#that episode lives in my brain forever
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listened to heimerdingner’s song and got Emotional over timebomb so. have this
#that episode lives in my brain forever#arcane#league of legends#ekko#ekko arcane#ekko league of legends#jinx#ekkojinx#timebomb#art
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I love the idea of teenage Malleus hating his new baby brother Silver but slowly falling for him
words cannot express how much I adore that Mal's reaction to seeing a human baby for the first time was "the fuck is this. why does it look like that. gross." (then he immediately got stuck on babysitting duty and the rest is history)
I am SUCH a sucker for that trope of "non-humans being fascinated by normal human behavior", so between that and all the delicious angst going on I was eating VERY well. >:) Malleus being so impressed that two-year-old Silver can walk, because it took him twenty years to stand on two legs! Lilia barging in on the Zigvolts at 2 AM being like "he won't stop crying what do I do"! Lilia trying to feed Silver rats and Malleus being like "...please just stick with what the books say to feed it"! it is all so. chef's kiss.
#art#twisted wonderland#twisted wonderland spoilers#twisted wonderland episode 7 spoilers#twisted wonderland book 7 spoilers#(this is based on a very dumb in-joke and i apologize)#i promise i will (eventually) stop spamposting i am just still floating in a river of sheer delight from this update#god. the spoon scene is going to live in my brain forever#malleus having to be the one to teach sebek and silver basic magic because lilia was SO bad at explaining it 😭#also like...i had assumed mal didn't know who silver really is so it wasn't a surprise when lilia straight-up lied to his face about it#but now i can just SEE it hovering there on the horizon as a thing they're probably going to have to deal with at some point#like 'malleus doesn't know' is no longer a sort of general observation/theory and is instead now a very relevant Problem#ohohoho. splendid. things are going to get SO bad and i am going to be here clapping my stupid little hands at it all
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i know there's been a lot of talk over the last six to ten years about how women in anime went from looking like people to looking very chibi-esque and i mean i know cowboy bebop and ive caught a couple gundams and ive seen satoshi kon films so like i thought i knew what people were mourning when they talked about 90s character design but like now i know....now i know.....this is what we lost as a society........
#yes i know ikeda wrote this in the 70s and the outfits track for the 70s but it came out in the 90s so it counts#the girl from the cowboy bebop movie (not faye) was my mental blueprint for this argument but now i know about kaoru no kimi#ughh im still putting off the last two episodes but kaoru lives in my brain forever now. i don't even have like. shes just a friend 2 me no#oniisama e#kaoru orihara
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i haint watched the dang chibisode and idk if ill actually watch it with sound on sdfjk but i have a hurt feeling about them casually imbuing perry with speech for a one off gag because the idea that he needs to talk to communicate is fake. we had 4 seasons of wacky magic hijinks cartoon where perry never needed verbal speech to communicate. they couldve done this gag at any point in the show but they didn't, and the fact that they didn't felt significant. perry's muteness is such a core part of his character, to me, to the way i conceive of him/write him. i don't wanna overreact to a goofy little side cartoon (even tho i'm doing it anyway) but it's still the characters, and it still upsets me! ok that's it i've said my piece
#ill watch it at some point but despite my silence i have been like obsessively anxious about this cartoon#and pestered my friend to watch it for me sDFJKL#in a month this will have either ruined pnf for me forever or i'll have changed my mind and i like it actually its fine#for now anyway i have tons of comic sketches about perry's muteness that i no longer wanna finish and share...maybe someday but not now#i had a rly great day actually but now im falling asleep in bed tipsy and a little teary over this. cuz i love perry a lot he's#really special to me. i also got that star wars perry shirt in the mail today btw. and. it's such a good pj shirt#but back on topic#it sucks when an aspect of a character that is CORE to your appreciation of them becomes casually disregarded by the writers at some point#like im certainly not ever accepting an interpretation of perry like 'secretly hed really like to be able to talk' because its#never ever been communicated. like the idea that heinz wd prefer if perry was human. its just not in the show. the opposite is true in fact#so im left feeling stupid for caring about something that some writers(inc. dan) felt was unimportant. makes me not wanna continue my art#which sux cuz i like my comic ideas! id love to finish them. i hope i get over this.#i overreact to live-updating media when im fixated on it wh is why i prefer getting into dead fandoms haha#but they keep on bringing them back to life dont they...im never safe#it was funny me trying to explain to my friend why i efel so strongly about this meanwhile hes tried to explain why he feels so strongly ab#ut AYA and my stance on that episode has always just been “cute! its fine” lmao#@ dwampy you guys made the show that follows a specific rhythm and set of rules designed to appeal to obsessive autistic brained people ok#you invited my overreaction. unsheathes katana etc#ok im goint to sleep#meta
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Getting used to the boy before settling in for some page inking using these old sketches.
#wake of the clash#webcomic#character art#baseball#wake gen2#drawing the ocs playing baseball for enrichment before moving onto the usual work where they're having a Very Bad Time TM#sometimes i wish Wake was a big serialized media so i could write a baseball episode. I love superheroes playing baseball#it would be so wacky and there would be SO much rule breaking from the Strike/Glass duo#thats what gen2 is for though i guess#its the fantastic sequel that'll forever live in my brain that is slowly devolving into a baseball underdog sports story falkjesfjse#can i write baseball fanfic of my own nonsense?#i'd like to read that.... aldfjalekfjawe... would less like to draw it i think
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—on the topic of psychotic Summers brothers, I only just caught up with six months of X-Men after stopping for six months the topic of Gabriel referring to the tags of my last X-Men post a month ago — but I was happy to see Scott's torture-induced psychosis didn't (definitively) turn out just to be that he'd calculated what others hadn't. Yes, the woman he'd accurately calculated would save him was Dr. Gregor, not Jean, but that doesn't change that he remained unsure if Jean was real (and thought she was alive) while the all-seeing Enigma knew on the contrary that Scott was delusional because Phoenix thus equally (an equivocation which casts further doubt of Scott's fiery visions ever being genuine, as Jean's dying mind had departed Scott well before Mother Righteous sacrificed Jean's dead fragmented self for Dominion, before Scott was tortured) Jean — were so utterly dead that Rachel and Hope had to cancel out death to reverse it. Yet Scott, hyper-vigilant traumatized autistic brain-damaged neurodivergent soldier that he is, seemingly accomplished all these strategic calculations while having a psychotic “break,” which is extremely in character for him—
#I know it still technically coulda been *intended* a shard of jeans unaware consciousness. mayhaps writers lost track with so many threads#but the narrative reads to me like Scotty is psychotic and as usual ignoring non-tactical distractions if they aren't actively impeding him#scott summers#and again- it wouldn't be like chronic psychosis (not just episodes) don't run in the Summers family (see: Gabriel)#it also wouldn't be like TBI doesn't often cause psychosis (“break” word only used by Dr Stasis' duressed psychiatrist anyways)#hence the “ ”. and lets not get it twisted- Scott can -at times- be v paranoid. which doesn't always work out for him#words by seaweed#the mini breakdown he has when he realizes Xavier is living people to the Orchis AIs in exchange for Krakoa *chefs kiss*#Scott is: 1) demonstrably hypervigilant 2) canonically traumatized 3) word-of-god autistic 4) canonically brain damaged#5) canonically neurodivergent bc TBI alone is neurodivergence according to someone I know with TBI#“Jean is the Phoenix and the Phoenix is Jean- now and forever. But they are like planets orbiting—#sometimes close- sometimes far away. In the time of the Phoenix’s birth they are as close as it gets.”#I have been IMMERSED UNDERWATER in x-men for days. im so relieved I caught up. now: reading six months of spidey comics!#I wanna see my overhated boy chasm#don't take this too seriously I know its just an interpretation. but it's one that Fall of the Powers of X left VERY open
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Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: Dead Friend Forever - DFF (TV) Rating: Teen And Up Audiences Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Phi Ratthakiat Phromjinda/Jin Jinnaphat Sukmek Characters: Phi Ratthakiat Phromjinda, Jin Jinnaphat Sukmek Additional Tags: Based on Episode 4, Survival, Trapped, Comfort, Phi and Jin taking care of each other, Kissing, Cuddling & Snuggling, Huddling For Warmth, Slice of Life, wrote this for the ending cuddles and it ended up longer than I expected, kinda just a glimpse into their lives at this moment, I'd tag this as character study if we knew more about the characters lol, Phee is the Jin protector, Jin is grateful and wants to return the favor Summary:
Trapped again, Phee focuses on taking care of Jin and trying to get them both out of the temple. Jin focuses on Phee and tries to help him in return.
#another PheeJin fic since my brain lives here now apparently#I'm writing another that'll actually be smutty lol#I hope yall enjoy!#dead friend forever#DFF#dead friend forever DFF#DFF the series#PheeJin#PhiJin#Phee/Jin#Phi/Jin#based on episode 4
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playing with circles O●°○•°o.
#trypophobia#i want to draw again so bad#i feel like my brain is too full of gunk and the only way to clean it is by drawing and i just don't have the time#i did this at work when it was slow#i'm in the process of moving right now. it'll be my first time living alone#i'm finally getting my adhd medicated after getting diagnosed in january#my life is so different year to year it honestly is dizzying#at this time last year my current roommate and i were looking for an apartment#at this time two years ago i had been at my second job ever for three months and i didn't have a car#and my mom had to drive with me to and from work because the van had been totaled and we only had the one car for the four of us#at this time three years ago i had just graduated and was a month into my first ever job. didn't even know how to drive#i thought i was so behind in life and that i was gonna be stuck like that eternally#now... god i don't even know. i'm trying to be positive#this is gonna be my solo chapter. my zuko alone episode. my walden pond.#but really i'm just so scared all the time and i have no choice but to keep treading water forever#i feel like all through childhood everything stays the same. nothing prepared me for living through constant change#entering my mid twenties i'm learning that. yeah you can't predict everything you can't prepare for everything#you can't keep anything and you can't change anything#but you can hold it in your hands. you can choose to live it. you can choose to be there#i hope once i get settled at my new place i'll suddenly find time to do everything#i hope the meds help me with that. i just want to draw again. i just want to feel alive again
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sammy, you’re my favourite. YOU RUINED MY LIFE!
#words that live on in my brain forever. sammy vs being peoples (demons) Favourite. vs people taking a Special Interest in him.#from the very first fucking episode…..#spn#sam winchester
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I know the show Homeland was super racist and Islamophobic, but you know what's wild? Over the past few months, I haven't been able to stop thinking about this one episode where Saul goes to visit his estranged sister for the first time in years.
She was a settler living in the West Bank. Her and her extremist husband specifically chose a house that would be in full view of all the surrounding Palestinians (if I recall correctly, she only referred to them as Arabs because of course she did), just to taunt them and ensure they could never forget that the settlers have taken the land and will never leave.
Saul stopped speaking to her once she married this guy, because he was a zealot who indoctrinated her into his beliefs. They'd been raised trying to hide their Jewishness in whitewashed American suburbs to avoid antisemitism, which arguably played a role in her being vulnerable to that type of extremism.
And Saul actually calls her out, telling her she's living in a house she stole from someone else, that she was part of ensuring peace was less possible. That she was part of the problem.
The thing is, Saul was arguably the moral centre of the show, so writing something like this inevitably meant the audience was more or less positioned to see his point of view as "morally correct."
I don't think I'd ever heard anything like it on TV before, or since. I was already firmly pro-Palestinian for many years at the point I saw it, so the ideas weren't new to me, but that it was being said on a mainstream American show by the Mandy Patinkin was.
I don't really know what my point here is. I suppose that media, the narratives used and embraced, influences us so deeply that a single episode of a bad-to-mediocre show with very few high points has become forefront in my mind years later because it so perfectly mirrored the ideological schisms and moral depravity that many of us are having to confront more than we ever have before.
#i'm certainly not tagging this#but just felt like i needed to put it into words#i never finished this show and never will but that episode will live on in my brain forever
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Finlay Friday
13x01: "Karma to Burn", script extracts. Pt. 3/3. Unaired scenes under the cut.
#CSI#CSI CBS#Julie Finlay#Finlay Friday#DB Russell#Barbara Russell#Carlos Moreno#Karma to Burn#script extracts#my gifs#1. the good news is the next six episodes are all back to fitting in one post#the bad(?)/glorious(??) news is that CSI on Fire is definitely going to be a four-parter lmao I cannot wait#2. re: unaired scenes - i'm off to live forever in the AU where Russell killed Briscoe#so Winthrop never met his brother and s15 didn't happen#ps give me the Barbara/Finn scene or give me death#(although by omitting it we move from Brass telling DB “Go home. Be with your family.” straight to Finn walking in)#(because she is his family)#3. my brain is trying to spin meta on the theme of Finn/hope#like I never know what to DO with CSI Unplugged and her 800 assertions the kid is dead#and here she's SO scared that the same has happened to Katie#and lately I've been thinking that if you add it together with the 'lost someone she loved' backstory then#hope becomes dangerous; hope gets you hurt#I think I'd like to write something coherent on this but for now tag meta will do!!!
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Die or Go
This fig has a special place in my heart, because this scene was the gif on my Tumblr feed way back when that actually convinced me to watch this show.
To be fair, my resistance had already been worn down by a gif of this scene:
But as gorgeous as this was (and oh, is it), it was this particular scene with the beggar gang that changed my life made me say wow, this could be good, I'll give this show a try.
I don't even know how many times I re-watched this scene, since the answer may incriminate me but I love this so much that when I had the opportunity to buy one of the costumes, this was the one I picked.
Ah, just incredible. I've been sitting here hypnotically watching my own video clip on loop, it's just as good every single time it replays!
But we have a fig to talk about, so onwards and upwards!
The box arrived fairly beat up, so I was a little concerned. The fig isn't resin, but still this is never a fun thing to see. Plus, I like the artwork on the box!
The fig arrived with a base and the unfortunate Vice-Captain of the Dazhi Beggar Clan. Maybe he should have gone into law!
Here's our philanthropist just by himself - he's totally freely removable from the base. No tabs or magnets or anything. I believe this is so you can pose him however you like, as you'll see a little bit later.
And now here he is sitting on the base. While you can of course pose him in any direction you like, his hand fits neatly here over the unfortunate Vice-Captain.
The motion on this fig is a dream. I love the swirly robes, the hair, the whole look.
Per usual with PVC figs wrapped up in their protective bag, the fan was bent a bit when it arrived, so I carefully pushed it back into position. With as many times as I had re-watched this scene, I don't think I had ever noticed his fan was partially open like this, but I just re-confirmed, it sure is.
The robes look so good! The fig maker did a fantastic job on this one.
My apologies for the indignity, Lao Wen - I just wanted to show how well modeled the entire fig is all the way around.
We'll do two top down views so you can get both sides. I think they did a nice job on the guan.
Just gorgeous. I love this fig so much!
This fig is the first in a whole Wenzhou set, and came with an optional side purchase of a puzzle piece. I always add the add-ons regardless, but this was so cute I'm not sure how I would have resisted anyway! Unlike the New Year Special figs, this isn't a magnet, simply a plastic puzzle piece.
The poor beat up box, and the spoiler for the next fig in the set (come back and see it tomorrow!). You can here why the fig is freely removable from the base, precisely so you can do something just like this box pose!
Material: PVC for the fig, and resin for the base
Fig Count: 206
Scene Count: 18 (I don't think this quite qualifies as a scene)
Rating: So hospitable!
[link back to Master Fig Index for more posts]
#word of honor#philanthropist wen#wen kexing#episode 4#scram or die#still laugh at the word choice of scram#the youtube subs will forever be stuck in my brain#figthusiast#they wanted to die not live
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I am so high I love you dabs I love you big bong rips I love you huge heavy bong I love you only having 20 dollars to my name and no plans but getting high and ignoring it I love you oh no I’m thinking about it
#I want to take an ice cold shower and scream and smoke a whole pack of cigarettes and lock myself in a closet for 72 hours in the dark with#no distractions to figure out what I actually want to do with the rest of my life and to face every bad thought I have and struggle to#ignore even years later like ugh I just need to be at the bottom of the ocean floating sinking alive dead in between for like a month and#then pull me back up and either I’ll be normal or I’ll be so fucked up they just put me back in there#like either way I am vibing at the bottom of the ocean (I have been desperately imaging a sensory deprivation tank all day)#(put me in a fucking sensory deprivation tank until something in my fucking brain rewires and I get worse or better than I am now this#inbetween stage is fucking killing me like what do you mean I’m not a horrible person but also what do you mean I struggle every day but I’m#normal but I have things about me other people don’t and alienate me to the point of near total isolation but also this is just how humans#are and I need to take meds and actively struggle to fit into a perfect little box of what a person should be like god damn I am so tired of#getting better and worse and better and worse and better and worse and better and worse and I’m miserable and I’m happy and I’m sobbing and#I know a month from now I’ll be depressed again or I’ll be the best I’ve ever been and it’s so fucking horrible to be in the middle stage#where I actually have to step up and admit shit is wrong and face it like why can’t I just lay in bed forever until I become the bed and not#like get a job and have a future. ugh. depression is so fucked esp bc most things in my life are normal I guess or like easier than my#friends like we all have seperate challenges but I’m the only one still living off their parents (ha. parent. forgot for a second.) and the#only thing wrong with my life is the mental health issues but I won’t step up and deal with it bc I feel like I’ve been depressed for so#long I like fucked up the foundational shit and like I know it’s fine but also I feel so behind and I feel like I’ll be behind and unhappy#forever even when im happy I know the next depressive episode is right around the corner and I give up again. ugh. I hate knowing that’s#what’s wrong with me but still not having the energy to step up and fix it. im so pathetic I want to cry. my brain is me but my brain is#destroying my life. anyways. im high and now im sad and have dry mouth. I think im gonna drink ice water and change into shorts+lay in bed)
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finding a study from 1988 that showed rats and mice absorb THC 13 times more through their skin than humans can through theirs
#I've never wanted to be a rat so bad baybee#sidenote the episode in doom patrol where they're tiny and Larry rolls jane the teeniest joint ever? that lives in my brain all the time now#I'd kill to be tiny and have a nug of weed last ForEver
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happy three year anniversary of the time murph said “did you really have to shoot her in the back?” and permanently altered my brain
#space rambles#the live stream was tonight three years ago and the episode was posted tomorrow. insane.#a lot of things were said in this episode that altered my brain chemistry forever this one’s just been on my mind
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I can’t stand it whenever we see the fire wolves and the little whine sounds they make 🤧🤧🤧 they’re so CUTE
#The episode where the snow golem befriended the fire wolf pup lives in my brain permanently forever
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