#that lockscreen. ive had for ages

[di0rkisses]

manifesting journey

I'm going to update this weekly (if I can), I'll be revising my df and listening to subs for my df and tell you my results! This is just a little diary to see my results but i think it could be helpful to others.

"past " i was super insecure after the age of 8 to the point i was really suicidal (there 's more to it but id rather not share ) until their was covid which really hit me , i suffered wid depression and was still insecure, last year i found my purpose/will to live but i feel that my appearance is preventing me.

START ( 1 may): (honestly, i have always had my desired face so there's no need for me to do this but imma tell u my mini journey anyways 😉)

I've set my face as my lockscreen and my side profile as my home screen , I've been listening to subliminal instead of music and I can't lie when I went to the bathroom today I looked like 10% of my df already I'm not even joking .

plan : imma be revising every morning and night, I'll persist then I trust the universe and I'll let the universe do its thing

(7may ): so like ive been bare busy so I haven't been able to stick to what I want to do however I have been listening to subliminal,

ive noticed that i do look a bit different , my skin looks like its clearing up and I noticed I have attracted people and money without realising .

imma try and stick to what i wanted to do !!

(14 may) : i haven't been quite consistent cus I'm a busy girl but I have been listening to subliminal. Plus I also affirm random times lol .

What I have realised whenever I look at my reflections I find my features so pretty! Last night i had a dream where i saw myself as my df but with colour (i set my lock screen as black and white ) ? Additionally i kept remembering a dream i had ages ago of my df (at that time i didnt even know what my df would look like woah) basically i was with my friend (who i recently got close with ) and everyone was complimenting me or something . crazy my dreams probably giving me a sign. I also asked for a sign and as a sign to see butterflies and last week i saw like 4 butterflies and saw constant angel numbers . Also i always affirm that i have clear skin and whenever i use something my hair grows 20x more and woah my skin has been getting clearer that my parents noticed it and people keep telling my hair grew longer !!!???? I'm going to try to manifest my df in 3days or less and ill update you on may 21 . I'll try make time for me to revise my df .

27 may : school was in the way and now its half term so imma start manifesting if not imma kms atp.

alr alr update (jun 20) i wanna be honest !! i havent been revising due to a busy schedule but i freed up sooooo much time so i defo would get stuff done. i set my lockscreen as my df and my side profile for home screen and like I'm trying to affirm and listen to subs as much as possible (this not necessary) so far not much difference but i feel my face morphing and l i look already 5% of my df , I'm hoping to revise my df at least before summer finished ! my nose is starting to form and so are my eyes , my face is a bit more rounder and my lips are definitely getting bigger and to shape the biggest change i noticed (my mum pointed it , i didn't even realise!) is my eyebrows , they gotten darker and thicker just like my df crazy ! 12 july

I've been BUSY! However, I've gotten my life together so i have plenty of time to revise now and summer holiday is in a week so i have more time. Right now, my main focus is going to be my df. i

mini update: I changed a bit of my df and i have been listening to subs when i can't be bothered (not a lot of times :/ ) and i randomly affirm throughout the day , i see angel numbers CONSTANTLY. From what i see, i always feel like i look different, my eyes look a bit bigger and more upturned, my nose looks like its forming, my lips are definitely bigger.

last night i also had a dream of me looking in a mirror with my df !! half of my dreams always end up happening in real life .

Tiny update (26 juy) : ITZ FINALLY SUMMERHOLIDAYS . so i listen to music when doing anything. I have replaced music with subliminal and will set dedicated time each day to revise.

if you see i havent updated this after september/november i probably have kms <3

It's already been 2 months but manifesting is was never like my first priority that's why it seems like its taken long , but i do look a bit different from the tiny things i have been doing.

LAST UPDATE: (25 aug)

ok. it's coming towards the end of summer and omgollygawd hehehhehsgahjsdhgxj i legit have my desired face!!! What the ACC fawk , I'm literally so pretty !! I am so overwhelmingly happy, i got my desired face finally !!!!!!!!! my features literally morphed into my desired face :D

[jemmo]

hi jess thank u for the ask!!💕 for you: 📷🐶💌 - @heesulovebot

tayyyyy ty my lovely 💗💗

📷 What’s set as your phone’s lockscreen?

my lock screen ive had for ages it’s this cute bad buddy art. i can’t remember where i found it otherwise i would credit the artist but it’s subtle enough that if someone sees it they’re like aww cute not wow 2 dudes making out

and my homescreen is this pic i took after seeing nct dream on tuesday (will most likely change after ive seen enhypen at music bank)

🐶 Are you more of a dog person or a cat person?

defo cat person. i just vibe with their energy more, plus they’re not as needy. i need someone that will come cuddle me but also judge me to keep me grounded. all that unwavering dedication a dog gives you is too much for me.

💌 Do you talk to yourself?

sometimes i think?? like in my head i do, all my thoughts are pretty stream of conscious, as is very evident in my rambles and the way i wrote generally, i tend to spiral and my inner voice is very like that. but i don’t talk out loud to myself, I think if i did I’d annoy myself way too much.

[santonali]

my xabi lockscreen has just been overthrown by a west ham lockscreen

[violasmirabiles]

I was tagged by @spikeys to post my Lock Screen, last picture on my camera roll, and the last song I listened to. Thanks for the tag x

[simplybuckley]

i made these last night and i lowkey think they're adorable

enjoy

[meangirls2004]

i think im a closeted sicheng stan.....

[kihyunsabs]

tagged by @imterstellar for the lock screen and music tag ty!! 💖

honestly i love this lock screen so much;;;;

tagging @mochiwonho, @wonhosflower, @stan-the-best-stan-monsta-x, @sweetjooheonie, @won-heol, @hyunqwvon sorry if you’ve already been tagged :’)

[ratcorner]

WAIT WAITE WIAT WAIT HOLY SHIT SORRY FOR SENDING SO MANY MESSAGES BUT I WAS SCROLLING THROUGH YOUR ART TAG BECAUSE ITS GORGEOUS AND- *YOU'RE* THE ONE WHO DID THE LUCIEN AND MARTIN SEPTIM PIECE THAT HAD AKATOSH AND THE AMAZING SYMBOLISM IVE HAD THAT AS MY LOCKSCREEN FOR AGES WHAT THE HELL HOW HAVE I JUST NOW CONNECTED THE DOTS

BRO LITERALLY JUST TAKE MY MONEY AT THIS POINT. I AM EMPTYING MY POCKETS I OWE YOU EVERYTHING I HAVE EVER EARNED THIS IS BEYOND NICE IM GOING TO CRY……………… genuinely though I am incapable of describing how much I appreciate this. It’s unfathomable to me that other people perceive my art in this way I can’t even imagine the idea of something I did existing in someone else’s mind like that……. Candlecryptid73 you’re going in my hall of fame and memories forever and I am your biggest fan thank you so much for your gift of support 🐀🐀💛

[hauntinglesbian]

Thank you sm @honeyvenable for tagging me! <3 

Rules: Answer the following questions and tag 10 of your followers that you would like to get to know better.

Name: stevie

Gender: female - she/her

Zodiac: virgo, is that ok?

Age: 25 :(

Height: wouldnt you like to know weather boy. (fine 5′6)

Phone wallpaper: DONT judge me but... lockscreen is my icon and my home one is also sarah ...

House: ravenclaw? but also im not 100% sure 

Ever have a crush on a teacher?: im a lesbian, so obviously. ill share two, one was the other kindergarten teacher and the second was my music teacher in high school 

Coolest Halloween costume: i would have to say the one my mom made me when i was little, blue from blues clues!

Favorite 90s show: had to google but i guess if im forced to pick freaks and geeks/futurama shhh

Last kiss: as if i remember

Have I ever been stood up?: yes once, but i was actually very happy because it was a date with some guy and again im lesbean. and i used it as an excuse to not go on another one, love that for me

Favorite pair of shoes: these high heel black soft boots that i have only worn twice and both times were to a family members funeral :/ i hope to one day afford gayer shoes but rn im too poor. anyone wanna help a gay out????

Ever been to Vegas?: no but i would like to, probably with a big group of friends which i dont have. i think travelling anywhere with a bunch of friends would be fun. but like where would i find all these friends? and money?

Favorite book: im illiterate 

Favorite fruit: peach - the lesbian apple, predictable maybe? but no i do love them, even the fuzz

Stupidest thing I've ever done: i cant remember because everyday i wake up and do the dumbest shit imaginable ????

Favorite TV show: top i would say desperate housewives because i literally was like ok i wont k word myself because id like to see the next episode. santa clarita diet - i wouldnt have said that before but its probably the one ive watched the most. also i watched a lot of gentleman jack.

Last movie I saw in theaters: what? oh uhh i dont remember but i think it was embarrassing so i shant be sharing that with you all xx

Tagging (cool people who i havent talked to at all or very much cause that was the point right?): @sarahspaulson @hwy-unicorn @daniwouldnever @mariskahargitay @stephensking @pearplate @aksjaksjjdks @marvelfansince08love @directorpaulson and @pluied-ete (sorry for tagging u again)

[y3sterdaysfeelings]

tagged by: @ihadarosiedream uwu thank u. 

name: soph/sophie

gender: female

star signs: cancer, babey!

age: dancing queen......young and sweet.....

phone background: lockscreen is brian molko from placebo :’) and homescreen is sylvia plath. 

hogwarts house: ravenclaw All The Way. i do the quiz yearly and have never gotten anything else. 

crush on a teacher: more like a cross between admiration and ‘pls adopt me’ but i always said i was in love w/ my english teacher from last year. she’s moved though </3 deidre if ur out there.....

coolest halloween costume: this sounds So Sad but ive slept thru halloween for the last few years so i Cannot remember anything. although i’m pretty sure i was draculaura one year as a kid :’)

favourite 90s tv show: buffy the vampire slayer OR dawson’s creek bc they both have really good memories for me. 

last kiss:  i’m the most baby person i :’) haven’t had my FIRST kiss yet. i kissed my dog on her head this morning tho?? 

ever been stood up: noo

favourite shoes: my semi-new platform boots!!! they’re so comfy and i’m at least 5′6 in them.

ever been to vegas: nah, or anywhere else in the us

favourite fruit: mangoes...they’re s o good

favourite book: ohhh there’s so many but of all time? probably The Dream Thieves by Maggie Stiefvater and Jane Eyre by Charlotte Bronte. (honourable mention to Radio Silence by Alice Oseman, Kafka on the Shore by Haruki Murakami and Mrs Dalloway by Virginia Woolf)

stupidest thing i’ve ever done:  left my phone outside in the rain for two (2) days when i was 13. o h, and also gotten joseph and jesus confused fjksfjsdkljklfsd. sunday school didn’t pay off

all time favourite shows: Anne with an E, Buffy, Gilmore Girls, and Daria!!

last movie at the cinema: Little Women!!! was supposed to to see The Rise of Skywalker but :’( cinemas shut before i cld. 

tagging: @stayphobic @rabbitfields @park-sungshine @midnightmaravders @yikesalert

[thinger-strang]

a get to know you game!

tagged by a true angel @hartigays 💕💖💗

name: ez! (or ezra for long)

gender: none for me, thanks

star sign: sagittarius (i literally know nothing about this kinda stuff tbh)

height: 5'3" (160cm for the metric peeps)

age: 21

wallpaper on my phone: my lockscreen is a picture of the venus statue i took at the seattle art museum and my background is one of the ones that came with the phone, a neat little pomegranate pattern

house: hufflepuff (we don't stan jk but hp is home sorry lads)

ever crush on a teacher: negative, ew

coolest Halloween costume: i was a tornado (bc i was obsessed with weather and wanted to be a storm chaser) and the candy would get dumped down the top into a pillow case

favorite 90's tv show: either x-files or 70's show (those are both 90's right?)

last kiss: with my first and only boyfriend, a goodbye kiss after we broke up (but it's chill, we're still friends and are planning on going hiking before he leaves for college!)

have you ever been stood up: negative, but i don't go on dates ever so...never had the chance? (ive been on like...four dates total in my life #AroLife)

favorite pair of shoes: currently these wrestling shoes i got that are super comfy (i got them for the aesthetics, i don't wrestle lol) but i ahaha kinda collect docs and chucks from goodwill that i love

have you ever been to vegas? negative

favorite fruit: 🍌🍌🍌

favorite book: I'll Be There by Holly Goldberg Sloan, i read it every summer

stupidest thing you've ever done: ate a cactus without checking what type it was, got a little loopy

all time favorite shows: schitts creek, x-files, new girl, stranger things, the good place, 70's show, brooklyn 99, parks and rec, the good cop, and i am not okay with this

last movie you saw in theaters: birds of prey BITCH

im tired and don't feel like trying to figure out who to tag so if you see this and are feeling it, do it and tag me so i can see!

[sadprose-auroras]

‘About Time’ - Roger TaylorxFem!Reader (Part 1)

A/N: Hello my darlings! I can’t decide if I hate this or not, and I’m not sure if I’ll continue writing this, depends on the response. Please let me know if you want me to continue it (it would probably require way more parts, like a full on series). Hope you enjoy! - Also, this can apply to Ben Hardy’s portrayal of Roger. Whatever you prefer!

(This was totally inspired by a couple time travel fics I read a few weeks ago, I can’t remember the authors or the names but all credits to them for the time travel idea…. LOVE. IT. I just HAD to write my own, crappier version)

Find my other works here!

 You sunk to the floor, your knees giving out beneath you. You felt ridiculous, curling up in a ball, in your wardrobe, but you had reached your breaking point; everything had suddenly hit you. As you hugged your knees, sobbing, your jeans became tear-soaked. Your mind wandered, as your cheeks flamed in embarrassment and shame about your current state, despite nobody being around. How did you get here? A few months ago, your life was great. You had a great job, a great circle of friends and boyfriend, and you were pursuing your passion; studying fashion design. Then, everything began to crumble around you. All your friends turned on you, you got fired, and your studies began to slip as a result, causing you to fail an exam.  

 If all that wasn’t bad enough, you found out your boyfriend of two years had been cheating on you for a year and 11 months. Go figure. It was as if the universe was playing some long, cruel joke on you, just to see how long before you gave up on trying to pursue any kind of happiness. Just as you came to the conclusion that you really had nothing to fight for, leaning your head back on the wall behind you and closing your eyes, the strangest feeling overcame you. Your head began to spin, and pins and needles covered your entire body. You tried to open your eyes, to move your body, but you were frozen. Your heart rate increased rapidly, and you began to think that this was really it. Whatever was happening, you were going to die. Strangely enough, you couldn’t find it in yourself to care.  

 By some miracle, everything stopped. The pins and needles ceased, and, save a throbbing headache, you felt much better. You experimentally wiggled your toes, and you had feeling back again. Hesitantly, you opened your eyes, looking around you. It was dark, but you could make out the shapes of the clothes hanging around you. Oddly, you didn’t recognise any of them. The chair that was next to you when you closed your eyes was gone, replaced by a shoe rack.  

You stood up, closed your eyes again and rubbed your temples, trying to rid of the probable hallucinations. You racked your brain, thinking back to when you studied psychosis in high school. You couldn’t remember a thing. Was temporary paralysis a symptom? 

 You decided you needed to call a doctor. You pulled your iPhone out of your pocket, still in the dark, and opened up safari. You had no wifi, and no reception. Frowning, you opened the wardrobe door, the knob feeling unfamiliar, to be greeted by a figure doing the same. The door swung open suddenly, bouncing on its hinges.

 You both screamed loudly, and, without looking at the figure in front of you, you tried to push past to get away, however, a hand gripped you and pulled you back. 

 Your eyes became fixed on the man in front of you. You frowned, unable to tear your eyes off him. The hallucinations were getting worse; you were conjuring up images of people in your home. Hang on. You knew his face all too well; you had spent hours watching him drum and sing at concerts on YouTube. It couldn’t be, could it?

 “Who are you, and what the hell are you doing in my wardrobe!?” he asked, releasing his grip on you. You winced, rubbing where his fingernails had dug into you. This was all too much.

 “I should be asking you the same thing, why are you in my house? What’s going on?” you looked around the room, expecting to see your familiar bedroom; your posters plastered around the walls, your colourful duvet, and your plush white carpet. Instead, the walls were empty, the duvet was blue, and the carpet was grey.

 “I need to sit down,” you said, overwhelmed, perching on the edge of the unfamiliar bed. You glanced up at the man in front of you, his expression still shocked and wide-eyed, as he looked you up and down, his brows furrowing. 

 “God, you seem so real,” you laughed. “But there’s no way.”“What the fuck do you mean?” he replied. “I know I’m real, but I can’t say the same about you. I’ve never known anyone who can just appear out of thin air,” he shook his head in disbelief. 

 You frowned, rubbing your hands through your hair. “What do you mean, I appeared out of thin air?” your stomach began to sink. For reasons you couldn’t explain, something else was going on. Something much weirder than you initially thought.

 “Well, I don’t see how you could have got into my wardrobe without me seeing. I’ve been in my room for 20 minutes.” You glanced at his legs, frowning. What kind of person wears flared jeans anymore? 

 “I, um,” you began, a laugh escaping your lips despite yourself. This was all too ridiculous. You were actively avoiding eye contact with him. You figured if you acknowledged that it was him, at that age, in front of you, this would all go away. It was impossible. Suddenly, it all came together, as shocking as it was. It wasn’t him that was in the wrong place, it was you. This wasn’t your house. You had no wifi or reception. And, Roger Taylor, looking as he did circa 1972, was right in front of you. Had you time travelled? Your head span at the possibility. What else could explain these strange occurrences? 

 “What year is it?” you asked, this time properly meeting his eyes this time. Photos didn’t do the real thing justice; his baby blue eyes were maintaining steady eye contact with you, his lips were slightly parted, and his hair looked so soft and angelic. He was insanely beautiful. You internally cursed yourself. Now was definitely not the time.  

“1972…” he said, becoming even more confused. Your theory was confirmed. You’d watched all of the Back to the Future movies countless times, but you’d never imagined anything like that could ever really happen. Especially to you; plain, boring, old you. 

 “I know you’re probably not inclined to believe the crazy girl from your wardrobe, but I think,” you bit your lip, concerned at how he would take the news. “I think I’m from the future.” 

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 “So, you’re telling me you didn’t do anything for this to actually happen?” Roger asked. After trying to explain to him a million times, that yes, you were in fact just as confused as him, and no, you didn’t climb through his window, you tried to remain patient. He had every right to be confused as hell, you would definitely react the same if you were in his shoes. Despite this though, he was oddly trusting, allowing you to remain in his house and actually giving you the time of day to explain your side of the story. He even offered you a glass of water and something to eat, which you accepted gratefully. You were starving. 

 “Yes, I was literally just in my wardrobe, then the next thing I knew we were screaming in each other’s faces.” 

 “How do I know you’re telling the truth? You don’t seem very sane so far. I’m going to need some proof. You could just be a crazy girl who will do anything to sleep with me,” he smirked. You rolled your eyes. So the stories were true, he really was cocky.

 “Don’t flatter yourself, Taylor,” you retorted. “And no,” you said quickly, as he opened his mouth to speak, “I don’t know your surname because I’m a crazy stalker.” Your mind wandered to your extensive Queen record and CD collection. Okay, so maybe you were a little, but he didn’t need to know that. 

 “I know because Queen makes it big. I mean, massive.” You bit your lip nervously. If Back to the Future taught you anything, nobody should know too much about their own future. For the first time in your life, you had to think about what you said before you said it.

“How can I convince you?” you asked.

“I don’t know,” he sighed. “What year do you claim to come from, anyway?”

“2019,” you bit your lip. 

His eyes widened in disbelief. “Shit,” he mumbled. “Am I….?”

 “Still alive? Yeah.” Suddenly, you had an idea. You pulled your phone out of your pocket, thankful it was still charged. You turned it on, the time and date you had left still displayed on the screen (18th January 2019, 11:00), in front of a picture of Queen from 1975. You turned the screen towards him. 

 “Holy shit, is that me?” he gasped, leaning forward. “2019.” He looked up at you, and you shrugged and nodded. You were thankful he didn’t know the implications of having a picture of somebody as your lockscreen. 

 “There’s something else,” you unlocked your phone, opening music and searching for ‘Doing Alright.’ You pressed play, the song pouring out of the speakers.

Yesterday, my life was in ruin

Now today, I know what I’m doing… 

“Oh my god, that’s our song! We haven’t even released it yet.” He chuckled. You couldn’t help but grin at his excitement, encapsulated by his gorgeous smile. 

 “Wanna hear more?” you smirked. It’s funny, you had never felt so comfortable around somebody so quickly. You couldn’t quite put your finger on it, but something about him relaxed you. 

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 “Have you noticed I haven’t asked about that thing you’re holding, ‘cause I’m too scared to?”

 You laughed, covering your mouth with your hand. You’d spent the last half an hour playing Roger a few more Queen songs. A small nagging voice in the back of your mind was telling you to stop, to not reveal anything about his future, no matter how small. But Roger’s pleading to hear more won.

 “It’s actually a phone,” you said, to answer his question. “Well, that’s its main purpose anyway. You can use it to take and store pictures, play music, and use the internet. Which, well, you’ll find out about in approximately 18 years.”

 “I’m intrigued, what’s the internet?” he asked. You thought of all the unspeakable things you had come across on social media, and shook your head.“You don’t want to know.” He raised an eyebrow at you, and you tried to suppress a blush.  

You cleared your throat, averting your eyes from him as you straightened up in your seat. “What’s the time?” you asked. He glanced down at his watch. “3am,” he laughed in disbelief. “We should probably get some sleep. I’ll sleep on the couch.” 

 You shook your head rapidly, taken aback by his utter kindness. “Oh my god no, please, I will. It’s your house,” you said, getting up from the chair you were sitting on. He did the same. You both stood awkwardly, basically staring at each other. You couldn’t help but think of the times you watched a Queen documentary on TV, with the Roger of your time’s commentary. It was hard to believe the man in front of you was the same person.  

 He cleared his throat, tearing his eyes off you, and going into his bedroom, mumbling something about getting something for you to sleep in.  

 As you awaited his return, you couldn’t help but wonder why you were so focused on how flustered you were around Roger, and not worried about the fact that you were literally stuck in the wrong year, and had no idea how to get back. The funny thing was, you had no desire to. You hadn’t felt so at home in a long time, than when you were laughing and talking with Roger. He made you feel so safe, so quickly. And that feeling would only grow stronger when you both gave up on convincing the other to sleep on the couch, and ended up sharing his bed. 

PART 2: BONUS CONTENT THAT I WROTE THE SAME DAY AS PART ONE. I’M NOT GOING TO CONTINUE IT BUT WHAT’S THE POINT OF HAVING IT IN A WORD DOC N NOT POSTING IT?

When I was writing this, I couldn’t stop imagining rom-com moments. Like, the outfit section? A cute montage with a cute song. Damn I wish I could express the images in my head more clearly, in words. My writing sucks. 

“Y/N, wake up. Y/N!!” A familiar, yet foreign, voice startled you. As you came to your senses, you realised your usual soft, silky sheets were replaced with cotton ones, and an unusual smell wafted around you. You slowly opened your eyes, to be greeted by Roger leaning over you, a slightly annoyed look on his face. Fuck. It was real. He must’ve read your disappointment on your face, and he smiled sympathetically and nodded.

“Yep, you’re still here,” he mumbled. You couldn’t help but sigh; you’d hoped it was a really long, unusual dream.

“I have to go to rehearsal for a gig tonight. Do you wanna come?” Of course you didn’t want to pass up the opportunity to meet the rest of the band, and literally see the magic happen, you couldn’t help but feel like you were invading. But then again, who could say they had the chance to sit in on an early Queen rehearsal, especially knowing how successful and impactful they were going to become?

“I don’t – I don’t want to intrude,” you mumbled, sitting up in the bed and clutching the duvet around you, suddenly feeling exposed in Roger’s white shirt.

“Well it’s your choice, I understand that you probably don’t want to sit around with us when you could be finding a way back home or finding your parents or something,” he said.

Although you would never admit it, you wanted nothing more than to go with him. Not only was it literally history in the making, but the absence of your birth parents in your life, leading to a childhood of foster families who couldn’t care less about you, gave you a sense of independence at a young age. You knew how to be alone, seeking solace in music. Music created by the greats like Queen made you feel less alone, as silly as it sounded. It was your escape from the struggles in your real life.

“Wait, no. I want to come. If you don’t mind. But I need something 70s appropriate to wear,” you chuckled, glancing over at your high-waisted skinny jeans and cropped knit jumper folded neatly on a chair.

“I think that can be arranged.” Roger grinned at you, and you were struck with yet another wave of disbelief. Roger Taylor was going to lend you come of his iconic clothes.

After spending a couple of hours going through Roger’s clothes, which was your absolute dream, you finally settled on a pair of pants that were a little too short, and a shirt that was slightly too tight across the chest. You tried to spice up the outfit with a few of Roger’s necklaces, much to his dismay.

“Do I look okay?” you asked when you stepped out, twirling around with your arms out.

Roger, standing with a pile of clothes in his arms that you had rejected, furrowed his brows and looked you up and down. You couldn’t help but stifle a giggle at the sight; he was taking his job as your stylist very seriously.

“You’ll almost fit in,” he said, “although, the shirt is too tight,” he finished bluntly, gesturing to your chest. You folded your arms instinctively.

“Don’t worry, I won’t look at your boobs.” You frowned at this. Was that meant to make you feel better? Why did you feel slightly disappointed?

“Um, thanks?” you scoffed. “What should I do with my hair?” you tugged on each of your French braids. Roger walked towards you without warning, and pulled out your hair ties, running his fingers through your hair.

“Just leave it loose.” He said hoarsely, his face dangerously close to yours. Your heart was beating rapidly, and you couldn’t take your eyes off him. He was biting his lip in concentration, his eyes squinting as he adjusted your hair. It took everything in you to not lean into his touch; his fingers were so delicate. As he pushed a strand of hair out of your face, his eyes met yours.

“Perfect,” he almost whispered, his breath sending shivers down your spine. You knew you should pull away. You knew this would get way too complicated. Your rationality was telling you to snap out of it. But as his hands smoothly came to rest around your neck, bringing you closer, something else entirely was driving your actions.  Just as you began to lean in, he pulled away, clearing his throat loudly.

“Let me get you a coat,” he said, quickly rushing away from you. You bit your lip, cheeks flaming. You were humiliated. What were you thinking, trying to kiss him? He obviously wasn’t attracted to you; the weird, pathetic crazy time-traveller. You didn’t even belong here anyway, how could you possibly think he would want you? Your eyes began to well up, you just had to get out of there.

As you quickly began to gather your clothes and phone, furiously wiping the tears from your eyes, Roger returned with a fur coat in his arms.

“Here, this should fit – wait, what’s wrong?” he asked, realising your state.

“I’m just gonna go. I’m so sorry to have invaded your life like this, you shouldn’t have to deal with my weird ass problems. Thank you for everything. It was nice meeting you, I guess. I’ll never forget you,” you rambled, becoming increasingly embarrassed, trying to walk past him. He gently placed his hands on your upper arms, turning you to face him.

“Hey, hey, I don’t have to help you, okay? I want to. If you’ll let me.” he said, a surprisingly vulnerable look on his face.

“But, I’m burdening you too much! You can’t have me holding you back from living your normal life. You don’t want me clinging to your side like some kind of….” You paused, struggling to find the right words in your frazzled state. “Some kind of leech. I mean, I’m just annoying. For God’s sake, we have nothing in common! I’m technically young enough to be your daughter!”

Roger laughed softly. “Okay, first of all, you’re not a leech. And yes, it’s weird that you’re from the future, and I’ll probably never wrap my head around it, but so what? We shouldn’t get along, but we do.” You hoped he couldn’t notice your blush at this.

“And, lastly,” he said, a cheeky smirk on his face, “the thought of you being my daughter is gross, but me being your daddy on the other hand…”

“Oh my god, Roger! No!” you couldn’t help but laugh, as you rapidly shook your head. You couldn’t tell if he was joking or not; you secretly hoped he wasn’t.

“So, do you still wanna come to rehearsal?” he asked, all joking aside.

You sighed, hoping you weren’t being a burden. “Okay, give me that then,” you grabbed the coat off him, pulling it on.

“Do I look normal?” you asked.

“No,” he smirked, and you raised your eyebrows at him. “In a good way, though. Come on,” he said, grabbing your hand. You tried to ignore the jolts of electricity you felt from this sweet gesture. You never thought simply holding hands with someone would give you so many butterflies.

[teacoffeeandwhatnot]

Tagged by @jisungshotfirst thanks bub xx

Ive had the bts dubai pic for literal ages now cuz i dont like my bg to be like a hd pic of someone cuz its like sensory overload with all the apps over it but I love that pic (the dubai summer package was a blessing in of itself)

And my lockscreen changes like every two weeks but rn its my all time fav pic of yoongi, i just really like that outfit and hairstlye and everything

I tag @justlikefantasy and no one else cuz I'm just lazy like that

[transgirlcharlie]

for unusual asks: 23, 36, 37, 86!

ty for asking!

23. describe your dream date?> tbh lol i just like inside ones i count those. just chilling in bed listening to music or watching stuff and being gay

36. favorite movie?hmmmm i always have a bunch of answers for this cos i can never decide but honestly the movie I’ve seen the most and love the most is probably zootopia. so im just gonna say that. ive seen that movie probably 10 times and I NEVER rewatch movies 37. do you read a lot? whats ur fave book?> um i like reading but im jared, 19. & kinda dyslexic (reason 10454945 i kin with charlie) so it’s difficult / takes a while. ive not read for ages wow

but i love reading on my kindle thingy. i always read books that are beautiful and gay but not popular. my favourite is ‘that alien feeling’ by alessandra hazard. its about this alien prince who goes to earth pretending to be a human, and he falls in love with this guy. the sequel came out earlier this year, it’s called “that irresistible poison”, that one is about the main character from book 1’s older brother. who’s the crown prince & his relationship with this other prince dude who’s his bonded with (kinda like an arranged marriage but with cool alien mind science shit) who he hates at first! those two are my faves! the 3rd book about another relationship is coming out next year!

it has angst and fluff and smut & it’s the best smut ive ever read! but it’s really unpopular and underappericated and ive seen no one talk about it. so everyone should check it out!!!!

also, I haven’t finished this book yet, cos as I said, idk how to read, but “the one” by john marrs is so good!!!! the best!!! it’s an au where your soul mates are determined by dna/science!!! and it follows a lot of different stories. one is a serial killer/a police officer who’s trying to find that same killer & another one is a guy who thinks he’s straight/another guy (I can’t remember much about him. their story hasn’t really taken off from where i was up to, last year. I should read more). but yeah guys read that one too!!

38. what is your phone background?> uwu!!! it’s a photo of charlie with the dog filter i stole from someone on tumblr (can’t remember who sorry) & it’s the cutest thing ever!!!!!!! i get emotions whenever i look at it. i kiss the screen a lot (both wallpaper & lockscreen) and my siblings are like wtf. ive been doing that for ages whoever is on there

and my lockscreen is another cute charlie sc i took from charlie’s home alone. (one that i uploaded). im love with him!!!! before that it was cute pics of merlin (from bbc merlin) & it took me a lot of will power to give up his place, but charlie deserves it (at first i had charlie as my wallpaper and merlin as my lockscreen)

my inbox is empty now :3 im gonna go watch new doctor who & if i get more asks (which are appreciated!!!!) i will answer after that

this is so long sorry!!!!!! i have a lot to say

[leluh]

do all the unusual asks!!

o h mhy god…. thank you but i had to bust out my laptop bc no way in hell am i gonna type that all out formatted nicely on my phone….

Spotify, SoundCloud, or Pandora?

Spotify

is your room messy or clean?

Oh god it’s a fucking disaster

what color are your eyes?

i ask myself the same question often

do you like your name? why?

yeah! bc it has a lot of nickname options

what is your relationship status?

single

describe your personality in 3 words or less

emotional

gay

loud

what color hair do you have?

blue, red-purple, and an inbetween purple color in the middle.

what kind of car do you drive? color?

bold of you to assume i have a license or can afford a car

where do you shop?

bold of you to assume i have money to shop with

how would you describe your style?

Bad

favorite social media account

I use this one the most but i like the stickers on snapchat

what size bed do you have?

twin i think

any siblings?

Oh boy. oh howdy. im the oldest of five. i sure fucking do have siblings.

if you can live anywhere in the world where would it be? why?

on top of a really big tree bc it’d be cool babey!

favorite snapchat filter?

none of them

favorite makeup brand(s)

i dont pay enough attention to give a shit. i do have & occasionally wear makeup, tho

how many times a week do you shower?

every other day

favorite tv show?

um! FMA:B

shoe size?

women’s 9, men’s 6 i think

how tall are you?

5′8″

sandals or sneakers?

sneakers

do you go to the gym?

haha no

describe your dream date

anything, as long as im spending quality time with the person/people

how much money do you have in your wallet at the moment?

i have $5 in my jacket pocket I should put in my wallet, thanks for reminding me

what color socks are you wearing?

blue… orange….. white….

how many pillows do you sleep with?

3 rn. two for my head and one big one for my arms

do you have a job? what do you do?

ive never had a job

how many friends do you have?

a lot!!!! and i love them all and i hope they know this

whats the worst thing you have ever done?

don’t worry about it

whats your favorite candle scent?

vanilla….. also anything citrus

3 favorite boy names

3 favorite girl names

names dont have a gender also i dont have an opinion

favorite actor?

favorite actress?

no opinion

who is your celebrity crush?

they arent celebrities but i have a tiny “celeb crush” on everyone at Polygon

favorite movie?

anything studio ghibli does. Tales from Earthsea was good as fuck and underrated!

do you read a lot? whats your favorite book?

I dont read a lot but my favorite book is The Red Tent

money or brains?

paypal.me/leluh

do you have a nickname? what is it?

my baby siblings used to pronounce my family nickname “Lexi” as “Leluh” (hence the url) but i go by Lex

how many times have you been to the hospital?

i had to get rushed to the ER in an ambulance once bc I had a seizure in church. the stretchers are really comfortable, the glucose packet the paramedic gave me didn’t taste nearly as bad as he made it out to be, and IVs are the fucking worst

top 10 favorite songs

here’s my spotify playlist for this month

do you take any medications daily?

i’m supposed to take like, six vitamin pills for my POTs headaches but i uh. dont.

what is your skin type? (oily, dry, etc)

annoying

what is your biggest fear?

being replaced, easily forgettable, not meaning anything to anyone

how many kids do you want?

none right now but i like kids and i know how to handle a lot at once so it really depends on how my life goes in the future.

whats your go to hair style?

sideways

what type of house do you live in? (big, small, etc)

big enough for a family of eight

who is your role model?

who i want to be in the future

what was the last compliment you received?

some guy at the grocery store last night said he liked my hair

what was the last text you sent?

sent a photo to my mom

how old were you when you found out santa wasn’t real?

I don’t remember ever actually believing in santa

what is your dream car?

one that works

opinion on smoking?

mmmmmmmmmgross

do you go to college?

on the 27th

what is your dream job?

anything i enjoy that allows me a happy life. i’d love to work with plants, microbiology, astrobiology, or like…. bees

would you rather live in rural areas or the suburbs?

I don’t know! im pretty neutral

do you take shampoo and conditioner bottles from hotels?

oh hell yeah

do you have freckles?

i have a permanent patch of freckles on the side of my left shoulder and occasionally i get a few freckles on my face in the summer

do you smile for pictures?

depends on the context

how many pictures do you have on your phone?

a lot

have you ever peed in the woods?

yeah, my family used to go camping a lot when i was little 

do you still watch cartoons?

yeah

do you prefer chicken nuggets from Wendy’s or McDonalds?

Wendy’s

Favorite dipping sauce?

honey mustard and ranch is a close second

what do you wear to bed?

T-shirt

have you ever won a spelling bee?

never been in one

what are your hobbies?

i can throw a flag pretty cool

can you draw?

eh

do you play an instrument?

absolutely not, but it’s very cool and i have major respect for musicians

what was the last concert you saw?

I saw Maggie Rogers in concert a while back

tea or coffee?

tea! coffee is nasty

Starbucks or Dunkin Donuts?

neither

do you want to get married?

Depends, but im not against it at all

what is your crush’s first and last initial?

ahahahahahahaha um. i plead the fifth. also there’s two of them anyway

are you going to change your last name when you get married?

depends! also not against it

what color looks best on you?

dunno, but i wear a lot of denim and bright red

do you miss anyone right now?

hell yeah babey dont we all

do you sleep with your door open or closed?

closed dear god i have two cats and four siblings under the age of 10

do you believe in ghosts?

eh. not really. would looove to be proved wrong though

what is your biggest pet peeve?

problems that could have very easily been avoided with communication

last person you called?

my voicemail lmao

favorite ice cream flavor?

Vanilla………….

regular oreos or golden oreos?

regular!

chocolate or rainbow sprinkles?

rainbow cause im gay but otherwise i dont rlly like sprinkles

what shirt are you wearing?

pajama t-shirt. it’s from ACYC

what is your phone background?

my lockscreen is coke zero and my homescreen is a mother mother quote

are you outgoing or shy?

I try to be sorta outgoing but dear god do i get anxious easily

do you like it when people play with your hair?

not really…. leave it be :/

do you like your neighbors?

I don’t know them at all

do you wash your face? at night? in the morning?

whenever i feel like it

have you ever been high?

nope

have you ever been drunk?

nah

last thing you ate?

some knockoff Doritos 

favorite lyrics right now

all of Infinitesimal by Mother Mother

summer or winter?

I hate being too hot but i do love alaska summers

day or night?

night…. love that second wind and sudden impulsive urges 

dark, milk, or white chocolate?

white chocolate. i have a strong sweet tooth

favorite month?

no opinion

what is your zodiac sign

leluh.tumblr.com/zodiac

who was the last person you cried in front of?

Everyone in Drama during senior night lmao. last time i cried alone however??? yesterday afternoon sjkdfhaksjfh

[the-tevinter-biscuit]

Getting to know you

Rules are: answer the questions and tag ten people you want to know better.

tagged by @calwyne thanks!

name: Charlie

gender: agender/non-binary

star sign: leo

height: 5′5′’ft

age: 18

wallpaper on my phone: the butterfly pic of fenris is my wallpaper, a pic of me and @her-majestys-watchdog is my lockscreen

house: slytherin

First ever crush on a teacher: never had one haha

coolest Halloween costume: we never really did halloween in my house, my parents always kinda hated it. to this day we lock all our doors and turn the lights out to ward away trick or treaters. i did go trick or treating once with some friends when i was 13 (which in this country, makes you feel too old to be going. our only saving grace was we had my friends 5 year old niece with us). i went as a dead schoolkid because i was in school at the time and it was convenient (since in the UK we have uniforms)

Favorite 90’s tv show: oh boy. a lot of 90s shows were still airing when i was growing up (i was born in 99) pokemon and pingu were amongst some of my favourites

last kiss: haha ??? probs when i last dated my ex?? so like, 2 and a bit years ago

have you ever been stood up: platonically, yes.

favorite pair of shoes: my docs or converse. not the most comfy shoes in the universe but they’re my aesthetic™

have you ever been to vegas: nah

favorite fruit: hmmm.. right now it’s cherries

favorite book: fuck whens the last time i read a book

stupidest thing you’ve ever done: ive done a lot of stupid things but i think ill always look back on how i behaved in school and think it was really stupid (i wasn’t a particularly nice kid)

all time favorite shows: uhh fuck. Death Parade, Attack on Titan, The Office, Brooklyn Nine-Nine... 

last movie you saw in theaters: Deadpool 2!

tagged: @hennigreygoose @nireos @scatteringmyashes @i-nq @kieranfae