#that letter is my undoing

[bhaalbabebardlock]

Sometimes I wake up in the middle of the night and think about the letter of forgiveness and just lay numbly in the dark

[muguetdemai]

Caitlyn Siehl, What We Buried; from "A Letter To Love"

[ink-asunder]

"It might be your firewall" "It might be a proxy issue" "check your connection"

Stop casting spells in my computer. I just need it to work.

[fortjester]

facing loss of identity after loss of love

“Can I Leave Me Too?” by The Greeting Committee // “Gideon the Ninth” by Tamsyn Muir // “I Guess” by Mitski // “What Would I Do?” from Falsettos // “Nona the Ninth” by Tamsyn Muir // “With or Without You” by U2 // “Did It To Myself” by Orla Gartland // “Harrow the Ninth” by Tamsyn Muir // “Disillusion” by ABBA // “Achilles Come Down” by Gang of Youths

bonus:

[queen-scribbles]

gah there's a whole chunk of my laptop keyboard losing key sensitivity and this is a PROBLEM bc it's the chunk with the keys I use the most.

[toestalucia]

guy whos gonna feel like a fraud whenever they end up supporting someone to move on

[mdemn]

when i post this web weave inspired by sam’s very own brand of mental illness it’s over for my target audience (myself)

[stuck-in-the-ghost-zone]

on the verge of tears thinking about edyn tidestrider btw if you even care

[baconator-deluxe]

I refrain from being exceedingly horny on posts only because I'm technically still catholic & if you pass a certain threshold of horny posting they holy waterboard you til you agree to stop & I just don't wanna deal w/ that rn

[freebooter4ever]

Is drawing rami online just as easy drawing him on paper?

(previous anon who asked a few weeks ago about how to draw him/his facial proportions)

Heh, is this a hint for me to draw him with pencil and paper? I mean i guess i could, although i promised myself that bread would be the only non in-person portrait sketch in my little sketchbook. I'll think about it :P

In general, i find that any new medium gives me trouble no matter what it is. I've been sketching on the computer seriously since 2017ish when i went through the process of moving across country and having to tear out and recycle 10+ of my hardcover sketchbooks from college till then (shipping was too costly and my car was FULL). I just decided then and there that i wasnt going to sketch on paper anymore (and then my friend bought me my little sketchbook so now i HAVE to fill it lmao).

But its been HARD trusting pencil and paper again. I have had to get used to the hardness/softness of the lead, and the eraser and the lack of an undo button. But by the same token, jumping from using only pencil to the computer was hard for me too. Switching right now from my old computer to my new computer with a higher pressure sensitivity and a non-grooved screen has been hard! Figuring out how much i hated coloring by the usual blur/smear/blend techniques people do on the computer was hard! Coming up with something i liked (hard edges, hundreds of layers with light opacity) was hard and i'm still learning!

I would say that difficulty lies in the mark making, though. The proportions and likeness skills you develop tend to transfer. I think for me personally one of the weird quirks of drawing on the computer especially is that it helps my anxiety/perfectionism - if i can 'delete' a bunch of scribbles before starting the 'real' drawing it takes a lot of pressure off!

[visdiefje]

lays down. why am I like this

[muguetdemai]

Caitlyn Siehl, What We Buried; from "A Letter To Love"

[mhrsb]

💤 orrrr 🥀 !

omg ur lucky cuz i know exactly who i wanna give u

this guy's name is vaal hazak n he's a big dragon that lives in what is basically the monster graveyard. he just sits there politely. he's not aggressive to hunters but very territorial when it comes to other monsters. because he's sitting in corpses all the time, he can harvest the effluvium and use it to drain life from other monsters. kinda like angel devil in your blog theme! silly gif but i do feel like this when fighting him

this is somnacanth! she's known as the siren. she's a very sleepy gal. she's able to emit gas when she sings that puts anyone to sleep. personally i love her a lot she's very silly looking and she uses her scales to stun, blow up or even heal herself. all that blue fog is her sleepy time gas

send me an emoji n i will assign u a monster!

[edelweiss-buttons]

ok first of all i downloaded tumblr on my ipad (so i could sit on my couch and also use a keyboard rather than my phone. because my laptop has about five minutes of Fabric Time before she starts overheating). anyways - mobile tumblr?? on a screen with dimensions that aren’t a mobile phone?? absolutely wild.

also unfortunately the Ipad Tumblr Mobile does the same annoying thing as Phone Tumblr Mobile in that you can’t edit tags and you gotta just delete and try again. alas

[2truehearts]

every time someone only likes my writing i begin to think its deeply mediocre and on the verge of something lifeless like a rotting carcass waiting to be noticed and put at peace but is instead oogled at then driven past once the stench gets too much

[getgotdude]

i’m gonna cry i fuckin hate the notes app