#that feels wwrong

[dystopiagnome]

Gave up but also the watermark really does add <3

Anyways I think Patton should be taller and that’s because. 🧍‍♂️

[ventcode]

ooh thhtis mmf behind me isny it

[jinxeddetectivve]

if you immediately hc goofy silly guy characters as havving adhd/dyslexia/(not liking/being bad at) subjects like math or science or just straight up stupid I KILL YOU

STOP IT RGRAAR RA AA A A. AAA (unless you're projecting <3)

(I kind of spammed tags to explain more sorry)

[serfuzzypushover]

im not the greatest person to explain this and others havve done a better job in the past but

"she wwasnt that bad actually that racist dictator was the vvictim all along"

missed doin polls

[casanovasadmiral]

eridan, what do you think about feferi? what happened during the last time you two meet? do you hate her?

the last time wwe spoke i made an attempt to reconcile and talk about the past. i took a lot of time to think and take accountability and hoped she could too. some part of me assumes she understands wwhat she did wwrong based on the wway she had reacted. im stubborn, but fef has alwways had a hard time admitting to her wrongdoings. im no saint- anyone wwill tell you it wwasnt entirely my owwn doing. do i hate her? wwell its.. its extremely hard to hate her. I feel betrayed in a lot of wways, but its complicated at the same time.

It seems a bit bitter, at the least..

[kayforpay]

Aight thoughts on erirose and equirox the girls and their weird lil freakazoids

to be fair to the boys those girls are also weird lil freakazoids, otherwise they wouldn't be interested

got a bit long so readmore

I feel like erirose would honestly be best like.... pale. not even weird pitch-pale if anything flush-pale. rose sees a pathetic little guy and decides to fix him, but like, actually. implements a self-care routine for him and makes a point of discussing his good points and how to appreciate himself without being egomaniacal about it

in exchange he has all the rage and snappy attitude that she's had to soften for so long that she doesn't even realize she's doing it. very "she said no FUCKIN pickles wwhats wwrong wwith you"

once he stops sweating so much she needs gloves when they hold hand they slowly move on to cuddling and actual papping. he's extra nervous because he doesn't know anything about Good palemates and has to be reminded not to try and rush.

for equrox, on the other hand...

flush. they're in love love. he's a giant bear of a troll who would (and does) happily kneel by her feet so she can pet his hair. she calls him "my lil ponie" and even when he knows the joke he just likes it bc she means it in a good way

they get along not because they have a ton in common but more because they both really enjoy learning about things they're not good at or not very interested in. roxy can't do a Ton of robotic/mechanical maintenance but she loves to hear about how things work. she'd just point at like an excavator or something and go "what makes that 1 werk" and he'd go into infodump mode while she just looked at him starry-eyed

meanwhile he would lay his head on her thigh and watch her play video games and go "D--> Why doesn't the Genshin Impact East Alternian Queen not simply use her STRENGTH to stop interlopers?" and then happily listen to an hour and a half of lore on an anime game he has 0 intent of playing

between their combined cleverness and intellect they make him a sleeping scarf that has sopor in it so he can sleep with her in bed without putting her sobriety at risk by having a blanket/something that would touch her a lot, bc as soon as they both realize they're like For Real for real about it they move in fast as hell

I think their main argument is that equius' mess has an organizational method to it and roxy's mess doesn't, so when she gets into an adhd deep clean urge she messes up his bolt-stacks and things, but they manage

[mayor-of-losertown]

Eridan: hey fef

Feferi: Yes, -Eridan?

Eridan: our moiraillegiance has been great and all

Eridan: but i feel like wwevve been in the wwrong quadrant this wwhole time

Feferi: Actually, I was just sinking t)(e same t)(ing!

Feferi: Do you want to mako our confishions at the same tide?

Eridan: sure

Both: Will you be my...

Eridan: matesprit?

Feferi, simultaneously: kismesis?

Both: ...

Both: WW)(AT

[sleepy-seal]

feel like what?

AAWFUL. TERRIBBLE. LLIKE EVERYTTHING IS CRASHING DDOWNNON ME.

WHHAT’S WwroNG WITH ME????

[airprime7]

god i feel like this all the time

wwe alwways had to ride the line betwween not sayin too much about our problems because people arent required to hear about that and saying enough because if wwe don’t tell them wwhen somethins wrong then its nevver gettin fixed

and wwe evventually just got to a point wwhere wwe just rambled incoherently wwhen wwhat wwe just wwanted to say wwas “somebody help please” but wwe couldnt because it’s not their job to help and suddenly wwe learn wwevve been doing evverything wwrong for months and wwe lose the only place wwe felt wwe could open up evven a little

and then wwe havve a chance to provve ourselvves and be better and come back and wwe fuck it up again because nobody sat us dowwn and explained to us wwhats acceptable behavviour wwhen theres someone you wwant to talk to about something that’s tearing you up inside and they just aren’t respondin and then wwe just make a rash decision in hope that wwe can just finally havve the civvil convversation wwevve been wwaiting for for wweeks to provve wwe can be better and wwont hurt our friends and wwe just

fuck up

and there’s a half chance they evven just misinterpreted wwhat you meant because you wwrote it at midnight and it wwas super unclear

and you just get emotionally cut in half by eight wwords

because at evvery turn you had to come off as not too desperate, not too emotional, but also caring about others, and knowwing howw to communicate, wwhile evvery day you felt like you couldnt handle the next wwithout your friends but if you wwent back you wwould just hurt them more

god i wish wwe could just havve gone back and asked “somebody help me please”

because sometimes there are invisible tests and invisible rules and you're just supposed to ... know the rule. someone you thought of as a friend asks you for book recommendations, so you give her a list of like 30 books, each with a brief blurb and why you like it. later, you find out she screenshotted the list and send it out to a group chat with the note: what an absolute freak can you believe this. you saw the responses: emojis where people are rolling over laughing. too much and obsessive and actually kind of creepy in the comments. you thought you'd been doing the right thing. she'd asked, right? an invisible rule: this is what happens when you get too excited.

you aren't supposed to laugh at your own jokes, so you don't, but then you're too serious. you're not supposed to be too loud, but then people say you're too quiet. you aren't supposed to get passionate about things, but then you're shy, boring. you aren't supposed to talk too much, but then people are mad when you're not good at replying.

you fold yourself into a prettier paper crane. since you never know what is "selfish" and what is "charity," you give yourself over, fully. you'd rather be empty and over-generous - you'd rather eat your own boundaries than have even one person believe that you're mean. since you don't know what the thing is that will make them hate you, you simply scrub yourself clean of any form of roughness. if you are perfect and smiling and funny, they can love you. if you are always there for them and never admit what's happening and never mention your past and never make them uncomfortable - you can make up for it. you can earn it.

don't fuck up. they're all testing you, always. they're tolerating you. whatever secret club happened, over a summer somewhere - during some activity you didn't get to attend - everyone else just... figured it out. like they got some kind of award or examination that allowed them to know how-to-be-normal. how to fit. and for the rest of your life, you've been playing catch-up. you've been trying to prove that - haha! you get it! that the joke they're telling, the people they are, the manual they got- yeah, you've totally read it.

if you can just divide yourself in two - the lovable one, and the one that is you - you can do this. you can walk the line. they can laugh and accept you. if you are always-balanced, never burdensome, a delight to have in class, champagne and glittering and never gawky or florescent or god-forbid cringe: you can get away with it.

you stare at your therapist, whom you can make jokes with, and who laughs at your jokes, because you are so fucking good at people-pleasing. you smile at her, and she asks you how you're doing, and you automatically say i'm good, thanks, how are you? while the answer swims somewhere in your little lizard brain:

how long have you been doing this now? mastering the art of your body and mind like you're piloting a puppet. has it worked? what do you mean that all you feel is... just exhausted. pick yourself up, the tightrope has no net. after all, you're cheating, somehow, but nobody seems to know you actually flunked the test. it's working!

aren't you happy yet?

[5-7-9]

I suddenly feel obnoxious because i thought about Midas Hand as my OC’s team name and then realized there’s barely enough cool team names to go around so did I really need a team name? 😢 They’re called Midas Hand because i thought Midas Touch was too obvious. I found it ironic that they’re treasure hunters when they’re usually the ones creating treasure.

Also i assumed that treasure hunters worked similarly to normal wizard guilds that have request jobs so that meant they could never keep the treasure they find, but i think i wwrong was.

I sorta got down a backstory for two of the three, but i’m not sure about the blacksmith’s one. Because for the other two i actually tied it back to canon in a roundabout way. Fashionista’s family had a rich business until it got bought and then they had to work under Heartfilia’s father’s business. Fashionista’s family was so ashamed and decided their daughter couldn’t act all high and mighty to show respect to their superiors or else their jobs were at stake. But Fashionista has an ego and refuses to be disrespected, so she goes all out on presenting gorgeously. She eventually starts her own line of work and becomes rich again. I think her relationship with her family is fine. I think all three of my OCs should have fine familial relationships anyhow, and are all successful business people that become sorta rich. Collector has the exact opposite of Magic Deficiency Disease, similar to Ultear’s condition which was never properly given a name. I have no idea how Ultear managed to get better, but Collector was also apart of the experiments. Collector sorta died so they were considered a failed experiment, but after Ultear destroyed the place it turns out they survived (assuming they took place in the same building). Their heart technically stopped beating but their magic gave then an electric shock that woke them up, plus their magic depleted when they used it. Collector eventually goes back home, figuring out that they could actually survive as long as they extracted magic from themselves every once in a while. They used magic containers or the sort, and could self manage. They consider themselves a ticking time bomb because their body will explode if it absorbs enough excessive magic. I have no clue as to whether actual doctors can even cure this unnamed disease or whatever, but Collector never stopped having this disease because they’re a special case where it gets worse (or Ultear was the special case for better getting, idk, canon was too freaking unclear). So they’re sorta have a chronic disorder, i think that’s what it’s called anyhow. They imbue a lot of magic items with the magic they extracted from themselves.

Blacksmith was tougher because i thought about his father being scary and hated by everyone except himself, so eventually he stops getting hated by his bullies when he helps a bunch of people, showing how he’s not scary. Something about strength being used for shields more than it’s used for attacks. Maybe he should instead be the town favorite for simply being the only blacksmith in his old home, and he got to see a lot of guilds happily buy his father’s weapons and he wanted to become him. Passing down the torch or something. It’s more simplistic that way i guess. Still irrelevant to anything canon related, can’t win at everything i suppose. Or maybe he met Erza first out of the three, when she was still younger, that’d be nice.

[jess--posting]

ohhhg . sometheing feels wwrong. morethann usual

[chroniclin-aquarius]

for real if you need a hug my inbox is open. i feel like people are hating on you for no reason.

i should be used to it by noww but i didnt do anything wwrong this time i didnt do anything wwrong and evveryone hates me anywway

[jinxeddetectivve]

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[serfuzzypushover]

i feel so insecure evvery time i wwrite long replies bc wwhat if i didnt use enough commas and no one can understand wwhat im sayin or wwhat if it gets misconstrued or i use the wwrong wwords or its a bad take and i wwill be publicly e%ecuted

[walkyjake]

Everytime i  watch and rewatch this i feel more sick. Sincerely  comes off as an alien  trying to appear human. I was perplexed. This is really interesting.  And we never saw any more of it.  Whats the deal. Whats wwwith the editting style> Why is he telling people to play a song that uses a  modified guitar you cant even buy normally? Theres just somewthing wwrong? No there isnt, bye.

[thatoneguywhowho]

you seem a bit upset at that..

iim, iim not gonna say aanything… ddont tease mme..

we arent teasin ya, we just find you cute! but i get it bud, its alright

iit.. feels wwrong…

..yeah, i know