eyes that are just BEAUTIFUL MAN.
He won’t say it, but he is such a nerd for learning more about your culture. Learns a lot about black history and excitedly tells you the new stuff he learned. He gets so happy when he learns about inventions by black people too.
He gets really mad about a lot of social issues though. He’s a really good listener when it comes to you voicing your feelings about something that’s happened in the community. Definitely an unapologetic activist.
Take him to a predominantly black church, watch him be all awkward but tapping his toes. He’ll tell you after that he really enjoyed it and had a lot of fun. He may not be feeling the Holy Ghost, but he is definitely going with you on sunday just to enjoy it with you
Over all, he just loves you so much, he gets to experience so,etching new every single day and he loves it. Especially when it comes to music, food, and clothing. Dress him up please, he likes it. Use him as a wig stand too.
Armin Arlert
Please, he was doing research on black culture before you were even dating. 🤨🖐🏾
When you started dating, you were definitely surprised by how much he actually knows about black culture. It’s all because he wanted to make sure he never says anything to you that makes you upset. If he has questions about something, he is going right to those books and the internet. He’s also not afraid to ask you questions but he would prefer to not burden you with the responsibility of educating him.
If you grew up in a predominantly white neighborhood, he tries his best to make you feel comfortable about being your most authentic self and not washing yourself down for him. He doesn’t like it when you hold yourself back or fix your speech so that he can understand you better, he’ll fight you to be yourself. USE YOUR AAVE AND TEACH HIM.
He really likes the way you talk. He takes note of any little inflectional accented letters in the words you speak. He will use words like “bussin” and “Chile” in the wrong way, so please just… stop him, he’s trying his best.
He’s also really into African American protective hairstyles and why they are important
Definitely sits down with you and helps you with your hair. He’s not the best with it, but he is definitely helpful. Like he’ll at least hold stuff for you or let you use his hand as the pallet for the grease or gel. If you’re a wig wearer, he likes being the model while you shape it. If you’ve got an Afro, he’s buying you the cutest bonnets to wear at night.
Mikasa Ackerman
The thing she loves so much about you is how she’s able to swap cultural experiences with you. 🥺
She grew up in a half Asian household and has a lot of things to share. The fact that she gets to mix her culture with yours is incredible to her. Especially with food because traditional Japanese dishes with traditional African American foods is fun to combine
She is really into r&b music, too. Swapping music with her is so much fun because she finds some new artists she’s never heard of before. She really likes Destiny’s Child
Asks you a lot of questions, too. It’s always light hearted and she means so well. She wants to know more about your family, the dynamic, what kinds of struggles you went through, the celebrations.
Bring her to parties and family functions, she is a visual and hands on learner.
Calls you beautiful every single day. There’s not a single thing about you that she doesn’t love.
Jean Kirschtein
Jean definitely gets quite the culture shock when you first start living together.
Mainly because of the food. He is not used to any cuisine that as a little spice in it. The first time you cool all the fixings for him, he is overwhelmed. It smells so good and some is familiar, but he’s never had them in this way.
He’s eating all of it anyways honey. He’s telling you it’s BUSSIN. Every fuckin meal, bro, he is saying it. Y’all can’t even go to cookouts because he says it so loud, tell him to STOP. (But don’t because it sounds funny and he’s just trying to express his love for soul food.)
OH AND DANCING. BRO. He learns a lot about how dances were ripped off from black people and he asks you to teach him the correct way to do it, if you know how. If not, he’ll happily teach you. He loves the history of it, too.
He is very active as an ally and does a lot of work to make sure the community you guys live in is accepting and safe for you and everyone else.
It really does take him a minute to get into the swing of daily life, but he is so happy he met you and that you let him in.
Sasha Braus
You already know I’m going to say food with this girl.
The way she is tearing up a plate the first time you cook food for her is a little animalistic. She licks that shit CLEAN. Some soul food at a party is going to be nonexistent if you bring her.
She may not be the brightest girl, but movies are definitely her thing. She likes it when you show her some movies directed by black people like Jordan Peele or Tyler Perry. One of her favorite movies is Dream Girls.
She also asks a lot of questions. (Ahem, her with Onyankopon…) It’s always her trying to learn more but they sometimes come off as a little uhhhhh… you know…. Like that. Don’t worry though, explain things to her and she is immediately apologetic for even asking.
You might have to teach her a few things though, I’m not gonna lie.
Take her to a family reunion or a Juneteenth celebration party, trust me she’ll enjoy herself.
Levi Ackerman
Surprisingly the thing he enjoys the best is the music.
You’d think with his classical tea loving ass, he’d be a little weary with the music, but no! He actually really likes old hip hop and rap. New age is not his favorite, but he likes artist like Tupac, Biggie, Jay Z, Old Kanye. Don’t be surprised to see him rapping randomly. I’ll stand by this.
He’s also really good with hair. Like surprisingly good with it. Like, he could actually just do your hair and you will probably never have to go to a salon ever.
He saw you struggling with yours one morning and noticed how expensive it was for you to get yours done, so he literally went out to any black owned salon and asked if they could teach him how it’s done. For weeks he just spent his free time learning how to do textured hair, which products were good, which ones were harmful, how to style, all of it. He came home one day and saw you booking an appointment to get yours done and told you he could do it. Success.
He also learns your favorite soul food meals. Spends time with your family to learn how you like it.
Overall, Levi isn’t great with words but he shows you he loves you by doing these extravagant things for your that’s how you know he cares about you and how important your heritage is.
A/N: this was so cute wahhh. Idk why I’m worried about being canceled when I’m black- also sorry for any typos I miss.
#soft side 🌕#moon writes ✍🏾#aot x black reader#Eren x reader#armin x reader#mikasa x reader#jean x reader#sasha x reader#levi x reader#aot headcanons#aot fluff
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Twisted Wonderland: Malleus Scary Outfit (SR) - Voice Lines + Personal Story
Voice Lines
Summoning Line: Halloween is a festival that can be enjoyed by those of all races and species, whether living or dead. You, too, should enjoy it to your heart’s content. Groovy: I blow a mere puff of flame and everyone trembles in fear. Watch. Set Home: This costume is not of a dragon. It is a Long. Home Idle 1: The other Diasomnia students seemed to like the costume. They all cheered in happiness. It was worth troubling myself over. Home Idle 2: Lilia is familiar with how Halloween is celebrated in many different countries. Long ago, rather than singing a lullaby, he would tuck me in with stories of such traditions. Home Idle 3: I saw two pumpkin knights on campus. The smaller one was floating, so I assume they were the Shroud brothers. Home Login: I’ve experienced Halloween many a time, but it seems this year is going to be more boisterous than usual. Home Idle Groovy: Trick or treat. How was that? If you don’t give me sweets, I’ll play a trick on you. Whatever will you do? Home Tap 1: The red Long, that hails from the Far East and serves as inspiration for our costumes, can play folk instruments. Hmmm…… they just get more and more interesting. Home Tap 2: I saw al-Asim practicing howling like a wolf. It lacked power, but was charming nonetheless. Fufu. Home Tap 3: Halloween in the Valley of Thorns is exceptionally magnificent. It’s a bit different than how other countries celebrate, but…… I do hope you’ll come to see it someday. It’s very beautiful. Home Tap 4: Even if you hear a strange noise, it would be jumping to conclusions to assume it was the work of a ghost. Fae love mischief year-round, after all. Home Tap 5: My tail? It isn’t part of the costume, it’s real. Even if it interests you, don’t get too close. If you bump into it carelessly, I’ll send you flying. Home Tap Groovy: I’ll bestow flame appropriate of a Long unto those that would try to harm your dormitory. I happen to be fond of that place.
Personal Story
That Certainly is……Interesting : Chapter 1
-Diasomnia Dorm - Lounge-
Lilia: ……So you were here, Malleus. I was looking for you. Malleus: Lilia, what is it? Lilia: Actually, I have something to ask of you. Will you choose Diasomnia’s costume for this year? Malleus: Me? Why? You’ve chosen it for the past two years, Lilia. Lilia: I’m especially busy this year with Organization Committee work. I can’t even turn up for club activities. Malleus: But I don’t know what to do. I think there are others more suitable than me…… Lilia: No, it must be you. Deciding on a costume means deciding on Diasomnia’s theme for this year. It’s an important decision that affects the dignity of our dorm……. Because of that, if not me, then our Dorm Leader must decide. Malleus: Is that truly your reason for turning over the costume selection to me, even though you’re the one who looks forward to Halloween the most every year? Lilia: Kufufu…… No, there’s another reason. It’s boring if I choose the costumes every year. But if you, the next king of the Valley of Thorns, chooses all our students will take a keen interest in it. Of course that includes me as well. So what do you say? Will you do it? Malleus: ......Okay. If you want me to, I’ll choose. Each dorm dresses in ghost costumes with various monster motifs. I’ll go to the library to search for any books that might be useful.
-Library-
Malleus: ……Now, just what kind of costume should it be? The chosen motif must embody Diasomnia. Something with a noble existence would be preferable...... If I suggest a dragon, Lilia will complain and say I should think harder about it. It should be a creature that even I, myself, have never seen. If so, we’d be able to set ourselves apart from the other dorms. If I research local legends, they may contain information on monsters even I don’t know about. However, searching for such books would be incredibly difficult. I’ve heard that you can use the computers in the library to search for the book you need...... …….No, those machines work in complicated and mysterious ways. I’ll be upfront and have a look around the bookshelves directly.
Some time passes……
Malleus: ......98...... 99...... And that makes 100 books. There can’t be 100 books related to local legends in this library….... Ortho: Wow~! That’s a huge amount of books! Malleus: You are…… the small Shroud. Ortho: Oh! Malleus Draconia! What are you doing with such a huge pile of books around you? Malleus: It falls to me to decide this year’s Halloween costume. I was gathering reference material, but before I realized it I was surrounded by this many books. Ortho: Hmmmm. Maybe I can help you look? I’m able to access a much larger database than just the books in the library. Also, if you use the Olympus search engine, you can perform a semantic search that takes into consideration the user’s purpose and intentions. How does that sound? Malleus: In brief………… what does all of that mean? Ortho: Basically, it will identify what you, Malleus Draconia, wants to find out. Malleus: Hmmm…… I understand. Ortho: Activating voice recognition functionality. Begin semantic search. Malleus: ............ Ortho: ......U- Um? Malleus: What is it? Ortho: Errr…… Even if it’s fragmentary, could you tell me what you want to search for? Malleus: Me? Ortho: Of course. Malleus: Then……What I’m searching for is information on monsters to use as motifs in Halloween costumes…… Ortho: Searching…… Malleus: Well? Ortho: Can you tell me again without being so concerned with your wording? Malleus: ……Understood. What I want is information on a noble creature that suits Diasomnia.………… Ortho: Search completed. I found something, Malleus Draconia. I’ll project it onto the wall right away! Malleus: Hou. That certainly is……interesting.
That Certainly is...... Interesting : Chapter 2
-Library-
Ortho: Is this the monster you were searching for, Malleus Draconia? Malleus: Hmmm…… So this is the king who presides over the demons of Bald Mountain. Ortho: He has a giant jet-black body and huge wings. And besides that, his pointed gaze…… is really cool! There shouldn’t be any costumes with this motif in the history of Night Raven College. Malleus: He certainly does have a noble existence…… But if the body is all black, it won’t stand out. Lilia will probably complain that it’s too plain. Ortho: Refining search…… Search completed. Take a look at this. It’s a headless knight, dashing through the valley at night. He’s swinging his sword while his horse sprints forth! His red cloak is also cool, isn’t it? Malleus: ......No, we can’t. Ortho: Huh! Why not? Malleus: The costume becomes too complicated when it comes to replicating its headlessness. Aside from that, it would be difficult to obtain horses for all our students. Ortho: I see…… Taking your previous comments into account, the next image is of…… this! Malleus: ……Hm? It’s quite small, but the red one…… is it a dragon? Ortho: Huh? You’ve already seen dragons before, so they should’ve been omitted from the search…… Oh! This isn’t a dragon. It’s a Long. Malleus: A Long…… It seems to be a creature that inhabits the Far East, which humans sanctify. Embodying both strength elegance...... it is a noble existence, similar to a dragon…… Any more than anything, it’s a creature I have never seen before…… Alright, it’s decided. Diasomnia’s costume will be a Long. I need detailed information about the Long in order to create a costume for my dorm. May I request that? Ortho: Yes! Leave it to me!
-Ramshackle Dorm-
Malleus: ……I’ve kept you waiting. This is the Halloween costume Diasomnia students will dress up in this year. Sebek: Y…… Young Master! What a dignified figure you cut! Silver: It suits you well. Malleus: What do you think, Lilia? I want to hear your opinion. Lilia: Even though it’s a sophisticated design, it’s also very colorful…… I like it! It seems like I was correct in having you decide on what our costumes should be, Malleus. There’s no way I would’ve thought of using a dragon from the Far East as a motif…… Malleus: It’s not a dragon. From the presence or lack thereof of wings or beards, shape of the horns, and abilities, despite their similarities, dragons and Long are very different creatures. Lilia: Wah ha ha! It’s certainly as you say. You did a lot of research in a short amount of time. You always were prone to throwing yourself wholeheartedly into things. Malleus: It’s thanks to the small Shroud. He did a good job. The method he used…… I didn’t understand it at all. Lilia: Well, the costumes are perfect. Let’s distribute them to the students immediately. Malleus: Let’s. This Halloween, we’ll provide more horror than usual.
The day of Halloween—
Malleus: Trick or treat......! Fufu…… We shall burn the majestic image of the Long into your memory……!
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*The references were pretty obvious, I think, but just in case! The first thing Ortho suggests to Malleus is Chernabog from Disney’s Fantasia. The second is the Headless Horseman from Sleepy Hollow. Which leads me to believe...... especially from Malleus’s “small” comment, that the red-scaled Long in question is Mushu, from Mulan.
#twisted wonderland#disney twst#malleus draconia#twst malleus#ortho shroud#diasomnia#long post#my translations
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So I was having a conversation on Discord about omegaverse tonight, and my brain won’t shut up about it, because as usual I come up with my arguments after the discussion is over. I should have been asleep 3 hours ago, but it’s hot and I can’t unwind, so I’m going to stay up EVEN LATER while the a/c brings things down a few degrees, and I try to get these thoughts out of my head.
I was pro-omegaverse, and trying to explain why *I personally* like the genre, and why I think even with it’s problematic origins and frequently used elements, it’s still a cool genre. I was essentially having 2 discussions, but they were both using my answers to their questions, even though I was usually addressing them 1 at a time. That happens when you’re in a Discord chat, and I wasn’t @ing my answers to them, since we were all in the room together. And I think that cunfuddled the discussion and my thoughts. So here’s a breakdown.
Issue 1. Biological Essentialism is gross and rapey.
Answer: Yes, it is. But so what? Some people like pure rape-fantasy. Is it healthy? That can be argued either way, and it definitely depends on the person writing, or the person reading. People like gross and rapey stories to get their rocks off. Whether we like non-con or not, rape fics should be allowed to exist because some people like it. It doesn’t matter if I think their reasons are valid. As long as they’re not actively trying to harm someone, let people get down and dirty with their rapey fantasies.
Also, the whole biological imperative to mate isn’t that far off from Soulmate AUs. Truemates = Soulmates. Whether we like Soulmate AUs or not, are we also arguing that they shouldn’t exist because they’re problematic? No, we’re not. Soulmate AUs are romantic for a lot of people. Let people have their uncomplicated, fluffy, 1 Destined Love stories.
Something to keep in mind though, is that not all omegaverse fics use the true mate trope. And quite a lot of fics have characters with a lot more self control during their mating cycles than what you’d find in the short smutty one shots. It’s common for them to avoid each other during heats, and only share their mating cycle as an act of love, trust, and devotion. After they’ve been dating for a while. (I love it when the alpha brings over snacks and water for the omega, and immediately hightails it out of there once they get a whiff of their sexy love interest. “Take care of yourself, text me when you feel better, loveyoubye! *nyoooom*”)
Issue 2. It’s transphobic.
Answer: This one is harder to argue, because yeah. It can be. But so can non-omegaverse. Transphobia is, unfortunately, everywhere. Exploring human gender through non-human gendered beings isn’t a bad thing though. Cis people should be allowed to explore those things too. This is step 1 to fighting the Patriarchy. Questioning it. Someone may come out of the experience still cis, but they’re going to be more open minded to trans people. Not to mention, all the trans and enby folks who probably figured themselves out through the gender exploration to be found in omegaverse.
Now, if someone’s into omegaverse and they tell you they won’t read a story about a trans character? Red flag.
Personally, I like the gender exploration in omegaverse. Not just in the hormonal stuff, although I do kinda love the idea of seeing cis male characters suffer cramps once a month lol... but I like the stuff about social inequality that women have to go through mapped onto a male character.
I brought this up in the chat, and my use of the term “women’s issues” raised a terfy flag I think, which upset me and made it harder to make my point. Cuz if there’s one thing I’m not, it’s terfy. But I do see women’s issues as also trans issues. Trans Men are treated differently after they start to present as male. There’s a marked difference between their treatment as a woman pre-transition, and as a man afterwards. And they still have to be really careful about accidental pregnancy. I cannot fathom how awful the dysphoria would be for them if they get pregnant. Trans Women are treated horribly pre-transition if they give any hint of feminine interests. There’s a reason “girly” is an insult, and it’s because Toxic Masculinity Is The Worst. And then when they transition? Hooooboy, gods bless those ladies because Trans Women are treated worse than Cis Women on the social pyramid. And Enbies? Oh you sweet things, how the hell do you deal with the rest of us bastards?
When I say that I am interested in seeing the characters I like deal with women’s issues, I am talking about social inequality, not just periods and cramps (although that a little bit too, because I wish a cis man could just fucking UNDERSTAND why I need a goddamn nap okay? lol), but also sexual health rights, including birth control, including the right to choose whether or not to take hormones, the right to equal pay, the right to equal education. Feminism, for me, includes trans and enby folks at the table.
But anyway, the characters I like right now just happen to be men. I see Dean as a man. That could mean he’s a trans man too, because trans men are men, yo. Castiel I see either as a man or non-binary. So if I want to put them through “women’s issues”, I have to plunk them in a special universe for that. No one is writing Matriarchy AUs, so Omegaverse it is!
(Side note: If my OTP were f/f, I’d still like omegaverse. And I could see lots of interesting ways to use all those same tropes for 2 female presenting characters. So it has nothing to do with genitalia. Unless it’s smut. But I swing all the ways, so still not an issue for me lol)
(Side note part deux: I like to read trans stories too. They have unique things about them that cannot be found in stories about cis characters, even in omegaverse. And when I see Dean and Cas as men or enby, I’m not putting down people who like them gender flipped. I just see myself enjoying Trans Woman Claire dating Enby Kaia, more than I’d like to see Dean or Cas written as cis/trans-women.)
Issue 3. Internalized misogyny!
Answer: This is an argument used against women shipping m/m in general, and has nothing to do with omegaverse. It just so happens that omegaverse was created for m/m pairings. But there are TONS of reasons we ship more m/m than any other pairings, ranging from those are the most interesting characters presented to us, to--yes--internalized misogyny. But I’m tired of that one. Internalized misogyny is rampant, and telling women that their fantasies are problematic isn’t going to cure them. There’s better ways to go about it.
Omegaverse now covers m/f and f/f pairings as well, sooooo... yeah, this one just doesn’t hold water like it used to. We just need to yoink the media out of the hands of the cis-men who are mostly in charge, and make them give us more compelling women to ship.
Issue 4: That’s not how human bodies work.
Answer: They’re not human lol! Okay but real talk here. This issue actually sounds transphobic to me, because it strikes very close to the XX vs XY chromosomes argument. Omegaverse characters have intersex variations. Alpha females and Omega males can have both a penis and a vagina in some fics. It depends on how the author wants to write it, of course. I usually go with the (horrifying) cloaca for omega males, and the (hyena inspired) psueudo-penis for alpha females instead, but to each writer their own lol
But again... not human. Let wet buttholes be a thing, lube is expensive and sometimes the bottle gets tangled in the sheets, and you have to stop what you’re doing to find it and... anyway, convenience in fantasy sex is nice lol
In Conclusion:
Personally, I only like non-traditional omegaverse. The stuff that subverts the “problematic” tropes. I was asked what I liked about the genre, and when I explained, it devolved into discussion of the topics above. But I think what was forgotten in that discussion, was that I kept saying I don’t like the “problematic” things. I like flipping the tropes. Which I like in general, when I’m looking for things to read. I mean, how many Castiel Thinks He’s Straight fics are there? Not many! So I wrote one! Because flipping tropes is my jam!
I don’t like Soulmate AUs, but with the proper twist I can still enjoy it. I don’t like Highschool AUs, but I’ve read some that touched me so deeply I still think of them years later. There’s always someone subverting the tropes I don’t like and turning them into something I do like.
And yet even though I kept saying I liked the subversion of the genre, the discussion kept coming back around to the parts of omegaverse that I *don’t* like. I will still defend anyone’s right to like the parts of it that aren’t for me though, so I argued away XD
And? Sometimes I like the dark problematic stuff when I’m in the mood to get my rocks off. Don’t judge, you’re all a little weird in some way or another ;D
Anywho, now that I got this stuff off my chest, hopefully I can sleep. It has also cooled down by like 4 degrees, and I no longer feel like I’m going to melt in my sleep. Tomorrow is going to suck, because I have to get up in 5 hours. Yay!
#ltleramblings#i enjoy thinking about these things#i was enjoying the discord discussion#i just couldn't keep up with 2 people at once#especially 2 people who are much better at thinking on the fly than i am lol
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Re: Jbird & RainS. (Briar) Discourse
Previously, I have spoken with the person who made very serious allegations against JBird, calling him a racist, that were then used by others to spread slander against him. They have since apologized and admitted that JBird isn't a racist, and I genuinely think there was a stark miscommunication that went on to prompt such a claim. I don't want to name them or involve them here, since I do believe they've already reflected enough on the situation at hand, and is still deeply considering the multi-faceted hornet's nest of problems they've stumbled upon.
However, in light of the blatant dismissal and refusal to submit actual proof against the two, I feel as if I should share the information I offered this person before.
If you are basing your arguments against Jbird and Briar off of the previous, separate Discord group discussions of Trio & co. - screenshots of which have been, and continue to be spread years later, by Prim - then I especially implore you to be open to what I have to say. As a third party to this continually and rapidly spiralling debacle, I feel like there's not much I can say or do to assist my friends in being heard, but I feel as if I ought to try. Prim's following is large and actively prepared to follow her "do not interact even to ask questions" policy, so I worry it may be too late already. But I am not without hope or faith.
Tumblr is, unfortunately, a place where hate spreads rapidly, and while I do love the broad community it fosters, I am also aware that, even with the best of folks, it is hard to see the side of someone you've already decided is guilty and not worth approaching for an explanation.
First and foremost, I believe in innocence until proven guilty.
Now then! Onto my offered commentary/input! (Sorry to prattle on so much.)
To start, thedesertgod, also known as Trio, did go through and look for her personal information, which is messed up. But that person has already apologized, if I'm remembering correctly, and left Tumblr. And the other main user who helped spread information about Prim being a race faker also admitted wrong and left. The others in the chat, particularly Mystic and Ronan appear to just be making jokes and stating factual informative summaries, respectively. E-muete also said "ok no" after the Dolezal comment, which is a common "no that's too far a comparison/joke/statement" substitute among their forums and chats and often means they don't actually agree with what they themselves said. Ruby also politely reminds Trio that it's impossible to tell someone's race off of their appearance alone. So what I see here is definitely problematic, but entirely on Trio's part. I'm not saying it's not screwed up to find pictures of someone's parents and debate their race, but the persons who did those things have already left the Tumblrsphere.
Unfortunately, the people you've pointed out don't have a good history with Prim even before the whole "Trio nitpicking her race" thing. Prim used to follow more than a few of them and use their posts to fuel her platform, oftentimes creating uninformed mish-mosh articles with a voice of authority that simply wasn't warranted. As I'm sure you're aware, it's hard enough dealing with people stealing your content word for word, but to attempt to steal your knowledge? Your initiations and rites of passage? And use them to sell yourself as a master of a breadth of practices? The tradcrafters of that particular circle decided to band together and block her from interacting with them directly for that very reason. And because of that, Prim started telling her followers that they are all racist and elitist and ableist and gatekeepers. These terms over the years have become almost like triggers in that once they're said, everyone seems to put on a blindfold and fall into a frenzied rage. And to be fair, Prim is far too quick, in my opinion, to bring up racism as the reason others disagree with her. Most times, I've noticed at least, that if she calls someone racist or says they're unsupportive of POC, she nearly immediately brings up BLM activism in her posts or reblogs. I'm not saying I necessarily support calling all of her activistic inclinations performative, but where the tradcradt group she calls racist is more than willing to talk of and show proof of their contribution, Prim never has and avoids it if asked. I can see both sides, really. But the fact remains that calling someone performative in their actions, does not a racist make. Neither, in my opinion, does interacting with people who are assumed (without real and concrete proof) to be racist.
I can appreciate where you're coming from; honestly, I can. People have grown accustomed to hearing the prefix trad- and preparing for the worst. Racism is a systematic and prevailing problem in the society all around us, so it makes sense to be on the lookout for it. You want to protect yourself and your community. I can understand your sentiments perfectly. But I cannot support "guilty by association" viewpoints. As a WOC who grew up in some rough areas, I have seen boys killed under that very same reasoning. Jbird is a good friend of mine, and I have never questioned his morals or ethics. I have seen no sign of my being looked down upon for the color of my skin, nor anyone else who runs in that very same circle.
What I see is what I see in a lot of faces on this hellsite: hurt. Before Trio and after Trio left, the tradcraft community has been slandered and ostracized. They have shut themselves off to outsiders for the very thing you've done to Jbird just yesterday. They hold their secrets closer than most other communities now because persecution is seemingly forever at their door. On Prim's end too, there has been struggle and pain and needless arguing and hurt. If those you approach seem prickly, it is often because the world has roughened their edges, not because they personally are against you.
I asked for a couple examples from the group and one person (I'll keep them anonymous because I didn't confirm they'd like their name here) said: she has talked about saint magic (trio), hadean pamphlet (trio), hubris (Ruby), fairies, trad craft shit (Mahigan among others), etc etc
From what I personally have seen, her most recent was the Witch Fire podcast. A few tradcraft blogs had a debate/discussion about Witch Fire and its traditional eurocentric foundations in witchcraft not that long ago, and then Prim decided to put out a podcast that was so uninformed, I'm still worried about how younger or newer witches might be hurt by it.
Unfortunately the tradcraft community is vulnerable to that kind of thing [being called names or falsely accused] and an easy target. That's why being called those kind of harsh words - like gatekeeping, elitist, racist, and ableist - are met with so much anger from them. I take it very seriously because I've seen the kind of whiplash it has, especially on such a closed off group.
[A Reply.] Yeah no, Prim "apologizes" by talking about how she's been previously given a hard time with interjections of "but please don't go around spreading hate" and never directly apologizes to the tradcrafter in such posts. Unfortunately, her "apology" did more harm than good. I was hoping she'd just ignore it but . . . This tends to happen too 🤦♀️
I think that if both sides were able to approach it as openmindedly as you have, there would be a lot less drama and in-fighting on this app 😩 I really did enjoy talking with you though!
That just about covers everything I'd like to say on the matter.
I do not condone spreading hate, just as I don't condone misinformation or blind allegiance to what one person says. So if you can respectfully and openmindedly address your questions/comments/concerns, I don't see why you can't interact with Briar, Jbird, or myself. I understand it's easy to get caught up in the first perspective you're given, but it is my hope that Witchblr as a whole can be more open to hearing both sides of the story. Blindly blocking and cancelling certain bloggers is something I don't support nor encourage. I understand Prim must be tired of addressing all of the drama that churns around her, so I won't speak as to what her reasoning could be for suggesting such a solution. I'm simply stating what I hope for the community as a whole.
| | Note: The statements above were written early (I think, my sense of time is off) yesterday, and as of yet, I have still seen no concrete evidence that Briar or Jbird have ever made racist comments. On Briar's part, I have seen her observation that activism on a performative platform such as Tumblr can come off as performative, but she never once said she doesn't know or see why Prim would support and promote BLM activism. Something I think was misconstrued and lumped all together to sound as if she thought Prim were faking her contributions altogether. | |
#witchblr#witch community#witchblr discourse#discourse#disappointed#tradcraft#traditional witchcraft#primrose#nightshadeandroses#gabrielle#chthoniaa
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Angie Yonaga Analysis:
Angie Yonaga, a Danganronpa V3 character with the title of Ultimate Artist has the reputation of being disliked due to her obsession with Atua. Hopefully this analysis would show Angie in a different light.
Trigger Warning: This analysis will have discussions of sexual assault, sexual abuse, religion and possible other stuff that may be sensitive towards some readers. You have be Warned.
Atua:
In order to better understand Angie as a character, we have to include Atua. The term 'atua' is used as a plural noun referring to all gods and spirits within their religious practices among people of Polynesian descent, particularly native Hawaiians and the Maori people of New Zealand.
In other words, 'atua' isn't necessarily a specific kind of god, but the term is used in the English release of the game to avoid using a specific god such as Jesus. (So no Angie isn't Christian) In the Japanese release of the game, Angie refers to Atua as "Kami-sama" in which similar to Atua is plural for god without using a specific religious figurehead.
From the first interaction with Angie the most noticeable traits is Angie's devotion towards Atua, although some fans have theorized that Angie's religion could be Christian, however they're some religious acts that Angie has mentioned that don't match up with Christianity such as the extensive amount of worshipping towards Atua.
Angie's religion is shown to be anonymous to not only to avoid using specific religious figure heads like Jesus, but to show a darker side of religion. To be more specific, Angie's religion is actually a cult using Atua as a figure head.
During Angie's free time events, when talking about her homeland, Angie almost always brings up Atua. Here is the interaction between Angie and Shuichi about her island:
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Angie: Angie lives with Atua on a divine island paradise.
Shuichi: Ah, right, but... Where is the island? What's it like?
*Angie: It's a tiny, divine island. It used to be much bigger...
But Atua used a natural disaster to make it smaller cuz He thought it would look cuter.
Shuichi: *That* was the reason?
Angie: My island has lots of plants and flowers too, y'know?
Shuichi: Ah, is that so?
Angie: But most of the plants and flowers on my island like to attack people.
Shuichi: They attack people!?
*Angie: Come to think of it...I'm honestly not sure if they're actual plants or flowers.
Shuichi: What...? What kind of island *is* this?
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This comes off as strange due to the sound of uncertainty in some of her lines, quickly changing the subject as if she isn't aware of what goes on in her island in a geographical standpoint.
On an 'interesting' note, Angie has something called 'DeepSea' which is a website that's used for shipping the following:
magazines, food, clothing, organ meat, medicine, blood, children.
It's safe to say the 'DeepSea' is a black market website used for illegal activities like human trafficking.(and considering that Angie never mentioned her parents once through her free time event, there is the disturbing possibility of Angie being a victim of human trafficking at a young age)
Angie has also mentioned some of her traditional act that she along with the others on her island part-take(which might implied both child abuse and sexual abuse) in such as:
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Angie: First, you're not allowed to feed children after midnight!
Angie: Cuz it's unhealthy! They won't grow up to be stable adults!
Angie: And they hafta undergo a divine initiation ritual before they can enter adulthood...
Angie: During the ritual, we perform intense physical workouts.
Angie: They all become adults at the same time, and feel all happy and relaxed afterward.
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Sexual Assault:
Throughout this specific detail on why Angie's religion is most likely a cult based off this interaction between Angie and Shuichi:
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Angie: That's right. On my island, everyone shares in our fun, happy times.
At weddings, for example, after the bride and groom consummate their vows...
The guests make their own vows, and then they consummate those, too.
Shuichi: What, everyone!?
Angie: After a successful consummation, the bride is blessed with a baby.
Of course, we all share the baby, too...
using a sickle...
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Shuichi: What...the hell...are you going to do with that!?
Angie: Nyahahahaha! Just kidding! We can't share a baby!
We just share the bride!
Shuichi:...What does that mean!?
This island has a ton of strange traditions…
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In other words, Angie has implied that everyone(which might include minors) can part-take in sexually assaulting the bride(and possibly impregnating her), more proof that Angie has possibly witnessed, part-take and experience sexual abuse from a young age. To a serious degree that she sees this behaviour as normal. This line from her FTE also indicates this as well:
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Angie: On my island, if you feel sad and lonely at night, you stab a sickle into your window!
Shuichi: That's...an odd custom.
Angie: Anyone who sees it can't just ignore it. They gotta go console that person.
They gotta do anything they can to console them. And I do mean ANYTHING.
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What we must keep in mind based off this discussion is that Angie has been on this island before becoming an Ultimate, meaning that her religious traditions and everyone else's are completely different. This interaction between Angie and Shuichi is proof of it(Although there's more proof of Angie sexually assaulting Shuichi in the Love Hotel Scene, I chose to not included it for the time being):
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Angie: Very well... By Atua's divine decree, your training begins today.
Shuichi: 'Grinning ear-to-ear, Angie skipped over to me and…'
Shuichi: Whoa!
Angie: Huhhh? Why are you running, Shuichi?
Shuichi: Y-You grabbed me all of a sudden... And you tried to take my clothes off!
Angie: Of course. How else would I provide what you're lacking?
Shuichi: I-I think I'm okay, thanks anyway!
*Angie: Why are you afraid?
*Angie: Atua and I will gently embrace you.
*Shuichi: What does that mean? What are you going to do...?
*Angie: Huh?
Shuichi: I-I just wanted to talk, Angie! Just be friends!
Angie: …
Shuichi:...Ah! S-Sorry for yelling, I just...
Angie: …
Shuichi: I'm just worried about you.
Angie:...
Shuichi: Ah, Angie?
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When Angie made her attempt to assault Shuichi, he reacted in fear and hostility. And yet Angie was the one confused on 'why would he react so hostile towards her advances?' And when Shuichi said he just wanted to be friends, Angie, just ran away. As if she doesn't know how to react.
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While doing research on Angie's religion, this particular term show up on my Google search:
Religious Trauma Syndrome (RTS) is a function of both the chronic abuses of harmful religion and the impact of severing one's connection with one's faith and faith community. It can be compared to a combination of PTSD and Complex PTSD (C‐PTSD).
Believe it or not, Angie in Kaeda's FTE, we see Angie suffer a PTSD attack(it was more of a nightmare then a PTSD attack) in the game, and when questioned about, Angie just brushes off like it was nothing:
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Kaede: Well, how was it, Angie? This song…
Kaede: Huh!?
Angie: Zzzzz...zzzzz…
Kaede: She's sleeping!?
Angie: Zzzzz...zzzzz...zzzzz...zzzzz…
Kaede: Geez, she fell asleep even though she asked me to play. And it was a really lively song, too.
Angie: Ngh, grgh...zzzzz...zzzzz…
Kaede: Angie...scares me sometimes, but she looks like an angel right now.
Angie: Hmmmm…
Kaede: Oh, are you awake?
Angie: Wednesday morning... Need sacrifice... Hurry... Can't wait…
Kaede: What?
Angie: Not enough blood... Need more blood... So I'll... I'll...
Hahhh! Stop! Ngh, ergh... Ngahhhh... It's too much!
Kaede: Is she having a nightmare!? Angie, wake up! I said, wake up!
Angie: Huh?
Angie: Oh, hi Kaede. Was I sleeping?
Sorry 'bout that. But thanks to your piano, I got to have a wonderful dream.
Kaede: Are you sure about that...? You sounded pretty distressed…
Angie: Hehe, Atua says He was so enchanted by you, He accidentally poured His divine wrath somewhere.
Kaede: He poured it!? Where!? Divine wrath shouldn't just be accidentally poured somewhere, right!?
Angie: I'm starting to like your music, Kaede! Let's have a paint-and-piano jam session very soon!
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To sum up the analysis, there's more to Angie character then just Atua even though Atua is a huge part of her character. The point of this analysis was to better understand Angie while pointing out some of the things she has done.
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The 100ed impression is the one that count
The other two children at ground level are also scanning the stage where the princess is being shown for the first time. They have no idea who this people are, why is everyone gathered here for them. It doesn't really matter as they won't see each other again.
(So I should probably create an AO3 account, because this one is about to be chapters long. Enjoy the prologue)
It's still dark, as is tradition for the highlight of the ceremony to take part at sunrise. There is a crown of Caldera citizens in front of the palace, waiting for the royal family to introduce the newest member. They also want to catch a glimpse of the firstborn, they haven't seen him in a year, but his ceremony is still a talked topic in the city.
Some sun rays start to peek through the clouds, both the princess and the sun will make their appearances at the same time, a tradition century old to show that the royal family and the sun are one mind, one force and that they will show enlighten and prosperity to their subjects, today looks like it's going to be a very bright day.
This is the grown up reasons for her to be enduring this torture, mother is explaining to Ty Liu and Ty Lin. How lucky they are to be participants and some more that gets lost when her new baby sister starts to cry in Ty Lao arms. Ty Lee is an energetic baby, if it's difficult for them to put her to sleep in normal circumstances, at the moment, with all the excitement around is almost impossible
Her mother starts conversation with Ty Lum, about how the ceremony seems close to start, not like the last time that even though they waited almost until noon the sun decided to make a very short and weak appearance.
How sad to carry a bad omen since your birth, but that is not the only rumor that spreads, some people even say the firstborn hasn't shown the spark yet, or that he stays up until late and wakes up past sunrise.
For Ty Liu that just sounds like normal baby behavior, her sister does it and her neighbors daughter does it too. Ty Lee screams again like trying to rob the spot or make her deaf and Ty Liu just hopes for this to be over soon.
She can see her neighbor far away in the front rows, next to other noblemen one of them is Ukano. Who is telling them how he had arrived almost with the ushers, and how he can't control his excitement, he wasn't even this happy to meet his daughter. Mai, his daughter who is sleeping now, is somewhere near, being carried by a maid, letting her parents make small talk with other families and enjoy themselves. Once in a while her parents look at her direction, but in reality you could take her out of the picture without making any real changes.
There is the sound of a Tsungi horn and the doors open. The royal family makes their entrance and everyone comments in how beautiful the princess looks in her mother's arms. She is Agni touched and there is no doubt she is a fire bender as she wakes up with no problem as soon as the sun starts to show.
The baby looks up and scans the crowd, her eyes are curious and wary to her new surroundings, yet they don't look scared. She looks like she is memorizing all the faces in the crowd. To be a baby she looks weirdly imposing.
The other two children at ground level are also scanning the stage, most likely searching for the sound, or the movement. They have no idea who this people are or why is everyone gathered, but it doesn't really matter as probably this is only going to be an unimportant anecdote for when they grow up, the day they assisted the princess Agni blessing ceremony
Azula is the name of the princess. The nobles say she looks like a true ruler, a very fitting name and other compliments. After studying, judging and making their minds around her, the crowd is ready to start the same process with the firstborn.
Zuko is fussing in his father's arms, he is uncomfortable as Ozai doesn't know how to hold his child yet. It's been a year since he had to pretend to be part of a happy family and the lack of practice is showing. Still the crowd founds it endearing, a new father having difficulties performing women duties makes him look more human than what people say about him.
Mai’s family are close enough to smell the gunpowder of the starting fireworks. Mai just makes a face at the sound but doesn't cover her ears like the other children, she looks like she is going to fall sleep again, like she has accepted that this is her life now and is just trying to make her best in the situation, in this case sleep. It’s not like her mother would interrupt her conversation to pay attention to her anyway and the maid is very old, she won't even listen.
Some rows behind Ty Lee starts to cry again, maybe she thinks she can be hurt by the fire, but there is no need to worry, they are too far way to touch her or harm her. Ty Liu wants to explain to her sister that once that is over, it's the end. They can go back home, sleep until late, and ignore FN customs as they are used to. No need to care what the royal family does in their spare time when they are not under the public eye. Their lives are just her and her sisters.
The fireworks are from different colors, Azula looks at them like trying to predict where they’ll land or as Ozai says later, like trying to impose her wants over their trajectory. A true ruler he repeats.
Zuko isn't looking at the fireworks, as much as Ozai isn't looking at Zuko. He is looking at the crowd where he spots a sleeping child, which reminds him that is morning and that he very much wishes he could go back to bed. But he is happy to have a sister now, as much as he can understand what that means anyway.
Finally, the ceremony is over, Azula has been named, good will has been vested upon her and everyone has said their blessing, the doors close and the crowd starts to dissipate.
Everyone leaves with the image of a happy family and loved children, the two noble families go back to their activities and life for all the four children occurs without change. For a while at least. .
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Prom Date
Me: *listens to Prom Dress by Mxmtoon* ...Ah, time to write a fic.
Summery: Logan’s at prom. Alone. Roman’s gonna fix that whether Logan likes it or not.
Ships: Platonic all around basically, w/ emphasis on the platonic Logince & miss-it-if-you-blink implied pining Dukeceit. (It’s not like, shippy-shippy, but there’s some mild flirtation & talk of crushes.... if you’d like, please feel free to imagine that it turns into Analogince or LAMP eventually, because that’d be where it would headed. >w<)
Warnings: Um, being lonely? Hh, Remus is an absolute dork who intends to do a prank?? ....idk man, I think it turned away from the key inspiration a bit and turned fairly cute for the most part.
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The clouds were a hazy orange as dusk fell over the courtyard. The air was brisk and cool now. The muggy heat of summer only just at its start.
Logan tugged at his tie, adjusting it for what must’ve been the hundredth time this night. Half his suit was borrowed, the blazer a different shade of black from his slacks. Awkwardly tight across his shoulders and chest.
Music was blaring at a level that was certainly harmful to one’s hearing. If he could hear it from out here, the doors closed, it must be absolutely deafening inside. How could anyone hear themselves in there? Logan was clearly much saner than the rest of the crowd for having migrated outside.
Logan let out a huff, fixing his hair back. (For perhaps the 15th time tonight. Surely it was messier now than before he began fixing it back).
Prom.
Boring when you’ve got nobody to go with.
He glanced back towards the inside of the building, lights flashing and dizzying. Shadows of people dancing- having fun. He turned his head to look at the early stars of the night. This was stupid. He didn’t like the social climate of traditional high school, why would he ever agree to go to their prom?
That was the thing, wasn’t it? It was Their prom. He was just an intruder none of these people had seen since middle school. He groaned and leaned his head against the wall. God even the wall was vibrating from the music. How could any of them stand it?
The music was briefly allowed outside as the door opened, and Logan sat up, excuses ready on his tongue if it was a chaperone who was supposed to keep them inside.
Instead it was an individual he didn’t recognize. (however, Logan was rather confident that the groups he once knew were busy with their prom.)
Their attire was… interesting. Possibly homemade, now that he inspected the shimmering golden embroidery, swirling on the draped skirt swishing around their ankles and the dress shirt cuffs. The mostly white outfit was accented with a red vest peeking out from under the unbuttoned white blazer. A corsage that nearly held the whole rainbow in flowers was tied around their wrist in a way that only half-worked with the ensemble. Eccentric. That was the word for it.
They swore under their breath, glancing back through the windows as if searching for someone… that they were avoiding.
They finally glanced at Logan, blinking rapidly. “Oh.”
A polite smile flickered across Logan’s face, although he was rather more inclined to ask them why they were so inclined to interrupt his silence, he uttered a polite, “Hello.”
“How long have you been out here?” The individual opted to ask, pleasantries apparently the least of their problems.
“Approximately 30 minutes,” Logan responded, pushing his hair back and adjusting his glasses, he glanced back through the window, “Why did you come out here?”
They sighed so heavily Logan was mildly concerned they had expelled the entirety of their lung’s capacity. “I needed an escape from my brother.” They gestured at the bench Logan had taken to himself, and he shifted so they could sit next to him.
“What about you, what’ve you been doing out here for the past 30ish minutes?”
“Um. Thinking, I suppose.” Logan gestured towards the building, “It’s loud.”
“Is it?” The individual tilted their head, “Must be used to it.” They leaned back on their palms, glancing at Logan, green eyes examining every inch of Logan’s face. “Have I seen you around before?”
“Unlikely,” Logan huffed, “I’m Homeschooled.”
They hummed, “Nah, I think I know you from somewhere- I’m good with faces- admittedly bad with names- but!” they gestured to the whole of Logan’s face, “Good with faces!”
“Ah, so I assume that’s why you never mentioned your name then?”
“Oh! I’m Roman-” they-Roman, threw out a hand and Logan glanced them over before accepting the hand.
“Logan. He/him pronouns.”
“Oh, frick, pronouns are a thing-” Logan laughed, taking his hand back to cover his smile. Roman let out a gasp, “Hey, don’t hide that shining smile, it just made you 5% cuter!”
Logan quirked a brow, “Only 5%?”
“Well, you were already cute, and I need to give all the rest of your features a percentage of the pie.”
“That’s not how percentages work in that context; but, I’ll take it. Clearly the classic brick and mortar schooling system has done you a disservice.”
“Who doesn’t it do a disservice to?” Roman scoffed.
Logan shrugged, eyes flickering over the other, “Returning to the previous topic of introductions, pronouns?”
Roman glanced over Logan, smiling a little lopsided- Logan might presume they were a little nervous if he was confident at all at understanding emotions. “They/them is preferable.”
“Perfect, thank you.” Roman’s smile grew. A small silence followed. A timid space where each of them were searching for something to say.
Roman’s eyes lit up, “Oh, wait, Logan-”
“Yes, that is indeed my name.”
“Logan Sanders?”
“That is the other half of my name-” Logan tilted his head, raising a brow.
“You’re that mysterious nerd who dominated the debate club in like, 8th grade, aren’t you! Virgil complained about you a whole year, and then complained about another two years after you dropped.”
Logan glanced up at the stars, taking a breath of the cold air. “I, hadn’t considered anybody would have- cared enough when I stopped.”
Roman laughed, “To be honest, I think he had a tiny crush.” Roman’s nose crinkled up when they smiled, bright and wide, “I can see the appeal.”
A soft “Oh” is all that left Logan’s lips, feeling the hint of warmth rush to his face. Out of embarrassment or from the compliment he wasn’t entirely sure.
The music intruded on the quiet space again. “Excuse me, but shouldn’t you two be inside?”
Roman spun, eyes wide. They clutched their chest, and laughed, bright and boisterous, “Pat! You scared me!”
Patton raised his hands, “What? You’re not supposed to be outside, you’ll get in trouble!”
“Well there’s hardly anything they can do at this point. We’re graduating soon. It’s not as if we’re doing anything wrong in of itself, and I don’t even go here-”
“Ohmygods he doesn’t even go here,” Roman whispered.
“I have no idea why you found that amusing, it is simply true.”
“Well it’s cold out here- oh and Remus is looking for you, said he needed you to help him with something?”
“He wants me to help him slime the prom royalty because he likes the Prom King and doesn’t know how to deal with it.”
Patton glanced back through the doorway, “Oh geez-”
“He can’t do it without me, I hid the slime and I doubt he’ll be able to scavenge more unless he gets real creative. He might dump water on them though and somehow blame me when he gets in trouble. Virgil’s supposed to be watching him anyway.”
“Still!” Patton squealed, promptly turning heel, to, Logan assumed, find one or more of the involved parties.
Logan’s eyes flickered over the door as it shut again, and he curled his legs against his chest.
Roman leaned back again, eyes looking up to the sky. “Have you had a chance to dance yet?”
Logan shook his head, “Again, homeschooled, loud. Not- This isn’t my usual scene.”
They nodded, “What’s the usual scene then?”
A far away look fell over Logan’s features, inspecting the stars. “I don’t think I really have one.”
Roman huffed, “You’re starting to sound like Virge. You two would get along, I think.”
Logan practically whispered in response, “A bit late to be making highschool friends.” A laugh bit through the quiet. Logan turned to glance over at them, “Did I say something amusing?”
“Sorry, it’s just- Better late than never, sometimes, right?”
“Well it’s bound to fail after we go to college, as most relationships do when stressed by a decrease of face to face communication and communication overall.”
“Mm, sounds like somebody’s just scared.”
Logan turned sharply to stare at the eccentrically dressed teen, leveling a glare.
Roman tilted their head, a melancholy smile flickering on their face. “Can’t lose a friend if you don’t try to keep one, right?”
Logan folded his arms, he glared at the corsage rather than Roman’s face. With all it’s paled, mismatched colors- Logan considered the possibility that it too, was homemade. And maybe that was part of the charm.
“I get it. I even actively pushed people away sometimes. 10th grade was rough, ok?” Roman laughed, “Look, I know I don’t know you, and you don’t know me, but, I would very much like to try to be your friend. Even if for a summer.”
“That’s stupid.” Logan grumbled.
“Eh, stupid is fun though. Remus is stupid 24-7, and he’s the happiest guy I’ve ever met. He’s absolutely terrible and I want to defenestrate him, but my point stands.”
Logan kicked at the ground, and sighed, “I’m- not amazing at friendships. I don’t understand people. And I’m exceptionally unpracticed at social interaction.”
“Perfect, we like ourselves some terrible social interaction. Adds some flavor, can’t bake a cake without the salt and awkwardness!” Roman smirked.
“I’m quite sure you can bake a cake without awkwardness. And also probably salt, given you replace it with another ingredient that fulfils the role of salt-.”
“God, you and Virgil are gonna get along perfectly-” Roman muttered in a way that Logan was unsure if he was meant to hear or not.
Roman abruptly stood, and held out their hand, “Anygay. May I perhaps have this dance? It is prom, you gotta dance at least once. If not for yourself, then to tell your parents that you did.”
Logan scoffed, “That’s true. At least to tell my parents I did.”
Roman smiled, bright and wide and a little lopsided. Logan stood, brushed off his jacket and straightened his tie. He took Roman’s hand and smiled in return, gentle and soft and a little awkward. And in a fashion fairly similar to the rush that was their entrance, Roman pulled Logan back into the blare of music. It was loud, and probably still too loud for the safety of one’s ears, but it wasn’t quite as intimidating as it had been before.
Prom. Boring when you’ve got nobody to go with.
And there would never be another dance where Logan had to go alone again. That was for sure.
#NB!Roman#because I can#Roman Sanders#Logan Sanders#Remus Sanders#Patton Sanders#Virgil Sanders#should I tag dee?????#He's not even really-really mentioned.#....I'm not tagging him#fanart writes#fanart's fanfic#one day I'll remember which tag it is and just stick to the one tag#but today is not the day#No proofreading. We die like Lazy Bums who stayed up til 12am to write this#No taglist- we die like lazy bums who stayed up til 12 am- see a pattern?#>w<#ok taglist in the mornin#gnight.#comment and rb my fics#pls#Pretty please?#I'll love you forever and everrrrr
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The third step is the counteraction interaction where this supplement reestablishes sound wellbeing by completely disposing of the infection from our body. Moreover, the recipe of this supplement is to such an extent that it kills any expected future danger of the infection. Consequently, assist with halting the repeat. The supplements that we get in the Herpesyls site from different clients are confirmation of how compelling this supplement is in restoring this infection. A large portion of the Herpesyl clients expressed that they didn't observe to be an indication of Herpesyl inside a little while after utilizing Herpesyl.
Herpesyl Ingredients: Exploring the Formula Behind It
The study discovered that different supplements require some investment to destroy Herpesyl infections. Notwithstanding, the maker of Herpesyl ensures that their supplement works quickly and can flush out the Herpesyl infections altogether from our body.
Underneath examine around a couple of center elements of Herpesyl supplement and their functioning strategy, according to their authority site:
Graviola Extract:
Graviola extricate is a mix of different leaves. It's additionally accessible in some different supplements as it's loaded with cancer prevention agents. Cell reinforcements are regular mixtures that trigger sound aggravation. Also, cancer prevention agents assist with moderating oxidation and irritation in our bodies. Aggravation is an awful manifestation for the body as it generally prompts illness.
Herpesyl creators guarantee that how they figure the Graviola separate, simply doesn't fill in as a standard cancer prevention agent yet additionally has "antiviral impacts' ' that help battle against Herpesyl infections. The equation is intended to work in a manner that is like how antiviral drugs works – which is dispensing with Herpesyl from the body by obliterating it. Among different ingredients, Graviola extricate accepts a major piece as these ingredients are recorded at first in the exclusive mix.
Red Raspberry natural product:
This organic product removal is likewise stacked with cell reinforcements and Herpesyl has a high measure of this organic product separate. Raspberries contain a lot of nutrient C, which is one of the normal and normal cell reinforcements. To fulfill the need for cancer prevention agents the vast majority take it consistently. Red raspberry comes next in the ingredients rundown of Herpesyl after Graviola separate.

In addition, red raspberries are low in calories however are high in nutrients and minerals. A few investigations Herpesyl discovered that this organic product concentrate can decrease the intricacies raised from getting matured.
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Green Tea Leaf:
The medical advantages of green tea are various and admission of this well-known beverage is wild among individuals. The examination uncovered that green tea is additionally loaded with cancer prevention agents. Truth be told, the lavish presence of effective cancer prevention agents like EGCG makes this ingredients more intense as this cell reinforcement is related to weight reduction, working on psychological wellness and that's only the tip of the iceberg.
Furthermore, the bioactive compound that it contains further develops mind work and helps increment digestion. In addition, its cell reinforcements help receive the rewards of Herpesyl clients against malignant growth, type 2 diabetes, and coronary illness.
Turmeric:
Turmeric is viewed as one of the best elements for irritation to date. Different medical advantages of turmeric prompt individuals to devour it day by day. The moderate measure of turmeric being utilized in Herpesyl contrast with previously mentioned ingredients. Turmeric is utilized in this supplement as it is brimming with curcuminoids like curcumin. Curcumins assumes a major part in actuating solid aggravation in our body.
Also, turmeric is notable for its adequacy in relieving aggravation and agony. Also, precisely this element of turmeric makes it ideal for battling Herpesyl infections. Also, turmeric plays a major hand in lessening the danger of metastatic disease advancement.
Pine bark:
Pine bark – a concentrate – is utilized for the presence of various bioflavonoids in it. This concentrate is truly useful in diminishing irritation and eliminating poisons. One hypothesis that is gliding around is that pine bark can assume a part in diminishing the mercilessness of osteoarthritis side effects. In any case, this case isn't upheld by enough real proof.
Mushroom Extract:
In Herpesyl 3 diverse mushrooms extricate is utilized, specifically shiitake, reishi, and maitake mushroom. In ordinary medication, previously mentioned mushroom removes have been utilized as adaptogens for a long time. They are renowned for their part in diminishing physical and mental pressure. Albeit no solid proof has been discovered that they can assist with curing Herpesyl, these three mushrooms extricate stay in the Herpesyl.
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Different Herbs and Plant Extract:
Spice and plant separates are the foundation of Herpesyl as 20 in addition to an assortment of them are utilized. Among different elements of Herpesyl contains:
· beta-glucan,
· Panax ginseng,
· Essiac tea complex,
· grape seed remove,
· quercetin,
· pomegranate,
· olive leaf,
· arabinogalactan,
· feline's paw bark,
· what's more, lycopene.
Actually like center ingredients, the majority of these ingredients are chosen for the presence of significant degrees of cell reinforcements in them. As we know, cell reinforcements advance sound aggravation in our bodies. Specialists propose picking a natural product and vegetable-based eating routine as they assist with holding irritation within proper limits.
Ingredients utilized in Herpesyl are loaded with lycopene which is a characteristic cancer prevention agent accessible in tomatoes and comparable red organic products. At the point when we burn through Herpesyl, our body gets an adequate measure of these ingredients which works on our resistant framework and sound irritation.
With every one of these regular ingredients, it is probably correct Herpesyl is quite all right for everybody.
Herpesyl Side impacts, Dosage, and Usage
The producer of Herpesyl cases that it doesn't represent any danger to our wellbeing and without incidental effects as this supplement utilizes just regular ingredients. Plus, Herpesyl doesn't utilize any counterfeit ingredients and undesirable added substances.
Also, Herpesyl is demonstrated to be protected from the infection flare-up as the equation of this supplement has passed numerous preliminaries and investigations across landmasses. The supplements of the clients on their site are the demonstration of that case.
The maker was encouraged to take a pill each day after weighty dinner with a glass of water. However, Herpesyl is effectively processed in our body and without any wellbeing hazard, specialists prompt against its utilization by pregnant and breastfeeding ladies. Furthermore, individuals age under 18 is debilitated to take this pill just to take no chances. Besides, individuals with basic clinical sickness or sensitivities are additionally encouraged to counsel a specialist before taking this supplement.
How Long Will Herpesyl Take To Be Effective?
Client supplements and reports demonstrate that Herpesyl supplement acts rapidly as it conveys results inside a couple of weeks. According to the creator, the supplements of this pill ingest in our body without a hitch, henceforth clients don't feel any in essence changes. They guarantee that Herpesyl case begins battling against Herpesyl episodes when it assimilates in our body.
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In any case, specialists propose continuing taking this pill for something like 2 – 90 days as it will assist with procuring the most extreme outcomes and help remain on track.
How Long Will the Outcome Stay?
The viability of Herpesyl supplement lies in our legitimate utilization. To procure the greatest outcomes keep up with the creator's rules.
Also, keeping confidence in the prescription or supplement that we take is important to achieve the best result. To acquire Herpesyl long haul results, we ought to entertain ourselves with this supplement for somewhere around 3 – a half years.
Herpesyl Pricing and Where to Get?
Spare the problem of visiting a drug store or going to a supermarket. You are only a tick away to benefit from this supplement at your doorstep. Enormous round of acclaim to their authority site as this stage makes Herpesyl buy simple, quick, and secure. Simply visit Herpesyl.com where you can get their authority item. In addition, it offers value concessions for new clients. You might see different sites selling Herpesyl at a marked-down cost. In any case, to get the true item, it is smarter to try not to buy Herpesyl through such mediums.
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Herpesyl offers a couple of bundles for its client, subject to the time one requirement to get restored. Be that as it may, the producer proposes the six jug bundle to ensure total expulsion of the Herpesyl infections from your body. As indicated by their authority site, cost bundles are given underneath:
· The cost of a solitary container costs $69, yet you need to bear an irrelevant conveyance charge.
· This bundle – contains 3 jugs – is generally alluring to individuals as it offers $59 per bottle alongside free delivery.
· This bundle is the specialist decision and covers 6 containers. A jug charges $49 which makes it a sensible deal.
· Once bought through their site, you will get the item within 7 days.
How Herpesyl Refund Works
Herpesyl group not just conveys the item inside a limited capacity to focus time, yet in addition offers a multi-day discount strategy. This implies if a client feels this supplement doesn't bring agreeable outcomes following 60 days of admission, then, at that point, the maker is obliged to a whole discount? This discount strategy makes your speculation a danger-free one.
Finishing up Thoughts
There is no disgrace to concede that to date no genuine medications or medicines are accessible to fix Herpesyl completely. Notwithstanding, clearly there are many supplements presented on the lookout yet with little impact as they neglect to stop the arrival of the infection assault. The center point of the majority of the medicines is lessening the Herpesyl indications. While the fundamental reason for Herpesyl supplement is to evacuate the infection with the goal that a repeat of the infection would end.
The spices and plants that are utilized as ingredients in Herpesyl have been found viable at working on our safe framework and cleaning our body. On top of that, the unconditional promise that the producers offer assistance acquires clients' certainty and also makes it a genuinely okay arrangement.
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Almost certainly today a large number of customers are utilizing Herpesyl with fulfillment and their supplements and recognitions are the demonstrations of that reality. In their surveys they discussed two components of this supplement – Firstly, they Act rapidly to wipe out Herpesyl infections. Also, furthermore, the Price is somewhat sensible.

Most specialists are hesitant to regard Herpesyl as a complex state of being. Notwithstanding, the mouth blister that Herpesyl infection radiates can annihilate one's confidence and can cause torment for quite a long time without prompt rest.
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Explaining Dabi’s Bio
To be honest I wasn’t actually expecting anything relating to Dabi to come I thought was Horikoshi is going to skip Dabi like he does with the other times when ever Dabi appeared in the manga. But when volume 25 came around we got his bio, I was completely ecstatic to receive Dabi’s profile though there was little info on his bio It didn’t disappoint. Finding out even a little bit about Dabi helps to learn about his character.
We didn’t get to learn Dabi’s age and real name we didn’t learn anything about Dabi other than his birthday and height. My hunch on this is this can all harken back to him being Touya Todoroki. His age and real name would reveal Dabi being Touya, the older brother of Shoto and the oldest Todoroki sibling.
I am going to go over Dabi’s profile and what it has to do with him in this post.
Dabi’s birthday is January 18, Dabi is born seven days away from Shoto. This puts a damper to the entire twin theory but wait! Look!
The 18th in Japanese is written 十八日 If broken apart in japanese it goes like this “To,(十)” being 10 and “ya,(八)” being 8. If you read the kanji with the same kun spelling its written like this
When read like this it's pronounced “Touya.” This is a possible hint to his true identity being Touya.
Another thing to mention: Dabi born in the month of January which makes him a Capricorn. Despite knowing very little about Dabi (since his motives are left in the air), he has several traits relating to Capricorns. If you take an in-depth analysis of the Capricorn in Dabi’s character, there's a lot that matches Dabi’s personality.
Let’s go over with the star sign Capricorn and what it has to do with Dabi:
Capricorns are winter signs. They are... cold, serious, practical, grounded with unbreakable convictions. Capricorns are the most level headed of the star signs. They keep their cool in a crisis they rarely panic in drastic situations. Capricorns are traditional. They care more about the rules, have a set of values and principles they follow and are intolerant to others when they don’t. They are patient and plan things step by step very carefully. Capricorns plan long term goals and wait. Capricorns are cautious not reckless are careful and won’t take risks unless they know the pros and cons before they take action. Capricorns are focused individuals and really serious out all the signs are ambitiousness and completely passionate to reach their ambition when it comes to their convictions. Capricorns do whatever it takes to achieve their goals. They don’t care about the means on how they do it as long as it gets them closer to the success of achieving it. Capricorns will not share their true thoughts easily unless they have to. They are closed mouth when it comes to sharing info and withheld important information to themselves from others for their own gain. They are very resourceful. They work with the tools that are given to them. They are hardworking when it comes to reach that ambition to the point. They're considered workaholics which caused them to be detached from their surroundings. Capricorns keep their distance from others to complete their convictions. Though they appear cold on the surface that is merely an image they project: deep down they have a tender sentimental heart kept hidden under a harsh exterior. Capricorns put up walls around themselves to guard their tender hearts from other people. They may seem unemotional on the surface, but underneath they are driven and determined to set out to complete their goals. They are introverts seen as a wallflower in larger groups, in which they feel that they are out of their element. One thing Capricorns are is that they are loyal. Capricorns are family-oriented: they love being around people they love and are incredibly loyal to them they are willing to happily bend over backwards for the people they love this trait is what makes them great friends and family members. They will distance themselves from said family if a member is perceived to be violent and harmful. A negative trait a Capricorn has its that they are unforgiving. They are serious about grudges to the point of vengeance. If you cross one you would never make it back to a Cawpricorn’s good side. They will hold grudges on others behalf (this part shows just how loyal they are to their loved ones). There’s no changing a Capricorn's mind once it’s made up.
Dabi is cool,serious and aloof. He’s the most serious minded out of all of the LOV, as seen in his deamanor in the missions that are given and the LOV activities in Smash. He’s grounded when he’s dealing with the LOV shenanigans and gets exasperated at their antics in Smash. Dabi may not have ambitions, but he has unbendable convictions. He's very determined to set out to complete his goals no matter the cost; he's so focused on completing his objectives that he has detached from other people to complete his goals.
That's something I noticed in Dabi’s character: that he has a conviction that he’s willing to do whatever it takes to achieve. Dabi working for a villain organization is proof of that the didn’t care about what the means are as long as he completed his objective.
Dabi’s cool headed whenever he’s in drastic situations you can argue that he’s indifferent to his surroundings but he’s acutely really calm whenever there's a crisis. You rarely see him panic in a given situation.
Dabi looks indifferent and crude however he follows a set of principles and values the LOV don’t. Dabi uses Stain’s ideals as a foundation he follows to bring down false heroes and wielding power with conviction.
Dabi is incredibly intolerant of other people: he insults those who don’t have any principles or values. Dabi insults Himiko, questions if the LOV follow a just cause, and wonders why the LOV don’t have any principles in the game Ones justice Dabi burns the back alley thugs calls them trash just because they wield power have no ambition in their bodies.
Dabi’s patient and preserving he plans things accordingly and waits for the next move. He was put in charge of the Vanguard action squad by Tomura himself. Dabi is cautious and doesn’t act too recklessly. In the beginning of the raid he tells the members to wait not act just yet. He uses his flames to hide the location of the meeting place when they complete their objectives; despite three casualties he successfully completed the mission in capturing Katsuki. Hawks and Dabi planned the High-End Nomu attack on the city After Endeavor defeated High End, he appeared and said “this isn’t what I planned,” which meant he didn’t think endeavor would defeat High End.
Dabi is careful when he uses his quirk. He knows its weaknesses fairly well and is careful in how he uses it the reason why he was absent in the LOV fight with Gigiatitinmachina for a month is because he’s well aware of the weakness his quirk processes and knows if he uses it too long his flames burn the skin off his body.
Dabi is cautious when it comes to people, as seen when he doubts whether the LOV follow the cause after Himiko’s introduction and didn’t trust Hawks during their partnership.
Dabi is detached to anything in his surroundings to focus on himself and his goals. Dabi is closed mouthed when it comes to sharing info especially details about himself. Capricorns are known for putting a lid on their feelings from others; Dabi keeps things to himself most of the time. He’s tight lipped whenever it comes to details about himself, he brushes off Tomura’s question about his real name, he didn’t share other details about the Nomu to Hawks.
Dabi’s rude and derisive demeanor keeps others at a distance so he would focus on his objective but also puts walls around himself from other people to guard his heart with his cold unemotional sarcastic and detached facade; underneath all that he hides his sentimental side. Dabi’s emotional side that keeps hidden by heavily guarding his heart is seen when he never opens up to the LOV even after he joined. Dabi still put up a distance with them and doesn’t share his true thoughts that easily he keeps himself.
When Dabi remembers Snatch’s words regarding family, he laughs about it while wiping blood from his seam below his eye says with this line “overthought things and kinda snapped there!” When he thinks about Snatch’s words on family some of his emotions flooded out this is where you see a glimpse on his tender heart. We see a personal side of Dabi that he usually keeps hidden.
Even after he joined the LOV, Dabi is seen in the background quietly observing his surroundings with empty eyes though it may seem like he is still being distant with them actually like a capricorn he's not into large groups of people he feels that it’s out of his element he has more a wallflower persona he not someone who prefers large groups of people his introverted nature shows through here.
One thing I read about Capricorns is that their loyalty: but what does loyalty half to do with Dabi?
Dabi might seem loyal to the LOV’s motives but if you look at it differently Dabi uses the LOV for his own gain to complete his goals, much like he does with Hawks. He's loyal to his own interests. Dabi wouldn’t work unless there's something in it for him based on his cooperation is based on those self interests alone. I mentioned before he's using the LOV and Hawks to achieve his own ends even says so to Tomura in Ujiko’s lab that he’s looking out for himself.
Though Dabi has a set of principles based around Stain that he uses in his own set of values. Saying that he's loyal to Stain’s ideals sound no more than an excuse to hide his personal motives. His actions are more personal than what he seems to do.
I believe the part about loyalty has a lot to do with family. If Dabi is Touya this might have more to do with his goal since its related to family. Capricorns are family oriented signs: you can see this similar trait in Ochaco and Shoto, both of whom have motives in becoming heroes linked to their own families. Ochaco wants to become a hero to financially support her parents ; Shoto’s mother is one of his driving forces in becoming a hero during an All Might interview he watched. Just like Ochaco and Shoto, Dabi’s motives are driven by family. Dabi caring about his family is seen as Touya, he played with his siblings and he was close to Natsuo when he was younger.
Capricorns are unforgiving when someone has wronged them. Once you get on their bad side it's impossible to make it back in their favor this will go to the point of vengefulness. Capricorns will hold grudges on others behalf showing how loyal they are to their loved ones. As I previously talked about, Dabi’s own actions are stemmed from hatred which meant that Dabi’s real objective is to get revenge on Endeavor for abusing him and the rest of his family. Dabi is Touya getting revenge on Endeavor would go hand in hand with the vengeful aspect of the Capricorn. Dabi if Touya doesn’t just only want to get revenge on Endeavor for his suffering but the suffering he put the rest of his family through.
Capricorns are winter signs, which might hint that Dabi if Touya has a fire quirk but an ice body.
Another thing I noticed when I was reaching is that this star sign is very complex and contradictory this part would reference Dabi’s entire character in the series. The capricorn having the goat’s torso and the fish tale being both emotional and rational, which says all about Dabi’s character in a nutshell. He claims he is going to fulfill the hero killers will but in reality it's the more in it for himself. Dabi acts cold and logical at the surface but deep down he is emotional and driven. That is what Dabi’s star sign, Capricorn, represents.
Next is Dabi’s height being 176cm. His height bears a striking resemblance to Shoto’s height in his bio.
Dabi and Shoto are foils seen in their bios: their birthdays in the same month with both being capricorn’s, similar height
All this info references Dabi being Shoto’s a villainess parallel, and further hinting at the connection between them.
Last but certainly not least Dabi’s favorite thing is put under as unknown. In MHA, the characters likes in their bios say something about their personality, quirk, and role in the story. Shoto for example his favorite thing is Soba noodles (the kind that aren’t hot).

Soba noodles comes in both hot and cold reference to his quirk half hot half cold. Shoto only liking them it cold referenced on how he favors using the ice side of his quirk, and soba being a traditional Japanese food also refers to Shoto being a traditional Japanese character in design.
Dabi’s favorite things are put under as unknown this further exemplified the mystery of Dabi’s character and further correlates to the mystery he has and his essence being hard to grasp for the audience.
What do you think of Dabi bio does it match with his character? Is there anything I left out?Something I forgot to mention in this post? If you think feel free to put here in the post.
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