#that aint normal for my lazy ass!!!!

[mechawolfie]

whys this game so goooood what the hell 😭😭😭 how am i supposed to choose just one route to take.....................

[aria0fgold]

Got distracted and I ended up working on my drawing But then I realized a major mistake on it when I thought I was done with the star veil (yes, again. I changed up the stars at the tips of it, this veil is kicking my ass) and I was erasing stuff already so when I realized I'm like: FUCK-- undo undo undo undo und o un do u n d o. And now I gotta... move All those new lil designs at the tip, Again, so I'm like: Okay... alright... I'll do that Later. I'll write now cuz god Forbid I do anything in that design, it's all mistakes!

[whatdoeseverybodywant]

LOVE - CHAPTER 7

After getting back together, Janelle finds out thats she’s pregnant. Follow along with Josh and Janelle as they deal with the highs and lows of her pregnancy.

I do NOT give permission for my work to be translated or reposted on here or any other site, even if you give me credit. DO NOT REPOST MY FICS

Reblogs, comments, likes, and feedback ALWAYS appreciated ❤ 

Janelle is played by Justine Skye

Sequel to All I Need Is You: Read Here

Catch up on all other parts here

Janelle stood in the baby’s room hanging up all of the clothes they just had got him. All of the court stuff with Ximena had taken up so much of their time, they didn’t get a chance to have a baby shower. She was due next week and she just wanted to stay home and get the nursery ready for her son. 

She looked over at Josh as he came in the room and plopped down on the recliner with a huff. 

“You okay?” She asked and he nodded. 

“Yeah, just tired. Got the car seat in the car so we good on that.” She giggled at the lazy thumbs up he gave her. 

“Have you talked to Xavi yet?” 

“Yeah, he doesn’t want to see her. And I don't blame him.” 

“Josh-” 

“I’m not gonna force him Janelle. He might only be four but he’s very emotionally intelligent.” Janelle threw her head back with a laugh. 

“So you just gon take my words and throw them back at me.” Janelle sighed and placed the last onesie on the hanger before turning to Josh. “He is very emotionally intelligent but, you and I both know Ximena is not gonna give up unless she spends time with Xavi. And with this baby coming I don’t want or need anymore added stress.”  She sighed when he didn’t say anything. 

“Josh -” 

“We can’t keep calling him ‘the baby’. We need a name.”  Janelle sighed and crossed her arms over her chest, staring at him. “Nelle. Please.” When she didn’t stop staring he groaned. “I’m not forcing him Janelle. She scared the shit outta him by taking him and he doesn’t want to see her.” 

“Okay. I’m sorry.” She said walking over and sitting on his lap. “I just want things to go back to the way they were. You know, before she came back into the picture.” Josh sighed and nodded, placing his hand on her bump, smiling when his son started kicking where his hand was. 

“I want things to go back to normal too, but let's just not worry about her right now. Okay? We aint doing nothing wrong by not letting her see him.” She nodded and he placed a kiss on her lips. “Yeet-” 

“No. Do not” Josh let out a loud laugh at the scowl on her face. “ I hate that shit.” 

“Well get used to it. Cause imma do everything that I can to make that be his first word.” 

“Please,” She laughed. “I already gotta listen to you, Xavi, Jon and sometimes Trin say that stupid ass word. Ion want my baby saying that.” 

“Too late, ain't that right baby boy?” He said to her stomach. “You love when daddy says yeet!” Janelle rolled her eyes as the baby started to kick harder. 

Two days later Janelle was in the middle of making dinner when there was a knock at the door, followed by the doorbell ringing. She sighed and turned the burner on low before waddling over to the foyer. She groaned as she saw Ximena through the glass part of the front door. 

Rolling her eyes she walked over and opened the door. “Can I help you?” Ximena smirked and looked Janelle up and down, her eyes lingering on Janelle’s belly. “Hello..” Janelle snapped her fingers and Ximena scoffed, rolling her eyes. 

“I’m not a dog, don't snap at me.” She flipped her hair over her shoulder. “I’m here to see Xavi.” Janelle tilted her head to the side and frowned. 

“Um, I wasn’t aware. Xavier had decided to see you.” Ximena rolled her eyes again. 

“You can’t expect a four year old to know what he wants. I’m his mother and I know what he wants and needs.” 

“You can’t be serious. I’ve been more of a mother to him. The only thing you did was push him out.” Ximena stepped closer to Janelle glaring at her. 

“If you weren’t pregnant I would’ve kicked you ass.” Janelle laughed again causing Ximena to shove her a little. Janelle’s dad, who had just come down the steps, witnessed this and rushed over to the two of them, pushing Janelle behind him. 

“Aye! You need to leave. What the hell is wrong with you?” Ximena ignored him, keeping her eyes on Janelle. 

“I’m going to see my son one way or another. ” She blew them a kiss. “See you soon.” 

“That bitch is fucking crazy!” Josh grunted over the phone. “Weird ass knew I wouldn’t be there.” 

“I just wish she would go away.” She sighed as she reclined on the bed, her feet propped up on some pillows. 

“Me too bae. Imma call the lawyer tomorrow, see what we can do. I already told her Xavi doesn’t want to see her.” 

“It’s basically harassment at this point.” She paused as she settled deeper onto the bed.  “How is Xavi? He okay at your moms?’ Josh nodded even though Janelle couldn’t see him. 

“Yeah, he wants to come home though. My mom is making him go to bed early.” Janelle laughed. 

“I want him home. I had to watch Minions  by myself tonight.”  Josh laughed. 

“Childish ass.” 

“You love me though.” 

Sorry its so short... not my best work, but the baby comes in the next chapter ❤️

[everythingwasnormalhere]

could you give me blind Craig headcannons for my story? Thanks ^_^

all these are assuming he loses his sight later on, aka hes not blind since birth, so tell me if im wrong lol (also partial blindness hcs bc its very underrepresented though a lot more common smh,, but like, can make him totally blind if you want lol you do you)

mandatory disclaimer im not blind nor i know that many blind people so this might be Very wrong lmao (feel free to correct me yall 😭) (also if u arent blind either i recommend u to ask blind ppl and/or blogs like @/cripplecharacters for advice with this)

big on the ignore it till you make it<3

nooo hes not going blind wdym his vision is awesomeee (this guy cant see shit)

probably hid it for as long as he could bc internalized ableism + pettiness = bad decisions

also this overwhelmed the shit out of him, meltdowns often bc autism aint good yall

didn't get the diagnosis till he was almost not leaving home bc he could barely manage there without seeing, outside was a big fat nope

when he did get it, he already could assume what was happening, but the diagnosis made it real- cue the panic attacks<3

he clyde and tweek decorated his white cane with space stickers to make it fun :) (will always be a sucker for characters decorating their mobility aids im not sorry)

spends his nights looking at the stars, trying to memorize them before he cannot see them at all. the thought of losing them forever terrifies him

insecurity oh my god. his friends have to reassure him they won't leave him after he can't see every other day. little guy acts all confident and craps but oh boy he's actually Not 😭

jimmy teaching him cpunk he's just that awesome<3

"how does he deal with ableism?" well he curls up and sobs actually :) /hj

ppl grabbing his cane would send him in a panic at the beginning

THEY'RE NOT HELPING FFS

went from frozen and almost in tears to cursing them out though; he's vocal about his feelings like that<3

when he's with friends they're typically the ones who proceed to curse them out first btw lmao (possibly trip them too. oopsie 🥰)

holding hands with tweek. yes using the cane is easy but tweek is easier. craig would genuinely trust him with his life yall

he's very used to holding tweek's hand since before too, so not much of a change really :)

learnt how ppl's walking sounds very early on

cartman cannot be normal abt disabilities ever so he probably "pranked" craig a lot early on

he got so much shit from everyone for that though so not anymore

craig and butters bond over it :3 with butters' eye injury and all

(their experiences are not the same but taking into account butters is who has most experience with vision problems in all south park, its the best craig can get atp)

got pissed at like 20 screenreaders until he found one that worked for him

will listen to space documentaries, close his eyes, and imagine everything they say. makes him very happy :)

gets a guide dog later on im not sorry service puppies are the best ever

not gonna learn braille his ass is too lazy lmfao

...these arent a shitton of hcs wdymmmmmmm (sorry for text wall it will happen again)

[icantgetnosatisfaction]

I can get no satisfaction

I can get no satisfaction. Indeed. Also a good song.

Now I think of it, my life. Damnn. I live a weird life. indeed. I aint special but I surprise pple so does life towards me.

I shouldnt keep living this way. I realised that a few mins ago while trying lift my asses a bit higher and higher so that the vaginal tablet I inserted a moment ago dissolves inside and doesnt flow back around of my vulva. Why? Cuz I got an infection. How? Not sure. I fucked with two different guys in 3 days so no clue which one transmitted it to me lol. Or maybe the case even could be that I took it from a public wc. Who knows. ı went to damn gynecologist to get some pills but it turned out to be that ı have some fucking cists on my ovaries. Not only one, but two. Thats okay, although ı didnt have any symptoms to have one. Neat ha? Well, during this period, I actually thought I got hıv or hpv from a guy, I coulndt even fucking have sex with. AAHAHHAAH. Yes, that right. He fucking couldnt manage to fuck me but a little bit contact is enough to transmit a damn virus. Luckily, I worried for nothing. Was negative for good for once. What elsee, oh so because of the cyst I cant really have sex. It can be problematic and ı dont have time to deal with that anyway. Gotta study. So that ı can get into a damn university far from my town. Thats the easy part tho. At least ı got the instructions and doing it without caring much. I need to figure out what to do after this phase. This long, boring, dull face. I am so sick of going to hospitals. I hate it. I may hate many things. or hate is a strong word. maybe should say "dislike"? yep that works. I dislike many things. About my health, its even way more fucked up but I am too lazy to write it down here so screw it.

It came to my mind today, out of clock, How often do we think about other people and not about ourselves? I dont mean to sound like implying anything or scolding, but seriously? How often do we think about other people? Friends, exes, family members, the pretty girl on the bus, crushes, teachers? All the people somehow related to our life experince but not ourselves. How many percentage goes to us and how much left to others? How much is considered healthy and what are right measures for it? %50 to %50 or %70 us to %30 for others, or the reverse? I think ıts more normal if we think more about ourselves and less about others. Although I dont think our thoughts, our comments, our words are mostly about us. I think what we do mostly judging, evaluating , cutting into pieces, chipping others and hanging whats left to our wall, mind. And play them in the background lol

Honestly, We dont think of ourselves. consciouslyü, like ever. almost never. we try to understand people actions and try to read their words but do we ever think why do we do what to we do? or how do we do what to we do? or why do we do how do we do? We dont really think most of the times. Think of the moments, u spoke or made an action with a further thought behind it. Even most of those are habits or reflexes. I tell you you became what u are and yet you are still the same. including myself. Continue to think what others saying, doing, going so you forget your pathetic life. I aint rude my friends, just move your ass, dont peek on peoples asses, mind your fucking business.

[transmisogynyiscool]

neurotypical (and lightly neurodivergent) people are so funny like… am i too retarded to do anything or am i just being dramatic about my disability so i can get out of being productive ☠️ make it make sense good god

“oh just stop being disabled and cope you can do everything a normal person can youre just lazy buuuuuutttt also you cant have these opportunities because you actually cant do anything right and are too stupid :/// but just pull yourself up by your bootstraps you lazy tard!!!!” ok like die? lol which one is itttt ☠️‼️ and then we got mfs with like mild adhd or whatever the hell being like “well!! im living my life just fine and i have [disorder]” like omg what if… and this is crazy…. if youre able to function and be perfectly independent then MAYBE (just maybe) you arent as disabled as you thought (😱) “omg ur ableist i literally have dyslexia!!!” ☠️ sure kai then we got ppl like “smh these tards are stealing my tax money!! lazy asses cant get a job!!! this is communism” if communism is disabled people getting accommodation for their disability then it dont sound half bad lol 🤷‍♀️🤷‍♀️🤷‍♀️ if u dont want ur tax money being spent on people who cant help being disabled then like move (lol) idk what to tell u ☠️ like they aint gonna tax you any less if they just dedicate the money to some other shit lol like why aint you making a stink about the amount of tax money that gets used for government officials expensive personal bullshit or the insane and unnecessary amount that goes to the military ?? like it sounds like ur just hateful and bitter about disabled people getting the slightest bit of support and ur the lazy and jealous one lol

[haumeazzz]

It took me that long 2 finish a sketch,,,,

Atp I needa js quit

I hate everything

I needa get more drawings done omg

Let's hope I can at least draw something of karen n tricia 4 Halloween

Rant underneath the cut cuz I no aint no one wanna read that but I need it out of me

If I don't do at least that I'm gonna freak out and I don't even know Its hard 2 even think about. I don't even know what I'm gonna do. But it's not gonna be good.

Sometimes it feels like I'm forcing myself 2 draw even though it's the only thing keeping me sane. I don't know what I'd do if I couldn't draw. I always seem like I'm at my worse when I get artblock or js can't draw bc I don't have the supplies.

I feel like such a terrible person rn I hate this sm I can't even start to explain how bad of a person I am. I'm a terrible friend, child, sibling, person. Why can't I just try as hard to keep my friends happy like they do me, I'll never be the child my parents need, I couldn't even try to help my sister when she was in pain earlier, I'm so lazy and I can't do anything right. Hell, I can barely function or stay in my own body half the time.

The only thing I have going for me is drawing. The only thing that proves I am worth ANYTHING is drawing. I'm not good at school, I'm not good at flute, im not pretty, I'm not good with social situations, I don't have many friends, I can't cook, I can't bake, I can't write. The only thing that I am good at is drawing. If I fail at that too then i have no reason to even be alive.

But I do nothing but whine and complain all the damn time. I never even try to make it better or get better myself. All I do is sit and cry. For what? Pity? I don't even know.

I can barely even do simple tasks, I can't load the dishwasher because of the left over food n shit, I can't eat fucking RICE just because i don't like how it feels in my mouth. I can barely get up in the morning, I'm barely able to do the BARE MINIMUM. I suck at showering and brushing my teeth like the disgusting creature I am.

And I'm so sensitive oh my God, I cry over the stupidest shit EVER. And I get upset over small things that no one else even gaf about. Because what do u mean I got upset at the fact I have 2 wake up my mom tomorrow, I've been doing that everyday since the 6TH GRADE. I'm not allowed to get mad about having to do something I've been doing for years

An in all this time I spent ranting I could be actually drawing but no I just gotta bitch and moan about things that are MY FAULT and no matter how much I say that I dot seem to even try to change.

What the fuck is wrong with me??? Why can't I just be normal???

I need an exorcism or a factory reset or something. I don't know how much longer I can go on living like this.

If u did read this sorry about the long ass cringe rant. I really needa learn how to keep this 2 myself instead of spewing it to strangers on the internet

HE LOOKS LIKE HE HAS A BALD SPOT 😭

OC by my mutual @//metatork on twt

I tried drawing him the same way I draw ike

Everything looks wrong I'm so fold this I the sketch (even if its taken over half an hour)

The funny thing is the most interaction I've even had with this mutual b4 2day was liking eachother's posts and then I saw a post of them asking 4 ppl 2 draw their oc and now I'm doing that.... Like if u give me an oc from either mdp or sp n tell me 2 draw it I will (hint hint 😉) sorry... That was stupid 😖

Oops I went overboard again... Sorry 😖😖😖😖😖😖😖

Man wtf am I doing using "..."

Ok ok I'll shut up now

[holyarcadeglitter]

Alright sit down. Let's have a chat about Cyberpunk 2077. This has been in my drafts for 3 days because I'm lazy and also sleep deprived.

I'm but a lowly QA tester, so maybe my opinion maybe isn't valid, but I am in the gaming Industry, so that's gotta count for something, right? Right.

So, disclaimer, if you choose to play the game, I aint gonna hate you. I just think it's important to know what you're supporting.

Second disclaimer, I HAVE actually played this game very briefly (otherwise I'd be relying solely on hearsay).

Lastly, I'm putting a HUGE content warning here for the following: transphobia, racism, fetishization, queerphobia, exploitation, transgender slurs, ableism. As far as I recall, none of the links in the epilepsy section have the actual game play footage, so it should be safe to view those. Just to be safe though, this is an epilepsy content warning.

For those of you who do not wish to do your own research, I have compiled a huge list of references and resources pertaining to why this game isn't so great.

Let's go.

So over here is the first article I found partaining to transphobia. Here is a really shitty cop out excuse as to why the perpetuated transphobia in the first place, and here is the reason why it's a cop out.

Here, here, and here are just other links on it.

Now, I'm sure I don't have to explain the fetishization of trans women, but I will link some spots for you to check that out. Basically, trans fetishization has been rampant in the anime and gaming community with tropes such as "s**sy"* and "f**tanari" (which itself has interesting history but has been bastardized by western fans. This thread has some interesting takes. Maybe not all good though.).

Fetishization of femmes

This link explaining that trans women are NOT for your "sexual bucket list"

This one on tropes

This one one fetishism

Their response was also one of the oldest, most tired back lashes at the trans community. Yup.

"Did you just assume my gender"

More on that here.

Let's not forget that the game completely disregards a wide range of its player base by being ableist. Yeah. There was a scene which could trigger epilepsy in photosensitive players. And it had no warning and was unskippable.

Now, as a QA, my job is literally to find bugs before players do. To keep them safe from shit like this, to keep my bosses safe from backlash, and to keep hardware safe from memory leaks and whatnot. I, of all people, am HIGHLY aware that some bugs slip through the cracks. It happens! It's okay! But a bug this fucking dangerous with a studio of this caliber is absolutely unacceptable. Not even a goddamn warning.

Now, let's move on to the actual people. The gaming industry it cut throat. Deadlines are scary. I do not want to normalize crunch, but it happens, especially in this industry. The least the studios could do is be transparent about it and pay overtime. It's probably not great if it's mandatory too.

Moving on to the game play. Personally, to me, it just felt like Grand Theft Auto but with shiny lights and a custom character. Nothing worth writing home about. I'm easy to please when it comes to graphics, but again, for a game of that caliber, they're not special. I've seen modders do better jobs. Granted, I understand that one modder may spend months on a single texture, and expecting any more from this project would quite likely actually endanger CDPR employees.

Lastly, the game plays on so many racial stereotypes and generalizations (but that's probably a "glitch")

That's also not even going into the stuff about sex work and mysoginy that the game depicts. Anyway, that's my two cents on this. Buy it, don't buy it, I don't care (just kidding, I obviously do since I made this whole ass post while using tumblrs sucky mobile formating) but just know what you're getting into. I'm sorry if I repeated some of the links, as I said, Tumblr mobile is tricky. There you have it.

TL;DR: Here's a nice summary.

[maybestopoverthinking]

8am, slowly as the sunlight seeps in theough the hotels wide windows beaming across the horizon the sunlight reaches my eyes as i, in my soon to broken sleep lay unaware of the light thats about to greet my fast shut eyelids.

i immediately squint, as soon as it does, and shoot my arms out stretching yawning trying to open my eyes as i rub them over to ease the sleepyness out of them with one hand while i turn to side, reaching out my hand hoping to find you in bed beside me, but all my hand grabs a hold of is soft pillows and cold bedsheet. Youve been up for a bit then, my mind tells me.

as i jerk my eyes open, through the glare of the sun coming at me, i see you, sitting on the sofa chair, quitely sitting there sipping your coffee from your favourite black mug that you carry everywhere, as you weirdly nicely smirk at my worried face that was trying to sesrch for you and as i fall back into the bed with a sigh, you break out in a laugh, as you call me out and taunt me if i wanna stay in bed all day with my lazy self. first day of vacation and you got up before me for the first ime in the past three weeks and acting bossy like this is so normal and i start laughing just thinking about this.

"okay miss early bird, so excited for your first day here that you woke up early?"

"i couldn't sleep 👀, ive been staring at your face all night, while i couldn't sleep, cause the one book i chose to buy at the book store randomly at the airport turned out to be by slme weird indian author, and that too here in Bali, why'd they even put it here 😭". and who were this mans parents to name an indian guy Jay " i mean they could've made it easier for me by just calling him something more indian, like your name, if i see "hasan" written on a book aint no way im picking that up" you laugh, trying to put your hands up, cause of the pillow im about to throw at you flr saying that , as i let out a wail and make a sad face. "drama queen " you call me, ad stsrt laughing at me again. while you tell me to get my lazy ass up, and drink the coffee you just asked room service to get me.

and then you start staring out into the pretty sky with fluff cotton csndy clouds as fresh morning air slips through your put down hair, while you close your eyes to feel it better, as you let out a loud sigh and say " life can be this good too, if you just believe it can". slurpeeeee, i make a loud sound as i take my first sip while in bed, as i break you out of your dreamy state and call you "you're still a dumb lil creature, if only you believed some smartness into existence into that empty brain" you squint your eyes as you puff your mouth and make weird faces at me and blow raspberries like the 5 year old you are while i burst out into the weirdest laugh and so do you. " life really can be this good" i say kut of the blue, you pause for a second to smile and then go back tl making weird faces as i keep on slurping my coffee with the liudest slurps i can make while i laugh in between sips. "Mornings like these", you say, " i live for mornings like these".

[mypimpademia]

Bakugo, Todoroki, and Shinso quarantining w black s/o

Bakugo x Todoroki x black!reader x Shinso

TW: Swearing, refers to sexual activities at the end of each of them

Note: Yes, I did do most of this stuff in quarantine. [And they're aged up as always]

BAKUGO

He honestly feels like he's losing his shit

And he probably would if he did have you with him

You guys are staying up all night and watching Wild n Out, Basic to Bougie, 90 Day Fiance, all that shit

And of course Bad Girls Club

He claims he hates 90 Day Fiance and BGC, but he stays watching that shit, even if he has the remote or youre on his phone

His sleep schedule is fucked up

And by fucked up, I mean its a few hours past the old man's bed time

He goes to bed at 1 am now instead of 9 pm

But still wakes up at 9 am

He took a leave on hero work because of covid

He loves his job almost as much as he loves you (aw💖)

But hes not gonna risk his health for it

"Fuck all that bullshit, as much as I love my job, I'm staying my ass in this house. And you are too. I'll be damned if you catch it, especially if its from me."

Yall only go out once a week

He could minimize it to once every other week, but he tried that and it almost drove him crazy

There aren't any exceptions unless there's an emergency

Makes you wear gloves and use a reusable mask that he washes as soon as yall get home

And you get mostly essentials but he'll ask you if you want candy or anything and he'll buy a big box of brownie mix if you like brownies just to hold you over for a while

Also stocks up on meds like pain killers and allergy pills

No fucks given, he will hit up different stores for toilet paper

"WHY ARE ALL THESE FUCKIN IDIOTS TAKING THE TOILET PAPER?? I KNOW DAMN FUCKIN WELL YALL DONT SHIT THAT MUCH, AND HALF OF YALL PROBABLY DONT EVEN WIPE."

Hes gonna experiment with cooking more now that he has time

Writes down all the recipes that work out

Youre his taste tester so you best believe you bouta be eatin good 😌

If you want your hair done he'll order it online unless yall are already out

Hes gonna make sure that you're eating good and feeling okay because these are tough times 🥺

But hes gonna do it in his own way and act like he's not concerned

"Hey idiot, do you wanna pass out? You haven't been drinking water today, I can tell. I'm getting you a full cup, you better drink it all."

"You haven't eaten anything today, I'm making you dinner."

"Your hair is dry, come here so I can help you put oil on it. I keep telling you to take care of it, ill laught at you if you go bald." He wont

Also has you work out with him do you can stay in shape

Libido?

Yessir

Every other day, anywhere (except in public because hes not about to get sick), at anytime

It goes 50/50

Sometimes its just because hes in the mood

Other times hes feeling really soft and wants to show you that he loves you

All in all its a mixture of Bakugo losing his shit and loving you all in one

TODOROKI

He's pretty chill about it

Just super bored

Starts watching BGC, binges Basic to Bougie and 90 Day Fiance

Oddly enough he really enjoys watching Love & Hip Hop????

He finds it interesting

Especially likes Cardis season because its funny and hella memes came out of it

Don't get me wrong tho I aint a Cardi stan but you gotta admit that she's mad funny im a barb at heart tho

His crackhead really comes out over quarantine

He'll start referencing random ass memes

Hes mostly on leave for hero work unless they really need him

In that case he wears a mask and gloves out

When he gets home the first thing he does is reference BGC

"WHATS UP BAD BITCHES"

And thats how you know he's home

Goes to bed at like 1:30 - 2 am

Only because he doesn't want to be passed out if he's needed for hero duties

Goes out every other week

Mainly for basic essentials, but if you want a little extra he'll buy it

Anything else he'll buy online

Also goes to other stores to buy more toilet paper

Figured out that hes really good at crochets

So if you want your hair done he'll order any crochets you want off Amazon and do them for you

Takes care of you and makes sure your doing well all together

"Did you eat today baby?"

"How much water have you had today?"

"Have you been putting oil on your hair?"

Lotsss of cold soba

But he cooks a few other things so that its not the same thing 24/7

Asks Fuyumi for help when he doesn't know how to cook something super well

If you're the type to go to bed hella late, he'll make sure you sleep a full 8 hours

Even if you wake up after 5 he'll ask you to take a nap with him

Has you work out with him every now and then so you can both stay healthy

Not too much libido

He didn't get in the mood like that even before quarantine

Its not every other day like Bakugo though

More like twice a week

Anymore than that and it'll probably be because you needed it rather than him

If its after a mission it'll be slower just so he can show you how much he loves and appreciates you for being someone he can come home to and just being you

If its more spontaneous he'll be slightly rough but still a pretty slow

But it's a lot of crackhead Todoroki and soft Todoroki

SHINSO

He's doing fine

Just more bored than usual

I feel like Shinso likes cartoons so hes rewatching a bunch of childhood cartoons

Steven Universe, Adventure Time, Regular Show, all that good shit

Lotsss of cartoon quotes

Yall are having a pillow fight and he grabs 2 pillows and claps you?

"Cheatin ass bitch."

"Street rules, man." (Regular Show quote for those who don't know)

Please sing the bacon pancake song (Adventure Time) with him while yall make breakfast

He'll be so happy

If you do something stupid hes gonna do a lemon grab (Adventure time) quote

"UNACCEPTABLE"

On leave for hero work

Really doesn't care about getting himself sick unless he gets super sick or dies

But hes not about to get you sick

He'd genuinely rather get himself sick and die than get you sick

Yall go out twice a week

Once to get essentials and another just to get out

I feel like shinso is a decent cook so he'll cook for you

Write down recipes that you like

Also gets some off the internet

Works better with natural hair than braids and crochets

So he'll do slick backs for you and maybe give you a ponytail or something if you ask but he'd rather do 100% natural just because hes better at it and he likes natural black hair

Can also do half wigs

Takes care of you more than himself

So you have to take care of each other

"Did you drink water today, Doll?"

"I did, did you?"

"Did you eat today?"

"No, and you haven't either. What should we eat for lunch?"

"You havent been putting oil on you hair. Do you want me to help you, kitty?"

Small work out sessions

Maybe like 15 min a day

Full body tho because hes too lazy to split up days

Does to bed at like 4 - 6 am

Mostly just watching YouTube and binging cartoons and eating

Insomnia Cookies? (If you dont know, its a cookie place that delivers till 3 am and theyre so good-)

YESSIRRR

Yall gain back any weight you burned off from exercising earlier that day

Pizza, cookies, chicken nuggets, fries, fried chicken, etc.

Basically just a constant sleep over

Libido to the max

Once or twice a day

Nothing public because germs

Normally rough

But every now and then he'll get soft and just tell you how much he loves you and appreciates you

His aftercare for times like that consists of a bubble bath, lots of hugs, food and cartoons😌

[cloudyshit]

Fukuzawa x Reader

Such a lovely day

Well this is my first time so pls tell me if there is something wrong and dont worry critisize me there not gonna be hurtful as my mom telling me im a dissapointment oh and yeah first time lol.

Summary:Your husband Fukuzawa is busy and is on a meeting you decide to pay a visit to your little brother Mori and after that shit you went to go back to the agency just to find a madness.

Well your hubby is on a business meeting  and you dont know what to do well you can look after the agency but you were lazy and just dump your responsibility to Kunikida you felt bad but he was free.

Well since you have nothing to do you decided to go to your lovely brother Mori yeah actually he is son of a bitch but he your lil bro anyway so you decided to pay him a visit.

You went to the building and everyone was chill they know who you are so they just didn't mind so you dramatically went your way to the hallways as everyone was staring at you now that your infront of the big doors you were so dramatic you just kick that door and it made Mori startled at the sudden action but then cool down when he saw you there.

"What are you doing here?" Mori asked "Eh hubby out of town just wanna visit Elise" You answered as you were scanning the room for a little blonde girl and then you spotted her playing with some crayons on the floor so you made your way there and when she saw you she was delighted to see you.

"Y/N-chan you didnt know how i was in pain thank god you dashed in now take me away from this place" Elise said with a dramatic voice and you decided to roll with it "Oh my Elise look at you come with me lets go to Aku-san and annoy the fuck out of him" you said as you lift Elise on your arms.

You and Elise both exited out of the room leaving Mori confused as you went and fashionably walk in on Akutagawa's office Akutgawa was there and was confused why your both there.

"Aku Aku" you sing in a cheery voice "what the fuck do you want lady" Akutagawa said in an annoyed tone "Oh Aku darling can you set up the tea table because me and elise are gonna have a tea party here" You cheerly said "Lady why in all places you chose to have a tea party in my office" He angrily said but keep down his tone "Where am i gonna have the tea party then" You said "I dont know and i dont care" He said "But Aku darling pretty please you can join our tea party it has desserts" You said cheerly "It has! ok im gonna set it up you order the food and tea but can you order one with the strawberries too" Akutagawa said in an excited tone "Sure Aku darling".

You were lazy to go and buy the food so you just ask one of the assistants to buy it for you as Akutagawa was setting up the place Elise was just there being a cutie that she is was just patiently waiting for the tea party to start.

•after all those shit were done•

Now now the tea party is starting with you, elise, and akutagawa just there with your pinkies up and some tea to enjoy a pleasent afternoon.

"So how was your day lovely people?" You asked cheerily "Oh it was awful Mori-san was forcing me to wear so many dresses but thank god you save me from that awful nightmare" She said dramatically "Just killed some karens feeling good" Akutagawa said.

Sudenly someone burst into the room and kick the door down and you were startled by the action and redied your knife but put it back when you noticed its just Hugichi "Hey would you mind not to kick the door down you scared the shit out of me" Akutagawa groaned "Sorry sorry i didn't know i couldn't fine you anywhere and got worried so yeah but my day is been fucking awful can i join the tea chit chat you guys having" Higuchi said excausted "Of course sweetheart here theres an extra cup for you and an extra chair aswell" You said cheerly as Hugichi is making herself comfy from the spot and sipping some tea "Hey pinkies up" Elise demanded "Oh sorry about that" Higuchi lifted her pinkie "Is this ok" She said in a british tone and Elise just nodded in response "Guys today is a shit day for me" Higuchi groaned "What happened?" You asked

"Yeah while i was doing some business some fucking woman was yelling at me because her husband was staring at me even though i fucking told her i don't know any of the shit and was trying to get through my day" Higuchi vented it out as i laugh at the thought of how it would look like "Days rough huh" You replied "Yep fucking people just be meddling with your life when you did nothing" Higuchi said groaning.

You look through your phone and it was 4pm and you decided 'aight its time to see what those motherfuckers are doing at the agency'.

You now excused yourself from the tea party and went to the window.

now now reader your probably thinking to yourself why the hell are you going to the window well you see you are an assasin so jumping probably from the 9th floor through the ground you probably think you just gonn kill yourself but its ok your like a cat and such a fall wont do anything to you it will feel like you just jump from a table but anyway back to the story.

As you opened the windows the curtains wave dramatically and looking at the drop it wasn't that high so you just jump from there feeling the air and breeze through your face until you hit the floor on both of your toes and just walk as if you just didn't jump from a high building that could definitly kill any normal being.

•at the agency•

Your now at the agency and once you entered this is what you see.

A white haired boy on his knees holding something that look like a bomb, poor Tanazaki being taken down by Kunikida which his expressions show rage and frustration to a laughing Dazai.

The scene was fucking weird as it is and you just walking in just made it more akward as it is and since you don't wanna deal with this shit you legit just went in the window open it and jump everyone was scared because they know they will get their ass whoop by Fukuzawa if his wife is hurt or because there worried about you still its those reasons.

imagine this but just you walking and jumping out of the window

Well you didn't have the mind or brain to process on what you did so you just accepted on what would happen plus worst case scenario you having broken bones.

Fortunately you were saved and was now on someones arms and it was your one and only hubby.

"Hell hubbs" you said cheerly as if you just didn't drop from another high building "Hi love would you mind telling me on why you just drop from above?" He asked "Eh something happened and i dont know what to do" You answered he just nodded on what you said as he drop you on to your feet and both of you went inside and you dashed into his office not wanting to be in the shit that you had walked in.

Day went well and you were just on the office chilling until you and Fukuzawa went home.

Well it was a weird day but you found out that it was an exam and the white hair guy was a new member of the agency and the next day you immidiately greeted him and just fell in love to the point you decided that you will love this boy like its your son well i dont how Fukuzawa felt because he got weirded out since you were trying to cook chazuke but he didn't mind since you do what you want and there is nothing for him to do.

This is my first fic lol i know it bad it aint formal shit but i tried

[lloftvlly]

something i never really talk about but felt like ranting about right now.

hi, i’m may, i stan fictional villains, and i have a shitty autoimmune disease.

i don’t make a big deal of it because i don’t think it’s defining who i am but i won’t pretend it’s not a huge part of my life. 

just a little backstory. my disease started to kick in in my teens. it started very slowly and snuck up on me. the first time i noticed something was off, was when my right knee started hurting. back then i didn’t think of it as much though, just maybe i was getting hurt at the concert i was at a a few days prior (it was good charlotte, my friend is a huge fan and dragged me to their live it wasn’t bad but lol). it started to bother me when the pain in the knee didn’t go away after i kept applying some cooling gels and whatnot and my knee kept swelling up. my cousin, who’s a doctor got me some cortisone cream too and it helped a bit but you can’t use this for long. so as soon as i quit using it the pain was back just as bad, if not worse. 

i started seeing doctors and they were just confused. i got my knee punctured and liquids drained by doctor 5 times. (long-ass needle goes under your kneecap and liquid gets pulled out)  this procedure hurts like shit but it always gave me a little relief for a few days. but after that it still got progressively worse. it started to also affect my left knee and my right wrist and eventually my lower back. and at this point i was taking a lot of pain meds to at least be able to have pain-free days. in the mornings i couldn’t get out of bed, i couldn’t walk. i had to always take pain meds in bed, wait until they kick in, then force myself to get out of bed and try to walk. always stiff, always having to keep my legs moving if i don’t want them to turn stiff like rocks again...  my knees were too weak to keep me on my legs for long so whenever i was in situations i had to stand a lot, i would threaten them cos i would have to find something to lean on and that wasn’t always an option.  shitty fucking situation.

i kept seeing doctors who were not sure what it was. idk how many times i left a doctor office and then had a mental breakdown, crying cos no one could tell me what’s wrong and i just wanted it to be taken care of. like lit felt like i was left so alone with my pain and no one did anything to help me with it. i even felt like i wasn’t taken serious enough. one doctor even made some comments that it might all just be in my brain. because i am also diagnosed with GAD and clinical depression he was like “this could be part of that.” such bullshit. sometimes doctors don’t take you serious for having mental illnesses is what i learned from that. 

anyway, things were looking up a little after that. 

about 7 years into living with pain i was finally getting a diagnosis. all this time it had been psoriasis arthritis, an autoimmune illness that attacks my joints. the reason why it took doctors this long is because this condition rarely ever comes without the skin condition psoriasis. i didn’t show it on my skin, and even my blood tests seemed to not show the results doctors needed to diagnose it. the only reason doctors did find out, was because i had googled my symptoms a lot and i brought up the idea to my doctor that this would be it. plus my grandpa and my aunt have the same disease and it’s something genetic. honestly without me telling the docs i think i have psa i think i wouldn’t have a diagnosis even now. 

idk what changed on the day i got my diagnosis and why it suddenly showed in my blood tests also. but i was relieved to say the least, knowing what was rly going on with my body. but the thing is, i lived 7 years undiagnosed with it and now have to live with the consequences of that time: these being, i was always walking cautiously because of the pain in my knees, it ended up in me now having a crooked walk, i can’t stretch out my legs completely anymore, neither bend them completely. it’s now just something i have to live with, that i won’t prolly never walk normally again. i’ve ruined my posture thru that, and now have chronic back pains caused by it and i get lots of migraines that result from the back (idk how it works i aint a doctor) 

now i am on strong medication called mtx, it’s kind of a med that many ppl are critical of, because of its strong side effects and it not being rly good to the body. i have my blood checked all 6 weeks cos i gotta make sure they don’t slowly kill me lol.  but for me this med is rly saving my life like holy shit. i do physical rehab in a program whenever i can, i stayed there for weeks before and it was kind of nice. the issue with my medication, however, is that i have to pause them whenever i even have as much as a small cold. since they suppress my immune system or whatever, i can’t take them when i am sick or i won’t ever have a immune system to get me back to becoming healthy again or some sciency shit idk lol. 

either way that brings me to now. i had a fever not long ago and had to pause my meds again. mtx stays in the body for like 2 weeks or so, if you pause any longer than that, your body is set back to the state it was before you started therapy on this medication and mtx takes up to ten weeks to even take effect. meaning, when i pause it, i am set back to before i started the medication and have to wait at least 6 weeks for them to kick back in and make the pain slowly go away again. now, currently i am in one of those in between times before the meds work again. i am in quite a lot of pain,  i can barely get out of bed. not only do both my knees rly hurt but so does my back. and i am like /: well that sucks. 

it’s hard to focus when you’re in pain. as i am right now. i try really hard to focus on anything other than that but no matter what i do, my mind’s always going back to the pains in my back and knees, my wrists feel surprisingly fine and thank fuck cos i need them to write lol. point being, my focus is gone. i wanna write, i wanna create, i wanna draw but it’s rly hard man. i feel whiny and like overly dramatic... nothing should keep me from writing, realistically. look, i mean, i just typed out this wholeass essay. i honestly think i am blocking myself. i’m like ‘woe is me.. i have some pain’ and somehow almost use this as an excuse, i guess, to be a lazy pos. 

someone gotta tell me “stop being a bitch and get to work” so if you read this and if you would lol. just don’t pls, for the lov of king shiggy , don’t feel bad for me or say anything to pity me. that’s not what i want /at all/. i’m a badass for living with this pain, lemme feel like one at least lol.  if you can sympathize that’s nice but i didn’t write this to make anyone feel bad for me i promise. i don’t feel bad for myself either, i honestly think i am lucky in many ways that i get to live in a country with free health care, get to work from home, get to be a lazy pos when i am in this type of situation without having to worry about anything rly. 

i’m also writing this rant to kind of push myself. get out of this stupid slump DO SOMETHING. 

anyway, that’s all. 

also: if anyone got stories to share about their own experiences and they want me to hear it, please do. ithink we all have things we struggle with. 

[yakocchi]

(Eisuke) The King’s Training – “Try to Satisfy Me” // Episode 1

A bit of context for what this is from: otona love is their mature hub for existing Voltage series and their original adult series. So it’s just essentially 100koi+ (Love 365) except you have to play it on a shitty web browser and also pay more monies per story. technology

For a while I thought I imagined seeing this story in the site, but actually voltage just got lazy and didn’t tag this story with anything. Legit, you can type “eisuke” and “suite room” in the search and it doesn’t show up. it shows up on the kbtbb store page but… whack. almost reminds me of how useless the 365 app search can be

Episode 1 is free (!!!) so if you wanna follow along with a portrait of eisuke (bc I didn’t post further screencaps) then… there you go

this ep is… not adult-adult, but eh. It’s the later eps that do the adult content or w/e

eisuke nonsense behind the cut

…

At the penthouse, where it seems like I’m always being summoned to come over… Within seconds I was already thrown into bed, and I weakly pushed against him.

[MC]: “N-No, don’t…” [Eisuke]: “Stop trying to hide every single little thing.” [Eisuke]: “Do you intend to make me say that over and over again?” [MC]: “Even then, doing this all of a sudden is a bit embarrassing…” [MC]: “Can you at least turn off the lights?” [Eisuke]: “Will that be all from you?” (This is bad… his mood quickly went sour.)

When I shrink away from the icy gaze above me, the sheets are then mercilessly torn away. [MC]: “Ah-” [Eisuke]: “Are you not in the mood to entertain me?” [MC]: “ah… Please, wait-” (As it is - it’s impossible!) Tightly shutting my eyes, I brace through my shame and-

(He shut them off for me!) [MC]: “Thank y–“ [Eisuke]: “…” In that split second I sigh in relief, he suddenly grabs onto my ankles. [MC]: “!” [Eisuke]: “From here, I won’t let any more complaints come out of you.” He forces himself between my knees, a smirk on his face. (Seems like it’ll be a long night…)

…

The next day – (I’m dead… dead tired…) (I only had resisted him for a little bit, and yet I was punished until morning…) I groggily continue to make the bed when I stagger a step and bang into the cleaning wagon. [MC]: “Aaah-“ [Erika]: “MC, hold it. What are you doing?” [MC]: “I’m sorry for causing more unnecessary work for you!” Waking up to tidy the massive heap of fallen amenities, Erika hands me the new sheets with a thud. [Erika]: “You know, you’ve been slacking off too much lately.” [Erika]: “Even if you’re Mr. Ichinomiya’s girlfriend - let’s not get too carried away now, hm?!” [MC]: “Of course not!” [Erika]: “As punishment, please do the rest of the cleaning by yourself!” (So that I can keep up with Eisuke, I’ve been working my hardest.) (‘Getting carried away’, I haven’t done anything like that…) Erika leaves the hotel room, and I was left alone to continue cleaning.

…

That night–

(If I don’t hurry, I won’t make it on time!) Flying out of my dorm and dashing through the hotel lobby, two figures then intercept my path. [Ota]: “Oh cool, perfect timing.” [Ota]: “We’re going up to the penthouse, so come and serve us some coffee.”

the… the main lobby where they all hang out is called the penthouse too, right in jpn they use “organizers’ room” which… that aint it in engl i remember that much. right??? oh no look what you’ve done voltage, this is what happens when you make 1 kbtbb update a month

[MC]: “Uh, right now?” [Baba]: “Ota, you gotta call that off for now. If she’s in this much of a rush, you should just sympathize with the dear.” [Ota]: “Ahh, gotcha.” [Ota]: “So, you were peacefully relaxing in your room after work when you got a call?” [Baba]: “Something along the lines of ‘Get to the penthouse, you have 5 minutes’, as they say?” [MC]: “It’s just as you say! Well, I have to-“ [Ota]: “Looks like Eisuke’s ‘training’ has wrapped up with flying colors, huh?” [Baba]: “Then, how many minutes do you have left on the timer?” (Oh, no- by just talking to them for a moment, my five minutes have passed!) I cut the conversation short and jump onto the penthouse elevator.

…

[MC]: “-So, I’ve kept you waiting!” [Eisuke]: “You’re late.” [MC]: “?!” Opening the door - Eisuke was right there, leaning against the immediate wall. He approaches closer, apparently irritated. (Th-That scared me… It couldn’t be that he was actually sitting around waiting for me, right?)

season 1 mc u will soon realize he has no hobbies despite having billions of dollars to invest in any hobby ever

(I should apologize for now) [MC]: “Sorry,” [MC]: “Before I got on the elevator, I was occupied talking to the others…” [Eisuke]: “I didn’t permit you to give me excuses and the like.” (No matter how you look at it, he’s clearly in a bad mood.) I feel a chill run down my spine before he grabs my wrists and pins them above my head. Trapped between the door and his body, I timidly ask, [MC]: “Are you… angry?” [Eisuke]: “I’m going to retrain you.” He leans his face a breath closer before licking my lips. Instinctively opening my mouth, he slips his tongue through and caresses inside. [MC]: “…Mmn-“ [Eisuke]: “…” Every time he bites the tip of my tongue, the wet sound echoes through the silent room. (Eisuke’s kisses are always so sweet, as if to melt me-) In these kisses filled with his desire that yearns down to the core, my mind grows hazy. …thump, thump… (Footsteps?!) [MC]: “Um, isn’t there someone coming up the stairs?” [Eisuke]: “And what’s the matter with that?” With a devious smile, he had snapped off a few of the buttons on my blouse. [MC]: “Please wait, someone can come in and see us…“ [Eisuke]: “Don’t kick up a fuss.” [MC]: “Ah... S-Stop…” -Knock, knock! [Soryu]: “Eisuke. Are you in?” [Eisuke]: “Yeah.” [Soryu]: “I’m opening the door.”

MA BOI SORYU DUN DESERVE to be part of ur sic voyeuristic ways u eggplant lookin ass

lol idk if the engl version has this yet but remember the eisuke story where he swaps bodies with soryu and then soryu was pretty much like “no TOUCHIN MY BODY IS SACRED” and that was like season 17 my season 1 boy dun need this

(Th-This is a problem…!) Rattle, rattle-

[Soryu]: “…Are you in the middle of something?” [Eisuke]: “I’m busy right now.” [Soryu]: “Then I’ll ask you from out here.” (Th-Thank goodness…At some point Eisuke had locked the door.) As I finally let out a sigh of relief – While Eisuke normally conversed with Soryu, he began to further undo my clothes. (He’s opening up my blouse, and my bra is…) (But if I make a sound here, it’s likely that Soryu will find out what’s going on.) I twist my body in a subtle attempt to resist, but with a great force I was pressed even harder against the door.

[Eisuke]: “…” [MC]: “…guh…” His teasing fingertips sneak under the hem of my skirt and stroke the inner side of my thighs. Lightly biting my lip, I desperately keep my voice from leaking out. [Soryu]: “There will be a change in the items up for the upcoming auction.” [Eisuke]: “And this item is?” [Soryu]: “A painting. Ota is currently appraising it, but it’s almost certain to be a forgery.” (What should I do, the current situation is…) I also could hear lively chatter from the penthouse lobby below. In this situation where it seems that if I get even a little careless I’ll be discovered - my heartbeat wildly beats faster. [Soryu]: “Baba is currently looking for an alternative piece, but…” [Eisuke]: “But I thought there was a sculpture in the warehouse?” [Soryu]: “Isn’t that one supposed to be the centerpiece for the following auction?” Eisuke is discussing business matters with his usual expression… as he pulls down the straps of my bra. [MC]: “….Hh…” [Eisuke]: “…” His fingertips glide along to skim against the tip of my breast. (Even though Soryu’s on the other side of the door,) (He’s purposely… on the places where I’m likely to cry out…) [Eisuke]: “I don’t care if we put that one up earlier.” [Eisuke]: “Report that to Baba.” [Soryu]: “I don’t mind that, but…” More and more, the core of my body blazes hotter and I want to lose all of myself to him. (I know that wanting something like that right now is out of line,) (But…) Even if I’m aware of how inappropriate this is, I can’t escape the comfort of the sensations Eisuke gives me. [Eisuke]: “Is there a problem?” [MC]: “…kgh-” Though his words are directed to Soryu, his irises are directly captured on me. When I slightly lean my relaxed body towards him, he strokes my hair in a toying manner. [Soryu]: “…It’s quite difficult to talk about.” [Soryu]: “I’ve had enough of this - Can I at least open the door now?”   [MC]: “!” I return to reality upon hearing Soryu’s voice laced with suspicion, and I shake my head to signal my resistance. But Eisuke, without letting go of my body, puts his arms to the back of my knees. (Huh?) (As usual, this is where it ends, right…?) [Soryu]: “Eisuke, are you listening to me?” [Eisuke]: “I do believe I told you that I’m in the middle of something.” When I look at him, my heartbeat picking up - With an amused smirk carved on his face, he presses these lips against my earlobe. [Eisuke]: “Spread your legs wider.”

(End of Episode 1)

If you’re interested in the rest, please consider buying the other episodes! or not. ( ´_ゝ｀) save up ur monies for the things to come, idk. ive been holed up for weeks drinking me choccy milk i dun not got the energy to be voltage pr

[mikkock]

Uhm??????? Unacceptable?? Please tell me more about your OCs in that last art? I demand it? I want a full report on my desk before morning? Cite your sources please?

Oh no,, you’re asking,,, about my own faves,,, sorry to everyone, but I guess im never going to shut up ever now. (i already don’t shut up ever, what have u done, im now going to speak so much that society will collapse AT LEAST)

But for real. I enjoy pretending I don’t have faves, I love all my kids the same, buT WE ALL KNO THAT’S A LIE, those two my fave bitches (they snatched that title from the last two faves, rip to them, and they also snatched, n I must really make that clear, the title of “the bitches with the most AUs from the previous previous faves. Their power.)

SO. Get ready for a ride, table of content: them, their respective character, their story, and the pLETHORA OF ALTERNATE STORIES I GAVE THEM because i must yell about all the versions of my kids i have (non-exhaustive cause its that serious bro, but ill take extra time for the universe depicted in that art just for u bby). (tbh if clamp is allowed to sprinkle their fave gays in all their universes so am i, except they aint secondary characters there, every story is just theirs. love that concept.)(itll be so long you’re getting a whole novel even if i have to post it in two posts)

So~ Em twos. Dari n Wei-wei as I call em, or Dumbass n Egg if you wanna get friendly.

They’re my proudest instance of “oops i made a squad of characters, and two of them just accidentally were so perfectly compatible and complementary oh no I guess they’re in love now.” And then they became my favourite. Cause I guess their potential was too much (jk its bc they hot)

cuties.

I spent ten minutes wondering which to introduce first cause dang son, I want to talk bout them both so much shefjgfdg

First, as I technically designed him first (like ten minutes before the other), my man weiwei. if u ever saw my art its impossible that you havent seen him at least once. cause i’m legit always drawing him. cause im in love bro.

Demonstration : here are my computer scribbled weiweis of 2020 so far (with a few daris there n there they’re a package deal), that i could find, and they do not include all the paper sketches that i’m too lazy to take pics of. (i just been drawing him with so much hair these days that’s illegal, his brand is baldness)

But anyway, he’s CHEN Chia-Wei, he’s 21, he’s Taiwanese n I love him. Two very important facets of his character when you meet him: he doesn’t talk, and is absolutely, in every single dimension, built to make you fall head over heels for him.

He’s (in the “canon” storyline if i may call it that since it’s def not my most developed one but oh well) an art student, mostly paints but is also great at photography and videography (his vibe is busy hectic pieces with strong bold colours, lots of harsh edges, and very people focused).

Aside from that, he’s also super into fashion, and because he’s part of the rich boy squad (the “im broke so im giving half my characters wealth in compensation) he Can and Does exhibit some quite funky fits when he feels like it. (maybe a reason I draw him a lot, since my fave thing is pretty boys in weird ass clothes)(and then i also draw him in just casual shit cuz tittiful men in plain white tees you know. there’s just something about it.)

Small compilation of outfits. ft me and my band handwriting roasting outfits that id also kill to own but ok u know.

He digs music. (i make playlists for my OCs and i gotta say, his is the best one, i spent so many hours researching it, “arranging” it etc n its still a work in progress but dude. she got many moods my fave part is when it suddenly turns into so many cheesy ballads also she’s enormous cause im as wordy in playlists as I am in writing.) listens to a lot, n also he can play piano n guitar. cause you know. heartthrobs got to win your heart with a song (and if he’s alone he can even mumble some songs, who knows maybe even sing em softly, definitly a sight to stumble on accidentally). Big main artists that have his vibes are Hello Nico, No Party for Cao Dong, n Circa Waves’s “what’s it like over there” album.

He does a lot of sports. He ain’t fit through magic, rip to him. He’s got a serious routine, and it’s a time he likes to use alone, cause nothing like running at the break of dawn, alone with your thoughts, which you can just easily forget through the exhaustion of a workout session afterwards.

he also eats. A lot. Food is just good, bro. (the canon story is def happening some place europe aka his biggest struggle is how expensive food is here. outrageous.)

He secretly loves super cheesy movies. the dramatic romcoms??? the cute shows that are just so cute and worriless?? anything involving soulmates??? yeh dude. he watches it, he reads it, he listens to it, and he may cry about it, but no one will know. That’s the one true guilty pleasure. (and he definitly has a collection of romance dvds, books n manhuas in his old room back at the family home. where no one can see it. perks of studying abroad. no one can see ur hoarding of material that clashes your image. “yes i watch edgy experimental things haha yes i love those smart people movies of course wow the philosophy…” and then immediatly goes to watch the trashiest predictable but oh so sweet dramas all night)

While he doesn’t speak (as in with the mouth) he can communicate in a bunch of language, due to having moved around quite a bit. On top of his native mandarin and hokkien, he’s fluent in English, so he can use those to write, and is also fluent in TSL, and pretty good in HKSL (and from that, other close-in-syntax sign languages). So he doesn’t have trouble getting around, but then he is also overall quiet in public (with close friends and over text though, that’s another story, that’s where he gets chattier, and also where you may get more of his true personality). Also, he can speak with his sister. That’s pretty cool bro.

I was going to say he’s a very “hides his true colours under a shell” type of character but you know, for an egg character, that’s pretty ironic. We love poetic cinema.

He presents himself as a very laid back, chill detached dude, going with the flow and all that great stuff, and masterfully mixes just the right doses of mysterious, flirty and calm to just go around vibing. But ain’t that jUST THE MILLENIAL’S ILLNESS, those dANG KIDS, going around, gettin relationships but never intimacy 👏😢 (there’s more to it dont leave)

First of all, before you see the Drama, the Turmoil, the first thing you notice when you really do befriend him is that he’s c h i l d i s h, he gets sulky when things dont go following the plan, he gets whiny n jealous for not getting attention , he gets competitive over stupid challenges, and way too playful if you start teasing, and when he gets flustered too…you think you get cool stoic dude but actually you get a dude who’s reacting to things with way too much intensity, and boi i thought u were gon be mature what’s that why have you been pouting for three days over losing a bet come on- That’s mostly coming up when he interacts with his sister, but the closest you are to him to more of it you get to see.

He’s also an affectionate dude actually. Like physically. As in you’ll get spontaneous hugs. He’s come nap on your shoulder. That’s a perk of befriending him if you ask me.

Also he tries to look so cool, so tough haha. He’s actually a lil sensitiv boi. he gets fluffy, he gets flustered, he heart eyes. you turn around and he’s gazing at ya as if you were the whole universe. he gets a mini crisis for holding hands with his crush. ya know. he’s secretly a softie.

nerd.

Then in the “what he doesn’t show” (my fave part), where you stock all the anxieties, all the trauma… Obviously there’s a lot of anxiety here (selective muteness being a symptom of it, he hides the other ones very well) mostly fear of inadequacy, of abandonement and of loneliness. mmmmmmmaybe that’s why he was v reticent to continue pursuing that one guy he was into when he realised he was just a tad too into him oh no is that some,, like?? some lovey-love?? cant have that im afraid of gettin heartbroken bro. Aint that sad for a someone who’s one true goal is just findin someone to love and to be with forever, the struggles of yearnin for a soulmate when there’s nothing you fear more than getting attached to a person and letting them see you and your flaws.., delicious.

Now tho (because its so alone speaking about a character on their own and i just wanna get to the part where i can speak bout em together and how they bring out bits of each others ya kno, the good kush….), Dari…

He’s pretty, i must say, and got the funniest hair to draw, and comes from the most opposite background to weiwei’s.

Darian Andriev PARVANOV, also 21, comes from the remote Bulgarian countryside, but i still love him (this makes it sound as if i wouldnt normally love someone from the bulgarian countryside. its not what i meant. by default ud remind me of my son so you’d start being liked if u came from the bulgarian countryside) Now for the first instance of “wow, the complementarity”. The first thing i thought making Dari was that he looked too cool, and that he obviously was a dumbass, and mostly that he was physically unable to shut up. (o fuck he’s me)

best picture i could find of him. He’s got the dilemma of “wow he looked so pretty n cool until he opened his mouth” 

He’s ALSO an art student (cause they were initially created for the purpose of filling the gap of “i have ocs in every field except the one i sorta know that’s so stupid”), painting major (def vibes differently than weiwei though, he’s doing those soft pretty landscapes n flowers, everything real pretty and peaceful, we got some impressionism nerd in here folks). 

He was/is a real country boy, farm family, he helped tend the fields, he worked in plantations for pocket money, he knows how to take care of cattle and chicken and goats and all the cool babies you can take care of, he can tell whether the soil is good or not, he can drive a tractor, and doesnt fear dirt.

but then also he’s kind of a neat freak, he hates getting paint on himself, so the duality of man, dirt ok but paint? disgostin. his spaces are real neat and spotless, he likes cleaning (its relaxing) and does it nearly too often.

his dumbassery comes from lack of common sense and impulsiveness, aside from that he’s actually what you’d call “mad smart”, dude had em good grades, he can memorise pages upon pages of the most trivial information, he has an accumulation of knowledge beyond limits, and is good at problem solving. so he can recite all the words of the F letter of the dictionnary, but would also put a curling iron in his mouth to see if it would curl his tongue. (side note, he does have a problem with heat n fire, most his “oopsie how i wound up hurting myself on acccident” story involve burning -that stove was just too tempting…)

while he doesnt feel very attached to his home country, he does feel strongly for his family. he’d do anything for his mum (and actually does everything to make her proud already, that’s his one main goal), and he’s ready to sacrifice a lot for her (as in, spend years working non-stop a really uncomfortable job so his mother wouldnt have to pay a cent of his expenses even though she said she could by doing some sacrifices herself,and then being ready to come back as soon as needed if anything happened, and potentially drop his career and dream n go back to the farm life to provide for mama)(also he still does hold onto some parts of his home country’s traditions, and does sometimes feel homesick but more in a ‘i left the most beautiful landscapes n the city feels cramped and claustrophobic and i dont know people and i dont feel in the right place cuz im a forreigner with a thicc accent who doesnt master the language of this place and straight up have different body language communicators due to cultural difference oh lord i wanna be home where a nod means no and a head shake is yes i keep misunderstanding everything”)

if you want background noise he’s the perfect pal to call over, he’s just so chatty, he got hours and hours of non stop speech ready for you. you can shut him up once you’re done listening with the offering of food. works everytime.

he’s definitly not shy. neither in terms of talking to people, nor when it comes to making decisions. he’s quite bold, and rarely hesitates to go towards something he wants. he’s direct in his approach to most everything.

he likes partying. mostly the socialising part, talkin to people is just fun ya feel. and being in the crowd, doing whatever, pressure free? ya can dance n enjoy yourself, and people wont notice? yeah that’s nice. but doesnt do it super often cause broke bitches aint got the party time n budget. 

he likes arm. (just an excuse for me to drop this thing here cuz i like it)

While he’s an overall bubbly looking character, with a cheery loud personnality, he does carry some youth trauma that has him more reticent to engage in happiness, he comes from what you could call “not the wokest background” and he may have fallen victim of it : he’s kind of a flashy noticeable character, both physically and in his personnality, and doesnt exactly matches the expectations of dudes in the area he comes from (delicate, emotional and sweet guy? that doesnt exist bro). He went through it, and it has definitly had some impact on his confidence in many aspects. But he’s 100% the type of guy to put on the fake happy front because if feeling bad is sad, making the people you care about sad for you too is Unacceptable Right??? relying on friends?? what???

But then what are we supposed to be doing with such charming characters huh,,, 

Make them fall in love obviously.

Their story obviously has to do with falling in love and workin a relationship cause if I dont write romance i literally die, but I make the center pivot of all of it communication, and barriers in communications. Most obvious being them coming from wildly different cultures, having different native languages, and also the ways you adapt to muteness (what i love most bout that part is even then they fucked up given the easiest quickest small body language things to communicate are head nods n then i managed to make one come from the one country that reverses those like iconic how do they even understand each other -through a lot of work and love bro) but also on more “introspective” points, how to say things that you are even afraid to think about, how to open up and share your burdens and trauma with someone, how to say words you’ve been convinced you weren’t allowed to, the inner turmoil of communication in short. And then also communication through art, and through alternative unusual ways. If i were snobbish i could call it something like “a thinkpieces on how humans overcome obstacles in communication, and adapt, all for the sake of pursuing love” but fact is its mostly boys being in love n learning how to speak, figuratively and also quite literally. And also its me having fun with making characters evolve from each other, be able to influence each other for the better, helping each other be more comfortable with themselves and express the true things of their personnality, and discover new aspects. I just wanna write intense and soulful love bro.

So in less concept and more facts, weiwei meets dari, dari being his puppy self just immediatly strikes a conversation and weiwei gets interested cause “oho nice pretty boy? very good. i want some of that”. they get closer because you cant fight off the Power of friendship (and also the power of “what your friend is bestie with my friend?? guess we hanging out”) and then friendship and interest turns into pining, held back by respective dread of what romance with the other would mean (as in “romance?? cant have that we cant feel” and “with him?? cant do that, convince yourself he’s just a friend immediatly what would the family think”) but eventually they do have to just crash into one another cause that’s just the gravitational pull bro, its physics bro. and from then on its all unlearning destructive behaviours, bettering oneself with the help of the other, and getting over trauma to finally live ur best life. and gettin fckin married bro they’re both cheeseballs theyll wanna wed

BUT MAKING EM FALL IN LOVE ONCE ISNT ENOUGH time to make 3894853 alternate universes about em.

Lets speak bout my fave of those for a hot second.

First of all, the one of the art that brought this ask, guess i could call it “Pretty Tribes” AU, bunch of tribes live and do their things, having nature and energy powers. Dari n Weiwei’s tribes are bros, the latter’s powers needing them to move around to get energy from different places, enabling them different abilities. So basically they get to hang at the other’s place while the regenerate energy from there, and in exchange they help them out with various tasks (dari’s tribe is a rly farmer oriented one, with plant magic, while weiwei’s got more poyvalent powers, and have very good healers notably, so it comes in handy). The two boys were born a few months apart in their respective tribes, so naturally, anything the two clans meet, they’re put together to play and all, and from that they became besties, and each time they meet, after the gaps of time separating the two groups, they feel more and more of a little something else~ story is themed round growing up, friendship between clans, their traditions and cultures, and pretty boys in pretty clothes in pretty landscapes interacting with nature.

The superpower AU, i fuckin love it bro. Its an old one, made for other characters, but i just love it so much that i had to inject my faves in it. Its got a grimy ugly setting, bad government, propaganda, and fights between super-people (heavily mediatised for entertainment and reinforcing the idea that “look at these evil villains thank god us the good government protects you from them”), with a side of bad ethics in science. In all that, those two have the role of “those two young enemy warrior and villain, they were so powerful and fought so hard”, public figures, legendary and admired by both sides, everyone followed their fights, til one day they presumably died in one of their showdowns. (haha sike they actually found themselves talking for 5 seconds and realised they lived in a society, n built a plan to run away). The main characters get to find they’re alive because one of em had history with super-warrior-golden-boy and go to seek their help to overthrow the Big Bads. (stealing them from their nice gay cottage hermit life smh so rude)

Mermaids. I like those. Sailor weiwei sees merman dari, they both save each other in different occasions, they grow fascinated with each other, they’re at sea, water romance. Amazing. AU made half cuz i just like water n fish. and shirtless sailors.

(i couldnt find art of it in five minutes so have a link to that lil animatic piece i made of it once)

Indie band AU, where i was listening to songs that vibe so well with those two in general n then my brain was like “what if they’re the ones playing”. They’re (along with the rest of the art squad) a nice little alternative rock band, doing their thing, then one of their songs blows up, and they get quite the attention, to the dismay of dari who wrote that song in a moment of “oh no im so in love with my bandmate but i cant tell him what if i ruin everything we have going on ill just have to love from afar and deal with that” and now has way too many people interested in who he wrote it about and theorising from his every move when performing it (a mix of music, secret crushes and social media) (ft a picture of neither of them but its the least ugly art i found of this AU cuz its old and instruments are the bane of my existence)(also kelana is so pretty i gotta flaunt her around)

in kind of the same vibe, as in we’re in a music world overexposed to social media, i also integrated em to an AU i did for fun, “boyband AU” as its called aka idol based band system cuz you kno, i got a hobby, lets apply it. Band boy Dari and bodyguard Weiwei got a thing going on, but can’t really act on it in any way, because they’d just destroy the whole band if it ever came public. Featuring annoying bandmates, catchy pop songs and people making fanaccounts of that one hot Mr.Bodyguard cause dang he hot.

(all the art of this one so ugly im sorry)

SPY AU, one of my fave brand. They spies, they get assigned on the same mission, they work real nice with each other. spies hot. fights. strategy. i just like the concept. Gays taking down the worst traffics imaginable??? I love that song.(i actually have so much on this cause s p i e s are fuckin great)

Fashion. U kNOW i have an AU for fashion. Supermodel and his private stylist, trying to maintain the line of professionalism. And failing to do so. Lets make out in unpractical designer clothes.

Have an highschool AU for a bunch of characters, injected them as “spinoff”, start chatting online being art buddies, fall in love without meeting (ft. all the iconics of internet friendship like knowing tiny details of their personnalities but not the fact that they have a sister or “waIT ur a GUY i thought u were a girl wow wild good news for my gay ass”)

n those are my faves as far as i remember, i got a fuckton of small other ones that arent fleshed out enough, or some that are more of a guilty pleasure universe, and some that are more like “projects that i can expend on as soon as i run out of daydream material” (like u kno those hospital drama shows with super innacurate medicine n shit like idk scrubs or whatever, yeh i want some of that but im keeping it for later)

[arthurmergan]

Arthur Morgan x Fem!Reader

After many people asked me to do a continuation of Honor, I decided to go ahead and write it! This one can be read independently but I do suggest reading part one. You can read that here

Word count: 3k 

Warnings: very passionate and descriptive smut 

Honor (part two)

In the wonderful weeks that followed, you and Arthur had developed a beautiful, slow paced relationship. For a while, it was unofficial. The flirting skyrocketed and the tension grew more obvious with every moment you spent near each other. One night when the moon glowed brighter than usual, and everything felt right, Arthur told you how much he really loved you, and officially asked you to be his, making you feel complete. You two, of course, tried to keep it private. Although, most people thought you were only sleeping together, the complete opposite of what was truly going on behind closed doors, or tents. You were still a virgin, and Arthur was willing to wait as long as you needed. 

“You’re worth it, y/n” he would always remind you. 

You were once faced with a difficult situation regarding the secrecy of your relationship when you were approached by Dutch, asking for time alone with you. If you were only having sex with Arthur, as everyone thought, surely there’d be no problem sleeping with others. But again, this was not the truth. To Dutch’s surprise, Arthur very sternly put him in his place. This put quite the strain on their relationship. But again, Arthur assured you,

“You’re worth it, y/n”.

This altercation forced Arthur to announce to everyone, knowing word would get around, that the two of you were in a serious relationship.

That was a week ago. Today, It was a calm, pleasant day at camp. The sun was shining directly above you, a good indication that it was approaching noon. Most people were still sleeping, just waking up, or lazily enjoying the clear, breezy day. Arthur fell into the category of those who were still snoozing off the previous night. Although the sun crept itself onto Arthur’s relaxed face through the wide opening in your tent, he remained at rest. You sat on the ground next the bed, watching his chest gently rise and fall, admiring the sound of his peaceful breathing. You had your own tent, but you often fell asleep in his arms in his tent.

You studied the lining of his jaw that was speckled with thick stubble, yet still so soft. His lips were ever so slightly parted. You smile to yourself and turn your attention back to those few who wandered around the camp. You flashed a few smiles here and there to others in passing, but mostly took in the scenery surrounding you. You became so lost in your thoughts you were slightly startled by Arthur’s voice.

“Hey sweetheart” His voice was gruff and sleepy and so adorable. You turn around to look at his tired smile and head still rested on his pillow.

“Good morning, Arthur” You softly reply. “It’s a beautiful day and you’re lazy butt is just sleeping it away” 

“Get over here, you” He chuckles and pulls the covers back with enough room for you to snuggle back in there with him. You happily oblige. 

You place your back to him, asserting yourself as the little spoon. 

“You might um-” Arthur begins. Before he finishes his statement, you feel a bulge press against your ass. You were pleased to feel this but you assumed Arthur was embarrassed. “It’s ya know, ‘cause I just woke up, is all” he tries to explain himself.

“Hush” You attempt to shut him up. You grind your hips back into him, causing him to groan quietly. You tease him further and rotate your hips slightly. One of your favorite things to do was tease him relentlessly. 

“Darlin” He growled and pulled you closer into him, if that was even possible. You turned to face him, planning to act on something you’d considered for a while. 

“I want you, Arthur” You whispered. “I want you to make love to me”. His eyes widened happily. His mind was racing and it was obvious to you. You were so nervous to even bring it up, but he was never going to be pushy about it, so you had to make the first move. 

“R-right now?” He stutters. 

“Well, I mean, if that’s okay” You shyly respond. He smiles ear to ear and looks away, then back to you.

“Oh it’s more than okay, Y/N, but” Arthur pauses and sits up in bed, “I want to get myself cleaned up for you first. It’s your first time, you deserve for it to be special”

You melt at this gesture and feel relief knowing that he wanted to do this as well. Arthur runs his fingers through his messy hair then reaches for your hand, pulling it to his lips and planting a kiss softly on your fingers.

“I’ve just been thinking about it a lot recently and...I know that I’m ready” You say. 

“Tonight” He replies, “Are you okay with doing that here?” He inquires as if he was asking himself simultaneously. You nod your head in approval to which he positively replies with a nod as well.  You kiss him on closed lips quickly before rising to your feet.

“Then I will see you tonight, Mr. Morgan” You smile and exit his tent slowly, closing the flap partially behind you.

You had spent the day letting your nerves get the best of you and over thinking the endless possibilities of what could happen tonight. You decided to confide in someone and finally speak the truth about being a virgin. Abigail seemed experienced enough and you were glad you chose to trust her. She gave you advice on how to please a man and what to expect to feel during your first time. 

“I can’t believe you and Arthur aint never done it before! Y’all had everyone believing y’all were at it all the time” She was surprised when you originally admitted it. 

“Yeah, I know.” You laugh nervously. “It kind of became a game after a while but then when we actually got serious together, I was afraid, because I have no experience at all”.

She places her hand on your shoulder. “I was just a little younger than you when I lost my virginity. It wasn’t special or anything. But it will be for you.” 

You then both notice Arthur, walking past you in the distance and turn to look at him in sync. He was wearing a very nice outfit that you’d only ever seen him in one other time in your life. He had just bathed, you could tell. His hair was beautifully combed back and despite how sharp he appeared, you could sense his nervousness from his body language across the way.

“Oh he looks so nice. Did he get all dressed up like that just for you?” Abigail whispered although no one was close enough to hear. 

“Looks like he did” You say and smile uncontrollably. “I washed up earlier today, but I didn’t know what to wear” You say disappointingly and look down at your clothes. 

“You look great, I love that dress. Arthur will too. But he’ll like it better once its off of you” Abigail says and winks. You both laugh.

As the sun got lower your nerves arose. Your conversation with Abigail concludes and the sun just barely crept over the horizon now. Most of the gang were generally distracted for the night and you decided it was a good time to go to him. Your stomach was tied in knots and your legs trembled subtly with every step. You were so excited and so terrified at the same time. As you get near, you see Arthur leaning against his tent. He seemed to be lost in thought and only noticed you approach as you got nearer. 

“Wow...you look...beautiful” He seemed damn near speechless. You looked normal at most, but he was still amazed somehow. 

“Thank you Arthur, you look very handsome yourself” You reciprocate the compliment. You kept reminding yourself to calm down and steady your hands. Just in time, too, because Arthur grabbed them delicately and led you into his tent. This time he closed it completely, for obvious reasons. There was a lantern placed on his table that provided enough light to see but little enough to create a romantic atmosphere.

Arthur wasted no time initiating the events to follow. He approached you hesitantly, displaying signs of anxiousness again. He smiles at you and minimizes the distance between you two standing in the middle of his tent. You felt like you were awkward, not knowing what to do with your hands. He raises his palm to your flushed cheek and rubbed his thumb over your cheekbone. He leans into you slowly, as if he’s never kissed you before, and places his ready lips upon yours. As both your lips move gracefully together, you feel yourself begin to relax. Arthur repositions his idle arm to wrap around your waist and pulls you into his warm body, leaving no space between you two. Your tongues meet, increasing the passion of the kiss. He shuffles his feet toward his bed, keeping his grip on you so that you move together. He faces your back toward the bed and lays you down gently before hovering over you, only breaking your kiss for a moment. 

His hands traveled to your neck and gently caressed your collarbone. He removes his lips from yours and presses them against your open neck. You moan so softly, having your mouth now bare. Arthur sprinkled kisses all over your chest above the line of your dress. It took so little from Arthur for you to become incredibly aroused. You felt a warmth form between your legs you were familiar with, although it was never acted upon. Your fingers fiddle with the buttons on your vest before he notices.

“Let me, Y/N” He whispers into your ear and continues what your trembling fingers began. He pulls your vest off slowly and works on pulling your dress off your shoulder. You lift your body and help him slide it to your feet, leaving your body more exposed than you’d ever been in front of a man. You felt so self conscious but you couldn’t let that ruin the moment. He removed his own shirt before you were given a chance to and left his broad, hairy chest open to you. You placed your hands on him and admired his masculine shape.

Through a few more kisses, and traveling curious hands, Arthur removed your undergarments. You were absolutely nude now and you look away from him shyly.  Arthur does not take notice of this and moves himself back to get a thorough look at your body. He released a low growl from his throat in appreciation for your figure. You felt a chill cascade over the surface of your skin.

“My god, y/n, you are perfect” He praises you. You chuckle quietly and bite your lip. After his long look of appreciation, he lowers himself to lay next you, planting several more kisses on your lips. His wandering hand that wasn’t placed behind your head traveled to your thighs. He traced your folds with his middle finger and felt how achingly wet and ready you were for him. 

“Oh y/n, did I do this to you?” He whispered seductively into your ear. You nod, unable to create words. His fingers rub your clit delicately, finding perfect rhythm to get you going. You begin to squirm lightly under his touch and produce innocent whimpers into his ear. Arthur took his time with every move he made, making sure to put your pleasure first. He slides his middle finger inside of you slowly. You gasp and it is immediately followed by a whimper. He pumps his finger in and out of you, careful to only use one to begin with. His thumb remains at your clit, still rubbing at the same pace as the thrusts of his finger. 

“Yeah, that’s it. You’re doin so good sweetheart” He praises you again so gentle, encouraging your sweet sounds of pleasure.

You move your lips to intertwine with his while his skillful fingers do wonders on you. You make no effort to cease your moans into his mouth, it seemed to turn him on everytime you did it.  His mouth then diverts its attention to your breasts, sucking tenderly at your nipples.

“Arthur” You call to him through your moans.

“What is it, darlin’?” 

“I want to make you feel good” You plead. You were thinking of the advice Abigail gave you earlier about how to pleasure a man. He smirks. 

“We gotta take care of you first” He insists. His fingers increase their pace only slightly and you begin to feel your stomach tighten gradually. Each motion of his hand felt better than the last.

“Oh my god” You moan deeply as a wash of ecstasy floods your body beginning at your clit and extending throughout every inch of you.

“Mmm, let it out baby” He growls. Your whimpers fade slowly and your limbs tremble slightly.   

Arthur then removes his fingers from your pussy slowly. He pulls his trousers off of his body for you as you floated off your high. His cock springs free from the tight grip that once restricted it. You were in amazement at his size and couldn’t help that your jaw literally dropped. He nervously laughs at your reaction to him. You were hesitant, afraid that you weren’t sure how to handle or pleasure him the same way he was pleasuring you. You sit on your knees while Arthur lies flat on his back. He looks at you as if to wonder what your next move was. 

You grip your hand gently around his pulsing cock that was desperate for your attention. You part your eager lips and move your face toward what you held in your hand. Your lips made contact with his tip and he breathed in briefly and sharply. You lower your mouth onto him until his dick is met with the back of your throat. Steadily, you pick up the pace and bob your head up and down. Arthur’s moans were soft and innocent to begin, but they were growing louder and more intense with your increased pace. 

His fingers find their way to the back of your head and intertwine themselves in your hair. He guides your head as you move.

“Fuck” he mumbles in the most sexy way, causing you to internally melt. He doesn’t allow you to spend as much time on him as he did for you. He gentle lifts you from his cock and pulls you up to his face, passionately kissing you. Thinking again to what Abigail said, you place one leg on each side of Arthur’s hips. You intend to lower yourself on him but he stops you suddenly by wrapping his arm tightly around you and switching places with you. 

“Are you nervous?” He whispers, hovering over you. His eyes were dimly illuminated by the lantern next to him, revealing only a hint of the bright blue you knew was there. Your fingers traced his shoulder delicately, down to his arms, to his hand placed next to your head.You get so lost in his eyes, you momentarily forget he even asked you a question.

“No” you answer confidently, “I trust you”.

Arthur smiles warmly at you and then diverts his attention south. He grabbed his cock and lined it up carefully at your soaking wet entrance. With tremendous caution and patience, Arthur pushes his hips into you. There was a sharp discomfort inside you and you winced, noticeable to Arthur.

“I’ll go as slow as you need me to” he assures you. He finally buries himself completely inside of you. You were so tight wrapped around him that he almost lost it immediately. It was such a wonderful new feeling to experience being this close to Arthur. Your body adjusted itself quicker than you anticipated to his size. He begins to thrust slowly, still giving you time to adjust to him. A soft whimper escapes your lips, notifying Arthur that you were experiencing pleasure rather than pain now. Once his thrusts find perfect rhythm inside you, he begins to groan softly with you. 

Your eyes meet and lock on each other while he continues to curl his hips passionately into yours.

“Does that feel good, Y/n?” He moans and kisses your neck gently.

“Yes, Arthur” You manage to mumble through your pleasure. 

Arthur becomes louder, his moans sounding so sweet to you. He couldn’t hide his pleasure on his face, and neither could you. 

He swiftly moves your leg around him, placing his body behind yours, still deep inside you. He wraps his arm around your waist in front of him to gather better leverage on fucking you. There was something about this position that hit sweet spots inside of you. You couldn’t help but let profanities fly.

“Oh fuck, Arthur, yes” You breathlessly moan. His hand moves from your waist to gently rubbing your still very sensitive clit. You twitch at this contact but he still lightly rubs you, intensifying your pleasurable experience. 

“Oh god, I’m gonna c-” you cry, unable to form the full sentence. A familiar feeling overcomes you again as Arthur continues to pound into you steadily. This time your orgasm was stronger, and you had to cover your mouth to prevent alerting the whole fucking camp. He releases his fingers from your clit and thrusts a little harder now. 

His groans and whines were getting a little more choppy, indicating he must be close. He buries his face into your shoulder to muffle his sounds. His body tenses and he roughly grips your hip as he reaches his high.

“Fuck” He growls and releases himself in your pussy, filling you. 

He takes a moment to recover before removing his dick from inside you. He lies flat, you do as well and move to lie on his chest. Neither of you speak for a while, and rather enjoy the silence of being in each other’s presence. He kisses your forehead before breaking the silence. 

“I love you, Y/n.” He states suddenly. You smile ear to ear, unable to hide how over-joyous you were to hear that. You’d heard it before, but it just felt different this time.

“I love you too, Arthur” 

[hateutothemoonandback]

so uh I've been tagged by 

small edit: im still getting tagged and im really lazy and don’t want to keep editing this so i give up.

alot of ppl for the 21 questions thing and i dunno if i should make up questions or answer same questions so i just copied and pasted a question from other ppl’s blog into mine :)

Nickname: my name is tiffany so ppl think its really clever to do shit with it so we have thai-ffany (cuz someone thought i was thai) and Tiffany the epiphany because i have pretty good random ass ideas

Zodiac: virgo

Height: 5′1

Last movie you saw: elf

Last 2 thing I googled: quantum theories and how they were proved, Karman line of space (some ppl had last thing some ppl had last 2 things so.)

Favorite musicians: the neighborhood, waterparks, 21 pilots, saint motel(only one song but its THAT good), sleeping at last, x ambassadors, ollie mn, fall out boys,

The song in my head: rip 2 my youth by the neighborhood, saturn by sleeping last, please never fall in love again by ollie mn (yees all three of them are in my head, it problematic)

Blogs: my main @queenmochi1205

Do I get asks: sometimes normal asks and sometimes stupid shit.

Following: im following 115 ppl

Amount of sleep: either a full 8 hours or 2 hours

Lucky number: 69 420 666 12 and 5

What I’m wearing: my pjs

Dream job: computer engineer, architect, or a stay at home job

Dream trip: paris? greek or rome? japan? china? somewhere along those lines

Favorite food: unhealthy food in general

Play an instrument: piano for 7 years and violin for 3-4 years

Languages: Mandarin, English, Fujianese, slight french

Favorite song:  the Wii theme

Random fact: im not all that interesting so from the top of my head i have an iq higher than 130. in my old school my elementary teacher thought i had a problem cuz i refused to do the homework (what's the point when u already get the material?) can’t sit still, can’t spell right (still can’t, Grammarly i luv u) yet still got 100s on my tests. when i transferred I took a test for a gifted program (which u need an IQ of 130 or higher to pass) and turns out I do have some problems but I was also gifted so ms. Buckley? suck on it 

Describe yourself as aesthetic things: saying shit like “i might have arthritis!” basic gen z humor, sweaters, glasses, old books, comics, instrumental music, cute animal pics, strings of code, questions authority too much, dead face with peace sign

now the 21 ppl

im gonna do some of my followers cuz many rpers have already done it :)

@seedster @demigodlover21 @sad-and-slightly-salty   @planetsnotstars @demigodingryffindor @why-is-my-life @theroyalmess @emvi22 @iamamemer @biggaynerd @casuallyweepingbystander @itsjustreblogsdude @morallygrayghost @ashadowinyourdreams @anal-aint-fatal @fandomcrazy797 @nf1334  @yasmilky @the-daughter-of-a-bitch @whose-potato-am-i @ninelife-enchanter